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kOsaI
ivaDmbanaa qaI yah. ]sa idna Aaz jaUna kao rmaanaaqa jaI AvasqaI sao imalanao ko ]praMt Gar Aakr ]nako Wara ide gae ]nako kavya saMga`h "hMsa Akolaa" ko pRYz
]laTnao lagaa. maorI naja,r "raokao mat¸ jaanao dao" kivata kI [na pMi>yaaoM pr pD,I –
saaMsa ka izkanaa @yaa¸ Aae na Aae¸
yah baat kaOna iksao kOsao samaJaae¸
kuC BaI krao haonahar haogaa ja$r
raokao mat¸ jaanao dao¸ jaanaa hO dUr
tba kaOna saaoca sakta qaa AaOr @yaaoM saaocata ik 21 idna baad hI 29 jaUna kao ihndI ka vah mahana saovak¸ klama ka QanaI AaOr SabdaoM kao jaIvana ko sahI Aqaao-M maoM Zalanao
vaalaa AaOr yaid vyai>gat $p sao khÐU tao maora Apnaa BaI kao[- sacamauca [tnaa dUr calaa jaaegaa ik kBaI ilaKo gae ]nako hI SabdaoM maoM –
ek idna haogaa¸ hma nahIM haoMgao
Aap caahoMgao¸ hma na AaeMgao
saca rmaanaaqa AvasqaI Aba kBaI nahIM AaeMgao¸ AatI rhogaI kovala ]nakI yaad. Saayad ]sa idna Aaz jaUna kao inayait hI nao mauJao inado-iSat ikyaa qaa¸ varnaa tao
AiQaktr faona pr hI ]nasao baat krko santuYT hao jaata qaa. karNa qaa ipClao paÐca Ch vaYaao-M sao maora jayapur Aanaa baZ, jaanaa AaOr ]naka inavaasa maoro Aavaasa sao
dUr hao jaanaa. [sa baar inaScaya krko gayaa qaa ik AvasqaI jaI sao imalaMUgaa ja$r. maoro p`it ]naka p`oma ima~ kI trh nahIM¸ Aiptu CaoTo Baa[- jaOsaa qaa. rmaanaaqa jaI
kao maOM tba tk kiva ko $p maoM hIM jaanata qaa¸ ikntu vyai>gat pircaya ]nasao AakaSavaaNaI maoM tba huAa jaba maOM Aapatkala kI tanaaSaahI ka iSakar huAa AaOr
Acaanak hI mauJao ]sa pd pr sqaanaaMtirt kr idyaa gayaa ijasa pr – ihndI ekaMSa – AvasqaI jaI kaya-rt qao AaOr jaao pd ]nhoM imalanaa caaihe qaa.
Agalao Ch mahInao
tk jaba hma daonaaoM kao Apnaa–Apnaa hk nahIM imala gayaa¸ AvasqaI jaI svayaM saara kaya- krto rho. mauJao ]namaoM jaIvana Bar ko ilae ek saccaa [nsaana AaOr ima~ imala
gayaa. ]sa idna Aaz jaUna kao ]nhaoMnao BaartIya &anapIz Wara [saI vaYa- p`kaiSat Apnaa kivata saMga`h "hMsa Akolaa" mauJao idyaa¸ ijasako ilae dao ek baar faona pr
kh cauko qao. ]sa pr Apnao hstaxaraoM ko saaqa ilaKa¸ "ip`ya prma Baa[- jasadova isaMh kao sap`oma". maOM BaI k[- mahInaaoM sao kh rha qaa¸ "AvasqaI jaI mauJao tao Aap pr
ilaKnaa hO". ]sa idna ]nasao hu[- baatcaIt kI irkaiD-Mga Aba sada ]nakI smaRit kao Apnao pasa saMjaaokr rKnao ko ilae maorI bahumaUlya "sampi%t" ko $p maoM saurixat
rhogaI. maora phlaa p`Sna qaa¸ "kivata kI pirBaaYaa kOsao kroMgao AapÆ" ]%tr imalaa¸ "kizna savaala hO¸ ifr BaI maOM AcCI
kivata ]sao maanata hÐU¸ jaao sahja haokr BaI
gahro Aqa- tk Aapkao lao jaae". BaaYaa Aasaana hao¸ laoikna Aqa- bahut gahra haonaa caaihe". Aapkao kivata rcanao kI p`orNaa kOsao imalaI¸ baaolao "basa sa~h–Azarh
vaYa- ka qaa¸ gauna–gaunaata rhta qaa. kuC na kuC jaao Sabd inaklato ]namaoM mauJao yaid kuC Aqa- idKa[- dota¸ kagaja pr ilaK Dalata qaa. laaoga psaMd krnao lagao¸ maOM
ilaKnao lagaa".
vah khto gae¸ "maOM ilaKta rha¸ pr ijasa rcanaa ko karNa maora ihMdI kivata maoM p`vaoSa huAa AaOr jaao mauJao BaI bahut psaMd hO¸ vah hO –
saao na saka kla yaad tumharI Aa[- saarI rat
AaOr pasa hI bajaI khIM Sahnaa[- saarI rat
batato gae vah¸ "ijana kivayaaoM sao maOM Aa%yaiQak p`Baaivat huAa¸ ]namaoM sva• narond` Samaa- p`mauK hOM." ]nakI yah rcanaa nahIM BaUlata kBaI.
