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ApnaI jaD,aoM sao ]KD,nao kI Bayaavahta na[- pIZ,I ko saamanao maMuh baae KD,I hO


 ]ima-laa iSarIYa ka saaxaa%kar ica~a maud\gala ko saaqa 

ica~a maud\gala

[na idnaaoM Aap @yaa ilaK rhIM hOMÆ

saala Bar sao maOM Apnao nae ]pnyaasa 'ek kalaI ek safod' pr kama kr rhI hMU. ijasako BaItr inarMtr Kdk rhI kailaK gahrI baocaOnaI saI idla–idmaaga pr tarI hO. p`Sna caaraoM Aaor sao fna kaZ,o Gaoro hOM. laga rha hO ik pUra–ka–pUra samaaja kajala kI kaoziryaaoM maoM tbdIla haota calaa jaa rha hO. manauYya manauYya%va ka ]pBaao>a hao rhaÑ plaayana Aama AadmaI kI p`vaRi%t bana caukI hO. ivaklphInata kao ]sanao svaIkar kr ilayaa hO. jaUJanao AaOr maaorcaobaMdI sao ]sakI inaYza iDga caukI hOM¸ iDga rhI hO. p`itvaad ]sao KaoTo isa@kaoM ka pyaa-ya p`tIt hao rha hO.

baD,I AjaIba baat hO. pta nahIM¸ AaOraoM ko saaqa yah haota hOM yaa nahIM. jaba BaI maOM kao[- ]pnyaasa AarMBa krtI hMU – [d-–igad- kI duinayaa sao maora naata TUTnao lagata hO. ]na laaogaaoM kI duinayaa maoro BaItr Dora Dalanao kao ]iWgna Apnaa sposa maaMganao lagatI hOM AaOr maOM ivavaSa hao ]ztI hMU. lagaBaga baaQya kr dI ga[- jabara[- ko calato ik Aba mauJao kovala ]nako saaqa rhnaa hO – ]nhIMmaoM sao ek banakrÑ @yaaoMik ]nakI AaOr maorI duinayaa Alaga nahIM hOM. Alaga haonao ko AaDMbar sao maOM mau> hao laMU. ijatnaI jaldI mau> hao saktI hMU – baohtr hO. Aajakla maora izkanaa vahI hOM.

hala hI maoM p`kaiSat Aapka nayaa ]pnyaasa 'AavaaM' kafI caica-t rha AaOr [sapr kafI gaMBaIr cacaa-eM cala rhI hOM. [sakao ilaKnao kI p`orNaa @yaa rhIÆ

T/oD yaUinayana sao bataOr saiËya kaya-kta- maora laMbaa naata rha. Aaja BaI Eaimak samasyaaAaoM ko inadana maoM maorI gahrI $ica hO. Eaimak baistyaaM maorI caotnaa iSaivar. Apnao samaya AaOr saImaa maoM. saMyaaoga sao ivaVaqaI- jaIvana maoM eosaO Eaimak masaIha sao pircaya huAa ijasanao Apnaa saMpUNa- jaIvana Eaimakao%qaana maoM ]%saga- kr idyaa. rajapUt Kanadana ko maUlyagat ivasaMgaityaaoM sao ~st¸ AsaMtuYT maoro mana kao Acaanak C~cCayaa maoM caotnaa kI rah imalaI. vao idna qao jaba Eaimak baistyaaoM ko baaiSaMdaoM ka Aaga`h qaa ik maOM inagama paYa-daoM ko caunaava maoM ]naka p`itinaiQa%va k$M. laoikna rajanaIit maoM maoro p`vaoSa ko iva$w qao AadrNaIya d%ta saamaMt AaOr svayaM maorI maaM. ]naka maananaa qaa ik Qaara sao Alaga KD,o haokr Aap samaaja ko ilae AiQak ]pyaaogaI isaw hao sakto hOM. galat idSaa kao vaaMiCt maaoD, do sakto hOM. yah saca hO ik T/oD yaUinayana ko ijana AMtiva-raoQaaoM AaOr AvamaUlyanaaoM sao maora saamanaa huAa – ]sanao mauJao Avaak\ hI nahIM ikyaa¸ ivaSvaasa BaI KMiDt huAa maora. ]sa samaya BaI AaËaoSa AiBavyai> ko ilae CTpTa rha qaa. samaJa nahIM pa rhI qaI ik AsaMtaoYa kao kOsao AaOr @yaaoM vya> k$M. maud\galajaI ka khnaa qaa¸ ta%kailak ]ga`ta AaMdaolana kI sakara%makta kao ]poixat kr saktI hO. p`itiËyaa vyai> raga–WoYa sao }pr ]zkr haonaI caaihe.

