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maOM kba sao maMuh baaeM ike KD,I qaI.
saaocaa ik Saayad Aba doKMU tao vah gaayaba hao caukI hao. Drto Drto ek
AaMK KaolaI. Kuda kI maarI¸ baocaarI khaM jaa saktI qaI. kMba#t iballaI
nao ]sao ek trf sao cabaa ko CaoD, idyaa qaa. gaaola gaaola ilasailasaI
AMtiD,yaaoM jaOsaI kao[- caIj,a ]sako nanhoM SarIr sao baahr inakla Aa[-
qaI. hmaaro SarIr iktnaa kuC samaoTo hOM Apnao AMdr. bacapna maoM ek baar
maoro baD,o Baa[- nao bahna kI GaD,I ka puj,aa- Alaga krko doKnaa caaha ik
vah calatI kOsao qaI. ]sanao saaocaa qaa ik ipta ko laaOTnao ko pUva- hI
vah ]sao vaaipsa samaoTnao maoM samaqa- hao jaaegaa. ikntu vah tao [sa
cauihyaa saI eosaI fOlaI ik samaoTo na isamaTI¸ ipTa[- hu[- saao hu[-.
vaOsao tao mauJao yao BaI nahIM maalaUma ik hmaaro pD,aosa maoM kaOna rhta hO pr dao ibaillayaaM AvaSya rhtI hOM¸ ijanako mauJao naama BaI pta hO. kOsaoÆ rat baorat¸ yao dao pD,aosaI ³ijanakI Sa@laaoM sao BaI maOM vaaikf nahIM´ ApnaI ibaillayaaoM kao saD,k pr ZMUZ,to ifrto hOM¸ ek icallaata hO¸ "Aaskr¸ Aaskr¸ vaoAr Aar yaUÆ" tao dUsara proSaanaI maoM baulaata hO¸ "safayar, [T [ja, kaolDa Aa]T doyar¸ kma haoma naaAao¸ yaU raskla". pta nahIM [na laaogaaoM kao AaQaI rat ko baad hI @yaaoM ApnaI ibaillayaaM yaad AatI hOM. Saayad yao [nako naSao ko ]trnao ka samaya hao. Akolaapna [saI samaya Saayad AiQak Klata haogaa [nhoM. Baart maoM haotI tao iksaI kao paMca $pyao do kr ]zvaa saktI qaI. pr yahaM tao paMca pa]MD do kr BaI ihmmat nahIM pD,tI iksaI kao khnao kI. pagala samaJa kr calato banaoMgao. kUD,a ]zanao vaalao tao kovala maMgalavaar kao hI AayaoMgao. Aaja kovala SauËvaar hO¸ ]nhoM pOsao donaa BaI Ktro sao KalaI nahIM hOM. ipClao saala kI hI tao baat hO¸ kuC safa[- kma-caarI iËsamasa manaanao ko ilae pOsao AaOr Saraba Aaid [k{a kr rho qao. ka]Misala vaalaaoM kao pta laga gayaa. ]nhaoMnao Aava doKa na tava¸ sabakao naaOkrI sao inakala baahr ikyaa. mauJao yaad Aayaa ik Baart maoM haolaI idvaalaI pr naaOkraoM AaOr jamaadarinayaaoM kI kOsaI maaOja hao jaatI qaI. Aap ]nhoM Apnaa idla inakala kr dIijae¸ tao AapkI jaana maagaoMgao. ]nhoM KuSa krnaa AsaMBava qaa. vah gaanaa yakayak j,abaana pr Aa gayaa¸ "kao[- iksaI ka nahIM yao jaga maoM¸ naato hOM naataoM ka @yaa." mauJao ivaSvaasa hO ik ]sa kiva kao BaI iksaI eosaI hI hkIkt sao dao caar haonaa pD,a haogaa. Apnao kao pUrI trh sao bacaa kr maOM kar maoM Aa baOzI qaI AaOr maaobaa[la faona pr yah jaananao ko p`ya%na maoM qaI ik sahI maayanaaoM maoM kaOna maora ima~ hO. sahyaaoigayaaoM kao saubah saubah samaya ibatanao ka ek AcCa AaQaar imala gayaa qaa ikMtu kao[- BaI tao Baaga kr nahIM Aayaa qaa maorI sahayata kao. dFtr phMucakr maOMnao svayaM kao kama maoM lagaBaga JaaoMk idyaa ikMtu cauihyaa ka ilajailajaa SarIr maorI AaMKaoM maoM eosaa basa gayaa qaa ik pUiCe nahIM. bacapna maoM caUho Wara kaTo gae haoMz kI maIzI cauBana taj,aa hao ]zI. maOM kuC na Ka pa[-. maOM k[- baar yah saaocatI hMU ik yaid kBaI kao[- mauJao Gaayala kr ko ek saunasaana rat kao khIM foMk do tao @yaa hao. marI jaana¸ baD,o baD,o caUho mauJao Kanao lagaoM AaOr maOM ihla Dula BaI na pa}M¸ na jaanao ikna