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 ijatnaa va@t baItta jaa rha hO‚ ]tnaa hI yah savaala maOM
Kud sao baar–baar pUCnao lagaa hUM – @yaaoM imalanaa
caahta hUM ]sasao² @yaaoM ek Anajaana laD,kI ko ilae [tnaI
BaagadaOD, kr rha hUM. ek eosaI laD,kI ko ilae‚ jaao
mauJao jaanatI tk nahIM AaOr jaana BaI lao tao [sa baat kI
kao[- gaarMTI nahIM ik yah phcaana pircaya tk BaI phuMcaogaI
yaa nahIM. maanaa‚ banaanaI ek saMvaodnaSaIla rcanaakar
hO‚ maOcyaaor hO‚ pZ,I–ilaKI hO‚ ]sasao baat krnaa
AcCa lagaogaa‚ laoikna ]sa jaOsaI tao saOkD,aoM hOM‚
hj,aaraoM hOM‚ tao @yaa sabasao , , ,ifr pUCta hUM Kud
sao. [tnaI–[tnaI tao ima~ hOM phlao sao‚ ifr ek AaOr kI
tlaaSa @yaaoM‚ @yaa ek SaadISauda‚ sauMdr va
pZ,I–ilaKI baIvaI ko pit‚ dsa saala kI baccaI ko ipta‚
ek CaoTo–maaoTo AÔsar AaOr CaoTo–maaoTo laoKk kao yah
SaaoBaa dota hO ik vah ek ima~ ko khnao Bar sao ]sakI ima~
kI tlaaSa maoM maara–maara ifro. ijatnaa saaocata hUM‚
]laJana baZ,tI hI jaatI hO.
Agar ]sasao phlao hI idna
maulaakat hao jaatI tao raGavaoMd` ka p~ dokr Cu+I pa laota.
vah ifr imalanaa caahtI tao imala BaI laota‚ laoikna
]sanao na imalanao sao jaao yah ]%saukta AaOr baZ,tI jaa rhI
hO ]sasao imalanao kI‚ ]sasao maorI duivaQaa hI baZ, rhI
hO AaOr ifr raGavaoMd` nao icaT\zI BaI tao [tnaI Aa%maIyata
sao ilaKI hO ik mana krnao lagaa hO – [sa laD,kI sao
maulaakat haonaI hI caaihe. ]sa kiva–mana AnadoKI yauvatI
ko p`it ek AnacaInha–saa Anauraga jaaganao lagaa hO. ifr
raGavaoMd` kI ]sako naama ilaKI icaT\zI Kaolakr pZ,nao lagaa
hUM :
baMba[-‚ 29 ma[-
ip`ya banaanaI‚
bahut laMbao Arsao sao tumasao maora p~acaar CUT gayaa hO‚
pr tumharo BaItr ko saMvaodnaSaIla rcanaakar kI Civa maoro
mana maoM ABaI BaI vaOsaI hI hO. mana hO‚ tumasao imalanaa
hao‚ KUba baatoM haoM AaOr laMbao AMtrala kI ]plaibQayaaoM
kI paoTilayaaM KaolaI‚ idKa[- jaaeM. mana KuiSayaaoM sao
sarabaaor hao jaae. ip`ya SaoKr maoro AiBanna ima~‚ Baa[-
AaOr p`Kr saMBaavanaaSaIla kqaakar hOM. AaOr ]sasao BaI khIM
AiQak ek Pyaaro Baa[-‚ AMtrMga AaOr maoro sahcar. ]nakI
rcanaaeM j,a$r tumharI naj,araoM sao gauj,arI haoMgaI.
Acaanak pta calaa ik mad`asa jaa rho hOM tao tumharI yaad
Aanaa bahut svaaBaaivak hO. [nako saaqa tumharo sauK–du:K
kI phcaana maoro pasa vaOsao hI phuMca jaaegaI‚ jaOsao ik
tuma [nasao imalaaogaI. Saayad nayao Sahr maoM tumhara
saMvaodnaSaIla vyai@t%va [nhoM bahut Apna%va dogaa.
maoro naama Kt ilaKnaa AaOr SaoKr ko haqa Baoja donaa. maOM
lagaatar naaOkiryaaoM ko ca@kr maoM BaTkta rha. jaldI hI
tumhoM Apnaa pta ilaKUMgaa. bahut Baaga daOD, ko karNa hI
p~acaar maoM tumasao ipCD, gayaa. baakI‚ tumharI
]plaibQayaaoM kao bahut pasa sao doKnao ka mana hO.
