ica{a–p~I ica{a pMiDt nao baaMcaI

janavarI ko ica{o

ica{a–pMiDt ka ek baar ifr rama–rama. ihMdI ica{o baaMcanao ko baad kuC yajamaanaaoM sao baat hu[-. k[- laaogaaoM nao ica{a ilaKnao kI [cCa ja,aihr kI magar ihMdI maoM kOsao kmPyaUTr pr ilaKa jaae nahIM pta ]nhoM. saaocaa [saka BaI ]paya hma hI batae doto hOM. ihMdI ica{o ilaKnao ko ilae Aap yaUinakaoD kao kama maoM laa sakto hOM AaOr baD,I AasaanaI sao dovanaagarI maoM ilaK–pZ, sakto hOM. yaUinakaoD maoM pZ,nao–ilaKnao ko ilae Aap yahaM sao madd lao sakto hOM.

idsaMbar kI kD,kD,atI zMD ko saaqa hI 2005 sada ko ilayao [ithasa bana gayaa AaOr janavarI maoM 2006 nao iSaSau $p maoM kdma rKa. ica{akaraoM nao baD,I QaUma–Qaama sao [sa nayao saala ka svaagat ikyaa. k[- nayao ica{akar BaI saamanao Aae. Aa[e¸ naja,r Dalato hOM [sa nayao maah ko ica{aoM pr.

maah ko SauÉ maoM hI vairYz ica{akar riva rtlaamaI ko laoK 'nayao saala ko nayao saMklp' nao ApnaI Qaak jamaa[-. ]nhaoMnao ipClao saala ike gae Apnao saMklpaoM pr naja,r daODa[- AaOr Kud kao SaabaaSaI dI ik vaao ]na saMklpaoM pr kaÔI hd tk Kra ]tr pae. [saI ko calato ]nhaoMnao Apnao nayao saMklpaoM pr Apnaa nayaa vyaMja,la yaaina vyaMgyaa%mak ga,ja,la ilaK Dalaa ³[sao pZ,naa na BaUlaoM´. yahI nahIM ]nhaoMnao Apnao Sahr rtlaama ko ek ivaSaoYa maolao ko baaro maoM batayaa. "rtlaama maoM ek SmaSaana sqala hO i~vaoNaI saMgama. [sa sqala pr Ait p`acaIna kala sao hI ek kuMD ³baavaD,I´ banaa huAa hO¸ ijasako jala maoM dah–saMskar ko pScaat laaoga snaanaaid krto hOM. [sa SmaSaana sqala pr hr vaYa-¸ [nhIM idnaaoM ek maolaa lagata hO. maolao maoM tmaama hMsaI–KuSaI ko Aayaaojana haoto hOM. maolao maoM ivaËya ko ilae Kola–iKlaaOnao¸ Kanao–pInao kI caIjaoM, manaaorMjana ko ilae tmaaSaa–JaUlao [%yaaid tao haoto hI hOM¸ rai~ maoM p`itidna Alaga–Alaga idna kivasammaolana¸ saMgaIt AaOr naaTk [%yaaid ka Aayaaojana BaI [sa dsa idvasaIya maolao maoM ikyaa jaata hO." 

