| gaaobar
maoM gaoÉAa ima+I imalaa kr AaMgana pr saTasaT haqa
calaatI maa[-M kao doK kr eosaa lagata ik maanaaoM kao[-
ica~kar baD,I sahjata sao Aasamaana maoM rMga Bar rha
hao. maa[- ko Gar hr %yaaohar ek ]%sava ka $p Qar laota
qaa. %yaaOhar ka saaqa dota qaa gaaobar sao ilapa
AaMgana AaOr ]samaoM ]kro baola–baUTo.
dSahra Aanao sao phlao
hI Gar safa[- krnaI hO , , ,maa[-M baurI trh vyast hao
ga[-M hOM. [tnaa baD,a Kanadana¸ Aanao–jaanao
vaalaaoM ka rolaa lagaa rhogaa. ramalaIlaa BaI tao Sau$
hao ga[- , , ,hr caaOraho pr ramalaIlaa , , ,maa[-
maamaa sao icaraOrI krtIM , , ,[sa baicayaa kao
ramalaIlaa idKa dao jaI , , ,na jaanao ifr kBaI doK
paegaI yaa nahIM. ilahajaa maaOsaoro Baa[yaaoM ko saaqa
ramalaIlaa doKnao ka maaOka imala jaata. mauJao tao
naIMd [tnaI AatI ik GaNTo–AaQa GaNTo baad hI AaMKoM
mauMd jaatIM. maaOsaoro Baa[- gaussaa haoto AaOr
Qamakato ik saaonaa hI hO tao Gar pr saaoyaa krao¸ hma
laaogaaoM ka maja,a tao mat ibagaaD,a krao. ifr BaI
ramalaIlaa ko pa~aoM kI icallaahT naIMd kao ek
AjaIba–saI tala–laya dotI¸ sapnao maoM ]trtI tOrtI
ramalaIlaa ka maja,a BaI kuC kma nahIM haota. dSahro ko
idna ravaNa kao jalata doKnao ko ilae kao[- maSa@kt
qaaoD,o hI krnaI pD,tI qaI. ivaSaala putlaa¸ ]namaoM
sao inaklato pTaKaoM kI fuT–fuT AaOr ifr saba K%ma¸
laoikna ]sasao phlao ramalaIlaa ka AaiKrI AMSa ijasamaoM
rama Wara ravaNa kao marto idKayaa jaata¸ idna maoM hI
Kolaa jaata¸ ravaNa dhna ko phlao. mana khta ravaNa
maro¸ pr idmaaga khta ik [tnao laMbao caaOD,o AadmaI
kao [tnao naajauk rama kOsao maar paeMgaoÆ ravaNa
hMukarta¸ rama pOtro badlato¸ mana idmaaga kao fTkarta
AaOr manaanao lagata ik maro ravaNa¸ ijatnaI jaldI hao
mar jaae.
[sa baD,I ramalaIlaa ko
saaqa CaoTI–CaoTI ramalaIlaaeM tao hr jagah haotI.
kayasqa saBaa ko saaMskRitk Avasar pr BaI ramalaIlaa ko
AMSa idKaeM jaato. vahIM ek baar SabarI p`saMga kI
p`stuit qaI pr AaiKrI va@t laxmaNa nadard. kao[- AaOr
baccaa nahIM idKa tao fTafT mauJao hI laxmaNa ko kpD,o
phnaa ide. samaJaa idyaa gayaa ik AaOr kuC nahIM krnaa
hO¸ basa jaba SabarI baor do tao pICo foMkto jaanaa hO.
baor kao foMknaa¸ Apnao sabasao ip`ya fla kao foMknaa¸
yah kOsao saMBava hOÆ laoikna krnaa tao yahI hO. mana
kao samaJaayaa ik baor psaMd hO tao @yaa JaUzo baor Kae
jaaeMgaoÆ calaao foMk hI doMgao. maMca pr p`saMga ko
maQya baor kI TaokrI pr hI Qyaana banaa rha. jaba SabarI
AaOr rama p`oma sao baor p`saMga inaBaa rho qao tao
baD,a gaussaa Aayaa¸ yah @yaa SabarI rama sao hI
baityaa rhI hO¸ mauJao ABaI tk pUCa tk nahIM. jaba tk
ApnaI parI Aa[- tba tk mana maoM [tnaa gaussaa Bar cauka
qaa ik baor kao foMknao maoM jara BaI ihcak nahIM hu[-.