sana\ 1992 maoM jaba inayaaogaI h%yaakaMD huAa – [sa Kbar nao mauJao BaItr tk dhlaa idyaa. ]saI xaNa maOMnao inaScaya ikyaa ik Aba samaya Aa gayaa hO¸ maOM T/oD yaUinayana pr ilaKMUgaI. Eaimak is~yaaoM ko AiQakaraoM kI pxaQarta krnaovaalaaoM kao BaI kzGaro maoM KD,a krnaa ja$rI hO. maMuba[- maoM ek BaoMT ko daOrana maOMnao Apnao inaScaya kI jaanakarI Da^• d%ta saamaMt kao dI qaI. vaosTna- kaoT- maoM AadrNaIya maQaujaI sao BaI cacaa- hu[- qaI. daonaaoM nao lagaBaga ek hI p`Sna ikyaa qaa¸ "@yaa T/oD yaUinayana ko saMdBa- maoM tumhara $K nakara%mak hOÆ" maora ]%tr qaa¸ "nahIM¸ sakara%mak hO. laoikna maOM Eaimak AaMdaolana kI saMgazna Sai> kao xaINa krnaovaalaI AaMtirk rajanaIit kao ]jaagar krnaa caahtI hMU. pMUjaIpityaaoM kI AityaaoM ko iKlaaf tao vah laD, sakta hOÂ ikMtu saMgazna ko iBatrGaataoM sao vah kOsao mau> haoÆ yaqaaqa- sao $–ba–$ hao saMgazna kao Aa%maivaSlaoYaNa kI ja$rt nahIMÆ"

AfsaaosaÑ maOM ]sa Eaimak masaIha ko ijaMda rhto 'AavaaM' pUra nahIM kr pa[-. 17 janavarI¸ 1997 kao jaba maOMnao ]nakI h%yaa kI Kbar saunaI¸ hFto Bar maanaisak AaGaat sao ]bar nahIM pa[-. ima~aoM nao faona kr ihmmat baMQaa[-. phlao inayaaogaI AaOr ifr Da^• d%ta saamaMt kI ËUr h%yaaÑ p`itiËyaavaadI taktaoM ko inarMtr majabaUt haoto jaanao ka p`maaNa nahIM hOMÆ d%tajaI hmaoSaa kha krto qao¸ "mauJao kaOna maarogaaÆ kBaI iksaIka Aiht ikyaa hI nahIM hOM maOMnao."

iktnao saMSayaaoM nao Gaora qaa ]sa xaNaÑ saca ko nayana–na@Sa @yaa hOMÑ pMUjaI sa%ta svayaM iksaIka vaQa nahIM krtI. saMgazna maoM sao hI iksaI Ait mah%vaakaMxaI kao KrIdkr ApnaaoM ko hI iKlaaf – maaOt kI sauparI pkD,a dotI hO.

[sa ]pnyaasa ko iksa pa~ yaa GaTnaa nao Aapkao sabasao jyaada ]Woilat ikyaa hOÆ

p`itiËyaavaadI taktaoM Wara saunaMda kI h%yaa nao. saunaMda kI h%yaa naarI caotnaa kI h%yaa kI saaijaSa hO. saaqa hI dilat vaga- sao Aayaa pvaar dUsara eosaa jaiTla ikrdar hO ijasakI baobaakI nao k[- baar maorI klama kao izzkayaa ik hO ihmmat saca sao saamanaa krnao kI tao – krko doKao.