riva rtlaamaI rcanaakar naamak blaa^ga kI BaI doKroK krto hOM. rcanaakar ]na saBaI rcanaakaraoM kao¸ jaao AMtjaa-la pr ApnaI rcanaaeM laanao maoM Asamaqa- hOM¸ kao p`kaiSat krta hO.  k[- baar AMtjaa-la pr p`kaiSat caunaI hu[- AcCI rcanaaeM BaI yahaM p`kaiSat haotI hOM. maah ko Sau$ maoM rcanaakar maoM vairYz laoiKka mamata kailayaa ka laoK 'iktnao SahraoM maoM iktnaI baar' p`kaiSat huAa. [sa laoK maoM vao ]na SahraoM kao yaad krtI hOM jahaM vao rhIM hOM. "jaba BaI kao[- mauJasao pUCta hO tuma iksa Sahr kI hao¸ maOM baD,o ca@kr maoM pD, jaatI hUM. @yaa khUMÑ khaM kI bata}M Apnao kao. @yaa laaogaaoM kao nahIM maalaUma ik sarkarI naaOkrI krnao vaalao baap ko baccao iksaI ek jagah ko nahIM haoto. vao DoZ, dao saala ko ilae Sahr maoM Dora Dalato hOM. tbaadlao ka kaga,ja, Aato hI vao T/k maoM saamaana Dala Agalao Anajaana Sahr kI trÔ inakla pD,to hOM. dsa idna maoM ]nako skUla badla jaato hOM¸ baIsa idna maoM baaolaI baanaI." 

ga`oga gaa]ilDMga ihMdI BaaYaI nahIM magar ihMdI ko ilae ]naka p`oma doK kr mana baaga,–baaga, hao jaata hO. ihMdI maoM ]naka blaaga ]nako inajaI va>vyaaoM kI AiBavyai> hO. ihMdI maoM ]nako ilaKnao ka p`yaasa sarahnaIya hO. ]nako [sa lagana AaOr QaOya- kao doK kr ]nako ica{o kao pZ,to samaya ]nakI ihMdI ilaKto samaya hu[- ga,laityaaoM kao pazk naja,r–AMdaja, kr doto hOM. ga`oga ek AQyaapk hOM jaao AMtra-YT/Iya str kI p`ityaaogaI prIxaaAaoM ko ilae Ca~aoM kao tOyaar krto hOM. ]nhaoMnao Apnao ek ica{o maoM [na prIxaaAaoM jaOsao saOT¸ jaIAar[-¸ jaImaOT Aaid ko baaro maoM qaaoD,I saI jaanakarI dI hO ijasao yahaM pZ,a jaa sakta hO.  

Baart ko C<aIsagaZ, p`doSa sao jayap`kaSa maanasa ihMdI saaih%ya kI ina:svaaqa- saovaa kr rho hOM. ]nako lailat inabaMQaaoM ko saMga`h kao purskar imala cauko hOM AaOr vaao lagaatar ihMdI kao ]saka sahI sammaana va sqaana donao kI ApnaI kaoiSaSa maoM lagao hOM. ]nhaoMnao ihMdI ica{akaraoM kI duinayaa maoM ipClao vaYa- kdma rKa AaOr Apnao blaa^ga pr lagaatar AcCo ica{o p`kaiSat ike. ek laoK maoM Aajakla kI iSaxaap`NaalaI pr manaaorMjak vaata-laap Wara icaMta vya@t kI ga[- hO.
iSaxak khto hOM¸ "yaad krao baccao". 
maaM–baap rT lagaae rhto hOM¸ "Aba tao yaad kr laao baoTo." 
pasa–pD,aosa sao BaI svar gaUMjanao lagata hO¸ "kOsao hao tuma laaoga baccao¸ prIxaa sar pr hO AaOr tuma hao ik paz yaad hI nahIM kr rho hao." 
ijaQar doKao– "yaad krao–yaad krao– yaad krao." 
@yaa prIxaa ka matlaba isaÔ- yaad krnaa hI rh gayaa hOÆ 
]nako [sa laoK kao yahaM pZ,a jaa sakta hO. [sa maah ]nako ica{o pr p`kaiSat baala kivataAaoM nao BaI sabakao KUba AakiYa-t ikyaa.

