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iSavaanaI
nao Apnao baaro maoM bahut kma ilaKa hO. laoikna ]nako saMsmarNaaoM AaOr
yaa~a ivavarNaaoM maoM ]nako daSa-inak vyai@t%va kI inaYkpT sauMdrta ApnaI
pUrI trlata ko saaqa ibaKrI idKa[- dotI hO. ]nakI kaomala saMvaodnaaeM¸
saSa@t laoKnaI ko saaqa [sa trh Aakar laotI hOM ik hr ica~ sajaIva hao
]zta hO. ]nako yao sajaIva ica~ pazkaoM ko hRdya maoM Amar hao kr basato
hOM AaOr baar–baar smaRityaaoM ko War KTKTato hOM.
]nako pa~ haoM yaa
GaTnaaeM yaa ifr ]wrNa¸ vao dadI maaM kI khainayaaoM kI trh hja,ar baar
daohranao pr BaI puranao nahIM pD,to. [saka ek p`mauK karNa yao hO ik
]nakI saMrcanaa maoM eosaI maanavaIya kaomalata gauMqaI hOM jaao laaok sao
saIQaI jaa jauD,tI hOM. jaba vao saaOMdya- ka vaNa-na krtI hOM tao
ivaSaoYaNa AaOr ]pmaaeM ]nakI laoKnaI sao fulaJarI kI trh CUTto hOM. jaba
vao saMsmarNa ilaKtI hOM tao yahI fulaJarI jaadU kI CD,I bana jaatI hO AaOr
GaTnaaAaoM maoM rMga BartI calaI jaatI hO. ]naka yahI rMgaIna jaadU idKa[- dota hO
[na pMi@tyaaoM maoM—
balaraja saahnaI ko
vyai@t%va ka vaNa-na krto hue vao khtI hOM—
"hmaaro dUsaro
AMga`oja,I ko AQyaapk qao balaraja saahnaI¸ jaao baad kao iflma jagat ko
naxa~ bana ko camako. gaaora rMga¸ sajaIlaa vyai>%va¸ laala K_r ka kuta- AaOr savaa laaK
kI caalaÑ lagata qaa kao[- dUlha hI JaUmata calaa Aa rha hO.vao hmaarI
AMga`oja,I kivata kI @laasa laoto qao , , ,"
AaOr ]nakI p%naI dmayaMtI ko ivaYaya maoM
iSavaanaI khtI hOM—
dmmaao dI gaja,ba kI AanaMdI yauvatI qaIM. gaaora
rMga¸ baohd GauMGaralao baala¸ jaao ]nako salaaonao caohro pr kuMDla
ikrIT bana kr Cae rhto¸ kanaaoM maoM laMbao laMbao laala caorI banao
bauMdo AaOr KD\ga kI Qaar–saI tIKI sauBaga naaisakaÑ Aba jaba iksaI
Qaaravaaihk maoM ]nako baoTo prIixat kao doKtI hUM¸ tao baar baar ]na
dmmaao dI kI yaad hao AatI hO¸ jaao mauJao prIxaa ko sainnakT ~asa sao
xaNa–Bar kao maui@t idlaanao barbasa Apnao kmaro maoM KIMca lao jaatIM¸
"e pZ,akU laD,kIÑ @yaa hr va@t iktabaaoM maoM GausaI rhtI hOÆ cala
mahifla jamaaeM. , , , , , vaOsaI maMjaIro saI KnaKnaatI hMsaI AaOr cauhla
sao camaktI bauiwp`dIPt AaMKoM @yaa kBaI [sa jaIvana maoM doKnao kao imala
saktI hOMÆ"
ApnaI p`aQyaaipka imasa saa[@sa kI
saMqaala pircaairka ka vaNa-na krto hue vao khtI hOM—
"kovala ek maaoTI QaaotI ka pirQaana¸ puYT jaUD,o pr lagaa
javaapuYp¸ kaobara kI pIz saI camaktI sauica@kna kalaI naMgaI pIz. ]sa
Gaaor kRYNavaNaI- saMqaala caohro ka sabasao baD,a AakYa-Na qaI¸ ]sakI
ivaVut saI Qavala dMt pMi>. maoja, pr JaukI svaaimanaI baD,I dor tk
ilaKtI pZ,tI rhtIM AaOr vah ]nako carNaaoM ko pasa svaaimaBa@t Svaana saI
caupcaap baOzI rhtI. ]saka kMz A%yaMt maQaur qaa AaOr hmaoM ]sanao iktnao
hI ivaica~ svar lahrI ko saMqaala gaanao isaKae qao.
