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mauJao yaad Aa rha hO to[-sa navambar iCyaanavao ka Sainavaar ka idna. vah hmaaro ilae AEaupUNa- ]plaibQa ka idna qaa. baabaUjaI kI AMitma ilaKI smaRit–gaItaoM kI pustk
'jalatrMga' ]nako jaanao ko baad Cpkr hmaaro haqa maoM AayaI qaI. ]sa samaya hma saBaI ko mana maoM KuSaI¸ saMtaoYa AaOr gava- ka imalaa–jaulaa Baava qaa. ek jaUna¸ 1995 kao
baabaUjaI nahIM rho. ]sasao dao–caar idna phlao baabaUjaI kI DayarI maoM ilaKI yao pMi>yaaM hmaoM imalaIM –
jaIvana ko AaiKrI maaoD, pr
dUr calaa jaa}Mgaa
bahurMgaI SabdaoM ka Zor CaoD,kr
bahurMgaI SabdaoM ko [sa Zor kao jaba hmanao sahojanaa Sau$ ikyaa¸ tao payaa ik 'jalatrMga' ko hr saur maoM mammaI BarI pD,I hOM –
eosaI BarI pD,I tU mauJamaoM
@yaa haogaa ifr
smaRit–gaItaoM ko ek Satk sao
baabaUjaI nao mammaI sao jauD,I jaIvanaBar kI smaRityaaoM ko maaQyama sao hr ibaCaoh sahnaovaalao mana kI saMvaodnaa¸ pID,a¸ dd- AaOr sannaaTo kao [samaoM vaaNaI dI hO. ]nhaoMnao ilaKa hO –
iktnao idnaaoM ko baad
AayaI naIMd hO ]sakao
raoto nahIM ]sa va> jaba
saaonaa ja$rI hao
Aao laaD,laI¸ mat rao.
hmanaoM ]nhIM kI baat maanakr svaIkar kr ilayaa hO¸ jaIvana ko kTu yaqaaqa- kao. Aaja baabaUjaI ko na rhnao pr BaI¸ AaMsauAaoM kao AaÐKaoM sao baahr na Aanao donao ko vacana kao
hma saBaI inaBaa rho hOM.
yaMU tao 'jalatrMga' baabaUjaI kI vaOyai>k pID,a AaOr ibaCaoh kI prakaYza hO¸ laoikna samaaja kI hr ~asad GaTnaa nao ]nhoM JakJaaora hO¸ ijasakI saSa> AiBavyaiM> ]nakI
rcanaaAaoM maoM hu[- hO. caaho vah Apnao pirvaarjana ka ibaCuD,naa hao yaa inaralaa yaa maui>baaoQa ka inaQana¸ baMgaala ka Akala hao yaa ifr Baaopala gaOsa ~asadI yaa ivayatnaama
yauw. Baaopala gaOsa duGa-Tnaa pr Agalao hI idna ilaKI ]nakI kivata ]nhIM ko svar maoM saunakr maOM duGa-Tnaa ko iSakar laaogaaoM ko baIca ka jaOsao ek ihssaa hI bana gayaI
qaI. samaacaar maoM duGa-Tnaa kI Kbar saunanaa¸ ]sa pID,a kao [tnaI gahra[- sao AnauBava krnaa Aaor [tnao kma samaya maoM ]sao maaima-k SabdaoM AaOr svaraoM maoM baaMQakr AiBavya>
kr donaa¸ hr iksaI ko ilae saMBava nahIM hO. yah ]nakI AitsaMvaodnaSaIlata dSaa-ta hO.
