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ma[- – 1975¸
psaInaa
AaOr icapicapahT¸ caar idnaaoM sao lagaatar calatI yaa~a sao cakrata idmaaga¸
qakavaT sao maMudI AaMKoM , , ,Acaanak ek zMDa saa JaaoMka¸ mana kuC
saMBalaa , , ,nanhIM saI ifja,a tna mana kao CUtI inakla ga[- , , ,p`dIp
nao kMQao JakJaaorto hue kha¸ "]zaoÑ doKao na¸ ifr khaogaI ik
idKayaa BaI nahIMÑ" AaMKoM Apnao Aap Kula ga[-M¸ AaMKaoM ko faoksa
maoM qaa , , ,nanhIM nanhIM laaOlao ilae sapaT fOlaa panaI¸ iknaaraoM sao
panaI kI Aaor Jaukto naairyala dr#t¸ baaMsa kI caPpU ko saharo itrtIM
nanhIM–nanhIM DaoMigayaaM , , ,
"kaOna saI nadI hOÆ" maOMnao
AaMKoM JapJapato hue kha.
"nadI nahIM¸ saagar kI JaIla hO¸ QartI ko inacalao ihssaaoM maoM
samaundrI panaI Gausa jaata hO tao [saI trh JaIla ka Aakar lao laota hO¸
korla Aa gayaa hO maODma¸ Aba ]z jaa[e¸ saaro rasto eosao hI KUbasaUrt
naja,aro imalaoMgao doKnao kao." p`dIp nao samaJaato hue kha.
"ifr tao [saka panaI Kara haota haogaaÆ" maOM ABaI tk AcaMiBat
qaI.
"samandr ka panaI Kara hI haota hO¸ kao[- maIza samandr hao tao bata
dao" p`dIp ifr CoD,to hue baaolao. saagarI JaIlaoM¸ AaMsauAaoM ka
Karapna ilae¸ }Mcao ]znao kI haoD, ilae naairyala dr#taoM sao iGarI hu[-¸
lagata maanaaoM Aasamaana kI Aaor baahoM psaar duAa maaMga rhI hao.
dr#taoM kI [tnaI rolamapola kI Aasamaana tk hrakcca rMga caZ, gayaa¸
Aasamaana BaI kaOna saa saaf hO¸ maanasaUna ko Aagamana kI saUcanaa donao
vaalao pa[laoT ra[Dr jaOsao baadla ]Qama macaa rho hOM. AaMKoM iKD,kI pr
icapk ga[-¸ ek ko baad ek KarI JaIlaoM gaujartIM ga[-¸ hiryaalaI idla
maoM GaraOMda banaanao lagaI.
i~vaoMd`ma ka rolavao sToSana¸ kuC saaota
saa¸ ksba[- rMgat ilae hue , , ,KprolaI ZMlavaaM Ct ilae PlaoTfama-¸
doSa ka AaiKrI pD,ava. kao[- hD,baD,I nahIM¸ gaaD,I yahI $kogaI¸ AaMKoM
Acarja sao tojaI sao GaUma rhI hOM. Saama iGar Aa[- hOM , , ,saaMJa kI
Syaamala malamalaI caadr sao Jalakto Kprola kI Z,lavaaM Ct ilae¸
hiryaalaI sao ilapTo CaoTo–CaoTo makana¸ dr#t , , ,caaraoM Aaor dr#t
[tnao dr#t ik mana nainahala kI nanhIM saI igalahrI bana gayaa. ek ClaaMga
lagaa}M AaOr caZ, jaa}M kThla ko dr#t pr¸ ifr vahIM sao ha[- jaMp lagaa}M
Aama ko dr#t pr , , ,vahaM tao $knaa pD,ogaa naÑ Aama kutro ibanaa Aagao
baZ,a nahIM jaa sakta , , ,maMuh maoM panaI Aa gayaa.
