pirËmaa laMdna patI

Kud kI tlaaSa maoM  , , ,
ihndI @yaaoM AaOr kOsao  , , ,
    

—SaOla Aga`vaala

saMdBaao-M ko kMTIlao jaMgala maoM ifr ek p`Sna svayaM hI javaaba banakr pIpla saa ]ga Aayaa hO AaOr ek baar ifr sao ivaSvaasa jaIt gayaa hO.  kOsao maana laMU Aba maOM ik ihndI ek maRtBaaYaa hO AaOr Baart maoM BaI isaf- gaMgaa iknaaro gaaMva kI gailayaaoM AaOr haT–baajaaraoM maoM hI baaolaI jaatI hO.  SahraoM AaOr mahanagarI ko ilae¸ ivakisat samaaja ko ilae [sakI ]pyaaoigata jaja-r AaOr Aqa-hIna hao caukI hO.  [sakI saGana CaMva maoM baOzkr tao yah gaMUja¸ yahaM Baart sao hjaaraoM maIla dUr¸ saat samaundr par Tomsa nadI ko iknaaro iba`Tona tk maoM saunaI jaa saktI hO.  [tnaI spYT AaOr saaf–saaf ik yahaM kI paila-yaamaoMT tk ihla ga[- hO AaOr gaRhmaM~I DoivaT blaOMkoT kao Apnao ek sqaanaIya dUraBaaYa ko saaxaa%kar maoM BaartIya maUla ko laaogaaoM sao AnauraoQa krnaa pD,a ik yaid Aap vaak[- maoM yahaM ko samaaja sao pUNa-$p sao samanvaya caahto hOM tao kRpyaa Apnao GaraoM maoM BaI basa AMga`ojaI BaaYaa ka hI p`yaaoga Sau$ kr doM.  ApnaI saaoca kao yahaM kI BaaYaa maoM ZalaoM.

saaocanao pr majabaUr hMU ik jaba yah saOMkD,aoM vaYa- duinayaa ko ivaiBanna tbakaoM pr raja kr rho qao tao @yaa [nhaoMnao BaI ApnaI saaoca kao ÍoMca¸ spOinaSa¸ put-gaIja¸ ihndI¸ ]d-U¸ Aroibak AaOr k[- Anya BaaYaaAaoM maoM Zalaa qaa¸ maatRBaaYaa AMga`ojaI maoM baaolanaa AaOr saaocanaa CaoD, idyaa qaaÆ  yaad Aa rhI hO kUTnaIit& caaNa@ya kI vah naIit ijasamaoM ]nhaoMnao kha qaa ik yaid iksaI doSa AaOr saByata kao naYT krnaa hO tao ]sakI BaaYaa kao naYT kr dao.  @yaaoMik BaaYaa hI saMskRit vaaihnaI hO.  [saI ko saharo hma Apnao AadSa-¸ Apnao saMskar¸ ApnaI saaoca kI Qaraohr kao ivarasat maoM doto hOM,.  Kudkao jaanato AaOr dUsaraoM kao samaJato hOM.  Saayad yahI vajah hO ik hr tbako kI ApnaI ek BaaYaa haotI hO¸ ]sakI saarI kimayaaoM AaOr KUbasaUrityaaoM ko saaqa.  iksaI BaI BaaYaa ko basa SabdaoM kao Anauvaaidt ikyaa jaa sakta hO¸ ]sako Aqa- AaOr saMdBaao-M kao nahIM.  vah saba jaananao ko ilae samaaja maoM rhnaa basanaa hI nahIM¸ pIZ,I dr pIZ,I jaInaa ja$rI hO.