AaegaI Syaamala GaTa¸ Aaegaa maQau maasa BaI ifr¸
AaÐK Bar kr doK laao tuma¸ maOM na Aa}Ðgaa kBaI ifr¸
p`aNa tna sao ibaCuD, kr kOsao imalaoMgao
Aaja ko ibaCD,o na jaanao kba imalaoMgao
Aba saaocata hÐU maOM¸ yah ivaraga @yaa AarmBa sao ]nako Andr baOz gayaa qaa. maR%yau kao vah kBaI nahIM BaUlao. jaIvana maoM ]nako inasvaaqa- vyavahar sao p`Baaivat hao maOMnao ]nasao
phlao BaI k[- baar kha qaa¸ inaralaa jaI ka Aap bahut sammaana krto hOM. "haÐ jasadova jaI¸ yaaoM BaI maora Sau$ ka jaIvana¸ maorI iSaxaa AaOr ifr kaya-sqala [laahabaad hI
rha. inaralaa jaI¸ mahadovaI vamaa-¸ sauima~a nandna jaI pMt¸ Aaid saBaI ka saainaQya AaOr snaoh mauJao imalaa. baccana jaI ko BaI maOM bahut inakT rha hÐU. "inaralaa ko p`it"
SaIYa-k sao ApnaI rcanaa maoM AvasqaI jaI nao kha BaI –
jaao na samaip-t huAa iksaI BaI du:K ko Aagao¸
tuma ]sa kalajayaI kiva ko vah svaaiBamaana qao
tuma QartI pr calato ifrto Aasamaana qao.
]nhaoMnao batayaa¸ "ek baar ifr inaralaa jaI ko janma idna pr hma saba laaoga ]nasao imalanao gae. sabanao pUCa¸ "Aanao vaalaI kivata kOsaI haogaIÆ" bahut kma baaolato qao
inaralaa jaI¸ ]sa idna BaI jaba hmanao bahut jaaor idyaa tao khnao lagao¸ "Aap saba laaoga bahut AcCa ilaKto hOM. ek baat ka #yaala riKyaogaa¸ yah ik igar krko kuC
na ]za[yaogaa¸ caaho vah kivata hI @yaaoM na hao." "tba sao yah vaa@ya tao jasadova jaI¸ maoro jaIvana kI gaaya~I bana gayaa. maOM kivata ko ilae iksaI ko Aagao nat–mastk
nahIM huAa. Aadr sabaka krta hÐU. Bagavaana kI maoro ]pr kRpa hO¸ vahIM banaI rho." ]sa idna BaI maOMnao yahIM kha¸ "rmaanaaqa jaI¸ Aap ibalkula inaralaa jaI kI
p`itilaip hOM." rmaanaaqa jaI maoM BaI maOMnao na kao[- maaoh pOsao ko p`it doKa¸ na Aaohdo yaa #yaait Aqavaa ivadoSa yaa~aAaoM ko p`it. hr Aaor sao inaila-Pt¸ sahI Aqaao-M maoM
sarsvatI ko ]pasak. Apnao samaya ko Anaok jaanao–maanao kivayaaoM kI p`SaMsaa krto hue rmaanaaqa jaI nao kha¸ "kivavar SaMBau naaqa isaMh jaI AaOr ]nako laoKna kao maOM
p`Naama krta qaa. bahut [jjat krta qaa ]nakI¸ yaid vah kovala yahI ek gaIt BaI ilaK doto tao bahut qaa–
samaya kI iSalaa pr maQaur ica~ iktnao¸
iksaI nao banaae¸ iksaI nao imaTae.
AarmBa hI sao maOM AvasqaI jaI kao smarNa–Sai>¸ ek ihndI ivaWana AaOr saaih%yakar haonao ko baavajaUd ]nakI sahja sarla BaaYaa¸ saundr saTIk ]ccaarNa¸ maQaur vaaNaI¸ Sahd
jaOsaa svar AaOr [na saba sao }pr ]nakI saadgaI¸ ivanama`ta AaOr SaalaInata ka sada sao kayala rha. bahut kuC pUCa qaa ]sa idna ]nasao maOMnao¸ iktnaa kuC ilaKÐUÆ ]sa
idna 29 jaUna kao rat kao[- saaZ,o dsa bajao baoTo gau$dova nao idllaI sao faona ikyaa¸ "papa AcCI Kbar nahIM hOM¸ AvasqaI jaI nahIM rho." maOM Aasamaana sao igara¸ ivaSvaasa nahIM
huAa. ABaI Aaz jaUna kao baIsa–[@kIsa idna hI phlao tao imalaa qaa. Agalao idna naaO jaUna kao svayaM ]naka faona Aayaa qaa. "jasadova jaI¸ bahut AcCa lagaa¸ Aap
Aae." Aap AaOr gau$dova sao BaI mauJao bahut snaoh imalata rha hO : ifr AvaSya Aa[yaogaa." ikntu Aba vah "ifr" kBaI nahIM Aaegaa. AvasqaI jaI nao kBaI ApnaI
ek rcanaa ko maaQyama sao kha BaI qaa –
ijasakao jaao haonaa hO vah haogaa¸
jaao BaI haogaa¸ vahI sahI haogaa¸
iksailae haoto hao ]dasa yahaи
jaao nahIM haonaa hO nahIM haogaa.
kaOna do sakta hO [saka ]%trÆ haonaI tao hao ga[- pr AvasqaI jaI hma tao Aap hI ko SabdaoM maoM –
maOM puka$Mgaa tumhoM hr baaola maoM baaolaao na baaolaao.
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