dIvaar
pr pD,to p`kaSa ko ibaMba kao doKto hue vah Apnao
bacapna ko ]sa pD,ava pr phuMca gayaa jaba ]saka pirvaar
[laahabaad ko kTra maaohllao kI caUD,I vaalaI galaI maoMM
banao Apnao puStOnaI makana maoMM rhta qaa. vahaM saba ]sao
AnnaI pukarto qao. vah AaOr ]sako ta}jaI ka baoTa rmana
Aa[-nao sao dIvaar pr saUrja kI ikrNaaoM kao camakato AaOr
ifr ]sa ibaMba kao pkD,nao ko ilae daOD,to¸ pr vah ibaMba
kBaI haqa maoMM nahIM Aata AaOr yaid kBaI ]nakI
nanhIM–nanhIM ]MgailayaaM raoSanaI ko ]sa TukD,o tk
phuMcatI BaI tao vah raoSanaI ]nako haqaaoM pr ibaKr kr rh
jaatI. ifr BaI saUrja ko ]sa ibaMba kao CUnao maoMM jaao
sauK imalata vah AtulanaIya qaa. AinamaoYa ibastr sao ]za
AaOr ek baar ifr saUrja kI ]sa ikrNa kao Apnao haqaaoM maoMM kOd krnao ka p`yaasa krnao lagaa.
samaya iktnaI toja,I sao baItta hO. rmana ka byaah hao
gayaa qaa AaOr ]sanao vahIM [laahabaad maoM ek maoiDkla
sTaor Kaola ilayaa qaa. kla ka AnnaI Aaja ka AinamaoYa
Bagat bana cauka qaa. AinamaoYa Bagat ek baoraoja,gaar¸
ijasanao naaOkrI ko ilae Apnao Alaga maapdMD banaa rKo qao¸
ek pu~ jaao Aba Gar sao pOsao maMgaanao maoMM Sama- ka
AnauBava krnao lagaa qaa¸ ek gaumanaama laoKk ijasakI
rcanaaAaoM kao nagar ka kao[- BaI baD,a p~ Capnao kao
tOyaar nahIM haota qaa. vaastva maoMM AinamaoYa Apnao BaItr
iCpo laoKk kao Apnao sabasao inakT pata¸ QaIro–QaIro
Gar sao pOsao maaMganao maoM Sama- AanaI K,%ma saI haotI
jaa rhI qaI¸ vaOsao BaI Aba Garvaalao pOsao donao maoMM ihcaikcaanao lagao qao.
vah caar baar maaMgata tao
kBaI ek baar pOsao Aato tao kBaI vaao BaI naa Aato.
baoraoja,gaarI tao ApnaI Aadt hI Dala caukI qaI. vaOsao
BaI vah laoKk hI qaa ijasakI badaOlat vah ApnaI qaaoD,I
saI ja,$rtaoM kao pUra krnao Bar ko pOsao jauTa pata.
[laahabaad sao idllaI Aae ]sao lagaBaga tIna vaYa- baIt
cauko qao. naaOkrI kI tlaaSa ]sao yahaM KIMca laa[- qaI¸
]sanao saunaa qaa ik idllaI maoMM Aanao vaalao vaYaao-M maoMM dao laaK sao BaI AiQak laaogaaoM kao raoja,gaar
]plabQa haogaa. naaOkiryaaM qaIM AiBayaMtaAaoM ko ilae¸
baavaica-yaaoM ko ilae¸ maja,dUraoM ko ilae¸
tknaIiSayanaaoM ko ilae¸ AMga`oja,I kao AMga`oja,aoM kI
trh baaolanao vaalaaoM ko ilae¸ pr ihMdI ko snaatk ko
ilae kao[- jagah iksaI ko pasa nahIM qaI. [Qar ]Qar
p`kaiSat haonao vaalaI p~–pi~kaAaoM maoM kuC ilaK ilaKa
kr vah Apnaa jaIvana yaapna kr rha qaa.