caohro pr gaussaa¸ KIja, Aaid Baava baor na Kae jaanao
ko karNa qao¸ pr dSa-kaoM nao [sao AiBanaya ka kmaala
samaJaa AaOr baor foMkto hI tailayaaM bajaa dI. p`saMga
K%ma haoto hI k[- laaogaaoM nao bakayada pIz BaI
qapqapa[-¸ AaOr hma Apnao Aapkao saupr sTar samaJato
hue k[- idnaaoM tk AkD,o–AkD,o ifro.
dSahro sao hI krvaa
caaOqa ilaKnaI Sau$ hao jaatI. maa[- jaIjaI kao DpT kr
khtIM – calaao krvaa–caaOqa ilaKnaa Sau$ krao , ,
,sasaurala maoM @yaa kraogaIÆ jaIjaI imaimayaatI hu[-
maa[- ka saaqa donao lagatIM. BaIt kao phlao gao$ sao
laIpa gayaa , , ,ifr Bausa imalao gaaobar sao , , ,AaOr
ifr taOr[- ko saUKo p%taoM sao rgaD,a gayaa. vaahÑ
iktnaa KUbasaUrt konavaasa tOyaar hao gayaa. Aba qaaoD,a
saa caavala pIsanaa hO , , ,rgaD,–rgaD, kr , , ,epna
kao kTaorI maoM rKa , , ,saUt kI DaoiryaaM laIM AaOr
epna maoM Dubaa kr gaaobar ko pTla pr daonaaoM isaro
]MgalaI sao dbaa kr baIca maoM Tnakar do dI , , ,laao
iKMca ga[- saIQaI lakIr , , ,kuC imaTanaa hO tao taOr[-
ko p%to kafI hOM. JaaDU kI saIMk laI AaOr eopna maoM
Dubaaoyaa , , ,laao Ba[-- AaMkao saUrja , , ,canda , ,
,ek tulasaI ka ibarvaa , , ,AaOr pIpla ko pat , , ,saat
Baa[- kI bahna ja$r banaanaI hO , , ,AaOr calanaI maoM
dIyaa rKo Baa[- BaI¸ ifr caar bauiZ,yaaeM , , ,BaUK , ,
,Pyaasa , , ,naIMd AaOr Aasa , , ,[sa Aasa kI Daor pkD,
kr hI tao ija,ndgaI kI jaMga par kr laI jaatI hO.
"maa[- mauJao BaI
ilaKnaI hO krvaa caaOqa , , ," jaIjaI ifsa\ ifsa\
hMsatI , , , "laao maatI saunaao ApnaI laaDlaI kI
baatoM , , ,krvaa caaOqa ilaKogaI yah."
"tao baura[- @yaa hOÆ hr AaOrt jaat kao ilaKnaI
pD,tI hO. Aasa kI kqaa , , ,Pyaasa kI vyaqaa , , ,laao
ibaiTyaa , , ,tuma BaI ilaKao krvaa caaOqa , , ,na , ,
,na baD,aoM vaalaI nahIM baccaaoM vaalaI. yahaM CaoTI
saI caaOqa , , ,"
krvaa caaOqa kI bagala
maoM hI baccaa krvaa caaOqa ilaKnaI Sau$ hao ga[-.
gaaobar ko pTla pr sapnaaoM ka saMsaar iKMcanaa Sau$ hao
gayaa.
"BaaBaI yao @yaa kr rhI hao , , ,@yaa isaKa rhI hao
[sa laaOMiDyaa kao , , ,jaanatI nahIM jayapur vaalao
jaIjaajaI kao yah saba ibalkula psand nahIM , ,
,ibalkula gaMvaar hI banaa kr maanaaogaI , , ,."