'khaM Kao ga[-M¸ calaao naÑ' p`dIp nao
laaD, sao kha.
gailayaaoM sao gauja,rto hue phMucao ek TIlao ko saamanao , , ,]sa pr
banaa KUbasaUrt saa CaoTa saa Gar , , ,Alaga–qalaga saa , , ,kanapur ko
isar sao isar iBaD,ae Gar yaad Aa gae , , ,ifr yaad Aa[- jayapur ko p%qarI
saInaa ilae }Mcao–}Mcao [maart naumaa Gar¸ rajasaI phcaana ilae Aana
sao¸ Saana sao KD,o makana , , ,k[- jaaoD,I AaMKoM hmaara mauAayanaa
krnao lagaIM , , ,pu$Ya¸ GauTnaaoM tk QaaotI caZ,ae hue , , ,Kulaa saInaa¸
is~yaaM safod QaaotI kao kmar sao naIcao lapoTo hue¸ }pr ksaa blaa]ja
AaOr ek safod dup+a saa , , ,yah tao baad maoM pta calaa ik [sao naoiryat
AaOr maMuD khto hOM. hma caar idna ko safr kI maOla AaOr gaMd ilae , ,
,saasa sasaur saaqa qao¸ [sailae isar pr pllaU , , ,yahI Saayad ]nako
ilae Acarja kI caIja qaa. mauJao rajasqaana ko rMgaibarMgao baosa ³GaaGara–caaolaI´
yaad Aa gae , , ,caTK rMgaaoMko GaaGaro¸ trh–trh kI AaoZ,inayaaM , ,
,rMgaaoM kI Gaolamapola , , ,AaOr yahaM safod , , ,maa~ safod rMga , ,
,ja$rt hI @yaa hO dUsaro rMgaaoM kIÆ p`kRit nao [tnao rMga jaao Bar ide
hOM¸ isaf- ek hI rMga CaoD,a hO ]sanao AadmaI ko ilae , , ,vah hO Svaot ,
, ,nahIM tao ]sakI Aismata hI naYT hao jaaegaIÑ rajasqaana ko maTmaOlao
rMga kao yaid caTK rMgaaoM sao na saMvaara jaae tao ijaMdgaI iktnaI
QaUimala hao jaaegaIÑ
Aba savaala ]z rha hO BaaYaa ka¸ Sabd
kana tk Aa tao rho hOM¸ ikMtu samaJa kI ClanaI sao Cna nahIM pa rho hOM.
kaOna saI BaaYaa hO yahÆ kBaI–kBaI saMskRt ko Sabd Tkrato hOM tao kBaI
na jaanao kaOna saI BaaYaa ko , , ,hmanao rTnaa Sau$ kr idyaa – Aaonnau¸
rND¸ maUnnau¸ naalau , , ,baaolato–baaolato hma Anaayaasa hMsa pD,to
hOM , , ,baap ro @yaa QvainayaaM hOM – nagaaD,o jaOsao.
TkTkatIM Tnna–Tnna–Tnna , , ,BaaYaa ka AsalaI svaad caKnao maoM kafI
va> laga gayaa , , ,Aaraoh–Avaraoh kI gailayaaoM maoM tao kafI
idnaaoM¸ nahIM barsaaoM tk BaTknaa pD,a.
Aba ]%saukta hOM dao dRSyaaoM kI – ek
saagar dSa-na AaOr dUsara qaumbaa ko tT sao rakoT laaMicaMga , , ,saagarI
JaIlaaoM sao tao imala Aae¸ pr ]namaoM jaaoSa AaOr ]maMga khaMÆ
rivavaar kI Saama , , ,hma laaoga saagar
tT pr Aa phMucao¸ Sahr ko baIcaaoM–baIca pD,ta "SaMKmauKma\
baIca" yaa yah khoM ik saara Sahr [sako krIba hO. tT ko krIba
phMucato na phMucato zMDI hvaaeM AamaM~Na do rhI hOM¸ ifr rot ka
gailayaara , , ,saagar kI hMukar¸ AaOr yah Aa gayaa saagar , , ,Aaof , ,
,yah saagar hO ik ma$sqala ka qaar ipGala gayaa hO¸ qaar kI rot pr pD,I
lakIraoM saI lahroM , , ,tT tk phMucato phMucato fNa ]za kr calaI Aa rhI
hOM , , ,ifr iknaaraoM pr isar pTk iballaI saI dubak jaa rhI hOM , ,
,lahraoM ko }pr lahroM , , ,Acaanak [sa trh sao hmalaa kr dotIM ik pOr
]KD, jaato , , ,
"lahraoM ko saamanao DTo rhnao ka
trIka hO ik Apnao pOr ]zato rhao¸ jagah badlato rhao¸ pOraoM kao rot
maoM QaMsanao mat dao." p`dIp samaMdrI lahraoM ko saamanao iTko rhnao
ko gaur isaKa rho hOM.