ek rcanaakar ko $p maoM AapkI maanavaIya¸ saamaaijak AaOr rajanaIitk icaMtaeM @yaa hOMÆ

ek ivakasaSaIla svatM~ raYT/ maoM kanaUna AaOr vyavasqaa ka inarMtr pMgau haoto calaa jaanaa icaMtnaIya tqya hO. naagairk jaIvana pUNa-t: jaiTla AaOr Asaurixat hao gayaa hO. kba iksako saaqa @yaa GaT jaae – kao[- nahIM jaanata. nyaaya p`NaalaI jaobaoM BarnaovaalaaoM kI AMkSaaiyanaI isaw hao rhI hO. maamaUlaI–sao–maamaUlaI kosa AdalataoM kI dIvaaraoM pr isar pTk–pTk barsaaoM barsa iKMcata hI nahIM hOM¸ AiQakaMSa p`krNaaoM maoM nyaaya kI ]mmaId maoM vaadI svaga- isaQaar laota hO.

baajaarvaad Aba kovala baaja,araoM maoM Ëya–ivaËya tk saIimat nahIM rha¸ vyai>vaaidta AaOr Baaogavaaidta ko calato laaogaaoM kI p`kRit AaOr p`vaRi%t bana cauka hO. BaUmaMDlaIkrNa ko calato hma vaOiSvak tao hao rho¸ laoikna ApnaI ja,D,aoM sao ]KD,nao kI Bayaavahta na[- pIZ,I ko saamanao maMuh baae KD,I hO. saMskRityaaoM ka maola icaMta ka ivaYaya nahIM. icaMta ka ivaYaya hO ApnaI saaMskRitk ivarasat kao lagaBaga dfna krnao kI tOyaarI. [lao@T/a^inak maIiDyaa ApnaI saaqa-k BaUimaka sao iCTk ApsaMskRit ka pyaa-ya bana rha hO. doSa ko naaOjavaanaaoM ko ilae vah inat jauAaGar Kaola rha¸ ]nhoM Saa^T-kT ko gaur isaKa rha. maohnat–maSa@kt kI maihmaa ka eosaa BaaoMD,a ASlaIla maja,ak hmaaro doSa maoM hI saMBava hO. Agar yahI samaya ko saaqa haonaa hO tao ApnaI AastInaaoM maoM svayaM maMuh iCpa laonaa hI ]icat haogaa AaOr ApnaI maaOt kI GaaoYaNaa kr donaa BaI.

Aaja Aap kOsaa rcanaa%mak maahaOla patI hOMÆ

cauko hue laaogaaoM kI htaSa fufkaraoM ko ivaYa–vamana sao p`dUiYat. du:K AaOr xaaoBa ko saaqa svaIkar krnaa pD,ta hO ik hma ijasa ivarasat maoM rcanaart hue vah gau$ samaana ]na saaQak rcanaakaraoM sao isaMicat–pllaivat hu[- ijanhaoMnao lagaatar samaajasaapoxaIya rcanaa–dRiYT sao hmaoM saMskairt ikyaa. saja-nart rhto hue hmanao yah gahro AnauBaUt ikyaa ik ApnaI p`%yaok rcanaa ko saaqa rcanaakar ivakasa kI saIiZ,yaaM caZ,ta hO¸ saMvaodnaaAaoM maoM vyaapk%va ga`hNa krta hO AaOr ivavaok maoM samadRiYT.

ivacaarNaIya hO¸ ivarasat maoM hma saja-nart na[- pIZ,I ko ilae kaOna saI jamaIna CaoD,oMgao CaoD, rho hOM. ]sa dladla maoM @yaa vah saaMsaoM lao paegaIÆ bacaa paegaI ]sa rcanaa%mak BaUK kao ik laoKk kI pIz vyaasa pIz hOÆ

