hvaa maoM ksamasaahT–saI mahsaUsa haotI hO. BaItr kuC ksakta hO. ek katrta¸ ek ]Woga AaOr @laaMit mana pr CayaI hu[- hO. maOM iKD,kI Kaolakr doKta hMU tao ]sa hvaolaI ko pICo ka ]jaaD, ihssaa najaraoM maoM Ca jaata hO. vah hvaolaI ipClao k[- saalaaoM sao baMd qaI. ]sako }prI gaMubadaoM maoM kbaUtraoM nao Gar banaa ilayaa qaa. gaaMva sao dUr ekakI [sa hvaolaI ko Aasapasa kI KalaI jagah maoM Gaasa–pat j,a$r ]gaa huAa qaa¸ pr va> ko saaqa vah saba saUK cauka qaa. ipClao ek–dao saalaaoM maoM tao zIk sao baairSa ka panaI tk nahIM imalaa qaa¸ [sailae AaOr BaI AjaIba–saI vaIranaI Ca caukI qaI. 

maOMnao saubah [sa hvaolaI kao Kulavaayaa qaa. ek majadUr safa[- ko ilae lagaayaa qaa. vah safa[- maoM vyast qaa¸ AaOr maOM kusaI- pr pD,o–pD,o kuC pZ, rha qaa. saaMsaaoM maoM kuC ksaOlaI gaMQa Aa rhI qaI. mana pZ,nao maoM nahIM laga rha qaa. daophr ka samaya qaa. maOMnao iKD,kI KaolaI tao hvaolaI ko pICo ka ]j,aaD, maOdana naj,ar Aayaa. dUr ek phaD,I idKtI qaI. Aasapasa kuC poD, qao ijanako p%taoM kI camak Kao caukI qaI. mauJao kuC AjaIba–saa laga rha qaa. vaatavarNa maoM ek Alaga trh kI gaMQa fOlaI qaI. Acaanak maorI dRiYT maOdana ko ek kaonao maoM gayaI¸ vahaM ek paOQaa vaatavarNa sao Anajaana hiryaalaI caadr AaoZ,kr mauskra rha qaa. ]sakI SaaK pr ek AQaiKlaI klaI naIMd sao Alasaa[- hu[- qaI. lagata qaa yah klaI ABaI Apnaa pUra maMuh Kaolakr bagaasaI laogaI AaOr ApnaI AaMKoM Kaola dogaI. maOMnao doKa ]sa paOQao kI pi%tyaaM ]sa klaI pr ApnaI hrI caadr sao Cayaa kr rhI qaIM. paOQao kI SaaKaAaoM maoM ek caaOksa sajagata qaI. vahaM ek fUla ka janma haonao vaalaa qaa. ek Aitir> doKBaala maoM pi%tyaaM sajagata sao ]sa klaI kao saMBaala rhI qaIM. mauJao ]na pi%tyaaoM maoM ek talabaw¸ naadpUNa- AaOr saraga kt-vya inaYzta inanaaidt haotI lagaI. maOM caikt huAa. 

maOMnao doKa hO iksa p`kar nae baccao ko janma pr icaMitt ek garIba pirvaar maoM GabarahT vyaaPt rhtI hO. maOMnao ibanaa svaagat ko janma laoto hue manauYya ko baccaaoM kao BaI doKa hO. kaMsao kI qaalaI bajaakr baccao ko janma kI KuSaI manaatI hu[- maanavaI KuSaI ka AaOr KaoKlaI haD,–maaMsa kI putilayaaMo kI dud-Saa haoto hue BaI doKa hO. eosao maoM baccao ka janma iksaI KuSaI ka nahIM¸ saMtap kI stbQata ka $p lao laota hO. mauJao [tnaa JakJaaora hOM [sa saca nao ik manauYya ko janma tk kao [tnaa AvaaMiCt samaJanao vaalaI [sa duinayaa maoM k[- baar manauYya kI gairmaa pr mauJao Apnaa Baraosaa banaae rKnaa tk kizna jaana pD,a hO. eosaI duinayaa maoM ek fUla ko janma kao laokr iksaI paOQao kI SaaKaAaoM AaOr pi%tyaaoM maoM ek eosaI QaRitmaana AaOr laalasaahIna lalak pakr maOM manauYya haonao kI AnauBaUit ka sauKd pairtaoiYak pa gayaa. maOM inahala hao rha qaa [sa naj,aaro pr¸ sacamauca yah ivalaxaNa AnauBaUit qaI.

