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 ima~aoM
ka caunaava Aba ek pocaIda AaOr ]laJaa huAa dSa-na
hO. saaoca–ivacaar kr saMpaidt–saMkilat ima~
cayana. maOM tumhoM ]Baar dMU – tuma mauJao baGaar
dao. maorI saugaMiQa mahko AaOr tumharI maihmaa
lahko. daonaaoM pihyaaoM kI gaaD,I pTrI pr daOD, rhI
hO. ek–dUsaro maoM kuC saMudr–sauhavanaa Kaoja
inakalanao ka tao va@t hI khaM hO. na phlao–saa
raomaaMsa AaOr na fMtasaI. saamaaijak gailayaaraoM
sao ]Barto kamakajaI vyaavahairk gauNa Apnao–Apnao
bacaava ko ilae jaao BaI kr na gauja,roM.
AmaO~I
ko [sa saMËmaNa kala maoM daostI–ima~ta Aba hr
idna K,tro maoM. Aaja hO tao kla nahIM. saubah hO
tao Saama nahIM. ivaraoQaI K,omaaoM kI TolaIÔaonaoM
Ëa^sa kr rhI hO. baohd kaomala maulaayama
AaOja,araoM sao ek kao dUsaro ko iK,laaÔ BaD,kayaa
jaa rha hO. kaOna iksa pr naja,r rKo hOM yah saba
iksaI kao maalaUma hO AaOr iksaI kao BaI maalaUma
nahIM. ja,aihra iSaYTacaarI Kola hOM AaOr
laukI–iCpI rNanaIityaaM. maO~I AaOr duSmanaI Aba
daonaaoM saamaaijak QaMQao hO. toja,I sao ]Barnao
vaalao ga`aÔ. [nhoM hr idna AMikt krto ima~ta ko
rKvaalao Saaitr ima~. [sao Taok dao. [sao haMk dao.
[sakao AaMK idKa dao. ]sakao galao lagaa laao. [sakI
Ôa[la Kaola dao. jayadova¸ sacamauca hOranaI haotI
hO¸ yah saaoca kr ik hmaarI ima~ta ka byaaora [na
caust–duÉst dayaraoM ko tao baahr rha. tuma ek
AcCo daost kI trh mauJa jaOsaI puranaI tarIK, kI
sauivaQaa AaOr saaihi%yak Civa kI saurxaa kao laokr
icaMitt haoto rhto.
haM. saaihi%yak Civa.
Sahr
kI saaihi%yak saBaaAaoM ko tja,ikro hmanao
ek–dUsaro ko saamanao kBaI nahIM ike.
iSamalaa–inavaasaI jayadova kuC JaMuJalaato¸ ifr
kuC khto–khto Ék jaato. hma daonaaoM vat-maana
isqaityaaoM kao Apnao–Apnao ZMga sao pZ,to. maOM
idllaI vaalaaoM kI inagaah sao AaOr jayadova zoz
iSamalaa[- saMvaodnaa sao. hma daonaaoM phcaanato
qao ]sa ivaprIt kao jaao Apnao–Apnao Kola ko
maOdana maoM Kolaa jaata hO. kBaI ipT jaata hO AaOr
kBaI pIT idyaa jaata hO.
maOMnao
bahanao sao ek idna kha – jayadova¸ yao inamaM~Na
TO@saI maITr sao jauD,o hOM. Agar paTI- nao TO@saI
[Mgaoja kr rKI hO tao calaogaI¸ nahIM tao jahaM
KD,I hO KD,I rhogaI.
hma jaanato hOM tqaakiqat Anacaaho ga,lat laaogaaoM
kao samaaraoh saMpnna hao jaanao ko baad inamaM~Na
paosT ike jaato hOM. jayadova¸ ijasa idllaIbaaja,I
kI tuma ]sa idna baat kr rho qao – vaOsao Kola
saba jagah caalaU hOM. idllaIbaaja,I¸
iSamalaabaaja,I¸ laKna}baaja,I AaOr na jaanao
@yaa–@yaa. hma khaM Anajaana hOM [na baarIk
baaOiwk hqakMDaoM sao AaOr har–jaIt kI
baaija,yaaoM sao.
talaImayaaF,ta
nau@tacaIinayaaMÑ
idlaaoM
pr ibaCI hrI Gaasa pr QaUp–CaMh kI AzKoilayaaM.
yahaM–vahaM gaupcaup–gaupcaup ifr gaIlaopna maoM
humasatI hO saIlana AaOr QaUp ko saoMk sao ]ga AatI
hO AanaMidt krnao vaalaI QaUp kI KMuibayaaMÑ ica+I
dUQa. Svaot piva~ camakIlaI AaOr kBaI–kBaI
ja,hrIlaI. [nhoM p`maaNa kI @yaa ja,$rtÑ
@yaa Apnao Aap fUT AaeÑ svayaM Apnaa p`maaNa donao
kao.
