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pr naoha Aba tOyaar hO hr caIja ko
ilayao. yaMU naoha hr kama
saIKnao ko ilayao va@t sao phlao tOyaar rhtI hO. ]sako skUla kI TIcar BaI yahI kha krtI qaI.
yahI baat hO ik ]sao hr kama Aasaana lagaa krta qaa. @laasa maoM vah hmaoSaa Aagao hI rhI.
pr ]sako [saI gauNa kao laokr mamaI kI saholaI nao naoha kao ip`kaSasa baccaI kha qaa yaanaI ik va@t sao phlao hI
"ip`poyaD-" . vah
gauNa kI trh nahIM bailk ek daoYa kI trh hI saunaayaa gayaa qaa yaMU baat
BaI kuC AjaIba saI hao gayaI qaI. tba
vah gyaarh barsa kI rhI haogaI. @laasa
maoM jaOnaI nao saba laD,ikyaaoM sao pUCa qaa tuma maoM sao kaOna kaOna
vaija-na hO.
naoha kao vaija-na ka matlaba hI nahIM pta qaa.
pr ]sanao doKa ik ijasa laD,kI nao BaI kha ik vah vaija-na hO ]saka
jaOnaI AaOr ]sakI sahoilayaaoM nao KUba maja,ak }D,ayaa qaa. naa hI naoha kI ihmmat pD,tI qaI ApnaI sahpaizyaaoM pr Anajaanaapna
jaaihr krnao kI. pr Gar Aakr
]sanao phlaa kama yahI ikyaa ik mamaI ko ApnaI saholaI ko saaqa baOzo
haonao pr BaI Qyaana na do Tpkkr savaala pUC ilayaa¸ " mamaI vaija-na @yaa haota hOĆ"
mamaI ABaI savaala ko p`it satk-
BaI nahIM huyaI qaIM ik naoha nao jaaoD, idyaa¸ " maOM tao vaija-na
nahIM hMU na mamaIĆ"
[sasao phlao ik mamaI ko Avaak
caohro pr kao[- hrkt haotI mamaI kI saholaI baaola ]zI qaIM¸ "maa[-
gaa^D¸ iktnaI ip`kaSasa baccaI hO. mauMh sao dUQa inaklaa nahIM ik vaija-inaTI ko savaala ]znao lagao.
Ba[- ABaI tao tumharo pZ,nao Kolanao kI ]ma` hO. yah saba jaanakr krnaa BaI @yaa hOĆ
mamaI nao maanaao haoSa maoM Aato
hue kha qaa¸ "naoha tuma to [tnaI AcCI [tnaI AklamaMd baccaI hao
tumhoM [na saba baataoM maoM nahIM pD,naa caaihyao. eosaI AmarIkI laD,ikyaaoM kI saMgat maoM pD,ao hI naa.
basa Apnaa faoksa pZ,a[- pr hI rKao.
ApnaI najar maoM Aaja BaI naoha
]tnaI hI BaaolaI yaa samaJadar qaI ijatnaI ik savaala pUCnao sao phlao
laoikna ]sao lagaa ik savaala maa~ pUCnao sao hI vah mamaI papa kI najar
maoM kuC AaOr hao gayaI qaI.tba sao naoha kao lagaa ik mamaI papa kao vah
sabasao PyaarI tBaI lagatI hO jabaik vah BaaolaI nanhIM baccaI banaI rhtI
hO. ijasao kuC nahIM maalaUma
duinayaa dIna ka. papa baohd
KuSa haoto jaba vah taotlaI ja,baana maoM ihndI maoM baityaatI.
pr jahaĐ skUla ko kama ka savaala
qaa vao ]sasao pUrI bailk saamaanya sao jyaada pirp@vata kI ]mmaId krto.
]sao yaad hO ik ek baar ]sako [mthana maoM nambar kma Aae qao tao
]nhaoMnao kha qaa¸ "DaoMT eMD Ap iba[Mga maocyaaor yaU masT e@saola [na yaaor
sTDIja."
