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"hadsaaoM ko baIca" ³1998´ ko baad‚ kqaakar 'saUrja p`kaSa' ka dUsara ]pnyaasa hO‚ "dosa ibaranaa". Gar kI tlaaSa yaid [sa ]pnyaasa ka saOMT/la–qaIma maana ilayaa jaae tao smaRit vah AaOja,ar hO ijasako AaQaar pr yah ]pnyaasa baunaa gayaa hO. [sa ]pnyaasa maoM eosaa khIM nahIM lagata ik laoKk iksaI mauhavarodar BaaYaa maoM pazk kao baha lao jaanao ko ]pËma kr rha hOÂ ifr BaI hmaoM laoKk kI Aitir@t sajagata ka Baana haota rhta hO. saafgaao[- sao ide gae byaaoro evaM ]nako p`it caOtnyata‚ [sa ]pnyaasa ka haisala va saImaa daonaao hOM. BaaYaa ko p`it laoKk ka kao[- Alaga naj,ar Aata maaoh zIk vaOsao hI nahIM hO jaOsao ik [sa Ìit maoM iksaI trh ka GaaoiYat vaad naj,ar nahIM Aata. pMjaaibayat maoM rMgaI klama [sa ]pnyaasa ko j,aire ya@saaM‚ Aa%makqaa%mak Aanand tqaa saMsmarNaa%mak vaR%taMt ka jaayaka dotI hO. isqaityaaoM ko sammauK laacaargaI ko sqaap%ya ko baavajaUd yah ]pnyaasa isaw krta hO ik jaIvana drhkIkt jaInao ko ilae hO. 

jaIvana–yaqaaqa- kao p`stut krnao ko ilae hI ]pnyaasa–ivaQaa Aist%va maoM Aa[- qaI. ralf fa^@sa tao [sao ek daSa-inak kaya- BaI maanato rho hOM. &atvya hO ik EaoYz rcanaakma- ko ilae hmaoSaa manauYya kao hI koMd` maoM rKa jaanaa caaihe AaOr yah ]pnyaasa isaw krta hO ik ibanaa iksaI rajanaOitk–ivamaSa- maoM QaMsao‚ Aama inamna maQyavagaI-ya BaartIya pirvaar ko WMWaoM kao iksa trh sao roKaMikt ikyaa jaa sakta hO. [sa ]pnyaasa kao pZ,to hue Aap va@t kao naMgaI doh pr roMgato mahsaUsa kroMgao‚ ]dasaI Aapkao baar–baar ]ksaaegaI‚ AMdr kI Aaor mauD,tI ek yaa~a idKa[- pD,ogaI jaao drAsala nae Aagaaj,a Kaola rhI hO‚ kiqat daoistyaaM AaOr ]nako ijarhba#tr evaM AjanabaI laaogaaoM ko Apnaapo sao saaxaa%kar haogaa‚ p`oma ko p`it ek–saaqa ija&asaa‚ KIJa va Aa%masamap-Na ko tovar imalaoMgao. k[- baar eosaa BaI lagaogaa ik yah ]pnyaasa‚ AaOrt–mad- kI jaat kao baUJanao vaalaI SaayarI hO.

saUrja p`kaSa mauMba[- jaOsao mahanagar maoM basao hue hOM. ek eosaa mahanagar ijasamaoM AsaM#ya ivaraoQaaBaasa hOM. hr raoj,a saOkD,aoM kI tadad maoM Apnaa BaivaYya tlaaSanao yahaM laaoga ]trto hOM‚ rMiDyaaM banatI AaOrtoM hOM‚ iBaKarI sao laokr jaobaktro banato baccao hOM‚ AMDrvalD-‚ iflmaI–cakacaaOMQa‚ Qana ko mauMh baaolato AkUt BaMDar. 