p`%yaxaa na isaÔ- ek kvaiya~I va khanaIkar hOM bailk ]nhaoMnao CaoTo–CaoTo saMsmarNaIya laoKaoM sao BaI Apnao ica{o kao sajaa rKa hO. ]nakI baoTI ko dupihyaa saa[ikla saIKnao ko AnauBava sao SauÉ kr ko vao Apnao bacapna kI yaadaoM kao taja,a krtI hOM." hr Sainavaar AaOr rivavaar hmaoM saa[-ikla imala jaatI AaOr hvaa sao baatoM krto hmaarI saa[-ikla AaOr maOM. maoro baD,o Baa[- ko bacapna kI ek CaoTI saa[-ikla qaI. baadmaoM ]sao zIk–zak kra kr hmaoM do idyaa gayaa. baD,I saa[-ikla pr hmaara paMva ja,maIna tk nahIM phuMcata tao kOMcaI calaato hue yaaina saa[-ikla ko DMDo ko baIca sao paMva fMsaa kr ]sakI }Mcaa[- Apnao laayak banaa[- jaatI. CaoTI saa[-ikla sao yao samasyaa dUr hao ga[-." ]nako [sa raocak saMsmarNa kao yahaM pZ,a jaa sakta hO. ek AaOr saMsmarNa 'bacapna ko idna BaI @yaa idna qao' maoM bacapna kI yaadaoM kao AaOr taja,a krto hue vao khtI hOM¸ "yahI jagah qaI jahaM hmanao laIcaI Ka[- poD,aoM kI SaaKaoM pr baMdraoM kI trh laTko hue Qaana ko KotaoM maoM lauka–iCpI KolaI¸ TyaUbavaola kI maaoTI Qaar ko naIcao KD,o nahae Aama ko poD, kI lacaIlaI DailayaaoM pr rssaI baaMQa kr GauD,–savaarI kI¸ kccao Aimayaa kao kaTkr¸ namak imaca- baurk kr $maala maoM lapoT kr KUba nacaayaa AaOr ifr caTkaro lao kr saI–saI krto Kayaa¸ gaullaI DMDa Kolao¸ ip+ao Kolaa¸ ptMga ]D,ayaa."

maisajaIvaI ihMdI p`omaI hOM. [MjaIinayairMga kI ]paiQa laonao ko baad ]nhaoMnao ihMdI maoM pIeca ,DI ,kI. ihMdI ica{aoM pr vaao isaÔ- Apnao ivacaar hI nahIM bailk ApnaI ivastRt klpnaa kao klaa ka $p do kr Dalato rhto hOM. QaUmaiSaKa ko r%na doiKe ]nako ica{o pr.

poSao sao Da@Tr saunaIla [TlaI sao ilaKto hOM. ]nako laoKaoM maoM BaavaaoM va BaaYaa ko sarlata hI pazkaoM kao ]nako blaaga kI trÔ AakiYa-t krtI hO. vaao kuC idna phlao idllaI gae hue qao. [sa baar ko hue ]nakI idllaI yaa~a ko kuC raocak ica~ AaOr ivavarNa yahaM doKo jaa sakto hOM. [TlaI sao hI ek AaOr ica{akr hOM ramacaMd` imaEa. vyavasaaya sao koimasT hOM magar faoTaoga`aÔI AaOr kivata ko SaaOkIna. Aayao idna [nako ica{o pr manamaaohk tsvaIroM AaOr manaBaavana kivataeM lagaI rhtI hOM. yah tao pta nahIM ik kivataeM ]nakI Kud kI ilaKI hu[- hOM yaa iksaI AaOr kI pr Agar Aap ica~aoM AaOr kivataAaoM ko SaaOkIna hOM tao yahaM kI saOr kr sakto hO.

