'Aao¸ yasa mauJao yaad hO tuma iËsamasa caa[lD hao.' hMsato hue ]sanao Zor saaro gama- panaI maoM ba`aMDI kI kuC baMUdoM ba`a^DI gaa^balaoT maoM DalaIM. ifr ÉK,saanaa ko kMQaaoM kao kMbala sao ZMkto hue¸ ]sako sauK- hao Aae gaalaaoM kao mamata sao qapqapato hue kha¸ 'ÉK,saanaa tumhoM BaUK lagaI haogaIÆ Avana maoM dao baOgaoT gaaila-k bao`D rKo hOM. ek pr tumhara naama ilaKa hO. Agar j,yaada BaUK hao tao pIja,a Aa^D-r kr dMU yaa dala–caavala banaa dMU.' jayaa nao ÉK,saanaa ko haqa maoM ba`aMDI gaa^balaoT pkD,ato hue humausa AaOr salaad kI T/o kao ]sakI Aaor baZ,ayaa¸
'naao–naao imasa kao[- tk,llauÔ nahIM¸ Plaona maoM ]na laaogaaoM nao kaÔI kuC Kanao kao idyaa qaa AaOr ifr maIrpur maoM hr va@t imaca-–masaalao Ka–Ka kr tMga Aa ga[-. gaaila-k ba`oD hI zIk rhogaa.'
'tuma maIrpur sao Aa rhI haoÆ tumhara byaah hao rha qaaÆ AaOr tuma Baaga Aa[-Æ' jayaa kI AaMKaoM maoM p`Sna ApnaI pUrI badsaUrtI ko saaqa fOla ]za. AaoÑ gaa^D tao yah BaI ]na tmaama badnasaIba laD,ikyaaoM maoM sao hOM ijanako maaM–baap ]nako baailaga haonao sao phlao hI maulk lao jaa kr ]nakI SaadI ja,bardstI Apnao AnapZ,–gaMvaar¸ jaaihla irStodaraoM sao kr doto hOM. Aajakla Aae idna naoSanala nyaUja, caOnaola AaOr AK,baaraoM maoM Gar sao BaagaI AaOr sata[- hu[- laD,ikyaaoM kI KbaroM Aa rhI hOM.

jayaa kao yaad Aayaa ÉK,saanaa ka ipta bata-inayaa ko skUlaaoM kao ihk,art sao doKta qaa. vah isaÔ- kanaUna sao Drta qaa¸ vanaa- vah ÉK,saanaa kao baahr kI hvaa BaI na laganao dota. vah tao ÉK,saanaa kI maaM salamaa qaI jaao ]sao hr raoja, ibalaa naagaa skUla laatI qaI. AaOr gaaho–bagaaho jayaa sao khtI Aap [sao ibalkula ApnaI trh ka,ibala banaa do taik yah Apnao pOraoM pr KD,I hao sako. AaOr ]sako caohro pr vaao tmaama dd- ]Bar Aato jaao ek maja,laUma AaOrt dUsarI AaOrt ko caohro sao ibanaa Aavaaja, ]zae Apnao AMdr samaoT laotI hOM.

vaastva maoM ]sa samaya jayaa [sa trh ko pirvaaraoM ko AMdr pnaptI ivacaarQaaraAaoM AaOr samasyaaAaoM sao kuC K,asa piricat nahIM qaIM. maIrpur sao Aae Aap`vaaisayaaoM ko ilae laD,ikyaaM isaÔ- janaainayaaM haotI hOM. vao duinayaaM maoM isaÔ- Apnao madao-M kI iK,dmat AaOr AaOlaad pOda krnao ko ilae Aa[- haotI hOM. ]nhoM duinayaaM ko iksaI AaOr marhlao sao kao[- matlaba nahIM haonaa caaihe. ]naka K,aivaMd ]naka Kuda haota hO jaao ]nakI ja,$rtoM pUrI krta hO.

'jaI¸ AbbaU maora byaah maoro fufoja,at Baa[- ko saaqa rcaa rho qao , , ,jaao jaaihla hO. ijasao kao[- sahUr nahIM hO. ]samaoM kao[- ilayaak,t nahIM hOM. vah dirMda hO.' khto hue vah baccaaoM saI rao pD,I. ]sao ApnaI maMganaI kI rat yaad Aa[-. jaba ]sao Akolaa saaota pa¸ pIrja,ado nao ]sako salavaar ka naaD,a Kaola ]sako kaomala AMgaaoM kao Apnao sa#,t haqaaoM maoM dbaaoca ilayaa qaa. AaOr jaba ]sanao hllaa macaayaa tao fufI ]sa pr hI barsa pD,I¸ 'hramaja,adI vahaM gaaoraoM sao Kud kao naucavaatI rhI haogaI AaOr yahaM Apnao maMgaotr sao naKro baGaartI hO.' basa ]saI rat ]sanao AalamaarI maoM sao caupcaap Apnaa pasapaoT- AaOr iTkT ]zayaa¸ AmmaI ko kanaaoM maoM kuC fusafusaayaa AaOr bauka- phna¸ rat ko AMQaoro maoM¸ Gar sao Baaga inaklaI. yaa KudaÑ AmmaI ka @yaa hala huAa haogaa saaoca kr ]saka badna kaMp ]za , , ,KOiryat batanao ko ilae vah ja,$r iksaI va@t ]nhoM faona krogaI , , ,mana–hI–mana saaocato hue¸ ]sanao jayaa sao isasaikyaaoM ko baIca kha¸ 'imasa¸ maoro qa`I e ga`oD ko p`oiD@Sana hOM. pIT–maaiva-k mauJao saI ,e ,ko ilae spa^nsar kr rhI hO. maOM ApnaI pZ,a[- jaarI rKnaa caahtI hMU. Aapsao madd kI gauja,airSa krtI hMU. Aap [lma kI dovaI hOM. Aapnao saMgatraSa kI trh mauJao naaO saala tk gaZ,a hO. Aapnao hI maoro [lma kI bauinayaad rKI hO.'

