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,sana 1985–86 kI baat
haogaI Saayad. maOM banaarsa ihMdU ivaSvaivaValaya sao
ema ,Tok ,kr rha qaa. kaSaI yaa~a ka maaOka qaa¸
kiva sammaolana hao rha qaa. bahut sao kiva pZ, cauko qao.
ifr saMcaalak nao tmaama tarIÔ ko saaqa ek kiva kao
baulaayaa. BaID, tqaa tarIÔ [tnaI hao ga[- ik mauJao
kiva ka naama zIk sao saunaa[- na idyaa. kiva nao BaI
ibanaa iksaI tama¹Jaama tqaa laTko¹JaTko ko kovala
kivata p`stut kr rha hUM khkr Sau$ ikyaa—
saao na saka kla yaad
tumharI Aa[- saarI rat
AaOr pasa hI bajaI khIM Sahnaa[- saarI rat.
gaIt ko baaola hmaoM
cama%Ìt krto sao lagao. Aagao kI pMi>yaaM lagaa ik
ija,MdgaI ka vyaakrNa samaJaa rhIM haoM—
gagana baIca Ék tinak caMd`maa lagaa mauJao
samaJaanao
manacaaha mana pa laonaa hO Kola nahIM dIvaanao.
gaIt ko saaqa hOisayat
kI jaanakarI baZ,I—
rat lagaI khnao saao jaaAao doKao kao[- sapnaa
jaga nao doKa hO bahutaoM ka raonaa AaOr tD,pnaa.
laoikna jaIt ka sauK BaI
imalaa—
mauJao saulaanao kI kaoiSaSa maoM jaagao Anaigana
taro
laoikna baaja,I jaIt gayaa maOM vao sabako saba haro.
yah kivata tba sao
saOkD,aoM baar sauna cauka hUM. kivata kI kiSaSa kuC
eosaI hO ik K,%ma haoto hI dubaara gaunagaunaanao ka
mana krta hO. baad maoM pta calaa ik gaItkar qao sva
,rmaanaaqa AvasqaI. ijanhaoMnao ]nako gaIt saunao hO vao
hI ]nakao mahsaUsa kr sakto hOM. baakI laaoga kovala
klpnaa kr sakto hOM. rmaanaaqa jaI kI smaRityaaoM ko
baaro maoM batato hue Da ,knhOyaalaala naMdna ilaKto hOM—
Ajaba rsaayana kI rcanaa lagato hOM mauJao pMiDt
rmaanaaqa AvasqaI¸ ijasamaoM paMca ga`ama inaralaa¸
saat ga`ama baabaa tulasaIdasa¸ dao ga`ama kbaIr AaOr
DoZ, ga`ama rivadasa ko saaqa AaQaa ga`ama 'zakurjaI'
kao KUba baarIk kpD,o sao kpD,Cana krko AaQaa pava
[laacaMd` jaaoSaI maoM imalaayaa jaae tqaa [sa sabakao
AMdaja, sao baccana jaI maoM Gaaolakr KUba pkayaa jaae.
rmaanaaqa jaI ka maanaisak rcaava kuC eosao hI rsaayana
sao huAa hO. vao inaralaa ko svaaiBamaana kao Apnao
AMtma-na maoM [tnaa gahro jaIto hOM ik Anaok laaoga
sakto maoM Aa jaato hOM.
rmaanaaqa jaI kI kivata
kI K,aisayat hO ik lagata hO jaOsao baityaato AMdaja,
maoM vaa@ya ]zakr kivata pMi> banaa ide gae hOM.
]nakI ek kivata hO—
tumanao mauJao baulaayaa hO¸ maOM Aa}Mgaa
baMd na krnaa War dor hao jaae tao
]saI maoM Aagao hOÁ–
maoro Aanao tk mana maoM QaIrja Qarnaa
caaMd doK laonaa mana Gabarae tao.
[saI ko saaqa AMitma
saMklp ivaSvaasa BaI hO—
maora AaOr tumhara imalanaa tao tya hO
SaMikt mat haonaa yaid jaga bahkae tao.
'baMd na krnaa War' ko
naama sao kivata saMga`h BaI Cpa qaa rmaanaaqa jaI ka.
Qama-yauga maoM ek baar haolaI pr p`isaw pustkaoM ko
naama kI pOraoD,I CpI qaIM. tba ilaKa gayaa—
baMd na krnaa War ¹caaho saao Balao jaanaa.
sahja ivaSvaasaI¹Aaistk
rmaanaaqa jaI khto hOM—
krnao vaalaa AaOr hO¸ iksaI kao @yaaoM puka$M
jaIvana kI naava iksaI GaaT @yaaoM ]ta$M.
vao praijat¹mana ja,$r
nahIM jaIto¸ laoikna yaaowa¹mana haokr samar BaI nahIM
krto. roiDyaao ko Apnao
kaya-kala maoM ]nhoM p`Saasana ko haqaaoM AnyaayavaSa
Apmaana kI isqaityaaoM tk BaI phuMcaa idyaa¸ tba BaI
vao [saI pr DTo rho ik—
TUTnao ka dd- jahaM samaJaa na jaae
eosaI duinayaa kao iksa vaasto saMvaa$M.
duinayaavaI caala¹calana
ka ]nakao baKUbaI AMdaja,a hO—
caMdna ko vana maoM Aaga lagaI
KuSabaU ]D, kr phlao cala dI
duid-na maoM ApnaaoM ko jaanao kI
haotI hO iktnaI jaldI.