AaSaIYa EaIvaastva ka ko ica{o ka naama hO 'KalaI pIlaI'. [sa maah ]nako ica{o pr sabasao manaaorMjak laoK rha 'ima{U puraNa'. Gar maoM palatU pxaI ek baccao ko samaana haota hO. Apnao taoto kI SarartaoM ko baaro maoM vaao batato hue khto hOM¸ "Apnao ima{Urama kao gaanao saunanao ka BaI SaaOk hO¸ TIvaI pr gaanao saunaogaa AaOr saITI bajaaegaa. mammaI kI pUjaapaz maMo BaI ]naka sahyaaoga rhogaa. mammaI jaba AartI kroMgaI tba vaao saITI bajaaegaa. jaba mammaI "hro rama hro rama rama rama hro hro" gaaeMgaI tba vaao BaI saaqa maMo gaaegaa. kula imalaakr vaao kaÔI SarIÔ hO laoikna jaba iba+I kI sahoilayaa AaeMgaI tba laaoÔr bana jaaegaa. ]nakao doK kr BaI saITI bajaaegaa. saBaI sao tmaIja, sao baatoM krogaa laoikna ipMTU kao "Abao ipMTU" hI khogaa. iba+I ko saaqa yaid baOza hao pta nahI @yaa–@yaa baaolato rhogaa¸ ibanaa Éko¸ lagaatar baD,baD, calatI rhogaI. iba+I nao yaid ]sakao DaMTa tao maharaja ]sakao BaI nahIM CaoD,to¸ baaolaoMgao "ToTkI". hma laaoga iba+I kao icaZ,anao ko ilae "ToTkI" khto hOM¸ AaOr pta nahIM kOsao ima{Urama yao jaanata hO." ]nako taoto ko yao maja,odar ikssao pZ, kr Aap BaI mausakura ]zoMgao.

Saorao SaayarI ko ilae Aa[e calaoM laxmaI gauPt ko ica{o pr. laxmaI gauPt nyaUyaak-¸ Amaoirka maoM hOM. Aba tk ilaKo ica{aoM pr ]nhaoMnao isaÔ- ApnaI kivataeM hI paosT kI hOM. 'mana ko mahla' naamak kivata maoM ]nhaoMnao bahut gaU,Z, baat khI hO.
"mana nao saaro mahla banaae
mana nao saaro maMidr.
mana kI hI hO maayaa saarI
mana kI saarI mauiSkla.."

mana nao saara Qana ]pjaayaa
mana kI saarI maihmaa.
mana kI pUjaa saba jaga krta
mana kI saarI gairmaa."  [sa kivata kao Aap Aagao yahaM pZ, sakto hOM.

pMkja baoMgaanaI nao blaaga kI duinayaa maoM ABaI–ABaI hI kdma rKa hO. Ahmadabaad ko [sa ica{akar nao gaujarat ko BaIYaNa BaUkMp ko baad Aaja kI isqait pr ek naja,r DalaI hO Apnao laoK 'gaujarat BaUkMp ko paMca saala baad' maoM. vao khto hOM¸ "gaujarat ifr sao KD,a hao cauka hO. Bauja¸ gaaMQaIQaama¸ Bacaa}¸ AMjaar¸ Ahmadabaad tbaahI sao ]z kr ivakasa kI imasaala poSa kr rho hOM. kuC maihnaaMo phlao gaaMQaIQaama jaanao ka maaOka imalaa. maOM ]%saaiht qaa ik BaukMp ko kuC AvaSaoYa¸ kuC inaSaainayaaM Saayad doK pa}M. pr maMO gaaMQaIQaama phuMca kr hOrana rh gayaaÑ vahaM tao kuC Alaga hI tsvaIr qaI. Saanadar saD,ko SaaoipMga maaolsa¸ nayaI–nayaI haoTlaoM AaOr KuSahala laaoga. maOMnao Apnao @laa[-MT kaola ³ijanasao imalanao maOM gayaa qaa´ kao puCa tao ]nhaoMnao kha¸ "BaUkMp tao ek trh sao vardana laokr Aayaa qaa." ]nako [sa laoK maoM isaÔ- jaanakarI hI nahIM hO bailk ]naka gava- BaI Jalakta hO. hmaara doSa AaOr doSavaasaI caahoM tao @yaa nahIM kr sakto. ]nako pUro laoK kao pZ,naa ]%saahvaQa-k AnauBava sao gauja,rnaa hO.