maOM hvaolaI ka drvaajaa Kaolakr ]sa paOQao ko pasa jaa phMucaa. maOM ]sako pasa jamaIna pr baOz gayaa. maOM ]sa ]Ymaa kao ApnaI saaMsaaoM sao CUnaa caahta qaa. maOM saUrja kI ikrNaaoM maoM ]sa kilaka ko p`sava hotu AakaSa maaga- sao ]trtI hu[- saaiva~I $pI mamatamayaI Qaaya kao Aato doK rha qaa. maOMnao ]sa kilaka kao QaarNa kr rhI DalaI kI AaBaa kao doKa ]saka p`Baasa lalaama qaa. ]sa hirt ]jjvala Dala nao tajao p%taoM sao kilaka ka badna ZaMp rKa qaa. vahaM fUla iKlanaa caah rha qaa. yah caaht baD,I PyaarI qaI. maOM ]sako pasa baOzkr svaist vaacana krnao lagaa. 

maOM ]sa fUla ka svaagat kr rha qaa¸ jaao ABaI–ABaI caTKogaa AaOr [sa ivaSaala ba`*maaND maoM ApnaI nagaNya–saI ]pisqait dja- kraegaa. ]sakI nagaNyata ]sakI Alpta nahIM¸ ba`*maaND kI ivaSaalata ka ek inama-ma inayama maa~ hO¸ ijasamaoM nagaNya haoto hue BaI ]sa ek fUla kI maihmaa kma nahIM haogaI. ]saka praga ]saka saaOrBa ]sakI gaMQa hvaaAaoM kI gaaod maoM KolaogaI¸ AaOr AakaSa CU AaegaI. ]sao kao[- nahIM jaanaogaa¸ pr vah ApnaI Alp&ta maoM hI ApnaI phcaana svayaM krogaI AaOr Apnao inavaa-Na kao p`aPt haogaI. ]sa fUla ka iKlanaa vyaqa- nahIM jaaegaa [tnaa mauJao ivaSvaasa hO [sailae maOM ]sako janma ko xaNaaoM ka saaxaI haonao AaOr [sa ba`*maaND maoM ]sako Aagamana ka svaagat krnao hotu t%pr baOza hMU. 

[Qar hvaaAaoM maoM ksaOlaI–saI gaMQa fOlaI hu[- hOM. yah gaMQa baa$d kI gaMQa hO. QartI pr hr pla hr xaNa khIM na khIM kao[- yauw cala rha hO. imasaa[laoM dagaI jaa rhI hO. prmaaNau prIxaNa hao rho hOM. Gaatk baImaairyaaoM ko jaIvaaNauAaoM kao BaI hiqayaar banaakr AadmaI ko BaItr baOza raxasa A+ahasa kr rha hO. maasaUimayat Gabara rhI hO. kaomalataeM kaMp rhI hOM. sauMdrtaeM maurJaae jaa rhI hOM. saMvaodnaaeM maUiC-t hO. kao[- dO%ya Apnao ivaSaala pOraoM ko naIcao caIiTyaaoM kI trh ijandigayaaoM kao kucalata huAa calaa jaa rha hO¸ eosao maoM ApnaI duinayaa sao Anajaana yah nanha–saa fUla iKlanaa caah rha hO. AaiKr @yaaoMÆ