BaaYaa AaOr vyai>%va ka yah saMbanQa AaOr masalaa tao Saayad bahut hI puranaa hO.  jaba ]sa Aaid maanava nao phlaI baar ApnaI baat khnaI caahI haogaI¸ dUsaraoM kI samaJanaI caahI haogaI tao ]sanao kuC saMkotaoM kao¸ QvainayaaoM kao Ëmabaw $p maoM jaaoD,naa AaOr dja- krnaa Sau$ kr idyaa haogaa.  BaaYaa ka AiBavyai> ko saaqa yah AaiQap%ya ko ilae BaI p`yaaoga Aaja ka nahIM¸ saidyaaoM puranaa hO.  AiBavyai> jaba vyai> ivaSaoYa kao CaoD,kr ek samaudaya yaa samaaja kao vya> krnao lagatI hO tao ]nakI BaaYaa bana jaatI hO.  yaid yah saca hO tao hmaoM maananaa pD,ogaa ik BaaYaa hI hmaarI phcaana hO @yaaoMik yahI hmaarI saMskRit¸ saByata¸ hmaaro saamaaijak ivakasa¸ hmaaro [ithasa AaOr hmaaro Aist%va ka Ëmabaw dstavaoja hO.  ek eosaI nadI hO jaao Aasa–pasa ka hr AMSa Apnao maoM samaoTtI bahtI rhtI hO¸ na[- na[- saByataAaoM AaOr saMskRit kI tajaI hvaa sao ApnaI gait AaOr p`vaah laoto hue.  jaba hma AMga`ojaI maoM gaa^D,¸ ]d-U maoM Allaah AaOr ihndI maoM Bagavaana khto hoM tao vah prma Sai> badla nahIM jaatI¸ basa ]sao hma ApnaI trh sao¸ Apnao inajaI saMbaaoQana sao jaana AaOr phcaana laoto hOM.  ibalkula yahI saMdBa- BaaYaa ka BaI hO.  BaavanaaeM ja$rtoM AaOr AnauBava saba vahI ek sao AaOr sava-–vyaapI hI haoto hOM¸ basa AiBavyai> ApnaI–ApnaI haotI hO.  AaOr [sa Apnao–Apnao maoM hmaarI ApnaI saByata¸ Apnao saMskar AaOr iSaxaa ka bahut baD,a haqa haota hO.  iksaI BaI vyai> kao jaananao ko ilae ]sako vat-maana ko saaqa ]saka AtIt BaI jaananaa ]tnaa hI ja$rI hO¸ @yaaoMik AtIt kI bauinayaad pr hI Aaja KD,a hao pata hO.

hmaara Avacaotna mana ijasa BaaYaa maoM saaocao vahI hmaarI maatRBaaYaa haotI hO @yaaoMik [saI BaaYaa maoM hma hMsanaa–raonaa saba kuC saIKto hOM.  yah saIKnao AaOr saIKanao ka isalaisalaa tao maaM ko gaBa- sao hI Sau$ hao jaata hO.  mahaBaart ko AiBamanyau kI kqaa hma saBaI jaanato hOM.  ApnaI baat kao qaaoD,a AaOr spYT krnao ko ilae Akbar AaOr baIrbala kI saOMkD,aoM ikvaMdintyaaoM maoM sao  ek ]wirt krnaa caahMUgaI.  ek baar Akbar ko drbaar maoM ek bahut hI ivaWana vyai> Aayaa jaao ik k[- BaaYaaeM jaanata qaa AaOr hr BaaYaa kao bahut hI sahjata sao baaolata qaa.  mahInaaoM inakla gae AaOr kao[- nahIM jaana payaa ik AaiKr yah mahaSaya hOM khaM sao  , , , AMntt: catur maM~I baIrbala kao baulavaayaa gayaa AaOr ]nhoM baadSaah salaamat nao AadoSa idyaa ik  dao idna maoM [nakI phcaana pta krao ik yah kaOna hOM AaOr khaM sao Aae hOM AaOr [nakI maatRBaaYaa @yaa hO.  baIrbala nao kha jaI hujaUr¸ yah kaOna saI mauiSkla baat hO  , , , saubah tk pta cala jaaegaa.  saBaI drbaarI bahut hMsao¸ jaao baat vao mahIMnaaoM maoM BaI nahIM jaana pae¸ yah JaT sao kOsao jaana laoMgao.  rat maoM jaba vah vyaiM> saao rha qaa tao baIrbala nao mau{I Bar panaI ka CITa ]sako maMuh pr maara AaOr vyai> BarI naIMd maoM hD,baD,a kr BaaojapurI maoM ]sao iJaD,knao AaOr DaMTnao lagaa.  baIrbala nao Agalao hI idna baadSaah kao sahI bata idyaa ik ]naka maohmaana Baart ko pUvaI-ya xao~ sao hOM AaOr BaaojapurI ]sakI maatRBaaYaa hO.