'dosa ibaranaa' maoM Gar kI tlaaSa ko paz ko baavajaUd pazk ka mana yaid baMQata hO tao [sailae ik ]sao khIM Aasara imalaogaa ikMtu koMd`Iya pa~ kI AinaNa-ya vaalaI mana:isqait ek SaaokgaIt kI trh hmasao TkratI hO. baohtr yah hO ik saUrjap`kaSa kI BaaYaa kao baUJanaa nahIM pD,ta. yahaM na tao ca@krdar j,aInao hOM AaOr na hI rhsyamaya vaIiqayaaM. mana:isqaityaaM pUrI trh Apnao kao KaolatI hOM. ek trh sao yah ]pnyaasa gaganadIp ³koMd`Iya pa~´ ka raoj,anaamacaa hO ijasamaoM ivaSauw $p sao‚ ptaka¸ p`krI kqaaAaoM kI Taona nahIM hO. maUlakqaa kao baZ,anao kI jaao BaI AMDrTaona yahaM hO vah BaI ek baD,o maaonaaolaa^ga maoM pirvait-t haotI imalatI hO. icai{yaaoM ko maaQyama sao baat ko khna kao saUrjap`kaSa yaui@t kI trh [stomaala krto hOM. AMt maoM maalaivaka ³ina@kI naamak yaaoga – p`iSaxak´ kI ek khanaI ³FlaOSabaOk´ ja$r hO‚ ikMtu yah khanaI BaI gaganadIp kao hI saunaa[- jaatI hO. samaya va isqaityaaoM kI baba-rta hO yahaM‚ vaR%taMt hOM‚ Aisqarta ka }la–jaulaUla hO‚ saMbaMQaaoM kI AmaanavaIyata hO‚ [stomaala haonao kI pID,a hO‚ laoKk ko saayaasa hstxaop hOM. saBaI kuC spYT hO. 

saUrjap`kaSa maoM bayaanabaajaI kI maaOilak saUJa hO. Aasaana rhto hue du:K kao maqanaa‚ dIGa-kalaIna ABaavaaoM kao yaad krto hue inarMtr rahtp`d fMtaisayaaoM maoM jaanao sao svayaM kao bacaae rKnaa‚ AaMtirk trsa kao maUlya ka badla bananao donao sao vaija-t krnaa‚ sapnaaoM kao na tao kalpinak sqaanaapnna kI vastu banaanaa AaOr na hI ]nasao maui@t maaMganaa ifr yahIM qaaoD,o–qaaoD,o AMtrala sao [maOijanarI saibsTT\yaUSana kao ]Baarto rhnaa‚ saMpUNa-ta kI AvaQaarNaa kao caak–caak kr donaa‚ iksaI BaI isqait kao [tnaa p`BaavaI na bananao donaa ik ]sasao jaIt ka AaBaasa haonao lagao [%yaaid‚ laoKk kI sajagata dSaa-nao vaalao fO@Tr hOM. "dosa ibaranaa" ka Aqa- hO Cla‚ pID,a AaOr samaJaaOto na kr panao kI baocaargaI. yahaM yah baocaargaI Aqavaa laacaargaI labaalaba hO‚ laoikna Claknao ko baavajaUd isqaityaaoM kao ]GaaD,naa nahIM BaUlatI. laoKk ijajaIivaYaa kI p`Ìit kao p`vaaiht krnao ko p`it AiQak ]%sauk naj,ar Aata hO. 

Apnao ek saaxaa%kar maoM saUrjap`kaSa khto hOM‚ "maorI rcanaa kI phlaI AaOr AaiKrI Sat- ]sakI pznaIyata hO. caUMik maOM Apnao pa~aoM sao kao[- baajaIigarI nahIM krata‚ ]nako jaire kao[- itilasma nahIM baunata‚ kao[- AnaUzI AnajaanaI baat nahIM khnaa caahta yaanaI jaao jaIvana maoM jaOsaa hO‚ ijasa trh sao hO AaOr jaOsaa maOMnao ]sao doKa‚ prKa‚ AnauBava ikyaa‚ samaJaa‚ ]saI $p maoM saamanao rKnao kI kaoiSaSa kI hO. [saIilae maoro pa~ sahja svaIkaya- haoto hOM AaOr Apnao Aasapasa ko hI haonao ka‚ jaIvaMt haonao ka Ahsaasa doto hOM. maOM ApnaI rcanaaAaoM ko ilae iksaI naklaI BaaYaa kao gaZ,nao kI yaa iksaI jaadu[-–SaOlaI kao ivakisat krnao kI ja$rt mahsaUsa nahIM krta." 

