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vamaa- jaI
nao Apnaa bacapna ijana gailayaaoM maoM gauja,ara vahaM
Aba ]nako jaananao vaalao bahut kma rh gae hOM. ]nako
makana kI }prI maMija,la¸ ijasamaoM ]naka janma huAa
qaa¸ maoM talaa lagaa hO laoikna inacalaI maMija,la maoM
sauima~a naogaI rhtI hOM. sauima~a naogaI kao tao [sa baat ka
[lma nahIM hO ik vao jahaM rhtI hOM vahaM ek
ivaSvaiva#yaat saaih%yakar nao janma ilayaa hO¸ laoikna
maaohllao ko p`maaod jaI batato hOM ik inama-la vamaa- jaI
yahIM rhto qao. iSamalaa ko baTlar harkaoT- skUla maoM¸
jahaM vamaa- jaI pZ,to qao¸ Aajakla koMd`Iya ivaValaya
hO. [sa ivaValaya ko p`Qaanaacaaya- p`maaod kumaar TamaTa
kao pta hO ik vao yahaM pZ,to qao¸ ]nako ipta saonaa maoM
qao AaOr gaima-yaaoM maoM iSamalaa rajaQaanaI haotI qaI
[sailae vao baad maoM BaI iSamalaa Aa jaato qao. ]nhaoMnao
idllaI ivaSvaivaValaya sao [ithasa maoM snaatkao<ar
ikyaa. ]nhaoMnao caok BaaYaa p`aga caokaoslaaovaaikyaa ko
AaoiryaMTla skUla maoM pZ,I jaba ]nhoM caok BaaYaa ka
ihMdI Anauvaad krnao ko ilae AamaMi~t ikyaa gayaa.
iSamalaa maoM ibatae gae
]nako bacapna ko idna ]nakI saaihi%yak rcanaaAaoM maoM
baar baar p`itibaMibat haoto hO. 'laala TIna kI Ct' maoM
]nhaoMnao [sa KUbasaUrt Sahr ka vaNa-na ikyaa hO. 'laala
TIna kI Ct' vaalao ijasa makana ka ija,Ë [sa laoK maoM
ikyaa gayaa hO¸ ]sako baaro maoM ivastar sao batato hue
vao khto hOM —
'vahaM sao tIna phaD, ek saaqa idKa[- doto qao. dayaIM trÔ
jaaKU kI caaoTI¸ saamanao saMjaaOlaI ka ksabaa¸
[laIiSayama ra]MD kI phaD,I jaao KIMcatI hu[- kOqaU calaI
jaatI. ]nako baIca makana [sa trh ibaKro rhto jaOsao iksaI
nao jaldI maoM taSa ko p<aaoM kao ibaKra idyaa hao –
Saama haoto hI vah jagamagaanao lagato maanaaoM ek saaqa
jauganauAaoM ka laSkr phaD,aoM pr ]tr Aayaa hao – ]Qar
phaD,aoM kI AaoT maoM hO AnaaDola¸ jaao yahaM sao idKa[-
nahIM dota AaOr ]Qar¸ ]sa trÔ tumharo baabaU ka makana.'
[sa ivavarNa sao saaÔ pta calata hO ik ]nhaMonao Apnao
kOqaU vaalao makana ko ivaYaya maoM hI yah baatoM ilaKI
hOM. vao iSamalaa kI vaaidyaaM¸ QauMQa BarI iÔjaaeM¸
Ganao jaMgalaaoM ko baIca saITI bajaatI T/ona¸ yahaM kI
maihlaaAaoM kI KUbasaUrtI ka vaNa-na krto hOM. ]nhaoMnao
GaraoM sao inaklanao vaalao saaMp ko Aakar ko QaueM¸
ipGalatI baÔ- AaOr QaUp tk kao CuAa hO.
]nako laoKna maoM ]naka
svaBaava idKa[- dota hO ek sarla AaOr gaMBaIr vyai>
ijasakao ApnaI sauivaQaaAaoM ka kao[- #,yaala nahIM. ihMdI
jagat kao ek navaIna SaOlaI donao vaalao baabaU jaI [tnao
sarla qao ik Aama vyai> yah jaana kr AcMaiBat hao jaata
qaa ik ijasasao vah imala rha hO vah inama-la vamaa- hOM.
