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laoiKka
kusauma AMsala
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p`kaSak
rajapala eMD sansa¸ idllaI
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maUlya : 200 $pyao

tapsaI³]pnyaasa´

kusauma AMsala ka ]pnyaasa 'tapsaI' kovala vaRMdavana kI ivaQavaaAaoM ko jaIvana ka Aa[naa hI nahIM hO bailk s~I%va kI Aismata kI sqaapnaa ka ]pnyaasa hO. 

naaiyaka tapsaI ek baMgaailana ivaQavaa hO¸ ijasakI SaadI maaM–baap nao pOsaaoM ko laalaca maoM ek baImaar vaRw ko saaqa kr dI qaI. dao saala baad pit kI maR%yau hao jaanao pr sasaurala vaalao ]sao vaRMdavana ko ivaQavaa AaEama maoM CaoD, jaato hOM. tapsaI kao hOranaI [sa baat kI haotI hO ik saalaaoM vah KraoMca¸ laD,a[-¸ ipTa[- va dd- sao gauja,r kr jaItI rhI AaOr pit ko svaga- isaQaarnao ko baad ]nako irStodar vah saarI kI saarI dIvaaro–dhlaIja, BaI saMBaala kr baOz gae¸ ijasako kMTIlao pirvaoSa kao tapsaI Apnaa Gar samaJakr Aba tk rh rhI qaI. tapsaI saaocatI hO¸ '@yaa [tnaa sah jaanao pr BaI vah iksaI caIja, kI AiQakairNaI nahIM banaI qaIÆ' ivaQavaaAaoM ko baaro maoM mairyama ko Sabd dd- maoM DUbao hue hOM¸ , , , 'yah AaEama kba` hI tao hO. hma saba duinayaa ko ilae maro hue laaoga hOM. tapsaI¸ baahr ko saMsaar maoM hmaarI kao[- p`tIxaa nahIM kr rha.'

]pnyaasa tapsaI Qama-¸ tIqa-¸ samaaja AaOr manauYya ko davaaoM ko ivaÉw Gaaor saMdoh sao ]pjaa ek jvalaMt p`Sna bana kr saamanao Aata hO. laoiKka tapsaI maoM tIqa- kI Avamaananaa¸ itrskar yaa AsvaIkar kr rhI haoM eosaa nahIM lagata pr ]nhaoMnao tIqa- AaOr tapsaI ko parspirk ivalaaoma [sa p`kar rcao hOM ik tIqa- hI nahIM [-Svar BaI naaiyaka ko saamanao itraoiht hao jaata hO AaOr laoiKka ka Baavauk ica~Na pazk ko mana maoM AaËaoSa va AavaoSa ]%pnna krta hO.

]pnyaasa maoM ivaQavaaAaoM ko dd- ko saaqa–saaqa saD,I–galaI saamaaijak vyavasqaa pr BaI vyaMgya ikyaa gayaa hO. ek p~kar ko yao Sabd¸ ' , , ,yah janmaaYTmaI¸ yah ]%sava–%yaaohar Aapkao bahlaanao ko ilae hOM¸ [sailae ik Aap Apnao saca sao dUr [nhIM fUlaaoM¸ [nakI KuSabauAaoM¸ maMidraoM AaOr baad maoM pMiDtaoM ko inaima-t JaUz ko Aasapasa BaTktI rhoM AaOr vah saba na samaJa paeM jaao Aapkao samaJanaa hO¸ jaananaa hO.' [saI trh vah Aagao batata hO ik iksa trh ek laD,kI kao inava-s~ krko pUro gaaMva maoM Gaumaayaa gayaa qaa @yaaoMik vah gaaMva ko gaMuDaoM ko ivaraoQa maoM Gar kI caaOKT CaoD,kr puilasa sao madd maaMga rhI qaI. puilasa nao ]sakI TaMgao taoD, dIM¸ [sailae ik ]saka yah saahsa naakaibalao bada-St qaa tmaama AadmaI jaat ko ilae ik¸ Baart kI QartI pr madao-M ko Aamanao–saamanao haokr ek Adnaa–saI AaOrt Apnao AiQakar kI baat kro¸ isar ]zae¸ yahI nahIM¸ kanaUnaI laD,a[- laD,nao ka dussaahsa kr baOzo.

