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dao ivadoiSayaaoM kao rajasqaanako gaUjaraoM kI vaoSaBaUYaa maoM¸ Apnao kayaa-laya maoM doKkr mauJao bahut AaScaya- huAa¸ ikntu maOM AaOr BaI AcaMiBat hao gayaI jaba maOMnao doKa ik vao maoro
saamanao namasto krko baOz gayao AaOr ihMdI maoM baatcaIt krko vah saUcanaa maaMganao lagao jaao ]nhoM caaihe qaI.
mauJao ibalakula BaI ehsaasa nahIM huAa ik maOM iknhIM ivadoiSayaaoM sao
baat kr rhI hMU. eosaa laga rha qaa ik – jaOsao maOM rajasqaana ko iksaI gaaMva ko ek gaUjar dMpit sao baat kr rhI hMU. haM¸ ]naka
AsaaQaarNa &ana tqaa taOr–trIka yah bata rha qaa ik vao rajasqaana ko SahraoM maoM BaI KUba GaUmao hOM. maoro ilae ApnaI ija&asaaAaoM ka samaaQaana krnaa ja$rI hao gayaa ik
[na dao ivadoiSayaaoM nao rajasqaana kI gaUjar–saMskRit kao @yaaoM Apnaa ilayaa AaOr [tnaa @yaa psaMd Aa gayaa jaao [nhaoMnao bahut AcCI ihMdI BaI baaolanaa saIK laI.
baat Sau$ huyaI tao yah pta lagaa ik [nhaoMnao puYkr maoM ek zakurjaI ko Gar rhkr¸ 10–15 idna
baccaaoM sao ihMdI saIKI. ifr jaOsalamaor GaUmanao gayao¸ vahaM BaI ihMdI saIKnao kI
kaoiSaSa kI. Aaja ek 'laaok klaakar' maoro dFtr maoM 'haqaI–samaaraoh' kI tarIf pUCnao Aayaa. jyaaoit AaOr naaSaI kao doKkr samaJaa ik Sa@la sao tao AMgaroja lagato hOM pr rajasqaanaI phnaavaa
phnakr GaUma rho hOM. vah klaakar mauJasao baaolaa¸ "yao tao saa'ba AMgaroja hOM¸ pr [nhaoMnao rajasqaanaI phnaavaa iktnao AcCo trIko sao phna rKa hO." Acaanak jyaaoit
baaolaa¸ "hma AMgaroja nahIM hOM¸ maOM [tlaI ka hMU AaOr yao svaIdna kI hO." ]sa klaakar ka caohra doKnao laayak qaa. ]sao ]mmaId nahIM qaI ik yao [tnaI AcCI ihMdI
baaolato hOM. jyaaoit ijasaka sahI naama 'eMjaao dI maatIMnaao' hO¸ laoikna gaaMva ko laaoga [nhoM jyaaoit khto hOM¸
]nhoM [tnaa ToZ,a AaOr laMbaa naama samaJa maoM nahIM Aata. naaSaI ka
sahI naama 'elaona baaolmaga`ona' hO¸ laoikna gaaMva maoM vah naaSaI ko naama sao pukarI jaatI hO. [na daonaaoM kao kao[- BaI Acaanak doKta hO tao [nhoM rajasqaanaI gaUjar hI samaJata hO.
