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kBaI–kBaI KuSaI AaOr ]dasaI
ek saaqa Aa jaatI hO¸ kha¸ 'vaairsa Saah kI baola kao
idla ka panaI idyaa qaa¸ idla ka BaI¸ AaMsauAaoM ka BaI
, , ,pr yaad hO vah samaya¸ jaba tumasao phlaI baar
imalaI qaI¸ tao yah K,bar caaraoM trÔ fOla ga[- qaI. tba
jaalaMQar maoM iksaI samaagama ko p`Qaana pd ko ilae maora
naama p`staivat huAa¸ tao ek kmyauinasT naota nao kha qaa¸
'nahIM¸ hma ]sao nahIM baulaaeMgao¸ ]sakI badnaamaI ko
karNa hmaarI saBaa badnaama hao jaaegaI.'
]saI Saama idllaI ko
Kalasaa ka^laoja nao mauJao irsaoPSana idyaa qaa –
idllaI yaUinavaisa-TI sao DI ,ilaT ,kI iDga`I imalanao ko
isalaisalao maoM. mana maoM vahI savaoro ka maahaOla qaa¸
]naka SauiËyaa Ada krko kha¸ 'laoKk hr hala maoM laoKk
hO¸ maaOsama caaho Saaohrt ka hao¸ caaho gaumanaamaI ka¸
caaho badnaamaI ka.' Aba– samaya baIt jaanao pr Saaohrt¸
gaumanaamaI AaOr badnaamaI kao ijaM,dgaI ko maaOsama kh
saktI hMU. tsallaI hO ik saba maaOsama doKo hOM¸ pr k[-
barsa phlao¸ [na maaOsamaaoM sao gauja,rnaa bahut kizna
lagata qaa. ija,MdgaI¸ [maraoja, ko saaqa maoM¸ kao[-
samatla vastu nahIM hO¸ yah Ait kI }Mcaa[yaaoM AaOr
inacaa[yaaoM sao BarI hu[- hO. [samaoM dao vyai@t%va
imalato hOM AaOr Tkrato hOM – naidyaaoM ko painayaaoM kI
BaaMit imalato hOM AaOr dao ca+anaaoM kI BaaMit Tkrato
hOM. pr caaOdh barsa ³rama–vanavaasa ijatnao samaya´
ko AnauBava ko baad kh saktI hMU ik [sa rah kI inacaa[yaaM
CaoTa saca hO AaOr [sa rah kI }Mcaa[yaaM baD,a saca hO.
[maraoja, ka vyai@t%va
diryaa ko p`vaah ko samaana hO. jaOsao diryaa ek saImaa
svaIkar krta hO¸ pr nahr jaOsaI p@kI banaI hu[- saImaa
nahIM¸ caaho tao Apnao p`vaah ka ÉK, BaI badla sakta hO.
[maraoja, ko ilae kao[- irSta kovala tba tk irSta hO¸
jaba tk vah baMQana nahIM hO. irSto A@sar Apnao
svaaBaaivak svatM~ $p maoM nahIM haoto– kBaI ]nakI
nakola kanaUna ko haqa maoM haotI hOM¸ tao kBaI
saamaaijak kt-vya ko¸ pr [maraoja, ko SabdaoM maoM¸
'Agar rah ApnaI hO¸ rahdarI kI @yaa ja,$rt hOÆ' hr
kanaUna 'rahdarI' haota hO. [maraoja, kao yah rahdarI¸
ApnaI rah kI taOhIna lagatI hO. mauJa pr ]sakI phlaI
maulaak,at ka Asar – maoro SarIr ko tap ko $p maoM huAa
qaa. mana maoM kuC iGar Aayaa AaOr toja, bauK,ar caZ,
gayaa. ]sa Saama ]sanao phlaI baar Apnao haqa sao maora
maaqaa CuAa qaa¸ 'bahut bauK,ar hOÆ' [na SabdaoM ko baad
]sako maMuh sao kovala ek hI vaa@ya inaklaa qaa¸ 'Aaja ek
idna maoM maOM k[- saala baD,a hao gayaa hMU.' [maraoja,
mauJasao saaZo Ch barsa CaoTa hO¸ pr ]sa idna¸ ]sa phlaI
maulaak,at ko idna – vah jaba Acaanak k[- barsa baD,a
hao gayaa¸ tao [tnaa baD,a hao gayaa ik Apnao AaOr maoro
Akolaopna kao naapkr vah A@sar khnao lagaa¸ 'nahIM¸ AaOr
kao[- nahIM¸ AaOr kao[- BaI nahIM¸ tuma maorI baoTI hao¸
maOM tumhara pu~ hMU.'
