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Aba baoD–$ma maoM AQalaoTo kuC pZ,to hue
]sako faona ka [Mtjaar krnaa AaOr ifr ]sasao baat krnaa bahut Balaa lagata
hO. maOMnao ]sao Aa^ifsa maoM faona krnao sao Aba manaa kr idyaa hO.
[sasao ek baat tao tya hao gayaI hO¸ vah TolaIfaona Aa^proTr nahIM hO.
]sako Kud ko kmaro maoM TolaIfaona hO AaOr ]sao kao[- jyaada iDsTba- nahIM
krta. k[- baar laa[na baIca maoM CaoD,kr gaayaba hao jaatI hO kafI dor ko
ilae. k[- baar ]sako Gar–baar kI klpnaa krta hMU. hao sakta hO iksaI
Kato–pIto Gar kI laD,kI hao¸ jaao SaadI ka [Mtjaar kr rhI hao¸ laoikna
]sa ]ma` kI laD,ikyaaoM ko tao AjaIba–AjaIba SaaOk haoto hOM¸ masalana
GaUmanaa¸ ifrnaa¸ baa^ya ÍoMD\sa vagaOrh. vah tao eosaI nahIM lagatI.
yah BaI hao sakta hO¸ TUr pr rhnaovaalao yaa ibajaI rhnaovaalao iksaI
baD,o Afsar yaa maorI trh ko ]Vaogapit kI baIvaI hao¸ ijasanao va>
gaujaarnao ka jairyaa ZMUZ ilayaa hao. [saIilae Saayad faona naMbar nahIM
batatI. laoikna vah ijaMdgaI sao }baI hu[- tao nahIM lagatI. baatcaIt sao
tao yahI lagata hO¸ ijaMdgaI jaInaovaalaI¸ maOcyaaor AaOr saa^ifisTkoToD
laoDI hO.
ek idna pUCa qaa ]sasao¸ "@yaaoM
faona krtI hao raoja mauJaoÆ"
"zIk hO¸ nahIM kroMgao." vah gaMBaIr hao gayaI.
"Aro nahIM¸ yah gajaba mat krnaa¸ varnaa , , ," maOM iGar
gayaa qaa.
"varnaa @yaa , , ," vah vaOsaI hI saIiryasa qaI.
"AiNamaa¸ Saayad maOM kh nahIM pa}Mgaa¸ laoikna ijaMdgaI maoM
mauJao [tnaa Apnaapna iksaI nao nahIM idyaa hO." yah maOMnao
saaomaond`naaqa ka saca baaolaa.
"tumhara vahma hO¸ Aavaaja ko irSto sao Balaa kOsao Apnaapna do
idyaa maOMnao. tuma mauJao jaanato nahIM¸ maOM tumhoM jaanatI
nahIM."
maOMnao ]sao baat pUrI nahIM krnao dI¸
turMt kha¸ "AiNamaa¸ mauJao [sasao AiQak kuC nahIM caaihe. ijatnaa
do rhI hao¸ vahI dotI rhao basa." maOM haMf gayaa qaa.
"zIk hO¸ saaocaoMgao." Kud pr gaussaa BaI Aayaa¸ @yaaoM banata
jaa rha hMU [tnaa kmajaaor maOM. 'iQa@kar hO tuma pr' mana ko iksaI kaonao
nao zhaoka maara¸ "ek Aavaaja ko pICo @yaa jaana daogaoÆ"
maOM isar qaama laota hMU.