CaoTI maaOsaI ka baD,baD,anaa Sau$ hao gayaa.
na jaanao [na CaoTI
maaOsaI kao maa[- sao @yaa baOr hOÆ jaba doKao tba
]nakI baura[yaaM krtI rhtIM hOM. ]sa idna maOMnao maa[-
sao pUCa BaI qaa – "yao maaOsaI Aapkao
baura–Balaa @yaaoM khtI rhtI hOMÆ" pr maa[-
sauna kr BaI AnasaunaI kr ga[-M. saMyau@t pirvaar
mayaa-da kao BalaI–BaaMit jaao samaJatI qaIM.
krvaacaaOqa baItto na
baItto dIvaalaI Aa ga[-. AaMgana kao na kovala laIpa
gayaa bailk eopna sao baUTo BaI ]koro gae. dIvaalaI
kao[- ek idna kI qaaoD,o hI haotI hO , , ,saba sao phlao
Qana torsa¸ Gar saja hI gayaa. Aaja sao dohrI pr dIyaa
rKnaa Sau$¸ nae bat-na BaaMDoM AaeMgao hI¸ saba kuC
iktnaa dmaknao lagaa hO. Gar ka kaonaa kaonaa kh rha hO¸
dIvaalaI Aa rhI hO¸ saunaa tumanao dIvaalaI. Agalao
idna nark catud-SaI hO , , ,Aro [sao tao $p caaOdsa BaI
khto hOM , , ,saubah–saubah ]z kr tola lagaa kr
nahanaa–Qaaonaa hO. maa[- khtI hO ik $pcaaOdsa kao
AMQaoro maMuh naha–Qaao laao tao $p caZ,ta hO. maa[-
JaUz tao baaolatI nahIM , , ,Qanatorsa kI rat sao hI
tOyaarI Sau$ hao jaatI p`at:snaana kI. sauMdr bananao ko
ilae ]na idnaaoM byaUTI pala-r qaaoD,o hI jaanaa pD,ta
qaa¸ basa saala dr saala $p caaOdsa ka nahana krto
rhao. [saI kI Saama kao CaoTI dIvaalaI BaI khto hOM.
narkasaur ka p`tIk gaaobar ka BaOMsaa dohrI pr rKa¸
pasa maoM Akolaa GaI ka dIyaa¸ [sa Akolao dIe kao doK
na jaanao @yaaoM maorI Saama ]dasa hao jaatI. Aaja BaI
hr ]dasa pla maoM maaOt ko saaqa KD,a Akolaa dIyaa yaad
Aata hO. ifr baD,I dIvaalaI , , ,laxmaI gaNaoSa kI maaTI
kI maUrt , , ,pUjaa haotI¸ maamaa Aaya-samaajaI qao¸
tao bakayada hvana haota. GaI kao paMca dIyao¸ Zor
saaro tola ko dIyao. laxmaI gaNaoSa ko saamanao baD,a
saa dIyaa¸ ijasao rat Bar jalanaa haota qaa. Sa@kr ko
iKlaaOnao AaOr KIla , , ,basa pUjaa ko ilae tao [tnaa hI
kafI hO , , ,baD,I saaoca samaJa kr baD,o–baUZaM,o nao
rsamaoM banaa[- hOM , , ,garIba sao garIba BaI %yaaOhar
manaa sakta hO. GaI ko dIyaaoM maoM sao ek pUjaaGar maoM
rKa jaata¸ ek rsaao[- maoM¸ ek BaMDar Gar¸ tao ek
pnahTI pr GaD,aoM ko pasa rKa jaata AaOr AaiKrI paKanao
AaOr gausalaKanao ko baIca rKa jaata. raoSanaI maoM Baod
Baava nahIM¸ vah tao saBaI jagah haonaI caaihe na.
dao–caar fulaJaiD,yaaoM AaOr cauTpuT pTaKo bajaa kr hI
bacapna saMtRPt hao jaata , , ,kana–faoD, pTaKaoM ka
tao jamaanaa hI nahIM qaa.