TI ,vaI ,TuDo ko 'toja' caOnaola ko p`BaarI AimataBa nao
ApnaI Aa%maIya yaadaoM maoM ilaKa hO ik inama-la vamaa-
maoM Baava ivaBaaor kr donao vaalaI Aa%maIyata qaI. rcanaa
jagat ko saaqa hI ]naka [MsaanaI klaovar BaI bahut baD,a
qaa. ek saccao rcanaakar haonao ko saaqa hI vao ek bahut
AcCo [Msaana qao. AimataBa jaI ]nako ikrayaodar rho hOM¸
]naka ek p`saMga idla kao CU jaata hO. ]nhaoMnao ilaKa hO
ik – 1999 maoM inama-la jaI ek idna Gar ko mauAayanao pr
Aae. vao 'AMitma ArNya' ko idna qao. ]saI ko kqaanak pr
CaoTI saI cacaa- ko daOrana ]nhaoMnao baohd saMkaoca ko
saaqa batayaa ik ]nako kraolabaaga vaalao makana ³ijasamaoM
AimataBa jaI rhto qao´ ka saaOda hao gayaa hO AaOr rhnao
ko ilae ]nhoM Aba sahivakasa ApaT-maoMT Aanaa haogaa.
makana KalaI krnao ka [tnaa SaalaIna AaOr ivanama` Aaga`h
inama-la jaI jaOsaa baD,a [Msaana hI kr sakta hO.
inama-la jaI ko laoKna ka
p`arMBa 1950 maoM Ca~aoM kI ek maOgaja,Ina maoM sao huAa laoikna pustk ko $p maoM ]nakI phlaI rcanaa
1959 maoM 'pirMdo' ko $p maoM Aa[- AaOr [sa rcanaa nao
inama-la jaI kao na[- phcaana dI. pirMdo ko kuC AMSa –
ek pgalaI saI smaRit¸ ek ]dBa`aMt Baavanaa – caOpla ko
SaISaaoM ko pro phaD,¸ saUKI hvaa¸ hvaa maoM JaukI vaIipMga
ivalaaoja kI kaMptI ThinayaaM¸ pOraoM tlao caID, ko
p<aaoM kI QaImaI–saI icar–piricat KD,–KD,. vahIM
pr igarISa ek haqa maoM imailaTrI ka KakI hOT ilae KD,a hO
– caaOD,o¸ ]zo hue sabala kMQao¸ Apnaa isar vahaM iTka
dao¸ tao jaOsao isamaT kr Kao jaaegaa. caalsa-baaoyar¸
yah naama ]sanao rKa qaa vah JaoMp kr hsanao lagaa –
'tumhoM AamaI- maoM iksanao cauna ilayaa¸ maojar bana gae
hao¸ laoikna laD,ikyaaoM sao BaI gae baIto haoM –
ja,ra–ja,ra saI baat pr caohra laala hao jaata hO.'
yah saba vah khtI nahIM isaÔ- saaocatI Bar qaI –
saaocaa qaa kBaI khUMgaI¸ vah 'kBaI' kBaI nahIM Aayaa.
inama-la jaI Aaz khanaI
saMga`haoM¸ naaO pustkaoM AaOr paMca ]pnyaasaaoM ko rcaiyata
rho. ]nakI Amar ÌityaaoM maoM 'pirMdo'¸ 'rat ka
irpaoT-r'¸ 'AMitma ArNya'¸ 'QauMQa sao ]ztI Qauna'¸ 'ek
icaqaD,a sauK'¸ 'kaOvao va kalaa panaI'¸ 'klaa ka
jaaoiKma' Aaid KUba caica-t rho. kha jaata hO ik ihMdI
saaih%ya ko saaih%yakar hmaoSaa sao nayao p`yaaogaaoM sao
bacato rho hOM laoikna inama-la vamaa- nao [sa kmaI kao
pUra ikyaa. ]nakI AdBaud jaIvanaSaOlaI ]nakI rcanaaAaoM
maoM nae–nae p`yaaogaaoM ko saaqa JalaktI
hO.
vao ivaSva kI k[-
BaaYaaAaoM maoM parMgat qao tao BaI ]naka ihMdI p`oma
Ananya qaa. iSamalaa ko '[MisTTyaUT AaÔ eDvaansa sTDI'
maoM hmaoSaa AMga`oja,I maoM saoimanaar huAa krta qaa. ek
saoimanaar maoM inama-la jaI kao baulaayaa gayaa. saBaI
laaoga AMga`oja,I maoM baaola rho qao jaba ]nakI baarI
Aa[- tao ]nhaonao kha ik maOM ihMdI ka laoKk hUM AaOr
ihMdI hI baaolaUMgaa. jabaik saba jaanato qao ik ]naka
AMga`oja,I pr BaI ]tnaa hI AiQakar qaa.
inama-la jaI nao 1980 sao
1983 tk Baart Bavana¸ Baaopala maoM inaralaa iËyaoiTva
ra[-iTMga caoyar ko caoyarmaOna ko pd pr kaya- ikyaa.
]nakI rcanaa 'Baart AaOr yaUraop' ko ilae ]nhoM '&anapIz
maUit- dovaI purskar' sao sammaainat ikyaa gayaa¸ 1985
maoM ]nhoM 'kaOvao AaOr kalaa panaI' ko ilae saaih%ya
ekoDmaI purskar idyaa gayaa tqaa 1999 maoM ]nhoM Baart ko
savaao-cca saaih%ya purskar &anapIz sao AlaMÌt ikyaa
gayaa. ]nakI rcanaaAaoM ka doSa ivadoSa kI Anaok
BaaYaaAaoM maoM Anauvaad ikyaa gayaa.