Aba [tnao barsaaoM baad BaI
pirp@vata yaa Apirp@vata kI vah iWivaQaa Saayad saulaJaI nahIM idKtI. ikna caIjaaoM maoM baiZ,yaa hao jaanaa caaihyao AaOr ikna maoM
nahIM [saka maap taola calata hI rhta hO.
ek baar gaaD,I calaanaa saIKto
saIKto vao laaoga maOnahO+ona kao daeM baaeM sao Gaornao vaalaI ha[-vao pr
Aa gae qao. pr naoha ABaI BaI
QaImaI gait sao hI calaa rhI qaI. papa
baaolao jaba tuma ha[-vao pr calatI hao to spID toja, rKnaI haotI hO.
saD,k BaI KUba caaOD,I haotI hO AaOr laala bai%tyaaĐ BaI nahIM
haotIM. saaqa hI dUsarI karoM
BaI [tnaI toja,I sao cala rhI haotI hOM ik Agar tuma QaImaa calaaAaogaI
tao saaro yaatayaat maoM vyaitËma AaOr gaitraoQa pOda hao jaaegaa. [saI sao kh rha hMU ik saD,k kI laya kao sabasao phlao samaJanaa
caaihyao. tBaI tuma AcCI AaOr
saof D/a[var bana saktI hao.
naoha Aba bahut saI ]na
caIjaaoM ko ilayao BaI tOyaar hO ijasao papa jaanato samaJato hue BaI
cacaa- sao bacato Aae hOM.
naoha ka mahsaUsa haota hO ik mamaI papa [sa baaro maoM hI spYT nahIM hO ik ]nakI baoTI kao laD,ka
ApnaI majaI- sao Apnao Aap Kaooojanaa caaihyao yaa ik vao [sako ilayao '[Mtjaama kroMgao.'
mamaI kI baD,I bahna kI baoTI kI SaadI jaaoQapur rhnao vaalao
ek laD,ko sao tya hu[- qaI. yahaM
Aanao ko baad ]saka AjaIba saa hI salaUk rha AaOr AMtt: ]saka SaadI ka
hSa` tlaak maoM huAa qaa. tBaI sao mamaI naoha kI iksaI ihndutana ko
laD,ko sao SaadI tya krnao kao iKlaaf qaIM.
pr Aba naoha ko baD,I hao jaanao
ko baad kBaI tao vah kh dotIM ik flaaM AaMTI tumakao ek laD,ko sao
imalavaanaa caahtI hOM. yah
BaI saaqa hI jaaoD, dotIM ik tuma imalanaa caahtI hao tao imalaao vanaa-
eosaI kao[- jabardstI nahIM. mamaI khtIM – "Aa[- DaoMT vaaĐT yaU tU
*yauimailayaoTD."
kBaI vah kh DalatIM –
"yaaoM zIk hO pZ,tI rhao AaOr naaOkrI BaI krao pr doKa jaayao tao
baa[sa to[-sa saala maoM SaadI tao hao hI jaanaI caaihyao laD,ikyaaoM kI.
maOM tao [@kIsa BaI pUro nahI kr pa[- qaI jaba SaadI hu[-.
naoha kao lagaa ik mamaI ko
rvaOyao maoM badlaava [sa pr BaI maunassar krta qaa ik ]na idnaaoM vao
iksa sao imala rhIM qaI. ApnaI
AmarIkI sahoilayaaoM sao¸ kuC puranao KyaalaaoM kI ihndustanaI sahoilayaaoM
sao¸ yaa iksaI irStodar sao. mamaI ]nako savaalaaoM AaOr iTPpiNayaaoM sao bahut jaldI bahk jaatI.
