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maOMnao ]sako haqa sao KalaI kp ilayaa AaOr dukana kI trÔ baZ, gayaa. pICo mauD,kr doKa. vah mauJao doK rhI qaI. maOM dukana ko pICo mauD, gayaa. vahaM BaID, qaI AaOr ]sakI AaMKoM mauJa tk nahIM phMuca saktI qaIM. kaonao maoM isamaTkr maOMnao jaoba sao pOsao inakalao. caaya AaOr Aa[saËIma ko pOsao ek trÔ ike¸ TyaUba ko ikrae ko pOsao dUsarI trÔ – baakI isaÔ- dao poMsa bacao qao. maOMnao caaya ko kuC poMsa ]samaoM imalaae AaOr dukana ko Aagao lagaI @yaU maoM Saaimala hao gayaa.

[sa baar jaba maOMnao ]sao kp idyaa¸ tao ]sanao mauJao doKa BaI nahIM. vah turMt BaagatI hu[- ]sa jagah calaI ga[- jahaM sabasao j,yaada kbaUtr [k{a qao. vao Aasapasa ]D,to hue kBaI haqaaoM¸ ]sako kMQaaoM¸ ]sako isar pr baOz jaato qao. vah hMsatI jaa rhI qaI¸ pIlaa caohra ek jvarga`st iKMcaava maoM ivakRt–saa hao gayaa qaa AaOr haqa – vao haqa¸ jaao mauJao hmaoSaa [tnao inarIh jaana pD,to qao – Aba ek AjaIba baocaOnaI maoM kBaI Kulato qao¸ kBaI baMd haoto qao jaOsao vao iksaI BaI xaNa kbaUtraoM kI fD,fD,atI maaMsala QaD,knaaoM kao dbaaoca laoMgao. ]sao pta BaI na calaa¸ kba danaaoM kI kTaorI KalaI hao ga[- – kuC dor tk hvaa maoM hqaolaI Kaolao baOzI rhI. sahsaa ]sao AaBaasa huAa¸ kbaUtr ]sao CaoD,kr dUsaro baccaaoM ko Aasapasa maMDranao lagao hOM. vah KD,I hao ga[- AaOr ibanaa khIM doKo caupcaap maoro pasa calaI Aa[-.
vah ekTk mauJao doK rhI qaI. mauJao Sak huAa¸ vah mauJa pr Sak kr rhI hO. maOM baoMca sao ]z KD,a huAa.
"Aba calaoMgao." maOMnao kha.
"maOM ek kp AaOr laMUgaI."
"Aba AaOr nahIM – tuma dao lao caukI hao." maOMnao gaussao maoM kha¸ "tumhoM maalaUma hO¸ hmaaro pasa iktnao pOsao bacao hOMÆ"
"isaÔ- ek AaOr – ]sako baad hma laaOT jaaeMgao."

laaoga hmaoM doKnao lagao qao. maOM bahsa kr rha qaa – danaaoM kI ek kTaorI ko ilae. maOMnao ]sao ]zakr baoMca pr ibaza idyaa¸ "ga`ota¸ tuma bahut ija,_I hao. Aba tumhoM kuC nahIM imalaogaa."
]sanao zMDI AaMKaoM sao mauJao doKa.
"Aap bauro AadmaI hOM. maOM Aapko saaqa kBaI nahIM KolaMUgaI." mauJao lagaa jaOsao ]sanao maorI tulanaa iksaI AdRSya vyai@t sao kI hao. maOM KalaI–saa baOza rha. kBaI–kBaI eosaa haota hO ik Apnao ilae kao[- ]mmaId nahIM rhtI. isaÔ- Gaaor hOranaI haonao lagatI hO¸ Apnao haonao pr¸ Apnao haonao pr hI hOranaI haonao lagatI hO. ifr mauJao vah Aavaaja, saunaa[- dI¸ jaao Aaja BaI mauJao Akolao maoM saunaa[- do jaatI hOM , , ,AaOr maMuh maaoD, laota hMU.