saUrja baohtrIna Anauvaadk hOM‚ saMpadk hOM‚ lagaatar vyaMgya AaOr khainayaaM ilaK rho hOM. Kulaasaa krto jaanaa ]nhoM ip`ya hO. bataOr rcanaakar‚ ek saaqa k[- samasyaaAaoM sao jaUJanao ka mana banaae rhto hOM. "dosa ibaranaa" maoM BaI yaid inamnamaQyavagaI-ya pMjaabaI pirvaaraoM maoM ipta–pu~ ko tnaava hOM‚ tao laD,ikyaaoM kI ]cca iSaxaa ko Aagao KD,I haonao vaalaI $iZ,yaaM hOM‚ dhoja–p`qaa va [sakI bailayaaM hOM‚ baccaaoM ka yaaOna–SaaoYaNa hO‚ mahanagar ka dmaGaaoMTU maahaOla hO‚ BaID, maoM sqaayaI hao cauka Akolaapna hO‚ irStaoM maoM fOlatI Ajanaibayat hO‚ s~I–pu$Ya irStaoM ko daohro maanadND hOM‚ ivadoSaI jaIvana kI Cd\mataeM hOM AaOr SaadI kI AaD, maoM haonao vaalaI p`taD,naa hO‚ kmPyaUTr–yauga maoM Acaanak baZ, Aayaa vyai@t ka KalaIpna BaI hO‚ vagaOrh. 

[sa ]pnyaasa kI rcanaa–p`iËyaa kao laokr saUrja khto hOM‚ "[saka mau#ya pa~ BaUpoMd` isaMh ³gaganadIp´ hO‚ jaao caaOrasaI–pcaasaI maoM imalaa qaa. ]sa va@t maOMnao ilaKnaa Sau$ nahIM ikyaa qaa. 1986–87 maoM Apnaa laoKna Sau$ krnao sao laokr 2000 maoM ]pnyaasa ilaKo jaanao tk yah pa~ lagaatar proSaana krta rha AaOr maOM ]sako dbaava sao tba tk mau@t nahIM huAa‚ jaba tk maOMnao vah saba kuC kh nahIM idyaa qaa‚ jaao mauJao [sa ]pnyaasa ko jaire khnaa qaa. "dosa ibaranaa" ]pnyaasa Gar kI tlaaSa kao laokr ilaKa gayaa baohd pznaIya‚ jaonau[na AaOr kuC hd tk proSaana krnaovaalaa ]pnyaasa hO. [sao ilaKkr maOM [tnaa hlaka AaOr KalaI hao gayaa qaa ik lagaBaga ek vaYa- tk kuC AaOr ilaK hI nahIM payaa."

[sa ]pnyaasa kao pZ,to hue k[- baar lagata hO ik dSa-na maoM laoKk kI ivaSaoYa $ica hO. p`%yaok vastu pirvat-naSaIla hO‚ yah lagaatar badla rhI hO AaOr na[- bana rhI hO. yah ]pnyaasa [sa tqya kI BaI gavaahI dota imalata hO ik AadmaI Apnao janma sao hI Aaj,aadI ka varNa krta hO. laoKk yahaM caupko sao savaala ]zata hO ik jaba Aaj,aadI ek maUlya hO tao ]sao iksaI BaI trh ka sauK baaMQa hI nahIM sakta. yahaM iksaI ko saaqa AanaMd ko carma ka Baaoga BaI baMQana nahIM bana sakta. tao @yaa Aaj,aadI sao AiBap`aya eosaI maui@t hO jahaM khIM zhrava nahIMÆ @yaa Aaj,aadI ka p`itfla eosaI ËUrta maoM inaiht rhta hOÆ @yaa khIM saurixat SarNa haotI BaI hOÆ ibanaa iksaI rTI rTa[- bahsa kao ]Baaro‚ ibanaa iksaI Íoma maoM sqaaipt hue‚ ibanaa iksaI GaaoiYat jaaga$kta ko‚ yah ]pnyaasa manauYya kI BaaOitkvaadI – dRiYT‚ Aqa- kI jaD,ta AaOr mana kI Aisqarta kI icaMidyaaM ]D,a dota hO. 

