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"svaPnaa"
maoM baOz kr maaQava gaaOrI kao Apnao baaro maoM bata rha qaa. naato–irSto¸ iSaxaa¸ psaMd–naapsaMd¸ Apnaa karaobaar¸ AaOr
Amaoirka maoM rhto sUaj,ana ko saaqa saMbaMQa¸ yaad kr ko ]sanao saba kuC
bata idyaa. AaOr ]sako baad
gaaOrI ko mana kao TTaoola nao kI kaoiSaSa kr rha qaa ik Aba ]sakI raya
Apnao baaro maoM @yaa hao saktI hIM. maaQava kao gaaOrI ko Kt ka ek vaa@ya hI baar baar yaad Aa rha qaa
ik vah ivaQavaa hO.
maaQava
kI saba baatoM sauna laonao ko baad ]sanao ek hI savaala ikyaa jaao ik
maaQava sao AaOr kafI laD,ikyaaoM nao ikyaa qaa¸ "Aapnao saUja,na
sao SaadI @yaaoM nahIM kIÆ"
"vah maorI daost qaI¸ ]sako saaqa SaadI ka maOMnao kBaI saaocaa hI
nahIM. hma kuC Alaga hI
pirisqait maoM krIba Aayao AaOr ]tnaI hI jaldI dUr BaI hao gae."
]sanao yah sauna isaf- gad-na ihlaa[-¸ eosao dSaa-to hue ik ]sao [tnaa
javaaba kafI qaa.
gaaOrI
saundr¸ gaaorI¸ satoja tao qaI laoikna ivaQavaa haonao ko karNa jara
p`aOZ, saI lagatI qaI. laoikna
ifr BaI ]samaoM kuC AakYa-Na tao ja$r qaa. ]samaoM ek KaanadanaI imazasa qaI.
AMjalaI ijatnaI gaaOrI pZ,I–ilaKI nahIM qaI laoikna bauiwmaana lagatI qaI.
6 saala
Apnao pit ko saaqa ]sanao gaujaaro qao¸ baad maoM ivaQavaa hu[- qaI.
gaaOrI
nao Aagao khnaa Sau$ ikyaa¸ "maOMnao Kt maoM saba kuC ilaK hI idyaa
hO. maoro pit nao maoro ilae
Gar¸ kafI saara pOsaa rKa hO¸ laoikna mauJao Gar–gaRhsqaI ka¸
baalabaccaaoM ka SaaOk hOM , , , ,AaOr mauJao iksaI ka sahara caaihe
jaao mauJao saMBaalao¸ Cayaa do."
eosaa
khto khto baIca maoM hI gaaOrI nao naja,r ]za kr doKa. jaOsao ]sao yah sahara donaovaalaa¸ saMBaalanao vaalaa saamanao hI
baOza hao.
gaaOrI
mauJasao sahara maaMga rhI hO [sailae maaQava kI gad-na jara }McaI hao
ga[-. yah saundr¸ ivaQavaa
s~I mauJao Apnaa sahara maana rhI hO¸ [sa klpnaa sao vah , , , , , ,
,laoikna dUsaro hI xaNa ]sako mana maoM yah Aayaa¸ Aaja kla tao pOsaa hI saba kuC haota hO¸ ifr [sako pit
nao [sako ilae pOsaa rKa hI hOM , , , , ,Apnao pScaat ApnaI p%naI kao
iksaI ko saamanao haqa na fOlaanaa pD,o , , , , , ,mana maoM SaMka nao Gar
kr hI ilayaa.
"@yaa Aap ka Aap ko pit ko saaqa p`oma ivavaah huAa qaaÆ"
"nahIM¸
ivavaahao%tr p`oma." iktnaa
saukUna Bara javaaba idyaa qaa gaaOrI nao. " isaf- 6 saala hI saaqa rho qao¸ ek rat naIMd maoM hI ]nakI
maR%yau hao ga[-. gaaOrI
Apnao pit ko baaro maoM eosaI baat kr rhI qaI ik lagata qaa baItI baatoM
BaUla panaa ]sako basa ka nahIM. qaaoD,I
dor phlao Apnao pit kI yaad maoM Kao[- gaaOrI Aba vat-maana maoM maaQava
sao ijasa SaalaInata sao baat kr rhI qaI ik maaQava ]sako maaoh maoM Aae
ibanaa nahIM rh payaa.
Saama
haonao kao qaI , , , ,daonaaoM vahaM sao ]zo¸ gaaOrI ir@Sao sao Apnao Gar
ko ilae rvaanaa hao ga[- laoikna maaQava ABaI BaI vahIM KD,a gaaOrI ko
baaro maoM saaoca rha qaa.
"svaPnaa"
maoM Saama ko samaya ka^fI ko kp haqa maoM ilae baOzo qao , ,, , , maaQava
AaOr vasaumatI.