vah rao rhI qaI. haqa maoM danaaoM ka KalaI kp qaa¸ AaOr ]sakI kOp iKsakkr maaqao pr calaI Aa[- qaI. vah cauPpI ka raonaa qaa. Alaga–Alaga saaMsaaoM ko baIca ibaMQaa huAa. mauJasao vah nahIM saha gayaa. maOMnao ]sako haqa sao kp ilayaa AaOr laa[na maoM jaakr KD,a hao gayaa. [sa baar pOsaaoM kao igananaa BaI yaad nahIM Aayaa. maOM isaÔ- ]saka raonaa sauna rha qaa¸ halaaMik vah mauJasao bahut dUr qaI¸ AaOr baIca maoM kbaUtraoM kI fD,fD,ahT AaOr baccaaoM kI caIKaoM ko karNa kuC BaI saunaa[- nahIM dota qaa. pr [na sabako pro maoro BaItr ka sannaaTa qaa ijasako baIca ]sakI $MQaI saaMsaoM qaIM – AaOr vao maOM AMthIna dUrI sao sauna sakta qaa.

ikMtu [sa baar phlao jaOsaa nahIM huAa. bahut dor tk kao[- kbaUtr ]sako pasa nahIM Aayaa. ]sakI ApnaI GabarahT ko karNa yaa iGarto AMQaoro ko karNa – vao pasa tk Aato qao¸ laoikna ]sakI KulaI hqaolaI kI Avaholanaa krko dUsaro baccaaoM ko pasa calao jaato qao. htaSa haokr ]sanao danaaoM kI kTaorI ja,maIna pr rK dI AaOr svayaM maoro pasa baoMca pr Aakr baOz ga[-.
]sako jaato hI kbaUtraoM ka jamaGaT kTaorI ko [d-–igad- jamaa haonao lagaa. kuC dor baad hmanao doKa¸ danaaoM kI kTaorI AaOMQaI pD,I hO AaOr ]samaoM ek BaI danaa nahIM hO.
"Aba calaaogaIÆ" maOMnao kha.
vah turMt baoMca sao ]z KD,I hu[-¸ jaOsao vah [tnaI dor sao isaÔ- [sakI hI p`tIxaa kr rhI hao. ]sakI AaMKoM camak rhI qaI – ek BaIgaI hu[- camak – jaao AaMsauAaoM ko baad calaI AatI hO.
]na idnaaoM iT/falgar skOyar ko saamanao laayaMsa ka rostraM haota qaa. gaMda AaOr sasta daonaaoM hI. saD,k par krko hma vahIM calao Aae.

[sa baIca maOMnao jaoba maoM haqa Dalakr pOsaaoM kao igana ilayaa qaa – maOMnao ]sako ilae dao TaosT maMgavaae¸ Apnao ilae caaya. Aa[saËIma kao Baulaa donaa hI baohtr qaa.
vah phlaI baar iksaI rostraM maoM Aa[- qaI. gahrI ]%saukta sao caaraoM trÔ doK rhI qaI. mauJao lagaa¸ kuC dor phlao ka saMtap Gaulanao lagaa hO. hma krIba–krIba daobaara ek–dUsaro ko krIba Aa gae qao. laoikna phlao jaOsao nahIM – kbaUtraoM kI Cayaa Aba BaI hma daonaaoM ko baIca fD,fD,a rhI qaI.

"maOM @yaa bahut baura AadmaI hMUÑ" maOMnao pUCa.
[sanao AaMKoM ]za[-M¸ ek xaNa mauJao doKtI rhI¸ ifr bahut AQaIr svar maoM kha¸ "maOMnao Aapkao nahIM kha qaa."
"mauJao nahIM kha qaaÆ" maOMnao AaScaya- sao ]sakI Aaor doKa¸ "ifr iksakao kha qaaÆ"
"ima ,Tamasa kao – vao bauro AadmaI hOM. ek idna jaba maOM ]nako Gar ga[-¸ vao DaMT rho qao AaOr imasaoja Tamasa baocaarI rao rhI qaIM."
"AaohÑ" maOMnao kha.
"Aap samaJao – maOMnao Aapkao kha qaaÆ"
vah hMsanao lagaI¸ jaOsao maOMnao sacamauca baD,I maUK-ta kI BaUla kI hO – AaOr ]sakI hMsaI doKkr na jaanao @yaaoM¸ maora idla baOznao lagaa.