]nakI sahja
svaIkaraoi>yaaM sahja ivaSvasanaIya hOM—
dovata tao hUM nahIM svaIkar krta hUM.
AadmaI hUM @yaaoMik maOM tao AadmaI kao Pyaar krta hUM.
, , ,AaOr Pyaar
krto hOM tao [tnaa krto hOM ik Apnao p`oyasa ko ibanaa
kao[- sapnaa maukmmala nahIM maanato AaOr ibanaa eosao
sapnao ko kao[- rat ibatanaa nahIM caahto —
baIto sapnaaoM maoM Aae ibanaa tumharo
eosaI tao kao[- rat nahIM jaIvana maoM.
]nakI maanyata hO ik
eosaI p`Iit ko ilae p`oyasa ka pasa haonaa ja,$rI nahIM
hO¸ mana kI naja,dIkI bahut hO—
tna kI dUrI @yaa kr laogaI
mana sao pasa rhao tuma maoro.
[saI ivaSvaasa AaOr
AiQakarBaava kao Sabd dotI ]nakI bahut p`isaw kivata hO—
tuma maoro haokr rhao khIM
maOM bahut¹bahut KuSa
tinak¹tinak naaraja,.
tuma SaItla–SaItla CaMh
p`Iit ko Jaulasao–Jaulasao vana maoM
tuma caaMdI ko sao fUla
QaueM sao kalao¹kalao Gana maoM.
tuma maoro haokr iKlaao khIM
maOM bahut¹bahut KuSa
tinak¹tinak naaraja,.
Pyaar ko [sa samaUcao
jaIvana¹vyaapar maoM dd- hI j,yaada imalata hO. ]sao
BaI vao Qanaa%mak $p maoM laoto hOM—
duinayaa baophcaanaI hI rh jaatI
yaid dd- na haota maoro jaIvana maoM.
rmaanaaqa jaI kivata
maoM ta%kailakta sao prhoja, krto qao. laoikna ]nakI
tmaama saava-BaaOimak kivataeM laaogaaoM kao ApnaI hI
baat khtI idKtI hOM. jaba caMd`SaoKr jaI p`QaanamaM~I
qao tao svatM~ta idvasa ko Avasar pr ]nhaoMnao laala
iklao sao kivata pZ,I—
maoro pMK kT gae hOM
varnaa maOM gagana kao gaata.
jaba ]nhaoMnao pZ,a—
vah jaao naava DUbanaI hO
maOM ]saI kao Ko rha hUM,
tumhoM DUbanao sao phlao
ek Baod do rha hUM.
maoro pasa kuC nahIM hO
jaao tumasao maOM iCpata.
maoro pMK kT gae hOM
varnaa maOM gagana kao gaata.
tao caMd`SaoKr jaI kao
lagaa tqaa baad maoM ]nhaoMnao pUCa BaI rmaanaaqa jaI
sao @yaa yao pMi>yaaM K,asataOr sao ]nako ilae ilaKIM
ga[- hOM. baad maoM ]nakI sarkar igar ga[- qaI.
]nakI kivata QaueM ka rMga hO—
caaho hvana ka hao
yaa kÔna ka hao
QaueM ka rMga ek hO²
iksaI ka Alagaava @yaa
iksaI ka pCtava @yaa
ABaI tao AaOr sahnaa hO²
caaho hao mahlaaoM maoM
caaho hao caklaaoM maoM
naSao kI caala ek hO²
iksaI kao kuC daoYa @yaa²
iksaI kao kuC haoSa @yaa²
ABaI tao AaOr Zlanaa hO²
SaahjahaMpur maoM dSahro
ko baad hmaoSaa kiva sammaolana¹mauSaayara krayaa jaata
hO. ek baar mana ikyaa ik rmaanaaqa jaI kao baulaayaa
jaae. saMpk- krnao pr maMjaUrI tao do dI laoikna yah BaI
Sat- ik saaqa maoM naMdna jaI kao baulaaAaogao tao
AaeMgao. daonaaoM laaoga Aae. ]nhIM idnaaoM baayapasa
saja-rI hu[- qaIM. kaÔI doKBaala kI ja,$rt qaI saao
hmaaro Gar maoM hI zhro. hmaara Gar puranaa Ta[p ka
baMgalaa qaa. vahaM caarao trÔ poD,¸ hiryaalaI doKkr
KUba KuSa hue. jaaD,o ko idna qao. QaUp maoM baOzo rho
kaÔI dor.
naMdna jaI kao tao p~kar Gaoro rho saaxaa%kar ko ilae.
rmaanaaqa jaI Saama kao hmaoM samaJaato hue baaolao—
Aap laaoga raoja, qaaoD,I dor yaaoM hI Apnao Aasapasa p`Ìit
kao doKa kroM. baadlaaoM kao doKa kroM. hvaa kao
mahsaUsa ikyaa kroM. mana bahut AcCa mahsaUsa krogaa.
