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vaastva maoM vah Apnao p`omaI kao pukar rhI
hO. qak ga[- hO¸ ]sao baUTo–baUTo AaOr p%to p%to pr Kaoja kr. Aba
inaraSa haokr [saI poD, kI iksaI SaaK pr baOzI hO AaOr ]sao pukar rhI hO.
maalaUma nahIM¸ kuC Kayaa hO ik nahIM. khIM BaUKI tao nahIM hO yah
gaaOrOyaaÆ khIM AarxaNa ko p`Sna pr AnaSana pr tao nahIM baOz ga[-Æ
jaananaa ja$rI hO ik khIM Aa%mah%yaa ka inaScaya tao nahIM kr baOzIÆ
]D,to ]D,to khIM sao GallaUGaara ka naama tao nahIM sauna Aa[-Æ jaba
[nsaanaaoM ko idla maoM trh trh kI KurafatoM janma lao rhI haoM tao yao
poD, paOQao¸ jaIva–jantu ]sasao kOsao inarpoxa rh sakto hOM. yao BaI
tao ]saI vaatavarNa ko AMga hOM¸ jahaM laU sao BaI toja icalaicalaa rhI
hO saamp`daiyakta¸ dukanaaoM–makanaaoM kI CtaoM pr CaoTI CaoTI
ptakaAaoM ko $p maoM fhra rhI hO saamp`daiyakta¸ [iStharaoM kI Sa@la maoM
dIvaaraoM pr caspaM kr dI ga[- hO saamp`daiyakta. [sa jahrIlao maahaOla
maoM yah nanhIM saI gaaOrOyaa kOsao baodaga rh saktI hO. magar [sakI
Aavaaja, saunakr AaBaasa haota hO ik vah ABaI [sa saMËmaNa sao mau>
hO.
qaaoD,I dor tk gaaOrOyaa kI Aavaaja,
saunaa[- nahIM dI. Acaanak maorI naja,r KprOla pr ga[- tao maOMnao doKa¸
gaaOrOyaa KprOla ko naIcao ballaI pr baOzI hO. na jaanao kba sao vah ek
nanha–saa GaaoMsalaa banaanao maoM vyast qaI. [sa va> BaI ]sakI
caaoMca maoM saUKI Gaasa ka ek itnaka qaa.
Gaasa nahIM¸ yah ramaiSalaa hO. yah
GaaoMsalaa nahIM¸ ramamaindr ko inamaa-Na maoM saMlagna hO¸
isayaaramamaya saba jaga jaanaI. Acaanak maisjad sao Aj,aana ko svar ]zo
tao maora Qyaana BaMga huAa. maOM BaI jaUnaUna maoM @yaa @yaa saaocata
calaa jaa rha qaa. mauJao yaad Aayaa¸ [sa [maart ko zIk pICo maisjad hO
AaOr saamanao pIpla ko poD, ko naIcao hnaumaanajaI ka maindr. [sa samaya
jahaM maOM baOza qaa¸ vahaM sao saamanao doKnao pr maMidr ka klaSa AaOr
pICo doKnao pr maisjad ka gaumbad idKa[- dota hO. Agar maOM pUrba kI trf
maMuh krko baOz jaa}M tao kh sakta hMU¸ baaeM maMidr hO AaOr daeM
maisjad. baIca maoM maora Gar hO. gaaOrOyaa nao BaI bahut samaJadarI ka
pircaya doto hue zIk maMidr AaOr maisjad ko baIca Apnao naID, ko ilae
sqaana caunaa qaa. varnaa kaOna raok sakta qaa [sao maMidr ko iksaI
JaraoKo Aqavaa maisjad ko iksaI vaatayana maoM Apnao ilae Ch [Mca jagah ka
jaugaaD, krnao sao. magar nahIM¸ gaaOrOyaa Qama- ko pcaD,o maoM nahIM
pD,naa caahtI. maOM dor tk ]sao naID,–inamaa-Na ko kaya- maoM saMlagna
doKta rha. vah itnako Kaoja kr laaOTtI¸ kuC dor saustatI¸ dao ek baar
ApnaI kaoyala jaOsaI saurIlaI kUk sao sannaaTa taoD,kr [-MT gaara kI
tlaaSa maoM ifr gaayaba hao jaatI. @yaaoM banaa rhI hO vah Apnao ilae ek
saMudr naID,Æ ABaI tk khaM rh rhI qaIÆ ApnaI sauhaga kI saoja tOyaar kr
rhI hO Aqavaa p`saUit gaRh ka inamaa-Na¸ Anaok p`Sna mana maoM ]z rho
qao.
Agalao idna saubah doKa¸ ]saka GaaoMsalaa
banakr tOyaar qaa. Aba vah baakayada [sa Gar kI sadsyaa hao ga[- qaI. Aba
]saka pta BaI vahI qaa¸ jaao maora pta qaa. vah baoKTko Apnao p`omaI sao
p~acaar kr saktI qaI. Apnaa raSanakaD- banavaa saktI qaI. Apnaa vaaoT
banavaa saktI qaI Aqavaa phcaana p~. kuC hI idnaaoM maoM maorI ]sasao AcCI
KasaI daostI hao ga[-. ek idna tao raoSanadana pr Aa baOzI AaOr mauJao
javaaba tlaba kr ilayaa¸ Aaja baahr @yaaoM nahIM Aae. maoro saamanao baOz
kr isagaroT @yaaoM nahIM fMUko.
