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ranaIGaaT
maoM Xmasaana GaaT bastI sao bahut dUr ek inaja-na sqaana pr qaa. vahaM ek
panaI kI naaMd ko iknaaro ek JaaopD,I va ]sako bagala maoM ek ivaSaala
bargad ko vaRxa ko Aitir@t kuC AaOr nahIM qaa. [sa naaMd kao vahaM bahut
samaya phlao bahnao vaalaI ek nadI¸
jaao ik Aba saUK gayaI qaI¸
ko saUKo huyao ihssao kao Kaod kr banaayaa gayaa qaa va sqaanaIya laaoga
[sa naaMd kao nadI kI ek piva~ Qaara maana kr pUjato qao.yao caar laaoga
Sava kao JaaopD,I ko Andr rK kr icata ko ilayao lakD,I ko phuMcanao kI
p`tIxaa krto huyao baOzo qao. lambaI p`tIxaa ko baad vao vyaakula haonao
lagao va ]namaoM sao dao vyai@t¸
inata[- va gau$carNa baakI daonaaoM vyai@tyaaoM¸
ivaQaU va banamaalaI¸
kao Sava kI doKroK krta huAa CaoD,kr baahr yao doKnao gayao ik lakD,I ko
Aanao maoM [tnaa ivalamba @yaaoM hao rha hO.
vaao
ek barsaat kI kalaI GaTaAaoM vaalaI rat qaI. AakaSa maoM kalao baadla
GaumaD, rho qao AaOr taro idKa[- nahIM do rho qao. JaaopD,I maoM dao
laaoga caupcaap baOzo qao. ]namaoM sao ek ko pasa ]sakI caadr maoM ilapTI
hu[- maaicasa va maaomaba%tI qaI laoikna vao [sa zMDI hvaa maoM maaicasa
jalaa nahIM payao¸ [sako saaqa saaqa laayaI hu[- laalaTona ka tola BaI K%ma hao gayaa qaa.
kuC xaNaaoM kI Saaint ko baad¸ ]namaoM sao ek baaolaa¸ ‘Baa[-¸
Agar hmaaro pasa qaaoD,I tmbaakU rhtI tao iktnaa AcCa rhta. hma jaldbaajaI
maoM sabakuC BaUla gae.’ dUsara vyai@t baaolaa¸
‘maOM jaakr daOD, ko qaaoD,I saI laokr Aata hUM.ek imanaT sao jyaada
nahIM lagaogaa.’ ivaQaU ]sakI baat samaJato huyao baaolaa¸
‘AcCI baat hO¸
tao maOM yahaM Kud Akolaa $kUM @yaaÆ’
daonaaoM ifr sao caup hao gayao. paMca imanaT ek GaMTo ko barabar laga rha
qaa. daonaaoM Apnao Aap kao mana hI mana kaosato huyao saaoca rho qao ik
lakD,I laonao gayao baakI daonaaoM laaoga Aarama sao khIM baOzkr baID,I
fUMk rho haoMgao va gaPpoM maar rho haoMgao AaOr jald hI ]nakao Apnaa yah
Ahsaasa saca BaI laganao lagaa qaa. talaaba ko iknaaro maoMZkaoM ko
Tra-nao kI va JaIMgauraoM kI Aavaaja ko Aitir@t khIM kao[- Aavaaja nahIM
qaI. tBaI Acaanak ]nakao eosaa lagaa ik plaMga qaaoD,a ihla saa rha hO va
Sava nao ek trf krvaT laI hO. ivaQaU AaOr banamaalaI qarqar kaMpnao lagao
AaOr Bagavaana kao yaad krnao lagao. Agalao hI xaNa ek lambaI saI Aah
saunaa[- dI ijasao saunato hI vao daonaaoM turnt baahr Baagao va gaaMva kI
Aaor daOD,nao lagao.
kuC
maIla daOD,nao ko baad¸
vao rasto maoM baakI daonaaoM saaiqayaaoM sao imalao jaao haqaaoM maoM
laalaTona ilayao huyao qao. ]na daonaaoM nao saca maoM baID,I fUMkI qaI
AaOr ]nakao lakD,I ko baaro maoM kuC Ata pta nahI qaa. ]nhaoMnao JaUz
baaolato huyao kha ik lakD,I kT rhI hO va qaaoD,I dor maoM phuMcanao
vaalaI hO. tba ivaQaU va banamaalaI nao ]nakao JaaoPaD,I maoM jaao huAa kh
saunaayaa. inata[- va gau$SarNa baaolao ik yao saba bakvaasa hO va ]na
daonaaoM kao ApnaI jagah CaoD, ko Baaganao ko ilayao fTkarnao lagao.