AaOr @yaa ilaK rhI hao. @yaa
kr rhI hao. Aagao @yaa [rada hO. klak%ta maoM pirvaar kOsaa
hO. p~ daogaI AaOr ZoraoM baatoM ilaKaogaI. sakuSala haogaI.
namaskar.
sasnaoh tumhara
raGavaoMd`
[sa p~ ko
ek–ek Sabd ko pICo ek KUbasaUrt‚ SaalaIna caohra
iJalaimalaata idK rha hO. AlaaOikk saaOMdya- sao idpidpata.
saMvaodnaSaIla vyai@t%va. [sa p~ ko j,airyao AaOr jaao kuC
raGavaoMd` nao batayaa qaa‚ ]sako AaQaar pr maOMnao
banaanaI ko $p‚ saaOMdya-‚ vyai@t%va‚ svaBaava AaOr
yahaM tk ik ]sakI baaOiwkta AaOr klaa%mak AiBaÉica kI BaI
ek tsvaIr–saI banaa laI hO. mana hO‚ jaba BaI ]sasao
imalaUM‚ ApnaI klpnaa ko Anau$p pa}M.
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saoMT
jaO,ivayasa- maoM phuMcanao pr pta calaa hO‚ pd\manaaBana
jaI nahIM hOM. sapirvaar kullaU–manaalaI gae hOM. Agalao
hFto AaeMgao. pta nahIM @yaaoM‚ bahut AiQak inaraSa nahIM
krtI yah Kbar. Saayad pUrI isqaityaaM eosaI banatI calaI
jaaeMgaI ik banaanaI sao maulaakat nahIM hI haogaI. yaa tao
maOM AQabaIca kaoiSaSa CaoD, dUMgaa‚ yaa kao[- AaOr karNa
Aa inaklaogaa. vahaM sao laaOTnao kao hUM ik vahIM kao[-
AaOr p`aQyaapk imala gae hOM. batato hOM–banaanaI yahIM
pZ,atI hOM. p@ka tao pta nahIM‚ laoikna Saayad egmaaor
maoM vaa[ºDblyaUºsaIºeº ko ha^sTla maoM rhtI hOM. vahIM
ek baar pta krko doK laoM. ]naka bahut–bahut AaBaar
maanata hUM.
tao² Aba² saD,k pr KD,a saaoca rha hUM–tao imasa
banaanaI caËvatI-‚ Aap hmaoM imalao ibanaa jaanao nahIM
doMgaI. GaD,I doKta hUM–saaZ,o Aaz. vahaM
phuMcato–phuMcato naaO baja jaaeMgao. @yaa ek SarIÔ
laD,kI sao phlaI baar ]sako ha^sTla maoM imalanao jaanao ka
va@t hO yah. @yaa pta‚ sTaf hI na imalanao do. laoikna Aba
jaba pta cala gayaa hO ]saka‚ tao imala hI ilayaa jaae.
jaao BaI haonaa hO‚ Aaja hI hao lao. imalao yaa na imalao.
Aaja hI inapTa idyaa jaae yah maamalaa. vaOsao BaI vaapsaI
maoM isaÔ- tIna idna bacao hOM.