khto hOM dUiryaaM p`oma kao AaOr BaI gaaZ\ya AaOr saGana krtI hOM.  Saayad yahI vajah hO ik Baart maoM jahaM ihndI ko p`it pZ,o ilaKo samaudaya AaOr mahanagairyaaoM maoM ek ]dasaInata Aa rhI hOM¸ ivadoSaaoM maoM basao BaartIyaaoM ko mana maoM ihndI ko p`it lagaava baZ,ta jaa rha hO.  ivaSva ihndI idvasa Aaja Baart ko baahr BaartIyata ko maolao ka sva$p laota jaa rha hO AaOr hr vyai> caaho vah Baart sao baahr hao yaa Baart maoM¸ [samaoM saimmailat haokr gaaOrvaainvat mahsaUsa krnao lagaa hO – – yah baat dUsarI hO ik p`aya: eosaI jagahaoM tk Aama janata kI phMuca nahIM hao patI.  ]nhoM basa cand KbaraoM AaOr tsvaIraoM sao AaQaI–AQaUrI AaOr inayaMi~t jaanakarI hI imala patI hO.  AaOr ijana tk yah baat phMucanaI caaihe¸ vahI vahaM tk nahIM phMuca pato  , , , jauD, nahIM pato.  Saayad yahI vajah hO ik ihndI AaOr Baart ka ijatnaa ivadoSaaoM maoM p`caar p`saar hmaarI iflmaaoM sao huAa hO AaOr iksaI maaQyama sao nahIM.  BaartIya dUrdSa-na AaOr BaartIya BaaYaa kI dUsarI caOnaolsa ka ivadoSaaoM maoM p`saarNa [sa Aandaolana ka phlaa AaOr mau#ya AaOjaar hO.  @yaaoMik yah Gar–Gar tk phMucaa AaOr Aama AadmaI kI pkD, maoM qaa.  AaOr Aba vaoba pr k[- AcCI saa[T\sa kI ]plaibQa Saayad [sa $ica maoM ek pirYkRt saMSaaoQana laa paegaI¸ @yaaoMik Aaja k[- AcCI AaOr hr $ica kI ihndI BaaYaa kI pi~kaeM AaOr AKbaar naoT pr ]plabQa hOM.  nanhIM baZ,tI ivadoSaI ihndI ka ek dUsara sahI AaOr safla kdma.

khto hOM ik ihndI ivaSva maoM baaolaI jaanao vaalaI tIsarI yaa caaOqaI p`mauK BaaYaa hO.  vaO&ainak dRiYT sao doKa jaae tao yah sabasao AiQak pirYkRt AaOr sarla BaaYaa hO.  jahaM kta- kI ijammaodarI phlao AatI hO kma- kI baad maoM ³kta- nao¸ kma- kao¸ karNa sao Aaid–Aaid hma saBaI nao saIKa hI haogaa´.  kma- ko baaro maoM iËyaa sao phlao saaocaa jaata hO.  iËyaa ko baad kma- ko baaro maoM saaocanao ka kao[- Aqa- nahIM hOM.  hmaarI vaa@ya saMrcanaa AaOr vyaakrNa hmaaro ?iYa mauinayaaoM ko ivacaaraoM kI trh hI pirp@va AaOr pirYkRt hOM.  hma khto hOM ik hmanao Aama Kayaa  , , , Kanao ko phlao jaanato hOM @yaa Ka rho hOM AaOr [MiglaSa maoM khto hOM ik Aa[- eT maOngaao  , , , yaaina ik Ka phlao ilayaa baad maoM saaocaa–samaJaa ik @yaa Kayaa.

hmaarI BaaYaa maoM hr Qvaina ko ilae Alaga svar va vyaMjana hOM.  AkolaI BaaYaa hO hmaarI ijasamaoM jaOsaa baaolaa jaata hO vaOsaa hI ilaKa jaata hO  , , , khIM kuC BaI dbaa–Zka yaa ivalauPt nahIM hOM.  iksaI BaI Axar ko dao ]dahrNa nahIM hOM¸ kao[- ek maa~a dao ivaiBanna ]ccaarNaaoM ko ilae [stomaala nahIM kI jaatI.  hmaarI [sa sahjata kao ivaiBanna BaaYaaAaoM ko BaaYaa–ivadaoM nao BaI samaJa ilayaa hO AaOr AMga`ojaI jaOsaI BaaYaaeM BaI Aba p`arMiBak kxaaAaoM maoM [saI Qvaina maaQyama sao pZ,a[- jaatI hOM.  ifr @yaa vajah hO ik hma BaartIya hI ekmat hao ApnaI BaaYaa ka sahI maUlyaaMkna nahIM kr pa rho  , , , [sao [saka sahI Aadr AaOr sqaana nahIM do pa rho  , , , @yaa [sakI vajah hmaarI kaorI BaaOitkta AaOr vyavahairkta hI nahIM  , , ,  @yaaoM hma Apnao baccaaoM kao ³AaOr Kudkao BaI´ h^laao kI jagah namasto khnaa nahIM isaKa pa rho – @yaaoM hma BaUlato jaa rho hOM ik h^laao kI trh namasto basa ek AaOpcaairk sa%kar ka Sabd maa~ hI nahIM¸ bailk [sako saharo hma saamanao vaalao ko [-SvarIya AaOr saai%vak t%va ka namana va Aavaahna krto hOM.  Apnao Andr jaao AcCa AaOr saccaa hO ivanama` Baava sao Aagantuk sao jaaoD,to hOM.  jaba hmaaro pasa SabdaoM AaOr p`qaaAaoM ka [tnaa saSa> BaMDar hOM tao @yaaoM maohmaanaaoM kao basa ek h^laao sao Gar maoM¸ Apnao bagala maoM ibazayaa jaaeÆ  