Apnao p`arMiBak idnaaoM ko
baad vao 1988 sao 1989 tk ifr iSamalaa maoM rho jaba ]nhoM
BaaYaa evaM saMsÌit ivaBaaga ko yaSapala saRjanapIz ko
AQyaxa ka pd idyaa gayaa. [sa daOrana vat-maana
saaih%yakaraoM va rcanaakaraoM ka saMpk- ]nasao huAa
laoikna ]nakI sarlata kao Aaja BaI BaaYaa evaM saMsÌit
ivaBaaga ko laaoga yaad krto hOM. saaih%yakar EaIinavaasa
jaaoSaI batato hOM ik jaba vao inama-la jaI sao imalanao
idllaI gae tao ]nhaoMnao sabasao phlao pUCa – iSamalaa
vaalao kOsao hOM AaOr ]nako ilae svayaM ka^fI banaa kr
laae.
Da ,sauSaIla kumaar fulla
inama-la jaI ko inaQana kao klaa%mak khanaI ka AMt khto
hOM. khto hOM ik maUlat: ihmaacalaI laoKk haonao ko karNa
ihmaacalaI laoKkaoM kao bahut p`ao%saaiht krto qao. BaaYaa
evaM saMsÌit ivaBaaga ko saaih%yakar esa ,Aar ,hrnaaoT
nao Apnao AnauBava batato hue kha ik vao bahut sarla qao
– ek raoja, ihmaanaI rosTaoroMT maoM baOzo qao¸ hrnaaoT
nao inama-la jaI ka ÔaoTao doKa qaa ]nhoM phcaanato hue
]nako pasa gae AaOr baaolao Aap inama-la jaI hOM AaOr
Apnaa pircaya doto hue kha ik maOM BaI khainayaaM ilaKta
hUM. yah sauna kr vao ]zo AaOr hrnaaoT kao galao lagaa
ilayaa.
BaaYaa ivaBaaga ko
inadoSak Da ,p`oma Samaa- batato hOM ik jaba vao yaSapala
saRjanapIz ko caoyarmaOna bana kr Aae tao ]nasao kusaI-
maoja, kI ja,$rt ko baaro maoM pUCa gayaa. ]nhaoMnao kha
ik [sakI ja,$rt nahIM hO¸ batayaa ik jaba ]nako Gar jaa
kr iksaI caIja, kI ja,$rt ko baaro maoM kha tao baaolao ik
– sauivaQaaAaoM kao kma krko calaao svatM~ta kao jagah
imalaogaI.
saaih%yakar ASaoYa nao
batayaa ik ]naka saainnaQya hI ek saaQanaa qaI. ]nako pasa
ijatnaI dor rhto qao eosaa lagata qaa saara maahaOla
saaihi%yak hao gayaa hO. puranaI yaadaoM maoM Kaoto hue
vao khto hOM ik iSamalaa maoM jaba BaI ]nasao maulaakat
haotI¸ ek hMsamauK caohra Aa%maIyata sao Aaotp`aot
AailaMgana krnao kao baotaba naja,r Aata. ]nhoM doK kr
saaih%yakar haonao pr gava- haota qaa. ek eosaa hstaxar
ijasaka saanaI imalanaa kizna hO.
rcanaakar ip`yaa AanaMd
ilaKtI hOM — ]nakI khanaI 'pirMda' sapnaaoM sarIKI hO.
k[- baar 'pirMda' pZ,I AaOr Aaja BaI laitka¸ maojar
igarISa¸ Da ,hyaUbaT- nahIM BaUlao. ]naka maananaa hO ik
inama-la vamaa- jaI pazk kao haqa pkD, kr jaOsao khanaI ko
pasa KD,a kr doto hOM ik [sao pZ,ao¸ samaJaao AaOr
jaanaao ik maOMnao @yaa ilaKa hO.
inama-la vamaa- ko inaQana
sao ihMdI saaih%ya maoM ek eosaa KalaIpna Aayaa hO ijasao
Barnaa Aasaana nahIM haogaa. idllaI ko laaodI raoD, isqat
SmaSaana GaaT pr jaba ]nakI p%naI EaImatI gagana igala nao
]nhoM mauKaigna dI tao kuC laaogaaoM nao ]nho AaQauinak
saaiva~I kI saM&a dI. ]nako pirjana caahto qao ik
]nhoM mauKaigna ]nakI baoTI putula va damaad elao@sa doM
laoikna gagana nao yah kama svayaM ikyaa. [sa maaOko pr
EawaMjaila donao ko ilae saaih%ya jagat kI nayaI AaOr
puranaI pIZ,I ko kaÔI laaoga ]pisqat qao.
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