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vahaM Agalaa
sadmaa maora [Mtj,aar kr rha hO. [sa naama kI kao[- laD,kI
yahaM nahIM rhtI. mauJao AjaIba–saa mahsaUsa haonao lagaa
hO. ekdma toja, Pyaasa laga Aa[- hO. yah @yaa maj,aak hO.
baIca–baIca maoM Acaanak yah @yaa hao jaata hO ik vah ek
jagah haotI hO AaOr dUsarI jagah sao gaayaba hao jaatI hO.
ifr AgalaI jagah ifr p`kT hao jaatI hO. @lak- sao pUCta
hUM–ja,ra AcCI trh doKkr bataeM – Saayad kuC Arsaa phlao
tk rhtI rhI hao. vah mauJao AjaIba inagaahaoM sao GaUrta hO.
maOM ]sakI prvaah nahIM krta. yah AaiKrI pD,ava hO jahaM
banaanaI kao haonaa caaihe. Agar vah yahaM nahIM hO tao ifr
khIM nahIM hO. vah rijasTr ko pnnao plaT kr manaa kr rha hO
– [Md paona [Mgao [rkridllao , , ,yahaM nahIM rhtI yah
laD,kI.
Aba maOM [sa ha^sTla ko irsaoPSana maoM Éknao–na Éknao
kI halat maoM KD,a hUM. @lak- fUT ilayaa hO. hao sakta hO‚
banaanaI yahIM rhtI Aa[- hao‚ Aba na rhtI hao. [na galsa-
ha^sTlaaoM ko inayama BaI tao kuC eosao hI haoto hOM.
j,yaada–sao–j,yaada ek saala‚ dao saala. @lak- nao BaI
tao yahI kha hO‚ nahIM rhtI. Agar rhtI qaI tao Aba khaM
ga[-. kuC tao pta calao. laoikna pUCUM iksasao. [tnao maoM
mauJao duivaQaa maoM doK ek laD,kI Kud Aagao Aa[- hO –
iksao pUC rho hOM sarÆ
]saI ko
saamanao pUra ikssaa bayaana krta hUM. yah BaI pUCta hUM ik
[saI saMsqaa ka AaOr kao[- BaI ha^sTla hO @yaa Aasa–pasa.
batatI hO laD,kI – ha^sTla tao yahI hO Alaba%ta‚
banaanaI , , ,dao–ek laD,ikyaaM AaOr jauT Aa[- hOM. vahIM
irsaoPSana maoM [Mtj,aar krnao ko ilae khtI hOM – ABaI pta
krko bataeMgaI‚ puranaI ha^sTlasa- sao‚ Aayaa sao‚
vaa^camaOna sao.
maOM AjaIba–saI halat maoM vahIM baOza hUM. yah maOM @yaa
kr rha hUM. yah kaOna–saa trIka hO iksaI kao Kaojanao kaÆ
idmaaga, K,raba hao gayaa hO @yaaÆ imala BaI ga[- vah tao
kaOna–saI ËaMit hao jaaegaI. maOM hI tao saaro kamakaja
CaoD,kr ]sasao imalanao ko ilae maara–maara ifr rha hUM.
Agar imala BaI ga[- AaOr ]sanao "Aaoh‚ qaOM@sa‚
saao naa[sa Aa^f yaU. Aap Aae‚ bahut AcCa lagaa."
khkr saMbaMQa pr‚ maulaakat pr vahIM fula sTa^p lagaa
idyaa tao. @yaa kr laUMgaa maOM tbaÆ
maOM ek
JaTko sao ]z KD,a haota hUM. nahIM imalanaa mauJao ]sasao.
Aba AaOr baovakUÔI nahIM k$Mgaa. calanao kao hI hUM ik ek
laD,kI BaagatI hu[- Aa[- hO – sar Aap hI , , ,imasa
banaanaI sao , , ,maOM ]sakI trÔ doKta hUM – tao , ,
,@yaa , , ,yah laD,kI , , ,banaanaI "sar‚ vah maorI
$mamaoT qaI. Aba yahaM nahIM rhtI. ]sako ek AMkla T/aMsaÔr
haokr Aae qao‚ dao–tIna mahInao phlao. Aba vah ]nhIM ko
saaqa rhtI hO‚ ma[laapur maoM."
laao. ek AaOr pta. laMbaI saaMsa laota hUM. calaao yahI
sahI. ]sasao pta pUCta hUM‚ pta ]sako pasa nahIM hO. isaÔ-
]sao CaoD,nao ga[- qaI TO@saI maoM. tBaI doKa qaa ]sako
AMkla ka FlaOT. haM‚ laaokoSana bata saktI hO. vah
kaga,ja, pr D/a krko laaokoSana batatI hO. saoMqaaoma caca-.