Aro yahI tao ijaMdgaI ko saamanao DTo
rhnao ka gaur hO , , ,ek jagah pr iTkao nahIM , , ,$kao nahIM.
Aba phMuca gae qaumbaa – ra^koT
laaMicaMga ko ilae. dIvaalaI ko rakoT sao k[- gaunaa baD,a rakoT saagar ko
iknaaro KD,a hO , , ,ka]MT Da]na haoto hI ]D, calaa sarsarata huAa , ,
,ifr AaoJala hao gayaa. igara tao ja$r haogaa pr saagar maoM khIM dUr¸
maaOsamaI saUcanaaeM baTaor kr.
hma QaIro–QaIro [sa Sahr kI KuSabaU sao
vaaikf hao rho hOM¸ Sabd Aqa- Kaolanao lagao hOM , , ,laaoga izzk kr
doKto hOM pr phcaananao lagao hOM¸ eilasa vaMDrlaoMD maoM pOznao lagaI
hO.
barsaat – maanasaUna kI phlaI barsaat
– Aha [sa barsaat maoM tao nahanaa caaihe. yaad Aa ga[- rajasqaana kI
barsaat¸ faOhar pD,to hI maaM Acakcaa kr khtIM¸ "Aro laD,ikyaaoM
phlaI barsaat hO¸ naha laaoÑ saarI AnhaoiryaaM zIk hao jaaeMgaI AaOr hma
AaMgana maoM KD,o haokr vaYaa- snaana ka maja,a laoto¸ ifr na jaanao kba
vaYaa- ko dSa-na haoM pr yahaM tao baairSa ko saaqa hI Cato Kula gae¸
saarI saD,koM CataoM sao AT ga[-M. "mauJao tao nahanaa hO baairSa
maoM" maOM [zlaa kr khtI hMU.
"pagala hao @yaaÆ yahaM kao[- nahIM nahata baairSa maoM¸ tibayat
Kraba hao jaatI hO." p`dIp iJaD,k kr kh rho hOM.
laoikna pagalapna iksaI ka saunata qaaoD,o
hI hO¸ [tnaa tao jaanata hO ik Cato kao sarka kr iksa trh baairSa ka
majaa ilayaa jaa sakta. baairSa iBagaao dotI hO¸ tna kao hI nahIM¸ mana
kao BaI.
jaUna 1986
rivavaar kI Saama samaMdr ko iknaaro
ibatanaa Aadt banatI jaa rhI hO¸ daonaaoM baiccayaaoM ka saaqa hOM¸
lahroM AatI hOM tao vao ]Cla kr hmaaro paMvaaoM sao icapk jaatI hOM¸ lahr
ko jaato hI fT sao rot pr , , ,rot pr GaraOMdo banaanao ko ilae khIM
saIKnao qaaoD,o hI jaanaa pD,ta hO¸ Apnao Aap hI Aa jaata hO. saagar ka
iknaara Aba [tnaa SaaMt nahIM hO¸ kafI BaID, jauTnao lagaI hO. svaBaava
sao caardIvaarI maoM rhnao vaalao naagairk samaMdr ka lau%f laonao lagao
hOM. galf ka pOsaa calaa Aa rha hO¸ KprOla TUT rhI hOM¸ kaMËIT kI
Cto DalaI jaa rhI hOM. naairyala ko dr#t kaTo jaa rho hOM¸ saagarI
JaIlaaoM sao rot ]gaa laI jaa rhI hO. kaMËIT ka jaMgala ]ganao lagaa hO¸
Sahr kI maadk KuSabaU na jaanao @yaaoM kma haotI jaa rhI hO.
