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maaoiht
nao Aba na isaÔ- AaMKoM baMd kr laI qaIM¸ Aiptu roSamaa
kI gaaodI maoM sar rKkr psar BaI cauka qaa vah. roSamaI
saaD,I kI sarsarahT baadlaaoM sao kma raomaaMcak nahIM qaI¸
AaOr AaMcala sao ]ztI vah rat kI mahk ek naSao–saI ABaI
BaI ]sako Aasapasa hI qaI¸ mahk jaao mana ko iksaI caaor
kaonao kao ]Woilat tao kr rhI qaI prMtu baaMQa nahIM pa
rhI qaI ]sao. "sar dbaa dMU" – SarmaatI
sakucaatI p%naI nao QaD,kto idla sao maaqao kao sahlaayaa
AaOr pit kI baocaOnaI kao pZ,to hue baohd Pyaar ko saaqa
pUCa. samaJa nahIM pa rhI qaI roSamaa ik kOsao daonaaoM ko
baIca psarI [sa zMDI cauPpI kao taoD,oÆ
maaoiht
nao javaaba ide bagaOr hI¸ kuhinayaaoM ko naIcao sao
caaor naja,r doKa AaOr GaUmakr saao gayaa. iktnao gahro
rMga ko kpD,o phnatI hO , , ,AaOr ]f\ yah maaMga– iktnaI
laMbaI AaOr laala BartI hO¸ maanaao eosaa na kro tao
bagala sao hI kao[- ]za lao jaaegaa¸ ABaI AaOr turMt. Aba
na tao kao[- baat saunanao ka mana qaa ]saka AaOr naa hI
javaaba donao ka. yahI nahIM¸ turMt hI¸ mana hI mana
]sanao roSamaa kI tulanaa spMdna sao kr DalaI AaOr
inaYkYa- pr BaI phMuca gayaa– nahIM¸ kao[- tulanaa
nahIM daonaaoM maoM¸ khaM vaao sauK- rsaIlao haozaoM pr
rMBaa–saI capla mauskana AaOr khaM yah , , ,"jaI
maOM Aba Aapko ilae @yaa kr saktI hMU" vaalaa vahI
AadSa- p%naI ka iGasaa–ipTa BaartIya AMdaja, jaao Saayad
p``omavaSa nahIM¸ kt-vyadxa hI j,yaada hO ifr jaao ]sakI
hO¸ ijasao kBaI BaI haisala ikyaa jaa sakta hO¸ ]sako
saaqa kOsaa raomaaMsaÆ maaoiht haoMz ibacakato hue
saaocanao pr majabaUr qaa ik Asala maoM tao vaOinasa p%naI
ko saaqa Aanao kI jagah hI nahIM. nahIM¸ yah spMdna kI
barabarI nahIM kr saktI. }ba cauka qaa vah ibalaasapur kI
roSamaa sao¸ ]sako sahvaasa sao. Aayaa hI @yaaoM vah
yahaM pr – Asala maoM tao SaadI hI @yaaoM kI ]sanao AaOr
Agar kr BaI laI qaI tao @yaa ja,$rt qaI [tnao pOsao Kca-
krnao kI AaOr hnaImaUna ko [sa falatU lafD,o maoM pD,nao
kIÆ hOrana qaa vah ApnaI ija,MdgaI pr , , ,kiqat [sa
hnaImaUna pr ijasamaoM maUna tao qaa pr hnaI baMUd Bar BaI
nahIM.