]sako zIk saamanao ek itmaMijalaI [maart. ibalakula saÔod
rMga kI. ga`a]MD Flaaor pr baayaIM trÔ ka phlaa FlaOT.
drvaaja,o pr pItla kI naoma PlaoT. AMkla ka naama yaad
nahIM‚ laoikna vao BaI caËvatI-. kaÔI hO maoro ilae.
jaa}M yaa na jaa}M‚ baad kI baat hO.
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Aba vaapsaI
maoM isaÔ- dao idna bacao hOM. ifr duivaQaa maoM pD, gayaa
hUM. jaa}M yaa nahIM. kla daobaara ]nhIM sqaanaIya laoKk
ima~aoM sao imalanao calaa gayaa‚ ijanasao tIna idna phlao
hI imalaa qaa. vahI–vahI samasyaaeM‚ vahI–vahI raonaa
ik yahaM sabasao Alaga–qalaga baOzo hOM‚ hmaaro ilaKo
kao kao[- naaoiTsa nahIM laota. AaOr rcanaaAaoM ko naama pr
saba kuC baasaI puranaa–puranaa–saa. Aaja KalaI hUM. ifr
banaanaI ko #yaala Aa rho hOM. Aba BaI imalanao nahIM gayaa
tao AÔsaaosa haota rhogaa. [tnaI kaoiSaSa kI‚ BaagadaOD,
kI AaOr maMij,ala ka pta pUCkr laaOT Aayaa. ifr raGavaoMd`
saunaogaa tao hMsaogaa.
dUsara mana
khta hO – Aba bacao hI isaÔ- dao idna hOM. Agar [na dao
idnaaoM maoM dao baar BaI maulaakat hao jaae tao ganaImat.
Aba tao Gar–pirvaar maoM hO. pta nahIM kOsao laaoga
haoM‚ Gar pr kaOna–kaOna haoMÆ laoikna ek AaiKrI
kaoiSaSa krko doK laonao maoM hja,- @yaa hOÆ tya kr laota
hUM‚ jaanaa hI caaihe.
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Gar
ibalakula AasaanaI sao imala gayaa hO. drvaaja,o pr saaÔ–sauqarI
camaktI hu[- pItla kI naoma PlaoT lagaI hO–Da^ºcaMdna caËvatI-.
GaMTI pr hlko sao haqa rKta hUM. qaaoD,a [Mtj,aar. Aba yahaM
phuMcakr BaI vah phlao vaalaI }hapaoh nahIM rhI hO‚ jaao
caar–paMca idna phlao tk qaI. [tnaa tao BaTka idyaa hO [sa
laD,kI nao ik imalanao na imalanao ko baIca ka AMtrala hI
imaT gayaa hO.
drvaaja,a ek maihlaa nao Kaolaa hO‚ inaScaya hI AaMTI
haoMgaI‚ namaskar krko batlaata hUM – baMba[- sao Aayaa
hUM‚ banaanaI AaOr maoro ek ka^mana ÍoMD hOM raGavaoMd`.
yahaM Aa rha qaa tao ]nhIM nao pta idyaa qaa banaanaI ka.
pUCto–pUCto yahaM tk Aa phuMcaa hUM.
vao baD,o Pyaar sao AMdr baulaatI hOM. ibazatI hOM. dao–ek
GarolaU naama pukartI hOM. pla Bar maoM ]nako pit AaOr dao
laD,ikyaaM D/a[Mga $ma maoM Aa jauTo hOM. laD,ikyaaoM kao
doKkr saaocata hUM–kaOna–saI haonaI caaihe banaanaI
[namaoM sao. ek laMbaI–ptlaI–saI hO‚ Ganao baala‚
AaMKaoM pr caSmaa‚ haqa maoM iktaba‚ dUsarI gaa]na maoM
hO. Saayad rsaao[- ka kama CaoD,kr calaI Aa[- hO. qaaoD,I
saaMvalaI‚ dUsarI sao baD,I‚ KUbasaUrt
caohra–maaohra‚ phlaI hI naj,ar maoM ja,hIna haonao ka
saubaUt dota huAa.