maOM ]sa fUla sao pUCta hMU. tuma yahaM @yaaoM iKlanaa caahto haoÆ @yaa tumhoM pta hO ik ijasa vaIranao maoM tuma Apnaa saaOMdya-¸ $p¸ rsa AaOr saugaMQa laokr plaBar ko ilae iKlanaa caahto hao¸ @yaa vahaM iksaI ko pasa ]sa ek pla ka maaoola samaJanao ka maa_a BaI hO yaa nahIMÆ @yaa tumhoM pta hO¸ hvaaAaoM maoM ]D,tI hu[- yah raK iksaI caUlho sao nahIM iksaI SmaSaana sao calaI Aa rhI hOM. tumharo janma sao phlao ApnaI SmaSaanaI–baa$dI raK ko Wara tumhara AiBaYaok krnao vaalaa yah maR%yakamaI saMsaar tumharo janma ko ilae jara BaI ]%sauk nahIM lagata ifr tuma @yaaoM yahaM iKlanaa caahto haoÆ @yaa tumhoM yahaM iKlato hue Dr nahIM lagataÆ

mauJao yaad Aata hO bacapna maoM kiba`stanaaoM AaOr SmaSaana ko saMbaMQa maoM jaao baalaaoicat ]%sauktaeM AaOr klpnaaeM mana maoM huAa krtI qaIM¸ ]sako calato ek AjaIba–saa Baya lagata qaa. ek baar skUla ko idnaaoM maoM kuC saahsaI sahpaizyaaoM ko saaqa caupcaap iksaI saUnaI–saI daophrI maoM ek kiba`stana maoM jaakr Drto–Drto BaItr JaaMknao jaanao kI BaI yaad hO. safod putI hu[- kba`aoM kI AaD, maoM khIM kao[- BaUt yaa p`ot iCpo haonao ko Ba`ma AaOr klpnaa kI ]%toijat prakaYza maoM BaItr jaao qarqarahT hu[- AaOr Dr sao Baagato hue baccaaoM ko haozaoM sao jaao iklakarI fUT rhI qaI¸ ]sakI AnauBaUit Aaja BaI SabdatIt maalaUma haotI hO.

Aaja jaba yah kiba`stana QartI pr sabadUr fOlata jaa rha hO¸ AaOr yauw kI maidra sao ma%t manauYya duinayaa maoM tbaahI ka taMDva krnao maoM Qau%t hOM¸ eosao maoM @yaa [sa fUla kao iKlato hue kao[- Dr lagaogaaÆ maOM yah saaocato hue vyaakula hao rha hMU. sahsaa maOMnao doKa vah paOQaa ihlaa. ]sako BaItr sao mauJao Aavaaj,a saunaa[- dI. vah hMsa rha qaa. ]sanao mauJasao pUCa – tuma [tnao BayaBaIt @yaaoM haoÆ @yaa tumhoM ek fUla ko iKlanao maoM ijandgaI kI }Ymaa¸ ]sakI saugaMQa maoM Pyaar kI Amarta AaOr [sa caTkdar CaoTI–saI rMgaIna KuSaI kI takt mahsaUsa nahIM haotIÑ maOMnao saunaa vah AQaiKlaa fUla kh rha qaa¸ haM¸ maOM samaUcaa iKla jaanaa caahta hMU. maoro ilae ijandgaI ka matlaba ek xaNa hO. ek Bara–pUra xaNa. ]samaoM kuC ir> nahIM hOM. [tnaa Bara huAa xaNa hO ijaMdgaI ka ijasamaoM maR%yau ko ivacaar kao BaI Gausanao ka AvakaSa nahIM hO. maOM [sa Baro pUro xaNa ka ]%sava hMU. maOM ek ]llaasa hMU ijaMda haonao ka¸ [sako Alaavaa ]llaasa ko ilae AaOr kaOna–saa baD,a karNa caaihe.