"hma yahaM ifr kBaI AaeMgaoÆ" ]sanao kha.
"gaima-yaaoM maoM¸" maOMnao kha¸ "gaima-yaaoM maoM Tomsa pr calaoMgao¸ vah yahaM sao bahut pasa hO."
"@yaa vahaM kbaUtr haoMgaoÆ" ]sanao pUCa.
mauJao baura lagaa¸ jaOsao kao[- laD,kI Apnao p`omaI kI cacaa- baar–baar CoD, do. ikMtu maOM ]sao daobaara inaraSa nahIM krnaa caahta qaa. gaima-yaaM kaÔI dUr qaIM¸ baIca maoM ptJaD, AaOr baÔ- ko idna AaeMgao – tba tk maora JaUz BaI ipGala jaaegaa¸ maOMnao saaocaa.

hma baahr Aae¸ tao pIlaa–saa AMQaora iGar Aayaa qaa. halaaMik daophr ABaI baakI qaI. ]sanao KaoyaI hu[- AaMKaoM sao skOyar kI trÔ doKa¸ jahaM kbaUtr Aba BaI ]D, rho qao. maorI jaoba maoM Aba ]tnao hI pOsao qao¸ ijanasao TyaUba ka ikrayaa idyaa jaa sako. [sa baar ]sanao kao[- Aaga`h nahIM ikyaa. baccao ek saImaa ko baad¸ baD,aoM kI ga,rIbaI na sahI¸ majabaUrI saMUGa laoto hOM.

maOMnao saaocaa qaa¸ T/ona maoM baOzoMgao¸ tao maOM ]sasao samar–ha]sa ko baaro maoM pUCMUgaa – ]sa ivalaao ko baaro maoM BaI¸ jaao Akolaa ]sako baaga, maoM KD,a qaa. maOM ]sao daobaara ]sakI ApnaI duinayaa maoM laanaa caahta qaa – jahaM phlaI baar hma daonaaoM ek–dUsaro sao imalao qao. pr eosaa nahIM huAa. saIT pr baOzto hI ]sakI AaMKoM maMudnao lagaIM. iT/falgar skOyar sao [sailaMgTna tk ka kaÔI laMbaa Ôasalaa qaa. kuC dor baad ]sanao maoro kMQaaoM pr Apnaa isar iTka ilayaa AaOr saaonao lagaI.

[sa baIca maOMnao ek–AaQa baar ]sako caohro kao doKa qaa. mauJao hOranaI hu[- ik saaoto hue vah hU–ba–hU vaOsaI hI laga rhI hO¸ jaOsao phlaI baar maOMnao ]sao doKa qaa pak- maoM poD,aoM ko baIca – tllaIna AaOr saabaut. kbaUtraoM ko ilae jaao BaTkava Aayaa qaa¸ vah Aba khIM na qaa. AaMsaU kba ko saUK calao qao. naIMd maoM vah ]tnaI hI maukimmala jaana pD,tI qaI¸ ijatnaI JaaiD,yaaoM ko baIca AaOr tba mauJao AjaIba–saa ivacaar Aayaa. pak- maoM ]sanao k[- baar mauJao pkD,a qaa¸ ikMtu ]sako saaoto hue tllaIna caohro kao doKkr mauJao lagaa ik vah hmaoSaa sao pkD,I hu[- laD,kI hO¸ jabaik maoro–jaOsao laaoga isaÔ- kBaI–kBaI pkD, maoM Aato hOM AaOr ]sao [saka kao[- pta nahIM hO AaOr yah ek trh ka vardana hO¸ @yaaoMik dUsaraoM kao hmaoSaa CUTnao ka¸ mau@t haonao ka Ba`ma rhta hO¸ jabaik baccaI kao [sa trh kI kao[- AaSaa nahIM qaI. tba phlaI baar maOMnao ]sao CUnao ka saahsa ikyaa. maOM QaIro–QaIro ]sako gaalaaoM kao CUnao lagaa¸ jaao AaMsauAaoM ko baad ga,ma- hao Aae qao¸ kuC vaOsao hI¸ jaOsao baairSa ko baad Gaasa kI pi<ayaaM hao jaatI hMO.
vah jagaI nahIM. TyaUba sToSana Aanao tk Aarama sao saaotI rhI.