vao
caaraoM turnt Xmasaana GaaT kI JaaopD,I kI trf laaOTo.AMdr jaakr ]nhaoMnao
doKa ik plaMga KalaI qaa AaOr laaSa ka kao[- Atapta nahIM qaa. vao ek
dUsaro kI trf GaUrnao lagao. @yaa yah BaoiD,yaaoM ka kama hao sakta hOÆ
laoikna yahaM tao vaao kpD,a BaI nahIM qaa ijasasao ]nhaoMnao laaSa kao
Zka qaa. JaaopD,I ko caaraoM trf ZU¸MZ,nao pr ]nhaMonao drvaajao ko pasa
ima+I maoM kuC tajaa va CaoTo pdicanhaoM kao doKa jaao ik iksaI AaOrt ko
p`tIt haoto qao. Aba samasyaa yah qaI ik yah baat jamaIMdar kao kOsao
batayaI jaayao. jamaIMdar SaardaSaMkr maUK- nahIM qao jaao ik BaUt kI baat
ka ivaSvaasa kr laoM. lambao ivacaar ivamaSa- ko baad ]nhaoMnao saaocaa ik
vao khoMgao ik ]nhaoMnao Sava kI AM%yaoiYT kr dI hO.
saUyaao-dya
ko samaya jaba kuC vyai@t lakD,I laokr Aayao tao [na caaraoM nao ]nasao kh
idyaa ik dor hao jaanao kI vajah sao ]nhaoMnao JaaopD,I maoM rKI lakD,I
sao hI Savadah kr idyaa. ]na laaogaaoM kao [sa baat pr Sak krnao ka kao[-
karNa nahIM qaa. ek Sava kao[- eosaI bahumaUlya vastu tao hO nahIM ik
ijasao kao[- caura lao.
yah
saMBava hO ik kBaI kBaI ek SarIr jaao ik maRt p`tIt haota hO¸
Asala maoM jaIivat haota hO ikntu sauYauPtavasqaa maoM Acaotna haota hO va
vaao kuC samaya baad ifr sao jaIivat hao sakta hO. saca maoM kadimbanaI
marI nahIM qaI¸
iksaI karNavaSa vaao maRtp`aya: yaa Acaotna hao gayaI qaI ikntu Aba ifr
sao zIk hao gayaI qaI.
jaba
]sakao haoSa Aayaa¸
]sanao Apnao caaraoM trf AMQaora doKa. ]sanao payaa ik yah jagah ]sako
saaonao ka kmara nahIM qaI. ]sanao ek baar dIdI khkr pukara ikntu AMQaoro
maoM kao[- ]%tr nahIM Aayaa. ]sakao ApnaI CatI maoM dd- ]znaa va saaMsa ka
$knaa yaad Aayaa AaOr vaao ]z baOzI. ]sakao yaad Aayaa ik ]sakI sabasao baD,I jaozanaI kmaro ko kaonao maoM baOzkr sTaova pr baccao ko ilayao dUQa
garma kr rhI qaI ik tBaI ]sakao KD,o haonao maoM Asamaqa-ta mahsaUsa hu[-
AaOr vaao plaMga pr igar pD,I. ]sanao haMfto huyao pukara¸ ‘dIdI¸
maunnao kao maoro pasa laaAao¸
mauJao lagata hO maOM marnao vaalaI hUM.’ tBaI ]sakI AaMKaoM ko saamanao
AMQaora Ca gayaa eosao jaOsao ik iksaI ilaKo huyao kagaja ko }pr syaahI
fOla gayaI hao. ]sa xaNa kadimbanaI kI saarI smarNaSai@t va caotnaa maoM¸
]sako jaIvana kI iktaba ko AxaraoM maoM Baod krnaa AsamBava saa hao gayaa.
[sa samaya ]sakao yah BaI yaad nahIM rha ik ]sako BatIjao nao ApnaI maIzI
Aavaaja maoM ]sakao AaiKrI baar kakI maaM khkr pukara qaa¸
ik ]sakao p`oma kI dvaa kI AaiKrI puiD,yaa imalaI qaI jaao ik ]sakI [sa
saMsaar sao maR%yau kI AnajaanaI va kBaI BaI samaaPt na haonao vaalaI
yaa~a pr doKBaala krogaI.