]sa idna [tvaar qaa. khIM jaanaa qaa
mauJao. tOyaar hao rha qaa ik bahut puranao idnaaoM kI baatoM yaad Aanao
lagaIM. maata–ipta¸ Baa[-¸ [klaaOtI bahna¸ baD,a hvaolaInaumaa Gar.
naaOkr–caakraoM kI faOja¸ maaoTr gaaiD,yaaoM maoM GaUmanaa.
laMbao–caaOD,o karaobaar ko baIca ipta sao hmaarI maulaakatoM hao hI
nahIM patI qaIM¸ laoikna jaba BaI vao hmaaro ilae va> inakalato¸
hmaaro ilae sabasao KuSaI ka idna haota – ]sa idna pZ,a[- sao Cu+I rhtI.
pZ,a[- sao ]sakI yaad Aa[-. Apnao phlao
Pyaar kI. phlaI baar Pyaar maOMnao ApnaI T\yaUTr sao ikyaa qaa¸ Aba
saaocakr BaI hMsaI AatI hO. pta nahIM vaao Pyaar qaa BaI yaa nahIM. maOM
navaI maoM qaa AaOr vah baI•esa saI• kr rhI qaI. Saayad Civa naama qaa
]saka. bahut AcCI lagatI qaI mauJao. gahra saMvalaayaa rMga. vah pZ,atI
rhtI AaOr maOM ekTk ]saka caohra inaharta rhta. ek baar ]sao jabardstI
caUma ilayaa qaa maOMnao. ]saka caohra ekdma fk pD, gayaa qaa¸ ibanaa kuC
kho tojaI sao calaI gayaI. Agalao tIna–caar idna tk pZ,anao nahIM AayaI.
mauJao bahut glaaina hu[- qaI¸ laoikna kh nahIM payaa qaa. vah ifr sao
Aanao lagaI qaI. inaScaya hI pOsaaoM kI ja$rt ]sao vaaipsa lao AayaI qaI.
maOM ifr SarIf tao hao gayaa qaa¸ laoikna ]sasao AaMKoM imalaakr maafI
nahIM maaMga payaa qaa. iksaI trh caup caup pZ, pZ,a kr saoSana pUra ikyaa
qaa hmanao. ifr k[- AayaIM ijaMdgaI maoM. kao[- ihsaaba nahIM. kuC AcCI
BaI lagaI haoMgaI tba¸ laoikna Aba pcaasa par kr jaanao pr vah saba kuC
bacakanaa lagata hO.
tOyaar haokr inaklanao hI vaalaa qaa ik
faona kI GaMTI bajaI. kaoyala kUkI. maOM baityaanao baOz gayaa. batanao
lagaI – ratBar saao nahIM payaI hO. karNa batayaa¸ "rat svadoSa
dIpk ka ]pnyaasa maayaapaot Sau$ ikyaa. phlao tao ]sa ]pnyaasa kao baIca
maoM AQaUra CaoD, nahIM payaI¸ AaOr jaba pUra kr ilayaa tao ratBar kI
naIMd gayaI. ek tao ]sako saBaI pa~ [tnao ]da%t hO ik sahja hI svaIkaya-
nahIM haoto¸ dUsaro ]samaoM saMbaMQaaoM¸ maR%yau AaOr GaTnaaAaoM Aaid ko
saaqa kuC eosao p`yaaoga ike gae hOM ik galao maoM faMsa saI ATktI
mahsaUsa haotI hO."
]pnyaasa doKa hO maOMnao BaI¸ laoikna
pZ,nao ka va> nahIM inakala saka qaa. baatoM GaUmato–GaUmato saaih%ya
pr Aa gayaIM. T/Ok badlato rho¸ laoikna baataoM ka Anavart isalaisalaa
jaarI rha. maOMnao baahr jaanaa sqaigat kr idyaa AaOr kpD,o badla Dalao.
SaT-\sa AaOr TISaT- phna ilae kaD-laOsa haqa maoM ilae–ilae maOM ikcana
maoM Aayaa. Kud ko ilae ka^fI banaanao lagaa. Saayad baIsa–baa[-sa barsa
baad Apnao ilae ka^fI banaa rha qaa. KTpT saunakr baaolaI¸ "@yaa kr
rho haoÆ" jaba batayaa ik ka^fI banaa rha hMU tao GauD,k idyaa¸
"tuma Akolao @yaaoM pIAao ka^fIÆ tuma tba tk pMiDt BaImasaona
jaaoSaI ka nayaa elapI saunaao¸ maOM BaI Kud ko ilae ka^fI banaatI
hMU." AaOr ]sanao Apnaa caaogaa irkaD- Plaoyar calaakr ]sa pr rK
idyaa. ]sa idna maOMnao saaro naaOkraoM kao BaarI [naama dokr Saama tk kI
Cu+I do dI AaOr pUrI fusa-t sao faona pr baat krnao maoM jauT gayaa.
hmanao Saama ko saat bajao tk yaanaI lagaatar dsa GaMTo tk baatoM kI.
