pirËmaa laMdna patI

 jahaĐ tk naja,r jaae , , , , 

—SaOla Aga`vaala

@yaarI maoM lahlahato vao rMga–ibarMgao fUla. sabaka Apnaa $p¸ Apnao rMga , , , pr saaqa–saaqa KuSa AaOr tsbaIr sao KUbasaUrt. gahro kalao–BaUro rMga kI AaiÍkna vaa^yalaT ko saaqa safod gaulaabaI gaulaaba ,,,,,,, , , AaOr pIlao DofaoiDlsa va gaoMdo ko fUla , , ,,saba kuC sahI ApnaI jagah pr , , , @yaarI kI saundrta maoM caarcaaĐd lagaato hue. iksaI kao ekdUsaro sao kao[- iSakayat nahIM @yaaoMik sabakao ekdUsaro sao imalakr rhnaa Aata hO , , , saba ek–dUsaro ka mah%va AaOr ja$rt jaanato va samaJato hOM. saba kuC iktnaa saundr AaOr sauKd hO yahaĐ — jahaĐ tk naja,r jaae. pr yao jaD, hOM Saayad [sailae , , , , yaa ifr [nako pasa ek sarla mana tao hO pr SaOtana saa idmaaga nahIM AaOr inaiScat hI naagafnaI saI lambaI kaĐTodar jaIBa nahIM¸ baoBaraosao ko kana nahIM. rMga AaOr KuSabaU ka maolaa lagaa rhta hO p`kRit maoM. basa yah ijandgaI hI [tnaI baorMga AaOr tMga @yaaoM ik Apnao isavaa saba badnaumaa AaOr Qabbaodar , , , @yaaoM hma kĐTIlaI baola sao caupcaap ek ivad`aohI caaor kaonao sao ]gakr ekdUsaro kao inagala jaato hOM. jaOsao vah hr paOQao¸ hr p%tI¸ hr fla–fUla ka galaa GaaoMT dotI hO @yaaoM hma BaI¸ p`kRit ko ]%kRYT namaUnao¸ rcaiyata ko p`it$p¸ baarbaar yahI pap krto Aa rho hOM , , , , Ć kuC saaocao–samaJao bagaOr hI @yaaoM Kudkao na[-–na[- saImaaAaoM maoM baaĐQa laoto hOMĆ  yaa ifr duSmana kI takt ka Andaja,a lagaae bagaOr hI ibanaa iksaI glavsa ko haqa baZ,a doto hOM , , , jaD,sao ]KaD,naa caahto hOM Aasapasa kI hr baImaarI kao ApnaI baImaarI¸ ApnaI takt ka pta hI nahIM AaOr hqaoilayaaи }ĐgailayaaĐ saba kaĐTaoM sao ibaMQa jaatI hO. YaD,yaM~ tao jyaadatr gahrI jaD,vaalaa hI haota hO yaa jaldI hI jaD,oM pkD,naovaalaa , , , hrdma kaĐTodar , , , mauiSkla AaOr Ba_a. tOyaarI hmaoSaa saSa> AaOr pUrI hI haonaI caaihe , , , , saavaQaana AaOr satk-.

Gar pr Aaja ifr sa%tar Baa[- Aae hOM haqa maoM BaaBaI ko haqa kI banaI maIzI saova[yaaoM ka Dbbaa hO , , , kovaD,o kI KuSabaU ]nako Pyaar–saI mana maoM ]trI jaa rhI hO AaOr [MglaOMD kI zMDI jamaIna pr BaI Dbbao pr ilapTo AKbaar kI hoDlaa[nsa AaĐKaoM ko Aagao jvaalaa saI QaQak ]ztI hOM.
'saonaaeM saImaa pr tOnaat  , , , daonaaoM ka khnaa hO maĐuhtaoD, javaaba doMgao.'

