baUmarOMga

—SaOla Aga`vaala

Aa^sT/oilayaa¸ spona¸ put-gaala¸ Íansa¸ jama-naI , , ,caaraoM trf hI ek Asa( tapmaana AaOr caTkto saUKo poD,aoM AaOr maOdanaaoM maoM raoja nayaI–nayaI bauSa fayar , , ,Asa( nauksaana¸ pSau¸ pxaI¸ [nsaana saBaI ka. BaU–ivadaoM ka khnaa hO ik pRqvaI ka tapmaana badla rha hO AaOr hmaoM [sa Ainayaimatta kI Aadt DalanaI pD,ogaI , , ,baaZ,¸ BaUkmp¸ saUKa sabakI hI. hr trh ko p`kaop AaOr vah BaI eksaaqa hI @yaaoMik ?tuAaoM ko pasa inayama¸ saMyama saba cauk gae hOM. bahut manamaanaI kr laI hmanao¸ Aba p`kRit kI baarI hO , , ,pr @yaa hma $ko hOM¸ $k paeMgao¸ yaa kao[- raok paegaa hmaoM kBaIÆ

raoja nae saMGaTna AaOr maM~NaaeM ja$r haotI hOM AaOr na[-–na[- vaOiSvak yaaojanaaAaoM po dstKt krko hmaaro naota ]na fa[laaoM maoM ilaKo kao tao CaoiD,e¸ fa[laaoM tk kao BaUlanao ko AadI hao cauko hOM. ivaSva AaOr [saka pyaa-varNa hmaaro AinayaMi~t kaOtuk¸ laalaca AaOr takt kI daOD, sao p`dUiSat na haoM [sako ilae saunato hOM $sa¸ Amaoirka AaOr iba`Tona nao phlaI T/ITI ]nnaIsa saaO pOMsaz maoM saa[na kI qaI , , ,Aaja Anaiganat na[- T/ITI AaOr krIba–krIba caalaIsa vaYa- baad BaI hma Kudkao phlao sao BaI bahut jyaada baImaar AaOr laacaar vaatavarNa maoM saasa laota pa rho hOM AaOr dma taoD,tI [sa baUZ,I pRqvaI kI gaaodI maoM baOzo TMUTo–fTo Aasamaana sao Aaga ]galato saUrja kao TkTkI baaMQao doK rho hOM , , ,saUrja jaao phlao kBaI hmaara daost qaa¸ Aaja [sasao [tnaa Dr @yaaoM laga rha hO hmaoMÆ

ivaYamataAaoM sao jaUJato garIba doSaaoM kao tao Aata hO kOsao BaI ijanda rh laonaa yaa sabakuC sahto–sahto caupcaap mar jaanaa pr AaQauinak tknaIikyaaoM sao laosa paScaa%ya doSaaoM ko ilae yah ek Asa( AaOr AnajaanaI samasyaa hO. yahaM iba`Tona maoM tapmaana maa~ tIsa–pOMtIsa saoilsayasa po phMucanao sao hI k[- sqaanaIya rolvao kmpinayaaoM nao ApnaI yaa~aeM sqaigat kr dI AaOr jaao iksaI vajah sao eosaa nahIM kr pae ]nakI samasyaa jaiTla AaOr hasyaaspd hao ga[-. saa]qa–hompTna sao calanao vaalaI rolagaaD,I laMdna ko vaaTrlaU sToSana tk kI maa~ 70 maIla kI yaa~a naaO GaMTo maoM tya kr pa[- AaOr tpto SaISaaoM kI band baaogaI maoM [ntja,ar krto yaa~I garmaI AaOr Pyaasa sao proSaana hao SaISaa taoD,kr baahr inakla Aae. kaSa , , ,vao ApnaI yaa~a saubah saa[iklaaoM pr saa]qa–hompTna sao Sau$ krto tao Saayad [sasao jaldI hI landna phMuca jaato.