baoiTyaaoM nao [saI Sahr maoM AaMKoM
KaolaI¸ [saI hvaa kao saInao maoM Bara¸ [saI samaMdr ko saaqa SaamaoM
ibata[-. yaid vao dUr calaI ga[- tao kOsao jaI paeMgaI , , ,nahIM vao BaI
Kaoja laogaI Apnaa samaMdr¸ ibalakula Apnao Aasamaana kI trh. [sa trh
caTr–pTr malayaalama baaolatI hOM¸ ek hma hOM ]ccaarNa kI
BaUlaBaulaOyyaa sao baahr inakla hI nahIM pa rho hOM.
Sahr badlata jaa rha hOMÑ calaao AcCa hO¸
iktnaa saamaana Zao–Zao kr laanaa pD,ta qaa. rajamaa¸ kabaulaI canao
sao laokr sarsaaoM ko tola tk¸ Aba saba kuC yahaM imalanao lagaa hO
laoikn avao naalauko+u makanaÆ Svaot naoiryat–maMuD kI jagah naa[laaona
kI rMgaibarMgaI saaiD,yaaMÆ maMidr ko pirsar ko caaraoM Aaor banao
makanaaoM ko saamanao banao safod kaolama ³rMgaaolaI´Æ saba imaTto jaa
rho hOM Sahr ko pnnao pr sao¸ Sahr BaI tao AaiKrI pD,ava nahIM rha hOM
gaaD,I Aagao BaI jaatI hO.
saImaaeM fOlanao lagaIM hOM¸ AaOr idla isakuD,nao , , ,
frvarI 2003¸
Sahr phcaanaa nahIM jaa rha hO¸ Gar sao
inaklaao tao dukanaaoM kI ktaroM¸ hr jagah baajaar maoM badlatI jaa rhI
hOM¸ saaonao kI dukanaoM tao eosaI sajaI hOM¸ maanaao imaza[- kI dukana
hao. laaogaaoM kI eosaI BaID, ik dIvaalaI sao phlao ga`ahkaoM ka jamaGaT
hao , , ,Saama haoto hI Sahr maoM inaklanaa mauiSkla haota jaa rha hO.
baajaarIkrNa saD,kaoM–gailayaaoM sao haota huAa laaogaaoM ko
idlaao–idmaaga maoM havaI haota jaa rha hO. samaMdr kao BaI saBya
banaanao kI kaoiSaSa kI jaa rhI hO¸ Aba lahraoM kao baaMQa idyaa gayaa hO¸
dukanaaoM kI baarat saja ga[- hOM tT pr¸ haoTlaaoM ka kaiflaa jamaa hao
gayaa hO.
Sahr saBya hao rha hO AaOr mana ]dasa hO¸
gailayaaM caaOD,I hao rhI hOM Gar isakuD,ta jaa rha hO.