"dosa ibaranaa" kI kqaa saIQaI–saadI hO. gaganadIp naamak ek inamna maQyavagaI-ya pMjaabaI isa@K pirvaar ³ramagaiZ,yaa trKana–baZ,[-´ ka laD,ka Apnao BayaMkr isar–dd- sao proSaana haokr koSa kTvaa Dalata hO. [sa GaTnaa pr‚ Gar ko jabardst ivaraoQa va ipta kI hD\DI taoD, ipTa[- ko karNa ]sao Apnaa Gar CaoD,naa pD,ta hO. vah gau$WaraoM kI saovaa krta huAa‚ T/sTaoM va gau$Ba@taoM ko dana ko flasva$p ApnaI pZ,a[- jaarI rK pata hO. pZ,nao ko Aitir@t ]sakI kao[- vyavahairk $ica nahIM hO AaOr ]samaoM isqaityaaoM sao Tkranao ka jaunaUna jaaga`t hao cauka hO. ]saka yaaOna–SaaoYaNa BaI haota hO‚ ikMtu saBaI trh kI laacaairyaaoM kao drka kr AMtt: yah laD,ka Aa[-•Aa[-•TI• kanapur jaOsao ivaiSaYT saMsqaana sao pIeca•DI• tk kI pZ,a[- krta hO AaOr ifr mauMba[- maoM ek AcCI naaOkrI pa jaata hO. Gar ko Ahsaasa ko saharo Akolaapna kaTto hue ]sakI BaoMT ek eosao dMpit ³AlakaÀdovaoMd`´ sao haotI hO jahaM ]sao baD,I bahna va ima~ ka snaoh p`aPt haota hO. jaIvana kI phlaI p`oimaka ³gaaolDI´ imalatI hO. 

gaganadIp caaOdh vaYaao-M ko AMtrala ko baad Apnao Gar BaI jaata hO jahaM ]sako maata–ipta‚ dao Baa[-‚ PyaarI saI CaoTI bahna ³gauD\DI´ AaOr ima~ saMsaar ³nandU [%yaaid´ hO. jamaa pUMjaI saMga gaganadIp Gar ko p`it ApnaI Aasqaa kao isaw krnaa caahta hO ikMtu ]sako ipta maQyavagaI-ya Aaiqa-k itkD,maaoM maoM baMQao imalato hOM. ]sao ]laJaa donao¸ faMsa laonao ³SaadI jaOsao´ ko YaD\yaM~ ifr Sau$ haoto hOM. yahaM bahut kuC badla cauka hO ³jaao laaoga piricat naj,ar Aa BaI rho hOM‚ vao ]na dukanaaoM pr baOzo naj,ar nahIM Aa rho hOM ijana pr ]nhoM doKnao kI Aadt qaI mauJao. laaogaaoM ko caohraoM ko saaqa–saaqa ]nakI dukanaaoM ko caohro–maaohro BaI badla cauko hOM´Â SaadI ko naama pr haonao vaalaI ApnaI naIlaamaI sao Gabarakr ek baar ifr Apnaa Gar CaoD,ta hO gaganadIp. bahna ]cca iSaxaa laonaa caahtI hO AaOr gaganadIp BaI ApnaI bahna ko ilae kuC saaqa-k krnaa caahta hO. Apnao daost va bahna ko maaQyama sao Gar sao rabta rKo gaganadIp ka baar–baar ipta kI TuccaI maanaisakta sao saaxaa%kar haota hO. ek CaoTa Baa[- BaI mauMba[- Aakr‚ gaganadIp ko hI pOsao pr eoyyaaSaI krnao ko baavajaUd ]sao du%kar jaata hO. ]sakI p`oimaka BaI ]sao CaoD,kr Apnao baa^sa sao ivavaah kr laotI hO. 