pit kI
zMDI Aah sao roSamaa ka ]%saah AaOr ]maD,ta snaoh¸
daonaaoM hI Baap–Baap itraoiht hao gae , , ,ima~ta sao
doKao tao jaga ima~ hO AaOr ifr pit tao Ananya saKa hO–
jaIvana saaqaI hO¸ yahI tao jaanaa samaJaa qaa ]sanao
ApnaI baIsa vaYa- kI ijaM,dgaI maoM ifr @yaaoM Aaja hr
pZ,I–samaJaI baat baohd iktabaI laga rhI qaI roSamaa kaoÆ
ijatnaa vah pit ko pasa jaanao ka p`yaasa krtI ]tnaa hI
vah ]sasao dUr iCTkta jaa rha qaa. @yaa yahI vah vyai@t hO
ijasako Baraosao AkolaI hI sabakao CaoD, vah [sa prdosa
maoM¸ [tnaI dUr calaI Aa[- hOÆ @yaa yahI vah vyai@t hO
ijasako saaqa AajaIvana rhnaa hO ]sao–AaSaMikt AaOr
]Woilat qaI vah BaivaYya kao laokr– pit kI Anamayaskta
kao laokr. @yaa kuC Kud ]samaoM yaa ]sako vyavahar maoM hI
kmaI rh ga[- yaa ifr ]sako $p yaa maata–ipta Wara ide
gae dana–dhoja maoM , , ,eosaa tao nahIM lagata [naka
svaBaava jaao [sa vajah sao [tnao ]dasaIna haoÆ khIM
baomaola SaadI tao nahIM yah ]nakI – @yaa vah CaoTo Sahr
maoM plaI–baZ,I roSamaa isakMd¸ [sa laayak nahIM ik
[MglaOMD maoM basao maaoiht kpUr kao KuSa rK paeÆ CaoTo
Sahr maoM plaI–baZ,I qaI tao @yaa¸ AcCI iSaxaa dI hO
maaM baap nao ]sao¸ AcCo saMskar BaI ide hOM AaOr yah $p
– [sao doKkr hI tao maaoiht kI maaM Kud hI irSta laokr
phMucaI qaI ]sako Gar pr. ifr pit ka yah $Kapna yah
Anamayaskta @yaaoM , , ,hOrana qaI roSamaa Kudpr. ]sao
laganao lagaa ik khIM yah KuSaI bahut pasa Aakr dUr tao
nahIM hao jaaegaI ]sasao¸ ibalkula vaOsao hI jaOsao ik
nadI ko iknaaro KD,I vao klaa%mak [maartoM¸ vao KUbasaUrt
iKD,ikyaaoM ko baahr sajao
rMga ibarMgao fUla¸ ]sakI trÔ doKkr mauskurato AaOr
lalacaato hOM AaOr ifr Agalao pla hI AaMKaoM sao AaoJala
BaI hao jaato hOM. pr pit ek Anajaana [maart KUbasaUrt
maMja,r tao nahIM¸ jaao caupcaap AaMKaoM sao yaaoM
AaoJala hao jaanao do vahÆ
mana maoM
Anaayaasa hI ihlaaor laotI¸ hr AcCI baurI saaoca kao
kabaU maoM kr ek baar ifrsao roSamaa nao Apnaa saara
Qyaana vaOinasa kI ]sa KUbasaUrt Saama kI trÔ maaoD,
idyaa. falatU maoM hI jaanao @yaa–@yaa saaocanao laga
jaatI hO vah. vahI jaanao–phcaanao fUla pxaI QartI
AakaSa hI tao hOM yahaM BaI¸ @yaa nahIM hO ]sako pasa.
iktnaI laD,ikyaaM [tnaI saaOBaagyaSaalaI haotI hOM jaao
pit ko saaqa [na saMudr doSa AaOr SahraoM maoM GaUma patI
hOMÆ bahtI pnaIlaI hvaa AaOr ]sa saaOMdya- kao ApnaI
]naIdI AaMKaoM maoM samaoTo–saMBaalao rat ko AMQaoro sao
BaI j,yaada raomaaMcak gahro naIlao snaao D/aPsa maoM DUba
jaanaa caahtI qaI vah Aba. Acaanak hI saamanao KD,I laala
p%qar kI Bavya [maart ko itkaonao kMgaUro pr AaMKoM jaa
ATkIM. kao[- myaUija,yama hI haogaa ja,$r¸ roSamaa nao
saaocaa AaOr baD,I hsart sao ek–ek caIja, kao mana maoM
]tarnao lagaI. iktnaa SaaOk hO ]sao myaUija,yama AaOr AaT-
gaOlairyaaoM maoM GaUmanao ka – papa haoto tao ija,d BaI
krtI pr maaoiht sao kOsao khoÆ
vah tao
calanao sao phlao hI sacaot kr cauka qaa "basa tIna
idna ko ilae hI jaa rho hOM hma¸ myaUija,yama AaOr AaT-
gaOlarI vagaOrh ko ca@kr maoM mat pD,naa¸ kao[- SaaOk
nahIM mauJao [na jagahaoM ka– TaoTla vaosT Aa^f
Ta[ma." pUrI kI pUrI ipClaI dao ratoM ksaInaao AaOr
naa[T @laba maoM jaaga–jaagakr inakalanao ko baad¸
vaOsao BaI ]%saah AaOr manaaobala daonaaoM hI tao nahIM
bacao qao Aba roSamaa ko pasa. yaaoM hI basa caupcaap
gaMDaolao pr laoTkr vaOinasa GaUmanao kI hI Sai@t rh ga[-
qaI qako tna AaOr mana maoM.