[sailayao Saayad mamaI naoha sao
kBaI yah BaI kh dotIM – "doK hmaara tao jamaanaa AaOr qaa yahaĐ
kao[- SaadI kI jaldI nahIM macaata. jaba
kao[- ZMga ka Tkra jaae tao kr laao vanaa- Apnao kama maoM lagao rhao.
kao[- baMidSa tao nahIM. ihndustana
maoM tao Aba tk saaro irStodar pICo pD, gae haoto ik Ba[- laD,kI kao
@yaaoM ABaI tk kuĐvaara baOza rKa hO.
AaOr saaqa hI jaaoD dotIM –
"vaOsao tao SaadI hao jaanaI caaihyao laD,ikyaaoM kI zIk ]ma` maoM
vanaa- na tao AcCo laD,ko hIM bacao rhto hOM AaOr laD,ikyaaoM ka svaBaava
BaI [tnaa p@ka hao jaata hO ik mana maaifk laD,ka imalanaa hI mauiSkla hao
jaata hO.
naoha kao maalaUma qaa ik mamaI ka [Saara ]sakI saholaI AMSaula kI Aaor qaa. AMSaula
]ntIsa barsakI hao
calaI qaI. tIna saala phlao ek BaartIya maUla ko laD,ko ko saaqa ]saka
saMbaMQa baZ,a qaa AaOr daonaao ek saaqa rhnao lagao qao. ifr saala Bar baad ]sa laD,ko nao kha qaa ik ]saka AMSaula sao
SaadI ka ivacaar nahIM. vao
caahoM tao yaaoM hI saaqa rhto rhoM. kBaI BaivaYya maoM BaI ]saka SaadI ka [rada haogaa [saka BaI kao[-
AaSvaasana nahIM qaa.
AMSaula nao irSta taoD, ilayaa
qaa. ]sako baad jaao BaI
irSta banao ]saka hSa` kuC eosaa hI hao rha qaa. ek laOiTna AmarIkI laD,ka qaa ijasako saaqa vah SaadI nahIM krnaa
caahtI qaI. ek kalaa laD,ka
qaa ijasasao SaadI krnao sao ]sanao maaĐ baap naoo sa#t ivaraoQa ikyaa
qaa. yaaoM maaĐ baap kI
majaI- ko iKlaaf jaakr caaho vah SaadI kr hI laotI pr vah irSta Kud hI TUT gayaa.
Aba vah Acaanak ]natIsa barsa kI ]ma` maoM sanyaaisana bananao
kI zana kr baOz gayaI qaI. na
tao Aba vah vaOsao Jamak Jamak gahnao phnatI qaI na hI caohro pr gahra maokAp krtI.
safod saaD,I phna GaMTao Qyaana maoM lagaI rhtI. ]sanao Apnao ApaT-maoMT maoM hI ek kaonao maoM maUit-yaaĐ rK kr
maMidr banaa ilayaa qaa.
Aae idna dixaNa eiSayaa[-
saaMskRitk kaya-ËmaaoM kao saMgaizt krtI AaOr naarIvaad kI ihmaayat krtI.
iktnaI kD,vaahT Bar gayaI qaI AMSaula maoM mad-jaat ko p`it. ek ]ga`naarIvaadI bana kr ]sanao yahI kD,vaahT saaro samaaja maoM
fOlaanao ka baID,a ]za ilayaa qaa.
naoha ]sa kD,vaahT sao bacanaa
caahtI hOM.
mamaI kao Dr lagata ik zIk ]ma`
maoM naoha iksaI sao baMQaI nahIM tao pta nahIM iksa idSaa maoM mauD,
jaae. AMSaula ka ijaË kr vah
kh dotI – "yah BaI kao[- ]ma` hO sanyaasa laonao kI. ]na%tIsa barsa maoM tao laD,kI sar sao paĐva tk gaRhsqaI
maoM rmaI haotI hO. tumharI
pIZ,I kI tao baatoM hI inaralaI hO. kBaI tao [tnaa raga rMga AaOr kBaI
QaUnaI rmaa laao.
naoha hMsa dotI – "mamaI
yao saba ÔOD hOM. kla kao AMSaula kao kao[- mana
psaMd laD,ka imala gayaa tao sanyaasa vanyaasa saba BaUla jaaegaI. ]sao raoja hI jaInao ka kao[- nayaa maksad Kaojanaa haota hO."
