Toilafaona pr tanyaa sao saamaanya baatcaIt hu[- jaao halacaala pUCnao tqaa svaasqya evaM pZ,a[- kI icanta sao jauD,I qaI. SaOlaoSa drvaaja,o pr KD,o qao. ]nhoM doKkr hI maOMnao kha qaa¸
"saunaao tanyaa¸ tumharo papa yahIM KD,o hOM¸ ]nasao baat krao. Aao•ko• baaya. Tok koyar." khto hue maOMnao faona SaOlaoSa kao do idyaa. faona qaamato hue SaOlaoSa nao ApnaI vahI puranaI hrkt daohra[-. vao hmaoSaa khto ik faona ka caaoMgaa pkD,ato hue ]nhoM hmaoSaa hmaarI SaadI ko ekdma baad vaalaa caohra yaad Aata. jaanao @yaa qaa caohro ko ]sa kaoNa maoM jaao ]nhoM AakiYa-t krta.

mauJao lagaa yao BaI ijandgaI ko iksaI ek xaNa¸ caohro ko ek kaoNa kao¸ ]sa pr idKnao vaalao iksaI ek Baava kao Íoma krnao jaOsaa hI tao qaa.

faona ka caaoMgaa laoto hue SaOlaoSa nao pICo hTtI mauJao hlka saa CuAa AaOr ek caumbana maoro Baala ko pasa sao gaujar gayaa. maOM JaoMp gayaI qaI.

mauJao yaad hO phlao maOM panaI maoM BaagatI maClaI saI ]nakI pkD, sao CUTtI AaOr ifsala jaatI pr Aba¸ Aba A@sar ]nhoM hlka saa QaikyaatI ]nako ]sa caaOD,o saInao pr haqa rKtI qaamatI ifr inakla jaatI.

]sa idna jaba SaOlaoSa nao caaoMgaa pkD,to hue mauJao ApnaI baahaoM ko dayaro maoM ilayaa tao maOMnao ]nhoM pICo na Qakolaa. ]nako saInao sao lata saI ilapTI rhI. paqa- kao BaI vahIM khIM Aasa pasa mahsaUsato hue.

AaMQaI Bara mana qamaa tao QaImao sao Apnao kao Alaga krtI hu[- ifr sao baalknaI kI AMiQayaarI saurMga maoM DUbanao lagaI. saamanao kI tsvaIr ifr AaMKaoM ko kaoraoM maoM isamaT Aa[-.

ijandgaI kao iksaI daOr maoM saIKI poinTMga klaa jaaor maarnao lagaI. saaocanao lagaI ik Agar maOM saamanao vaalao dRSya kao kOnvaasa pr ]ta$M tao iktnaa maja,a Aayaogaa. saaoca kr KuSaI ko [ntha drvaaja,o Kula Aayao. pr , , ,@yaa maOM [tnaI hI gahra[- do pa]MgaI.

ivaiBanna kaoNaaoM sao iKD,kI ko BaItr JaaMktI hu[- maOM saaocatI rhI. Acaanak mana maoM inaraSaa janmaI. AaiKr kOnvaasa pr ZlaI pooinTMga maoM naja,iryaa iksa ka BarogaaÆ @yaa maora yaa ifr ]saka jaao [sao doKogaa. vyai>gat naja,ire iktnao mah%vapUNa- haoto hOM [sao @yaa nakara jaa sakta hO.

tBaI , , ,tBaI tao paqa- sao Alaga haoto hue irStodar daost yahI samaJato rho qao ik yao saba ek maja,ak hO jaao va> ko saaqa dma taoD, dogaa. pr , , ,khaM. paqa- mauJamaoM vah saba na doK payao jaao vah doKnaa caahto qao. sausaIma ka janma hao cauka qaa ifr BaI. Apnao vyai>%va kao¸ Apnao naja,iryao kao mah%va donao ka gauNa paqa- nao ivadoSa sao saIKa qaa.

