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 [s@vaayar ha^la
vaalaI saD,k pr hma nao ek–dUsaro kao baa[–baa[
kIÑ jaya naIcao ]tr gae AaOr maOM }pr caZ,a[-
caZ,nao lagaI.
maOM hlka mahsaUsa kr rhI qaI AaOr KuSa qaI. jaya
jaOsao K,ailasa Kro daost kao kaOna Kaonaa caahogaaÑ
hma ]sao hI Kao doto hOM ijasao j,yaada caahto hOM.
jayadova kI ga`o jasaI- AaOr ]samaoM sao }pr kI Aaor
inaklaa SaT- ka ka^lar¸ ]<ar p`doSaI launaa[-
maoM kuC j,yaada hI camaka krta.
[sa pr baat hu[- tao jayadova saMkaoca sao hMsao.
SaabaaSaI donao ko AMdaja, maoM kha¸ AapkI klpnaa
AaOr ]sakI naaTkIyata daonaaoM ka,ibalao–tarIÔ
hOM.
'hSamat' kao lao kr
jayadova Ôaona pr qao. hlko maUD, maoM.
kaoiSaSa kr rha hMU yah samaJanao kI ik [na TukD,aoM
maoM kaOna–sao ihssao s~I–paz maoM Aato hOM AaOr
kaOna–sao puÉYa–paz maoMÑ
naTKT hao kr kha¸ khIM Apnao AalaaocakIya ivamaSa-
maoM yah na kh doM ik yah s~I ka paz hO. [sao isaÔ-
s~I pZ,o. yah puÉYa ka paz hO¸ [sao kovala puÉYa
pZ,oM.
maanavaIya paz kaOna p`stut krogaaÑ @yaa isaÔ- puÉYa
hIÆ
~st AaOr ~asadI s~I hO.
icaMtna AaOr ivavaok puÉYa hO.
jayadova kI baoÉK,I saMkaoca maoM }pr Aa[-. @yaa
kuC eosaa khnaa caah rhI hO ik yah puÉYa ko puÉYa
haonao ko Baujabala sao jauD,a hO.
nahIM¸ maOM eosaa nahIM kh rhI. Aap Apnao
maapdMDaoM sao paz kI jaaMca kroM. maOM @yaa khtI
hMU [sao BaUla jaa[e.
nahIM. maOM s~I rajanaIit pr nahIM hMU. maOM [sao
saaihi%yak paz kI trh doKnaa caahta hMU.
s~I–puÉYa kI Alaga–Alaga
saImaaAaoM–saMskaraoM ka AitËmaNa hao rha hO¸
ikyaa jaa rha hO. eosao maoM s~I–puÉYa daonaaoM
ko Apna%va AaOr saamaUihk phcaana maoM Baavaa%mak
tala–maola ibazanao kao ek na[- BaaYaa [-jaad
krnaI haogaI jaao maanavaIya saMbaMQaaoM kI ifr sao
pD,tala krogaI.
lagata hO¸ BaaYaNa sauna rha hMU.
hma daonaaoM hMsao.
jayadova¸
hma laoKkaoM ko pasa¸ Apnao–Apnao hk maoM kuC
CaoTI–baD,I jaanakairyaaM haotI hOM ijanhoM hma
rcanaa%mak saccaa[yaaM banaa laoto hOM. Aap Apnao
AalaaocakIya isawaMtaoM sao kuroide. ifr hmaoM
samaJaa[e ik doKao Baa[- ilaKaD,I–iKlaaD,I eosao
banaa jaata hO.
jaya AcCo maUD maoM qao – [na daonaaoM ko Ôk- pr
raoSanaI Dailae.
jaOsao kao[- kho¸ ihmaacalaI hOM sauMdr–saaOmya
Balao AaOr samaJadar. maOdanaI pMjaabaI Baa[yaaoM kI
trh iÔtUrI AaOr tMdUrI nahIM. [na daonaaoM kI
doh–BaaYaa maoM Ôk- lagao tao nayaa dSa-na
banaanaa haogaa. samaJa laoM ik isawaMt bana gayaa.