ÉK,saanaa haqa jaaoD,o GauTnaaoM ko bala karpoT pr baOz ga[-. ]saka caohra du:K AaOr AavaoSa sao sauK- hao rha qaa. vah AaMsauAaoM kao raoknao kI purdma kaoiSaSa kr rhI qaI¸ pr AaMKaoM nao saaqa donao sao [nkar kr idyaa AaOr Tp–Tp maaoTo–maaoTo AaMsaU ]sako gaalaaoM pr lauZ,knao lagao. jayaa saaofo sao ]tr kr ]sako pasa Aa baOzI ]sao baahaoM maoM Bar kr¸ pIz kao hqaoilayaaoM sao sahlaato hue baaolaI¸
'ÉK,saanaa [sa trh idla CaoTa nahIM krto hOM¸ tumanao ApnaI pZ,a[- ko ilae [tnaa baD,a kdma isaÔ- Apnao bala–baUto pr ]zayaa tao ifr tumharI pZ,a[- Balaa Aagao kOsao nahIM jaarI rhogaI. Aba tao duinayaaM kI kao[- BaI takt¸ tumhoM tumharo naok ÔOsalao badlanao kao maja,baUr nahIM kr saktI hO. pIT–maaiva-k jaOsaI baD,I Ôma- tumhoM spa^nsar kr rhI hO. tuma Aba baailaga hao doKao baarh baja gae. calaao tumharI saalaigarh ka ]%sava manaaeM¸ AaOr ek na[- Sau$Aat ka BaI.'

daonaaoM nao glaasa ]za kr caIyasa- krto hue jaba Aanao vaalao va@t ka svaagat ikyaa¸ tao ]nako AaMKaoM maoM satrMgao [Md`QanauYa kI AaBaa iJalaimala ]zI.

jayaa ko saaM%vanaa Baro SabdaoM nao ÉK,saanaa ko AMdr jamaI AaSaMkaAaoM kI baÍI-laI ca+anaaoM kao ipGalaa kr panaI kr idyaa. vah jayaa kI gaaod maoM nanhoM baccao saI isamaTI tao ]saka badna ihcaikyaaoM AaOr ihilkyaaoM sao kaMpta¸ isahrta¸ jauimbaSa laota QaIro–QaIro naIMd ko AagaaoSa maoM sapnaaoM sao baityaanao lagaa. jayaa kI ]MgailayaaM dor rat tk ]sao snaoh sao dulaartI sahlaatI¸ qapqapatI AaSvast krtI rhIM , , ,