"Apnao tlaakSauda haonao
ka ija,Ë` maOM phlao hI kr caukI hUM¸ [sasao Aagao Agar Aap kuC pUCnaa
caahoM tao , , ,"
vasaumatI
Saayad spYT javaaba maaQava sao caahtI qaI. ]sanao Kt maoM BaI ilaKa qaa
, , , ,"maOMnao tIna saala Apnao pit ko saaqa inaBaanao kI kaoiSaSa
kI qaI¸ laoikna baat ibagaD,tI hI ga[-. jaba saarI baatoM sahna
Sai@t ko baahr jaanao lagaI tba tlaak kI naaObat Aa gayaI. ]sa baat
kao BaI Aba paMca saala baIt cauko hOM. Aaja tk iksaI saharo kI
ja$rt maOMnao mahsaUsa nahIM kI laoikna Aaja , , , , , , , , "
vasaumatI nao saarI khanaI maaQava ko saamanao rKI AaOr Aba vah iksa ilae
SaadI krnaa caahtI hOM yah BaI spYT $p sao bata idyaa. ]mar baZ,tI
jaa rhI qaI¸ vah qaaoD,I samaJadar BaI hao ga[- qaI¸ Akolao jaInaa jara
mauiSkla AaOr naIrsa laganao lagaa qaa. iksaI kao saaqa lao kr vah samaaja
kaya- krnaa caahtI qaI.
vasaumatI doKnao maoM baurI nahIM qaI.
jaIvana ko baaro maoM ]sakI inaiScat klpnaaeM AaOr AakaMxaaeM qaI. ]saka p`oma ivavaah huAa qaa.
]sasao jyaada AaOr kuC ]sakI baItI ijandgaI ko baaro maoM pUCta hUM
tao Saayad ]sao AcCa naa lagao. laoikna
]saInao phla krto hue kha¸ "yaid hma ek dUsaro ko krIba Aanao yaa
SaadI ko baMQana maoM baMQanao kI Aaor kdma baZ,anaa caahto hOM tao saba
baatoM Kula kr saamanao rKnaI ja$rI hOM. "maoro ek dUr ko irStodar ka vah ima~ qaa.
ek ipkinak maoM maulaakat hao ga[-. yauinavaisa-TI maoM maOM kama krtI qaI. vahaM ko [lao@Sana ko
samaya jyaada krIba Aayao. ]sakI
maIzI baatoM maora mana maaoh laotI qaI. saaOtolaI maaM sao duKI hao kr maoro idla maoM ]sa samaya SaadI kI
baat AatI hI qaI¸ [sailae hmanao SaadI ka saaocaa AaOr jaldI hI SaadI ko
baMQana maoM baMQa gae. laoikna
jaldbaaja,I maoM kI hu[- SaadI rasa nahIM AayaI. p`aQyaapk haonao ko baavajaUd vah AiSaixat¸ AsaMskRt jaOsaa
bata-va krta qaa. maoro pit
nao maorI hr baat maoM p`taD,naa kI qaI. maOMnao bahut duK Jaolao hOM.
]na yaadaoM kao maOM kBaI p`kT nahIM krnaa caahtI laoikna Aapkao , , , , "
"nahIM , , , nahIM , , , maOM samaJa sakta hUM." maaQava nao baIca maoM ]sao Taok kr kha.
SarIr AaOr mana sao vah jaba pUrI trh qak ga[- tBaI [sasao Aaj,aadI
laonao kI saaocaI qaI.
Aba
vah dubaara ApnaI gaRhsqaI Sau$ krnaa caahtI qaI. iksaI pu$Ya ko saaqa saMbaMQa sqaaipt krnaa caahtI qaI.
laoikna @yaa vah ifr sao maaQava ko saaqa ek$p hao payaogaIÆ ]sao p`afosar kI yaadoM satanao lagaI taoÆ
daonaaoM
hI Apnao Apnao KyaalaaoM maoM Kaoe hue qao.
jaba
Aba khnao saunanao ko ilae kuC nahIM bacaa tba daonaaoM Apnao rasto Apnao
Gar calao gae.
maaQava
nao qaaoD,o idna rah doKI , , , ,laoikna CTa Kt nahIM Aayaa.
AaOr iksaI sao kao[- irSta Aanao kI ]mmaId BaI naja,r nahIM Aa rhI
qaI. yahI tIna laD,ikyaaM
maaQava ko saamanao qaI. tInaaoM
]sasao SaadI krnao ko ilae tOyaar qaI.
maaQava
kao lagaa¸ jaba ]sanao SaadI krnao ka saaocaa qaa ]sa samaya ka ijandgaI
ka KalaIpna Aaja [sa GaD,I maoM BaI barkrar hOM. lagata hO¸ khIM sao BaI irSta Aayaa hao¸ ]na laD,ikyaaoM kao
doKnao maoM hI AaOr ]nako baaro maoM saaocanao maoM hI ]mar baIt jaayaogaI
, , , , , , eosao hI jaIvana saaqaI ko ibanaa.