ApnaI¸ ]sakI¸ duinayaa jahana kI. [sa daOrana ]sanao mauJao disayaaoM
KUbasaUrt najmaoM saunaayaIM. Aayana rOD nao ApnaI iktaba eTlasa Sa`gD
maoM 'manaI' kI pirBaaYaa kOsao kI hO¸ vao pUro caaObaIsa pRYz pZ,kr
saunaae. disayaaoM kp ka^fI pIto hue¸ saOMDivaca kutrto hue¸ baIyar ko
laMbao GaMUT Barto hue¸ ApnaI–ApnaI ijaMdgaI ko BaUlao–ibasaro pnnao
plaTto hue¸ DayairyaaoM maoM barsaaoM phlao ilaKI gayaI baatoM saunato
saunaato ]na dsa GaMTaoM maoM maOMnao¸ hmanao ek pUra yauga jaI ilayaa.
maOMnao Kud kI ijaMdgaI kI iktaba saolsa [MjaIinayar saaoma kI ijaMdgaI kI
iktaba banaakr faona pr Kaola dI. maOM ek saca kao JaUz AaOr dUsaro JaUz
kao saca banaakr ek–ek pla BarpUr jaIvana jaIta rha ]sa daOrana. haqa
maoM ka^D-laOsa ilae pUro baMgalao maoM GaUmata rha. baMgalao kI ek–ek
caIja kao¸ jaao maorI tao qaI¸ laoikna ijasao maOM phcaanata nahIM qaa¸
CU–CUkr ]sasao Apnaa irSta kayama krta rha. Alaga–Alaga va> pr¸
duinayaa Bar ko SahraoM sao KrIdI ApnaI caIjaaoM¸ iktabaaoM kao sahlaakr¸
JaaD,–paoMCkr ifr sao sajaata rha. faona krto–krto maOMnao baaiqaMga
Tba maoM Alaf naMgao haokr kafI va> gaujaara. Arsao baad Kud kao doKa.
]sa daOrana maOMnao ek pUrI ijaMdgaI ka
Ahsaasa payaa. ]sakI Aavaaja maoro ilae isaf- Aavaaja nahIM qaI¸ ek
jaIvana maM~ kI trh kanaaoM maoM ]tr rhI qaI. maOMnao ]sako jaire Kud kao
phcaanaa – ]sa idna ek dUsaro ko bahut saaro saca jaanao hmanao. JaUz
pkD,o. baovakUifyaaM baaMTI AaOr ja#ma sahlaae. hmanao ek–dUsaro ko
jaIvana kI bahut–saI K+I maIzI baatoM¸ yaadoM¸ AnauBava¸ ek dUsaro kI
DayairyaaoM maoM dja- kIM tba. laoikna ifr BaI ]sanao ApnaI phcaana nahIM
batayaI qaI¸ mauJao BaI kao[- ]%saukta nahIM qaI¸ laoikna ]sakI baataoM
ko jaire¸ Aavaaja ko pula ko jaire maOM Apnao sao Alaga¸ Apiricat iksaI
Apnao ko jaIvana maoM ]tr gayaa qaa. vah maoro jaIvana maoM barsaaoM sao
psaro Akolaopna kao bauhar gayaI qaI. nayao isaro sao jaIvana jaInao ko
ilae maora Gar–baar ApnaI AaBaa sao Aalaaoikt kr gayaI qaI. ibanaa maoro
saamanao Aae¸ maoro paor–paor maoM ApnaI maaOjaUdgaI ka Ahsaasa CaoD,to
hue. ]saI idna mauJao pta calaa qaa ik ipClao k[- vaYa- maOMnao Kud ko
ilae nahIM jaIyao qao¸ ek vyavasaayaI nao dUsaraoM ko ilae jaIyao qao.