hmaarI BaaYaa yaa saMskRit kmajaaor nahIM basa saOMkD,aoM saala kI praQaInata nao hmaarI maanaisakta kao gaulaama banaa idyaa hO  , , , hmaoM gaumarah kr ApnaI BaaYaa AaOr saMskRit sao dUr kr idyaa hO.  dor nahIM hu[- hO.  khto hOM jaba jaagaao tBaI savaora haota hO AaOr ek kma-z va jaaga$k vyai> hI saunahro BaivaYya ko sapnao doKnao ka AiQakarI hO.  [saI saMdBa- kao ek tD,p AaOr tIva`ta sao samaJatI hO Ainala jaI kI yah kivata  , , , saba doKtI saunatI AaOr samaJatI saI  , , , kuC bauinayaadI savaala ]zatI  , , , javaaba dotI saI , , , saaocanao kao majabaUr krtI saI.  AiBaBaavak AaOr AQyaapk daonaaoM kao hI samaJanaa pD,ogaa ik AaMK band kr laonao yaa maMuh for laonao sao ijammaodairyaaM K%ma nahIM hao jaatI  , , , samasyaaeM gaayaba nahIM hao jaatI  , , ,
'BaTka huAa BaivaYya
jaba ]sanao mauJao ihndI baaolato hue saunaa
tao
]sanao Apnao ima~ sao kha
my grandfather used to speak in this language
]sako ilae maOM saMga`halaya kI vastu kI trh ivaica~ qaa
jaOsao dIvaar pr TMgaa huAa ica~ qaa
ijasao har tao phnaaya jaa sakta hO
pr galao nahIM lagaayaa jaa sakta , , ,
pr ]sao yahaM tk kaOna laayaa
iksanao ]sao ApnaI maaM ka
naama AaOr pta nahIM batayaa
Agar vaao
ApnaI BaaYaa AaOr saMskRit nahIM jaanaogaa
tao maaM kao maaM
AaOr ipta kao ipta nahIM maanaogaa
, , ,
]samaoM ABaI BaI kuC eosaa hO jaao KaOlata hO 
tutlaata hI sahI
ApnaI BaaYaa tao baaolata hO 
, , ,
vaao ASvamaoQa ka GaaoD,a hO
jaao duinayaa tao jaIt jaaegaa
pr jaItnao ko baad
@yaa Gar laaOT ko Aaegaa
, , ,
vaao saurMga ko mauhanao pr hO
]sao Aavaaja dao
vaao Aaegaa AvaSya
@yaaoMik vahI tao hO
Apnaa BaTka huAa BaivaYya.'

[sa idSaa maoM Aba p`vaaisayaaoM maoM BaI jaaga$kta baZ, rhI hO.  phlao jaba yah Aist%va kI laD,a[- laD, rho qao tao [nako pasa samaya AaOr saamaqa- daonaaoM hI nahIM qao ik [na ivaYayaaoM pr saaoca paeM pr Aaja BaaYaa va saMskRit kao bacaae rKnao ko ilae nae–nae p`yaasa hao rho hOM.  laaogaaoM nao qamakr sahI idSaa maoM doKnaa Aaor saMBaavanaaAaoM kao TTaolanaa Sau$ kr idyaa hO.