@yaaoM ]dasa hO vah gauma haoto samaMdr ko
ilaeÆ
saba kuC tao hO yahaMÑ
AadimayaaoM kI lahroM ek ko baad ek
saIipyaaoM kI iKlaiKlaahT¸ tlavaaoM ko naIcao QaMsatI rot
raoSainayaaoM kI camak¸ fla ivahIna naairyala dr#t
kaTI jaanao kao tOyaar bakiryaaM
samaMdr kI Aaor maMuh ike haoTla kI baalakinayaaM
ifr BaI ]dasa hO vah¸ maanaao kuC Kao gayaa hao
samaMdr hI nahIM bailk ]samaoM DUbata saUrja BaI
vaastva maoM ]dasa hO vah
kla tk yahaM baOz
baityaatI qaI samaMdr sao GaMTao
rcatI qaI mana ko mahla
lahroM AatIM¸ ]nhoM baityaata doK caupcaap laaOT jaatI
samaMdr saunaata yaa~a kI kqaa¸ ifr madhaoSa saao jaata ]sakI baahaoM
maoM
saUrja kaohinayaaoM pr isar iTka vahIM baOz jaata TIlao pr
sannaaTa hrhranao lagata samaMdr bana
saba kuC tao hO yahaM
isavaaya samaMdr¸ saUrja AaOr sannaaTo ko
ifr @yaaoM ]dasa hO vahÆ
ibaiTyaa Aa[- tao ]sakI AaMKoM fOla ga[-¸
maaM i~vaoMd`ma tao Amaoirka bana rha hOÑ @yaaoM nahIM¸ parMpairk
vaoSaBaUYaa gaayaba hao rhI hO¸ salavaar kmaIja AaOr pOMT jaIMsa¸ laaoga
BaUla rho hOM maClaI TPyaaoka AaOr daOD, rho hOM fasTfUD kI trf¸ makana
gaayaba haoto jaa rho hOM¸ KD,I hao rhIM hOM bahumaMjalaI [maartoM.
maOMnao baudbauda kr kha – @yaaoM ik vah Aba it$vanantpur jaao bana
gayaa hO¸ kuC saalaaoM sao AaoNama Aata hO AaOr caupcaap inakla jaata hO¸
na GaraoM ko saamanao "A%tpU"³fUlaaoM kI rMgaaolaI´ banata hO
na Gar maoM "saV" ³davat ka ivaSaoYa Baaojana´¸ na jaanao
iktnao saala baIt gae AaoNama pr iksaI ko BaI Gar sao "payasama"
³naairyala ko dUQa sao banaI ivaSaoYa KIr´ nahIM Aayaa. laaoga haoTla
sao saV maMgaato hOM¸ TI•vaI•rMgaaolaI doKto hOM¸ AaOr AaoNama manaa
laoto hOM. laoikna ek baat hOM jaao [sao Apnao doSa sao jaaoD,o rKtI hO ,
, ,saD,kaoM pr fOlaI gaMdgaI¸ ]na idnaaoM yahaM gaMdgaI ka
naamaaoinaSaana nahIM qaa jaba yah i~vaoMd`ma qaa¸ jaba yahaM bahut kma
dukanaoM qaIM¸ jaba yahaM ko laaoga maanavaIyata AaOr Sauicata pr
ivaSvaasa krto qao. AaoNama ka gaIt yaad Aata hO – "baila ko rajya
maoM caaorI–capaTI nahIM qaI¸ sabako pasa Kanaa–pInaa qaa¸ saba sauK
sao rhto qao , , ," Aba saba kuC [tnaa labaalaba Bar gayaa hO ik Aae
idna AKbaar kI hoDlaa[na AaMKaoM maoM cauBatI hOM¸ pirvaar nao kja- sao
proSaana haokr saamauihk Aa%mah%yaa kr laI.
ifr maora Sahr ]nnait kr rha hO¸ AaOr
maOM Gar sao isamaTtI jaa rhI hMU. maOM samaMdr ko iknaaro nahIM jaatI¸
mauJao samaMdr nahIM imalata vahaM¸ maOM baajaar nahIM jaatIM¸ mauJao
korla nahIM imalata vahaM. maora maMidr BaI Gar maoM hI hOM. khIM BaI
jaa}MgaI tao vah gaMQa pukarogaI mauJao jaao Aaja sao lagaBaga tIsa saala
phlao maoro jaohna maoM pOz ga[- qaI , , ,maOM Apnao hI savaalaaoM sao
iGar jaa}MgaI¸ ifr yah Sahr hO¸ ABaI BaI doKnao laayak¸ GaUmanao laayak¸
hiryaalaI kao saInao maoM Bar laaOT jaanao laayak , , ,[samaoM kao[- Sak
nahIM.
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