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[sa vaYa- tao balaa kI garmaI hO. ga`IYma ?tu ka AarmBa AaOpcaairk $p sao jaUna ko tIsaro saPtah sao maanaa jaata hO. [sa vaYa- tao huAa BaI
kuC eosaa ik maanaao Bagavaana BaI klaOnDr hI doK rha qaa. ga`IYma ?tu ko phlao idna sao hI garmaI pUro jaaor Saaor sao SauÉ hao ga[-.
kOnaoDa maoM saaQaarNatyaa garmaI lagaatar kBaI pD,tI nahIM hO. kuC idna Agar tapmaana qaaoD, }Ðcaa rha tao turnt vaYaa- hao jaatI hO AaOr tapmaana ifr naIcao hao jaata
hO. TaoraoMTao maoMÊ jahaÐ maOM rhta hUÐÊ [sa baar jaao garmaI AarmBa hu[- tao kuC saPtah tao tapmaana nao saaÐsa hI nahIM
laI. raoja tIsa sao laokr caaOMtIsa iDga`I saonTIga`oD ko baIca maoM jaata rha. maanaa ik bahut sao pazkaoM ko ilae yah tapmaana kuC BaI nahIM hO prntu hma laaogaaoM ko ilae jaao kOnaoDa maoM barsaaoM sao rh rho hOMÊ lagaBaga jaanalaovaa hO. ]cca
tapmaana ko saaqa ]masa haonao ko karNa caaOMtIsa iDga`I BaI kBaI–kBaI
cavaalaIsa iDga`I AnauBava haota hO. }pr sao p`dUYaNa kI samasyaa.
yahaÐ pr vaOsao tao hmaoSaa hI vaayau
bahtI rhtI hO prntu eosao idnaaoM maoMÊ jaba ]cca tapmaana haota hO¸
k[- baar vaayau qama jaatI hO. ]masa AaOr p`dUYaNa ka pta ]saI idna calata hO. pUro TaoraoMTao ko }pr ek QaueÐ ka AavarNa idKa[- dota hO AaOr [saI ko karNa tapmaana AaOr BaI }Ðcaa hao jaata hO.
raoja roiDyaao AaOr TI vaI pr maaOsama ka hala batanao vaalao baar–baar caotavanaI doto hOM ik ijanakao Svaasa kI kao[- BaI kiznaa[- hao
vao eosao maoM Andr hI rhoMÊ baahr na inaklaoM. baahr tao hvaa BaI BaarI mahsaUsa haotI hO.
Aaja sao lagaBaga tIsa barsa phlao jaba maOM kOnaoDa maoM Aayaa qaa tao eosaa nahIM qaa. vaayaumaMDla svacC AaOr AaonToiryaa JaIla¸ ijasako iknaaro TaoraoMTao basaa hO¸ ka panaI saaf
AaOr naIlaa qaa. hr saPtahant pr JaIla ko saaro rotIlao tT laaogaaoM sao Bar jaato qao. kao[- tOrnao ko ilae inakla jaata AaOr kao[- eosao hI jalaËID,a maoM mast hao jaata.
baccao Baaga kr panaI maoM jaato AaOr zMDa panaI paÐva maoM lagato hI iKlaiKlaato hue vaaipsa laaOT Aato. kao[- ifiSaMga krta tao kao[- baaoiTMga. Aba tao dRYya hI badla gayaa hO
[na tIsa saalaaoM maoM. JaIla ka panaI maTmaOlaa hao cauka hO. yaVip yah JaIla taja,o panaI JaIla hO yaaina ik [saka panaI Éka huAa nahIM bailk bah rha hO.
ek trf sao k[- naidyaaÐ [samaoM Aakr igartI hOM tao dUsarI trf sao saonT laa^ronsa nadI sao panaI samaud` kI trf bah jaata hO. ifr BaI kOnaoDa AaOr Amaoirka daonaaoM trf sao karKanaaoM
ka rsaayana yau> panaIÊ Aasapasa ko SahraoM ko gando naalao Aaid [saI maoM igarto hOM. yah p`dUYaNa Aba [tnaa baZ, cauka hO ik hr garmaI maoM laaoga ipkinak manaanao JaIla ko
iknaaro pr tao jaato hOM prntu JaIla maoM jalaËID,a yaa tOrnao ko ilae kao[- nahIM jaata. jagah jagah caotavanaI ko baaoD- lagao hOM ik JaIla maoM jaIvaaNauAaoM kI AiQakta ko karNa
tOrnaa manaa hO. JaIla maoM sao pkD,I hu[- maCilayaaÐ BaI Kanao ko ilae caotavanaI hO. p`dUYaNa sao BarI pD,IM
hOM. yah jalap`dUYaNa kI samasyaa tba BaI qaI prntu kma str pr qaI.
bahto JaIla ko panaI ko saaqa saba kuC bah jaata qaa AaOr JaIla ifr saaf kI saaf. Aba ek tao jalap`dUYaNa baZ, gayaa dUsara vaayaumaMDla ka tapmaana baZ,nao ko karNa
JaIla ko panaI ka tapmaana BaI AiQak hao gayaa. yah baZ,a huAa tapmaana jaIvaaNauAaoM ko ilae vardana isaw huAa AaOr hr ga`IYma ?tu maoM AaonToiryaao JaIla ]nhIM kI hao
jaatI hOÊ laaoga tao maa~ dSa-k rh gae hOM. kovala sana TOinaMga kr ko laaOT Aato hOM. caotavanaI tao ]sako ilae BaI hO. khto hOM ik p`dUYaNa ko karNa vaayaumaMDla maoM
Aaoja,aona laoyar khIM khIM fT caukI hO. [saI karNa AlT/a vaa^yalT ikrNaoM
hainakark str tk QartI pr phuMca jaatI hOM AaOr camaD,I pr kOMsar ka karNa bana
saktI hOM. pr laaoga maanato kba hOM. vah BaI @yaa kroMÊ SaIt ?tu maoM
GaraoM ko Andr kOd kaTnao pScaat ga`IYma ?tu ka BarpUr Aanand laonao kI [cCa havaI hao jaatI
bauiw pr. eosao maoM caotavanaI kaOna saunata hO.