samaya ko
saaqa p~kairta nao Apnaa sva$p badlaa hO. samaacaar p~
pZ,nao ko sqaana pr Aba laaoga nyaUja, caOnalsa pr jaIvaMt
samaacaar doKnaa AiQak psaMd krto hOM. Aaja ko samaya maoM
laoKk kI jaao isqait hO vaao BaI iksaI sao iCpI nahIM hO.
p~kairta ko xao~ maoM jaao badlaava Aayaa hO ]sakI tIva`
gait maoM Anaok laoKk AaOr kiva eosao hOM jaao Acaanak
pICo CUT gae hOM. AinamaoYa ilaKta tao AcCa qaa prMtu
navayauga ijasa gait AaOr ijasa layaa%makta kI maaMga
]sasao krta vah ]sako pasa na qaI. saMpadk caahto qao ik
vah kuC caTpTa ilaKo¸ kuC eosaa ijasakao pZ,kr
]<aojanaa pOda kI jaa sako pr vah jaao ilaKta qaa
]sakao yah khkr nahIM Capa jaata qaa ik eosaa tao phlao
BaI bahut baar ilaKa jaa cauka hO.
[sa sabako
baavajaUd nagar maoM Cpnao vaalao ek saaPtaihk samaacaar p~
']jaagar' maoM AinamaoYa kI rcanaa AvaSya CptI qaI.
p`%yaok rivavaar kao p`kaiSat haonao vaalao [sa p~ maoM
laoK¸ khanaI¸ kivata yaa jaao kuC BaI ]sanao ilaKa haota
vah Cp jaata AaOr dao saaO Épe AinamaoYa ko haqa pr rK
ide jaato. [sa p~ ko saMpadk qao EaImaana rakoSa praSar.
AinamaoYa Aaja tk saMpadk jaI ko [sa snaoh kao samaJa
nahIM payaa qaa¸ na tao vah ]nakI jaait ka qaa¸ na ]nako
xao~ sao qaa AaOr na hI saMpadk mahaodya kao kao[- laaBa
phuMcaanao kI isqait maoM hI qaa¸ ifr BaI ]sakI rcanaaeM
inabaa-Qa $p sao CptI Aa rhI qaIM.
eosaa
saunato hOM ik rakoSajaI BaI bahut idnaaoM tk ApnaI
rcanaaAaoM kao Cpvaanao hotu [Qar ]Qar Baojato rho qao AaOr
AMtt: qak har kr ]nhaoMnao ip`MiTMga p`osa ka kama Sau$
ikyaa. kama AcCa cala pD,a tao AMdr iCpo laoKk nao ek
baar ifr AMgaD,a[yaaM laonaa p`arMBa kr idyaa tqaa
]nhaoMnao Apnao svayaM ko AK,baar ']jaagar' kI naIMva rKI.
Aasa–pasa ko piricat dukanadaraoM sao kuC iva&apna
imala jaato AaOr baakI pOsao vao ApnaI jaoba sao lagaato
qao. nae laaogaaoM kao ilaKnao ko ilae p`oirt krnao maoM
]nhoM AanaMd Aata qaa. saunato tao eosaa BaI hOM ik
Aajakla ko kuC p`itiYzt laoKk ]nako AaMgana sao haokr hI
Apnao laxya tk phuMcao hOM prMtu ]na laoKkaoM ko naama
iksaI kao pta nahIM qao. AinamaoYa kao eosaa nahIM lagata
qaa ik vah BaI dUsaro p`isaw laoKkaoM kI trh yahIM sao Apnao Aapkao laoKna kI duinayaa
maoM isaw kr sakogaa.
AinamaoYa
kao k[- baar yah saaocakr duK haota qaa ik ]sakI
rcanaaAaoM kao bahut kma laaoga hI pZ,to qao. klama sao ËaMit
ka jaao svaPna vah ek Arsao sao doKta Aa rha qaa vah
]sakao TUTta–saa lagata. ']jaagar' kI kula dao hja,ar
p`ityaaM CptI qaIM ijasamaoM sao AiQaktr Aasa pasa ko
dukanadaraoM maoM mauF,t baaMT dI jaatIM AaOr baakI p`osa
sao hI kbaaD,I vaalao ko pasa phuMca jaatIM. skUlaaoM ko
baahr KD,o forIvaalao AamataOr pr ']jaagar' pr hI canao
kurmauro Aaid baocato qao. kula saaO–dao saaO p`ityaaM
hI AsalaI pazkaoM tk phuMcatIM ijasamaoM sao AiQaktr
mau#ya K,baraoM ko Aagao kma hI baZ,to qao. eosao maoM
caaOqao pRYz pr Cpnao vaalao laoK kao iktnao laaoga pZ,to
haoMgao yah khnaa kizna nahIM qaa.