]sakao
lagata qaa ik maR%yau ko sqaana pr AMQaoro va inaja-nata ko Aitir@t kuC
BaI nahIM hO. vahaM doKnao va saunanao ko ilayao kuC BaI nahIM qaa AaOr
vaao vahaM hmaoSaa jaagato huyao baOzo rhnao va p`tIxaa krnao ko Alaavaa
kuC BaI nahIM kr saktI qaI. tBaI ]sakao Kulao huyao drvaajao sao hvaa ka
ek zMDa va gaIlaa JaaoMka mahsaUsa huAa¸
barsaatI maoMZkaoM ko Tra-nao kI Aavaaja saunaayaI dI AaOr ]sakao bacapna
sao laokr Aba kI saarI baatoM yakayak yaad Aa gayaIM. ]sakao laganao lagaa
ik ]saka [sa saMsaar sao ABaI BaI kuC irSta hO. tBaI Acaanak ibajalaI kI
camak maoM ek pla maoM ]sakao naaMd¸
bargad ka poD,¸ baD,a saa maOdana va poD,aoM kI ktar idKa[- idyao. ]sakao yaad Aanao lagaa
ik kOsao ]sanao kuC SauBa AvasaraoM pr ]sa naaMd maoM snaana ikyaa qaa¸
kOsao Xmasaana GaaT maoM maRt SavaaoM kao doKkr ]sakao maR%yau kI
Bayaavahta ka Ahsaasa haonao lagata qaa.
]sa
samaya ]sako mana maoM jaao phlaa ivacaar Aayaa vaao qaa Gar laaOTnao ka.
pr tBaI ]sanao saaocaa¸
‘vao laaoga mauJao vaapsa svaIkar nahIM kroMgao @yaaoMik ]nakI najaraoM
maoM maOM jaIivat nahIM hUM. yah ]nako ilayao ek Eaap kI trh haogaa.
mauJao jaIivataoM kI QartI sao inakala idyaa gayaa hO AaOr maOM jaIivat
maRt hUM. Agar eosaa nahIM haota tao kOsao vaao SaardaSaMkr ko Gar kI
saurixat caahrdIvaarI sao baahr inakla kr [sa saudUr Xmasaana GaaT tk
phuMca gayaI qaI. prntu yaid dah saMskar ka kama ABaI tk samaaPt nahIM
huAa hO tao ]na laaogaaoM ka ka @yaa huAa jaao ]sakao jalaanao Aayao
qao.’ ]sakao SaardaSaMkr ko Gar maoM marnao sao phlao baIto huyao AMitma
pla yaad Aanao lagao AaOr Apnao Aap kao [sa dUr ek Xmasaana GaaT maoM pakr¸
]sanao Apnao Aap sao kha¸
‘maora Ava jaIivat laaogaaoM ko saMsaar sao kao[- sambanQa nahIM hO.
maOM DravanaI hUM¸
baura[- ka ek putlaa hUM¸
maOM ApnaI Kud kI BaUt hUM.’
]sakao
saaro baMQana va inayama TUTto huyao lagao. eosaa lagaa ik ]samaoM jahaM
vah caaho vahaM jaanao kI¸
jaao caaho vaao krnao kI ek A&at Sai@t va AsaIimat CUT hO. [sa
Baavanaa ko saaqa vaao ]sa JaaopD,I sao ek pagala s~I ko jaOsao hvaa ko ek
JaaoMko kI trh inaklaI AaOr ibanaa iksaI Baya¸
lajjaa yaa icanta ko vaao ]sa AMQaoro maOdana maoM Baaganao lagaI.
ikntu
calato–calato ]sako pOraoM maoM dd- haonao lagaa va ]sakao kmajaaorI
mahsaUsa haonao lagaI. maOdana ka dUr dUr tk kao[- Ant idKa[- nahIM dota
qaa AaOr yahaM vahaM Qaana ko Kot AaOr panaI ko gahro talaaba idKa[- doto
qao. saUyaao-dya ko baad¸
QaIro QaIro ]sakao SaISama ko poD idKa[- pD,nao lagao AaOr icaiD,yaaoM ko
cahcahanao kI Aavaaja saunaa[- donao lagaI qaI. Aba ]sakao bahut Dr laga
rha qaa. ]sao tinak BaI AaBaasa nahIM qaa ik vaao khaM hO va Aba ]saka
duinayaa ko laaogaaoM sao @yaa sambanQa haogaa.saavana kI ]sa rat¸
jaba tk ]sa ivaSaala maOdana maoM AMQaora qaa¸
tba tk vaao inaBaI-k haokr Apnao maoM hI mast qaI pr Aba ]jaalaa va
manauYya kI ]pisqait ]sakao proSaana krnao lagao. jaOsao manauYyaaoM kao
BaUt p`otaoM sao Dr lagata hO¸
vaOsao hI BaUt p`otaoM kao BaI manaYyaaoM sao Dr lagata hO: yao daonaaoM
nadI ko dao Alaga Alaga iknaaraoM pr rhnao vaalaI dao iBanna p`jaaityaaM
hOM.