AnaUp Sau@la naamaI ica{akar hOM— KUba inayaimat AaOr klama ko QanaI. kBaI vyaMgya tao kBaI gaMBaIr ivaYayaaoM sao sajaa ]naka blaa^ga ica{ajagat maoM bahut laaokip`ya hO. saBaI ]nako nayao laoKaoM ka [Mtja,ar krto hOM. [sa baar ]nhaoMnao ihMdI ko jaanao maanao laoKk EaIlaala Sau@la ko saaqa ibatayao Apnao kuC plaaoM kao sabako saaqa baaMTa¸ "EaI laalajaI sao maulaakat krto samaya yah ibalkula nahIM AaBaasa haota ik hma iksaI bahut baD,o laoKk sao imala rho hOM. sahja haokr baat krto hOM. khIM sao ApnaI ivaW<aa ka AatMk jamaanao ka kao[- p`yaasa nahIM idKta. yah ]naka baD,Ppna hO ik baaolanao–ilaKnao maoM yaqaasaMBava ApnaI mahanata JaaD, ko iknaaro rKnao ko baad hI baat Sau$ krto hOM. baaolanao–ilaKnao maoM kBaI ApnaI DIMgao nahIM haMkto. jaba kao[- j,yaada tarIÔ krnao lagata hO tba vao ijatnaI jaldI hao sakta hO p`saMga badlanao ka p`yaasa krto hOM. raga drbaarI ko baaro maoM A@sar khto hOM – "Aro vaao tao maora badmaaSaI ka laoKna hO." [sa AivasmarNaIya laoK kao yahaM pZ,a jaa sakta hO.

26 janavarI 2006 hmaara 56vaaM gaNatM~ idvasa qaa. [sa Avasar pr saBaI ica{akaraoM nao ek dUsaro kao baQaa[- dI AaOr Apnao ica{aoM pr SauBasaMdoSa p`kaiSat ike. Aimat nao Apnao blaaga pr hmaaro raYT/gaana kao saunanao ko ilae ]plabQa krayaa. sauinayao "jana gaNa mana" AaOr Apnao doSa ko ilae KDo, hao jaa[e. 

blaaga jagat ek pirvaar jaOsaa lagata hO. nayao ica{akar jauD,to hOM AaOr [saI jagat ko bana ko rh jaato hOM. iTPpiNayaaoM kao pZ,nao sao maalaUma haota hO ik saBaI ica{akaraoM maoM ek irSta saa bana gayaa hO. blaaga maoM hao rho ica{akaraoM ko baIca vaata-¸ naaoMk–JaaoMk AaOr Pyaar doK kr eosaa lagata hO jaOsao yao saBaI ek dUsaro sao bahut AcCI trh piricat hOM AaOr [namaoM gahrI daostI hO. yajamaana hma BaI [na ica{aoM kao pZ,to hOM AaOr mana hI mana p`sanna haoto hOM. ihMdI maoM ica{a ilaKnao ko ilae [na ica{akaraoM nao k[- nayao–nayao yaM~ banaae hOM jahaM ihMdI maoM saIQao hI ilaKa jaa sakta hO. isaÔ- yahI nahIM ihMdI ko ica{akaraoM Wara ihMdI blaaigaMga kao tknaIkI dRiYT sao baohtr banaanao ko inarMtr p`yaasa ike jaa rho hOM. hma blaaga baaMcanao baOzto hOM tao ABaI BaI lagata hO ik bahut kuC ikyaa jaa sakta hO magar hOranaI va KuSaI haotI hO ik ihMdI blaaigaMga caMd saalaaoM maoM khaM sao khaM phuMca ga[- hO. tao yajamaana Aap pZ,to rhoM AaOr hma ilaKto rhoMgao. 

Agalao mahInao ifr nayao ica{aoM ko saaqa haija,r haoMgao. tba tk ko ilayao rama rama.

16 frvarI 2006