Aabaaohvaa ik maaOsamaÑ
hOlaaoÑ
hOlaaoÑ jayadova baaola rha hMU. kOsao hOM Aap.
AcCI hMU. jayadova bahut idna sao hma laaoga imalao
nahIM.
mana hI mana k[- baar saaocaa pr haqa ko kama
inabaTnao maoM hI nahIM Aato.
hmaaro jaanao ko baad Aapkao bahut va@t imalaogaa.
iSamalaa maoM Aapka na haonaa bahut AKrogaa.
maOM hMsa dI.
ek ko jaanao sao Sahr KalaI nahIM haotoÆ haM ja,ra
[sa baIca Aapko saMdosao imalato rho hOM. idmaaga,
toja, krnao vaalaI ba`amhI baUTI BaI.
kla Aapkao kagaja, iBajavaa rha hMU. Aapko pOsao
bacao hue qao.
jaya
saba ihsaaba–iktaba ABaI @yaaoM K,%ma kr rho hao.
[tnaI jaldI CuTkara panaa mauiSkla haogaaÑ
jayadova icaMitt svar maoM baaolao – Aap zIk tao
hOM. maOM Aapkao laokr kuC icaMitt hMU.
[sao Apnao sao baahr rKao jaya. iSamalaa maoM
@laaorIna kI gaMQa fOla rhI hO. naak–maMuh
isakaoD,nao kI jagah [sasao puNyalaaBa BaI tao ikyaa
jaa sakta hO.
baura na maanaoM tao maora ek sauJaava hO –
khoM.
Aaja ko halaat maoM saMvaadhInata hI saba sao baD,a
sauK hO.
eosaI samaJadarI kI @yaa sacamauca mauJasao Apoxaa
kI jaa saktI hOÆ
yah tao ek kizna AaOr jaiTla p`yaasa haogaa. ifr
[sasao ek mama-spSaI- idlacasp p`saMga jauD,a hO.
jayadova ka ek laMbaa maaOnaÑ
hOlaao¸ jayaÑ
jaIÑ vah p`krNa sauna cauka hMU.
maOM hMsaI.
Aba tumhoM pUCnaa caaihe ik @yaa sacamauca maoM
Ainavaaya- qaaÑ
mauJao hOrt hao rhI hO saaoca–saaoca kr –
managaZ,Mt kalpinak Aaxaop gaZ,nao ka kaOSala maoro
pasa nahIM hO.
eosaa na haota tao AcCa haota.
Qyaana sao saunaao jayadova maOM Apnao inaja ko
AnauSaasana kI kayala hMU. ApnaI Aaor sao phlao kBaI
CoD,CaD, nahIM krtI.
daonaaoM
Aaor kI TolaIÔaona taraoM pr kao[- saMgaIna Aaraop
laTkta rha. jaanatI qaI kuC BaI khnao kI phla
jayadova kI Aaor sao nahIM haogaI.
gaaD,I
maoM saamaana laga cauka hOM.
maOM AaOr iSava PlaoTÔa^ma- pr KD,o hOM. saamanao
kI GaaTI saaMJa ko ]ijayaaro maoM Jamma Jammaa rhI
hO. , , ,hma hlka mahsaUsa kr rho hOM yah saaoca kr
ik hma iSamalaa sao vaOsao hI ivada lao rho hOM
jaOsaa hmanao caaha qaa. Aidit AaOr Anya ima~ hmaaro
saaqa KD,o hOM. haqa maoM kOmara hO. hma naIcao ]tr
rho hOM AaOr tsvaIroM bana rhI hOM.