basa caar saPtah AaOr rh gae hOM garmaI ko. Agast ko tIsaro saPtah sao zMDI hvaa calanao lagaogaI. AaOr isatmbar ko Ant AaOr A@tUbar maoM ptJaD,.kOnaoDa ka
ptJaD, BaI bahut saundr hO. narma saI QaUpÊ SarIr kao saalatI hu[- hvaaÊ ek ]dasa saI ?tu prntu rMgaaoM kI Barmaar. poD,aoM ko p<ao igarnao sao phlao k[- rMga badlato hOM.
kao[- pIlaa hO tao kao[- laala. kao[- santrI hao jaata hO tao kao[- gahra BaUra. baIca baIca maoM eosao poD, BaI haoto hOM jaao ik sada hro hI rhto hOM. saaro pD,aoM ko JaunD ek
gauladsto kI trh lagato hOM. kuC saPtah ko baad hvaa calato hI rataoM rat saba samaaPt hao jaata hO. saubah ]zao tao jaao poD, kla rat tk rMgaaoM sao Baro pD,o qaoÊ ]dasa
ApnaI naMgaI SaaKaeÐ fOlaaeÊ lagata hO ik maanaao AakaSa kI trf Apnao haqa fOlaae vasant ko Aanao kI duAa kr rho hOM.
navambar ko tIsaro saPtah sao ihmapat SauÉ haota hO jaao ik maaca- tk calata hO. ipClao kuC barsaaoM sao ihmapat kma hao gayaa hO. ifr BaI ek dao tUfana Aa jaanaa
tao saaQaarNa hO. [sa ?tu ka BaI Apnaa hI rMga hO. hr idSaa maoM safodI hI safodI. baf- ko igarto hI ek nayaa jaaoSa Aa jaata hO laaogaaoM maoM. SarIr pr sadI- ko kpD,o
laado baahr inakla Aato hOM. kao[- skI[Mga ko ilae inakla jaata hO tao kao[- skoiTMga ko ilae. pak- maoM BaI baccaaoM kI BaID, rhtI hO. yahaM ka Qaratla sapaT na hao kr
qaaoD,a }Ðcaa naIcaa hO jaOsao ik CaoTo CaoTo TIlao. yahI baf- ko TIlao baccaaoM kao AakiYa-t krto hOM 'Da}na ihla saolao[nga' ko ilae.
haÐfto hue baccaaoM kI BaID,Ê Apnao Apnao
ifsalanao ko f+o ilae TIlao kI caaoTI pr caZ,tI hO AaOr p`saÙta sao caIKtI hu[- AaOr iKlaiKlaatI hu[- kuC hI xaNaaoM maoM ifsalatI hu[- naIcao phuMca jaatI hO. ifr }pr
caZ,nao ka isalaisalaa AarmBa haota hO.baaja,araoM maoM iËsamasa kI saaja sajjaa AaOr laaogaaoM maoM %yaaohar ka jaaoSa ek Alaga hI vaatavarNa ]%pÙ kr dota hO. janavarI AaOr
frvarI bahut hI ]dasa mahInao hOM. ek tao laaoga iËsamasa pr ApnaI jaobaoM KalaI kr cauko haoto hOM tao baaja,ar ibalkula saUnao hao jaato hOM AaOr dUsara tUfana AaOr tapmaana
ka igar jaanaa. bahut zMD haotI hO [na idnaaoM. kao[- hI saahsaI maanava [na idnaaoM baahr inaklata hO jaba tk AavaSyak na hao. maaca- ka AarmBa zMDa AaOr Ant tk
qaaoD,a maaOsama Kula jaata hO. kha jaata hO ik maaca- Saor kI dhaD,ta Aata hO AaOr ek maomanao kI trh imaimayaata huAa jaata hO.
Ap`Ola maoM vaYaa- ?tu AarmBa haotI hO. bahut hI gaIlaa maaOsama rhta hO AaOr }pr sao SaIt ?tu kI BaI pUrI ivada[- nahIM haotI. kBaI kBaI tao Ap`Ola maoM BaI bafI-laa
tUfana Aa jaata hO. [na mahInaaoM maoM laaoga saaQaarNatyaa iKD,ikyaaoM sao baahr JaaÐkto hue pae jaato hOM. rah doKto hOM ma[- maoM iKlanao vaalao fUlaaoM kI. Gaasa hrI haonao lagatI
hO. lambaI sadI- ko pScaat poD,aoM kI SaaKaAaoM pr kaoMplao fUTnao lagatIM hOM. lagata hO ik p`Ìit SaItinad`a sao jaaga ]zI hO. p`vaasaI pxaI ifr sao laaOT Aato hOM. kuC hI
idnaaoM maoM hiryaalaI [sa trh sao Ca jaatI hOÊ maanaao ik kBaI SaIt ?tu Aa[- hI na qaI. naIlaa AakaSaÊ hrI AaBaa ilae QartI AaOr vana AaOr laaogaaoM maoM ]maMga navajaIvana panao
jaOsaI. AaOr lagata hO ik ABaI maaoD, sao vasant ?tu Apnao rMga ibaKrato Aa rhI hO.
ifr AatI hO ga`IYma ?tu. AaOr [sa barsa maOM garmaI sao Jaulasao hue gaulaaba doK rha hUÐ.
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