idna pUrI trh sao
psarnao sao phlao hI gaaobaQa-na kI tOyaarI Sau$ hao
jaatI. AaMgana ifr sao laIpa jaata¸ ]sasao phlao hI
idyaa–gaaOr kI pUjaa hr pu~vatI¸ sauhagavatI s~I kao
krnaI hI pD,tI¸ ]sako ilae Alaga sao caaOk banata¸
caavala ko eopna sao. Kaoe ko idyaa–gaaOr banato¸
khanaI haotI¸ ifr pUjaa. ifr gaaobar sao gaaobaQa-na
banaanao kI baarI AatI. gaaobaQa-na banato–banato idna
caZ, Aata. pUra ka pUra vaRndavana ]tr pD,ta AaMgana
maoM. gvaalaa–baalao¸ ma{a calaatI gaaoipyaaM¸
gaaya–baCD,o¸ baaga bagaIcao¸ AaOr JaUlaa JaUlato
raQaa kRYNa. QaUp tmatmaanao lagatI pr vaRndavana kI
rcanaa maoM kao[- kmaI nahIM , , ,haya maa[-¸ yao AaOrt
ma{a calaa rhI hO¸ tao dUsarI @yaa kr rhI hOÆ [sako
saamanao kI caakI tao jamaI nahIM. saaro baccao Ait
]%saaiht hao jaato. baIcaaobaIca banao gaaobar kI Apoxaa
gvaailanao jyaada AakiYa-t krtI hma baccaaoM kao.
samavaot p`yaasa sao gaaobaQa-na tOyaar hao jaata. maa[-
ko haqa tao Ék hI nahIM rho hOM. Aaja rsaao[- maoM BaI
tao tmaama vyaMjana bananao hOM. jara–jara saI tmaama
trkairyaaoM¸ }Mh hmaoM @yaa¸ hmaara poT tao KIla
bataSaaoM sao phlao hI Bar cauka hO. BaUK lagaogaI tao
Sa@kr ko iKlaaOnao tao hOM. gaaobaQa-na kI pUjaa kOsao
haotI¸ yah tao yaad nahIM pr ]sa rcanaa kI BaagaIdarI
ja$r yaadaoM maoM isamaTI hOM.
rat baItI nahIM ik
saubah kI tOyaarI , , ,bacao epna sao caaOk pUra ikyaa
gayaa¸ Baa[-dUja kI pUjaa jaao haonaI hO , , ,baD,I
bauiZ,yaaAaoM kao tao AMQaoro maMuh nahanao–Qaaonao kI
Aadt haotI hO , , ,pr Baa[-dUja kI pUjaa krnao vaalaI
saBaI kao nahanaa pD,ogaa , , ,maOM @yaaoM naha}MÆ
maora tao Baa[- hI nahIM , , ,Qat\ , , ,eosao qaaoD,o hI
khto hOM , , ,pUjaa krogaI tao Baa[- Apnao Aap hao
jaaegaa , , ,laao maMDnaa ifr sao tOyaar , , ,maMDnaa
@yaaoM pUrI kqaa kh laao naÑ yah caakI¸ yah drvaajaa¸
yao maMDp , , ,yao Baa[- AaOr yao rI bahna , , ,ibanaa
Baa[- kI bahna , , ,byaah ko baad sasaurala phMucaI tao
raoja tanaa imalao , , ,raoja tanaa imalao ik ibanaa
Baa[- kI bahna hO , , ,vah mannat maanao ik ho [-SvarÑ
ek Baa[- do do , , ,nanha saa Baa[- , , ,[-Svar nao
sauna laI , , ,Kbar imalaI ik Gar maoM Baa[- huAa , ,
,Aba Baa[- baD,a huAa tao bahna kI sauQa laI , , ,Apnao