"vah tao zIk hO pr kuC iTkava
BaI haonaa caaihyao ijandgaI maoM. Aba
[sa ]ma` maoM tao iksaI ko saaqa baMQa hI jaanaa caaihyao naĆ
naoha kao Kud BaI tao nahIM pta ik
sahI idSaa @yaa hOM.
Apnao maaĐ baap ko trIko kI
tyaSauda SaadI ]sakI klpnaa ko baahr hO. baakI iksaI sao irSta jaaoD,nao maoM vah BaI GabaratI hO.
jaao BaI irSta jaaoD,ta hO ]sao AMt tk pUro carma tk phMucaanaa
haota hO. tBaI kao[-
gaMBaIrta sao ivavaah kI baat saaocata hO. AaOr [saI carma tk Aaja,maa laonao ko daOrana pta nahIM kba
@yaa caTK jaaegaa ik pUra irSta hI caknaacaUr hao jaata hO. ]sakI sahoilayaaoM ko saaqa yahI kuC tao hao rha hO.
[saI Dr sao vah iksaI laD,ko ko saaqa gahrI Aa%maIyata ka irSta
nahIM jaaoD, pa[-. mana ko irSto sao SarIr ko irSto kao pro rKnaa naamaumaikna
hao jaata hO. bailk yah BaI
ek Sat- hao jaatI hO ik mana kao samaip-t kr idyaa tao SarIr @yaa caIja,
hO. ]sao ]laJanao maoM ihcak
@yaaoMĆ
[saI ]laJana maoM ]saka SarIr ABaI
tk kuMvaaraM hO. AtRPt hO. pr vah kba tk Kud kao saMBaala kr rKtI rhogaI.
mamaI hmaoSaa ]sao Kud kao bacaae rKnao ko ilayao SaadI tk kuMvaarapna banaae rKnao ka paz bacapna sao pZ,atI rhI
hOM.
@yaa jaba tk sahI laD,ka nahIM
imalata vah yaMU hI rhoĆ kovala
SarIr kI tRiPt ko ilayao SaadI ko baMQana maoM pD, jaanaa tao A@la kI
baat nahIM. eosaa nahIM
haonao dogaI vahĆ
naoha samaJa nahIM patI ik mamaI
sacamauca mao @yaa caahtI hOŃ kBaI
tao [tnao Kulao idmaaga vaalaI AmarIkI maihlaaAaoM jaOsaI bana jaatI hOM
tao kBaI ekdma dikyaanaUsaI.
]sa idna ]sanao saunaa mamaI kI
ek ihndustanaI saholaI kh rhI qaIM – "Aajakla tao jamaanaa badla
gayaa hO @yaa pta kla kao laD,kI Aakr yah kho ik maOM flaaM laD,ko ko
saaqa rhnaa caahtI hMU SaadI ikyao bagaOr. hmaaro raoknao sao kao[- saunaoMgao BalaaĆ
mauJao tao eosao #yaala Drato rhto hOM. Agar kuC eosaa huAa tao saaro samaaja maoM badnaamaI hao jaaegaI.
Saayad ]nhIM kI baat ka Asar
haogaa ik Agalao idna mamaI naoha sao pUC rhI qaIM – " toro
idmaaga maoM kao[- laD,ka hO tao hmao bata do. Agar tuma iksaI ko saaqa vaaqa rhnao kI saaoca rhI hao tao hma
tumharI maMganaI ikyao doto hOM. yaMU
hI nahIM rhnao dMUgaI maOM."
naoha KUba saaoca rhI hO¸
Aajakla saaocatI hI rhtI hO kOsao sahI rasto pr ]taro ApnaI ijandgaI.
naoha ko pasa bahut kuC hO batanao
kaoŃ mamaI kI eosaI baatoM
]sao AaSvaasana nahIM dotIM AaOr Dra dotI hOM.
naoha ABaI iksaI sao maMganaI
nahIM krnaa caahtI¸ vah sacamauca isaf- saaqa rhkr doKnaa caahtI hO.