Kbar hO ik Amaoirka maoM macCraoM sao jaanalaovaa baImaarI vaosT–naa[la ka tojaI sao fOlanao ka Ktra hO. [samaoM k[- Anya Gaatk KtraoM ko saaqa [nsaana ka nava-sa–isasTma BaI pMgau hao sakta hO. [na baImaairyaaoM ko ivadoSaI AaOr xao~Iya naama hmaoM batato hOM ik yah baImaairyaaM kBaI [na AmaIr doSaaoM sao hja,araoM maIla dUr hI rhtI qaIMM pr Aba vah idna dUr nahIM jaba kaolaraDao yaa nyaUyaa^k- ka naama BaI vaayarsaaoM ko saMdBaao-M maoM saunaa[- donao laga jaae  , , ,haMgakaMga FlaU sao tao Aaja pUra ivaSva piricat hao hI cauka hO.

p`yaaogaaoM pr p`yaaoga hao rho hOM AaOr raoja hI nae AaivaYkar haoto jaa rho hOM. ivaSaoYat: ipClao baIsa vaYaao-M maoM duinayaa bahut tojaI sao badlaI hO AaOr badla rhI hO. sabakuC Kraba hI huAa hao eosaa BaI nahIM kha jaa sakta hO. saMcaar AaOr icaik%saa iva&ana maoM hu[- KaojaoM pUrI maanava jaait ko iht maoM hOM AaOr maanava samaaja ko ilae gava- ka ivaYaya hOM.

yahaM eiDnabaga- maoM phlao ek Da^laI naamakI SaIp AaOr Aba hala hI maoM [TlaI maoM ek GaaoD,o ka hUbahU p`it$p  , , ,yaanaI ik @laaona. vah samaya Saayad dURr nahIM jaba maa~ ek baala yaa saola ko saharo pUra ka pUra jaIva ifr sao rcaa jaa sakogaa yaanaI ik tknaIkI $p sao maRt laaogaaoM kao BaI Aba puna: hUbahU ]saI $p AaOr ]nhIM gauNaaoM ko saaqa vaapsa [sa duinayaa maoM laayaa jaa sakta hO. saMBaavanaaeM Anaiganat hOM  , , ,saaoicae yaid duinayaa maoM ip``yajanaaoM ko ibaCuD,nao ka gama hI na rhoM  , , ,gaaMQaI¸ rama kRYNa yaa i@layaaopoT/a ifr hmaaro baIca maoM haoM yaa roDrma jaOsaa toja AaOr ivajaya rosa ka GaaoD,a ek hI nahIM¸ caahoM ijatnao BaI hao AaOr vah BaI [saI QartI prÆ

pr hmaoM yah BaI tao nahIM BaUlanaa caaihe ik yaid rama banaae jaa sakto hOM tao ravaNa BaI tao AaOr yaid gaaMQaI tao ihTlar BaI. Anaiganat samasyaaAaoM nao jaUJato ivaSva maoM Aba [tnaa QaOya- nahIM ik ifrsao ek Aaor ihTlar kao bada-St kr paeM – Saayad yahI vajah hO ik vaO&ainak AaOr naota ABaI tk ekmat nahIM hao pae ik saarI tknaIkI jaanakarI ko baavajaUd BaI [na p`yaaogaaoM kao baZ,avaa idyaa jaae yaa turMt yahIM raok idyaa jaaeÆ varnaa vah idna dUr nahIM jaba AmaIr tao sauprmaako-T\sa kI trh Da^@Tr kI saupr Saa^p sao hrI–naIlaI AaMKoM AaOr manacaaho BaUro GaMuGaralao baalaaoM vaalao iDjaa[nar baccao lao Aayaa kroMgao jaao ik na isaf- hr trh sao SarIr sao daoYa–riht haoMgao varna hr klaa AaOr gauNa maoM BaI AiWtIya AaOr pUNa-t: inapuNa haoMgao , , ,Tna-r kI trh ponT kroMgao¸ lata kI trh gaaeMgao AaOr maa[kola jaO@sana kI trh naacaoMgao¸ Aa[nsaTa[na kI trh saaocaoMgao AaOr hr@yaUilasa kI trh taktvar haoMgao. AaOr [sa samast daoYariht samaaja sao dUr garIba doSaaoM maoM¸ garIba GaraoM maoM saaQaarNa $p sao pOda hue baccao dUr sao hI phcaanao jaa sakoMgao , , ,ek Alaga trh ka saaQaarNa AaOr kMuizt jaIvana jaIto hue  , , ,jaao kuC–kuC slaova–p`qaa saa hI tao haogaa  , , ,hr daOD, maoM harta AaOr iGasaTta–saa  , , ,ipCD,a huAa¸ AmaIraoM ko ]pBaao>a samaaja kI saovaa maoM samaip-t laacaar AaOr baobasa.