maihlaa
]nhoM maoro baaro maoM batatI hO‚ sabakao AaScaya- haota
hO maora [tnaa saaomaaMcakarI Kaoja AiBayaana saunakr. maorI
]%saukta baZ,nao lagaI hO – batayaa @yaaoM nahIM jaa rha
– [namaoM sao banaanaI kaOna–saI hO. vaOsao maorI #yaala
sao gaa]na vaalaI hI haonaI caaihe. yaa @yaa pta‚ [na
daonaaoM maoM sao hao hI nahIM.
AaMTI phlao baMgalaa maoM Sau$ krko‚ ifr ihMdI maoM batatI
hOM – "banaanaI klak%ta ga[- hu[- hO. ]sakI maaM ka
Aa^proSana huAa qaa‚ ]sako ilae ga[- qaI. [saI saMDo rat
kao vaapsa Aa rhI hO. Aap maMDo AaeMgao tao j,a$r maulaakat
hao jaaegaI‚ Aap j,a$r Aanaa."
"tao imasa banaanaI caËvatI." maOM AaiKrI JaTko
sao ]barnao kI kaoiSaSa krta hUM – Aap nahIM hI imalaIM.
mana–hI–mana mauskrata hUM. Aba [na laaogaaoM kao kOsao
bata}M ik maorI gaaD,I ko jaanao ka va@t BaI lagaBaga vahI
hO‚ jaao banaanaI ko Aanao ka hO.
calanao ko ilae ]zta hUM‚ laoikna AadoSa saunaa idyaa
gayaa hO – iDnar ko ibanaa nahIM jaanao idyaa jaaegaa.
banaanaI nahIM hO tao @yaa huAa‚ Gar tao ]saI ka hO.
baOz jaata hUM. Aba sabasao pircaya krayaa jaata hO. CaoTI
vaalaI barKa baIºeº maoM‚ baD,I vaalaI SyaamalaI emaºeºmaoM.
daonaaoM banaanaI dI kI ja,bardst fOna. SyaamalaI BaI ilaKtI
hO. CpI BaI hOM ]sakI rcanaaeM. yao laaoga k[- saala
[laahabaad rho hOM‚ [sailae k[- laoKkaoM sao pircaya rha
hO.
Sau$–Sau$ maoM ATpTa mahsaUsa krta rha‚ laoikna jaba
pUra caËvatI- pirvaar [tnao sahja‚ Aa%maIya AaOr Kulaopna
ko saaqa baat krnao lagaa tao maorI BaItrI gaaMzoM Kulanao
lagaIM. maOMnao doKa‚ ]na laaogaaoM kI hr tIsarI baat maoM
banaanaI ka ij,aË j,a$r Aata qaa. maOM baar–baar Kud kao
kaosanao lagaa – eosao va@t @yaaoM Aayaa² ek tao pUro
Sahr kI pirËmaa krko ]sako Gar tk phuMcaa AaOr yahaM , ,
,]sasao imalanaa iktnaa sauKd haota.
]sa pirvaar
maoM dao–tIna GaMTo baOza rha. A%yaMt SaalaIna‚ sausaMsÌt
laaoga. baohd Aa%maIya. jaba calanao ko ilae [jaaj,at caahI
tao Aaga`h ikyaa gayaa‚ ek baar ifr Aa}M. ]nako saaqa ek
AaOr Saama ibata}M. maOM hMsakr rh jaata hUM. ifr pUCa jaata
hO – banaanaI ko ilae kao[- maOsaoja donaa caahoMgao. ek
[cCa haotI hO–raGavaoMd` ko p~ ko saaqa ApnaI trÔ sao dao
laa[naoM ilaKkr do dUM‚ laoikna Tala jaata hUM. drvaaja,o
sao baahr Aato–Aato Acaanak pUC baOzta hUM – @yaa maOM
banaanaI ka kmara doK sakta hUM.
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