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baabaU jaI Apnao xao~ ko idggaja rho hOM. ]nhoM hmaoSaa
maana–sammaana imalata rha. ApnaI ijaMdgaI maoM jaao Saaohrt
mauJao Aba imalaI hO vah bahut phlao maOM Apnao baabaU jaI ko jaIvana maoM
doK cauka hMU. jaba maOM ]nako saaqa kiva sammaolanaaoM maoM jaata
qaa tba maOM ]nako Anaiganat p`SaMsakaoM sao imalata qaa¸ ]nhoM saunanao
ko ilae laaogaaoM kI BaarI BaID, jauTI rhtI qaI¸ laaoga ]nako AaTaoga`af
laonao ko ilae baotaba rhto qao. baccana jaI ko baoTo ko $p maoM
maoro [MTrvyaU ilayao jaato qao. jaba maMca pr GaaoYaNaa kI jaatI
qaIM ik baccana jaI kivata paz krnao vaalao hOM tao pUra pMDala laaogaaoM
kI tailayaaoM kI gaD,gaD,ahT sao gaMUja ]zta¸ laaoga ]nako dIvaanao qao.
hma laaogaaoM kI baabaU jaI kao baohd ifË
rhtI qaI. [laahabaad maoM baa^yaja ha[-skUla maoM skUla kI dIvaar pr
lakIroM KIMcanao ko ApraQa maoM jaba maoro haqaaoM pr phlaI baar DMDo
barsaae gayao¸ jaba baabaU jaI kao yah pta calaa tao ]naka para caZ,
gayaa. ]nhaoMnao mauJao ApnaI saa[ikla ko pICo baOzayaa AaOr
saa[ikla calaato hue skUla phMucao. vahaM jaakr ]nhaoMnao
p`QaanaaQyaapk sao pUCa ik ]sanao ]nako baoTo pr haqa @yaaoM ]zayaaÆ
'ifr tao Agar daostaoM ko saaqa Kolato hue
hmaoM caaoT laga jaatIM¸ yaa kBaI iksaI caIja sao hma Gaayala hao jaato
tao baabaU jaI kao hma BaUlao–BaTko hI [sa baat ka pta calanao doto qao
@yaaoMik vao baohd saMvaodnaSaIla qao.
mauJao yaad hO¸ ]nhaoMnao hmaoM ek
ivaSaoYa maoja kI faoTao BaojaI qaI jaao ]nhaoMnao Apnao ilae banavaayaI
qaI. jaba vao baOzkr ilaKto–ilaKto qak jaato¸ tao KD,o hao kr
ilaKnao lagato. vao hmasao khto qao ik kBaI eosaI kursaI pr baOz kr
mat ilaKao ijasako pICo iTknao ko ilae sahara hao¸ @yaaoMik eosaI kursaI
pr AadmaI Aksar saustanao lagata hO AaOr saao BaI jaata hOÑ
]nakI baMQaI–baMQaa[- idnacayaa- qaI
ijasaka vao sa#tI sao palana krto qao. jaba maOM kalaoja maoM qaa¸
]na idnaaoM vao mauJao raoja saubah paMca bajao ]za doto qao AaOr Kud rat
kao tIna bajao hI ]z jaato qao. ina%yakma- AaOr vyaayaama sao fairk
haonao ko baad paMca bajao mauJao jagaakr vao Thlanao ko ilae inakla
jaato. jaba maOMnao rajanaIit ko maOdana maoM ]trnao ka fOsalaa
ikyaa tao vao bahut ]iWgna hao ]zo. pr saaqa hI ]nhaoMnao mauJasao
yah BaI kha ik Agar tumhoM lagata hO ik tuma jaao kuC BaIkr rho hao vah
]icat hO¸ tao maOM tumhoM nahIM raokMUgaa. [laahabaad phMucanao ko
kuC idna baad hI mauJao lagaa ik maOMnao galat inaNa-ya kr ilayaa hO.
maOMnao jaba ]nasao Apnao mana kI baat khI tao ]nhaoMnao kha¸ 'saamaana
baaMQa kr calao jaaAao¸ tumharI Aaor sao safa[- maOM do dMUgaa.
magar maorI mammaI AaOr jayaa nao kha ik maOMnao janata sao jaao vaada
ikyaa hO¸ ]sao inaBaanaa maora kt-vya hO. caunaavaaoM ko daOrana
]nhaoMnao pirvaar ko saaqa kMQao sao kMQaa imalaakr saaqa idyaa.