naja,roM Sama- sao jamaIna pr gaD, jaatI hOM  , , , Saayad sa%tar Baa[- nao doK ilayaa hO  , , , mana pZ, ilayaa hO AaOr Aba Apnao doSa ko ilae¸ maoro doSa ko ilae Sama- sao panaI–panaI hOM. Saayad Kud kao iQa@kar rho hOM Gar pr hI doK laonaa caaihe qaa. eosaI BaI @yaa jaldI , , , @yaa yahI ek AKbaar bacaa qaa , , , pr maOM BaI tao ]nasao AaĐKoM nahIM imalaa pa rhI. yah kOsaI tlKI hO jaao hr kaonao maoM ek nayaa gaaoQara banaanao kao tOyaar hO , , , nahIM mana maoM ek AaOr duSmana doSa nahIM bananao doMgao hma , , , Kudkao samaJaato hue sahja haokr AamaMi~t ikyaa , , , Aa[yao sa%tar Baa[- Aa[yao¸  maOM Aapkao eosao kuC Kae–ipe bagaOr nahIM jaanao dĐUgaI. sa%tar Baa[- nama AaĐKoM paoMCto Andr Aa gae – khaĐ pOda huAa Aba [sa pr tao maora vaSa nahIM , , , AaĐK kI namaI baar–baar basa yahI kho jaa rhI qaI , , , zIk hI tao hO¸ Aasapasa [tnaa saba kuC tao kOsao hma kuC AaOr saaocaoM¸ pr Apnao pr kabaU tao rK sakto hOM , , , ek sahI AaOr saurixat idSaa kI trf doKnao AaOr baZ,nao ka saahsa tao kr sakto hoM , , , , kuC AaOr nahIM tao¸ kma–sao–kma AfvaahaoM kao BaUlakr [sa tlKI sao maIzo [nsaainayat ko irSto kao tao na Kraba na haonao doM.

Aaja jaba hmaaro Aasa–pasa [tnaa saba kuC GaT rha hO tao [sako isavaa caah kr BaI kuC AaOr nahIM ilaK pa}MgaI. hmaarI hjaaraoM saalakI saByata–saMskRit saba pr ek p`Sna–icanh laga gayaa hO. saulaJao¸ samaJadar doSa kI jagah Aba Apnao hI ilae nahIM varna ivaSva ko ilae BaI Ktra bana gae hOM hma. ifr samaJa maoM nahIM Aata caup kOsao rha jaae. ABaI cand idna phlao hI maorI ek doSa sao laaOTI saholaI nao kha ik hmaaro doSa ko bauiwvaadI¸ vaamapMqaI saba duSmanaaoM sao jaa imalao hOM. samaJa maoM kuC nahIM Aayaa¸ isavaaya [sako ik doSa ko duSmana sao tao duSmana hI imala sakto hOM. [sasao iksaI vaad yaa Qama- ka tao kao[- saMbaMQa hI nahIM. hma AaOr hmaara doSa tao Aaja sao nahIM yaugaantr sao bahuQamaI- AaOr sahQamaI- rha hO. ifr yah gaaoQara kI AaĐca kOsao AaOr khaĐ sao AayaI –Ć ja$r khIM–na–khIM hma BaI qaaoD,o bahut tao ja$r BaTko haoMgao yaa ifr khIM kuC BaUla–caUk hu[- haogaIĆ varnaa kSmaIr¸ pOlaosta[na AayarlaOMD ijaQar BaI doKao¸ vahI jalato–QaQakto kaonao na haotoĆ karNa sao hI p`krNa banata hO AaOr iËyaa sao hI p`itiËyaa , , , , 

saaoca kI ]ĐgalaI pkD,o–pkD,o yao hzIlaI pMi>yaaĐ Kud hI kagaja pr ]tr Aa[- hOM. Aap tk phĐucanao kao baocaOna hOM. Aap BaI [nhoM Qyaana sao piZ,egaa ja$r. @yaa khnaa caahtI hOM samaJanao kI kaoiSaSa BaI kIijaegaa. maanaa AnauBaUit ijatnaI tIva` hao AiBavyai> ]tnaI hI dula-Ba hao jaatI hO. pr hma ek saccaI kaoiSaSa tao kr hI sakto hOM. maaf kr donaa¸ Apnao saaqa¸ dUsaraoM ka duK BaI samaJa laonaa¸ mauiSkla ja$r hO¸ pr AsaMBava nahIM. kaSa hma kBaI na BaUla pato ik hma khaĐ AaOr iksa Qama- maoM¸ iksa Gar¸ iksa doSamaoM pOda haoto hOM¸ yah hmaaro haqa maoM nahIM. jaba jaat¸ naama¸ rMga–$p kuC BaI basa maoM nahIM tao ifr yao nafrt kI kaĐTodar sarhdoM @yaaoM , , , ,Ć 

