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baataoM
hI baataoM maoM ]sa idna AiBavyai@t kI TIma kao batayaa ik maOM
QaUma`pana kI Aadt kao k[- vaYaao-M tk pala kr [sasao CuTkara pa cauka
hUM AaOr Apnaa AnauBava laaogaaoM maoM baa^MTnaa caahta hUM. ]nako
sakara%mak javaaba ka pirNaama ko flasva$p maorI yah Aa%makqaa Aapko
saamanao p`stut hO.
maOM
caahta hUM “ QaueoM sao AajaadI” naama sao ilaiKt maoro [sa
saMsmarNa kao vao laaoga tao PaZ,o hI jaao QaUma`pana krto hOM vao BaI
pZ,o jaao [sa Aadt sao dUr hOM taik vao Apnao smaaokr ima~aoM kao [sako
baaro maoM bata sakoM.yaid ek BaI vyai> maoro [sa p`yaasa sao
laaBaainvat haota hO tao maOM ApnaI kaoiSaSa kao safla samaJaUMgaa.
maOMnao yah batanao ka ya%na ikyaa hO ik iksa trh maorI
ijandgaI QauAaĐ QauAaĐ hao ga[- qaI ijasaooooo inayait maana kr [sa
samasyaa sao ]barnao ko saaro p`yaasa lagaBaga band sao kr idyao qao.
ifr iksa trh sao [sa Aadt ko caMgaula sao mauJao AajaadI imalaI .
vaOsao
tao maora QaUma`pana krnaa yaa na krnaa maoro va maoro pirvaar ko ilae
Balao hI bahut mah%vapUNa- hao iksaI AaOr kao [sasao jyaada @yaa
matlabaĆ laoikna mauJao yakIna
hO [sao pZ,nao ko baad laaogaaoM kao yah ivaSvaasa krnaa hI pD,ogaa ik
majabaUt [rada maMijala tk phuMcaa hI dota hO.
caaoorI caaorI caupko caupko
kxaa
9 AaOr 10 kI pZ,a[- ]na idnaaoM BaI kafI mah%vapUNa- huAa krtI qaI
@yaaoMik iSaxaa ko [saI pD,ava pr ivaVaqaI- ko BaivaYya ka idSaa
inaQaa-rNa haota hO.magar ]na idnaaoM kaoooooooooooooooo yahaĐ pr yaad
krnao ka karNa dUsara hI hO.yahI vaao samaya qaa jaba maoro jaIvana maoM
QaUma`pana kI Aadt nao p`vaoSa ikyaa qaa.
yah
1967 kI baat hO. maOM kxaa 9 maoM qaa.p`a[marI va imaiDla skUla ko
ima~ ivada hue. nayao daost bana rho qao. ek sahpazI sao kuC jyaada hI
lagaava hao calaa qaa.ek idna vah @laasa$ma maoM hI dao baIiD,yaaĐ
laokr Aa gayaa .pUCnao pr ]sanao batayaa ik yao ]sanao Apnao iptajaI ko
baID,I ko banDla sao caura[- hOM. kuC tao na[-–na[- caIja ka e@saa[TmaoMT
AaOr kuC ]sa daost ka Aaga`h ek KalaI pIirAD maoM skUla ko TayalaoT maoM
daonaaoM nao baIiD,yaa^M saulagaa hI DalaI. PahlaI KaĐsaI kao sahna kr
ilayaa tao svaaBaaivak qaa ik [sakI punaravaRi%t hao.hr
dao caar idnaaoM ko Antrala pr yah isalaisalaa Sau$ hao gayaa.