rasto
maoM eosao iksaI pagala s~I kI trh ivacarto huyao¸
ima+I sao sanao huyao kpD,aoM maoM va ]sako AjaIbaaogarIba vyavahar sao
kadimbanaI iksaI kao BaI Dra saktI qaI. eosao maoM baccao tao Saayad
]sakao doKkr dUr Baaga jaato va dUr sao hI ]sa pr p%qar foMkto.
saaOBaagyavaSa¸
phlaa vyai@t ijasanao ]sao [sa isqait maoM doKa¸
ek sajjana qaa.
]sa vyai@t nao ]sako pasa jaakr pUCa¸
‘maaM¸ eosaa lagata hO ik tuma iksaI Bad` pirvaar sao sambanQa rKtI
hao. eosaI isqait maoM tuma [sa rasto pr Akolao khaM jaa rhI haoÆ’
phlao tao kadimbanaI nao ]sa vyai@t ko
p`Sna ka kao[- ]%tr nahIM idyaa AaOr ]sakI Aaor KalaI inagaahaoM sao
GaUrnao lagaI. ]sakao saba kuC CUTa CUTa saa laga rha qaa. ]sakao samaJa
maoM nahIM Aa rha qaa ik vaao [sa saMsaar maoM jaIivat kOsao qaI¸ kOsao
ek rahgaIr ]sasao p`Xna pUC rha qaa va kOsao vaao [sa vyai@t kao ek Bad`
maihlaa laga rhI qaI.
]sa sajjana nao ifr pUCa¸ ‘maaM¸ maoro
saaqa AaAao¸ maOM tumhoM tumharo Gar lao jaa}Mgaa. bataAao tumhara Gar
khaM hOÆ’
kadimbanaI saaoca maoM pD, gayaI. vaao
ApnaI sasaurala vaapsa jaanao ka saaoca BaI nahIM saktI qaI AaOr ]saka
kao[- Apnaa pOtRk Gar BaI nahIM qaa ik tBaI ]sao ApnaI bacapna kI saholaI
yaaogamaayaa ka Qyaana Aayaa. halaaMik vaao ]sasao bacapna ko baad nahIM
imalaI qaI¸ ]namaoM baIca baIca maoM p~acaar haota rhta qaa. kBaI kBaI
]namaoM [sa baat pr ja$r p`ityaaoigata haotI qaI ik ]samaoM sao kaOna ek
dUsaro kao jyaada Pyaar krta hO. kadimbanaI ka khnaa qaa ik vaao
yaaogamaayaa sao jyaada iksaI caIja kao Pyaar nahIM krtI qaI AaOr
yaaogamaayaa ka khnaa qaa ik kadimbanaI ]sako Pyaar kao zIk sao samaJa
nahIM patI qaI. pr ]na daonaaoM kao yah maalaUma qaa ik Agar dubaara
maaOka imalaa tao daonaaoM ek dUsaro ka saaqa nahIM CaoD,oMgaI. ‘maOM
inaiSaMdpur maoM EaIpit carNa baabaU ko Gar jaa rhIM hUM.’¸ kadimbanaI
nao ]sa sajjana sao kha.
vaao vyai@t kaolakata jaa rha qaa.
inaiSaMdpur pasa tao nahIM qaa pr vaao ]sako rasto sao hT ko nahIM qaa.
]sanao Kud kadimbanaI kao EaIpit carNa baabaU ko Gar phuMcaayaa.
p`armBa maoM daonaaoM sahoilayaaoM kao ek
dUsaro kao phcaananao maoM proSaanaI hu[- pr jaOsao hI ]nhoM ek dUsaro
maoM bacapna ka $p idKa¸ ]nakI AaMKoM camak ]zIM. yaaogamaayaa baaolaI¸
‘maOMnao kBaI BaI nahIM saaocaa qaa ik maOM tumakao dubaara doKUMgaI.
tuma yahaM kOsaoÆ tumharo sasaurala nao @yaa tumhoM Gar sao inakala idyaa
hOÆ’
kadimbanaI kuC dor caup rhnao ko baad
baaolaI¸ ‘Ba[-¸ mauJasao maorI sasaurala ko baaro maoM mat pUCao. tuma
mauJao Apnao Gar ko ek kaonao maoM ek naaOkr kI trh AaEaya do dao¸ maOM
tumhara hr kama k$MgaI.’