AaOr baogama A#tr ko ivaYaya maoM —
" , , ,baOMganaI rMga kI jaajao-T kI saaD,I¸
baaMhaoM maoM iÍla lagaa blaa]ja,¸ jaOsaa ik ]na idnaaoM calana qaa¸
haqaaoM maoM maaotI ko kMgana¸ kanaaoM maoM iJalaimalaato hIro¸ AMgaulaI
maoM dmakta pnnaa¸ kMz maoM maaoityaaoM ka maola Kata kMza¸ pana dao#to
sao laala–laala AQaraoM pr Bauvana maaoihnaI ismat¸ yao qaIM A#trIbaa[-
f,Oja,abaadI."
]naka AadSa- hao yaa ]naka yaqaaqa-¸ vah
cair~ ko krGaaoM pr ksa kr tanaa gayaa hO AaOr ]samaoM eosao baUTo baunao
gayao hOM ik saadgaI sao baopnaah saaOndya- kI rcanaa haotI hO. kqya kI sarlata¸ BaavaaoM
ko saaOMdya- AaOr BaaYaa kI baoimasaala Sai@t sao Baro p`stut hOM kuC
p`orNaap`d AMSa. [nasao bahut kuC
saIKa jaa sakta hO— laoKna ko ivaYaya maoM BaI AaOr jaIvana ko ivaYaya
maoM BaI. yah TukD,a hO samaRit klaSa kI BaUimaka sao—
ilaKa
maOMnao bahut hO¸ Aqaao-paja-na BaI p`caur ikyaa hO¸ ikMtu [sa kRit%va
kao kBaI vyaapar nahIM banaayaa. purskar¸ yaSa¸ #yaait kI kamanaa sao
kBaI klama nahIM qaamaI. purskar sanad imalao BaI tao vaagdovaI kI kRpa
sao ibana maaMgao maaotI hI JaaolaI maoM pD,o¸ JaaolaI kBaI fOlaa[- nahIM––
dird`ana\ Bava kaOMtoya
maa p`yacCodSvaro Qanama\.
yahI pMi> maorI p`orNaa banaI rhI AaOr
sada rhogaI. [tnaa AvaSya jaana ga[- hMU ik laoKnaI yaid [-maanadarI sao
calatI rhtI hO¸ svayaM naIcata kI piriQa nahIM laaMGatI¸ tao Balao $YT
[YT ima~aoM kI p`taD,naa Aaht kro¸ kao[- kBaI AinaYT nahIM kr pata. yaid
svayaM [-Yyaa- WoYa maa%saya- sao ACUto rho¸ tao kao[- pIz maoM Cura
BaaoMk BaI do¸ tao vah vaar kBaI Gaatk nahIM hao pata¸ Aiptu Aa%maa kao
AaOr ]jjvala krta hO AaOr laoKnaI kao inaiScat $p sao AiQak gaitSaIla
banaata hO.