yahaM iba`Tona maoM hr ]ma` vao p`%yaaiSayaaoM ko ilae ihndI BaaYaa kI ek &ana p`ityaaoigata ka Aayaaojana ikyaa jaa rha hO ijasasao ik yahaM pr pOda hu[- pIZ,I BaI [saka naama sauna sako – – [sako baaro maoM kuC jaana sako.  [samaoM phlaI baar baccaaoM AaOr iSaxakaoM kao BaI pUrI trh sao saaqa ilayaa gayaa hO varnaa yah caaOkI BaI mahntaoM AaOr phMuca vaalaaoM nao hI saMBaalaI hu[- qaI.  ivaiBanna saMsqaaeM AaOr laaogaaoM Wara cand ivajayaI baccao Baart BaI Baojao jaa rho hOM jahaM pr ]nhoM na isaf- pya-Tna ka maaOka imalaogaa Aiptu durdSa-na AaOr dUrBaaYa pr saaxaa%kar evaM Baart kI cand jaanaI–maanaI ivaiSaYT ivaBaUityaaoM sao imalanao ka sauAvasar BaI imalaogaa [nhoM.  [sa Aayaaojana maoM sqaanaIya BaartIya dUtavaasa ko ihndI AiQakarI EaI Ainala Samaa- jaI ka ivaSaoYa haqa hO AaOr yah ]nako imalanasaar va sauinayaaoijat vyai>%va ka hI Asar hO ik hr ihndI p`omaI sahYa- [sa Aayaaojana sao jauD, gayaa hO AaOr [saI hFto yah p`ityaaoigata na isaf- laMDna maoM bailk dixaNa sao laokr ]%tr tk iba`Tainayaa ko k[- p`mauK SahraoM maoM hao rhI hOM.  maMidr hao yaa iSaxaNa–saMsqaana–ivaVaqaI- dao–tIna haoM yaa dsa–baIsa  , , , saBaI AamaMi~t hOM.  yahI nahIM iSaxak AaOr saMsqaaAaoM kao pazya–saamaga`I maMgaakr dI ga[- hO AaOr AD,canaaoM AaOr samasyaaAaoM kao BaI saunaa va samaJaa gayaa hO.

[saI maola–imalaap AaOr Kulaopna ko maaOsama maoM Baart nao BaI ApnaI AaMtirk kiznaa[yaaoM kao BaUlakr¸ 9 sao 11 janavarI tk p`vaasaI BaartIya idvasa manaanao ka inaScaya ikyaa hO jahaM BaartIya maUla ko laaogaaoM kao ivaiBanna saaMskRitk kaya-ËmaaoM ko Alaavaa doSa Wara dI ga[- vyaapar va Anya Aaiqa-k sauivaQaaAaoM ko baaro maoM BaI jaanakarI dI jaaegaI.  Aap saaoca rho haoMgao ik 9 janavarI hI @yaaoM¸ tao Saayad Aapkao yaad hao yahI tarIK qaI jaba gaanQaI jaI saa]qa–AÍIka sao laaOTkr Baart vaapsa Aae qao.  Agar BaartIya AaOr p`vaasaI BaarityaaoM ka yahI imalanao–jaulanao AaOr AapsaI laona–dona va vaata-laap ka isalaisalaa calata rha tao vah idna dUr nahIM jaba hma BaartIya na isaf- ApnaI BaartIyata pr gava- kroMgao bailk ivaSva BaI hmaarI bahumauKI ]nnait kao sammaana ko saaqa doKogaa.

ABaI hala hI maoM Baart sao inaklaI ek nayaI pi~ka Axarma\ saMgaaoYzI pZ,nao ka Avasar imalaa.  pi~ka kI saamaga`I maoM jaaoSa AaOr saMvaodnaa daonaaoM idKa[- dI.  saamaga`I pznaIya AaOr ivacaarNaIya daonaaoM hI hO.  saaih%ya–jagat kao yah saundr ]phar donao ko ilae sampadk EaI naroSa SaaMiDlya jaI AaOr ]nakI samast maMDlaI baQaa[- kI pa~ hO.  yaid pi~ka ka yahI klaovar rha tao inaScaya hI yah saaih%ya maoM Apnaa ek ivaiSaYT sqaana banaaegaI.  EaI isatoSa Aalaaok jaI kI laGau–kqaaeM ivaSaoYat: Baavaao%tojak va saundr hOM  , , , tarIf saunakr¸ sahja AaOr gairmaamaya vyai>%va ko isatoSa jaI nao baD,I sahjata sao basa yahI kha ik cayana saara tao naroSa jaI ka hI hO.

p`itBaa yaa lagana¸ iksaI BaI caIja kI tao kmaI nahIM hmaaro yahaM  , , , kaSa hmaoM BaI basa Apnao svaaqa- ko saMkINa- dayaraoM sao baahr inaklanaa Aa jaae  , , , maOM ka hI nahIM¸ tuma Sabd ka BaI p`yaaoga krnaa Aa jaae  , , ,

navambar 2002