[laahabaad kI gailayaaoM maoM maoro ilae caunaava p`caar ikyaa – vah BaI
[sa ]ma` maoMÑ vao hr kama maoM mauJao ApnaI raya ja$r doto qao –
pr maoro }pr kBaI dbaava nahIM Dalato qao.
'baad maoM jaba mauJa pr rajanaIitk hmalao
Sau$ hue tao vao baD,o icaMitt hao ]zo¸ jaba vao hmalao carma saImaa pr
phMuca gayao tao ]nhaoMnao mauJao Apnao pasa baulaayaa AaOr kha¸ 'tumanao
kao[- galat kama tao nahIM ikyaa naÆ' basa ]saI pla maOMnao fOsalaa
kr ilayaa ik maOM ]na AaraopaoM sao laDMUgaa¸ baabaUjaI [sa baat kao
laokr ' iktnao proSaana hOM¸ yah doK kr mauJao baohd tklaIf phMucaI.'
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1956 kI baat hO. Da^• hirvaMSa raya baccana jaao tba tk ihMdI ko
kivayaaoM maoM sabasao Agala pMi>yaaoM maoM Aa KD,o hue qao¸ yah
zana baOzo ik vah p`yaaga ivaSvaivaValaya ko AMgaojaI p`aofosar ka Baar
AaOr gairmaa Bara pd CaoD,kr idllaI calao jaaeMgao ivadoSa maM~alaya
maoM AMDr saoËoTrI ka naacaIja pd saMBaalanao. [laahabaad
p`itBaa–pUNa- Sahr hO¸ laoikna p`itBaaAaoM kao samauicat Aadr donao
maoM kuC–kuC kRpNa. "kuC–kuC nahIM¸ bahut kRpNa"
, , , baccana jaI nao maorI BaaYaa sauQaarto hue mauJasao kha qaa.
vaYa- 1984 AaOr baccana jaI ]na idnaaoM 'dSaWara sao saaopana tk' pustk
pr kama kr rho qao. baccana dMpit ]na idnaaoM idllaI isqat
gaulamaaohr pak- maoM ApnaI Bavya AaOr rmaNaIk kaozI 'saaopana' maoM
rhto qao. [laahabaad kI KilaSa tbatk BaI ]nako mana sao nahIM ga[-
qaI. 'dSaWar sao saaopana tk' maoM ]nhaoMnao kha BaI hO ik iksa
trh ]nako iKlaaf bahut kuC kha hI nahIM gayaa¸ ilaKa BaI gayaa AaOr
Capo maoM BaI Aayaa. ]nako Ap`itma kavya maQauSaalaa pr AByaudya
pi~ka maoM laoK Cpa ijasamaoM baccana ko ihndI ko ]mar KOyaama bananao
ko svaPna pr kTu vyaMgya krto hue laoK ka SaIYa-k idyaa gayaa qaa
'GaUrna ko la%ta knaatna sao byaaot baaMQao' ³GaUro kI ihndI calaI hO
knaat sao ApnaI gaaMz baaMQanao´. maQauSaalaa pazkaoM kI saccaI
sarahnaa sao imalao pMK lagaakr saaih%ya ko savaao-cca saaopana pr jaa
baOzI AaOr AByaudya ka laoK rh gayaa vahI GaUro pr pD,a huAa.
laoikna kiva ko kaomala mana pr lagaI Kraoca na jaanaI qaI na ga[-.
baccana jaI nao bahut kYT doKo qao.
bahut saMGaYa- ikyaa qaa AaOr mahakiva inaralaa kI hI trh AaMsauAaoM kao
BaItr hI BaItr pIkr ]nakI ]jaa- AaOr saaOMdya- maoM ApnaI kivata kao
saaonaa banaayaa qaa. jaaihr hO [sa kYTsaaQya p`iËyaa sao vahI
klaakar gaujar sakta hO ijasako BaItr duQa-Ya- ijajaIivaYaa maaOjaUd
hao. idllaI Aakr ivadoSa maM~alaya maoM baD,o AiQakarI ko zMDo
AaOr ihndI ivaraoQaI tovaraoM nao ]nhoM iKnna tao ikyaa¸ laoikna
baccana jaI nao ifr kivata ka AaEaya ilayaa. ApnaI Aa%makqaa maoM
]nhaoMnao ilaKa hO "Balaa–baura jaao BaI maoro saamanao Aayaa hO¸
]sako ilae maOMnao Apnao kao hI ]%trdayaI samaJaa hO. gaIta pZ,to
hue maOM dao jagahaoM pr $ka. ek tao jaba Bagavaana Aja-una sao
khto hOM –– Aja-una¸ Aa%maavaana banaao Aqaa-t Apnao sahja $p sao
ivakisat gauNa–svaBaava–vyai>%va pr iTkao. dUsarI jagah
jaba vao khto hOM ik gauNa svaBaava–p`kRit kao mat CaoD,ao.