Aba maalaUma huAa¸ Aap SabdaoM kao kOsao
imalaatI–jauTatI hO.
baura mat maananaa jaya¸ yah [tnaa sahja AaOr sahla
nahIM. raja, kI baat [tnaI hI ik yao daonaaoM Sabd
'ihMdI idvasa' kI dona hOM. Aa^iDT eoMD Aka]MTsa ko
ihMdI samaaraoh maoM ek p`hsana p`stut ikyaa gayaa
qaa. pMjaaibayaaoM pr [tnaa saTIk ik vahaM
baOzo–baOzo tMdUrI AaOr ÔtUrI ka jaaoTa maorI
iD@SanarI maoM daiKla hao gayaa.
hma dor tk hMsato
rho qao. hSamatvaalao puranao saba tnaava Qaula gae.
ptJarI hvaa ko ihlaaoro saoÑ
baa]laUgaMja kI CaoTI–saI dukana maoM maaoja,a
laonao ga[- ik CaoTo–CaoTo tavalaaoM pr naja,r
pD,I. ]nako saaqa hI K,yaala maoM Aa ga[- ApnaI
CaoTI–saI saholaI. kstUrI baÉAa. caMcala–capla
caaOknnaI AaOr
saMudr mauKD,o ko
saaqa naama hO kstUrIÑ fUlaaoM kI kZ,a[- vaalao dao
hOMD tavala ilae AaOr jaOsao hI baahr inaklaI ek
saaqa dIKo jayadova AaOr kstUrI Apnao maata–ipta
ko saaqa. CaoTI–saI bacapnaI Aavaaja, nao naama
sao pukara¸ kRYNaa¸ Aap yahaM @yaa kr rhI hOMÑ
jayadova baaolao – saaobatI jaIÑ
maOM caikt hu[-.
hOlaao jayadovaÑ
Aap phlao sabasao taja,I pIZ,I sao baat kIijae.
vaah¸ Aap daonaaoM maoro Aagao hOM AaOr tajao, hOM.
nahIM – [sa samaya maQyasqa hao Aap daonaaoM kao
imalaa rhI hO.
kstUrI baaolaIM – Aap iksa kao imalaa rha hOÆ
AMkla @yaa kh rho hOMÆ
jayadova nao kstUrI sao hOlaao kI AaOr Pyaar sao kha
– yah mauJao Aapsao imalaa rhI hOM.
maOM caikt hu[-. jayadova kuC kh rho hOM.
baÉAa yaugala KD,o–KD,o mauskurato rho. maOMnao
ilaÔaÔa Aagao ikyaa – yah tumharo ilae kstUrI.
qaOM@yaU kRYNaa. maOM tumharo ilae BaI ek
CaoTI–saI BaoMT laa}MgaI.
maOMnao Jauk kr kstUrI ko kana maoM kha – mauJao
tumharI D/a[Mga caaihe. Apnao Gar maoM lagaanao ko
ilaeÑ
AcCa.
ÍoMca baaAlaU
Baa[yaaoM ko naamavaalaa yah phaD,I baaja,ar kaÔI
idlacasp.
Aba ikQarÆ
kla BaIYma AaOr SaIlaajaI Aa rho hOM. Aapkao Aanaa
hO. haM jayadova¸ maOMnao AapkI bata[- baokrI maoM
kok Aa^D-r ikyaa qaa. Aba maOM ]sa pr BaIYma AaOr
SaIlaajaI ka naama ilaKvaanaa caahtI hMU. ]saka Ôaona
naMbar nahIM hO.
jayadova¸ maOM Aaja BaI tumharI vah inagaah nahIM
BaUlaI. vyaMgya¸ maO~I¸ ivasmaya AaOr KIJa ek
saaqa. kuC eosao jaOsao ivaSvaasa na haota hao ik
maOM hI yah kh rhI hMUÑ tumharI inagaah sao iktnaI
idKavaTI hO yah saaoca.
maOMnao AnadoKI kr kha – Aapko pasa ]saka Ôaona
naMbar haogaa.
jayadova nao maanaao maora saraokarI paz pZ, ilayaa
hao.
jaao ilaKvaanaa caahtI hOM¸ mauJao ilaK kr do doM.
]sa tk phMucaa dMUgaa.
Aapkao proSaana kr rhI hMU.
jaya nao tIKopna sao
ek baar ifr sao sarsarI naja,r sao doKa jaOsao
saaoca rho haoM¸ yah kOsao vaga- ka saaMcaa hOM
AaOr hMsa kr kha¸ Aba ]sakI icaMta na kIijae. Aapko
mana mautaibak Aa^D-r ike kok kI saarI baarIikyaaM
doK laI jaaeMgaI.
mauJao Apnao AitiqayaaoM ka naama tao ja,$r caaihe.
lagaa jaya mana hI mana hMsa rho hOM. yah
saaoca–saaoca kr ik [sa vaga- kI Asailayat AaiK,r
hO tao @yaaÑ
yaad riKegaa¸ jaya¸ Aap AaOr saraoja kla Saama Aa
rho hOM.