yaaogamaayaa nao kha¸ ‘Aro vaahÑ tuma
maorI naaOkranaI kOsao hao saktI haoÆ tuma tao maorI saholaI¸ maorI
bahna jaOsaI hao.’ tBaI EaIpit baabaU kmaro maoM Aayao. kadimbanaI ]nakI
Aaor ek xaNa ko ilayao doKkr ibanaa sar Zko va ibanaa kao[- AadrBaava
idKayao QaIro sao kmaro sao baahr calaI gayaI. yaaogamaayaa yao saaocakr
ik khIM EaIpit baabaU ]sakI saholaI ko ABad` vyavahar sao gaussaa na hao
jaayaoM¸ ]nasao maafI maaMganao lagaI. EaIpit baabaU [tnaI AasaanaI sao
maana gayao ik ]sakao kuC AjaIba saa lagaa.
halaaMik kadimbanaI nao ApnaI saholaI ko
Gar ka kama saMBaala ilayaa qaa pr vaao ]sako saaqa GainaYz nahIM hao
payaI¸ ]nako baIca maoM maR%yau kI ek dIvaar qaI. yaid kao[- vyai@t Kud
pr saMdoh krnao lagata hO yaa Apnao baaro maoM hI saavaQaana rhta hO tao
vaao iksaI AaOr ko saaqa GainaYz nahIM hao sakta hO. kadimbanaI kao eosaa
lagata qaa ik yaaogamaayaa¸ ]saka Gar va pit iksaI AaOr saMsaar ko hOM.
vaao saaocatI qaI¸ ‘vao laaoga Pyaar¸ kt-vya va BaavanaaAaoM sao
pirpUNa- ek saMsaar maoM rhto hOM AaOr maOM ek KalaI Cayaa hUM. vao laaoga
jaIivat saMsaar maoM hOM AaOr maOM [sa saMsaar sao pro hUM.’
yao saba doKkr yaaogamaayaa BaI proSaana
qaI AaOr ]sakI samaJa maoM kuC nahIM Aa rha qaa. AinaiScatta ko vaatavarNa
maoM kivata¸ bahadurI¸ yaa iSaxaa tao pnap sakto hOM ikntu GarolaU
maahaOla nahIM AaOr [saI karNa AaOrtoM iksaI BaI rhsya kao dbaa kr nahIM
rK saktI hOM. [sailayao ijasa caIja kao vao samaJa nahIM saktI hOM¸ yaa
tao vao ]sa caIja sao Apnaa naata hI taoD, laotI hOM va kao[- sambanQa
nahIM rKtI hOM yaa ifr vao ]sa caIja kao iksaI AaOr jyaada ]pyaaogaI caIja
sao badla dotI hOM. AaOr yaid ]nakao kuC BaI samaJa maoM nahIM Aata hO tao
vao k`aoiQat hao jaatI hOM. jaOsao jaOsao kadimbanaI ka vyavahar
yaaogamaayaa kI samaJa sao pro haonao lagaa¸ ]tnaa hI yaaogamaayaa kao
]sako }pr [sa baat pr gaussaa Aanao lagaa ik @yaaoM yah Aaft ]sako galao
Aana pD,I hO.
yahaM pr ek AaOr samasyaa qaI. kadimbanaI
Kud BaI DrI hu[- qaI pr ifr BaI vaao Apnao Aap sao Baaga nahIM saktI qaI.
BaUt p`ot sao Drnao vaalao laaoga AMdr hI AMdr BayaBaIt hao jaato hOM
@yaaoMik vao Baya ko karNa kao saaxaat doK nahIM sakto hOM. pr kadimbanaI
kao iksaI baahrI caIja ka Dr qaaoD,o hI qaa¸ vaao tao Kud Apnao Aap
sao hI DrI hu[- qaI. kBaI kBaI idna kI SaaMit maoM vaao kmaro maoM Akolao
baOzo huyao hI icallaanao lagatI qaI AaOr Saama kao laOMp kI raoSanaI maoM
ApnaI Cayaa kao doKkr jaaor jaaor sao kaMpnao lagatI qaI. Gar ka hr sadsya
]sako Dr sao caaOknnaa qaa. Gar ko naaOkr¸ naaOkrainayaaM va svayaM
yaaogamaayaa kao saba jagah BaUt najar Aato qao. tBaI ek idna AaQaI rat
kao kadimbanaI APanao kmaro ko drvaajao pr Aakr icallaayaI¸ ‘dIdI¸
dIdI¸ maOM tumasao ivanatI krtI hUM mauJao Akolaa mat CaoD,ao.’
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