laoiKka nao tapsaI¸ vaRMda¸ naUrabaa[-¸ baraOta tqaa ivaQavaa AaEama kI [Mcaaja- AMibaka dovaI naamak pa~aoM Wara mazaoM¸ maMidraoM AaOr AaEamaaoM kI vaastivakta kao baD,o p`BaavaSaalaI ZMga sao ]jaagar ikyaa gayaa hO. saaqa hI ]na ivaQavaaAaoM ka ica~Na BaI bahut maaima-k ikyaa hO jaao saara idna maMidr maoM kIt-na krtI hOM tba khIM jaakr dao raoTI patI hO. yahaM BaI tapsaI saaocatI hO ik Bagavaana hr samaya Apnaa naama hI @yaaoM saunanaa caahto hOMÆ 'vah' Apnaa gauNagaana va p`SaMsaa sauna qakto nahIMÆ [tnao vaYaao-M maoM BaI Bagavaana tRPt nahIM hueÆ ivaQavaaAaoM ko saaqa SaaoYaNa¸ vyaiBacaar tao Aama baat hO. dana donao vaalaaoM kI vastueM BaMDaraoM maoM pD,I saD, jaatI hOM. laoikna AaEama maoM rh rhI ivaQavaaAaoM kI tar–tar hao caukI QaaoityaaoM ka nasaIba nahIM badlata. @yaa Bagavaana kao yah saba idKa[- nahIM dotaÆ

laoiKka nao pUro ]pnyaasa maoM kqaa gait AaOr p`vaah kao khIM BaI AvaÉw nahIM haonao idyaa hO. Anaok sqala [tnaI saUxmata sao vaiNa-t hOM AaOr ]namaoM [tnao saUxama ivavarNa hOM ik lagata hO jaOsao baMgaalaI saMskaraoM AaOr SaaMit inakotna ko pyaa-varNa kI AaBaa maoM dIixat kusauma nao Apnao AMdr ek tapsaI KaojaI hao¸ Apnao AMdr ek tapsaI jaI hao AaOr Apnao AMdr ]sa Bad` naarI%va kao lalakara hao jaao samaUcaI Bad`taAaoM ko baavajaUd tapisayaaM pOda krnao ko ilae ija,mmaodar hO.

]pnyaasa ]na pirisqaityaaoM ka BaI sajaIva ica~Na krta hO ik jaba hr samaya DaMT–fTkar saunanao vaalaI [na AaOrtaoM sao Pyaar–snaoh ka JaaMsaa dokr ivaSvaasaGaat ikyaa jaata hO. tapsaI eosaI hI pirisqaityaaoM ka iSakar haotI hO. jaba AMibaka dovaI ]sao ek QanaI vyai@t ko ilae saaqa AcCo jaIvana ka sapnaa dokr Baoja dotI hO. baila donao sao phlao jaOsao bakro kao hlaala ikyaa jaata hO vaOsao hI ]sao BaI saaÔ–sauqaro vas~¸ paOiYTk Aahar dokr AaOr snaoh ka ZaoMga rcaakr laUTa jaata hO. tapsaI kao pta ]sa samaya lagata hO jaba vah Asptala maoM pD,I haotI hO. AaOr ]sakI ek 'ikDnaI' dMpit nao Apnao ek irStodar ko ilae inaklavaa laI haotI hO.

pUro ]pnyaasa maoM pirisqaityaaoM kao baD,I baarIkI sao samaJanao ka p`yaasa ikyaa gayaa hO. AmaIrI AaOr garIbaI ka tulanaa%mak AQyayana BaI doKnao kao imalata hO. laoiKka vaRMdavana ko AMtiva-raoQaaoM maoM kao[- hla KaojatI BaI idKa[- dotI hO. vah svayaM maanatI hO ik vah vyavasqaa kao badlanao kI Sai@t tao nahIM rKtI laoikna samaaja kao ]saka Aa[naa tao idKa hI saktI hO. ina:saMdoh yah ]pnyaasa pznaIya hI nahIM¸ saMga`hNaIya BaI hO.

16 ma[- 2005