Ajaba haota hO [na ivadoiSayaaoM ka naj,iryaa BaI. ]nako ilae 'ma'OM [tnaa ip`ya haota hO ik ]sako sammauK 'pr' kI kao[- jagah hI nahIM baca rhtI. ifr ]namaoM yao gauNa BaI tao nahIM hO ik 'pr' ka 'sva' banaa payao. Par ifr , , ,yao laoaga [tnaI samaaja saovaa kOsao kr pato hOM. yao baat mauJao hmaoSaa AaScaya-caikt krtI rhtI. , , ,jaba jaba maOM ivadoSa maoM rhnao jaatI  , , , ek AaOr p`Sna maoro BaItr kulabaulaata rhta. Apnao baccaaoM ko ilae ApnaI naaOkiryaaoM tk kao CaoD, kr baccaaoM kao baD,a krnao vaalao yahI maata ipta Aapsa maoM ja,ra saa tnaava haonao pr ]nhoM poD, sao TUTtI–saUKtI ThnaI–saa CaoD,kr Alaga qalaga jaa KD,o hI nahI haoto Aiptu iksaI dUsaro ka saaqa ZUMZ kr ]saka haqa qaama laoto hOM AaOr cala doto hOM  , , , dUsarI rah pr. kOOsao AaOr @yaaoM. kaOna saa manaaoiva&ana [sakI vyaa#yaa krogaa.

kBaI–kBaI mauJao lagata ik yao laaoga vaastivak Aqa- mao vaOragaI hOM jaao jaba tk ijasa pirisqait AaOr vaatavarNa maoM haoto hOM pUrI trh ]saI maoM ja,jba haoto hOM AaOr ]sasao baahr inaklato hI iCTk kr jaa pD,to hMO , , ,dUr , , ,bahut dUr , , , [tnaa dUr , , ,samast isqait sao p`BaavahIna.

barsaaoM–barsa ivadoSa maoM basao paqa- BaI [sa Alagaava Baava sao jauD, gayao qao tBaI tao Saayad , , ,tBaI tao [Qar hma Alaga hue ]Qar inaSaa naamak laD,kI jaao ]nako hI Aaifsa maoM kama krtI qaI ivaSauw ivadoSaI thja,Iba maoM rMgaI pgaI sao ivavaah rcaayaa AaOr Gar basaa kr ]saI maoM rma gayao.

SaOlaoSa kao caohro pr kI mauskana sao hI pta cala gayaa qaa ik Aba AaiKrI 'baa[-' 'ivaSa yaU gauD lak' Aaid vaa@yaaoM ka Aadana p`dana hao rha qaa.

Faona rKkr SaOlaoSa yahIM Aanao vaalao qao , , ,baahr baalknaI maoM . #yaalaaoM kI bahtI bayaar sao maOM baahr inaklaI. vat-maana maoM laaOT Aa[-. Paaqa- sao jauD,I, Kud kao ]sasao kaTnao kI kaoiSaSa mao kuC Asahja BaI.SarIr maoM baocaOnaI Bar ]zI qaI. eosao maoM SaOlaoSa ka pasa haonaa saukUna dota qaa.

SaOlaoSa Aayao tao maanaaoM AaMQaI qama gayaI. ]nhaoMnao Aato hI baataoM kI Daor ka isara ifr sao qaama ilayaa.  
'haM tao maOM @yaa kh rha qaa. yaosa. hmaarI ponTr kI inagaah kOsaI lagaI. ica~kar kao Aba maMca pr Aakr ApnaI baat khnaI caaihe.'

mMaOM hMsa pD,I. Acaanak laga ]za ik maora mana tao [tnao saaro #yaalaaoM ko Baar kao naIcao dbaa pD,a hO ik ApnaI baat khnao ko ilae Sabd khaM KaojaUM ? AaOr baaolaUM @yaaÆ
' kao[- jaanao tao maOM @yaa khnaa caahtI hUM. Par , , ,kao[- jaanao @yaaoM. Agar kao[- jaananaa caaho tao @yaa maOM bata pa}MgaI. maoro pasa Sabd hI khaM hOM , , , [tnao Zor saaro Sabd jaao maoro KyaalaaoM kao samaoT sakoM. jaao Sabd hOM vao kafI nahIM hO. ifr , , ,Sabd ZUMZ BaI laUM tao @yaa ApnaI baat kh paa]MgaI. Aaja tk tao kh nahIM pa[-. 'saaocatI rhI qaI.'  Paaqa- saunanao khnao sao phlao calao gayao qao. ]sako baad , , ,]sako baad khnao kI Aadt hI CUT gayaI.'