byaah ka samaya Aayaa tao cala idyaa bahna kao baulaanao
, , ,bahna maMuh–AMQaoro ]z caakI pIsa rhI qaI¸ , ,
,Baa[- nao Aakr Apnaa pircaya idyaa tao KuSaI sao
baavalaI hao ga[- , , ,habaD,taOD, maoM Qyaana hI nahIM
rha , , ,ek saaMp ka baccaa ipsa gayaa AaTo ko saaqa , ,
,daOD,I–daOD,I pD,aosana ko pasa ga[- , , ,bahna bata
tao , , ,kOsao k$M Apnao Baa[- ka sa%kar , , ,pD,aosana
nao cauTkI laI , , ,GaI ka caaOk pUra Baa[- kao baOza
AaOr GaI sao AaTa maaMD laD\DU banaa iKlaa do , , ,Baa[-
nao bahna kao baulaaOvaa idyaa AaOr saaqa calanao kI
jaldI macaa[- , , ,Kanao–pInao ka samaya hI khaM ]sako
pasaÆ , , ,bahna mana duKI krtI baaolaI , , ,kOsao Aa}M
BaOyyaa , , ,ek baccaa KTaOlao pr ek gaaodI maoM tao ek
palanao maoM¸ jaIjaa tumharo Kot maoM , , ,Gar maoM
ibalaOyyaa¸ ibalaaOTa¸ gaOyaa baCD,o , , ,saBaI tao
hOM , , ,[na saba kao CaoD, kr kOsao Aa}M tumharo saaqaÆ
Baa[- duKI haokr cala idyaa , , ,bahna nao GaI ko laD\DU
saaqa rK ide , , qaaoD,a ]jaalaa huAa tao bahna nao
bacao laD\DU baccaaoM ko ilae inakalao , , ,doKa tao
dMga rh ga[- , , ,laD\DU naIlao kcca , , ,saaMp kI
koMcaula caupkI pD,I qaI ,
, ,bahna nao Aava doKa na tava , , ,caUlho pr tvaa , ,
,palanao pr baccaa , , ,dUQa pItI baiCyaa , , ,saBaI kao
CaoD,–CaD, jaao BaagaI tao saIQao phMucaI Baa[- ko
pasa , , ,]sasao laD\DU CIna kr foMko hI qao ik ]sao
pMiCyaaoM kI baatcaIt saunaa[- dI ik Baa[- kI ijandgaI
ka Ant Aanao vaalaa hO¸ ]sakI tao ijandgaI hI [tnaI qaI
ik bahna ibana Baa[- kI nahIM khlaae , , ,]sako bacanao
ka [laaja BaI bahna ko pasa hO. Aba [tnao imannataoM sao
maaMgao Baa[- kao bahna kOsao CaoD, dotI , , ,saao laga
ga[- ]sako saaqa , , ,Baa[- proSaana ik kOsaI bahna , ,
,Kanaa–pInaa BaI CIna kr foMk idyaa AaOr Aba pICo pD,I
hO , , ,laoikna bahna kba maananao vaalaI , , ,AaiKrkar
saarI mausaIbataoM kao par kr Baa[- kI ijandgaI kao
lambaI krko hI bahna maanaI , , ,tao eosaI haotI hOM
bahnao , , ,AaOr Baa[-Æ vao kOsao haoto hOMÆ , , ,na
jaanao kOsao haoto haoMgao , , ,Saayad haD,maaMsa ko tao
nahIM haoto haoMgao , , ,tBaI tao [tnao maanao jaato hOM
, , ,nanha bacapna Baa[- Sabd sao ijatnaa jauD,ta gayaa¸
yah Sabd ]tnaa hI dUr jaata gayaa.
