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"mauJao maalaUma nahIM
, , , , pr Saayad mauJaI kao baulaayaa hO." vah caahtI qaI ik papa saca jaana jaaeM AaOr saca baaolanao kI BaI
ihmmat nahIM hao rhI qaI.
papa jaana jaaeM AaOr caup rh
ApnaI sammait do doM eosaI hI BaItrI #vaaihSa qaI ]sakI.
"tao tumharI [tnaI daostI hO
ik , , Ć, "
"hMU"
"@yaa tuma ]sasao Pyaar krtI
hOĆ"
"hMUĆ maalaUma nahIM"
"Agar tuma ]sako ApaT-maoMT
maoM AkolaI jaa rhI hao tao tBaI jaaAao Agar vah [nsaana tumharo ilayao
Kasa hO¸ vanaa- kuC eosaa vaOsaa hao gayaa tao galat haogaa."
"papa vah Kasa tao hO."
"[saka matlaba tuma ]sao
Pyaar krtI hao."
"maalaUma nahIM.
hma bahut p@ko daost hOM."
"yaa AaOr kao[- laD,ka
tumhara [tnaa p@ka daost hO."
"nahIM."
"tao ifr yahI tumhara Kasa
hO. tuma Saayad ]sao Pyaar
BaI krtI hao. maoro saamanao
gavaara krnao sao GabaratI hao."
"ABaI maalaUma nahIM kuC kh
nahIM saktI. hao sakta hO
krtI hMU."
naoha hOrana qaI yah kOsaI
baatcaIt ]samaoM AaOr papa ko baIca hao rhI hO AajaĆ ]sao Acaanak mahsausa huAa ik papa kI inagaah maoM vah
sacamauca baD,I hao caukI hO. papa samaJato hOM saba. basa vahI GabaratI rhI hO [sa trh kI baatcaIt sao.
"tuma caahao tao maOM imala
laMUgaa ]sasao."
"laoikna papa eosaI kao[-
saIiryasa baat nahIM. maOM
Kud BaI nahIM jaanatI yah irSta iksa trh ka Aakar laogaa."
"pr Agar tumhoM Apnao pr
Baraosaa yaa ]sako mana ka &ana nahIM tao ]sako ApaT-maoMT maoM @yaaoM
jaa rhI haoĆ , , , , ek baat
khMUĆ"
Acaanak ek Dr ka Baava jaagaa –
@yaa khoMgao papaĆ
"doKao baoTo maOM Kud caUMik
ek mad- hMU. [sailae mad- ko
najairyao kI hI salaah dMUgaa. kao[-
BaI laD,kI [sa trh jaba pu$Ya ko pasa jaatI hO tao pu$Ya ]sakI kd` nahIM
krta. Apnao Aap kao dula-Ba
banaa kr rKao tao doKao kOsao laD,ko pICo Baagato hOM.
"papaŃ
naoha nao khnaa caaha ik Aba tk tao ]sanao Kud kao dula-Ba hI banaa
kr rKa huAa hOM. pr ]sao
eosao kao[- pICo Baaganao vaalao nahIM imalao.
jaao Aae vao ]sasao phlao daostI
hI krnaa caahto qao¸ ]sao jaananaa caahto qao Agar vah Kud sabasao dUr
rhtI hO tao Aa%maIyata hI khaM banatI¸ daostI hI @yaaoM kr haotIĆ
naoha nao gaaOr ikyaa ik papa
AaiKr papa hI qao. baoTI kI
Asmat kao laokr Gabarae huyao pr ]naka khnao ka AMdaja raObaIlaa nahIM
daostanaa qaa.
papa kao AaSvaist donao ka mana
hao Aayaa qaa naoha ka.
"hma laaoga saaqa saaqa ek
p`aojao@T pr BaI kama kr rho hOM."
