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tumharo Anaok savaalaaoM ko javaaba maoro pasa nahIM hOM. ifr BaI maOM yaad kr rhI hMU. vaahÑ @yaa gaja,ba ka va@t qaa vah¸ lagata qaa va@t kao stbQa pkD,o rhMU. saccaI¸ maOMnao ]sa idna saaocaa qaa – yah rat kBaI na baIto AaOr saubah kBaI na Aae. "caaMd jaOsaa hI saUKa va ]nmau@t jaIvana jaI pato¸ iktnaa AcCa haota naÆ" maOM tumharo [sa savaala pr isaÔ- isar ihlaa pa[- qaI AaOr Sabd jaOsao Kao sao gae qao. mana Baavauk bana gayaa qaa. "saunaa tumanaoÑ caaMd hr AadmaI kao SaItlata p`dana krta hO @yaaoMik caMd`maa ka Aqa- hO SaaMit¸ AaOr SaaMit sao baD,I caIja, [sa QartI pr dUsarI nahIM hao saktI. baatoM tao K,%ma nahIM hao rhI qaI pr caMUik rat gahra ga[- qaI [sailae hma Apnao–Apnao kmaro kI trÔ saaonao ko ilae cala ide qao. mauJao rat Bar naIMd nahIM Aa[- qaI AaOr kanaaoM maoM tumharo hI Sabd gaMUja rho qao. iKD,kI KulaI hu[- qaI AaOr SaItla pvana ko JaaoMko kmaro kao hI SaItla kr rho qao. maOM rat Bar ibana saaoe isaÔ- caaMd kao doKtI rhI qaI.

"maOM jaa rha hMU¸ ]mmaId krta hMU¸ hmaarI maulaakat ifr haogaI¸ vaOsao tao maOM [sa maulaakat kao jaIvana Bar sahojakr rKMUgaa. hr saubah tumhoM sauK AaOr AtRPt AanaMd do¸ yahI kamanaa krta hMU." ivada[- ka haqa ihlaato hue tumanao kha qaa. tumasao ibaCD, kr basa maoM rajaQaanaI laaOTto va@t mana saMvaodnaSaIla hao calaa qaa.

rajaQaanaI laaOTnao ko baad k[- mahInaaoM tk hmaarI maulaakat nahIM hao sakI. hma daonaaoM vyast bana gae. jaInao ko ilae jaI taoD, pirEama krnao kI baaQyata qaI tumhoM BaI¸ AaOr mauJao BaI. pZ,a[- ko ilae ivadoSa calanao sao phlao maOM tumasao imalanaa caahtI qaI. maOM samaJatI qaI eosaI maulaakatoM hmaarI ima~ta kI gaaMz kao maja,baUt kroMgaI va gaaOrva baZ,aeMgaI. bahut laMbao samaya ko ilae ApnaI maatRBaUima AaOr svajanaaoM kao CaoD,kr jaanao pr mana maoM TIsa ]z rhI qaI AaOr mana KalaI hao rha qaa. "AadmaI Akolaa janma laota hO AaOr Akolaa marta hO. jaIvana va maR%yau ko baIca ko bacao hue idna daostI ko ilae mah%vapUNa- haoto hOM." maorI maaM hmaoSaa hmaoM samaJaayaa krtI qaIM.

tumasao imalanao maOM savaoro hI saaQaarNa kpD,aoM pr tumharo ikrae ko kmaro kI trÔ daOD, calaI qaI. Gar sao tumharo Gar kI dUrI krIba GaMTo Bar kI qaI AaOr ek caaOrsta BaI par krnaa pD,ta qaa pr dao GaMTo daOD, lagaakr ZMUZ,nao pr BaI na tumhara kmara imalaa¸ na tuma imalao qao. maOM ]dasa–]dasa laaOT calaI qaI. saD,k ko caaraoM Aaor tumhara kmara ZMUZ,to va@t mauhllao kI saBaI AaOrtaoM nao iKD,ikyaaM Kaolakr mauJao GaUra qaa. baad maoM pta calaa saba AaOrtoM maoro iKlaaÔ maaocaa- baaMQao KD,I qaIM. maOM tumasao imalanaa caahtI qaI AaOr CaoTI saI hI sahI sauMdr kivata tumhoM ]phar maoM donaa caahtI qaI.

"mauJao maalaUma pD,a tuma kla pZ,a[- ko ilae bahut dUr jaa rhI haoÑ hao sakta hO hmaarI maulaakat na hao. C–saat barsa tao laMbaa Arsaa hO¸ hao sakta hO ek dUsaro kao BaUla jaaeM." tumanao Ôaona ikyaa qaa. lagata qaa tuma jaldbaaja,I maoM qao. tumanao j,yaada baaolao ibanaa hI irsaIvar rK idyaa qaa. "tuma jahaM BaI rhao KuSa rhao. tumharI hr saflata kI kamanaa maOM krta hMU. Agar [-Svar nao caaha tao hma ifr imalaoMgao." 

Ôaona pr tumharo kho hue AMitma Sabd qao yao. Aaja vaYaao-M baad tuma BaI khIM baahr jaa rho hao¸ AcaMBaa tao nahIM huAa pr baIto hue idna [sa K,%ma na haotI saD,k kI trh yaad Aato rho. AaMKaoM sao bahto AaMsaU paoCnao ka Asafla p`yaasa kr rhI hMU.

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