CaoTI CaoTI khainayaaM saunaanao maoM vao
inaYNaat hOM AaOr [na khainayaaoM ko ja,iryao vao baD,I sao baD,I baat kao
sarlata sao kh gauja,rtI hOM. eosaI sarlata jaao vyai>%va kI dRZ,ta kao
laaoho kI maja,baUtI dotI hO tao cair~ kI camak kao saaonao saa inaKar ifr
BaI ivanama`ta AaOr kaomalata maoM khIM kmaI nahIM AatI. jaba vao Apnao
baaro maoM baat krtI hOM tao ]naka yah hunar pazk kao ivaBaaor kr dota
hO—
"naIrd baabaU nao Apnao ek
saV:p`kaiSat inabaMQa maoM¸ ek raocak p`saMga ]wRt ikyaa hO – 'ek baar
iSakarI ku%taoM ko dla koa Aata doK¸ kuiTla isayaar nao ApnaI sahmaI
ibaradrI sao kha¸ 'Drao nahIM¸ [na iSakarI ku%taoM sao bacanao ko ilae
maoro pasa hmaoSaa¸ Sat kaOSala rhto hOM¸ inarapd¸ inaiScaMt baOzo
rhao. maoro rhto tumhoM kao[- icaMta nahIM.' ikMtu maugaa- baaolaa¸
'Baa[yaaoM¸ maOM tao ek hI ]paya jaanata hMU. maoro pasa Sat kaOSala tao
nahIM hOM¸ pr ek ]paya AvaSya hO¸ caT sao ]D, kr poD, kI Dala pr baOz
jaanaa.'
maOM BaI Apnao baMga baMQauAaoM sao yahI khta hMU¸ 'tumharo Sat kaOSala
tumhoM hI maubaark haoM. maOM tao svalpbauiw p`aNaI hMU. ek hI ]paya
jaanata hMU¸ vahI maora ekmaa~ kRit%va hO¸ ilaKnaa.'
Aaja naIrd baabaU kI yahI pMi>
daohranao kao jaI caahta hO. maora BaI ek hI kRit%va hO¸ ilaKnaa. na kBaI
Sat kaOSala saIKnao kI [cCa rhI¸ na saIKnao kI caoYT hI kI. naanaa AaGaat¸
Baya¸ saMGaYa-¸ DravanaI QamaikyaaM¸ Aa%maIya svajanaaoM kI p`taD,naa¸
maana–Apmaana¸ itrskar¸ Avaholanaa [na saba iSakarI ku%taoM sao Aba ek
inarapd Apnaa Aist%va saoMttI Aa[- hMU. Sat kaOSala saIK kr nahIM¸ ekmaa~
]paya Apnaa kr¸ }Mcao poD, kI Dala pr baOz kr. ]sa ekaMt maoM¸ ]sa Dala
pr baOznao maoM jaao AlaaOikk AnauBaUit p`aPt haotI hO¸ yah vahI jaana
sakta hO¸ jaao Sat kaOSalaaoM kI Avaholanaa kr [sa ekmaa~ kaOSala kao
Apnaa payaa hO. ivaQaata nao Balao hI laaK ]zayaa–pTka hao¸ vah
sava-Sai>maana iksao nahIM pTktaÑ pr [sa Dala pr baOznao ko sauK sao
kBaI vaMicat nahIM ikyaa. yahI maanatI hMU ik AMt tk ivapi%t kI Banak pato
hI }McaI Dala pr¸ ]cak kr baOz sakMU. jaba svayaM rama JaraoKo baOz kr
sabaka byaaOra lao sakto hOM¸ tao Dala pr baOz¸ jaga ka byaaOra laonao
ka yah sauK¸ mauJao BaI AMt tk doto rhoM.
Aaja iSavaanaI hmaaro baIca nahIM hOM¸
laoikna ]nakI laoKnaI ko yao saudRZ, prcama Aanao vaalaI pIZ,I ka maaga-
p`Sast krto rhoMgao. ]nhaoMnao ApnaI rcanaa yaa~a maoM ijasa
BaaYaa–SaOlaI kao janma idyaa¸ ijasaka paoYaNa AaOr ivakasa ikyaa vah
hr iksaI ko basa kI baat nahIM. ]naka AaiBajaa%ya Axar Axar maoM saaf
Jalakta hO AaOr samakalaIna laoKkaoM maoM Apnao pirYkRt svaBaava AaOr
AQyayanaSaIla manaaovaRi%t ko karNa ibalakula Alaga idKa[- dota hO. —
pUiNa-maa vama-na
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