[sako ilae Aap sao ABaI maaÔI maaMga laota hMU. kla
saubah idllaI sao maohmaana Aa rho hOM.
]nhoM saaqa lao Aa[e¸ jayadova. Aapka Aanaa ja,$rI
hO.
jayadova ko caohro pr gaMgaa–jamaunaI Qaja ]BarI
AaOr AMdr j,yaada baahr kma. [Mtja,ar na kroM.
maaOka lagaa tao phMuca jaa}Mgaa nahIM tao , , ,
saraoja pasa KD,o–KD,o mauskatI rhIM.
BaIYma AaOr SaIlaa
ko saaqa Saama AcCI rhI. caahnaovaalaaoM sao iGaro
daonaaoM KuSa qao. magar BaIYma ko k,rIba haonao pr
BaI jayadova–saraoja Saaimala na hao sako. vasaMtI
pr cacaa- haotI rhI. jaya nao AMga`oja,I maoM [saka
Anauvaad ikyaa qaa.
iSava 'Dar sao ibaCuD,I' ko Anauvaad pr qao.
jayadova ko sauJaavaaoM pr ga,aOr kr rho qao.
baoSak jayadova ko pasa va@t kI kmaI qaI pr
dUsaraoM ko ilae kMjaUsaI nahIM. madd ko ilae
hmaoSaa t%pr.
mahInaaoM baad ek
idna maala pr GaUmato–GaUmato jaya sao maulaak,at
hao ga[-. jaanao @yaaoM vah mauJao bahut Akolao
lagao. karNa laMbaI Cu+I BaI hao sakta hO. caohro pr
Baava eosaa ik kuC BaI kurodnaa yaa TTaolanaa
K,trnaak hao sakta hO.
AaiSayaanao maoM laMca ko ilae inamaM~Na idyaa tao
vyast hao kr kha – maOM jaldI maoM hMU. [sa va@t
nahIM. haM Aap [sa [tvaar Gar pr ja,$r AaeM. saraoja
nao Aapkao Ôaona ikyaa qaa. laaOTnao maoM Aapkao
id@kt nahIM haogaI.
Aapko yahaM Aanaa
tao sada hI AcCa lagata hO. maOM Sainacar Saama Ôaona
k$MgaI. [sa va@t tao hma kuC lao laoM. khIM BaI
jahaM Aapka mana hao.
nahIM–nahIM¸ mauJao khIM phMucanaa hOM. va@t do
rKa hO. calata hMU.
jayadova jaldI–jaldI ilaF,T kI Aaor baZ, calao.
yah iSaxak–ivaWana iktnao masa$Ô¸ AaOr hma
jaOsaI maaOja,maar laoKk ibaradrI hmaoSaa
fusa-t–hI–fusa-t maoMÑ kBaI tao dUsaraoM kao
Sak haonao lagata hO hmaoM doK kr ik khIM hmanao
ilaKnao ka kama iksaI dUsaro kao zoko pr tao nahIM
saaOMp rKa.
ek hma hOM jaanao
kba ilaKto pZ,to hOM. ek yah hO ik hmaoSaa vyast.
AiSaixat ]pnyaasakaraoM AaOr iSaixat AalaaocakaoM ko
drimayaana ka Ôk-.
kOsao samaJaaeM ]nakao ik hmaaro inakT AQyayana ka
Akolaa AaOr [khrapna ]sa ekaMt kao $paMtirt nahIM
krta ijasasao rcanaa janma laotI hOM. ]sako ilae
phlao Apnao kao ]nmau@t CaoD,naa haota hO AaOr ifr
saMyama sao AnauSaasana sao jaaoD,naa haota hO. yah
Sabd ko p`it daohrI ija,mmaodarI hO. , , ,laoKk
ibacaaro va@t kI igarFt maoM hOM magar Aaja,ad
lagato hOM. saImaaAaoM–hdaoM sao baahr haoto hOM
@yaaoMik saMyama kI naaok sao jauD,o rhto hOM.
jaya sao maulaakat
ka p`Baava kuC eosaa huAa ik [sa 'nyaUT/la ja,aona
maoM' maOMnao AaiSayaanaa laMca imasa ikyaa. Saayad
AcCa hI ikyaa. taja,o TmaaTr ka saUp ilayaa. plaT kr
pana kI dukana sao 'Dnaihla' isagaroT ka ek pOkoT
jayadova ko ilae K,rId ilayaa.