ivaYa BarI hao gayaIM jaba hvaaeM
Bar gayaa tba kueM maoM jahr
doKto–doKto caaMdnaI maoM
mar gayaa ek ijaMda Sahr
kuC idna phlao iksaI kaya-vaSa Acaanak Baaopala jaanaa huAa. garmaI kI Cui+yaaoM ka isalaisalaa Sau$ hao jaanao ko karNa irjavao-Sana dadr–AmaRtsar e@sp`osa ka hI imala
payaa. jyaada safr rat kao saaoto hue kTa¸ pr ifr BaI saubah laga rha qaa¸ maanaao hma pOsaoMjar T/ona maoM safr kr rho hOM. hma laaoga baat kr rho qao ik rajaQaanaI AaOr
SatabdI T/onaaoM maoM tao hma Aba tk doSa ko ek kaonao sao dUsaro kaonao maoM phMuca gayao haoto. tBaI ek jagah T/ona $kI¸ CaoTa sToSana laga rha qaa. naama qaa 'gaMja
baasaaoda'. naama pZ,to hI idmaaga maoM kuC kaOMQaa¸ Acaanak yaad Aayaa ik yahaM tao baabaUjaI dao–ek baar kiva sammaolanaaoM maoM Aa cauko hOM. tBaI baabaUjaI AaOr paMca dSakaoM
kI ]nakI QauMAaQaar kiva sammaolanaI yaa~a sao jauD,I ZoraoM smaRityaaÐ tajaa hao AayaIM.
mauJao paikstana yauw ko samaya kI kuC QaMuQalaI–saI yaad hO ik jaba mammaI baabaUjaI kao laonao nayaI idllaI sToSana gayaIM qaIM AaOr hma laaoga Gar maoM Akolao qao¸ Acaanak ]na blaOk
Aa]T ko idnaaoM maoM saayarna hao gayaa AaOr hma dhSat maoM Aa gayao¸ lagaa ik Aaja tao ja$r kao[- bama igarogaa AaOr hma sabaka Alaga–Alaga pta nahIM @yaa haogaaÆ
iKD,kI–drvaajaaoM pr SaISaaoM pr kalao kagaja lagao qao¸ laa[T Kaola nahIM sakto qao¸ mammaI–baabaUjaI Gar maoM nahIM¸ basa Dr ko maaro raonaa Aa rha qaa¸ vaao tao pD,aosa kI AaMTI nao
ApnaI gaOlarI sao hmaarI ihmmat baMQaayaI ik icaMta mat krnaa hma laaoga yahIM hOM¸ mammaI ABaI AatI haoMgaI. KOr¸ iksaI trh @laIyar ka saayarna qaaoD,I dor baad bajaa¸ ifr
mammaI–baabaUjaI BaI Aayao. hma laaoga ek–dUsaro sao eosao imalao jaOsao kba sao ibaCD,o qao.
baabaUjaI kI [sa ÍIlaaMsar kI ijaMdgaI kao hmanao haoSa saMBaalanao ko phlao sao doKa qaa¸ [sailae vah hmaoM AjaIba nahIM lagatI qaI. mammaI nao tao pta nahIM kba sao Apnao kao
]sa ijaMdgaI maoM Zala ilayaa qaa. baabaUjaI nao ijaMdgaI maoM samaJaaOto ikyao ibanaa svaaiBamaana ka jaao jaIvana ijayaa¸ mammaI nao na kovala ]sao svaIkara bailk ]nhoM hr kdma pr
sahyaaoga BaI idyaa. Gar kI trf sao ]nhoM sadOva inaiScaMt rKa. jaIvana ko kuC eosao Avasar haoto qao jaOsao haolaI¸ dIvaalaI – jaOsao %yaaOhar jaba baabaUjaI hjaaraoM maIla dUr sao
T/onaoM¸ basaoM badlato ja$r Gar maoM phMucakr hmaaro saaqa rhto qao. CaoTo haonao pr hmaoM ]nasao ek baat kI iSakayat ja$r rhtI qaIM ik vah garmaI kI Cui+yaaoM maoM hma sabakao
baahr ihla–sToSana Gaumaanao nahIM lao jaato qao¸ jabaik skUla–ka^laoja maoM Anya laaoga KUba maaOja krto qao¸ hma khIM jaato qao¸ tao basa Apnao dada–dadI ko pasa gvaailayar. pr
vahaM hmaarI bauAa AaOr ]naka pirvaar BaI hmaaro ilae hmaoSaa AakYa-Na ka kond` rhta qaa.
hmaoM Apnao baabaUjaI sao ek iSakayat yah BaI rhtI qaI ik jaba vah baahr sao Aayao Apnao iksaI piricat sao hmaoM imalavaato qao¸ tao hmaarI pZ,a[- AaOr @laasa kao batanao maoM
kBaI–kBaI galatI kr baOzto qao. saokoMD [yar vaalao kao fsT- [yar maoM¸ gyaarhvaIM vaalao kao dsavaIM maoM Aaid. baahrvaalao ko jaanao ko baad hma ]nasao laD,to qao ik Aap
baD,I @laasa maoM bata doto tao kao[- baat nahIM¸ hmaarI @laasa CaoTI krko @yaaoM batayaI. basa vah yah khkr hmaoM SaaMt kr doto qao ik AgalaI baar eosaa hI kh doMgao.
