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'majao lao rho hao baairSa
maoMÑ' pITr¸ maoro pD,aosaI nao baalaknaI vaalao drvaaja,o
ko Andr sao kha.
'haM¸ Aaja maaOsama iktnaa AcCa hOÑ' maOMnao lagaBaga
cahkto hue kha¸ 'Aaja Aa^ifsa BaI nahI gae AapÆ'
'kla rat maorI D\yaUTI qaI' pITr yahaM iksaI Aa^ifsa maoM
saurxaa AiQakarI hO.
'Aaoh¸ tao ABaI Aapkao saaonaa caaihe qaa.' maOMnao kha.
'haM¸ maOM saaonao hI gayaa qaa ik vaYaa- Sau$ hao ga[-.
ifr maOM BaI ]z baOza. @yaa Baart maoM BaI eosaI vaYaa-
haotI hO¸ AmarÆ' pITr nao pUCa qaa.
'Baart maoM maOM jahaM sao hMU¸ bahut vaYaa- haotI hO
vahaM. @yaa Aapnao maanasaUna ko baaro maoM saunaa hOÆ'
'haM¸ @yaaoMÆ'
'maanasaUna ko Aanao ko baad vaYaa- k[- baar hFtaoM tk haotI
rhtI hO.'
[sa baIca maoro haqaaoM sao inakla kr icaiD,yaa hvaa maoM
]D, ga[-. dUsarI jaao Aba tk maoro kMQaaoM pr baOzI vaYaa-
sao bacanao ka p`yaasa kr rhI qaI vaao BaI ]sako pICo pICo
BaagaI.
pITr nao kha¸ 'yao khaM sao
pkD, ilayaa Aapnao icaiD,yaaoM kaoÆ'
maOMnao kha¸ 'maOMnao pkD,a nahIM. yao Kud maoro pasa Aa[-
hOM.'
'Aaoh¸ tao Aapnao [nhoM pala r@Ka hO.' pITr [sako phlao kuC
AaOr khto ik iksaI nao ]nhoM pukara qaa AaOr vaao maafI
maaMgakr Gar ko BaItr calao gae. maOM AaOr kuC dor tk vaYaa-
maoM icaiD,yaaoM ko saaqa Baagata AaOr BaIMgata rha jaba tk
ik zMD, nahIM laganao lagaI qaI.
daonaaoM icaiD,yaaM jaba
vaapsa ]D, calaIM tao maOMnao BaItr Aakr Apnao kpD,o badlao
AaOr taOilae sao sar kao paoMCa. kuC CIMk BaI Aanao lagaI
qaI. maOM ifr baad maoM saao gayaa. pta nahIM vaYaa- kba tk
haotI rhI. jaba naIMd KulaI tao doKa saUrja kI AMitma
ikrNaoM ibastr pr igar rhI qaI. maOMnao caaya banaa[- AaOr
baOzkr caaya pIto hue TIvaI doKnao lagaa.
rat kao jaba saaonao gayaa
tao badna TUT rha qaa¸ Saayad baairSa maoM BaIMganao ko
karNa bauKar Aanao lagaa hao. maOMnao kuC gaaoilayaaM garma
dUQa ko saaqa laIM AaOr saao gayaa. mauJao pta qaa Agar
tibayat Kraba hu[- tao kma sao kma kuC idna tk tao Cu+I
rhogaI. raoja ka vahI kama¸ saubah ]znaa AaOr kalaoja
phMucakr phlao laayaba`orI maoM kuC GaMTo kama krnaa ifr
irsaca- ko ilae popr ZMUZ,naa AaOr ifr ]nakao baOzkr GaMTaoM
pZ,to hue ha[laa[-Tr sao rMganaa. halaaMik laayabao`rI maoM
kama krto hue mauJao kBaI baaoiryat nahIM haotI qaI. vahaM
ina%ya na[- iktabaaoM kao doKnao ka maaOka imalata qaa. maOM
tao k[- baar iksaI iktaba maoM [tnaa Kao jaata qaa ik Qyaana
hI nahIM rhta qaa ik maOM AQyayana ko ilae baOza hMU yaa ik
laa[-ba`orI ka ek Adnaa saa paT- Ta[-ma vak-r hMU. laoikna¸
