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—SaOla Aga`vaala

saunaa hO AagaamaI AatMkvaadI Ktra Amaoirka ko baad Saayad iba`Tona kao hI sabasao jyaada hao sakta hO.  yahaM kI janata kao baarbaar Aagaah ikyaa jaata rha hO ik vah pUrI trh sao satk-ta AaOr saavaQaanaI barto.  Amaoirka ka dRZ, inaScaya hO ik vah AatMkvaad ko iKlaaf laD,ogaa AaOr iba`Tona nao kh rKa hO ik vah ]saka pUra–pUra saaqa dogaa.  yahIM nahIM¸ krIba–krIba saBaI piScamaI doSa sahmat hOM ik [-rak kao ek AatMkvaadI raYT/ samaJaa jaanaa caaihe AaOr vahaM ko Saasak sadama husaOna yaid AMtra-YT/Iya inarIxakaoM kao saMtuYT na kr pae ik ]nako pasa kao[- BaI rasaayainak Sas~aoM ka BaMDar nahIM hO tao [-rak pr saSa> AaOr saamaUihk hmalaa haonaa caaihe.  [-rak ka khnaa hO ik saMyau> raYT/ kI trf sao Aae inarIxak AaOr kuC nahIM¸ basa Amaoirka AaOr [jara[la ko Baojao hue jaasaUsa hOM.

ijatnao AKbaar ]tnaI baatoM.  Saayad yahI vajah hO ik Saaint–ip`ya janata nao yauw ko iva$w jaaordar p`dSa-na ike – – ]nhoM [-rak yaa iksaI BaI doSa ko iKlaaf kao[- yauw nahIM caaihe @yaaoMik [saka Asar basa Aama janata pr hI haota hO.  sa%taQaarI tao ApnaI rxaa krnaa BalaIBaaMit jaanato hI hOM – – ApnaI va pirvaar kI saurxaa kI pUrI vyavasqaa va ima~ doSaaoM maoM Cupnao ka izkanaa ZMUZ,kr rKto hOM.  pta nahIM sahI yaa galat iksaI manacalao saMvaaddata nao tao yahaM tk ilaK Dalaa ho ik piScama kao Ba`ma maoM rKnao ko ilae sa_am,a nao Apnao jaOsao k[- p`it$p maanava tOyaar krvaa ilae hOM ijasasao ik yaid h%yaa ka kao[- YaDyaM~ hao BaI tao ]natk na phMucaa jaa sako.

Aa%ma–SlaaGaa yaa svayaM maoM ilaPt kMuza – – samaJa maoM nahIM Aata ik @yaa saca hOÆ  Aama–janata hr saunao kao Anasaunaa kr ApnaI–ApnaI idnacayaa- maoM lagaI rhnaa caahtI hOM.  pr Acaanak hI hr kana KD,o hao gae hOM – hala hI maoM naaOqa- laMDna ko ek FlaOT maoM Ch laaogaaoM kI igarFtairyaaM hu[-.  ChaoM AaiÍkna maUla ko AaOr ]nako pasa ek eosaa ivaYaa> rsaayana ra[isana¸ ijasakI basa ek AaOMsa maa~a C%tIsa hjaar laaogaaoM kao maarnao kI saamaqya- rKtI hO. yah Gaatk BaMDar iktnaa AaOr iksa–iksa ko pasa hO¸ kuC pta nahIM.  ivaSva maoM Saaint kI sqaapnaa kI [cCuk sarkar ko pasa ApnaI Gabara[- Aama janata ko ilae basa saavaQaanaI AaOr saava-jainak jagahaoM maoM satk-ta kI caotavanaI hO.  isqait AaOr BaI hasyaaspd [sailae @yaaoik phlao tao samaJaa gayaa ik vao SarNaaqaI- kI trh yahaM Aae qao AaOr baad maoM pta calaa ik SarNaaqaI- tao basa ek hI qaa baakI paMca AljaIiryana.  yah vahI AljaIiryana¸ Qama- ivaSaoYa saMgazna sao jauD,o laaoga hO ijanaka saMbanQa Alaka[-da AaOr ibana laadona sao batayaa jaata hO.,  Íansa maoM AatMkvaadI gaitivaiQayaaoM kI vajah sao ijanhoM inakalaa gayaa qaa ³ÍaMsa kI maoT/ao laa[na pr naola baamba ka hmalaa ijasamaoM k[- maro AaOr saOMkD,aoM Gaayala hue [nhaoMnao hI ikyaa qaa´  AaOr Aba yao saflata sao iba`Tona maoM saMgaizt hao gae hOM AaOr AiQakaMSa yahaM kI ka]insala ko maohmaana hOM yaaina ik baoGar garIba AaOr laacaar laaogaaoM ko ilae banaae gae FlaOT\sa maoM rh rho hOM – – ijanhoM maarnao kI tOyaarI hao rhI qaI ]nhIM To@sa donaovaalaaoM kI saMpda pr maaOja kr rho hOM – – ijasa qaalaI maoM Kanaa ]saI maoM Cod krnao kI [sasao AcCI AaOr saTIk imasaala hmaoM AaOr khaM imalaogaI – – yah BaI saunanao maoM Aayaa hO ik iba`Tona kI Kuifyaa puilasa Aba Íansa kI madd lao rhI hOM hr trh kI ivastRt jaanakarI ko ilae.  landna maoM ek maaOlavaI pr ApnaI maisjad sao AvaaMCnaIya iSaxaa donao ko jauma- pr kD,I naja,r rKI jaa rhI hO.