kmaao-M ka fla imalanaa baakI hao. yah 1987 kI baat hO ik maorI iSakayat ko ]praMt ka]Misala nao caUho pkD,nao vaalaaoM ko maoro Gar Baojaa. maOM saaoca kr baOzI qaI ik vao caUho pkD, kr Apnao saaqa lao jaaeMgao. pr ]nhaoMnao tao basa caUho maarnao vaalaI dvaa Gar maoM jagah jagah rK dI AaOr calao gae. mauJao bahut gaussaa Aayaa. yah tao maOM Kud kr saktI qaIM¸ [nakao [tnao pOsao donao kI @yaa AavaSyakta qaI. Dr ko maaro naIMd nahIM Aa[- ik khIM rat kao vao j,ahr caaTko tD,pto hue¸ ibastr pr hI na Aa caZ,oM. yaa jaba maOM saubah ]zMU tao maro hue caUho kapo-T pr na pD,o haoM. ek tao saaofo ko khIM naIcao Gausa kr mar gayaa. Gar maoM badbaU Bar ga[-. ek baargaI tao saaocaa ik Gar hI badla laoM. hmanao ]sa kmaro maoM hI jaanaa CaoD, idyaa ik khIM hma saaofa ihlaayaoM AaOr kao[- AQamara caUha kucala jaae. KOr¸ yao tao ek bahanaa qaa jaao maora baoTa banaa rha qaa. [na baccaaoM ko ilae hma @yaa nahIM krto AaOr [nasao ek CaoTa saa kama BaI nahIM haota. gaaoro baccaaoM kao doiKe¸ Gar ka saara kama krto hOM. CaoTI ]ma` sao hI kama pr laga jaato hOM. hmaaro baccao kovala pZ,to hOM AaOr [sako eovaj,a maoM hma ]nhoM saarI sauivaQaaeM mauhOyaa krato hOM. ifr BaI hmaaro baccao [na gaaoro AaOr kalao baccaaoM sao laaK djaa- AcCo hOM. caaorI–DkOtI tao nahIM krto¸ D/gsa tao nahIM laoto. jaI saI esa [- kr laoM tao ganaImat. @yaa huAa jaao cauihyaa nahIM foMkI. lagata hO maoro hI jaInsa baoTo maoM Aa gae haoM. nahIM tao yahaM plao baZ,o baccao tao caUhaoM kao jaoba maoM ilae GaUmato hOM. dor sao phMucanao kI vajah sao idla maoM QaukQaukI macaI qaI pr Aaja baa^@sa bahut p`sannaicat naj,ar Aa rho qao. caayapana ko samaya vah [tnao jaaoSa maoM Aa gayao ik ]nhaoMnao mauJao Apnaa sahayak GaaoiYat kr idyaa. ilaj,a kI Sa@la doKnao vaalaI qaI. prsaaoM hI ]sanao mauJao tanaa maara qaa ik maOnaojar banato hI vah maora T/aMsafr barimaMGama krvaa dogaI. maOM sacamauca Gabara ga[- qaI ik mauJao ek AcCI KasaI naaOkrI sao haqa Qaaonao pD,oMgao. kla kI CaokrI¸ Apnao kao na jaanao @yaa samaJatI hO. pITr nao ek hI JaTko maoM ]sao ]sakI jagah idKa dI. maaM kao faona ikyaa tao ek KuSaKbarI AaOr imalaI ik BatIj,aa pOda huAa hO – dsa vaYaao-M maoM phlaI baar baD,I mauiSkla sao BaaBaI maaM bana ga[- hOM. iD/M@sa ko ilae saaro sahkima-yaaoM kao 'pba' lao jaanaa pD,a. baD,a maj,aa Aayaa. saba baD,o p`sanna qao ik ilaj,a kI bainaKt baa^sa nao mauJao caunaa qaa. rat kao jaba Gar phMucaI tao marI hu[- cauihyaa kao ibalkula BaUla caukI qaI maOM. paMva AaMgana maoM rKa hI qaa ik yaad Aayaa. ToZ,I AaMK sao doKa¸ cauihyaa vahaM nahIM qaI. QaIro QaIro naj,ar saara AaMgana bauhar Aa[- pr nahIM¸ khIM nahIM idKI. AMdr phMucaI tao baoTo nao batayaa ik ]sanao DsTpOna maoM ]za ko ]sao ibana maoM foMk idyaa qaa. maOM [tnaI KuSa hu[- ik ]sao AaOr ApnaI baoTI kao baokr sT/IT isqat ra^yala caa[-naIj,a rostraM lao ga[-. @yaa yahI AcCa idna saaibat huAa. Aba jaba BaI Gar sao baahr AatI hMU¸ idmaaga maoM yah baat AvaSya AatI hO ik khIM marI hu[- cauihyaa idKo tao idna AcCa gauj,aro. maOM BaI iktnaI bauwU hMU¸ laa^TrI kao[- raoj,a raoj,a qaaoD,o hI inaklatI hOÑ |
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