ima~
kI kRt&ta ka [tnaa baaoJa hao gayaa qaa ik ek idna mauJa sao rha na
gayaa maOnao BaI iptajaI ko baID,I banDla pr haqa saaf kr idyaa.[saka Avasar BaI AasaanaI sao mauJao imala gayaa.garimayaaoM ko
idnaaoM maoM saBaI Ct pr saaoyaa krto qao.iptajaI kao hlko Kra-To Barnao
kI Aadt qaI.jyaaoMhI Kra-To p`armBa hue maora haqa caupko sao ]nako tike
ko naIcao roMga gayaa.khnao kI AavaSyakta nahIM hO ik vahIM pr maorI
maMijala ko $p maoM baID,I ka banDla qaa.yah maorI phlaI caaorI qaI
AaiKrI [sailae nahIM khUMgaa @yaaoMik yah isalaisalaa cala pD,a
qaa.baID,I ko QaueoM sao Apnao Aap kao sarabaaor krnao ko ilae daonaaoM
daost baarI baarI sao yah imanaI caaorI krnao lagao.kuC samaya baad
qaaoD,I Aa%maglaaina haonao kI vajah sao yaa ifr AavaSyakta baZ,nao ko
karNa jaobaKca- sao baIiD,yaa^M Aanao lagaI.jaoba Kca- baZ,,a tao
isagaroT nao Apnao pOr fOlaanao Sau$ ike.
[sa
trh sao maorI ijandgaI maoM [sa Aadt nao kdma rKo.Aba yah saaocata hĐU
kaSa ]sa samaya yah caaorI na kI haotI tao ijandgaI ko [tnao vaYa-
QaueoM kao samaip-t na hue haoto.magar yah saba saaocanao sao @yaa haota
hO maOM ApnaI ijandgaI pr lagao [sa daga kao Balaa kOsao Qaao sakta hUM
ik maOMnao ek tucC saI vastu kI caaorI kI vaao BaI Apnao Balao ko ilae
nahIM .
naayak yaa Klanaayak
AiBanaota
dovaanand maoro psandIda klaakaraoM maoM sao ek rho hOM laoikna kuC hd
tk maorI QaUma`pana kI Aadt kao baZ,avaa donao ko ilae ijammaodar BaI
.]na idnaaoM ijasa trh sao vao isagaroT ]Cala–]Cala kr pIto qao yaa ifr
cair~ AiBanaota p`aNa saahba jalatI hu[- isagaroT kao ibanaa haqa lagaae
mau^Mh ko Andr baahr klaabaaijayaa^MM krato qao ]sa samaya ko
naaOjavaanaaoM ka idla baillayaaoM ]Calanao ko ilae kafI qaa.QaueMo ko
Cllao banaanao kI hIrao [maoja nao maoro haqaaoM maoM isagaroT kao
AaOr BaI majabaUtI sao pkD,a idyaa.mana maoM ivacaar Aata qaa ik jaba
yao laaoga [tnaa kuC kr rho hOM tao kma sao kma hma saaQaarNa trIko sao
QauAaĐ inakalanao ka lau%f tao ]za hI sakto hOM.
maOMM ijandgaI ka saaqa inaBaata calaa
gayaa…hr ifË kao QaueoM
maoM ]D,a……….”
yah
gaanaa gaunagaunaato hue maOM Apnao Aap kao hIrao samaJanao lagaa
qaa.]na
idnaaoM [sa DOSa DOSa ka Aqa- nahIM samaJaa qaa.laoikna Aba yakIna
hao calaa hO ik yao KalaI sqaana BaivaYya maoM Aanao vaalaI ir@tta kI
Aaor [Migat kr rha qaa. javaanaI ko jaaoSa AaOr hIrao jaOsaI sTa[la
Apnaanao kI caah ko karNa [sa Aaor kBaI Qyaana hI nahIM gayaa ik ijasao hma
majaa samaJa rho qao vaastva maoM AnQakarmaya BaivaYya kI Sau$Aat qaI.