AaOr jahaM tk ]saI daost
kI rah maoM Aanao vaalaI inacaa[yaaoM ka p`Sna hO –
]sako karNa bahut hI CaoTo haoto hOM¸ pr ]nasao pOda
haonao vaalaa ]saka gaussaa AaOr maorI ]dasaI – kao[-
tIna GaMTo ko ilae bahut gahro hao jaato hOM – [tnao
gahro ik Akolaapna 'AaiK,r saca' laganao lagata hO. yao
karNa haoto hOM – D/a[Mga $ma kI ek ga_I ]lTI @yaaoM
pD,I hOÆ isagaroT ka K,alaI pOkoT dIvaana pr @yaaoM igara
huAa hOÆ gaaoMd kI SaISaI ijasa maoja, pr sao ]za[-M qaI¸
]sa pr na rKkr ]sao dUsaro kmaro kI maoja, pr @yaaoM rK
idyaaÆ Agar kar baahr inaklaIM qaI¸ tao gaOroja ka SaTr
@yaaoM nahIM baMd ikyaaÆ AaOr naaObat yah Aa jaatI hO –
haqa ka ga`asa haqa maoM AaOr saamanao PlaoT maoM pD,I
raoTI PlaoT maoM rh jaatI hO. GaD,I kI sau[- ek hI jagah
pr ATk jaatI hO. ek K,amaaoSaI Ca jaatI hO – ijasamaoM
kovala ek KTka¸ bahut ja,aor sao¸ ek baar saunaa[- dota
hO – AaOr ]sako kmaro ka drvaaja,a ek zhako sao baMd hao
jaata hO.
lagaBaga tIna GaMTo [sa
trh baIt jaato hOM¸ jaOsao samaya kI }pr kI saaMsa }pr¸
naIcao kI saaMsa naIcao rh ga[- hao. ifr [maraoja, ko ek
hsaInatr iÔkro sao yah K,amaaoSaI TUTtI hO¸ 'maOM
tumhara SaIYaa-sana¸ tuma maora p`aNaayaamaÑ' [saIilae
[na saba inacaa[yaaoM kao CaoTa saca kh saktI hMU AaOr
[maraoja, ko Aist%va kao baD,a saca. ihMdI kiva kOlaaSa
vaajapoyaI kao jyaaoitYa ka gahra &ana hO. ek idna
kOlaaSa nao kha¸ 'AmaRtaÑ tumharo janma ko samaya
caMd`maa tumharo Baagya ko Gar maoM baOza huAa qaa.' maOM
hMsa rhI qaI¸ 'pr vah tao Z,a[- GaD,I baOzkr calaa gayaa
haogaa , , ,' ik pasa sao hI hMsakr [maraoja, nao kha¸
'vah kao[- [maraoja, qaaoD,o hI qaa¸ jaao ifr AaOr khIM
na jaata¸ vah isaÔ- caMd`maa qaa¸ Aayaa¸ baOza AaOr
ifr ]zkr Thla idyaa , , ,caMd`maa kao tao Gar–Gar jaanaa
haota hO na , , ,'
yaad Aa rha hO – ek idna
baImaarI kI halat maoM maOMnao [maraoja, sao kha¸ 'maOM
[sa duinayaa sao calaI ga[- tao tuma Akolao mat rhnaa¸
duinayaa ka husna BaI doKnaa AaOr javaanaI BaI.' tao
[maraoja, nao bala Kakr kha¸ 'maOM parsaI nahIM hMU¸
ijasakI laaSa kao igawaoM ko hvaalao kr idyaa jaata hO.
tuma maoro saaqa AaOr dsa barsa jaInao ka [k,rar krao –
maorI ek hsart ABaI baak,I hO¸ maOM ek AcCI iÔlma banaa
laMU¸ basa¸ vah banaakr ifr ek saaqa duinayaa sao
jaaeMgao.' yao Sabd ijasa GaD,I kho gae¸ ]sa GaD,I [sasao
baD,a saca AaOr kao[- nahIM qaa. [saIilae khtI hMU –
ija,MdgaI kI saarI kiznaa[yaaM CaoTa saca hOM AaOr
[maraoja, ka saaqa baD,a saca.
yah baD,a saca¸
hMsaIM–maja,ak kI raO maoM kBaI CaoTa nahIM huAa. ek
baar mauJao AaOr [maraoja, kao caaya pInao kI [cCa hu[-.