inapT Akolao pD, gae va zgao gae gaganadIp kao ek hI idSaa idKa[- pD,tI hO ik Apnaa doSa CaoD,kr ivadoSa Baaga jaae. At: laMdna maoM ek haMDa – pirvaar ka vah Gar–jaMvaa[- bananaa svaIkar krta hO. haMDa – pirvaar‚ gaupcaup va inataMt maaOilak ZMga sao Apnao damaadaoM ka SaaoYaNa krta Aa rha hO. yahaM k[- trh ko Cd\ma‚ JaUz va ma@kairyaaM hOM. haMDa–pirvaar ko vyaapar maoM Apnao ivaj,ana ³kmPyaUTr &ana [%yaaid´ ka laaBa donao ko baavajaUd‚ baavajaUd ApnaI ANaK ³Ku_arI´ ko‚ iSaiSar jaOsao saaZU–ima~ ko baavajaUd‚ p%naI kI doh maoM DUbanao ko baavajaUd‚ gaganadIp ApnaI p%naI ³gaaOrI´ sao dUr haota calaa jaata hO. [sa baIca ]sakI majaI- ko ivaprIt ]sakI bahna kI SaadI hao jaatI hO tqaa kalaaMtr maoM vah dhoja ka iSakar haotI hO. gaganadIp kao ifr sao puranaa isardd- Sau$ haota hO. iksaI [laaja sao laaBa na haonao ko karNa ]sao yaaoga–naocaraopOqaI kI SarNa maoM lao jaayaa jaata hO. yahaM ]sakI Aa%maga`MiqayaaM KulatI hOM‚ laaBa haota hO. yahaM Alaga trh ka saMSlaoYaNa hO ijasao baunanao maoM laoKk nao pyaa-Pt maohnat kI hO. [sa baIca haMDa – pirvaar ko pasa pD,o pasapaoT-–vaIj,aa jaOsao popr irnyaUAla ko ilae ]sao vaapsa imalato hOM. vah laaOTnao ka inaScaya krta hO ik yahIM maalaivaka sao gaganadIp ko saMbaMQa banato hOM. maalaivaka kI BaI ek Alaga khanaI hO ijasako j,aire laoKk doh‚ BaaOitkvaad‚ ivadoSaaoM maoM basao dosaI yauvakaoM kI laMpTta kao ]Baarta hO. gaganadIp ApnaI vaapsaI sao pUva- maalaivaka sao doh saMbaQa sqaaipt krta krta hO. [sako t%kala baad sabakuC CaoD,–CaDkr‚ gaganadIp kI Apnao doSa kI Aaor vaapsaI haotI hO.

"rhnaa naihM dosa ibaranaa hO
yah saMsaar kagad kI puiD,yaa
baUMd pD,o Gaula jaanaa hO
yah saMsaar kaMT kI baaD,I
]laJa–pulaJa mair jaanaa hO
yah saMsaar JaaD, AaOr JaaMKr
Aaga lagao bair jaanaa hO
kht kbaIr saunaao Ba[- saaQaao
satgau$ naama izkanaa hO."