AinamaoYa
Anya naamaI–igaramaI p~aoM maoM BaI yada–kda ApnaI
rcanaaeM Baojata rhta qaa. prMtu ]na p~aoM nao tao jaOsao
]sakI rcanaaAaoM kao na Capnao kI ksama Ka rKI qaI.
'dOinak p`krNa' sao kla hI ]saka laoK vaapsa Aayaa qaa¸
vah laoK jaao ]sanao ihMdU mauislama ekta pr ilaKa qaa¸
[saI ekta kI kiD,yaaoM maoM ]laJakr ek ilaÔaÔo ko $p
maoM ]sako isarhanao pD,a qaa. Alasaae hue AinamaoYa nao ek dRiYT ]sa ilaÔaÔo kI Aaor DalaI¸
]zkr
TUqaposT kao Apnao ba`Sa maoM lagaayaa tqaa kmaro sao
baahr inakla Aayaa. baramado maoM lagao Aa[-nao pr jaba
]sakI naja,r pD,I tao ApnaI AaMKaoM ko naIcao ]BartI hu[-
kailaK kao doKkr vah ek baar izzka AaOr ifr mana hI mana
Apnao Aapsao kuC khta huAa Aagao baZ,a.
"]zao
Baa[-, ek AaOr idna tOyaar hO tumasao dao–dao haqa krnao
ko ilae. ABaI baabaUlaala BaI ikrayaa–ikrayaa icallaata
huAa Aa rha haogaa. yahaM AaMKaoM ko naIcao tao eosaI
kailaK jama rhI hO ik maanaao rat Bar [nhaoMnao kaoyalao
kI Kana maoM kama ikyaa hao. Ammaa Agar [sa halat maoM doK
laoM tao phcaana BaI naa paeM. calaUM¸ rakoSa jaI kao yao
laoK dota hUM jaakr¸ ek vahI hOM jaao [sakao Cap sakto
hOM varnaa yaid baakI p~aoM ka basa calao tao ihMdU
mauislama ekta kao SabdkaoYa sao hI baahr krvaa doM."
KO,r¸
caaho ijatnao laaoga ]sa AK,baar kao pZ,to haoM pr kao[-
ek pazk eosaa qaa jaao ek paosTkaD- pr ApnaI p`itiËyaa
ilaKkr AvaSya Baojata qaa. pccaIsa pOsao ka vah paosTkaD-
Balao hI hja,araoM ka naa haota hao pr AinamaoYa ko ilae
vah dao saaO Épe ka tao hao hI jaata @yaaoMik ]sakao
panao ko baad hI vah Apnao Agalao laoK kao ilaKnao kI
ihmmat jauTa pata. AinamaoYa kao eosaa lagata ik yaid
kao[- ]sakI rcanaa pr ApnaI p`itiËyaa do rha hO tao hao
naa hao khIM naa khIM ]sakI klama Apnao ]_oSya maoM safla
hao rhI hO. kmaro maoM vaapsa Aakr ]sanao ek baar ifr
paosTkaD- kao doKa¸
"ip`ya
laoKk jaI¸
Aaja Aapka laoK pZ,a¸ bahut AcCa lagaa. eosaI manaaoharI
rmya rcanaa pZ,o ek Arsaa baIt gayaa qaa. Ba sao Baart¸
Ba sao BaUK AaOr Ba sao Ba`YTacaar kI EaMRKlaaAaoM kao
Aapnao ek kuSala icatoro kI trh Apnao kOnavasa pr ]tara
hO. laoK kI BaaYaa AaOr SaOlaI BaI bahut AcCI lagaI.
vyaMgyaa%makta ko puT ko karNa laoK AaOr BaI sauMdr bana
pD,a hO. AaSaa hO ik Aagao BaI Aap eosao hI ]<ama
laoKaoM sao hma pazkaoM kI tRYNaa kao SaaMt krto rhoMgao.