"kOsaa p`aojao@TĆ"
naoha kao khto hue lagaa ik vah
JaUz nahIM baaola rhI qaI. pITr
AaOr ]sanao [sa baaro maoM kafI laMbaI baatcaIt kr rKI qaI. caaho Aaja vah isaf- [saI baatcaIt ko isalaisalao maoM nahIM jaa
rhI qaI AaOr BaI baht saI gaPpo maarnaI qaIM.
khIM ]sao BaI AMdaja qaa ik Apnao
ApaT-maoMT maoM ko saUnaopna maoM CU BaI sakta hO AaOr CUnao sao Aagao BaI
, , , . naoha isar sao
paĐva tk isahr gayaI pr [sa isahrna maoM Dr sao jyaada caunaaOtI qaI AaOr
]sao mahsaUsa hao rha qaa ik vah hr trh kI caunaaOtI ko ilayao Aaja tOyaar
qaI. saaqa hI vah yah BaI
jaanatI qaI ik pUrI tOyaarI ko baavajaUd vah pITr ko saaqa isaf- iflma ka
cacaa- krko BaI Aa saktI qaI.
naoha kao BaI samaJa nahIM Aata
qaa ik @yaa AcCa hO @yaa galatŃ
vao laaoga ha[-vao sao ]tr kr
phlao evaonyaU pr Aa gayao qao. saamanao
pIlaI ba%tI qaI. pICo gaaiDyaaM Aa rhI qaIM. papa
baaolao¸ " calatI rhao" AaOr samaJaanao lagao ]sao¸
"pIlaI ba%tI pr gaaD,I raoknaI haotI hO pr Agar toja, gait sao
cala rho haoM AaOr Acaanak pIlaI ba%tI hao jaae tao gaaD,I kI gait
toja, kr ko inakla jaanaa caaihyao vanaa- pICo sao ]saI toja gait sao AatI
gaaD,I maar saktI hO.
ifr Acaanak jaOsao Qyaana Aagayaa hao¸ baaolao – "kOsaa iflma p`aojao@T hOĆ"
"ABaI tao ]sakI isËPT hI
tOyaar kr rho hO. satI pr
iflma banaaeMgao."
"satIĆ"
"haM¸ Aap [tnao hOrana
@yaaoM hOĆ"
"tuma @yaa jaanatI hao satI
ko baaro maoMĆ @yaa qaIma
haogaIĆ"
"hma khanaI kao ]nnaIsavaI
sadI maoM jaD, rho hOM. ]samaoM
iba`iTSa sauQaark BaI haoMgao. vah
AMga`oja satI haonao vaalaI hIrao[na kao bacaa laota hO AaOr ifr ]na
daonaaoM ko saMvaadaoM ko baIca sao hIrao[na ko najairyao maoM badlaava
laayaa jaayaogaa."
"tumhara matlaba ik vah satI
p`qaa ka KMDna krogaI.
"pr
]sao Apnaa Qama- badlanaa pD,ta hO @yaaoMik ihndU samaaja sao ]sao
baihYkRt kr idyaa jaata hO ik vah pit kI icata sao ]zI @yaaoMĆ"
"pr
ihndU Qama- hr AaOrt kao pit ko saaqa jala marnao kI Aa&a tao nahIM
dota. yah saba tumharo
AQakcaro &ana kao p`gaT krta hO. mauJao tao [sa khanaI maoM tuk nahIM
naja,r Aa rhI."
"idsa
[ja paosT kaolaaoinayala sTf. dao
baatoM hO papa ek tao maOM Antra-YT/Iya iflma banaanaa caahtI hMU jaao
Baart AaOr yahaи daonaaoM kao samaoTo taik duinayaa Bar ko dSa-k vaga-
kao doKnao maoM idlacaspI hao. dUsaro
satI jaOsaI baurI p`qaa pr iflma banaanaI caaihyao AaOr duinayaa ko
laaogaaoM ka [sa pr Qyaana jaayao taik [sako Samana kI Aaor kuC ikyaa
jaayao¸ tIsaro yah BaI ik ivaYaya eosaa hO ik hmaoM iflma banaanao ko
ilayao pOsaa imalanao maMo BaI kma mauiSkla haogaI.