vaOsao
tao naSao ko karNa k[- AiBanaotaAaoM AaOr AiBanaoi~yaaoM ko dma taoD,nao
tk ko ]dahrNa saamanao qao laoikna khto hOM na ik caZ,to saUrja kao hr
kao[- namaskar krta hO DUbato hue saUrja kao tao samaud``` Aqavaa iksaI
Anant iknaaro maoM ivalaIna hao jaanaa hO.Aaja BaI jaba salamaana Kana
SaT- ]tar kr ivaiBanna p`kar kI maud`aeoM banaata hO tao k[- manacalao
naaOjavaana nakla krnao kao Aatur hao ]zto hO. hma BaI ]na idnaaoM Apnao
cahoto klaakaraoM kI Baava BaMigamaaAaoM kI nakla ikyaa krto qao.yahI
samaya qaa QaUma`pana kI lat nao QaIro QaIro idmaaga kao pUra vaSa
maoM kr ilayaa.
jaanao
Anajaanao hma [sa baat kao BaUla rho qao ik naayak bananao ko ca@kr
maoM KlanaayakaoM kI saI Aadt Apnaato jaa rho hOM.Cup Cup kr isagaroT ko
kSa lagaanaa QaIro QaIro hmaaro SarIr maoM inakaoiTna $pI jahr Gaaola
rha qaa.maora jaIvana iksa p`kar QaueoM sao Bar gayaa qaa [sa ivaYaya pr
cacaa- sao phlao khnaa caahUMgaa —
QauMAadar jaIvana ijasaka hao calaa : naa ]saka Balaa naa AaOraoM ka
Balaa
iflmaI
naayakaoM ko Andaja kI nakla krto krto Aba hmaarI ijandgaI QauAaĐmaya
hao calaI qaI. isagaroT kI lalak baZ,tI calaI gayaI qaI.duBaa-gya sao
ka^laoja maoM BaI ima~ maMDilayaaĐ [sa trh kI nahIM imalaI ik [sa Aadt
kao CaoD,nao ko baaro maoM saaocaa jaa sako. 8 yaa 10 isagaroT p`itidna kI saM#yaa kao maOM A%yaiQak kI
EaoNaI maoM maanata qaa.halaaMik [sasao AiQak maa~a maoM saovana krnao
vaalao BaI bahutoro haoMgao laoikna maOMnao ApnaI AiQaktma saImaa ka
]llaMGana ekaQa baar kao CaoD, kr kBaI
BaI nahIM ikyaa.
]na
idnaaoM QaUma`pana sao haonao vaalaI p`%yaxa yaa Ap`%yaxa hainayaaoM ko
baaro maoM jyaada jaanakarI BaI ]plabQa nahIM qaI. [sailae [sa Aaor kBaI
Qyaana hI nahIM gayaa ik QaUma`pana krnao sao @yaa @yaa nauksaana hao
sakto hOM. yaid gayaa haota tao [tnao vaYaao-M tk QaueĐ ko saayao maoM
na rha haota AaOr Apnao [d- igad- ko laagaaoM ko svaasqya kI BaI rxaa kr
pata. vaOsao BaI mauJao Sau$ sao
hI Apnao sao jyaada dUsaraoM ko baaro maoM saaocanao kI Aadt hO.maorI
vajah sao iksaI Anya kao AaGaat phuMcao yaa idla duKo eosaa na tao
maOMnao caaha hO AaOr na hI kBaI jaIto jaI caah sakta hUM. [sa Aadt kao
CaoD,nao ko baad hI [sasao haonao vaalao duYpirNaamaaoM ko baaro
maoM &at huAa.
drAsala
haota yah hO ik QaUma`pana krnao vaalaa vyai> [sakI ganQa yaa
duga-nQa ka [tnaa AadI hao jaata hO ik ]sao mahsaUsa hI nahIM haota ik
]sako mauK sao yaa ]sako Aasapasa eosaI ganQa fOlaI haotI hO ijasao
QaUma`pana na krnao vaalao ko ilae sahna krnaa lagaBaga Asa( haota hO.
ima~ta , irStodarI Aqavaa Anya majabaUrI ko dbaava maoM vao [sao iksa trh
sahna krto hOM ,Anaumaana lagaanaa inahayat hI mauiSkla kama hO.