ABaI ]saka SaadI maoM baĐQanao ka [rada nahIM. ifr BaI iksaI ko p`oma AaOr saaqa sao Kud kao vaMicat nahIM rKnaa
caahtI. mamaI nao BaI tao
[@kIsa kI ]ma` maoM SaadI kr laI qaI. vah tao to[-sa par kr lagaBaga caaObaIsa kI hao caukI hO.
@yaa vah mamaI kao bata saktI hO ik vah laD,ka saaqa hI pZ,ta huAa
ek AmarIkI hOĆ vah [sa trh
sao maha%vaakaMxaI nahIM jaOsaa mamaI papa Apnao javaa[- kI klpnaa krto
hOM. vah Da^@Tr¸ [Mijainayar
yaa vaikla kuC BaI nahIM bananaa caahta. vah skUla TIcar hO AaOr [sa doSa ko baccaaoM kao skUlaI iSaxaa kI
AcCI naIMva donao maoM ivaSvaasa rKta hO. ]sao baccaaoM ko saaqa kama krnaa psaMd hO AaOr vahI kr rha hO¸
krnaa caahta hO. kOsao
bataegaI ]nakaoĆ vao tao
kOsaa mauMh banaaeMgao. mamaI saaocaogaI kOsaa lad\QaD, laD,ka caunaa hO , , , , skUlaI TIcarĆ
vah mamaI ko caohro pr Aae ]tar caZ,ava kI bahut sahI klpnaa kr saktI hO.
]sako baad mamaI bahut dor tk ]sasao baat nahIM kroMgaI. saaoMca maoM pD, jaaeMgaI.
Saayad
raoeM QaaoyaoM BaI ik ]nako ]ma` Bar ko KyaalaI pulaavaaoM pr panaI pD,
gayaa. khaM ]nakI baoTI tao
Aaik-To@T hO AaOr jaMvaa[- skUlaI TIcarĆ
yaaoM hO tao naoha ko hI skUla Aa^f Aaik-To@T ka snaatk pr sar pr
ha[skUla ko baccaaoM ka idmaaga du$st krnao ka iftUrŃ mamaI Saayad iksaI kao ]sako QaMQao ko baaro maoM batanaa BaI na
caahoM. ]sanao mamaI kI
p`itiËyaaAaoM kao bahut phlao sao jaana ilayaa hO. ]sakI ek saholaI ko baaro maoM vao phlao hI kh caukI hO –
"inayait Kud hI [tnaI ba`a[T AaOr KubasaUrt laD,kI hO. yah ek skUlaI TIcar ko iSakMjao maoM kOsao fMsa gayaIĆ
naoha kao mamaI ko khnao ko AMdaja sao bahut baura lagaa qaa. ]sanao inayait kI pOrvaI krto hue
mamaI kao samaJaanao kI kaoiSaSa
BaI kI qaI – "mamaI vah tao baD,a Aa[iDyailaisTk laD,ka hO. ]saka Zor saaro pOsao kmaanao maoM ivaSvaasa nahIM hO.