"AaOr
tumhara Aaik-T@carĆ"
"iflma
ko saaqa saaqa vah BaI calaatI rhMUgaI. pITr nao tao [sailayao haD- p`oSar naaOkrI CaoD, kr skUla maoM
pZ,anao ka kama Sau$ kr idyaa hO. taik iflma pr va@t lagaa sako.
ABaI tao SaUiTMga kI sToja Aanao maoM bahut va@t pD,a hO. ABaI isËPT hI pUra nahIM huAa."
]sa
idna papa nao ]sao D/ap kr idyaa qaa. AjaIba baat hO ik papa ]sao samaJato hOM AaOr ]sako daost jaOsao
banato jaa rho hOM.
jabaik
jyaaoM jyaaoM vah baD,I hao rhI hO mamaI ka naja,iryaa sakucaayaa jaa rha
hO. ek ]tavalaI AaOr GabarahT saI rhtI hO ]namaoM naoha kI SaadI
ko masalao kao laokr. naoha
kao lagata hO ik yah saba ]nakI AmarIka maoM basaI ihndustanaI
sahoilayaaoM ka dbaava hO. vanaa- mamaI baD,o hI Kulao saaoca vaalaI qaIM. ]sanao [sa baat pr
mamaI sao
Aamanaa saamanaa BaI ikyaa qaa. caMUik
AMSaula sanyaaisanaI hao gayaI tuma saaocatI hao maoro saaqa kI saarI
laD,ikyaaĐ pagala hOMĆ yaa
hao jaayaoMgaIĆ
"haM
va@t pr SaadI haonaa bahut ja$rI hO."
"jaao
na hao taoĆ"
"tao
bahut baura haogaaĆ"
"@yaa baura haogaaĆ"
"AaiKr
yao irvaaja banao hOM tao [naka kuC matlaba hI hO naĆ"
"matlaba
tao yahI hO na ik baccao pOda krao AaOr gaRhsqaI maoM laga jaaAao. pr maOM tao vaOsao hI jauTI hMU naaOkrI maoM.
iflma banaanao maoM. maoro
pasa gaRhsqaI calaanao kI fusa-t ABaI khaM hOMĆ" jaba hu[- tao saaoca laMUgaI AaOe kBaI na hu[- tao kBaI nahIM
saaocaMUgaI."
yahI
tao mauiSkla hO. tuma
saaocatI hao ik ibanaa gaRhsqaI ko saarI ]ma` kT saktI hO. tBaI tumanao maoro laaK khnao ko baavajaUd Kanaa tk banaanaa nahIM
saIKa.
"mamaI
maoro saaqa ko ja,adatr laaoga Kanaa baahr hI Kato hOM. iksaI kao banaanaa nahIM haota.
banaanao ka SaaOk hao tao ekaQa caIja, saIKI BaI jaa saktI hO. pr vah eosaa kao[- masT nahIM hOM jaOsaa tuma samaJatI hO."
"jaa
jaa¸ toro sao bahsa kaOna kro"
naoha mamaI ko $K sao baohd proSaana hao jaatI qaI. khIM tao mamaI duinayaa Bar maoM iZMZaora pITtI qaIM ik vah ApnaI
baoTI ko saaqa SaadI kI jabardstI kBaI nahIM kroMgaI. Aba jaOsao ]sakI ]ma` ko hr baZ,to saala ko saaqa ]lTo rasto pr
baZ,tI jaa rhI hOM.
naoha
ka Dr saca inaklaa. mamaI nao pITr ko baaro maoM savaala pUC hI ilayaa.
jaba
papa nao ]sao pITr ko yahaM D/ap ikyaa qaa ]nhIM idnaaoM mamaI nao BaI
savaala pUCa qaa ]sa irSto maoM SaadI kI gaMBaIrta ka.
mamaI
kao Tala idyaa qaa naoha nao. pr
Apnao Aap sao yahI savaala vah baar baat pUCtI qaI AaOr pITr sao BaI.