SarNaaiqa-yaaoM AaOr mausaIbat ko maaraoM kao tao SarNa imalanaI hI caaihe pr QaaoKobaaja AaOr Cd\mavaoiSayaaoM pr AaMK rKnaa BaI bahut hI ja$rI hO.  AiQakaraoM ka du$pyaaogaI ijatnaa daoYaI hOM ]sao Sah AaOr SarNa donao vaalaa BaI ]sasao kuC kma nahIM.  yahaM ko vaaisayaaoM kao BaI inarpoxa Baava sao ApraiQayaaoM kao phcaananaa AaOr ZMUZ,naa haogaa AaOr ijasa doSa kao Apnaa Gar banaayaa hO ]sakI Balaa[- ko baaro maoM saaocanaa AaOr tya krnaa haogaa¸ @yaaoMik ApraQaI BaI yahIM khIM hmaaro Aasapasa¸ hmaaro baIca maoM hI rh rho hOM¸ pr nafrt AaOr ËaoQa kI Aaga maoM jalao bagaOr.  Agar hmanao BaI basa vahI nafrt ka $K Apnaayaa tao ivajaya tao basa baura[- kI hI haogaI.  maanaa ik iËyaa ko saaqa p`itiËyaa haotI hI hO¸ pr hmaaro Saas~ AaOr saMskar hmaoM yah iSaxaa nahIM doto ik [-MT ka javaaba p%qar sao hI idyaa jaae.  AajaBaI p`itiËyaa sao jyaada saiËyata kI hI ja$rt hO.  baat BaI tBaI banatI hO AaOr ibagaD,o kama BaI tBaI sauQar pato hOM.  vaOsao BaI AaiKr yah nafrt AaOr takt ka taMDva kbatk AaOr khaM tk – – @yaa hmaarI cauPpI AaOr tTsqata ]pd`vaI kao basa AaOr ]pd`vaI AaOr taktvar kao AaOr taktvar hI nahIM haonao doMgaIÆ

khto hOM dao ihssao ha[D/aojana maoM ³ha[D/aojana jaao svaBaava sao hI bahut hI AasaanaI AaOr tojaI sao jalanao vaalaI gaOsa hO AaOr Aa^i@sajana jaao ik jalanao ka svaBaava rKnao pr BaI jaIvana daiyanaI maanaI jaatI hO´ maa~ ek ihssao maoM Aa imalao tao daonaaoM ko hI $p AaOr svaBaava daonaaoM badla jaato hOM.  Aaga kI jagah panaI bana jaatI hO daonaaoM hI – – SaItla AaOr saaOmya.  yaaina ik dao Aigna t%vaaoM ka BaI sahI maa~a maoM ]pyaaoga janaiht maoM haota hO ifr vah caaho samaaja hao¸ vyai> hao yaa doSa.