maOMnao kha¸ [sa ]llaasa kao hI tao mahsaUsa krto hue maOM icaMitt hMU. AaOr [sa rMgaIna ]llaasa sao Baro hue xaNa kao KraoMca Dalanao ko ilae baZ, rho bafI-lao haqaaoM kI ËUrta BarI majabaUtI kao mahsaUsa krto hue maOM inarMtr icaMitt hMU. @yaa tumhoM yah saba nahIM ptaÆ [tnaI baoifËI AaOr [tnaI baoKaOfI maoM tuma Balaa kOsao iKla sakto haoÆ [sa Bayaanak samaya maoM tuma kOsao iKlaaogaoÆ r>pana ko ilae maMuh faD,kr Aagao baZ,to hue ipSaacaaoM ko saamanao tuma ApnaI mauskana ka ek pla rK kr AaiKr @yaa saaibat krnaa caahto haoÆ mauJao tumharo iKlanao ka kao[- tao karNa bataAao. [sa baar ]sa paOQao ko BaItr sao jyaada hI Aa%maivaSvaasa sao BarI Aavaaja Aa[-. jamaIna pr ibaCI hu[- rot kI ek kMkD,I maoro pOr maoM cauBaI tao ]sanao pUCa¸ pta hO yah rot @yaa hOÆ maOM ]sako savaala pr Acakcaayaa. maOMnao kha rot hO yah AaOr @yaaÆ isaf- rot hO yah. 

mauJao ]sa paOQao ko BaItr sao hMsaI kI Qamak saunaa[- dI. vah baaolaa¸ yah ijatnao BaI rot ko kNa hOM¸ kBaI yao pva-t qao. [sa QartI pr bahnao vaalao panaI kI QaaraAaoM nao [na pva-taoM kao SataibdyaaoM tk kaT–kaT kr kNa–kNa rot banaa Dalaa hO. panaI ijatnaa kaomala hO¸ ]tnaa hI jyaada kzaor BaI hO. vah pva-taoM kao kaTnao vaalaI sabasao baD,I kulhaD,I hO¸ prMtu tumhoM kaomalata kI takt ka AMdajaa nahIM hOM¸ [sailae tumhoM kaomalata ko kucala jaanao ka Baya lagata hO. yahI kaomalata tao kucala–kucala kr ifr janma laotI hO. Gaasa ko maOdanaaoM kao yauwaMQa bahaduraoM ko ASvaaoM nao iktnaI baar kucalaa hO¸ pr hr baairSa maoM vahI Gaasa hmaoM gava- sao isar tanao KD,I imalatI hO. ]sao imaTayaa nahIM jaa sakta¸ AaiKr @yaaoMÆ @yaa kBaI baa$d sao caUr–caUr ikyaa gayaa kao[- pva-t ifr ]saI jagah dubaara ]zkr KD,a hao pata hOÆ ek baar Qvast haokr pva-t kI ivaSaalata¸ kzaorta AaOr takt ifr KD,I nahIM hao saktI¸ haM tuma kaomala kaoplaaoM kao Qvast kr dao¸ kuC idnaaoM baad vaOsaI hI hrI–BarI AaOr tnaI hu[- vah vahIM mauskratI imalaogaIÆ AaiKr @yaaoMÆ

maOM Qyaana sao sauna rha qaa. vah Aavaaja ek maamaUlaI–sao paOQao ko BaItr sao Aa rhI qaI. saundrta AaOr kaomalata ijandgaI kI takt hO¸ ijasako baUto pr vah Amar rhtI hO¸ AaOr baar–baar janma laotI hO. maR%yau kBaI jaIvana kao imaTa nahIM patI¸ @yaaoMik maR%yau ka janma BaI tao jaIvana sao hI haota hOÆ janma laonao ko ilayao jaIvana caaihe. yao baa$d kI gaMQa¸ yao imasaa[laaoM ko QauvaoM¸ yao yauw¸ yao nafrtoM¸ yao h%yaaeM¸ ËUrtaeM yao saba imala kr BaI kBaI raok nahIM paeMgaI ijandgaI ka karvaaM. mauJao fUla kI pMKurI sao hIro kI kNaI kaTnao vaalaI takt pr pUra Baraosaa hO¸ [sailae hvaaAaoM maoM lahratI hu[- [na praga QvajaaAaoM ko saaqa maOM [sa Dala pr fUla banakr iKla jaanaa caahta hMU. maOM samaJa gayaa¸ ek fUla iKlanaa caahta hO. AaOr yah BaI samaJa gayaa ik vah @yaaoM iKlanaa caahta hO.

³vaagaqa- sao saaBaar´