Aba vah maora¸ saaoma ka saara SaoD\yaUla
jaanatI hO. @yaa Kata¸ phnata hMU¸ sao laokr @yaa pZ,a sao iktnaa
bacaayaa tk. Gar pOsao Baojao yaa nahIM AaOr pOsao phMucanao kI Kbar AayaI
yaa nahIM tk kI DayarI ]sako pasa hO Aajakla. maOMnao Aba tk ]sa pr Apnaa
raja jaaihr nahIM ikyaa hO. ek nanhaM saa JaUz fOlato–fOlato Aba [tnaa
ivaraT hao gayaa hO ik maora vajaUd iksaI BaI va> ]sako naIcao kucalaa
jaa sakta hO. Dr lagata hO ]sa Bayaavah isqait kI klpnaa kro. saba kuC
]sao bata kr ]sao Kaonaa nahIM caahta. vah jaao BaI hao¸ ijasa BaI ]ma`
kI hao¸ ]sanao kma–sao–kma maorI trh JaUz tao nahIM baaolao hOM.
isaf- maaOna hI tao rhI hO Apnao baaro maoM. Aba maoro ilae inahayat ja$rI
hao gayaa hO ik [sa isalaisalao kao jaarI rKMU. mauJao ABaI ]saka faona
nambar nahIM pta¸ halaaMik jaananaa caahta BaI nahIM¸ laoikna yah
isalaisalaa Agar ]saI nao band kr idyaa taoÑ hr saubah maorI iKD,kI ko
baahr iKlanaovaalaa gaulaaba iksaI idna nahIM iKlaa tao vah jaao
manaBaavana badlaI jaao raoja maoro Gar–AaMgana maoM barsakr maora
jaIvana saIMca jaatI hO¸ Agar kBaI na gaujarI taoÑ yao saaro savaala
mauJao Aba proSaana krnao lagao hOM¸ laoikna ]sakI inarntrta AaOr
maustOdI ifr mauJao inaiScaMt kr doto hOM.
Agar maOM faona nahIM ]zata tao baat nahIM
krtI. kuC pUCtI BaI nahIM. rK dotI hO. caaho baIisayaaoM baar faona krnaa
pD,o. bahut Gauma@kD, hO¸ khIM BaI GaUmanao inakla jaatI hO. ijasa BaI
Sahr maoM hao¸ faona ja$r krtI hO. hr baar yahI khtI hO – iktnaI dor
sao tumhara naMbar Dayala kr rhI qaI¸ Aba yaad Aayaa¸ yah naMbar [sa
Sahr ka nahIM AaOr Sahr tumhara nahIM. maOM hr baar phlao sao jyaada
KuSanasaIba AadmaI bana jaata hMU.
maOMnao BaI Apnao daOro kma kr idyao hOM.
khIM jaata hMU tao ]sao phlao sao bata dota hMU¸ laoikna dUsaro SahraoM
ko naMbar nahIM dota. ]sako faona ko ibanaa gaujarnao vaalao idna vaak[-
bahut lambao AaOr ]baa} haoto hOM. tu\rnt laaOT pD,ta hMU.
janma idna qaa kla ]saka. mauJao phlao sao
pta nahIM qaa. pta haota BaI tao ]sa tk ApnaI SauBa–kamanaaeM phMucaanao
ka kao[- jairyaa nahIM hO maoro pasa. kuC eosaa saMyaaoga rha ik na Gar pr
imalaa maOM¸ na Aa^ifsa maoM. rat Aaz bajao hI baat hao payaI. Kud hI
batayaa¸ "Aaja maora janmaidna hO" mauJao bahut gaussaa Aayaa¸
phlao nahIM bata saktI qaI. ]saI nao tba batayaa¸ "Aapko ivaSa ko
[Mtjaar maoM kba sao kuC nahIM Kayaa hO." isar pITnao ka mana huAa.