kMQao pr kuC baD,a saa baOga laTkae jayaa vamaa- toja, kdmaaoM sao calato hue tk,rIbana Baaga saI rhI qaI. tBaI iksaI nao ]sao pukara.
'sauinae , , ,'
[sa galaI maoM jayaa ipClao paMca saala sao rh rhI hO. Aaja tk ]sao [sa trh sao iksaI nao nahIM pukara qaa. AaOr pukarta BaI kOsao ABaI kuC saala phlao tk¸ saro ka yah [laaka imacama¸ 'kMT/I–saa[D' huAa krta qaa. yahaM isaÔ- gaaoro rhto qao @yaaoMik [sa CaoTo sao ksbao maoM iksaI piblak T/aMsapaoT- kI sauivaQaa nahIM qaI. kao[- fO@TrI nahIM qaI. kao[- baD,a baaja,ar nahIM qaa. kao[- baD,a dFtr nahIM qaa. kao[- hvaa[- AD\Da nahIM qaa¸ jaao iksaI dosaI pirvaar kao AakiYa-t kro AaOr yah Aavaaja,¸ yah pukar kovala ek dosaI [Msaana kI hI hao saktI hO. kla Ammaa kI ica{I Aa[- qaI na Saayad [saIilae ]sako kanaaoM kao yah pukar 'sauinae' jaOsaI lagaI haogaI. prdosa maoM doSa kI yaad BaI trh–trh sao BarmaatI hO kla rat sapnao maoM Ammaa isar maoM AmaRtaMjana lagaato hue pUC rhI qaI¸
'ibaiTyaa Arhr ko dala ko saaqa Bauijayaa AalaU K[baU ik BaaMTa ko Bata-. mana krt hao tao dUnaaoM banaa do[-. baabaU vahI baOzo AK,baar pZ, rho qao. Aba tao Ammaa–baabaU kao gauja,ro hue BaI dao barsa hao cauko qao. sapnao kI kuC na pUCao ibana iTkT dosa–ibadosa kI saOr kra doto hOM. kuC sapnao tao eosao jaIvaMt hOM sapnao lagato hI nahIM hOM.' saaocato hue jayaa nao plaT kr doKa¸ gaaoro caohro pr baD,I–baD,I SarbatI AaMKaoM vaalaI AnagaZ,¸ pr ja,ra gaudaja badna kI laD,kI hro rMga kI CIMTdar salavaar kmaIja, phnao ]sao baohd saurIlaI AaOr hOrana–proSaana Aavaaja, maoM pukar kr kh rhI qaI¸
'doiKeÑ Aap Saayad yahIM khIM rhtI hOM. maOM raoja, saubaU–saubaU Aapkao [saI rsto sao Aato–jaato doKtI hMU. ek hFta hue¸ paikstana ko maIrpur [laako sao hvaa[- jahaja, maoM baOzkr yahaM Aa[- hMU.' ]sanao caohro pr igar Aa[- laTaoM kao baoprvaahI sao kanaaoM ko pICo jaldI sao KaoMsato hue Apnao Gar ko Kulao drvaajao, pr naja,r rKto hue kha¸
'mauJao [sa maulk ko baaro maoM kuC BaI nahIM maalaUma hO. baD,I GabarahT haotI hO. hr va@t idla maoM haOla ]zta hO. ÉK, ka idla tao Gar ko AMdr ibalkula nahIM lagata hO. maoro K,aivaMd saubaU–saubaU kama pr inakla jaato hOM ifr rat dor sao Aato hOM. pasa–pD,aosa maoM BaI Apnaa kao[- nahIM rhta hO ijasasao dao baatoM kr laMU. maIrpur maoM tao hr va@t laaoga Aato–jaato rhto hOM. ÉK, idna Bar eosao hI pasa–pD,aosa maoM KolatI rhtI qaI. Aba yahaM vah ]kta jaatI hO.'

jayaa ko pasa samaya nahIM qaa. [tnaI saba baato saunanao maoM ]sako tIna imanaT Kca- hao gae. saaZ,o Aaz pr ]sao skUla phMucanaa hO. @yaa kro vahÆ vah proSaana laD,kI ]sao ibalkula ApnaI saI lagaI¸ ]sako baatcaIt ka trIk,a ]sakI GabarahT¸ ]sakI proSaanaI¸ ]sako haozaoM ko mauD,nao AaOr isakuD,nao ka AMdaja,¸ ]sakI AaMKaoM kI baocaOnaI ]sako mana ko AMdr ek Ajaba sao Apna%va ka Baava Bar rhI qaI. ]saka mana ikyaa vah zhr kr ]sakI baatoM saunao , , ,pr jaldI qaI Aaja ]sakI Kola ko maOdana pr DyaUTI BaI hO. ]sanao laD,kI kI Aaor doKa¸ lagaa Saayad vah rat Bar saao nahIM pa[- qaI. ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM laala Daoro ]Bar Aae qao. jayaa ko AMdr mamata nao ihlaaoroM laIM. tBaI Kulao drvaaja,o maoM Alasaa[- saI AMgaUza caUsatI paonaITola baaMQao ek nanhIM saI gaaola–maTaola ibalkula glaO@saao baobaI KD,I idKI.

jayaa nao laD,kI ko nama- haqaaoM pr haqa rKto hue ]sako tsallaI ko ilae kha¸ 'doKao [sa samaya maOM ja,ra jaldI maoM hMU¸ mauJao saaZo Aaz bajao skUla phMucanaa hO. maOM tkrIbana saaZ,o caar bajao Saama kao [Qar sao gauja,ÉMgaI¸ tba tumasao tÔsaIla sao baat kÉMgaI. tuma yahIM gaoT pr mauJao imalanaa. zIk.'
'AaohÑ tao Aap ]stanaI hOM.' khto hue ]sanao baD,o Adba sao isar Jauka kr Aadaba ikyaa.
jayaa hMsa pD,I¸ ']stanaI' Sabd ]sao ATpTa AaOr AjaIba lagaa.
'haya AllaaÑ' khto hue vah Gar ko AMdr BaagaI¸ naTKT baccaI Sarartna QaD,ak sao drvaaja,a baMd krnao hI jaa rhI qaI ik ]sanao Apnaa daihnaa pOr drvaaja,o AaOr dhlaIja, ko baIca AD,a idyaa.
'hayaÑ ÉK, tUnao tao mauJao baahr hI baMd kr idyaa haotaÑ ifr ]sanao JapT kr baccaI kao gaaod maoM ]za kr¸ jayaa kao haqa ihlaa kr baaya ikyaa pr jayaa tao tba tk baIcahaoma evaonyaU maoM mauD, caukI qaI.
skUla dUsaro maaoD, pr hI qaa.

24 idsaMbar 2004 

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