]sa rat baairSa Sau$ hu[-¸ saao hFto–Bar calatI rhI. JaUzI gaima-yaaoM ko idna K,%ma hao gae. saaro Sahr pr pIlaI QaMuQa kI prtoM jamaIM rhtIM. saD,k pr calato hue kuC BaI idKa[- na dota – na poD,¸ na laOMp paosT¸ na dUsaro AadmaI.
mauJao vao idna yaad hO¸ @yaaoMik ]nhIM idnaaoM mauJao kama imalaa qaa. laMdna maoM vah maorI phlaI naaOkrI qaI. kama j,yaada qaa¸ laoikna mauiSkla nahIM. ek pba maoM ka]MTr ko pICo saat GaMTo KD,a rhnaa pD,ta qaa. ibayar AaOr ilakr ko igalaasa Qaaonao pD,to qao. gyaarh bajao GaMTI bajaanaI pD,tI qaI AaOr ipya@kD, laaogaaoM kao baahr KdoD,naa pD,ta qaa. kuC idna tk maOM khIM baahr na jaa saka. Gar laaOTta AaOr ibastr pkD, laota¸ maanaao ipClao mahInaaoM kI naIMd kao[- puranaa badlaa inakala rhI hao. naIMd KulatI¸ tao baairSa idKa[- dotI¸ jaao GaD,I kI iTk–iTk kI trh barabar calatI rhtI. kBaI–kBaI Ba`ma haota ik maOM mar gayaa hMU– AaOr ApnaI kba` kI dUsarI trÔ sao – baairSa kI Tp–Tp sauna rha hMU.

laoikna ek idna AakaSa idKa[- idyaa – pUra nahIM– isaÔ- ek naIlaI DUbaI–saI Ía^k AaOr doKkr mauJao Aksmaat pak- ko idna yaad hao Aae¸ yahUdI rostraM kI iballaI AaOr baaja,ar jaatI hu[- imasaoja Tamasa. vah maorI Cu+I ka idna qaa. ]sa idna maOMnao Apnao sabasao baiZ,yaa kpD,o phnao AaOr kmaro sao baahr inakla Aayaa.
laayaba`orI KulaI qaI. saba puranao caohro vahaM idKa[- ide. pak- KalaI pD,a qaa. poD,aoM pr ipClao idnaaoM kI baairSa camak rhI qaI. vao isakuD,o–sao idKa[- doto qao¸ jaOsao AanaovaalaI said-yaaoM kI AÔvaah ]nhoM CU ga[- hao.

maOM daophr tk p`tIxaa krta rha. ga`ota khIM idKa[- na dI¸ na baoMca pr¸ na poD,aoM ko pICo. QaIro–QaIro pak- ka pIlaa¸ ptJaD,I Aalaaok maMd pD,nao lagaa. paMca bajao Asptala ka gajar saunaa[- idyaa AaOr maorI AaMK Anaayaasa faTk kI Aaor ]z ga[-M.
kuC dor tk kao[- idKa[- nahIM idyaa. faTk ko }pr laaoho ka hOMiDla Saama kI AaiK,rI QaUp maoM camak rha qaa. ]sako pICo Asptala kI laala [MTaovaalaI [maart idKa[- do rhI qaI. mauJao maalaUma qaa¸ ]nhoM Gar jaanao ko ilae pak- ko baIca sao inaklanaa haogaa¸ ikMtu ifr BaI maOM AinaiScat inagaahaoM sao kBaI faTk kao doKta qaa¸ kBaI saD,k kao. yah K,yaala BaI Aata qaa ik Saayad Aaja ]nakI DyaUTI Asptala maoM na hao AaOr vao daonaaoM Gar maoM hI baOzo haoM.

