ta[- bacanaI nao [tnaI dUr tk nahIM doKa qaa. ipllao ko p`aNaaoM pr saMkT qaa AaOr ta[- ka )dya psaIja ]za qaa. Aba jaao ta[- kao caotnaa hu[- AaOr ]sako BaItr ka Qama-–Baya jaagaRt huAa tao ]sanao 'fUTo maoro Baaga' khkr ipllao kao ]zayaa AaOr baahr galaI maoM foMk idyaa.

kma-do[- kuMtI kao vahIM KD,o CaoD, Apnao Gar kI Aaor lapkI AaOr gaMgaajala kI baaotla ]za laa[-. ta[- bacanaI ko SarIr pr CIMToM dokr ]sanao SaoYa baaotla saaro Gar maoM yahaM–vahaM iCD,k dI. ta[- kao tinak–saa piva~ta ka Ahsaasa tao huAa prntu ]sako baar–baar khnao pr BaI na kuMtI nao maaoMZa ilayaa AaOr na kma-do[- nao baOznaa svaIkar ikyaa. ]na daonaaoM ka vahaM baOznaa vaYaao-M sao kmaae Qama-–laaBa kao naYT krnaa qaa. [tnaa BaI kma-do[- bacanaI ko Pyaar maoM kr ga[- Anyaqaa vah iksaI dUsaro ko ilae [tnaa maUlyavaana gaMgaajala Kca-nao vaalaI khaM qaI.

vao daonaaoM calaI ga[-M tao ta[- bacanaI vyaakula hao ]zI. ]sao baar–baar Apnao pr $laa[- Aa rhI qaI.
"ho Bagavaana\Ñ  maOMnao yah @yaa ikyaaÆ  khaM sao Aa mara vah maha%maa gao$AaÆ  na maOM ]sakI baataoM maoM AatI¸ na maora Qama- Ba`YT haota. mar jaata ipllaa hramaja,ada. saOMkD,aoM ku%to–iballao raoja, marto hOM.  AcCa Balaa dNDI svaamaI nao ]sa idna kqaa maoM batayaa qaa ik ku%to kao CUnao sao saIQao nark maoM jaanaa pD,ta hO. mauJao hI @yaa pD,I qaI bauw dovata bananao kI  , , ,hayaÑ  Aba maOM @yaa k$MÆ"  ta[- nao svagat kha.      

prntu ]sako xaaoBa ka Samana nahIM hao pa rha qaa. ta[- nao baahr vaalaa ikvaaD, band ikyaa AaOr panaI ko dsaok maTko ]MDolakr Gar ka fSa- dao baar Qaao Dalaa. ifr kkrI rot sao dsaok baar Apnao haqa maaMjao. yahaM tk ik haqaaoM kI camaD,I laala hao ga[-. tba ta[- nao caUlho kI raK SarIr pr malaI AaOr snaana ikyaa.

"ho bajarMga balaIÑ  sahayaI haonaa. maoro papaoM kao kaTnaa ApnaI gada sao ho balavaIr. ho AMjanaI–saut¸ [sa bauiZ,yaa ko gaunaah ba#Sanaa." khkr ]sanao Gar maoM pD,I caaraoM Agarbai%tyaaM jalaa DalaIM.

ta[- sao ]sa Saama ka Kanaa na pkayaa gayaa. idyaa–ba%tI jalaanao ka mana BaI nahIM huAa. vahI ta[- jaao AaQao GaMTo sao AiQak Apnao Gar pr rhtI qaI tao ]sako tlavaaoM maoM KujalaI haonao lagatI qaI¸ Aaja saaZ,o tIna GaNTo sao Apnao Gar maoM band qaI. said-yaaoM ko idna¸ ta[- kI Saama kao naha[- baUZ,I doh AaOr ]sa pr gaIlaa Gar. jaaD,o sao ta[- ko daMt bajanao lagao.

dIvaar sao lagaI baOzI ta[- kao AnauBava huAa ik ]sakI doh [sa BayaMkr SaIt kao sahna na kr sakogaI. vah ]zI. xaaoBa AaOr ivatRYNaa ko ]saI Ahsaasa maoM ]sanao saMskarvaSa qaaoD,a–saa AaTa kTaorI maoM Dalakr gaIlaa ikyaa AaOr ]saka idyaa banaayaa. $[- ka ek faha ]MgailayaaoM sao Qaunakr ]sanao ba%tI banaa[- AaOr AlamaarI maoM rKo GaI ko iDbbao maoM iBagaao laI. idyaa jalaakr ]sanao kRYNa knhOyaa kI maUit- ko saamanao rKa AaOr vahIM maUit- ko inakT ja,maIna pr baOz ga[-. baOzo–baOzo saaocatI rhI. laaok–prlaaok¸ pap–puNya¸ pScaatap–p`ayaiScat sao sambaMiQat kqaaAaoM maoM saunaI Anaok khainayaaM¸ Anaok GaTnaaeM ]sako maistYk maoM GaUmatI rhIM. khIM kao[- samaaQaana imala jaae taik ]sakI ipllao ko spSa- sao dUiYat doh puna: piva~ hao jaae. ]saka Saaipt Qama- ifr sao jaagaRt hao jaae. [saI ]QaoD,bauna maoM na jaanao kba ta[- kI AaMK laga ga[-.