]sa idna jaba papa nao ]sao pITr ko yahaM D/ap ikyaa tao vahI saba
kuC huAa ijasaka papa kao Dr qaa. AaOr
ifr BaI ]sanao saba kuC nahIM haonao idyaa @yaaoMik papa kI baat khIM
BaItr tk gaD, gayaI qaI.
pITr
nao ]saka haqa CuAa hI qaa ik vah baaola pD,I¸ "Agar tumhara SaadI
ka #yaala nahIM tao maOM [sa irSto kao Aagao baZ,anaa nahIM caahMUgaI.
pITr
nao Gacako sao haqa pICo kr ilayaa qaa. bahut dor tk KamaaoSa saaocata rha qaa.
ifr
pITr nao ]saka caohra daonaaoM haqaaoM mao laokr caUma ilayaa AaOr ]sako
kMQaaoM kao qapqapata huAa baaolaa qaa– "[tnaI TOMsa @yaaoM hao
tuma AajaĆ irlaO@saŃ "
"irlaO@sa
krnao ka va@t rha nahIM. raoja
iksaI na iksaI trh sao SaadI kI baat
iCD, hI jaatI hO." Kud kao pITr ko spSa- sao JaTkkr naoha nao kha
qaa.
"tuma
sacamauca SaadI krnaa caahtI hao mauJasaoĆ"
pta
nahIM naoha ko maMuh sao @yaa inaklaa qaa. mamaI papa kI psaMdgaI
naapsaMdgaI Kud pITr ko saaqa BaivaYya kao laokr saMdoh
,
, , , iktnaa kuC tao qaa [sa javaaba kI BaUimaka banata huAa. vah Saayad haM
khnaa
caahtI qaI pr mana maoM KIJa saI BarI hu[- qaI. ]sakI ijandgaI ka sabasao Ahma\ fOsalaa qaa AaOr ]sao samaJa hI
nahIM Aa rha qaa ik @yaa fOsalaa lao.
"tao
mauJasao @yaa ]mmaId krtI hao maOM tao iflahala SaadI vaadI ka saaocanaa
caahta hI nahIM. ifr yah BaI
tao ja$rI hO ik hma ekdUsaro kao BalaI BaaMit jaana laoM , , , pUrI trh sao
, ,
, .
"ijasa
jaananao kI tuma baat krto hao vah SaadI ko baad hI hao sakta hO."
"SaadI
ka fOsalaa maOM tBaI kr sakta hMU jaba ik hmaarI hr trh sao kmpOiTibailaTI
hao."
"maana
laao maOM tumharI baat maana BaI laMU tao @yaa gaarMTI hO ik tuma maukr
nahIM jaaAaogaoĆ"
"gaarMTI
tao kBaI haogaI hI nahIM¸ SaadI ko baad BaI nahIM. @yaa tuma mauJao gaarMTI do saktI hao ik mauJao CaoD, kr nahIM
jaaAaogaI."
"haM
pr Agar tuma iksaI dUsarI Aaor AakRYT hao jaaAao ta maOM tumharo saaqa
icapkI nahIM rhMUgaI." a
"KOr
yao saba khnao kI baatoM hOM. Agar
gaarMiTyaaM haotIM tao [tnao tlaak @yaaoM haotoĆ" hmaara irSta Aaja sauKd hO tao kla kao ibagaD, BaI sakta hO.
rh kr pta lagata hO AaOr saaqa rhnao sao tuma GabaratI haoĆ"
"tu,mhoM
maorI majabaUrI ka pta hO. mauJamaoM
BaI tumhoM Kud kao saaOMp donao kI ]tavalaI tumasao kma nahIM."
