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AapaQaapI ko jaIvana maoM jaba kao[- pUC baOzta hO ik saMsad maoM nahIM
rhnao ko baad Aap @yaa kr rhI hOM¸ tao jaI caahta hO ]%tr dMU ik 'JaK'
maar rhI hMU. tarkoSvarI isanha ka jaIvana Aksar laaoga saMsad ko
Gaoro maoM hI doKto rho hOM. jaOsao¸ maOM kao[- kbaUtr hMU jaao
saMsad maoM hI Gar banaakr 'gauTr gaMU' krtI rhI hMU. pr kbaUtr ka
BaI tao Apnaa jaIvana haota hO AaOr saMsad kI maMuDoraoM pr Gaaosalaa
banaa kr vah Pyaar krta hO¸ baccaaoM kao janma dota hO¸ danaa–caara
laakr baccaaoM ka poT Barta hO¸ ]D,naa isaKata hOÂ AaOr ifr ek
idna ]nhoM ]D,akr svayaM BaI Gaaosalao kao CaoD, dota hO AaOr BaivaYya
maoM nayaa Gaaosalaa banaanao ka ]pËma BaI Sau$ kr dota hO.
ifr maOM @yaaoM saMsad kI sadsya banakr
]D,ana Barnao ka hk nahIM rKtI. saMsad kI sadsya tao maOM qaI¸ pr
Gar–pirvaar kao CaoD,a tao nahIM qaaÑ maaM banakr maaM kI
ijammaodarI kao BaI inaBaayaa qaa. pr yao p`Sna tao kao[- pUCta hI
nahIM. jaao maorI ijaMdgaI maoM vaYaao-M tk Cayao rho¸ vaao BaI
yahI khto hOM¸ "tarkoSvarIjaI¸ Aba Aap @yaa kr rhI hOMÆ"
maOM yah tao khnao kI jaur-t kr nahIM kr saktI ik yah p`Sna Aap laaogaaoM
nao maha%maa gaaMQaI sao nahIM pUCa¸ jayap`kaSa naarayaNa sao nahIM pUCa¸
A$Naa Aasaf AlaI sao nahIM pUCa ik saMsad ko tao Aap laaoga kBaI sadsya
rho nahIM¸ tao jaIvana kOsao ibatayaaÆ ifr mauJa pr hI @yaaoM¸
Aap laaoga¸ Apnao isatue kI Qaar toja krto rhto hOM¸ jaOsao maOM isaf-
k_U ka TukD,a hMU.
vaOsao rajanaIit& kI ijaMdgaI Apnao
AaOr gaOraoM ka fk- inarMtr imaTanao kI kaoiSaSa krtI rhtI hO. pr
@yaa AMtr isaf- saMsad ko dayaro maoM ]laJaa rhta hOÆ yaa ifr
rajanaIitk jaIvana kI AapaQaapI maoM¸ 'saMsad ko baahr' ]saka AaQaar
saamaaijak pirvaoSa maoM¸ Aaiqa-k pirvaoSa maoM bahut baD,a haokr ApnaI
hI gahra[yaaoM kI trf Ksakata hO AaOr mahsaUsa krata rhta hO ––
safr hO¸ rasta hO¸ fasalaa hO
kdma maMijala¸ kdma hI rhnaumaa hO
AaOr inarMtr [nhIM xaNaaoM maoM jaInaa¸
hmaarI ijaMdgaI ka AnaUza xaNa haota hO. pr jaba kao[- pUC baOzta hO
ik vah kaOna–saa xaNa hO¸ tao eosaa lagata hO jaOsao¸ maOM samaud` ko
iknaaro basao ek Sahr ko makana kI baalaknaI maoM KD,I hMU AaOr Apnao
saamanao doK rhI hMU Anaiganat lahraoM ko qapoD,aoM kao¸ jaao baIca sao
]maD,kr iknaaro pr Aato hOM AaOr hlako sao Tkrakr na jaanao khaM Kao jaato
hOM. na jaanao iktnaI baar ]nakI iganatI kI hO¸ pr ihsaaba nahIM rK
payaI hMU Aba tk.
haM¸ doKa hO kuC hro–maurJaayao p%to¸
kuC kagaja ko TukD,o¸ kuC lakiD,yaaoM ko TUTo–fUTo ihssao¸ kuC ibaKro
fUla AaOr ]nhIM ko baIca¸ ijaMdgaI ka Ahsaasa dotI AaOr [Qar–]Qar
daOD,tI–sarsaratI maCilayaaM. Agar maOM khMU ik maoro jaIvana ko
AnaUzo AnauBavaaoM ka yahI isalaisalaa hO –– tao @yaa iksaI kao
AaScaya- haogaaÆ ]saI trh kI tao maorI ijaMdgaI kI JalaikyaaM hOM
–– ijanaka saMsadIya jaIvana sao kao[- irSta nahIM¸ pr mauJasao bahut
gahra hO.