maora sauprvaa[ja,r maorI bahut kd` krta qaa¸ ]sao pta qaa
ik mauJao laa[ba`orI maoM kama @yaaoM krnaa pD,ta hO. vaao
svayaM ek ]pnyaasakar qaa. ]sao doKkr mauJao hmaoSaa ek
Eawajainat sahanauBaUit Gaor laotI qaI. vah daZ,I maoM bahut
p`BaavaSaalaI dIKta qaa¸ zIk yaUnaana ko maQyakalaIna
ica~aoM ko ek pu$Ya pa~ kI trh. vah maUlat: [TlaI ka
inavaasaI qaa AaOr ]sako pUva-ja ]nnaIsavaIM sadI ko
]%traQa- maoM Amaoirka Aakr basa gae qao. vaao A@sar Apnao
Ap`kaiSat ]pnyaasaaoM ko kqaa t%vaaoM kI cacaa- krto krto
Kao jaayaa krta qaa¸ ifr Acaanak hMsanao lagata qaa. ]sakI
hMsaI maoM ek baalasaulaBa caMcalata AaOr inaYkpTta haotI
qaI. vah k[- baar Apnao laoKna ko p`it ]%pnna hao rhI
]dasaInata ka ijaË krta AaOr ifr jaldI sao fa[laoM plaTnao
lagata jaOsao ek p`kaiSat AaOr safla laoKk haonao kI
gaui%qayaaM ]saI fa[la maoM khIM dbaI pD,I haoM. maOM khta
ik vaao idna ja$r Aaegaa jaba ]sako ]pnyaasa CpoMgao AaOr
laaoga ]sao psand BaI kroMgao¸ tao vaao maorI trf doKta
AaOr ]sakI dRiYT mauJao BaodtI hu[- khIM iktabaaoM kI ]sa
Saolf pr jaakr iTk jaatI jahaM tajaa p`kaiSat pustkaoM kao
iDsaPlao ko ilae rKa jaata hO , , ,
saubah khoM yaa ik daophr
maorI jaba naIMd KulaI tao SarIr bauKar sao tp rha qaa.
maOMnao GaUma kr GaD,I doKI tao DoZ, baja cauka qaa. SarIr
maoM toja, dd- qaa maOMnao Apnao kao caadr maoM sar sao
paMva tk lapoTkr krvaT badla laI. caadr ko par iKD,kI sao
AatI QaUp saIQao maorI AaMKaoM maoM pD, rhI qaI ijasao
maOMnao Apnao dayao haqa sao ZMk idyaa. maOM caahta qaa ik
]zkr maMuh haqa Qaaokr dvaa lao laMU yaa ifr iDspoMsarI
calaa jaa}M¸ laoikna ]namaoM sao kuC BaI haonaa yaa krnaa
samBava nahIM lagaa. maOM vaOsao hI pD,a rha¸ toja, bauKar
maoM TUTta¸ tpta AaOr saulagata huAa. mauJao k[- baar
bauKar Aanaa AcCa lagata hO¸ bauKar ko baad lagata hO
hmanao Apnao SarIr badla ilae haoM¸ saba kuC hlka saa hao
jaata hO. bacapna maoM mauJao bahut bauKar haota qaa¸ A@sar
ek ko baad dUsara¸ badprhoja,I ko karNa¸ maaM hmaoSaa
yahIM khtI qaI jaba bauKar kBaI daohra jaata qaa. maOM
kmbala maoM dubaka saunata rhta qaa. laoikna bauKar zIk
haonao ko baad ifr Baagata ifrta jaOsao haqa pOr maoM na[-
jaana fMUk dI ga[- hao. maaM DaMTtI ifrtI ik mat Baagaao¸
laoikna maOM maanata nahIM qaa AaOr natIja,a ik Saama haoto
haoto maOM kmbala maoM ilapTa huAa bauKar maoM ifr tpta
naja,r Aata. mauJao yah saaocato saaocato ifr naIMd saI
Aanao lagaI. bauKar maoM ek Kasa baat AaOr haotI hO AadmaI
ek saaqa k[- duinayaa maoM haota hO¸ DUbata–]trata huAa¸
pID,a AaOr sauK¸ tpna AaOr hlkapna ifr maUCa- AaOr maaOna.