[maraoja, nao kha¸ 'AcCa¸ tuma gaOsa pr caaya ka panaI
rKao¸ Aaja maOM caaya banaa}Mgaa.' maOM ibastr maoM baOzI
hu[- qaI¸ ]znao kao jaI nahIM kr rha qaa. kha¸ 'maoro
jaao Aba qaaoD,o–sao idna rhto hOM jaInao ko¸ pr
ijatnao baak,I rhto hOM¸ Aba maOM [sa trh jaInaa caahtI
hMU¸ maanaao [-Svar ko ivavaah maoM Aa[- hu[-M hao}M.'
[maraoja, kao[- imanaT–Bar ko ilae caup rha¸ ifr khnao
lagaa¸ 'pr maOM BaI tao [-Svar ko byaah maoM Aayaa hMUÑ'
mauJao hMsaI Aa ga[-¸ 'haM¸ haM¸ AaOr tuma laD,kI
vaalao kI trÔ sao hao¸ maOM laD,ko vaalao kI trÔ sao.'
]sa idna sao raoja, ek maja,ak–saa cala gayaa ik
baataoM–baataoM maoM [maraoja, kh dota¸ 'AcCa jaIÑ yah
kama BaI hma hI kr doto hOM¸ hma laD,kI vaalao kI trÔ
sao jaao hue¸ Aap baOzo rhoM¸ laD,ko vaalaaoÑ' saca –
[maraoja, kI daostI maoM jaOsao maOMnao sacamauca [-Svar
ka ivavaah doKa hao , , ,ivavaahaoM pr haonao vaalao
ibaradrI vaalaaoM ko JagaD,o BaI doKo hOM AaOr ivavaah BaI
, , ,
rsaao[yaa kBaI maoro ilae
ja,$rI haota qaa¸ [tnaa ik Agar ]sao bauKar caZ,ta huAa
maalaUma hao¸ tao Gabarakr saaocatI qaI– haya [-SvarÑ
mauJao bauK,ar caZ, jaae¸ pr rsaao[e kao na caZ,o¸ nahIM
tao raoTI mauJao banaanaI pD,ogaI. pr ipClao 16–17
barsaaoM sao rsaao[yaa maoro ilae ja,$rI nahIM rha.³Apnao
haqa sao raoTI pkanao kI Aadt mauJao AMdroTo jaakr pD,I
qaI. maOM AaOr [maraoja, kaMgaD,a vaOlaI p`isaw ica~kar
saaoBaaisaMh jaI sao imaolanao gae qao¸ pr hmaaro Kanao
ka saara JaMJaT jaba saaoBaaisaMh jaI kI p%naI pr pD,
gayaa¸ tao AcCa nahIM lagaa. maOMnao kaoiSaSa kI¸ tao
mauJasao lakiD,yaaoM kI Aaga nahIM jalaa[- ga[-M. pr jaba
[maraoja, nao fMUko maarkr Aaga jalaanao ka ija,mmaa lao
ilayaa¸ tao maOMnao raoTI banaanao kI ija,mmaa lao ilayaa
AaOr ifr vaapsa Aanao pr naaOkr ek dKlaAMdaja,I maalaUma
haonao lagaa.´
saao¸ ipClao 16–17
barsaaoM sao raoTI Apnao haqa sao banaatI hMU. kmaraoM
AaOr bat-naaoM kI saÔa[-–maMjaa[- ko ilae 'paT- Ta[ma'
p`baMQa hO. [sasao j,yaada mauJao iksaI naaOkr kI
AavaSyakta nahIM pD,tI. pr Agar yah paT- Ta[ma vaalaa kBaI
baImaar hao yaa Cu+I pr hao¸ tao bat-na BaI Kud saaÔ kr
laotI hMU. eosao samaya maoM maOM bat-na maaMjatI hMU AaOr
[maraoja, pasa KD,o haokr mauJao gama- panaI ide jaata hO¸
maOM bat-na Qaaoe jaatI hMU. AaOr jaba kBaI vah sTUiDyaao
maoM poMT kr rha haota hO¸ maOM ]sao baOznao nahIM dotI¸
K,ud hI bat-naaoM ka kama K,%ma krko Aavaaja, do dotI hMU¸
'laao¸ laD,kI vaalaaoÑ Aaja tao laD,ko vaalaaoM nao
bat-na BaI maaMja ide hOM.' AaOr ifr jaOsao yah maja,ak
hmaarI ija,MdgaI ka ek ihssaa bana gayaa hO¸ ]saI trh ek
]%saah BaI hmanao Apnao ilae saurixat rKa huAa hO.