vah baccaaoM kI ijandgaI banaanaa caahta hO. mamaI Agar skUlaI TIicaMga maoM AcCo AaOr ba`a[T laaoga nahIM
jaaeMgao tao [sa doSa ko naagairk kOsao AcCo banaoMgaoĆ saba kao[- yauinavaisa-TI maoM hI pZ,nao lagaoM AaOr skUlaaoM maoM
na pZ,anaa caahoM tao yauinavaisa-iTyaaoM maoM pZ,nao kaOna AaegaaĆ
mamaI nao ]sao caup kra idyaa qaa
– "ifË mat kr bahut hOM skUlaaoM maoM pZ,naovaalao. maOM tao isaf- yah khnaa caahtI qaI ik inayait ]sasao khI baohtr ko
yaaogya hO. baakI sayaanaa kaOvaa gaU pr hI baOzo tao kao[- @yaa kr sakta hOĆ
naoha ifr BaI pOrvaI krtI hI rhI
qaI – "mamaI ABaI Agar vah skUlaI TIcar hO tao [saka yah matlaba
nahIM ik saarI ]ma` yahI banaa rhogaa. yahaĐ laaoga p`aofoSana badlato
rhto hOM. kla kao
yauinavaisa-TI maoM pI eca DI maoM daiKlaa laokr baad maoM yauinavaisa-TI
ka p`aofosar BaI bana sakta hO. yaa
jaao kuC BaI krnaa caaho. yaaoM
skUlaI TIcar kI tna#vaah BaI kalaoja p`aofosar sao kma nahIM haotI baakI
yahaĐ ihndustana vaalaI baat nahIM hO ik ek baar jaao bana gae vahI rasta
saarI ]ma` ko ilayao hao gayaa."
"zIk hO ja,ada baD, baD, mat
kr. hr va@t mauJaI kao iSaxaa
dotI rhtI hO." mamaI kao [sa
baat ka BaI gaussaa Aata hO ik bajaaya vao ApnaI baoTI kao iSaxaa doM ]lTo
vahIM ]nakao BaaYaNa dotI rhtI hO jaOsao ik vah AnauBavaI dadI Ammaa hao
AaOr mamaI maa~ ek baccaIĆ baccaI
kao Aaja,adI donao ka yah fla imala rha hO ]nakaoŃ " pr papa sao ]sakI [sa trh poSa Aanao kI ihmmat nahIM haotI.
papa sao DrtI hO AaOr ]nakI baat Qyaana sao samaJatI BaI hO. maaĐ kao tao kuC samaJatI hI nahIM."
papa jaba ]sao saD,k kI laya
samaJaa rho qao tao naoha kao lagaa jaOsao papa bahut kuC samaJato hOM.
Aba vao ]sakI taotlaI baaolaI saunanao kI frmaa[Sa BaI nahIM krto. taik ]sa baat ka Apnao }pr hMsato hue ijaË krto hOM ik kOsao
]nakao yah baaolaI phlao maIzI lagaa krtI qaI.
pr Aba naoha baD,I hao gayaI hO
AaOr ]sao baD,aoM kI trh hI baaolanaa caaihyao. saaocato saaocato Acaanak ]sakI ihmmat pD, gayaI qaI –
"papa D/a[ivaMga p`Oi@Tsa ko baad mauJao pITr ko yahaĐ CaoD, doMgaoĆ"
"pITr kaOnaĆ yah kao[- nayaa
daost hO tumharaĆ"
"nayaa nahIM skUla maoM saaqa
pZ,ta qaa Aba vah ifr nyaU yaak- maoM laaOT Aayaa hO."
"khaĐ CaoD,naa hOĆ"
"faoTI- ifFqa sT/IT pr."
"@yaa jagahĆ
kao[- rosT/aM hOĆ"
"nahIM."
"rhta hOM vahaĐĆ"
"haĐ"¸ kuC ihcak ko saaqa
naoha nao ]galaa qaa CaoTasaa 'haM'
papa nao hOranaI saaf na Jalakato
hue pUCa qaa¸
"tuma ]sako ApaT-maoMT maoM
jaaAaogaIĆ"
"maorI ]sasao bahut puranaI
daostI hO."
papa ka Baya¸ kt-vyaprayaNata¸
samaJadarI saBaI kuC ]nako caohro pr BarpUr ]tr Aae qao. kuC sacaoYT saMyaimat svar maoM baaolao–
"laoikna jaanatI hao na iksaI
laD,ko ko ApaT-maoMT maoM [sa trh jaanaa , , , , , @yaa vahaĐ AaOr BaI
laaoga haoMgaoĆ"
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