caugalaKaor kI jaIBa
kUTnao ka va@t BaI tao yahI hO , , ,dIe maoM qaaoD,a
tola AaOr Dalaa gayaa , , ,dIe kI baatI ]caka[- , ,
,AaOr bacao AaTo kI lambaI saI jaIBa banaa[- ga[- , ,
,jaIBa kao dIe kI laaO sao jalaayaa gayaa AaOr ifr
maUsala sao kUTa gayaa , , ,baabaU ko caugalaKaor kI
jaIBa kuTo , , ,BaOyyaa ko caugalaKaor kI jaIBa kuTo , ,
,maamaa ko caugalaKaor kI jaIBa kuTo , , ,basa [tnaa saa
maM~ kafI hO bahna baoiTyaaoM ko ilae. baoTI Apnao Baa[-¸
ipta sao iktnaI jauD,I haotI hO [saka Andajaa [na
ja,ra–ja,ra sao %yaaOharaoM sao lagata hO. sasaurala
kI kuSala maMgala maaMgato–maaMgato bahu–baoiTyaaM
ipta¸ Baa[- ko ilae BaI va@t inakala hI laotI hOM.
Saayad ]na idnaaoM ApnaI jaD,aoM sao jauD,o rhnao ko
ilae yao CaoTo–CaoTo ]paya baD,o kargar haoto haoMgao.
dIvaalaI ko baad haolaI
tk na jaanao iktnao %yaaOhar Aato haoMgao – jaato
haoMgao. maa[- ]nhoM kOsao inaBaatI haoMgaI¸ yah saba
yaadaoM sao ]trata jaa rha hO. yaad BaI kOsao rhoÆ Aaja
QaUma QaD,ako ko saaqa %yaaOhar Aato hOM AaOr QaImao sao
sark jaato hOM¸ ibanaa iksaI saugabaugaahT ko , , ,idla
kao iBagaaoe ibanaa , , ,basa fIko–fIko sao , , ,.
vaar–%yaaOharaoM ko
Alaavaa AaOr BaI iktnao kama huAa krto qao ]na idnaaoM.
papD, baiD,yaaM banaanaa¸ maMgaaoD,I taoD,naa¸ isava[-
banaanaa¸ caTnaI Acaar caUrna , , ,Gar maoM
kuTa–pIsaa masaalaa , , ,bahna–baoiTyaaoM kI
AavaBagat , , ,kOsao kr laotI hOM maa[-M yah saba , ,
,ibanaa iksaI trh kI iSakayat ko , , ,Aaja tk samaJa
maoM nahIM Aayaa ik [sa p`Iit ko pICo maaoh hO yaa
Aasai@t. kBaI–kBaI lagata hO ik inasvaaqa- p`oma ko
pICo Anaasai@t hI haotI hO @yaaoMik maaoh Apnao–prae
ko Baod kao isaKata hO AaOr Aasai@t Apnao Aap kao iksaI
sao kma nahIM doKnaa caahtI hO. ibanaa iksaI
iSakvaa–iSakayat ko [tnao baD,o Kanadana kao jaaoD,o
rKnaa¸ idna–rat kama maoM KTnaa AaOr hr xaNa kao
klaa%mak banaanao kI kaoiSaSa krnaa , , ,[na saba kI
jaD, maoM Anaasai@t na hao tao kOsao kama cala sakta hO.
laoikna Apnao kao sabasao jaaoD,o rK kr BaI kmala p~ kI
trh Alaga–qalaga rhnao vaalaI Anaasai@t tao
?iYa–mauinayaaoM maoM BaI nahIM haogaI. baD,I–baD,I
paooiqayaaM BaI yah saba nahIM isaKa patI. tao ifr kaOna
isaKa jaata hO , , ,BaIt pr ilaKI eopna kI lakIroMÆ
AaMgana maoM ibaKrI gaaobar kI tsvaIroMÆ yaa ifr saUrja
canda sao Apnaapa gaaMztI kqaaeM. ]sa AaMgana maoM
ibaKra &ana na jaanao iktnaI paoiqayaaoM maoM
samaayaa jaa sakta hO. Aaja mauJao kivata kI pMi@t
ilaKto hue lagata hO jaOsao maOM BaIt pr lakIroM KIMca
rhI hMU , , ,khanaI ilaKto va@t lagata hO ik maanaaoM
AaMgana maoM gaaobar ka rMga Bar rhI hMU. [na lakIraoM
sao daostI na haotI tao @yaa kBaI kuC ilaK patIÆ Saayad
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