Ahsaasa maCilayaaoM ka
saMsad ko Bavana maoM rhto–rhto¸ ek
idna mahsaUsa huAa ik maorI ijaMdgaI BaI samaud` ko tT kI trh hO ––
jahaM maOM Kud ek baalaknaI pr KD,I hMU. samaud` kI lahraoM kao
raoja iganatI hMU pr pkD, nahIM patI. AaOr Gar maoM rhnaovaalao
maoro baccao ]na maCilayaaoM kI trh hao gayao hOM jaOsao¸ samaud` maoM
daOD,tI–sarsaratI maCilayaaM. ijasa idna phlaI baar yah mahsaUsa
huAa¸ vahI Saayad maoro jaIvana ka sabasao AnaUza saMsmarNa hO.
maoro baD,o laD,ko ka [mthana qaa.
]sanao ek idna maoro kmaro maoM Aakr kha¸ "AmmaaÑ Aap jara
mauJao naagairk Saas~ ³isaiva@sa´ pZ,a doM. maOM ]saI idna idllaI
sao baahr jaanaovaalaI qaIM. maOMnao kha ik tIna–caar idna maoM
laaOTkr AatI hMU tao tumhoM pZ,a dMUgaI. maOM ijasa idna saubah
laaOTkr AayaI¸ vah }pr ko kmaro sao daOD,ta huAa iktaba laokr naIcao
Aayaa¸ tba tk kuC laaoga Aa gayao AaOr maOM ]namaoM ]laJa gayaI.
eosaa ]sa idna tIna baar huAa. ifr vah mauJasao pZ,nao kBaI nahIM
Aayaa. ]sa idna sao vah bahut kuC badla gayaa. jaba BaI Gar
Aata¸ saIQao }pr calaa jaata Apnao kmaro maoM¸ vaOsao BaI jyaadatr vah
baahr hI rhta. ek baar maaoTr saa[ikla sao igarnao sao ]sao bahut
sa#t caaoT AayaI qaI. ]sa idna BaI ]sanao mauJasao kuC nahIM kha
AaOr saIQao }pr calaa gayaa. jaba mauJao maalaUma huAa ik ]sao gahrI
caaoT lagaI hO¸ tao maOM Baagakr }pr gayaI. mauJao doKkr¸ lagaa
jaOsao ]sakI AaMKoM ekaek Apiricat–saI hao gayaIM hOM.
]sa idna maOM bahut hI Dr gayaI qaI.
[sailae ik maaM¸ baoTo sao bahut dUr calaI gayaI qaI. ]sa GaTnaa
kao barsaaoM baIt gayao hOM. Aba vah laD,ka kama krnao lagaa hO
idllaI sao baahr. dUrI maoM –– maOMnao ]sao Saayad¸ ifr pa
ilayaa hO. ]sakI icai{yaaoM maoM vahI Pyaar AaOr Apnaapna Jalakta
hO. pr ABaI hala maoM hI maOM ]sakI puranaI fa[laaoM kao saaf kr rhI
qaI. ]samaoM ]sakI ilaKI ek DayarI imalaI. DayarI maoM ilaKa
qaa – 'jaba tk jaIivat rhMUgaa¸ ApnaI maaM kao kBaI maaf nahIM kr
sakMUgaa. maorI maaM saMsad AaOr rajanaIit ko samaud` maoM Kao gayaI
hO. maOM Apnao Gar maoM BaI bahut Akolaa mahsaUsa krta hMUÂ
AaiKr @yaaoMÆ maaM ko pasa sabako ilae samaya hO¸ saMvaodnaa hO¸
tD,p hO –– pr [tnaI fursat khaM ik maoro AaOr ]nako drmyaana ]ztI
dIvaar kao vah taoD, sakoM. maOM BaI bahut caup haota jaa rha hMU.
pr ifr BaI Apnao baaro maoM ek kivata ilaK rha hMU
doyar masT baI sama vhoyar
Aa}T Aa^va ihyar
saoD d jaaokr TU d qaIf
doyar [ja TU maca kMFyaUjana
Aa[- kOna gaoT naao irlaIf
pa^ilaTIiSayaMsa¸ do iD/Mk maa[- vaa[naÑ
yah kivata maoro jaIvana maoM¸ sabasao
AnaaoKa Ahsaasa bana gayaI hO AaOr [sailae jaba–tba mauJao mahsaUsa
haota hO ik maOM baalaknaI maoM KD,I hMU¸ samaud` ko iknaaro AaOr igana
rhI hMU ijaMdgaI kI lahraoM maoM Kaoyao hue AhsaasaaoM kao¸ maurJaae hue
irStaoM kao AaOr saaqa hI kBaI–kBaI tOrtI hu[- maCilayaaoM kao¸ ijanhoM
pkD, panaa tao saMBava nahIM¸ pr mahsaUsa krnaa saMBava hO¸ [sa Ahsaasa
ko saaqa¸ jaOsao vaao kh rhI haoM ––
tuma hao jahaM¸ baoSak vahaM }Mcaa[- hOM
magar [sa saagar kI kaoK maoM
gahrI Ka[- hO
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