ijaroimayama¸
naOsT/oiSayama puToinayaa¸ ibajaI ilajaI– caaraoM trÔ
dmaktI inayaaona laa[T sao spQaa- krto mahkto dmakto vao
fUla saIQao AaMKaoM sao mana maoM ]tr rho qao prMtu
maaoiht tao ]nhoM doK–doKkr AaOr BaI ]Woilat hI haota
jaa rha qaa. [na fUlaaoM ko baIca maoM BaI tao vahI baOzI
mauskura rhI qaI – haM vahI¸ spMdna. khIM kuC ibaKr TUT
na jaae¸ [sailae plakaoM maoM samaoTkr ek baar ifrsao
AaMKoM baMd kr laIM ]sanao. Apnao hI KyaalaaoM maoM DUbaa
maaoiht pasa haokr BaI ]sako saaqa nahIM qaa¸ roSamaa yah
baat AcCI trh sao jaana caukI qaI.
bahtI hvaa
sauraoM kI baaOCar krtI gaMDaolao kao dUr bahae lao jaa
rhI qaI¸ vaOsao hI jaOsao ik ivaMDao baa^@sa sao JaaMkto
vao rMga–ibarMgao fUla mauskura–mauskurakr pasa Aato
AaOr turMt hI pkD, sao dUr BaI hao jaato. vaOsao hI¸
jaOsao ik spMdna maaoiht ko jaIvana maoM Aa[- AaOr ifr dUr
bahut dUr calaI ga[-. ]sao yaaoM Aba Baulaa panaa¸ zhrava
kI caaoTI sao baocaOna trMgaaoM maoM DUbanaa– Aasaana
tao nahIM maaoiht ko ilae. vah tao yah BaI nahIM jaanata
ik spMdna khaM AaOr kOsaI hO AaOr Aba ]sako baaro maoM
@yaa saaocatI hO. pr kro BaI tao @yaa kro¸ va@t hI khaM
imala payaa qaa ]sao Apnao mana kao spMdna ko Aagao spYT
krnao ka. maaM ka yaaoM turMt hI baImaarI ka bahanaa krko
Acaanak hI ]sao idllaI vaapsa baulaa laonaa¸ ifr phMucato
hI marnao sao phlao bahU kao doKnao kI #vaaihSa maoM
lagaatar raoto hI rhnaa , , ,igana–iganakr dUr–draja,
ko irSto–naato vaalaaoM ko AaOr pasa pD,aosa ko hr
laayak baoTo kI¸ saaoto–jaagato idnarat duha[- donaa¸
baar–baar hI batlaanaa ik kOsao maaM–baap kI KuSaI ko
ilae caupcaap SaadI kr laI ]nhaoMnao¸ ibanaa iksaI
ivaraoQa yaa maIna–maoK ko. kao[- kma pZ,o ilaKo tao
nahIM qao vao BaI¸ basa maaM baap kI [j,j,at krnaa
jaanato qao. va@t kI kImat jaanato qao. yah SaadI byaah
vagaOrh¸ ]ma`` ko haoto hI AcCo lagato hOM¸ tIsa ko pozo
maoM Aa gayaa hO vah BaI tao Aba– @yaa AQabaUZ,a haokr¸
]nako marnao ko baad hI SaadI ko ilae haM khogaa vah AbaÆ
@yaa ]nakI iksmat maoM bahU ka sauK nahIMÆ
paoto–paoityaaoM ka sauK nahIMÆ
jaOsaa
maaM baap AaOr baD,aoM nao kha¸ vaOsaa hI kr laonaa¸
yahI ek laayak AaOlaad kI phcaana hO. ]sao BaI maana
jaanaa caaihe. ivaraoQa nahIM krnaa caaihe maaM baap ka.