yah jaao Aaja iDjaa[nar maanava ka iDjaa[nar BaivaYya hmaaro bahut pasa Aa KD,a huAa hO¸ basa Agalao maaoD,pr hI¸ @yaa yah hmaaro ilae ihtkarI hOÆ @yaa yah hmaarI svaaqaI- p`vaRi%tyaaoM maoM kuC AaOr vaRiw nahIM krogaa  , , , inaScaya hI hma saBaI ko ilae hI yah qamakr saaocanao kI baat hO ik Aaja samaaja maoM jaao dyaa¸ saihYNauta¸ ]pkar AaOr samaJa Aaid kI p`vaRi%tyaaM va BaavanaaeM qaaoD,I bahut bacaI rh pa[- hOM @yaa ]naka kla ko [sa iDja,a[nar saMsaar maoM Aist%va baca paegaa  , , ,@yaa [sa rosakaosa- pr yao kmajaaor AaOr puranao GaaoD,o iTk yaa daOD, paeMgaoÆ

pr puratna SaaSvat BaI tao hao sakta hO tBaI tao icar puratna khlaata hO ijasao ik hmaarI ApnaI saMskRt BaaYaa¸ jaao Apnao sahja AaOr ]pyaaogaI vyaakrNa AaOr Qvaina–gauNaaoM ko karNa vaodaoM AaOr Qama-–ga`nqaaoM sao inaklakr Aba kmPyaUTsa- tk Aa phMucaI hOM AaOr eiSaayaa[- BaaYaaAaoM ko tknaIkI ivakasa maoM ek mah%vapUNa- yaaogadana do rhI hO. [sao kmPyaUTr xao~ ko BaaYaa–ivad ivaiBanna xao~Iya AaOr AaMcailak BaaYaaAaoM ko ivakasa maoM ek Ait mah%vapUNa- AaOr saSa> AaOjaar maana rho hOM. inaScaya hI paiNanaI ko ilae [sasao baD,a purskar AaOr Balaa @yaa hao sakta hOÆ samaaja kI ]BartI samaJa AaOr saihYNauta ko kuC AaOr ]dahrNa BaI saamanao Aae hOM jaOsao ik phlao ek maihlaa AaOr hala hI maoM ek gao ibaSap kI Amaoirkna caca- maoM inayaui> , , ,isaf- yahI nahIM¸ vaoiTkna–isaTI ka [sao pUra AaOr Kulaa samaqa-na. hala hI maoM ip`nsa caalsa- nao BaI ApnaI idvaMgat naanaI ³@vaIna–madr´ ko puranao Gar @laoroMsa ha]sa maoM hI rhnao ka inaNa-ya ilayaa hO. Ch imailayana paOMD sao BaI jyaada Kca- krko saMvaaro [sa Gar kao Aba janata ko p`dSa-na ko ilae Kaola idyaa jaaegaa ijasamaoM saunato hOM ik caalsa- ko saaqa–saaqa kmaIlaa pak-r baaolsa AaOr ]nako daonaaoM baoTaoM ko ilae BaI kmaro haoMgao. AaOr yaid Aap BaI [sa eoithaisak AaOr rajasaI mahla kao doKnaa caahto hOM tao [ntja,ar kIijae @yaaoMik saalaBar tk kI iTkToM tao phlao hI ibak caukI hOM.

calato–calato gamaI- ko baocaOna maaOsama maoM caaraoM trf ]D,tI [sa bauSa–fayar kI Anaiganat icanagaairyaaoM maoM sao ek icanagaarI Aapko manana ko ilae BaI  , , ,[-rak ko AaiNvak saMQaana AaOr Sas~aoM ko inairxaNa ko baad Amaoirka nao Aba eosao hI inarIxaNa kI maaMga [-rana sao BaI kI hO.

AMt maoM ApnaI QaraoM AaOr Qaraohr kao , , ,[sa ivaSva kao samaip-t krto hue Aapko saaqa mahsaUsa krnaa AaOr baaMTnaa caahMUgaI hala hI maoM pZ,I saup`isaw kOroibayana kiva maaiT-na kaT-r kI yah kivata. ]plabQa ihndI Anauvaad sao hI Aap BaavaaoM ko gahna saMklp¸ tIva` pID,a AaOr saaOMdya- ka Anaumaana lagaa sakto hOM – kiva ka sapnaa nahIM Saayad ek Aavaahna khnaa jyaada sahI haogaa –

maOMnao ]za ilayaa hO
haqa maoM
Apnao pUva-jaaoM ka caYak
]tar laI hO¸ Apnao kMz maoM
]nako svaPnaaoM kI maidra
ek sanasanaahT fOla ga[- hO
maoro pUro SarIr maoM
Aigna QaQak rhI hO
maoro naR%ya maoM
na jaanao iktnaa panaI
pUra ka pUra mahasaagar
gaujar gayaa hO maoro sar ko }pr sao.

Agast 2003