[maraoja, ka vyavasaaya bahut mahMgaa hO¸ rMga BaI. kBaI
]sako pasa nayaa kOnavasa K,rIdnao ko ilae pOsao na haoM¸
tao khtI hMU¸ 'tumharI phlaI poMiTMga maOMnao K,rId laI¸
yah laao pOsao– tuma nayaa kOnavasa K,rId laao AaOr poMT
kr laao.' AaOr jaba kBaI mauJao ApnaI iktabaaoM sao pOsao
na imala rho haoM AaOr maOM ]dasa hao}M tao vah khta hO¸
'calaaoÑ Aaja maOMnao tumharI Amauk khanaI pr iÔlma
banaanao ka AiQakar K,rId ilayaa¸ yah laao saa[inaMga
Amaa]MT AaOr [saka iÔlmaI AiQakar mauJao baoca dao.'
jaanatI hMU¸ pOsao ]sako
pasa haoM¸ yaa maoro pasa¸ rhto ]tnao ko ]tnao hI hOM¸
pr hma maaOk,a Aanao pr ]sa idna ka ]%saah AvaSya kmaa
laoto hOM¸ AaOr [sa trh hr kizna idna kao Aasaana banaa
doto hOM. AaOr yah saba [tnaa baD,a saca bana jaata hO ik
pOsaaoM kI kmaI CaoTa saca hao jaatI hO. maOM kovala mana
maoM nahIM¸ T/MkaoM–AlamaairyaaoM maoM k[-
CaoTI–maaoTI caIja,oM saMBaalakr rK laotI hMU. iksaI ko
janmaidna pr kao[- saaOga,at donaI hao¸ maoro T/MkaoM
AaOr AlamaairyaaoM maoM sao kuC na kuC ja,$r inakla Aata
hO. Acaanak kuC K,rIdnaa pD, jaae¸ baOMk ko iksaI na
iksaI Aka]MT maoM sao ]sako ilae rkma BaI imala jaatI hO.
bao–samaya BaUK laga Aae¸ tao iÍ,ja maoM sao kuC na
kuC Kanao ko ilae BaI imala jaata hO. [maraoja, [sa baat
pr bahut hMsata hO. ek baar hMsato hue khnao lagaa¸
'tumanao maora BaI kuC ihssaa khIM bacaakr ja,$r rKa
haogaa¸ taik Agalao janma maoM kama Aae , , ,'
Agalao janma ka pta nahIM¸
pr lagata hO ipClao janma ka ja,$r kuC bacaakr rKa huAa
qaa¸ ijasao [sa janma maoM maOM duga-ma roigastana
maoM panaI ko kTaoro ko samaana pI sakI hMU. AaOr saaocatI
hMU– [-Svar kro¸ ]sakI baat BaI zIk hao jaae AaOr maOM
]sao kuC khIM sao¸ Apnao Agalao janma ko ilae BaI bacaakr
rK sakMU , , ,
maOM tuJao ifr imalaUMgaI
khaM iksa trh
pta nahIM
Saayad torI klpnaaAaoM maoM
ica~ bana ko ]t$MgaI
jahaM kaoro toro kOnavasa pr
ek rhsyamaya lakIr bana ko
K,amaaoSa tuJao tktI rhUMgaI ³jaIvana ko AMitma idnaaoM
maoM ilaKI gayaI ]nakI kivata ko kuC AMSaaoM ka ihMdI
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