baayapasa saja-rI ko
karNa gaakr kivata pZ,nao sao vaao prhoja, krnao lagao
qao. hmanao ]nasao kivataeM saunaanao ka AnauraoQa
ikyaa. phlao tao ]nhaoMnao eosao hI pZ,kr kuC saunaayaa.
ifr jaba hmaarI EaImatI jaI nao yao pIlaa vaasaMityaa
caaMd gaakr saunaayaa tao vao KuSa hao gae. tqaa
kivataAaoM kI kuC pMi>yaaM gaakr saunaa[-M.
rat kao kiva sammaolana
maoM jaba vao pZ,nao kao KD,o hue tao Aama AaSaIvaa-d
maaMganao ko bahanao tailayaaoM kI maaMga krnao vaalao
kivayaaoM ko ivaprIt vao baaolao—
Aap Apnao haqaaoM kao ibalkula kYT na doM. galao pr
ibalkula ja,aor na DalaoM. Aap isaÔ- saunaoM. kivata
sao jauD,oMgao tao mauJao AcCa lagaogaa.
yah khkr ]nhaoMnao gaunagaunaanaa Sau$ ikyaa—
Aaja [sa va> Aap hOM¸ hma hOM
kla khaM haoMgao kh nahIM sakto.
ija,MdgaI eosaI nadI hO ijasamaoM
dor tk saaqa bah nahIM sakto.
saaro Eaaota SaaMt hao
gae. Aagao ]nhaoMnao saunaayaa tao lagaa kao[- saMt kh
rha hao—
va> mauiSkla hO kuC sarla bainae
Pyaasa pqara ga[- trla bainae.
ijasakao pInao sao ÌYNa imalata hao¸
Aap maIra ka vah garla bainae.
ijasakao jaao haonaa hO vahI haogaa
jaao BaI haogaa vahI sahI haogaa.
iksailae haoto hao ]dasa yahaM
jaao nahIM haonaa hO nahIM haogaa.
hmaaro kana tRPt hao gae.mahanagar ]nakao rasa na Aato qao.vao khto
qao—
saD,kaoM pr maoro paMva hue iktnao Gaayala
yah baat gaaMva kI pgaDMDI batlaaegaI
sammaana saiht hma iktnao Apmaainat hOM
yah caaoT hmaoM jaanao kba tk tD,paegaI.
SahraoM maoM rhnao ko
baaro maoM khto qao—
BaID, maoM BaI rhta hUM vaIrana ko saharo
jaOsao kao[- maMidr iksaI gaaMva ko saharo.
sana 1947 maoM jaba doSa
kI QartI ka baMTvaara hao gayaa tao BaI ]naka svar
saava-BaaOma t%va sao Alaga nahIM huAa. ]saI samaya
idllaI maoM ek kiva sammaolana huAa ijasamaoM [saI
ivaYaya pr kivata pZ,naI qaI. rmaanaaqa jaI nao pZ,a—
QartI tao baMT jaaegaI
pr naIlagagana ka @yaa haogaaÆ
hma tuma eosao ibaCD,oMgao
tao mahaimalana ka @yaa haogaaÆ
kivata kao saunakr khto
hOM maMca pr Anaok laaogaaoM kI AaMKo Bar Aa[- qaIM¸
K,asakr paikstana sao Aae SaayaraoM kI. yah qaI
rmaanaaqa jaI ko SabdaoM kI Sai>.
rmaanaaqa jaI kao laaoga gaIt ?iYa khto qao. vao bahut
sarla )dya¸ bahut sahja Aa%maa qao. isaÔ- dao idna
maoro Gar rho qao laoikna jaba BaI kBaI baat krta tao
saaro Gar ka halacaala pUCto qao. vaayada ikyaa qaa ik
Agalao saala jaaD,o maoM Aa}Mgaa QaUp saoMknao kuC idna
tumharo yahaM. laoikna vao saSarIr Aa na pae. Saayad
[saI idna ko ilae ]nhaoMnao kha qaa—
Aaja [sa va> Aap hOM¸ hma hOM
kla khaM haoMgao kh nahIM sakto.
ija,MdgaI eosaI nadI hO ijasamaoM
dor tk saaqa bah nahIM sakto.
Aagao ifr na Aa panao kI
caotavanaI BaI do gae qao—
Aapnao caaha¸ hma calao Aae
Aap kh doMgao¸ hma laaOT jaaeMgao.
ek idna haogaa¸ hma nahIM haoMgao
Aap caahoMgao¸ hma na AaeMgao.
]naka SarIr Balao calaa
gayaa hao laoikna ]nakI smaRityaaM hmaoSaa banaI
rhoMgaI. [saI ivaSvaasa sao maOM ]nhoM 8 navaMbar
kao ]nako janmaidna pr ]nhIM kI kivata¹pMi>yaaoM ko
maaQyama sao EawapUva-k smarNa kr rha hUM—
maOM puka$Mgaa tumhoM hr baaola maoM¸ baaolaao na
baaolaao. |