Sau$Aat p`oma khanaI kI
iopClao 18 saala sao jyaaoit Baart Aa rho hOM. Baart kI saImaa maoM kdma rKto hI¸ piScamaI kpD,o ]tarkr
rajasqaanaI vaoSaBaUYaa phna laoto hOM AaOr ifr 6 mahInao lagaatar vahI phnaavaa phnato hOM. naaSaI nao Baart maoM dao saala phlao kdma rKa AaOr ek maolao maoM jyaaoit sao imalaI. ifr daonaaoM nao ek–dUsaro kao doKa¸ prKa AaOr [nhoM
lagaa ik hma daonaaoM ko ivacaar kafI imalato hOM¸ daonaaoM kao ivadoSaI kpD,a¸ Kanaa¸ rhna–sahna psaMd nahIM hO¸ rajasqaana ko gaaMvaaoM maoM GaUmanaa AaOr rhnaa psaMd hO tao daostI hao
gayaI AaOr Aba saaqa rhto hOM. [sa trh p`oma khanaI Sau$ hao gayaI. jyaaoit [TlaI ko isaisalaI TapU ko rhnaovaalao hOM. [nako ipta vahaM maasTr qao. Aba ' irTayar' hao
cauko hOM. khto hOM [TlaI maoM garIbaI hO¸ pr ifr BaI vahaM iBaKarI gaaD,I maoM GaUmata hO. ]Qar mahMgaa[- BaI bahut hO. [TlaI maoM jyaaoit ko maaM–baap rhto hOM. 6 mahInao
Baart maoM rhnao ka 'vaIjaa' imalata hO. ]sako baad yao daonaaoM kBaI [TlaI AaOr kBaI naaSaI ko Gar svaIDna jaakr 6 mahInao rhto hOM AaOr ifr rajasqaana ko ilae vaapsa cala
pD,to hOM.
pgaD,I tao hOlamaoT hO
gaaora rMga¸ laMbaa iktabaI caohra¸ CaoTI magar AakYa-k AaMKoM¸ CaoTI naak¸ [khra badna ]sa pr kalao rMga kI laala caunarI kI Cpa[-vaalaI garma AaoZ,naI¸ laala rMga kI
pOcavak- AaOr kaMca ko kama kI kaMcalaI¸ ]sako saaqa naIlao rMga kI kurtI AaOr kalaa lahMgaa. maaqao pr caaMdI kI laD, ko saaqa caaMdI ka baaorlaa¸ galao maoM baarIk maaoityaaoM
kI maalaa¸ kalao Daoro maoM Dlaa hnaumaanajaI AaOr dUsaro kalao Daoro maoM caaMdI ka maata ka tabaIja¸ haqaaoM maoM caaMdI ko saMudr kD,o AaOr naairyala kI lakD,I pr caZ,I caaMdI ko
ptro ko kD,o¸ AMgauilayaaoM maoM caaMdI ko Cllao Aaor pOraoM maoM maaoTo–maaoTo caaMdI ko kD,o –– yah saba phnakr 22 vaYaI-ya naaSaI ³elaona´ jaba calatI hO tao kmar maoM laTkto
GaMuGa$vaalao fMudnao Cma–Cma bajato hOM. eosaa lagata hO jaOsao kao[- dulahna Aa rhI hO. 37 vaYaI-ya jyaaoit ³eMjaao dI maatIMnaao´ sar pr laala rMga ka TUla ka baD,a–saa 6 maITr ka
saafa phnato hOM¸ BaUro rMga kI daZ,I¸ kanaaoM maoM caaMdI kI baailayaaM¸ galao maoM kalaI DaorI maoM maata ka laa^koT¸ gaUjaraoMvaalaa safod AMgarKa¸ laaMgavaalaI QaaotI¸ pOraoM maoM maaoTo caaMdI ko
kD,o¸ kMQao pr DaorI maoM baMQaa pItla ka laaoTa AaOr haqa maoM maaoTI–saI laazI¸ pOraoM maoM camaD,o kI gaaMva kI maaojaD,I phnato hOM.
baujaugaao- sao saIKtI hMU
naaSaI ekdma Sauw ihMdI baaolatI hO AaOr baD,I maQaur AaOr QaImaI Aavaaja maoM baaolatI hO.