kuC svar dOihk AaOr kuC AMtma-na ko saunaa[- pD,to hOM vahIM
ek gaunagaunaI saI gaMUja toja, haokr DUbanao saI lagatI hO
, , ,
maOMnao saunaI kuC fD,fD,ahT¸
iksaI icaiD,yaa ko pMKaoM kI. AaMK KulatI nahIM qaI yaa ik
sapnaa maOM doK rha qaa. fD,fD,ahT ek baocaOnaI kI trh maoro
Aasapasa baZ,tI jaatI qaI. hvaa ka JaaoMka iKD,kI sao haokr
Aata huAa maorI caadr kao Baod jaata qaa¸ maOM Apnao kao
AaOr isamaTa laota qaa. maOM jaaganaa caahta qaa laoikna
maorI AaMKoM KulatI nahIM qaI. yah saMGaYa- pta nahIM iktnaI
dor calata rha¸ ifr maOMnao kaoiSaSa krnaI CaoD, dI¸ maOM
inaZ,ala haokr pD,a rha , , ,mauJao laga rha qaa ik
p`itraoQa sao maOM AaOr inaba-la haota jaa rha hMU zIk ]sa
pMjao laD,anao vaalao kI trh jaao Sau$ maoM jyaada takt
lagaakr inaZ,ala pD, jaata hO. QaIro QaIro maOM qaaoD,a
saMyat haonao lagaa ifr ekdma Avasanna¸ inaScaoYT¸ ekaMitk
AaOr AMtmau-KI , , ,
AaMK Kulato hI maorI naja,r
pD,I maoro isarhanao maoM KD,I icaiD,yaa pr. vaao KulaI
iKD,kI sao Andr Aa ga[- qaI Saayad. ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM iGaro
Baya kao maOM mahsaUsa kr sakta qaa. ]sanao AaMKoM maIMcaI¸
pMK hvaa maoM ihlaae AaOr gad-na GaUmaakr mauJao ek baar ifr
gaaOr sao doKa. Saayad vaao Apnao kao AaSvast krnaa caahtI
qaI ik isqait [tnaI icaMtajanak tao nahIM. mauJao doKta doK
]sakI AaMKaoM maoM Baya Aba kma haonao lagaa qaa. maOM ]znaa
caahta qaa laoikna Apnao haqa isaf- caadr sao baahr inakala
kr icaiD,yaa pr rK saka. maoro haqaaoM kI jalana yaa ]sakI
Aakulata laoikna vah ek baar kao isahr ]zI AaOr ]saka kmpna
maoro haqaaoM sao haota huAa maoro snaayauAaoM tk roMga
gayaa. maOMnao ]sao Apnao haqaaoM maoM ]zakr krvaT badla
laI. Aba vaao maorI hqaoilayaaoM ko baIca KD,I mauJao
inarMtr doK rhI qaI. ifr ]D,kr maoro caadr sao ZMko paMva ko
pasa jaakr baOz ga[-. mauJao laga rha qaa ik maOM Aba Saayad
]z sakta hMU. [sako phlao ik maOM ]z pata vaao maoro caohro
ko pasa ]D,tI hu[- Aa phMucaI. ]sako nanhoM pMKaoM sao ]D,tI
hvaa maoro caohro pr AmaRt kI trh bahnao lagaI. khto hOM ik
kbaUtr ko pMKaoM kI hvaa sao bauKar ]tr Aata hO¸ laoikna
yahaM snaoh AaOr Apnaapna ka Asar jyaada qaa ik maOM Apnao
kao jaldI hI baohtr mahsaUsa krnao lagaa. maOMnao GaD,I doKI¸
Ch bajanao kao qao. maOMnao saaocaa icaiD,yaa kao BaUK lagaI
haogaI. maOM ]sao CaoD, ]za¸ maoro paMva jamaIna pr sahI
pD,to na qao. maOMnao caavala ko kuC danao laakr maoja, pr
ibaKor ide. icaiD,yaa mauJao kuC dor doKtI rhI maanaao kh
rhI hao [sakI @yaa ja$rt qaI Agar tuma svasqa nahIM qao. yah
saaoca kr maOM mana maoM mauskra ]za.
icaiD,yaa ]D,kr maoja,
pr Aa[- AaOr danaa cauganao lagaI. maOM vahI dIvaar ko
saharo sar iTkae caadr maoM Apnao pOr samaoT kr ]sao doKta
rha. imanaTaoM maoM ]sanao danao inabaTa ide¸ Saayad BaUK
kuC jyaada hI lagaI qaI ]sao. ifr kp maoM rKa panaI ]sanao
ipyaa AaOr maoro pasa GauTnaaoM pr Aakr baOz ga[-. saUrja
kba ka Z,la cauka qaa AaOr iKD,kI ko baahr AMQaora iGarnao
lagaa qaa. maOMnao hlko sao ]sao CuAa¸ AaOr vaao mauJao
lagaatar doK rhI qaI maanaao pUC rhI qaI ik Aba AaOr dor
krnaa zIk nahIM¸ ]sao Aba jaanaa caaihe. maOM ]sao Apnao
haqaaoM maoM laokr iKD,kI tk Aayaa AaOr ApnaI hqaolaI kao
iKD,kI ko baahr kr idyaa. ]sanao mauD,ko ek baar ifr mauJao
doKa AaOr pMK ihlaatI¸ ]D,tI hu[- baahr calaI ga[-. vaao
jaakr ek KmBao pr $kI qaI¸ Saayad ]sao jaanao maoM saMkaoca
hao rha qaa yaa ik ifr ]sao iksaI baat ka AndoSaa qaa.
maOMnao ]sao haqa ihlaakr ivada ikyaa. [sa baar vaao ]D,I
tao $kI nahIM¸ phlao AaMKaoM sao AaoJala hu[- ]sako baad
iGar Aae AMQaoro maoM Kao ga[-. maOM ibastr ko pasa ifr
laaOT Aayaa qaa.
maora bauKar kuC idnaaoM tk
calata rha¸ maOM hr idna ha^ispTla sao laaOT Aanao ko baad
]sakI p`tIxaa krta laoikna vaao ]sako baad nahIM Aa[-. ifr
maOM QaIro QaIro svasqa hao gayaa. samaya gauja,rta rha. [sa
baIca mauJao ska^lariSap imala jaanao ko karNa mauJao
laa[-ba`orI kama krnao jaanaa nahIM pD,ta qaa¸ laoikna
irsaca- ka kama kafI baZ, gayaa qaa. maOM QaIro QaIro Apnao
kama maoM ifr sao vyast haonao lagaa qaa.