saD,k kI bai<ayaaM jalanao lagaIM. mauJao AjaIba–saI GabarahT hu[-¸ jaOsao p`tIxaa ka AMt Aa phMucaa hO AaOr maOM ]sao Talata jaa rha hMU. maOM baoMca sao ]z KD,a huAa – KD,o haokr p`tIxaa krnaa j,yaada Aasaana jaana pD,a. ikMtu tBaI mauJao faTk ko inakT sarsarahT saunaa[- dI. ]nako caohro kao baad maoM doKa¸ ]nakI saÔod paoSaak phlao idKa[- dI. vao toja, kdmaaoM sao pak- ko baIca pgaDMDI pr cala rhI qaI. ]nhaoMnao mauJao nahIM doKa qaa. yaid vao maorI idSaa maoM Aa rhI haotI¸ tao BaI Saayad QaMuQalako maoM mauJao nahIM phcaana patIM.
maOM Baagata huAa ]nako pICo calaa Aayaa.
"imasaoja pak-rÑ" phlaI baar maOMnao ]nhoM ]nako naama sao baulaayaa qaa.
vao zhr ga[- AaOr BaaOMcak–saI maorI Aaor doKnao lagaI. "Aap yahaM kOsaoÆ" Aba BaI vao Apnao kao nahIM saMBaala pa[- qaIM.
"maOM yahaM daophr sao baOza hMU." maOMnao mauskrato hue kha.

vao hkbaka[-–saI mauJao doK rhI qaIM. ]nhaoMnao mauJao phcaana ilayaa qaa¸ laoikna jaOsao ]sa phcaana ka matlaba nahIM Taoh pa rhI qaIM. maOM kuC AsamaMjasa maoM pD, gayaa AaOr sahja svar maoM pUCa¸ "Aaja Aap [tnaI dor sao laaOT rhI hOMÆ paMca ka gajar tao kba ka baja caukaÆ"
"paMca ka gajarÆ" ]nhaoMnao ivasmaya sao pUCa.
"Aap hmaoSaa paMca bajao laaOTtI qaIM." maOMnao kha.
"AaohÑ" ]nhoM yaad Aayaa¸ jaOsao maOM iksaI p`agaOithaisak GaTnaa ka ]llaoK kr rha hMU.
"Aap laMdna maoM hI qaoÆ" ]nhaoMnao pUCa.
"mauJao kama imala gayaa¸ [tnao idnaaoM sao [sailae nahIM Aa saka. ga`ota kOsaI hOÆ"
vao ihcaikcaa[-M – ek CaoTo xaNa kI ihcaikcaahT¸ jaao kuC BaI maanaI nahIM rKtI – laoikna Saama ko QaMuQalako maoM mauJao vah ApSakuna–saa jaana pD,I.
"maOM Aapkao batanaa caahtI qaI¸ laoikna mauJao Aapka Gar nahIM maalaUma qaa , , ,"
"vah zIk hOÆ"
"haM¸ zIk hO¸" ]nhaoMnao jaldI maoM kha¸ "laoikna vah Aba yahaM nahIM hO. kuC idna phlao ]sako ipta Aae qao¸ vao ]sao Apnao saaqa lao gae , , ,"

maOM ]nhoM doKta rha. maoro BaItr jaao kuC qaa vah zhr gayaa – maOM ]sako BaItr qaa¸ ]sa zhrava ko¸ AaOr vahaM sao duinayaa ibalkula baahr idKa[- dotI qaI. maOMnao kBaI [tnaI saÔa[- sao baahr kao nahIM doKa qaa.
"kba kI baat hOÆ"
"ijasa idna Aap ]sako saaqa iT/falgar skOyar gae qao – ]sako dUsaro idna hI vao Aae qao , , ,Aap jaanato hOM¸ ]nhoM vahaM kama imala gayaa hO."
"AaOr AapÆ" maOMnao kha¸ "Aap yahaM AkolaI rhoMgaIÆ"
"maOMnao ABaI kuC saaocaa nahIM hO." ]nhaoMnao QaIro–sao isar ]zayaa¸ Aavaaja, hlko–sao kaMptI qaI¸ AaOr ek xaNa ko ilae mauJao ]nako caohro pr baccaI idKa[- dI¸ }pr ]za huAa haoMz AaOr BaIgaI AaMKoM¸ hvaa maoM ]D,to hue kbaUtraoM kao inahartI hu[-M.