Aapka
pazk
Aba tk kma
sao kma baIsa baar vah [sakao pZ, cauka qaa. pr ]sao eosaa
lagata maanaao p`SaMsaa Aqavaa p`itiËyaa ko yah Sabd
]sakao AsaIma Sai@t p`dana kr rho haoM. kBaI–kBaI tao
]sakao eosaa lagata ik yaid yah paosTkaD- ]sako pasa naa
Aae tao vah Aagao kuC BaI ilaK naa pae. vaOsao vah yah BaI
jaanata qaa ik ]saka eosaa saaocanaa ek AMQaivaSvaasa sao
AiQak kuC BaI nahIM qaa prMtu eosaa AMQaivaSvaasa ijasasao
vyai@t kao p`orNaa imalatI hao¸ ivaSvaasa krnao yaaogya
haota hO. paosTkaD- ko Axar–Axar kao ek baar puna: Apnao
maanasa maoM ibazakr AinamaoYa nao ApnaI saayaikla ]za[-
AaOr ']jaagar' ko dF,tr kI Aaor baZ, calaa. kuC hI samaya
maoM Apnao laoK kao bagala maoM dbaae vah rakoSa jaI ko
saamanao KD,a qaa. ]sanao laoK kao rakoSa jaI ko Aagao
baZ,ayaa¸ rakoSa nao AinamaoYa kI AaMKaoM maoM AaMKoM
Dalato hue kha¸
"Aro¸ yao Kod saiht ka pcaa- tao hTa doto. iktnaI
baar samaJaayaa hO tumhoM ik tuma hmaaro poToMT laoKk
hao¸ magar tuma maanato nahIM hao. baDo, p~aoM maoM Cpnao
ko ilae baD,a naama¸ baD,I jaana phcaana ka haonaa bahut
AavaSyak hO. ilaÔaÔa vaapsa Aanao pr haonao vaalao duK
sao maOM BaI piricat hUM, pr eosao hI kao[- p`omacaMd
qaaoD,o hI bana jaata hO. doKUM tao @yaa ilaKa hO tumharI
Aaga ]galatI Qaardar klama nao¸ hmama , , ,ihMdu
mauislama baiZyaa hO¸ Cp jaaegaa¸ yao laao Baa[- hmaara
AaSaIvaa-d." [tnaa khto hue ]nhaoMnao dao saaO Épe
AinamaoYa kao pkD,a ide. AinamaoYa Épe laokr caupcaap
Apnao Gar kI Aaor cala pD,a.
AinamaoYa
ko jaIvana maoM ek AaOr baD,a hI mah%vapUNa- p`aNaI qaa¸
]saka makana mailak baabaUlaala jaao ]sako kmaro ko
saamanao vaalao kmaro maoM hI rhta qaa. kBaI vah iksaI sao
baaolata tao eosao maanaao kao[- bahut baD,a ehsaana kr
rha hao. ]sakI baatcaIt kao JagaD,o maoM badlato j,yaada
samaya nahIM lagata qaa. ipClao caar mahInaaoM maoM
AinamaoYa kao k[- baar ba<aI jalatI CaoD, donao kI
vajah sao fTkar pD, caukI qaI. kmaro ka ikrayaa paMca saaO
Épe qaa¸ kmaro ko Alaavaa ek kusaI-¸ ek maoja, AaOr ek
tKt BaI ]sa kmaro maoM phlao sao pD,o qao¸ ibajalaI ka
Alaga sao kuC nahIM ilayaa jaata qaa At: yaid baabaUlaala
ibanaa matlaba ba<aI jalatI doK laota tao AagababaUlaa
hao ]zta. [Qar hmaaro laoKk baabaU kao ilaKto–ilaKto
saaonao kI Aadt qaI¸ tao saamanyat: k[- baar laa[-T
bauJaanaa BaUla BaI jaato qao.
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