maaM hO AaiKr¸ duSmana tao nahIM¸ @yaaoM ivaSvaasa nahIM
krta vah ]naprÆ AaOr [sa trh sao saaocanao AaOr samaJanao
ka va@t hI khaM idyaa qaa maaM nao ]saoÆ idnarat ko
klapnao AaOr ]laahnaaoM sao Gabarakr , , ,inarMtr bahto
AaMsauAaoM maoM DUbakr¸ tMga maaoiht nao hiqayaar Dala hI
tao ide qao. haM kr dI qaI. Baulaa idyaa qaa spMdna kao
AaOr ]sako saaqa doKo ]sa manacaaho BaivaYya ko hr sapnao
kao. lao Aayaa qaa p%naI banaakr maaM Wara psaMd kI hu[-
ibalaasapur kI [sa roSamaa kao. pr Aaja tk tao [sako saaqa
kao[- maanaisak yaa haid-k tartmya baOz nahIM payaa ]saka.
daoYa nahIM do rha – vah laD,kI AcCI hO AaOr hr trh
sao Qyaana BaI rKtI hO ]saka. basa spMdna kao hI nahIM
BaUla pa rha vah. ]sakI jagah nahIM do pa rha [sao. [tnaa
Aasaana tao nahIM plaBar maoM hI Anajaanao kao p%naI AaOr
p``oyasaI ko $p maoM svaIkar laonaa. maaM nao BaI tao hd
kr dI qaI jaldbaajaI maoM. Aanana–fanana hI tao saaro
[Mtja,ama kr Dalao qao– laD,kI¸ SaadI¸ GaaoD,a¸
baOMDbaajaa saBaI. AaOr dja-naaoM dUr pasa ko jauTae vao
irStodar¸ pUra hI jaulaUsa inakala idyaa qaa ]saka. eosaa
nahIM ik AcCa nahIM lagaa qaa ]sao yah saba. kuC idna ko
ilae tao vaak[- maoM BaUla BaI gayaa qaa vah spMdna kao.
spMdna jaao idna rat ]sako saaqa rhtI qaI¸ yaadaoM maoM
hI sahI¸ Aaja BaI ]sakI baohd ApnaI qaI.
saamanao
mauskurato sauK- dhkto ]na fUlaaoM kao doKkr ek baar
ifrsao spMdna hI tao yaad Aa rhI qaI ]sao. yaad Aa rha qaa
ik yahI tao qaa ]saka manapsaMdIda rMga AaOr fbata BaI tao
KUba qaa ]sako gaaoro gaulaabaI AMgaaoM pr. Kao cauka qaa
vah ]sa mahktI hvaa maoM baadlaaoM–saa Aavaara ]D,ta–
bahtI pnaIlaI yaadaoM kao¸ ]sa saaOMdya- kao ApnaI
}dI–}dI AaMKaoM maoM samaoTta sahojata. pta nahIM
AaMsauAaoM ka QaMuQalaapna qaa yaa mana maoM jala rhI AaËaoSa
kI vah Aigna¸ AakaSa hI nahIM pUra vaOinasa hI klauCayaa
AaOr maTmaOlaa laga rha qaa ]sao.
pr roSamaa
kI KulaI AaOr ivaismat AaMKaoM ko saamanao tao ek nayaa
AaOr AakYa-k saMsaar baahoM fOlaae KD,a qaa– yaUraop
AaOr vaOinasa¸ daonaaoM sao hI phlaI phcaana qaI ]sakI.