Aaja ifr 
saaoca ko yao ]jalao–Qaulao kbaUtr
Apnao hI pMKaoM maoM isakuD,o–isamaTo
jaa baOzo hOM ifr sahmao–sahmao
]nhIM ]ĐcaI maMuDoraoM pr
ek AaOr maaomaba%tI
ApnaI hI AaĐca maoM jalatI–ipGalatI
qak ga[- hO laD,–laD,ko AMQaora
baĐUd–baĐUd jaao Tpka
baobasa nadI kI CatI po
jamata AaOr iqarkta , , , , 
lahr–lahr iknaaraoM nao samaoT ilayaa hO
saba dd- kI caadr maoM
TUTa AaOr ibaKra
Aaja ifr gadr ko [sa maaOsama maoM
doKao magar , , , ,
iksaI nao iksaIka haqa naa pkD,a.

 

21 jaUna ka idna yahaĐ pr sabasao lambaa idna haota hO AaOr [sa baar hr iba`iTSa fuTbaa^la–p`omaI ko ilae saca maoM yah sabasao lambaa idna qaa. QaD,kto idla AaOr baD,I tOyaairyaaoM ko saaqa ijasa idna ka sabanao bahut baosaba`I sao [ntjaar ikyaa vah Aayaa AaOr caupcaap calaa gayaa¸ pUro iba`Tona ko vaD-–kp ko sapnaaoM kao caknaacaUr krta huAa. AaĐsauAaoM kao sabanao baIyar–maga ko saaqa ipyaa AaOr 'kma–sao–kma @vaaT-r–fa[-nala maoM tao Kolao' ko $maala sao paoMCa. 

halahI maoM ek baD,o bajaT kI bahucaica-t iflma spa[Dr–maOna doKI , , , e@Sana iflma ijasao saukaomala BaavanaaAaoM sao sajaakr saundr ZMga sao saMjaaoyaa gayaa hO. naayak Sai>maana AaOr AlaaOikk gauNaaoM sao yau> haokr BaI Aama AadmaI hO AaOr ApnaI saBaI Baavanaa%mak KUibayaaoM AaOr kmajaaoiryaaoM ko saaqa hO. yahI Saayad [sa iflma ka sabasao baD,a Plasa–pa^[nT hO. khanaI Sau$ haotI hO yah pUCto hue ik 'kaOna hĐU maOM' yaanaI ik ek baZ,ta baalak Apnao kao ZĐUZ,ta–samaJata huAa. AaOr AMt haotI hO 'maOM hĐU spapDr maOna' yaanaI ik ]sanao Kudkao pa ilayaa hO¸ samaJa ilayaa hO AaOr kt-vya ko Aagao Saayad vyai>gat sauK kao pICo CaoD,naa pD,ogaa. dSa-k e@Sana iflma maoM BaI BaavaaivaBaUt hao eosaa kma hI haota hO. AaScaya- nahIM ik caarao trf yah iflma ek safla iflma isaw hao rhI hO. , ,

[MgalaOMD ko kPtana DoivaD baokhma
ivaSva kp ko @vaaT-r fa[nala ko 
baad maOdana sao baahr Aato hue

KuSabaU kBaI maoD,aoM AaOr maui{yaaoM sao nahIM raokI jaa saktI. hvaa ]naka pta sabakao do hI AatI hO. ifr Aajakla tao yahaĐ saaih%ya–makrMd caarao trf fOlaa huAa hO AaOr risak jaI Bar–Barkr rsapana kr rho hOM. maoro ilae yah isalaisalaa Sau$ huAa EaI kmalaoSvarjaI AaOr EaI ASaaok caËQar jaI sao AaOr saaOBaagyavaSa na isaf- gaaya~I BaaBaI sao maulaakat hI hu[- varna ]nakI khanaI BaI saunanao kao imalaI.

Aba tao barKa kI sauhanaI irmaiJama baĐUdaoM sao kiva AaOr saaih%yakar ek ko baad ek Aato hI rhoMgao isatmbar tk jaba tk ik yahaĐ ka vaaiYa-k AMtra-YT/Iya kiva sammaolana na Ktma hao jaae @yaaoMik saaihi%yak kOlaonDr AagaamaI k[- raocak itiqayaaoM sao AMikt hO. EaI knhOyaalaala nandna¸ maananaIya narond` kaohlaI jaI saBaI kao saunanao ka Avasar imalanao vaalaa hO. KuSabaU sao yaad Aayaa ik @yaarI maoM , , , 

22 jaUna 2002