Sainavaar kao Kanaa Kanao ko
baad TIvaI doKta huAa maOM saaofo pr hI saao gayaa qaa. pta
nahIM iktnaI dor tk saaota rha. naIMd KulaI qaI SaISao pr
iksaI pirndo ko baar baar Tkranao ko karNa ]%pnna Aavaaja,
sao. mauJao laga rha qaa ik maOM ifr sao tao sapnaa nahIM doK rha
hMU. k[- baar sapnao maoM BaI sapnao ko haonao kI AnauBaUit
haonao lagatI hO. yah BaI Avacaotna mana ka ek ivaica~ Kola
hO jaao svayaM rcata hO AaOr svayaM Kolata BaI hO. maorI
jaba AaMK KulaI tao doKa ek icaiD,yaa baalaknaI ko baahr
maMDra rhI qaI. maOMnao ]zkr SaISao ka drvaaja,a Kaolaa tao
vaao ]D,tI hu[- Andr Aa ga[-. jaba vaao fSa- pr baOzI tao
maOM phcaana sakta qaa ik vaao kao[- AaOr nahIM ]sa
icaiD,yaa kI saaqaI hO jaao ]sa idna phlaI AaOr AMitma baar
]sako saaqa Aa[- qaI. maOM qaaoD,I dor ]sao idKta rha¸ vah
kuC baocaOna AaOr ASaaMt saI baar baar caaOknnaI haokr
caarao trf doK rhI qaI. maOM kaSa ]sasao kuC pUC pata
laoikna yah samBava nahIM lagaa. maOMnao ibaiskT ko kuC
TukD,o laakr vahaM Dala ide. ]sanao laoikna kao[- Qyaana
nahIM idyaa ]sapr na hI ]sakI iksaI AaOr caIja, maoM
idlacaspI naja,r Aa rhI qaI. maOM GauTnaaoM ko bala baOz
gayaa ]sako Aagao. ]sakI Aaor doKkr mauJao lagaa ik Saayad
vaao kao[- sandoSaa laokr Aa[- hO¸ mana ka Ba`ma yaa kao[-
AnabaUJaa saa tar¸ ek rhsya jaao kBaI saulaJaayaa nahIM jaa
saka Aaja tk. laoikna ]sakI AaMKaoM kI Aakulata AaOr ja,d-
caohro maoM Cupo Baava kao ]sao samaJanao maoM jyaada
kiznaa[- nahIM haogaI ijasanao Apnaa kuC AmaUlya kBaI Kaoyaa
hao , , ,khnaa¸ saunanaa AaOr saunaanaa Saayad [sako Aagao
inarqa-k AaOr inamaU-la hao jaato hOM. maOM drvaajao, kao
pUra Kaolakr vahaM pr KD,a rha. icaiD,yaa vahaM ibastr ko
Aasa pasa qaaoD,I dor tk GaUmatI rhI ifr vah maoro kMQaaoM
kao ek baar CUtI hu[- baahr ]D, calaI , , ,
]sa rat maoM dor tk jaagata
rha¸ naIMd AatI nahIM qaI. baahr laa^na maoM caaMdnaI ibaKr
rhI qaI. hlkI zMD,I hvaa baalaknaI ko drvaaja,o sao saaofo
tk AatI qaI jahaM maOM laoTa huAa qaa. maOM saaoca rha qaa
ik icaiD,yaa kI ]ma` iktnaI haotI haogaI , , ,saaocato
saaocato mauJao naIMd Aa ga[-. jaba AaMK KulaI tao doKa
baahr saubah ka p`kaSa fOla rha qaa. barsaaoM ko baad maOM
yah doK rha qaa. baalaknaI ko baahr laa^na maoM icaiD,yaaoM
ka ek JaMuD ]D,ta huAa Aayaa AaOr poD, pr baOz gayaa. ]saI
xaNa icaiD,yaaoM ka dUsara JaMuD ]saI poD, sao ]D, calaa.
]D,ta huAa JaMuD ]Yaa kI laailamaa pr ibaKrta saa jaana
pD,ta qaa. maOMnao baalaknaI ka prda igara idyaa.
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