svayaM
ko nauksaana ko baaro maoM saaocaoM tao [sasao SaarIirk haina tao hO hI
Aaiqa-k haina BaI bahut hO. lambao Asao- tk ka yaid ihsaaba lagaayaa
jaayao tao yah ek FlaoT KrIdnao tk phuMca sakta hO.}pr sao yaid ]na
$pyaaoM kao yaid baOMk maoM rK idyaa jaayao tao vah FlaoT fina-Sa BaI
hao sakta hO.baakI @yaa @yaa nauksaana haota hO yah saba doKnaa tao
SaaoQak%ta-AaoM ka kaya- hO.
samasyaa
inayait bana jaayao jaba
yah jaanato hue BaI ik QaUma`pana kI lat sao SaarIirk Aaiqa-k
saamaaijak samasyaaeoM ]%pnna haotI hOM [nsaana @yaaoM [sa Aadt kao
CaoD, nahIM pataĆ Asala maoM haota yah hO ik yah Aadt ijasao ek
baar laga jaayao tao ]saka pICa hI nahIM CaoD,tI. ]sako KUna sao hI ek
p`kar kI Aavaaja saI Aanao lagatI hO AaOr idmaaga sao bandUk kI gaaolaI
kI trh saMdoSa inakla pD,ta hO. baakI kama SarIr Apnao Aap krnao lagata
hO masalana isagaroT laokr Aanaa yaa jaoba sao inakalanaa yahaĐ tk ik
kBaI kBaI ima~aoM sao BaI maaĐganaI pD, jaatI hO AaOr maaĐganao
ka matlaba tao samaJaanao kI ja$rt hI nahIM hO.
maOMnao
BaI k[- baar daostaoM sao isagaroT maaMgaI hO [sa baat sao Anajaana rh
kr ik @yaa saaocato haoMogao maoro baaro maoM , saaocaa kro ,ApnaI balaa
sao.]sa samaya jaba QaUma`pana kI tlaba lagatI hO tao kuC BaI AcCa nahIM
lagata. eosao k[- Avasar Aato hOM jaba isagaroT pasa maoM nahIM haotI tao
turnt ]na daostaoM kI yaad Aanao lagatI hO jaao QaUma`pana krto hOM. ifr
idmaaga baoSama- haokr yaacak banaa kr ]namaoM sao iksaI ek ko saamanao
KD,a kr dota hO.
eosaI
samasyaa ijasaka inavaarNa dUr dUr tk najar na Aaeo tao [nsaana ]sa
samasyaa ko saaqa rhnaa saIK jaata hO AaOr ]sa pirisqait kao hI ApnaI
inayait maananao lagata hO. maOMnao BaI ApnaI [sa Aadt kao ApnaI inayait
maana ilayaa qaa. ]na idnaaoM maOM saaocaa krta qaa ik jaI taoD, p`ya%na
krnao pr BaI yah Aadt CUTnao vaalaI tao hO nahIM ifr vyaqa- maoM hI
[-MQana @yaaoM Kpayaa jaayao.
yaha^M
pr yah saba ilaK kr maora [rada p`ya%na krnao vaalaaoM kao htao%saaiht
krnaa kdaip nahIM hO varna\ jaao ]mmaId har baOzo hOM AaOr QaUma`pana kI
Aadt kao CaoD,naa lagaBaga AsammBava maana cauko hOM ]nakao BaI [sa kqaa
sao p`orNaa imalaogaI. yah BaI ek saca hO ik [nsaana iktnaa BaI ApnaI
AadtaoM ka gaulaama @yaaoM na hao ]sako idla ko iksaI kaonao maoM yah
baat ja$r rhtI hO ik kaSa yah Aadt CUT jaayao AaOr vah BaI k[- AaOr
laaoogaaoM kI trh svacC vaatavarNa maoM saaĐsa lao sako.
[sailae
[sa samasyaa kao ApnaI inayait maana cauknao ko baad BaI maoro idla ko
ek kaonao maoM kao[- AaOr hI khanaI janma lao rhI qaI.
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