hmanao naaSaI sao caaya pInao ko ilae pUCa tao khnao lagaI¸ "maOM caaya nahIM pItI¸ CaC pItI hMU." Kanao maoM @yaa psaMd krto hOM¸ tao pUCnao pr baaolaI maaMsaaharI Kanaa maOMnao dsa
saala sao CaoD, idyaa AaOr jyaaoit nao ipClao 20 saala sao maaMsaaharI Kanaa nahIM Kayaa. hma dala–sabjaI Kato hOM. hma KUba toja masaalaodar Kanaa BaI Ka laoto hOM. Aba
gaaMvaaoM maoM rhkr tao Aadt hao gayaI hO¸ imarcaI nahIM lagatI. naaSaI sao ]sakI idnacayaa- pUCI tao batayaa¸ "saubah jaldI ]znaa pD,ta hO @yaaoMik gaaMva maoM laaoga dor tk nahIM
saaoto. ]zkr naha–Qaaokr AaOrtaoM ko saaqa kama krvaatI hMU. mauJao gaaya–BaOMsa ka dUQa inakalanaa BaI Aata hO¸ gaaobar ko Canao BaI qaaptI hMU¸ jaanavaraoM kI saanaI krtI
hMU. maOM raoTI–sabjaI BaI banaa laotI hMU. KalaI samaya maoM @yaa krtI haoÆ tao naaSaI nao batayaa¸"baalaaoM maoM baaMQanao kI DaorI¸ kmar maoM baaMQanao kI DaorI¸ kaMcalaI baaMQanao kI
DaorI banaanaa saIKtI hMU. maOMnao jaao kaMcalaI phnaI hu[- hO¸ yao maOMnao Kud isalaI hO AaOr yao kaMcalaI kI DaorI [sako
fuMdo¸ maaotI kI laD,I AaOr yao ksanaa¸ saba maOMnao Kud
saIKkr banaayaa hO." naaSaI khtI hO ik "maOM baUZ,I AaOrtaoM sao kama krnaa saIKtI hMU @yaaoMik baUZ,I AaOrt mar jaaegaIM tao yao kama BaI Ktma hao jaaegaa. ]saka [tnaa
AnauBava iksaI na iksaI kao tao saIK laonaa caaihe."
K+o–maIzo p`saMga
Aaja jyaaoit ihMdI BaaiYayaaoM sao BaI AcCI ihMdI baaolato hOM. jyaaoit khto hOM ik "naaSaI sao Akolao maoM BaI baat krta hMU tao BaI ihMdI hI baaolata hMU. naaSaI ko saaqa GaUmanao
maoM kao[- proSaanaI tao nahIM haotIÆ tao jyaaoit nao kha ik "kBaI–kBaI JaMJaT hao jaata hO¸ maOMnao naaSaI kao kh rKa hO ik jahaM eosaa lagao¸ vahaM GaMUGaT Dala ilayaa krao
laoikna ek baar tao ek SaOtana laD,ko nao Acaanak naaSaI ka GaMUGaT ]za idyaa. maOM DMDa laokr ]sako pICo Baagaa AaOr bahut dUr tk ]saka pICa ikyaa. ]sako baad
vah laD,ka dUr Baaga gayaa. mauJao laaogaaoM kI yah baat BaI AcCI nahIM lagatI ik jaba hma daonaaoM Aapsa maoM khIM KD,o haokr baat krto hOM tao laaoga bahut pasa Aakr KD,o
hao jaato hOM tao maOM ]nasao ihMdI maoM pUC laota hMU ik '@yaa }pr caZ,ogaaÆ'
eosaa lagata hO ik hma pr jyaaoit AaOr naaSaI ka ipClao janma ka kao[- kja- baakI hO¸ ijasao laonao Aayao hOM AaOr [nakI Aa%maa yahIM GaUma rhI qaI. [saIilae [nhoM rajasqaana
AaOr yahaM ko laaogaaoM sao [tnaa Pyaar hO ik jaba [naka 'vaIjaa' samaaPt haonao lagata hO tao [nhoM bahut du:K haota hO AaOr eosaa lagata hO ijasao [nhoM jabardstI Apnao Gar sao
inakalaa jaa rha hO.
hmaaro gaaMva sao [nsaana Sahr¸ Sahr sao mahanagar AaOr mahanagar sao ivadoSa jaanao kI saaoca maoM rhta hO AaOr yao laaoga ivadoSaaoM sao hmaaro gaaMva maoM Aayao hOM. ta%pya- saaf hO ik
paScaa%ya saMskRit sao laaoga }bato jaa rho hOM¸ gaaMva kI saMskRit kao phlaI maanyata do rho hOM. maSaInaIkrNa sao }bakr tajaI hvaa¸ doSaI Kanapana AaOr Kulao vaatavarNa kI
trf puna: laaOT rho hOM AaOr yahI p`kRit ka inayama hO ik iva&ana kI }Mcaa[yaaoM tk phMucakr¸ maanava kao puna: vahIM Aanaa pD,ta hO¸ jahaM sao vah AarMBa huAa qaa.
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