]pnyaasa maoM eosaa kqaaËma yaUM hI GaiTt nahIM haota hO. ]illaiKt khanaI maorI sapaTbayaanaI hO. saUrjap`kaSa [sa ]pnyaasa maoM‚ Apnao rcanaa%mak–kaOSala saMga saamaaijak‚ dOihk va maanaisak samasyaaAaoM kao na kovala ]Baarto hOM‚ ]nasao jaUJato hOM‚ bailk pazk kao tOyaar BaI krto hOM. vao BaartIya maQyavaga- ko WMW kao caInhto–caInhto‚ ena•Aar•Aa[-• kI samasyaaAaoM kao Kaolanao lagato hOM Aqavaa pOsao ³pUMjaI´ ko duYpirNaamaaoM kI kla[- Kaolato–Kaolato‚ ivadoSaaoM maoM daoyama djao- ka jaIvana jaInao kao AiBaSaPt BaartIya yauvaa–maanasa kI laacaarI kao baunanao lagato hOM. ApnaI jaD,aoM sao TUTtI pIZ,I ko bar@sa ]nhoM Apnao doSa kI galaIja ij,aMdgaI yaad hao AatI hO. jaba vao gaganadIp ko Gar ka BaUgaaola Kaolato hOM tao "gaurdyaala isaMh" kI yaad idlaa jaato hOM AaOr jaba laMdna kI baat krto hOM tao eosaa lagata hO ik pazk kI AMgaulaI qaamao‚ ]sao Apnao saaqa–saaqa laMdna Gaumaa rho haoM. 

[sa ]pnyaasa kI takt [sakI naa^sTOiljak cauBana maoM inaiht hO. Sau$Aat maoM hI laoKk nao [sa t%va kao pkD, ilayaa hO. baaj,aar ko maark tovaraoM ka ]Baar BaI [sa ]pnyaasa pr Baraosaa jagaata hO. haM² kBaI–kBaI gaganadIp ka [tnaa AiQak SahIdanaa vyavahar AKrta ja$r hO AaOr AMt maoM ekdma sao maalaivaka kao CaoD,kr Aa jaanaa BaI gaganadIp ko Apnao hI cair~ sao maola nahIM Kata‚ ifr BaI yah ]pnyaasa pznaIya tao hO hI. [sailae BaI ik jaba sqaaipt hao cauko baD,o–baujauga- saaih%yakar‚ ApnaI AalaISaana kuisa-yaaoM sao ]z–]zkr yah isaw krnao kI iÔrak maoM naj,ar Aato hOM ik EaoYz saaih%ya drAsala vah haota hO jaao saamaaijak saraokaraoM sao pro hao tqaa ijasamaoM du:K–sauK‚ [Sk vagaOrh ka baD,a saMsaar hao , , ,tao saamaaijak saraokaraoM ko p`it samaip-t [sa ]pnyaasa sao ivaSvaasa pu#ta haota hO ik drAsala laoKna tao saamaaijak p`itbawta ko ibanaa hao hI nahIM sakta. 

ihMdI–]pnyaasaaoM ko saMsaar maoM "dosa ibaranaa" ka svaagat hO. baavajaUd JaTkodar AMt ko‚ laoKk‚ jaIvana kI AayarnaI sao pazk ka saaxaa%kar baKUbaI kra jaata hO. gaganadIp ka AMitma saMvaad hO : "[tnaI pZ,a[-‚ maohnat‚ hr trh ko saMGaYa- AaOr tklaIfaoM AaOr maanaisak tnaavaaoM ko BaIYaNa AaOr laMbao–laMbao daOr gauj,aarnao ko baad maOM Aaja caaOMtIsa saala kI ]ma` maoM [tnaa tnha‚ Akolaa‚ garIba AaOr baocaara banaa huAa hUM. ij,aMdgaI Bar mauJao [sa Sabd sao icaZ, rhI AaOr halaat nao mauJao baocaara banaa ko hI CaoD,a hO , , ,”
AaOr ifr :

"eosaI nagairyaa maoM ikih ivaiQa rhnaa
inat ]z klak lagaavaO sahnaa
ekO kuMAa paMca pinaharI
ekO laojaur Baro naaO naarI
fT gayaa kuMAa ibanasa ga[ baarI
ibalaga Ba[- paMcaao pinaharI
khO kbaIr naama ibanau baora
]z gayaa haikma lauT gayaa Dora."

— manaaoja Samaa-