rat AaQaI sao AiQak baIt caukI qaI. saara mauhllaa caup kI gahrI naIMd maoM DUba gayaa qaa. caaraoM Aaor sannaaTa saaM–saaM kr rha qaa. drvaajao, pr ipllao kI @vaaM–@vaaM sao ta[- kI naIMd ]KD, ga[-.

"mar jaa hrama ko khIM jaakr. Aba @yaa maoro p`aNa laokr Tlaogaa¸ saalaoÆ"
khkr ta[- ËaoQa sao Barkr ]zI. kRYNa knhOyaa kI maUit- ko saamanao rKa idyaa Saant hao cauka qaa. AMQaoro sao AByast ta[- nao dIvaar sao saTI pD,I JaaDU ]za[- AaOr drvaaja,o kI Aaor lapkI.  ipllao kI kMU–kMU inarntr jaarI qaI.

ta[- nao jaOsao hI drvaaja,a Kaolaa ]sao lagaa jaOsao vahI saaQaU maha%maa saamanao KD,o hOM. AMQaoro maoM AaMKoM faD,kr ]sanao doKa¸ vahaM kao[- nahIM qaa. kovala ipllao kI kMU–kMU qaI. ]sao lagaa jaOsao maha%maa kh rho haoM –– '[sakI maaM haotI tao  , , , '

ta[- nao JaaDU vahIM rK dI AaOr BaItr jaakr iZbarI jalaa laI. haqa maoM iZbarI ilae ta[- War pr Aa[- AaOr dao kdma galaI maoM inaklakr doKa. kao[- saaQaU maha%maa vahaM na qaa.

Aksmaat ]sao pOMtIsa vaYa- phlao kI bafa-naI rat smarNa hao Aa[-. yah smaRit phlao paMca–saat vaYa- tao ta[- kao bahut $laatI–satatI rhI qaI prntu ipClao tIsa ek vaYaao-M sao ]sanao Aa%mabala Wara [sa smaRit kao Apnao BaItr hI dfnaa ilayaa qaa. [sa smaRit kI kba` hI qaI jaao ]sako BaItr sao icaD,icaD,ahT ]galatI rhtI qaI. ta[- ka pUjaa–paz¸ kqaa–vaata- saba [saI kba`` pr AaOr AiQak ima+I Dalanao ka inarntr p`yaasa qaa taik [sa `` maoM pD,I smaRit kBaI jaagaRt na hao.

tba ta[- ka pit jaIivat qaa. ]naka Gar sauKaoM sao sampnna qaa. Gar ko AaMgana maoM bacanaI ko baccao kI iklakairyaaM gaMUjaa krtI qaIM. Gar ko kmaraoM maoM baccao kI hMsaI CnaCnaayaa krtI qaI.  laoikna ek idna  , , ,AbaaoQa iSaSau nao kmaro ko kaonao maoM sao ]zakr vao dao kalaI–kalaI gaaoilayaaM Ka laI qaI¸ jaao bacanaI kI naaOkranaI nao caUho maarnao ko ilae kaonao–AMtro maoM foMk rKI qaIM,. kuC hI dor maoM baccao kI halat ibagaD, ga[- qaI. tba Gabarakr ]sanao Apnao pit kao caaOpala pr sao baulavaayaa qaa AaOr vah baocaara Baagakr vaOV¸ Da^@Tr tqaa AaoJaa tInaaoM kao pkD, laayaa qaa. prntu kao[- ]pcaar kama na Aa saka qaa AaOr SaIt sao izzurtI hu[- ]sa rat ko tIsaro phr maoM baccao nao gad-na lauZ,ka dI qaI.

ta[- ikvaaD, band krko ipllao kao BaItr lao ga[-. vah SaIt sao izzur rha qaa. ta[- ko Gar maoM ek hI ilahaf qaa. laoikna Aba ta[- ko BaItr kao[- saMGaYa- na qaa¸ kao[- saMskar nahIM qaa. ]sanao sahja svaaBaaivak ZMga sao baramado maoM pD,I ApnaI KiTyaa KIMcaI¸ ]sa pr Apnaa ekmaa~ ibaCaOnaa Kaolaa AaOr ipllao kao saaqa laokr laoT ga[-.

ek xaNa ko ilae ]sao lagaa ik vah ta[- bacanaI nahIM¸ maaM bacanaI hOM. Apnao baccao kI maaM hO AaOr baccaa ]sakI CatI sao lagaa saao rha hO.   

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