'AcCa baabaa Aata hMU¸ tuma raga Sau$
krao. maOM Aata hMU.' maOMnao kha.
drAsala ]sasao daostI haonao ko baad maora
samaya AcCa baIt rha qaa. ApnaI ek saPtah kI ima~ta maoM hI ]sanao mauJao
raga–BaOrvaI sao laokr raga jaO jaOvantI tk saunaa Dalao.
maOMnao mahsaUsa ikyaa¸ [sakI
AavaaragadI- kuC kma hao ga[- hO. hmaoSaa Apnao naID, maoM naja,r AatI. ek
idna saubah tao maOM KuSaI sao pagala hao gayaa¸ jaba maOMnao doKa¸
]sako Agala–bagala dao nanhIM gaaOrOyaa AaOr baOzI qaIM. Gar maoM ]%sava
hao gayaa. nae sadsyaaoM ka gama-jaaoSaI sao svaagat huAa. Gar jaOsao
saaohr gaanao lagaa : Bae p`gaT kRpalaa dIna dyaalaa kaoSalyaa ihtkarI , ,
,baarao GaI ko idyao , , ,satgau$ naanak prgaiTyaa , , ,gaaOrOyaa ko
baccao pUro pirvaar ko sadsyaaoM ko saMrxaNa maoM planao lagao. ]nakI
CaoTI sao CaoTI hrkt pr cacaa- haotI. ek idna pta calaa¸ gaaOrOyaa saubah
sao gaayaba hO AaOr baccao Akolao pD,o hOM. daophr kao baahr gayaa tao
doKa¸ gaaOrOyaa ABaI tk nahIM laaOTI qaI.
daonaaoM baccao Tukur–Tukur maorI Aaor
inahar rho qao¸ jaOsao maaM kI iSakayat kr rho haoM. maOM ]nakI madd
krnaa caahta qaa¸ magar samaJa nahIM pa rha qaa¸ [sa va> [nhoM iksa
caIja kI ja$rt hO. Saama hao ga[-¸ gaaOrOyaa nahIM laaOTI. maOM icaintt
hao ]za¸ @yaa haogaa [na baccaaoM kaÆ kaOna kraegaa [nhoM BaaojanaÆ yao
tao ABaI ]D,ana BaI nahIM Bar sakto. yah ganaImat qaI ik gaaOrOyaa nao
kafI }Mcao sqaana pr Apnaa naID, banaayaa qaa¸ varnaa iballaI Aba tk
[nhoM Dkar caukI haotI. maOMnao k[- baar iballaI kao [na baccaaoM kI Aaor
hsart BarI inagaahaoM sao takto doKa qaa. iballaI qaaoD,I dor ]Cla kUd BaI
macaatI qaI¸ magar yao baccao ]sakI phMuca ko baahr qao¸ qak harkr vah
laaOT jaatI.
gaaOrOyaa kao nahIM Aanaa qaa¸ nahIM
Aa[-. maOMnao rat kao BaI k[- baar Ta^ca- jalaakr doKa¸ daonaaoM baccao
caupcaap Akolao baOzo qao. Saayad saaoca rho qao¸ khaM rh ga[- ]nakI maaM¸
khIM rasta tao nahIM BaTk ga[-Æ vao kba tk BaUKo Pyaasao pD,o rhoMgaoÆ
kla tk ijasa gaaOrOyaa pr mauJao laaD, Aa
rha qaa¸ Aaja maOM ]sasao baohd naaraja, qaa. maOMnao ]sakI Civa ek
mamatamayaI maaM ko $p maoM doKI qaI. maorI klpnaa maoM BaI nahIM qaa ik
vah Apnao nanhoM maunnaaoM ko p`it [sa kdr inad-yata AaOr ËUrta idKaegaI.
[sa samaya maOM [tnao ËaoQa maoM qaa ik vah saamanao pD, jaatI tao ek dao
JaapD, rsaId kr dota. Z,aMZ,sa baMQaanao ko ilae maOMnao baccaaoM kao
pukara. AMQaoro maoM pucakar saunakr baccaaoM nao pMK fD,fD,ae. maOMnao
GaaoMsalao maoM laa[- canao ko kuC danao foMk ide AaOr Aakr iKnna mana sao
laoT gayaa.
'Aba saao jaaAao caupcaap. ek icaiD,yaa ko
pICo pagala hao rho hao.' p%naI nao kha¸ 'hao sakta hO¸ vah baIca maoM
iksaI samaya baccaaoM kao iKlaa iplaa ga[- hao.'
'nahIM¸ vah Aa[- hI nahIM. baccao BaUK sao inaZ,ala pD,o hOM.' maOMnao
p%naI kao batayaa¸ 'GaaoMsalao maoM laa[-–canao Dala Aayaa hMU. Saayad
cauga laoM.'
'jaaAao¸ baaotla sao dUQa BaI iplaa AaAao.' p%naI nao vyaMgya sao kha
AaOr krvaT badla laI.
'saba AaOrtoM svaaqaI- haotI hOM¸ gaaOrOyaa kI trh.' maOMnao jalaBaunakr
javaaba idyaa AaOr AaMKoM maMUd laIM.
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