]sao
laganao lagaa¸ jaao BaI kmaI hO vah ]saI maoM hI hOM. Aaja tk ko saaro irStaoM maoM vah icaik%saa hI krta rha.
[na tIna irStaoM maoM tao Apnao Aap maoM ek samasyaa maaola
laonaovaalaI baat lagatI hO. AMjalaI¸
gaaOrI yaa vasaumatI ko saaqa SaadI krnao ka Aa*vaana , , , , , ]saka mana
yah Aa*vaana svaIkarnao ko ilae tOyaar nahIM qaa.
sa%yasaa[-baabaa sao pUrI trh iGarI hu[- AMjalaI¸ pit kI yaadaoM kao ABaI
BaI ijanda rKnao vaalaI gaaOrI yaa SaadI kr ko baad maoM tlaak laonao
vaalaI spYTvai@t vasaumatI , , , ,[namaoM sao kaOna , , , ,yah
inaNa-ya maaQava ko ilae ek pholaI saa bana gayaa qaa.
AMjalaI¸ gaaOrI AaOr vasaumatI ]sako AaMKaoM ko saamanao GaUmanao
lagaI. AMjalaI ]sao AcCI
lagaI qaI , , , , , ]saka saIQaapna¸ iksaI pr BaI idla lagaanao kI Aadt
,,, , , , gaaOrI ]sao zIk laga rhI qaI @yaaoM ik vah AcCI gaRhsqaI
saMBaalanaovaalaI qaI , , , , ,AaOr vasaumatI ka ija_I svaBaava maaQava
kao ]sakI Aaor KIMca rha qaa.
AMjalaI jaOsaI laD,kI jaao saa[-baabaa ko caMgaula maoM fMsa kr
maanaisak raogaI banatI jaa rhI hOM¸ ]sao maorI madd kI ja$rt hOM. vah iksaI ko saaqa BaI idla lagaa saktI hO tao maorI trf BaI ]sako
Pyaar ka Jaukava kao[- naamaumakIna baat nahIM hO.
gaaOrI kao BaI tao AaQaar caaihe.
]sao ja$rt hO eosao AadSa- pu$Ya kI ijasako saharo vah jaIvana maoM
fla–fUla saktI hO. vahI AadSa- p%naI AaOr maata bana saktI hOM. laoikna maOM tao vasaumatI jaOsaI svatM~ KyaalaaoM kI
pUrk AaOr p`ork p%naI caahta hUM.
vasaumatI tlaakSauda hO , , , , , , , , , , laoikna ]saka pit ABaI
ijanda hO. ]sasao tao AcCa
gaaOrI ka hO jaao Aba [sa duinayaa maoM hIM nahIM hOM. ifr tao gaaOrI hI
zIk rhogaI. laoikna vasaumait kao Apnao pit sao KUba nafrt hO¸ saao vah tao
]sako ilae mar hI cauka hO. gaaOrI
kao ]sako pit sao jyaada Pyaar qaa¸ [sailae vah ]sakI smaRit maoM Kao[-
rhtI hO. ifr tao saba maoM
AMjalaI sabasao AcCI @yaaoM ik ]sakI phlao SaadI hI nahIM hu[- hO. laoikna eosao saaQaU ko cama%kar sao p`Baaivat laD,kI ApnaI sahcarI
banaanao laayak maOM nahIM samaJata. kOsaI
yah duivaQaaeM hOM , , , , , , ,
eosaI duivaQaa maoM fMsaa huAa maaQava idna rat saaoca kr ]saI maoM
]laJata calaa gayaa. eosaI ]laJana maoM Aba jyaada hI ija,d pr Aa gayaa
qaa. , , , , , ifr
]sanao saaocaa AaOr inaNa-ya ikyaa. yahI tIna , , , , , [nhI
maoM sao ek. eosaI hI
ijasamaoM kuC eoba hao laoikna maorI jaOsaI kuC Alaga. eosaI Alaga kaOnaÆ
]sanao idlaao idmaaga daMva pr lagaa kr inaNa-ya lao hI
Dalaa.
basaÑ ,, , , , ]saka
fOsalaa hao gayaa. jaao kuC
eoba qaa vah Aba eoba nahIM rha AaOr rasta saaf naja,r Aanao lagaa.
"mahla" kI trf jaanao vaalaI rahÑ "svaPnaa" maoM Baaojana ko ilae AaOr BaavaI jaIvana ko
svaPna saMjaaonao ko ilae davat donaovaalaa Kt vah ApnaI BaavaI vaQaU kao
ilaKnao lagaa. ihndI
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