]naka snaoh hmaarI saba iSakayatoM dUr kr dota qaa.
vaOsao baabaUjaI kI yaa~aAaoM sao hmaaro pirvaar kao¸ KasataOr sao mammaI kao¸ kuC tklaIfoM tao inaiScat $p sao hu[-¸ pr ifr vao saba hmaarI AadtaoM ka ihssaa bana jaanao pr
AKrtI nahIM qaIM. [sasao hmaaro pUro pirvaar maoM Aa%mainaBa-rta¸ daiya%va baaoQa¸ sva–inayaM~Na¸ baaolDnaosa¸ saamaMjasya¸ jaaga$kta – jaOsaI baatoM svayamaova hI vyai>%va maoM Aa
gayaIM.
baad ko paMca–dsa vaYaao-M maoM baabaUjaI ka kiva sammaolanaaoM maoM jaanaa kafI kma hao gayaa. ek tao maMca ka vaatavarNa badla gayaa qaa¸ jaao ]nako AnaukUla nahIM qaa¸ dUsaro vah
baOzkr Apnao pZ,nao–ilaKnao pr AiQak Qyaana donaa caahto qao AaOr saaqa hI hma laaogaaoM ko Apnao pOraoM pr KD,o hao jaanaosao Aaiqa-k majabaUiryaaM nahIM qaIM. pr jaba ]nhoM iksaI
ivavaSatavaSa kivasammaolanaaoM maoM jaanaa pD,ta qaa¸ tao baD,I kaoFt haotI qaI. eosaI hI iksaI mana:isqait maoM ilaKo ]nako gaIt kI yao pMi>yaaM iktnaa kuC kh dotI hO :
$KI yaa~aAaoM pr inakla rho hma svayaM
purvaa[- hmaoM mat Zkolaao , , , ,
@yaa jaanao kba yao barsaatI saaMJa imalao
gazrI maoM baaMQa dao fuharoM
pta nahIM kMz khaM $MQa jaae BaID, maoM
jaobaaoM maoM Dala dao malharoM
svayaM CaoD, doMgao hma gauMijat naBa–maMca yao
do dao ekaMt jara
'vaah–vaah' lao laao.
sacamauca hI ek samaya eosaa Aayaa¸ jaba ]nhaoMnao kiva sammaolanaIya maMca sao Apnao kao kaT ilayaa. mammaI ko jaanao ko baad tao jaOsao ]nhaoMnao kiva sammaolanaaoM maoM na jaanao ka
p`Na–saa kr ilayaa. pcaasa vaYaao-M tk yaayaavarI jaIvana jaInao pr BaI ]nhaoMnao Apnao pirvaar¸ Apnao saaih%ya kao khIM p`itkUla $p sao p`Baaivat nahIM haonao idyaa¸ bailk
ek–dUsaro kao prspr samaRw hI ikyaa. jahaM maMca pr laaokip`yata kI }Mcaa[yaaoM kao CuAa¸ vahIM saaih%ya maoM ApnaI Alaga phcaana banaayaI. vyai> ko jaIvana ko hr
sauK–du:K¸ dd- AaOr yaqaaqa- kao Sabd AaOr svar ko maaQyama sao jahaM laaKaoM
Eaaota–pazkaoM tk phMucaayaa¸ vahIM jaIvana ko saMGaYa- kao svaIkarto hue AaSaa ka svar idyaa.
jaIvana–Sai> sao BarpUr ]nako gaIt jaIvana–safr maoM hmaara saMbala hOM¸ ijasa jaIvana SaOlaI kao hmanao svaIkara hO¸ ]sasao tao hmaoM Pyaar hO. mauJao yaad Aa rhI hO baabaUjaI ko
gaIt kI pMi>yaaM –
ibajalaI yah vyaqa- nahIM camakI hOM
yaa~a yaa Kaoja yah svayaM kI hO
~asad hr ek pla¸ maQauvaMtI
ifr BaI Aivarama cala maQauvaMtI.
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