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ta[- bacanaI nao [tnaI dUr tk nahIM doKa
qaa. ipllao ko p`aNaaoM pr saMkT qaa AaOr ta[- ka )dya psaIja ]za
qaa. Aba jaao ta[- kao caotnaa hu[- AaOr ]sako BaItr ka Qama-–Baya
jaagaRt huAa tao ]sanao 'fUTo maoro Baaga' khkr ipllao kao ]zayaa AaOr
baahr galaI maoM foMk idyaa.
kma-do[- kuMtI kao vahIM KD,o CaoD, Apnao
Gar kI Aaor lapkI AaOr gaMgaajala kI baaotla ]za laa[-. ta[- bacanaI
ko SarIr pr CIMToM dokr ]sanao SaoYa baaotla saaro Gar maoM yahaM–vahaM
iCD,k dI. ta[- kao tinak–saa piva~ta ka Ahsaasa tao huAa prntu
]sako baar–baar khnao pr BaI na kuMtI nao maaoMZa ilayaa AaOr na kma-do[-
nao baOznaa svaIkar ikyaa. ]na daonaaoM ka vahaM baOznaa vaYaao-M sao
kmaae Qama-–laaBa kao naYT krnaa qaa. [tnaa BaI kma-do[- bacanaI ko
Pyaar maoM kr ga[- Anyaqaa vah iksaI dUsaro ko ilae [tnaa maUlyavaana
gaMgaajala Kca-nao vaalaI khaM qaI.
vao daonaaoM calaI ga[-M tao ta[- bacanaI
vyaakula hao ]zI. ]sao baar–baar Apnao pr $laa[- Aa rhI qaI.
"ho Bagavaana\Ñ maOMnao yah @yaa ikyaaÆ khaM sao Aa
mara vah maha%maa gao$AaÆ na maOM ]sakI baataoM maoM AatI¸ na
maora Qama- Ba`YT haota. mar jaata ipllaa hramaja,ada. saOMkD,aoM
ku%to–iballao raoja, marto hOM. AcCa Balaa dNDI svaamaI nao ]sa
idna kqaa maoM batayaa qaa ik ku%to kao CUnao sao saIQao nark maoM jaanaa
pD,ta hO. mauJao hI @yaa pD,I qaI bauw dovata bananao kI , , ,hayaÑ
Aba maOM @yaa k$MÆ" ta[- nao svagat kha.
prntu ]sako xaaoBa ka Samana nahIM hao pa
rha qaa. ta[- nao baahr vaalaa ikvaaD, band ikyaa AaOr panaI ko dsaok
maTko ]MDolakr Gar ka fSa- dao baar Qaao Dalaa. ifr kkrI rot sao dsaok
baar Apnao haqa maaMjao. yahaM tk ik haqaaoM kI camaD,I laala hao ga[-.
tba ta[- nao caUlho kI raK SarIr pr malaI AaOr snaana ikyaa.
"ho bajarMga balaIÑ sahayaI
haonaa. maoro papaoM kao kaTnaa ApnaI gada sao ho balavaIr. ho
AMjanaI–saut¸ [sa bauiZ,yaa ko gaunaah ba#Sanaa." khkr ]sanao Gar
maoM pD,I caaraoM Agarbai%tyaaM jalaa DalaIM.
ta[- sao ]sa Saama ka Kanaa na pkayaa
gayaa. idyaa–ba%tI jalaanao ka mana BaI nahIM huAa. vahI ta[- jaao
AaQao GaMTo sao AiQak Apnao Gar pr rhtI qaI tao ]sako tlavaaoM maoM
KujalaI haonao lagatI qaI¸ Aaja saaZ,o tIna GaNTo sao Apnao Gar maoM band
qaI. said-yaaoM ko idna¸ ta[- kI Saama kao naha[- baUZ,I doh AaOr ]sa pr
gaIlaa Gar. jaaD,o sao ta[- ko daMt bajanao lagao.
dIvaar sao lagaI baOzI ta[- kao AnauBava
huAa ik ]sakI doh [sa BayaMkr SaIt kao sahna na kr sakogaI. vah ]zI.
xaaoBa AaOr ivatRYNaa ko ]saI Ahsaasa maoM ]sanao saMskarvaSa
qaaoD,a–saa AaTa kTaorI maoM Dalakr gaIlaa ikyaa AaOr ]saka idyaa
banaayaa. $[- ka ek faha ]MgailayaaoM sao Qaunakr ]sanao ba%tI
banaa[- AaOr AlamaarI maoM rKo GaI ko iDbbao maoM iBagaao laI. idyaa jalaakr ]sanao kRYNa knhOyaa kI maUit- ko saamanao rKa AaOr vahIM maUit-
ko inakT ja,maIna pr baOz ga[-. baOzo–baOzo saaocatI rhI.