vaOsao tao yah BaI kha jaata hO ik hr Aaga ]balato jvaalaamauKI kI th ko naIcao zMDo panaI ko sa`aot hI haoto hOM.  basa yahI saiËyata hO – – ivalaaoma kao BaI saaqa laokr calanaa.  Dalanao kao tao jalatI Aaga maoM baZ,avaa donao ko ilae poT/aola AaOr tola BaI Dalaa jaa sakta hO pr @yaa ifr vao lapToM duSmanaaoM ko saaqa hma BaI na jalaa doMgaI – – KaD,I maoM ABaUtpUva- saOinak–saMgazna AaOr yauw kI tOyaairyaaoM kI Kbar – – @yaa yah kuC eosaI hI nahIM hOM – – basa doKnaa yah hO ik [sa GaTnaa sao ivaSva Jaulasata hO yaa ifr Saaint AaOr saaOhad`- ko nae sa`aot fUTto hOMÆ

Aap saaoca rho haoMgao ik janavarI kI [sa kD,ako kI zMD maoM yah kOsaI bahkI–bahkI saI baatoM kr rhI hMU – – sainnapat kI mana:isqait jaOsaIÆ  ivaSvaasa maainae ABaI BaI yahaM kuC garma–zMDa¸ yaa saMvaodnaa riht nahIM huAa hO.  basa caarao trf ]D,tI AfvaahoM [tnaI garma AaOr jalaanao vaalaI hOM ik mana duK AaOr Dr sao baf- saa jama gayaa hO.  duK [sailae ik @yaa Aajaka maanava [tnaa inaYzur hO ik ibanaa qamao AaOr saaocao kID,o–makaoD,o kI trh hja,araoM kao maarnao maoM iJaJakogaa BaI nahIM – – AaOr Dr [sailae ik @yaa hma ivanaaSa ko ]sa kgaar pr Aa KD,o hOM jahaM sao pUro BaivaYya¸ vat-maana¸ AtIt sabakao ek hI ivaixaPt Qa@ko sao gat- maoM phMucaa doMgaoÆ

Ba`aMityaaM BaI tao trh–trh kI haotI hOM AaOr hma saBaI jyaada yaa kma kBaI na kBaI [sako iSakar haoto hI hOM.  jaanato hO ik jaOsao baahr Aaga jalatI hO vaOsao hI ek jvaalaa mana maoM BaI haotI hO AaOr yaid yah nafrt kI hao saktI hO tao p`oma kI BaI tao.  ËaoQa kI tao ivavaok kI BaI tao.  vaOsao BaI ivad`aoh yaa paSaivak Aanand kBaI saRjana nahIM krta – – basa thsa–nahsa hI jaanata hO yah.  maanaa ik hmaoSaa saMyaimat AaOr saMtuilat rh panaa Aasaana nahIM haota AaOr isaf- Baro poT sao maanava tRPt BaI nahIM hao pata – eosaa tao basa pSau pxaI AaOr vanaspit ko saaqa hI haota hOM yaa ifr cand kundbauiw ko laaogaaoM ko saaqa.  [@kIsavaIM sadIM ko [sa maanava nao tao Aba bahut kuC saIK AaOr jaana ilayaa hO.  sauK AaOr ]plaibQayaaoM ko nae–nae saaQana hOM [sako pasa.  ApnaI raojamara- kI ja$rtaoM sao inavaR%t pae [sa maanava kI maaMga idna–p`itidna baZ, AaOr badla rhI hOM.  iksaI kao takt caaihe tao iksaI kao naama.