ek–ek dRSya kao baD,I hI t%prta AaOr saMlagnata ko saaqa
maanasa pTla pr AaOr kOmaro maoM sahoja–sahojakr rKtI
jaa rhI qaI vah. Acaanak hI ek kbaUtrI jaanao khaM sao
]D,tI hu[- Aa[- AaOr nadI ko iknaaro KD,I Bavya pqarIlaI
]sa [maart ko ek baohd AakYa-k AaOr Gaumaavadar kMgaUro pr
jaa baOzI. pICo–pICo ]D,ta kbaUtr BaI vahIM Aa gayaa
AaOr maada ko [d-–igad- hI maMDranao lagaa¸ baocaOna
AaOr fD,kta huAa. pr [tnaI dUr sao kOsao phcaana ilayaa
]sanao ik jaao phlao Aa[- vah kbaUtrI qaI AaOr jaao
gauTrgaMU krta¸ Aagao pICo Saao Aa^^Ô ike jaa rha hO¸
vah kbaUtr hO , , ,]laTa BaI tao hao sakta hO. nahIM yahI
kbaUtr hO AaOr jaao SaaMt caupcaap baOzI hO¸ vahI kbaUtrI
hO. roSamaa nao ApnaI Anaayaasa ]ztI ija&asaa ka baD,I
hI sahjata sao samaaQaana kr ilayaa qaa. @yaa–@yaa
saaocanao lagaI hO vah BaI , , ,hMsaI Aa rhI qaI ]sao
ApnaI baotukI saaoca pr. maanaa ivaVaqaI- jaIvana maoM
AamaUmana eosaa hI haota qaa ik laD,ko hI laD,ikyaaoM ka
pICa krto qao pr ja,$rI tao nahIM ik hmaoSaa hI eosao hI
haota hao¸ saBaI nar maada tao eosao nahIM haoto¸ ]sako
maaoiht kao hI lao laao iktnaa SaaMt AaOr tTsqa hO¸ kBaI
eosao baocaOna haokr nahIM macalata¸ gauTrgaMU nahIM
krta. gaulaabaI pD,to gaalaaoM kao hqaoilayaaoM sao Cupae
roSamaa jaanao khaM–khaM BaTk rhI qaI. kbaUtr yaugala
sao Qyaana hTakr ek baar ifr pit kao doKa jaao ]sasao AaOr
]sako KyaalaaoM sao pUrI trh sao inarasa@t ABaI BaI ApnaI
hI duinayaa maoM ivacar rha qaa. na roSamaa ka saaqa
lauBaa pa rha qaa ]sao AaOr na hI vaOinasa ka vah AlhD,
Clakta yaaOvana. saamanao gaMDalaaoM pr¸ puilayaa ko
naIcao AaOr pUlaaoM ko }pr¸ haqa maoM haqa Dalao maadk
naja,raoM sao ek dUsaro maoM Kaoe yaugala GaUma rho qao.
AailaMganabaw yaugala– gaaorI TaMgaoM¸ gaulaabaI haoMz
AaOr naSaIlaI AaMKoM iJalaimala¸ sabakuC hI ek dUsaro
maoM gaMuqaa huAa AaOr gaDmaD. sakrI pqarIlaI gailayaaM
AaOr ]nasao Aato vao khkho AaOr ]llaasa ko saur¸
mana–saa hI AaMK imacaaOlaI Kolata¸ fUlaaoM–saa hI
tao naajauk AaOr saMudr maahaOla qaa caaraoM trÔ.