drAsala¸ laaogaaoM kI $icayaaM Ba`YT kr saaih%ya kao ivasqaaipt krnao ka YaD\yaM~ [lao@Ta^inak maIiDyaa nahIM rca rha. baD,I sahjata sao [na AaD,aoM kao AaoZ, hma ApnaI BaUimaka sao mauzBaoD, krnao sao ktra laoto hOM. vaastivakta yah hO ik kuCok pi~kaAaoM ko saMpadk saMpadkIya eiqa@sa sao AaMK maMUd cauko hOM. ]naka ]_oSya rcanaa%makta ko p`it pazkaoM kao jaaga$k krnaa nahIM rha¸ na vaao Aa[-naa donaa ³bakaOla Da^• hjaarIp`saad iWvaodI´ ijasamaoM vao Apnao vyavasqaagat [stomaalaaoM AaOr SaaoYaNaaoM kI saaijaSaaoM kao saMUGa sakoM. ]naka ekmaa~ laxya hO svayaM kao cacaa- maoM banaae rKnaa AaOr masaalaaoM ko maaQyama sao saolaIba`oTI haonao ka tmagaa phnanaa. yah BaI ik pi~ka kI ibaËI maoM kuC [jaafa hao sako. vao BaUla gae ik ibaËI baZ,anao ko ilae eosao hqakMDo iflmaI pi~kaeM ApnaatI rhI hOM¸ saaihi%yak pi~kaeM nahIM. Aaja pUro doSa maoM ek eosao hI cauko hue na[- khanaI daOr ko rcanaakar sauiK-yaaoM maoM hOM. ek kqaa pi~ka maoM ]naka sanasanaIKoja saaxaa%kar evaM ek Anya saaih%ya ko ilae p`itbaw pi~ka maoM p`kaiSat ]naka ASlaIla laoK¸ jaao s~I Aismata kao saroAama baaja,ar maoM naMgaa kr rha AaOr ]nako ]sa ZaoMga ko BaI prKcao ]D,a rha hO¸ jaao vao dilat AaOr s~I ko pxaQar ko $p maoM Aba tk p`caairt–p`saairt krto rho hOM.

yah jaao AMQakar hma baao rho hOM – saaih%yakar haonao ko naato Aa%maivaSlaoYaNa kI maaMga nahIM krta hO.

[na idnaaoM Aap @yaa pZ, rhI hOM AaOr @yaa pZ,naa psaMd krtI hOMÆ

jaba maOM ilaK rhI haotI hMU tao ]na idnaaoM gaMBaIr caIjaoM pZ,naa lagaBaga sqaigat hao jaata hO. p~–pi~kaeM plaTnao kI baat Alaga hO. eosao maoM maOM iksaI yaa~a kI p`tIxaa krtI hMU¸ taik caunaI hu[- ]na pustkaoM kao pZ,nao kI sauivaQaa haisala kr sakMU ijanhoM pZ,nao kI lalak sao maOM BarI hu[- hMU. [Qar maOMnao dao pustkoM pZ,nao ko ilae cauna rKI hOM. caMd`kaMta ka kSmaIr kI pRYzBaUima pr ilaKa gayaa mah%vaakaMxaI ]pnyaasa ' kqaa satIsar'¸ jaao inaiScat hI kovala caMd`kaMta hI ilaK saktI qaIM. dUsarI pustk hO mahoSa dp-Na Wara saMpaidt 'baIsavaIM SatabdI kI ihMdI khainayaaM'¸ jaao baarh KMD,aoM maoM hOMÂ ijasakI EamasaaQya¸ samaaja saraokarIya¸ SaaoQaprk BaUimaka pZ,kr maOM lagaBaga ica%t hMU. [tnao caunaaOtIpUNa- kaya- kao AMjaama donaa Aasaana kama nahIMÂ @yaaoMik mahoSa dp-Na kao maa~ khainayaaM Bar nahIM caunanaI qaIM¸ Apnao samaya ko Aa[-naaoM kI QaUla JaaD, ]na p`itcCivayaaoM ko caohraoM kI salavaTaoM kao CUnaa–prKnaa BaI qaa¸ jaao AadmaI kI inarMtr mauzBaoD,aoM kI gavaah hOM. Ad\Baut kama ikyaa hO mahoSa dp-Na naoÑ

³saaih%ya AmaRt sao saaBaar´

 
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