[sa Aigna ko davaanala¸ baD,vaanala¸ jazranala hI nahIM¸ p`omaaigna¸ ËaoQaaigna¸ WoYaaigna AaOr naa jaanao iktnao AaOr $p ibaKro pD,o hOM hmaaro caaraoM trf.  [namaoM jalato–tpto hma inat nae sva$p maoM Zlato jaato hOM.  nae AaivaYkar pr AaivaYkar hao rho hOM kBaI Apnao sauK caOna ko ilae tao kBaI saara sauK caOna sabakuC thsa nahsa krnao ko ilae.  caaho samaaja hao¸ Saasak hao¸ naota hao yaa Aama janata¸ kao[- BaI tao ACUta nahIM rh pata [sa ]Ymaa AaOr ]jaa- sao – – hala hI maoM ek poSao sao pOqaaolaaoijasT klaakar nao ApnaI klaa p`dSa-naI kI ijasamaoM kTo–fTo maanava SarIr ko AsalaI ihssaaoM kao PlaaisTisana maoM lapoTkr p`diSa-t ikyaa gayaa.  [sa vaIBa%sa AaOr raomaaMcak p`dSa-naI ka naama qaa 'baaODI va@sa-'.  klaa ka tao pta nahIM pr AaT- vaD- maoM kafI hlacala rhI AaOr hjaaraoM nao [sao doKa.  jaba ek ibanaa banaa ibastr baIsavaIM sadI kI mau#ya klaakRityaaoM maoM rKa jaa sakta hO tao maRt SarIr ko saMrixat maanava AvaSaoYa @yaaoM nahIM – vaOsao BaI Aaja klpnaa AaOr yaqaaqa- [tnaa gaDmaD hao cauka hO ik Aba [sa slaoTI maoM sao safod AaOr kalaa Alaga kr panaa ibalkula hI Aasaana nahIM.

saunato hOM iba`Tona ko jaanao maanao BaUtpUva- iva%t maM~I AaOr gaRh maM~I ra^ya jaoinknsa kI maR%yau sao KalaI hu[- caansalar kI kusaI- kao Aa^@safaoD- yaUinavaisa-TI¸ Amaoirka ko BaUtpUva- raYT/pit ibala i@laMTna kao saaOMpnao ko baaro maoM saaoca rhI hO.  vajah [sakI dao bata[- jaatI hOM.  ek tao vah Kud BaI kBaI vahaM pr ivaVaqaI- qao dUsarI yaUinavaisa-TI kI jaja-r iva%t–vyavasqaa ko ilae yah ek AcCa AaOr sahI kdma haogaa.

pOsaa hI jaba Aaja hr trh ko maana AaOr sammaana ka maapdMD hO tao Pyaar AaOr Baavanaa jaOsaI hlakI caIjaaoM kao tao Aarama sao baocaa hI jaa sakta hO – – eosaI hI kuC QaarNaa hO maRt rajakumaarI Da[naa ko p`omaI AaOr ima~ haonao ka davaa krnao vaalao jaomsa *yaU[T kI.  Amaoirka maoM dUrdSa-na ko ek saaxaa%kar maoM ]nhaoMnao batayaa ik vah Da[naa ko saBaI p`oma–p~ baocanao ka [rada rKto hOM.  dsa p~aoM ko ilae tao ]nako pasa caar imailayana paOMD ka ek KrIddar BaI maaOjaUd hO @yaaoMik vao mau#ya eoithaisak dstavaoja BaI isaw hao sakto hOM.  AaOr [tnaI baD,I rkma ko Aagao iksaI ko BaI p`it inaYza yaa kt-vya ka kao[- savaala hI nahIM ]zta.