laaok–prlaaok¸ pap–puNya¸ pScaatap–p`ayaiScat sao sambaMiQat
kqaaAaoM maoM saunaI Anaok khainayaaM¸ Anaok GaTnaaeM ]sako maistYk maoM
GaUmatI rhIM. khIM kao[- samaaQaana imala jaae taik ]sakI ipllao ko
spSa- sao dUiYat doh puna: piva~ hao jaae. ]saka Saaipt Qama- ifr sao
jaagaRt hao jaae. [saI ]QaoD,bauna maoM na jaanao kba ta[- kI AaMK laga
ga[-.
rat AaQaI sao AiQak baIt caukI qaI. saara
mauhllaa caup kI gahrI naIMd maoM DUba gayaa qaa. caaraoM Aaor sannaaTa
saaM–saaM kr rha qaa. drvaajao, pr ipllao kI @vaaM–@vaaM sao ta[- kI
naIMd ]KD, ga[-.
"mar jaa hrama ko khIM jaakr. Aba
@yaa maoro p`aNa laokr Tlaogaa¸ saalaoÆ"
khkr ta[- ËaoQa sao Barkr ]zI. kRYNa knhOyaa kI maUit- ko saamanao rKa
idyaa Saant hao cauka qaa. AMQaoro sao AByast ta[- nao dIvaar sao saTI
pD,I JaaDU ]za[- AaOr drvaaja,o kI Aaor lapkI. ipllao kI kMU–kMU
inarntr jaarI qaI.
ta[- nao jaOsao hI drvaaja,a Kaolaa ]sao
lagaa jaOsao vahI saaQaU maha%maa saamanao KD,o hOM. AMQaoro maoM AaMKoM
faD,kr ]sanao doKa¸ vahaM kao[- nahIM qaa. kovala ipllao kI kMU–kMU
qaI. ]sao lagaa jaOsao maha%maa kh rho haoM –– '[sakI maaM haotI tao
, , , '
ta[- nao JaaDU vahIM rK dI AaOr BaItr jaakr iZbarI jalaa laI. haqa maoM iZbarI ilae ta[- War pr Aa[- AaOr
dao kdma galaI maoM inaklakr doKa. kao[- saaQaU maha%maa vahaM na
qaa.
Aksmaat ]sao pOMtIsa vaYa- phlao kI
bafa-naI rat smarNa hao Aa[-. yah smaRit phlao paMca–saat vaYa- tao
ta[- kao bahut $laatI–satatI rhI qaI prntu ipClao tIsa ek vaYaao-M sao
]sanao Aa%mabala Wara [sa smaRit kao Apnao BaItr hI dfnaa ilayaa qaa. [sa
smaRit kI kba` hI qaI jaao ]sako BaItr sao icaD,icaD,ahT ]galatI rhtI qaI. ta[-
ka pUjaa–paz¸ kqaa–vaata- saba [saI kba`` pr AaOr AiQak ima+I Dalanao
ka inarntr p`yaasa qaa taik [sa `` maoM pD,I smaRit kBaI jaagaRt na hao.
tba ta[- ka pit jaIivat qaa. ]naka
Gar sauKaoM sao sampnna qaa. Gar ko AaMgana maoM bacanaI ko baccao kI
iklakairyaaM gaMUjaa krtI qaIM. Gar ko kmaraoM maoM baccao kI hMsaI
CnaCnaayaa krtI qaI. laoikna ek idna , , ,AbaaoQa iSaSau nao
kmaro ko kaonao maoM sao ]zakr vao dao kalaI–kalaI gaaoilayaaM Ka laI
qaI¸ jaao bacanaI kI naaOkranaI nao caUho maarnao ko ilae kaonao–AMtro
maoM foMk rKI qaIM,. kuC hI dor maoM baccao kI halat ibagaD, ga[-
qaI. tba Gabarakr ]sanao Apnao pit kao caaOpala pr sao baulavaayaa
qaa AaOr vah baocaara Baagakr vaOV¸ Da^@Tr tqaa AaoJaa tInaaoM kao pkD,
laayaa qaa. prntu kao[- ]pcaar kama na Aa saka qaa AaOr SaIt sao
izzurtI hu[- ]sa rat ko tIsaro phr maoM baccao nao gad-na lauZ,ka dI qaI.
ta[- ikvaaD, band krko ipllao kao BaItr
lao ga[-. vah SaIt sao izzur rha qaa. ta[- ko Gar maoM ek hI ilahaf
qaa. laoikna Aba ta[- ko BaItr kao[- saMGaYa- na qaa¸ kao[- saMskar
nahIM qaa. ]sanao sahja svaaBaaivak ZMga sao baramado maoM pD,I ApnaI
KiTyaa KIMcaI¸ ]sa pr Apnaa ekmaa~ ibaCaOnaa Kaolaa AaOr ipllao kao saaqa
laokr laoT ga[-.
ek xaNa ko ilae ]sao lagaa ik vah ta[-
bacanaI nahIM¸ maaM bacanaI hOM. Apnao baccao kI maaM hO AaOr baccaa
]sakI CatI sao lagaa saao rha hO.
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