"AaOr
[sako ilayao tuma mauJasao SaadI jaOsaI caIja, maoM GasaITnaa caahtI hao.
SaadI ka matlaba saaqa rhnaa ]tnaa nahIM ijatnaa ik duinayaavaI
ijammaodairyaaoM kao inaBaanaa haota hO. zIk zak Gar¸ zIk zak saaja–sajjaa¸ zIk zak baccao¸ saba kuC zIk
zak haonaa haota hO. maOM
ABaI [sa sabako ilayao tOyaar nahIM. Agar tuma sacamauca mauJao Pyaar krtI hao tao ]sa ca@kr maoM
Dalanaa nahIM.
AaOr
ifr baat yahaĐ tk phMuca gayaI qaI ik pITr jaba BaI ]sao CUnao kI
kaoiSaSa krta vah Kud kao jakD, laotI taik Baava maoM Aakr kuC galat na kr
baOzo.
ek
baar ]sanao kh hI Dalaa qaa– "@yaa baat hO maora spSa- tumamaoM BaI
p`itiËyaa jagaata nahIMĆ"
vah
yaaoM hI jakD,I KamaaoSa baOzI rhI qaI. ifr pITr sao imalanao sao ktranao lagaI qaI.
Saayad phlao Apnao BaItr kao saulaJaa laonaa caahtI qaI . iksa pr
Baraosaa kro Ć pITr pr yaa mamaI papa prĆ vah Kud @yaa caahtI hOĆ
Aba Co maihnao baad mamaI nao ifr vahI savaala daohrayaa tao naoha
nao iktnao saaro tnaavaaoM sao ek saaqa maui@t panao ko ilayao bak idyaa
qaa – "mauJasao mat pUCa krao yah savaalaŃ yahaĐ ko laD,kao maoM kimaTmaoMThI nahIM hO.
maOM @yaa k$ĐŃ"
naoha ko caohro pr jadI- AaOr laalaI ek saaqa Aa jaa rhI qaIM. mamaI
nao BaaMp ilayaa qaa AaOr iksaI AivaSyaMBaavaI Ktro nao ]nakao sahmaa
idyaa qaa.naoha ]sao Ktra maanatI hao yaa na pr mana Asvasqa ja$r hao rha qaa. ]sanao papa sao kha qaa – "yahaĐ maOnahOTna maoM gaaD,I
calaanao ka maaOka hI nahIM imalata [saIilayao kainfDoMsa hI nahIM jamata.
Aapkao ifr kuC p`Oi@Tsa kranaI haogaI."
mamaI nao ]nako inaklanao sao phlao kh idyaa qaa¸ "tU maorI baat maana tao
ABaI BaI dor nahIM hu[-. baat
calaatI hMU¸ khIM na khIM tao kama banaogaa hI.
[tnaI baD,I Aaik-To@T hO tU kla ]maa kh rhI qaI ik ]sakI
saholaI ka laD,ka BaI kuMvaara baOza hO. maIiTMga tya kr dMU tuma daonaaoM kIĆ
Apnao Aap sao hI baahr khIM imala laao. hmaoM baIca maoM Dalanao kI BaI ja$rt nahIM." papa
nao mamaI kao DaMT idyaa qaa – "@yaaoM baar baat ]sao embaOrosa
krtI haoĆ jaba SaadI kao tOyaar haogaI Apnao Aap bata dogaI. baD,I hao ga[- hO.
Apnao baaro maoM Kud fOsalaa lao saktI hO. tuma phlao tao ]sao yahaĐ ko Kulao ZMga sao palatI rhI hao.
Aba @yaa ifr sao pICo Zkolanaa caahtI haoĆ"
gaaD,I calaato hue naoha kao lagaa ik ]sakI D/a[ivaMga pr pkD, kafI AcCI hao
gayaI hO. qaaoD,I saI
p`Oi@Tsa ko baad Saayad vah Apnao Aap hI pUro Aa%maivaSvaasa ko saaqa
calaanao lagaogaI.