"Aap kBaI Gar ja,$r Aa[egaa , , ," ]nhaoMnao ivada maaMgaI AaOr maOMnao haqa Aagao baZ,a idyaa. maOM bahut dUr tk ]nhoM doKta rha. ifr kaÔI dor tk baoMca pr baOza rha. mauJao khIM nahIM jaanaa qaa¸ na hI p`tIxaa krnaI qaI. QaIro–QaIro poD,aoM ko }pr taro inaklanao lagao. maOMnao phlaI baar laMdna ko AakaSa maoM [tnao taro doKo qao¸ saaÔ AaOr camakIlao¸ jaOsao baairSa nao ]nhoM BaI Qaao Dalaa hao.
"[T [ja Ta[ma iDyarÑ"

pak- ko caaOkIdar nao dUr sao hI Aavaaja, lagaa[-. vah gaoT kI caaiBayaaM KnaKnaata huAa pak- ka ca@kr lagaa rha qaa. Taca- kI raoSanaI maoM vah hr baoMca¸ JaaD,I AaOr poD, ko naIcao doK laota qaa ik khIM kao[- CUT tao nahIM gayaa – kao[- Kaoyaa huAa baccaa¸ kao[- SarabaI¸ kao[- GarolaU iballaI.
vahaM kao[- nahIM qaa. kao[- BaI caIja, nahIM CUTI qaI. maOM ]z KD,a huAa AaOr gaoT kI trÔ calanao lagaa. sahsaa hvaa ]zI qaI. hlka–saa JaaoMka AMQaoro maoM calaa Aayaa AaOr poD, sarsaranao lagao. AaOr tba mauJao QaImaI–saI Aavaaja, saunaa[- dI¸ ek AsaIma Aaga`h maoM ilapTI hu[- – 'sTa^p , , ,sTa^p , , ,' maoro paMva baIca pak- maoM izzk gae. caaraoM Aaor doKa. kao[- na qaa. na kao[- Aavaaja,¸ na KTka – isaÔ- poD,aoM kI SaaKaeM hvaa maoM Daola rhI qaIM. ]sa samaya ek pgalaI–]%kT¸ naMgaI–saI¸ AakaMxaa maoro BaItr jaaganao lagaI ik yahIM baOz jaa}M. [na poD,aoM ko baIca jahaM maOM phlaI baar pkD,a gayaa qaa. maorI Aba AaOr Aagao jaanao kI [cCa nahIM qaI. maOM [sa baar AMitma AaOr Ainavaaya- $p maoM pkD, ilayaa jaanaa caahta qaa , , ,

"[T [ja @laaoijaMga Ta[maÑ" caaOkIdar nao [sa baar bahut pasa Aakr kha. maorI trÔ ija&asaa sao doKa ik @yaa maOM vahI AadmaI hMU¸ jaao ABaI kuC dor phlao baoMca pr baOza qaa.
[sa baar maOM nahIM mauD,a. pak- sao baahr Aakr hI saaMsa laI. maora galaa saUK gayaa qaa AaOr doh KaoKlaI–saI jaana pD,tI qaI. pak- maoM saamanao pba kI laalaTona JaUlatI idKa[- dI. maOMnao jaoba sao psa- inakalaa¸ pOsao igananao ko ilae. puranaI ga,rIbaI kI yah Aadt Aba BaI bacaI qaI. maOMnao hOranaI sao doKa ik maoro pasa pUro dao paOMD hO – AaOr tba mauJao yaad Aayaa ik maOM [nhoM kbaUtraoM ko danaaoM ko ilae laayaa qaa.

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