]nhoM idyaa tao saMkaoca AaOr ÉK,a[- sao kha –
maOM tao Aapko saamanao bacaI isagaroT nahIM
jalaata. ifr yah mahMgaa ba`aMD maora nahIM. Aap
maorI Aadt ibagaaD, doMgaI.
[saka AMdoSaa na rKao jayadova. maOM ek eosaI laIk
hMU jaao na iksaI kao ibagaaD, saktI hO AaOr na hI
saMvaar saktI hO. [sao mauJa jaOsao baMdo kI psaMd
samaJaao jaao kBaI–kBaar tnaavaaoM kao kma krnao
ko ilae [sa ba`aMD kao jalaata–bauJaata rha hO.
tumhoM maalaUma hao jayadova¸ maOM Apnao maohnat ko
pOsaaoM kI bahut [j,ja,t krtI hMU. tumhoM ga,latÔhmaI
na haonaI caaihe. maOM na pOsaa fMUktI hMU¸ na
JaaoMktI hMU. tmaIja, sao K,ca- krtI hMU. ihsaaba
saunaao. laMca nahIM ilayaa– saaÔ dao saaO bacao.
jaao iTp donaa qaa ]saka saUp ipyaa. isagaroT ko
ilae ek p<aa idyaa baakI caoMja ilayaa. Aba
bataAao kOsaa rha yah krtbaÑ
mauJao maaÔ kroM. mauJao nahIM khnaa caaihe qaa.
@yaaoM nahIM¸ vyai@tgat nahIM tao ApnaI kaya-karI
icaMtaAaoM kao tao baaMT sakto hOM. ilaKnao–pZ,nao
ko dbaava maoM kBaI tao maadk gaMQa BaI caaihe haotI
hO. caahoM tao , , ,
jayadova kI AaMKaoM
maoM iSaxak ka AnauSaasana ]tr Aayaa. gaMBaIrta sao
kha¸ caaya–isagaroT kI lat hI kaÔI hO. [sako
Aagao maorI kao[- idlacaspI nahIM.
maOM mana–hI–mana [sa samaJadarI pr hMsaI.
Aapko daost [tnao hOM ik ek–ek Saama ek kao
imalaoM tao saala–Bar kI SaamaoM vyast.
nahIM¸ maoro piricat j,yaada hOM¸ daost kma.
daostaoM sao piricat khIM AcCo. na vah daostaoM kI
trh Aapko samaya kao lao kr manamaainayaaM kr sakto
hOM¸ na Aap ]na pr baaoJa Dala sakto hOM.
jayadova vyaMgya sao hMsao. AcCa hO¸ Aapnao yah
KuraÔatoM nahIM pala rKIM. haM¸ hma jaOsao iksa
EaoNaI maoM hOM. piricatÑ
nahIM. saba dUiryaaoM ko baavajaUd Aap ek AcCo daost
hOM. maOM Aba saba daoistyaaoM kao maOlaa nahIM
krta.
kao[- etraja, tao nahIM¸ jayaÑ
jaya caaOknnao hao gae. kha – hma na jaanao eosaI
baatoM @yaaoM kr rho hOMÑ
khnaa caahtI rhI ik tumhoM ]ksaa nahIM rhI jayadova¸
tumharo tnaava tumharo AMdr Gar kr rho hOM. ]nako
ilae baahr ka rasta banaaAao.
na khIM JaMuJalaahT ka karNa hO¸ na CTpTahT ka–
ifr jayadova kao kaOna–saI AnadIKtI icaMtaeM Gaoro
rhtI hOM. maanaao khIM jaldI–jaldI phMucanaa hao
AaOr va@t kI kmaI hao.
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jayadova 11 bajao Aanao kao qao.
Sammaaojaana AaOr kamadar BaIKma laala ko Anauvaad
kao lao kr kuC p`Sna AaOr paz kI ija&asaaeM
qaIM. iKD,kI sao ]nhoM Aato doKa tao furtI sao
maoja, pr caaya lagaa dI.
jaya }pr phMucao tao vahaM maOM Aap ko saaqa caaya
ka mauk,abalaa kr rhI hMU. saaocaa¸ ek baar tao
Aapko ilae maOM BaI caaya banaa sakMU. baad maoM Aap
maaOka nahIM doMgao.
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