]sao ivaSa ikyaa. kuC Ka laonao ko ilae kha. maOMnao bahut kaoiSaSa kI¸
mauJao ek maaOka tao do dao kuC donao ka. nahIM imalanaa caahtI na imalao¸
iksaI baD,o sTaor maoM maOM ]sako ilae igaFT pOk krvaakr rK dota hMU¸
iksaI kao Baojakr maMgavaa lao¸ laoikna ija_I¸ ibalkula nahIM maanaI.
rat dor tk ]sako #yaala proSaana krto rho. Kud ko ilae BaI AcCa lagaa¸
kao[- tao hO jaao [tnaa maana dota hO. ]sa Sa#sa ko ilae BaI rSk huAa
ijasao ]saka BarpUr Pyaar imalata haogaa yaa imalaogaa. duinayaa ka
sabasao KuSaiksmat AadmaI.
ipClao caar idna sao ]saka faona nahIM
Aayaa hO. kafI proSaana hMU. Kud pr gaussaa BaI Aa rha hO¸ bahut Apnaa
samaJata hMU ]sao¸ ]saka faona naMbar tk tao lao nahIM payaa Aba tk ik
sauK duK maoM saMpk- kr sakMU. Aba baOzo rhao kuZ,to hue ]saka faona Aanao
tk. hr va> idmaaga pr CayaI rhtI hO. hr va> faona ko Aasa–pasa
maMDrata rhta hMU¸ Gar yaa Aa^ifsa maoM. kla baajaar maoM pOdla calato
k[- baar Baana huAa¸ ]saI kI Aavaaja saunaayaI dI hao jaOsao¸ dao
ek–baar tao pICo mauD,kr doK BaI ilayaa¸ laoikna ]sa Aavaaja kI saI
Sai#sayat vaalaa caohra nahIM idKa.
paMcavao idna saubah faona ikyaa ]sanao.
qakI hu[- AavaajaÑ
"khaM sao baaola rhI hao¸ tuma zIk tao hao¸ [tnao idna , , ,."
]sanao baat pUrI nahIM krnao dI.
"mauJao kuC nahIM huAa hO¸ Acaanak gaaMva calaI gayaI qaI Apnao.
vahaM faona tao @yaa ibajalaI tk nahIM hO. tuma saunaaAao , , ,"
@yaa saunaata maOM. caup hI rh gayaa.
]sa idna hmanao SabdaoM ko jaire kma AaOr
SabdaoM ko baIca ko maaOna ko maaQyama sao jyaada baatoM kI. ek–dUsaro
kao pUrI iSa_t ko saaqa mahsaUsa ikyaa¸ jaOsao hma Aamanao–saamanao
baOzo haoM. AMQaoro maoM ek–dUsaro kI saaMsaaoM kI garmaI kao mahsaUsa
krto hue. faona krnao ka isalaisalaa ifr cala pD,a hO.
Aaja maora janmaidna hO. savaora ]saI ko
saMdoSa sao huAa hO. TolaIfaona e@sacaoMja ko jaire janmaidna kI
SauBakamanaa. hOrana huAa¸ Kud @yaaoM nahIM faona kr ilayaa ]sanao.
qaaoD,I hI dor baad drvaajao pr taja haoTla sao ek KUbasaUrt bauko phMucaa
]sakI trf sao. dorI ko ilae ek xamaayaacanaa ko saaqa ik kla Aa^D-r doto
samaya maODma nao KalaI naama AaOr faona naMbar batayaa qaa¸ naMbar
TolaIfaona Dayaro@TrI maoM na haonao ko karNa e@sacaoMja kI sT/IT saiva-sa
sao KasaI id@kt ko baad pta imala payaa. Aa^ifsa phMucaa tao vahaM BaI
pICa nahIM CaoD,a maODma nao. bamba[- kI sabasao baD,I fOSana Saa^p
"Akbar AlaIja" sao faona Aayaa ik Aapko ilae ek igaFT hO. iksaI
kao Baojakr maMgavaa laMU yaa Apnaa pta do dMU. vao iBajavaanao kI
vyavasqaa kr doMgao. AjaIba KbtI hO maODmaÑ Apnaa janmaidna batanao kI
ja$rt nahIM samaJaI AaOr yahaM pUro Sahr kao Saaimala kr rhIM hO maoro
janmaidna maoM. Aanao dao faona ]sakaÑ
mana maar kr Akbar AlaIja sao pOkoT
maMgavaayaa. ek KUbasaUrt ba`Ifkosa¸ ]samaoM maoro manapsand rMga ka
roDImaoD saUT¸ SaT-¸ Ta[-¸ $maala¸ psa-¸ DayarI saba kuC hO.
