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"jaIvana hmaarI
pirBaaYaa Anausaar tao calanao sao rha – Aaja saaf
idKa[- dota hO manauYya ka jaIvana BaIYaNa
kiznaa[yaaoM sao gauja,r rha hO." maOMnao caaya kI
phlaI causkI sao BaI phlao kha qaa.
tuma hMsao qao. mauJao yah
laga rha qaa ik tuma mauJasao sahmat nahIM hao. yah
inaScaya hI maoro ilae KuSaI kI baat tao nahIM qaI pr
maOMnao Apnao caohro pr du:K kI prCa[yaaM Aanao nahIM dIM
@yaaoMik mauJao maalaUma qaa¸ tumharo saMga yah CaoTI va
mah%vapUNa- maulaakat¸ naahk babaa-d nahIM krnaI qaI
mauJao.
"hr pirisqait maoM KuSa haonao ko ilae¸
QaOya- caaihe." tuma baaolao qao.
"haM¸ hr du:K
va ivapi<a maoM QaIrja hI tao sahara hO." maOMnao
BaI ApnaI jamaI hu[- BaavanaaeM ]MDola dIM.
"pr ek
AaOr mah%vapUNa- baat yah hO ik hr pirisqait ka matlaba
yah nahIM haonaa caaihe ik ijasao Jaolaa na jaa sako." maOM baaolatI rhI
qaI. tumanao baatoM jaarI rKnao ko ilae ek–ek kp AaOr
caaya pInao ka p`stava rKa AaOr ifr hma dUsara kp caaya
pInao laga gae.
"zMD maoM caaya pInao ka maja,a hI
kuC AaOr hO. hO naÆ" maOM hMsa dI qaI tumharo
savaala pr. maOMnao kha¸
"Aba calaoM¸ AMQaora
baZ,nao lagaa hO." hma vahaM sao ]znao lagao AaOr
tumhara calanaa maOM stbQa doKtI rhI. maoro pasa tumharo
Anaok savaalaaoM ko javaaba nahIM qao.
]saI trh hmaarI AgalaI
maulaakat Acaanak hI ek vyast Gar sao bahut dUr Sahr kI
saD,k pr hu[- qaI. vaastva maoM mauJao kBaI yakIna nahIM
qaa ik hmaarI maulaakat ]sa Sahr maoM BaI hao saktI hO.
"maOM GaUmanao ko ilae Aayaa hMU" ibana pUCo hI
tuma kh gae qao. "maOM BaI GaUmanao hI Aa[-
hMU." maOMnao BaI tumharo saur maoM saur imalaayaa
qaa. "ifr ek saaqa GaUmanao calaoMÆ" tumhara
p`stava kao maOM nahIM zukra sakI qaI AaOr kOsao hma
daonaaoM haqa maoM haqa ilae GaUmao qao.
maOM Aba yaad kr rhI hMU¸
kOsao Saamakao tuma maoro ilae gauraMsa ko fUlaaoM ka
gaucCa lao Aae qao AaOr saaqa maoM SauBakamanaa kaD- BaI.
maOM vaOsao BaI JaUma ]zI qaI AaOr saca khMU¸ tumhara
idyaa huAa kaD- va saUKo hue hI sahI vao gauraMsa ko fUla¸
Aba BaI kmaro Bar sajaakr rKo hOM maOMnao. Saayad vaao
kaD- va fUla hI AaiKrI ]phar qao maoro ilae tumharo trÔ
sao.
dUsaro idna savaoro hI hma
saaqa–saaqa GaUmanao inakla gae qao. Saayad vahI AaiKrI
saubah qaI hmaaro saaqa kI. ]sako baad bahut vaYaao-M tk
hmaarI maulaakat nahIM hu[- qaI. savaoro kI Aaosa¸ haqa
Bar gauraMsa ko fUla AaOr maIzI saI zMDI hvaa ko saaqa
hmanao kOsao tIna GaMTo laMbaa rasta par ikyaa¸ pta hI
nahIM calaa qaa.
"maOM caahta hMU¸ [sa saubah jaOsaa
taja,gaI Bara AaOr [na gauraMsa ko fUla jaOsaa sauMdr hao
tumhara jaIvana." tuma kiva kI trh baaolanao lagao
qao AaOr maOM Aaihsta–Aaihsta maMd–maMd hvaa maoM
calanao lagaI qaI.
"]sa ]gato hue caaMd kao doKao
tao." haoTla kI Ct pr pOr rKto hI tuma icallaa ]zo
qao. maOMnao doKa AaQaI rat maoM kOsao caaMd ]jaalao AaOr
sauK ka p`tIk banakr iJalaimalaa rha qaa.
"doKao¸
yah jaIvana tao xaNaBaMgaur hO. magar yah caaMd hmaaro mar
jaanao ko baad BaI [saI trh camakta rhogaa AaOr manauYya
kao SaaMit va SaItlata p`dana krta rhogaa." tuma
Baavauk hao calao qao AaOr kOsao maOM camakto hue caaMd
kao inahartI hI rh ga[- qaI. mauJao pta hI nahIM calaa.
maorI AaMKoM nama hao calaI qaIM AaOr tumanao maoro AaMsaU
paoMC ide qao. ifr maalaUma pD,a maOM rao rhI qaI. tumharo
haqaaoM ka spSa- saca khMU tao Aba BaI mahsaUsa kr rhI
hMU.
"Aaohao¸ ek idna tao hma saba mar
jaaeMgao." maOM yaaoM hI ]dasa hao calaI qaI. maorI
]dasaI kao AnadoKa kr tuma hMsanao lagao qao.
"saunaaoÑ maOM j,yaadatr Gar kI Ct pr baOzkr caaMd
kI kivataeM ilaKta rhta hMU. [sa tnaavaga`st ijaMdgaI maoM
caaMd ko saukUna ka mah%va hI kuC AaOr hO. kaSa¸ saaro
jaIivat laaoga p`omamaya jaIvana jaIto tao [sa saMsaar ka
mah%va hI kuC AaOr haota. sacaÑ laaoga [tnao ihMsak
@yaaoM haoto hOMÆ @yaaoM ek dUsaro ka k%la krto hOMÆ
inama-mata kI prakaYza maoM @yaaoM sajaatIya kI h%yaa krto
hOMÆ @yaaoM [tnaa pID,adayak jaIvana jaIto hOM laaogaÆ
maOM tao yahI caahta hMU¸ vyaqa- maoM AadmaI kao marnaa
na pD,o AaOr hr jaIivat AadmaI ka jaInao ka hk sauinaiScat
hao."
tumhoM doKkr va tumharI baatoM saunakr maOM
hMsa dI qaI. pID,adayak hMsaI hMsanaa iktnaa kYTkr haota
hO yah mahsaUsa ikyaa hO maOMnao.
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