Kud ApnaI
hI saaoca ka maja,ak ]D,ato ZIz ek AaMsaU kao caaor
]MgalaI sao paoMCtI roSamaa nahIM caahtI qaI ik pit ko
Aagao kmaja,aor pD,o. nayaI navaolaI dulhna ko Bar–Bar
haqa caUD,aoM kao Anamayask haqaaoM sao yaaoM hI Aagao
pICo GaumaatI¸ ek baar ifr saamanao KD,I [maart kao
doKnao lagaI vah. tIna KUbasaUrt maUit-yaaM kMgaUro ko
Agala–bagala KD,I bahut hI maaohk AMdaja, sao ]sao hI
doKo jaa rhI qaIM. ek ko haqa maoM klaSa qaa¸ dUsaro
kMQao pr baalak AaOr tIsarI Aagao Cukkr igarta huAa
AaMcala saMBaala rhI qaI. tInaaoM hI maUit-yaaoM ka
AMdaja, baohd saQaa¸ traSaa huAa va AakYa-k qaa. p%qar
maoM BaI maaMsala SarIr po ilapTo ptlao kpD,o kI ]na
ek–ek baocaOna salavaTaoM kao bahut hI KUbasaUrtI sao
traSaa qaa klaakar nao. ja,$r hI myaUija,yama haogaa yah¸
roSamaa nao ek baar ifrsao saaocaa. mana myaUija,yama ko
AMdr jaanao kao macalanao lagaa. klaakaraoM ka doSa hO
[TlaI AaOr yahaM Aanao kI maa~ saunakr hI iktnaa KuSa hu[-
qaI roSamaa– FlaaoroMsa raoma¸ vaOinasa saba GaUmaogaI
vah AaOr jaao iktabaaoM maoM doKa qaa ApnaI AaMKaoM sao
doK paegaI– iktnao idvaa svaPna doKo qao ]sanao [na
[maartaoM kao laokr¸ Kud sao hI [-Yyaa- kr baOzI qaI vah
Aa%maivaBaaor ]na plaaoM maoM. prMtu maaoiht tao phlao hI
manaa kr cauka qaa¸ baar–baar samaJaa cauka qaa ]sao.
mana maarto hue roSamaa nao qaka sar GauTnao pr rK ilayaa
AaOr klpnaa kI baOsaaKI ko saharo hI myaUija,yama ko AMdr
GaUmanao lagaI. "maanaa mauJao [na AaT- gaOlairyaaoM
AaOr myaUija,yama maoM kao[- Éica nahIM. yaaoM va@t AaOr
pOsaa barbaad krnaa AcCa nahIM lagata¸ prMtu tumhoM nahIM
raokMUgaa maOM. Agar tuma jaanaa hI caahtI hao tao jaa
saktI hao. maOM yahIM [Mtja,ar krta hMU." maaoiht nao
plaTkr roSamaa sao kha. roSamaa kao yaad qaa ik kla BaI
tao maaorolaao glaasa fO@TrI ko Saao $ma maoM AkolaI hI
GaUmaI qaI vah. ek sao ek AakYa-k caIja,aoM kao doKtI¸ pr
ibanaa iksaI ko saaqa sauK¸ ivasmaya¸ saaOMdya- AaOr ]sa
klaa kao baaMTo bagaOr hI. iksaI sao kuC kho yaa batae
bagaOr hI. AjanaibayaaoM ko [sa Sahr maoM inataMt AkolaI
pD, ga[- qaI vah – Kud Apnaa hI rasta ZMUZ,tI AaOr
BaTktI. vaOsao BaI qako SarIr AaOr mana maoM Sai@t hI khaM
qaI¸ jaao kuC GaUma yaa doK pae vah AaOr vah BaI ek baar
ifr vaOsao hI Akolao–Akolao tao hrigaja, hI nahIM. yah
saba ]sako qako–TUTo mana ko ilae saMBava hI nahIM qaa
Aba.
inaZala
roSamaa nao BaI maaoiht kI trh hI GauTnaaoM pr sar rKkr
Kud kao ZIlaa CaoD, idyaa. bah jaanao idyaa Kud kao BaI
QaImao–QaImao bahto ]sa gaMDaolao ko saaqa. maOMDilana
kI lahiryaaoM pr tOrto sauraoM ka jaadU ]sako AiBasaairt
mana kao AaOr BaI BaTka rha qaa pr maaoiht kI kaohnaI ko
naIcao dbaa roSamaI AaMcala mana saa hI¸ dbaa rha , , ,hr
KUbasaUrt maaoD, ko saaqa AaOr AaOr mauD,ta–tuD,ta calaa
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