ivasfairt AaMKaoM sao maOM maoja pr fOlaa saara saamaana doK rha hMU.
samaJa nahIM pa rha hMU¸ @yaa pholaI hO. @yaa k$M [sa sabakaÆ khaM hO
vah diryaaidla kmba#tÑ Aanao dao ]saka faonaÑ @yaa samaJatI hO Kud kaoÑ
doKMU maOM BaIÑ
idna Bar ]saka faona nahIM Aayaa. Amaoirka
AaOr AasT/oilayaa sao baoTaoM ko faona Aae. duinayaa Bar maoM fOlao
irStodaraoM¸ daostaoM¸ ibaijanaosa paiT-yaaoM ko faona¸ kaD-¸ igaFT
Aae. pUro Aa^ifsa nao ivaSa ikyaa¸ igaFT ide. pr vahÑ saara idna ZMga
sao kuC Kayaa na gayaa. gaussaa haonao ko baavajaUd ]sako faona ka [Mtjaar
krta rha. nahIM Aayaa. k[- inaman~Na qao¸ laMca ko¸ iDnar ko¸ khIM
nahIM gayaa. saIQao Gar Aakr baoD$ma maoM laoT gayaa. tikyao maoM isar ide
krvaToM badlata rha. kaOna–saa badlaa lao rhI hO mauJasaoÑ @yaaoM nahIM
faona krtI yaa saamanao AatIÑ
tIsa–pOMtIsa saalaaoM ko baad Acaanak
maorI $laa[- fUT pD,I. CI: ek Aavaaja sao [tnaa maaohÑ maOMnao Kud kao
samaJaanaa caaha¸ @yaaoM banaa huAa hMU kzputlaI ]sa Aavaaja kaÆ @yaaoM
nahIM ]za dota prda Apnao JaUz pr sao AaOr mau> hao jaataÑ ]sa pr BaI
gaussaa Aata rha. AaiKr caahtI @yaa hO mauJasaoÑ @yaa maOM CaoTa baccaa
hMU¸ jaao hr baar maOM hI manaayaa jaa}MÑ
saaoca–saaoca kr isar fTa jaa rha hO.
kBaI vah maoro jaIvana kao ifr sao jaIvaMtta sao sarabaaor kr donao vaalaI
caaMdnaI lagatI hO tao kBaI ek Claavaa AaOr maayaavaI laganao lagatI hO.
hr pla Cla rhI hO jaao mauJao.
ABaI AaMK lagaI hI qaI ik faona bajaa.
va> doKa¸ rat ko dao bajao hOM. [sa va> kaOna hao sakta hO. faona
]zayaa. [Qar sao kao[- Aavaaja nahIM. kafI dor tk hOlaao¸ hOlaao khnao ko
baad BaI Aavaaja nahIM¸ na hI faona iDsaknao@T ikyaa gayaa. faona rKnao
hI vaalaa qaa ik vah baaolaI¸ "naisa-Mga haoma sao baaola rhI hMU.
kla rat kar e@saIDoMT hao gayaa qaa."