Acaanak
]sanao papa kao khto hue saunaa – "laala ba%tI pr hmaoSaa $ka
krao. k[- baar Aasa pasa T/Oifk nahIM haota tao [Msaana kI
p`vaRi%t haotI hO ik calata jaae. pr Agar laala ba%tI pr saD,k par
krnao kI eosaI Aadt Dala laao tao A@sar duGa-Tnaa haonao ka Ktra hao jaata
hO. @yaaoMik eosaa maumaikna
hO ik Aap Qyaana sao na doK sakoM AaOr Acaanak kao[- gaaD,I khIM sao
inakla kr Aapsao Tkra jaae." AaOr
papa nao daohrayaa – "saao laala ba%tI ko haoto saD,k par kBaI
mat krnaa yah caotavanaI tumhoM baar baar dota hMU."
naoha caaOMkI. papa ]sao @yaaoM batlaa rho qao yah saba. @yaa
]sanao sacamauca laala ba%tI par kI qaIĆ yaa papa ka ]sao Aagaah krto rhnaa @yaa ipta ko Qama- palana sao
jyaada nahIM qaaĆ papa ko Apnao mana ko Dr , , , ,
, . khIM eosaa tao nahIM ik bai%tyaaĐ Aayao jaayao¸ calaI jaa rhI qaIM¸
gaaiD,yaaĐ inaklao calaI jaa rhI qaIM AaOr vah laala ba%tI pr hI KD,I
qaI.
papa
khto calao jaa rho qao – " yaMU tuma saIK tao gayaI hao Aba. AcCa calaanao lagaI hao. baakI ijatnaa calaaAaogaI ]tnaa hI
Aa%maivaSvaasa BaI baZ,ogaa. basa
saD,k kI laya saunanaa mat BaUlanaa yahI ek AcCo D/a[var kI inaSaanaI hO.
vanaa- baar baar duGa-TnaaeM haoMgaI. [sa doSa maoM Apnao baUto jaInao ko ilayao gaaD,I calaanaa BaI
]tnaa hI ja$rI hO ijatnaa pZ,naa ilaKnaa. [sailayao ja$rI hO ik saD,k kI laya kao saunao kao saunao AaOr ]saI
ihsaaba sao calaaAao taik saof D/[var bana sakao.
sahsaa
naoha kao lagaa jaOsao jaao papa kh rho hOM vah sauna nahIM rhI hO , , , , , ifr BaI kuC sauna rhI hO. pr
jaao vah sauna rhI hO vah Saayad papa nahIM sauna rho hOM , , , , yaa Saayad papa kh BaI nahIM rho
, , , pr naoha sauna pa rhI hO. kuC eosaa ijasasao na vah vaaikf qaI na hI ijasako p`it sajaga.
jaOsao vao svar khIM dUr sao , , , , iksaI bahut gahro samaud` sao ]zo haoM
, , , bahut AspYT¸ BaarI AaOr gaIlao saoŃ Apnao hI baaoJa sao Jauko
,
, , ik sath pr AaeM BaI tao jalaraSaI maoM inamagna , , , phcaana sao baahr
,
, , jaao iknhI SabdaoM maoM nahIM Zla pato yaa saunao jaato. iksaI lahr kI hI trh khIM sao ]zto AaOr vahIM samaa jaato hOM
, , , .
@yaa
vahI qaI saD,k kI layaŃ
papa
kh rho qao – "tuma mauJao phlao Gar D/ap kr dao ¸ [sako baad jahaĐ
jaanaa hO calaI jaanaa."
pr
yah tao papa kI Aavaaja, nahIM qaI. kuC
eosaI Aavaaja qaI ik lagata qaa ]sakI ApnaI Aavaaja sao hI imalatI jaulatI
hO. , , , , saamanao hrI
ba%tI BaI Saayad. naoha nao gaaD,I calaa dI . . .
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