hala hI maoM yahI jaanao kI kaoiSaSa kI yahaM ko ek p`mauK AKbaar ko saMvaaddata nao jaba ]sanao jaananaa caaha ik @yaa vaastva maoM Aaja kI [sa BaaOitk duinayaa maoM sabakuC pOsao sao hI KrIda jaa sakta hO yaa nahIM – – naama¸ SaaOhrt sabakuC.  Apnao [sa tk- kao p`maaiNat krnao ko ilae ]sanao yahaM ko ek iva#yaat klaa saMga`halaya kao gaumanaama faona ikyaa AaOr kha ik vah ek QanaI vyai> kI trf sao baaola rha hO jaao ]nako saMga`halaya kao imailayana paOMD ka dana donaa caahta hO.  basa Sat- [tnaI hO ik ]sakI ek klaakRit vaIiqaka maoM p`isaw klaakRityaaoM ko saaqa TaMganaI haogaI.  vah p`isaw saMga`halaya na isaf- Sat- maana gayaa varna dsa imanaT maoM banaa[- ga[- ]sa klaakRit kI BaUir–BaUir p`SaMsaa tk kr DalaI.  baad maoM jaba saMvaaddata nao ApnaI Asailayat bata[- tao baaOKlaae saMga`halaya ko @yaUroTr nao basa [tnaa hI kha ik [tnao saaro pOsaaoM kI ja$rt Balaa Aaja iksao nahIM AaOr ]sa kRit kao vao isaf- kaOrIDaOr maoM hI TaMga rho qao¸ mau#ya ha^la maoM nahIM.  iksaI nao Saayad saca hI kha hO ik maayaa toro tIna naama – – prsaI prsaa prsarama.

Baart maoM ipClao idnaaoM p`vaasaI idvasa manaayaa gayaa.  DoZ, hjaar ko krIba p`vaasaI BaartIyaaoM ka doSavaaisayaaoM nao jaaordar svaagat ikyaa [sa vaado ko saaqa ik Aba vah duhrI naagairkta ko hkdar haoMgao AaOr ek baar ifr sao ]nhoM basa BaartIya hI nahIM¸ BaartvaasaI khlaanao ka BaI maaOka idyaa jaaegaa.  yahI nahIM iva%t va vyaapar maoM BaI vao na[-–na[- sauivaQaaAaoM ko hkdar haoMgao.  basa vaaoT donao yaa caunaava laD,nao ka AiQakar ]nhoM nahIM imalaogaa.  [sa sammaana AaOr Pyaar nao¸ [sa Aavaahna nao sabako mana kao CuAa.  saba p`vaasaI ekmat hOM ik Aba vao Kudkao Baart sao AaOr jyaada jauD,a mahsaUsa kr paeMgao.  87 vaYaI-ya najaIr maaohmmad ko ilae tao yah ek ABaUtpUva- AnauBava qaa.  vao saalaBar kI ]ma` maoM hI maaM ko saaqa Baart kao CaoD,kr i~inadad jaa basao qao AaOr ]nhoM bastI ijalao ko Apnao gaaMva ka naama tk nahIM pta qaa.  saOMkD,aoM saala phlao gaulaamaI AaOr maja,dUrI kI ija,ndgaI kao Apnaanao ko ilae jahajaaoM maoM Barkr kr Baojao gae yaa ifr iSaxaa kI na[-–na[- tknaIkI jaanakarI AaOr Qanaaopaja-na ko ilae hala ko dSakaoM maoM gae yao prdosaI jaba Gar laaOTo tao AaMKoM nama qaI.  sarkar Wara naaO ivaiSaYT p`vaaisayaaoM ko saaqa sammaainat haonao pr KuSaI sao ClaktI AaMKaoM AaOr Baava ivaBaaor gad\gad\ Aavaaja maoM vao basa [tnaa hI kh pae ik ]nako jaIvana maoM AaOr yahaM Baart maoM Aaja BaI kuC nahIM badlaa – – vahI dala raoTI¸ vahI Apnao laaoga – – basa ek jamaIna kI hI tao dUrI hOM.

AaOr ek eosaI hI dUrI tya kI kla ek AaOr kalajayaI Sai#sayat nao ijanakI ijajaIivaYaa nao hmaoSaa [saI duinayaa [saI QartI sao jauD,o rhnaa caaha yah jaanato hue BaI ik [sa QartI pr tao jaao baIt ga[- saao baIt ga[- – – @yaaoMik vah jaanato qao – – [sa par ip`yaÑ tuma hao¸ maQau hO– – ]sapar na jaanao @yaa haogaa – –
EaI hrvaMSa raya baccana jaI kao ]nako [sa ivastRt saaih%ya pirvaar kI trf sao ek BaavaBaInaI EaMwaMjaila.

janavarI 2003