"AaohÑ" [sasao Aagao maOM kuC kh pata¸ phlao vahI baaolaI¸
"nahIM¸ Gabaranao kI kao[- baat nahIM. ABaI ma$MgaI nahIM. ABaI
qaaoD,I dor phlao hI haoSa Aayaa hO." maOM khaM¸ kOsao¸ kba¸
jaOsao baIisayaaoM savaala ek saaqa pUCnaa caahta hMU¸ laoikna Sabd nahIM
saUJa rho hOM. haqa kaMp rho hOM. "baaya d vao¸ hOpI baqa- Do."
vah Saayad dd- sao CTpTa rhI hO. BaIMcao haozaoM kI Aavaaja, pkD, pa rha
hMU maOM. @yaa khMU ]sao¸ maaOt sao jaUJa rhI haogaI¸ ifr BaI pUC rhI hO¸
"baqa-–Do kok maoM maora ihssaa rKa hO naÑ" pUCnaa caahta hMU
BaI bahut kuC¸ prntu maaOka nahIM hO. turnt ]sao ApnaI ksama dota hMU.
naisa-Mga haoma ka pta donao ko ilae. ]sanao ibanaa iksaI hIla–hujjat ko
pta bata idyaa hO. haOlao sao¸ 'gauD naa[T' kh kr rK idyaa hO faona
]sanao.
rat Bar saao nahIM payaa. k[- baar lagaa¸
saubah hao ga[- hO. ]sao naisa-Mga haoma doKnao jaanaa hO. ]sasao imalanao
ka Kyaala Aato hI maorI QaD,kna toja hao jaatI hO. imala BaI rho hOM tao
iksa halat maoM. kOsao imalaMUgaa¸ @yaa khkr Apnaa AsalaI pircaya dMUgaa.
jaanata BaI tao nahIM¸ vah kaOna hO. duGa-Tnaa iktnaI gamBaIr qaI¸ khIM
jyaada caaoToM na lagaI haoM. saarI rat jaagao–AQa jaagao maoM baItI.
saubah–saubah hI naisa-Mga haoma ko ilae
inaklata hMU. ek trf ]sakI kuSalata kI icanta hO AaOr dUsarI trf Apnaa
JaUz pkDo jaanao kI QaukQaukI. mana psaaopoSa maoM hO. naisa-Mga haoma ko
gaoT pr gaaD,I raokkr Kud sao pUCta hMU – tao [sa maulaakat ko baadÆ
iksaka maaohBaMga phlao haogaaÆ ]saka¸ jaao mauJao nahIM saaoma kao
jaanatI hO¸ maora gaZ,a huAa ek kalpinak cair~¸ jaao maOM nahIM hMU. yaa
maora jaao KalaI ]saka naama jaanata hO¸ AaOr kuC nahIM. 'nahIM'¸ mauJao¸
]sao [sa halat maoM tao ja$r hI imalanaa caaihe. gaaD,I pak- krko
irsaoPSana tk Aata hMU. ifr saaocata hMU. ']sakI Aavaaja ko ibanaa nahIM
rh sakta.' laaOTnao lagata hMU. mana ka kao[- kaonaa tanaa maarta hO¸
'Drpaok¸ Apnao svaaqa- ko ilae ]sao doKnao tk nahIM jaaAagaoÆ @yaa
[sailae naisa-Mga haoma ka pta maaMgaa qaaÆ' ifr laaOT pD,ta hMU.
saIiZ,yaaM caZ,naa Sau$ krta hMU. 'doK laao¸ Agar saba kuC yahIM K%ma hao
gayaa taoÆ' ]sasao Aagao nahIM saaoca pata kuC BaI. na hI¸ ]sakI Aavaaja
ko ibanaa nahIM rh sakta maOM. vah kao[- BaI hao¸ maoro ilae inahayat
ja$rI hO. ]sao yao ja#ma tao Bar jaaeMgao¸ laoikna maulaakat ko baad ko
daonaaoM ko ja#maÑ
nahIM¸ yah jaadU nahIM TUTnaa caaihe.
maOM saIiZ,yaaM ]tr kr gaaD,I kI trf baZ,
jaata hMU ifr $kta hMU AaOr saamanao FlaaoirsT kI dukana maoM calaa jaata
hMU.
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