SaOlaoSa nao p`Sna pUCa qaa. ]%tr kI Apoxaa krto baOzo qao. ]nhoM ApnaI Aaor doKta pakr hI maoM baaolaI qaI¸    
'ihYT. SaOlaoSa. maOM kao[- ponTr baonTr nahIM hUM. vao tao bacapna kI baatoM hOM bacapna ko saaqa baIt gayaIM. jaao baIt jaata hO hma ]saI ko ilae trsato hOM. Aba doKao naÑ iksaI KUbasaUrt tsvaIr kao doKto hOM tao ]sakI tulanaa ij,andgaI sao krto hOM AaOr ija,ndgaI kI ]pmaa KUbasaUrt tsvaIraoM sao krnao lagato hOM. nahIM @yaa.'

SaOlaoSa kI inagaah maoM @yaa qaa batanaa kizna qaa. ]nhaoMnao mauJao Apnao saInao sao lagaato hue maora caohra iKD,kI kI Aaor kr idyaa. ]sa Aaor doKto hue baaolao¸
'zIk khtI hao. Aba doKao naÑ kmaro ko BaItr sao doKoM tao Saayad hma yahaM [sa paoj,a maoM Íoma ko BaItr lagao 'paoT/o-T' sao idKa[- dogao. saca tao yao hO ik hma saBaI ij,andgaI AaOr f`oma kI tsvaIr daonaaoM hI saaqa saaqa jaIto hOM. va> Aagao Baagata hO AaOr tsvaIroM pICo CaoD, jaata hO. yahI tao jaInao ka maja,a hO AaOr yahI jaInao ka sabasao AcCa trIka BaI hO.'

mMaOM SaOlaoSa ko saInao sao icapkI hOrana ]naka mauMh doK rhI qaI. AaiKr maOM @yaao nahIM kh patI yah saba. SaOlaoSa nao kOsao vah saba AasaanaI sao kh idyaa ijasako ilae maOM Sabd hI KaojatI rhI qaI. mMaOM , , ,maOM ABaI tk paqa- ko saaqa baIto ba> kao fo`ma maoM jaD,I tsvaIr nahIM banaa payaI qaI. tBaI , , ,tBaI tao ]sako badrMga daga jaba tba saInao maoM TIsato rhto hOM. maOMnao saaocaa tao yahI qaa pr baaolaI qaI¸
'haMÑ tBaI tao baIta samaya hmaaro BaItr ek i~AayaamaI @yaa catuAa-yaamaI tsvaIr bana jaata hO. AaOr tBaI badrMga xaNa tsvaIr kI trh AcCo lagato hOM yaa ifr [sailae ik hma ]sao baItI SataibdyaaoM kI tsvaIr samaJa laoto hOM.'

SaOlaoSa ko saInao mao samaayaa maora vajaUd vahIM zhr gayaa qaa faoTaoÍoma bana , , , pr ija,ndgaI BaI tao yahI khIM Thla rhI qaI.

yao safr ivadoSa sao svadoSa laaOTnao ka nahI qaa  , , , Sahr sao Apnao gaaMva calao Aanao ka nahIM qaa, yao tao ija,ndgaI ko BaItr jaakr puna: ija,nda hao jaanao ka safr qaa , , ,kBaI naa K%ma haonao vaalaI Ad\Baut AnauBava yaa`~a qaI. AnauBavaaoM ka naa tao kao[- rMga haota hO na $p na ganQa. vao tao ija,ndgaI ko saaqa jauD,o haoto hOM , , ,AkaT\ya $p sao.   

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