baccana jaI¸ tuma BaI Aa%mavaana banaao."
baccana Wara ]mar KOyaama kI maQauSaalaa
ka Anauvaad drAsala maUla ihMdI maoM $paMtrNa nahIM hO. vah ek
baD,o kiva Wara dUsaro baD,o kiva kI kivata kI Aa%maa sao saaxaa%kar
krnaa AaOr Apnao saaih%yak AaOr gauNa–vyai> ko Anausaar ]sao ApnaI
BaaYaa maoM ApnaI trh sao AiBavya> krnaa hO.
hr baD,a saaih%yakar saaih%ya AaOr
ivaSaoYakr Sabd kI gairmaa AaOr mayaa-da pr laD, marnao kao tOyaar rhta
hO. baccana jaI ko saaqa BaI kuC eosaa hI hO. ]nhaoMnao
ijatnaa Aadr Apnao saaih%ya ka ikyaa¸ ]tnaa hI Baart tqaa ivadoSaaoM ko
saaih%ya ka BaI. AaOr [sailae samaya–samaya pr Anauvaad
sambaMQaI naIit banaato hue ]nhaoMnao BaaYaa kI strIyata banaae rKnao pr
bahut bala idyaa. ivadoSa maM~alaya maoM ]na idnaaoM BaI kizna
AMga`ojaI ka Anauvaad haT–baaja,ar vaalaI ihMdI maoM krnao ko baaro
mao ek Aaga`h vyaaPt qaa. [sa pr baccana jaI bahut ibagaD,to qao.
]naka khnaa qaa ik AMga`ojaI ka Anauvaad baaja,ar str kI ihndI maoM
maaMganaa ihMdI ko saaqa Anyaaya krnaa hO. jaba–jaba ihMdI
AMga`ojaI ko str tk ]znao kI kaoiSaSa krtI hO tao ]sa pr turnt daoYa
lagaayaa jaata hO ik vah kizna AaOr ivalaYz hO AaOr jaba vah ]sasao
Gabarakr Ait sarlata kI Aaor jaatI hO tao ]sao Apirp@va kh idyaa jaata
hO. baccana jaI nao Apnao gaV AaOr pV daonaaoM maoM hI ek saMudr¸
saugaizt AaOr sarla ihMdI ka p`yaaoga krko yah saaibat kr idyaa ik
AavaSyakta ko Anausaar saMskRt kI Aaor JauktI ihMdI BaI laaokip`ya AaOr
laaokrMjak hao saktI hO. yah baat sahja hI samaJa maoM AatI hO ik
kBaI kaSaI ko mahapMiDtaoM sao AvaiQa ko pxa maoM pMjaa laD,anao vaalao
tulasaI dasa ]nako ip`ya kiva @yaaoM qao.
baccana jaI ko jaIvana ko AMitma
vaYaao-M maoM ]nako tojasvaI pu~ AimataBa kI saflata¸ gaaOrva AaOr
p`sannata ka ek baD,a s~aot rhI AaOr pu~ nao BaI ipta kI kivata ApnaI
gaMBaIr Aavaaja maoM ek navaIna pIZ,I tk phMucaa kr Apnaa iptRdaya pUra
ikyaa. ipta–pu~ ko baIca sahja snaoh ka eosaa Aadana–p`dana
Aaja dula-Ba hI hO¸ varnaa iflmaI pi~kaAaoM nao tao baccana jaI kao
pUNa-t: 'saIinayar baccana yaa ibaga baI DOD' banaanao maoM kao[- ksar
nahIM CaoD,I. laoKkr honarI jaomsa nao kha hO ik hr baD,a laoKk
Apnao jaIvana AaOr laoKna maoM ijatnaa BaI jauJaa$ hao¸ AMtt: ]sako
BaItr maanava jaIvana ko p`it ek gahrI Aasqaa haotI hO. yah gahrI
Aasqaa baccana jaI ko pUro laoKna maoM vyaaPt hO. dSaWar sao
saaopana tk ko AMt maoM vah khto hOM 'janaad-na ko samaxa jaba p`stut
haonaa haogaa¸ tao haogaa , , , pr maOM jaanata hMU ik janata
janaad-na ko saamanao maorI saRjanaSaIla laoKnaI nao maorI saMpUNa-
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