gaaD,I PlaoTÔa^ma- sao sarktI hO AaOr hma
hMsaI–KuSaI ga,ma-jaaoSaI sao daostaoM sao ivada
laoto hOM.
gaaD,I kI iKD,kI sao hr piricat maaoD, AaOr poD, kI
phcaana kI jaa rhI hO. jayadova sao maulaakat nahIM
hu[- haogaI. vah hmaoM samarihla pr ja,$r
imalaoMgao.
samarihla
kI saurMga sao inaklato hI AaMKoM PlaoTÔa^ma- pr
gaD,a dIM. iSavaailak yahaM KD,I nahIM haotI tao BaI
jayadova hmaoM dIKoMgao ja,$rÑ
laMbao–laMbao Dga Barto¸ gaaD,I ko saaqa–saaqa
Baagato jayadova hmaoM doK laoto hOM.
gauDbaa[¸
gauDbaa[.
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'eo
laD,kI' pr saubah ka saMgaaoYzI sa~ K,%ma huAa. hma
laaoga saMskRit koMd` AanaMd ga`ama ko sauhavanao
laa^na maoM ek–dUsaro sao baityaa rho qao. Kanaa
laganao kao qaa.
saamanao doKa ko ,baI ,vaOV AaOr jaya saaqa–saaqa
KD,o hOM. tsallaI hu[-. jayadova ko klcar Aa^Ô
pOisTSa vaalaa durava khIM na qaa. gae barsa jaba ko
,baI ,AaOr caMpa kuC idna iSamalaa maoM ibata kr
idllaI laaOT rho qao tao ]nhoM CaoD,nao sToSana
calaI ga[-. PlaoTÔa^ma- kI jagah maOMnao samarihla
ka iTkT lao ilayaa qaa.
ko ,baI ,baaolao – gaaD,I ko calanao ka va@,t hao
gayaa. Aba gaaD,I sao ]tire.
Aapko saaqa idllaI jaa rhI hMU. maoro pasa
irja,vao-Sana hO.
AaOr saamaanaÆ
ja,$rt pUrI hao jaaegaI.
hma hMsato rho. ek–dUsaro pr ksato rho. samarihla
pr gaaD,I ÉkI. maOMnao ko ,baI ,AaOr caMpa sao
ivada laI AaOr naIcao ]trnao kao hu[-. saamanao
jayadova KD,o qao.
jayadova AapÑ
haM maOM hI.
jayadova iDbbao maoM caZ,o. phlao ko ,baI ,ko paMva
Cue. ko ,baI ,nao baD,o Baa[- kI trh baaMh sao Gaor
ilayaa.
caMpa ko paMva mat CUnaa jayadova¸ vah naaraja, hao
jaaegaI. mauJasao bahut CaoTI hO.
hma daonaaoM nao haqa ihlaa ivada dI AaOr jayadova
ko Gar kI Aaor cala pD,o.
ifr caaya – TOrosa pr saUyaa-st. ifr laMbaI saD,k
sao maora Gar kao laaOTnaa.
'eo
laD,kI' kI saMgaaoYzI maoM daonaaoM sahBaaigata kr
sako – [sao laokr maOM KuSa qaI. AalaaocakIya
]Ymaa kao Apnao maoM jaj,ba kr rhI qaI. laMca ko
baad ekaek jayadova khIM gauma hao gae. kuC ga,latI
tao nahIM hao ga[-. jayadova kI saMkaocaI
tunakimaja,ajaI sao hma saBaI vaaikÔ rho hOM.
vah
laaOTo tao caohra dmak rha qaa. vah isagaroT kI
daOD,QaUp maoM qao. ]nakI p`stuit AcCI rhI qaI.
kaya-Ëma maoM gauNaa hu[- qaI AaOr mauJa maoM
saMtuiYT ka saMcaar.
jaya iksaI saomaInaar ko ilae ivadoSa jaanao kI
tOyaarI maoM qao. pasapaoT- popr saba sauBaIto sao
imala cauko hOM. Aba mau#,tsar–saI tOyaarI hI
baakI hO.
tOyaarI.
jayadova¸
idllaI maoM [Md`dova ko Gar pr tumharI [tnaI AcCI
doK–roK haonao ko baavajaUd¸ QaIrja tsallaI
]mmaIdoM saba baokar lagatI qaIM.
eosaI CTpTahT haotI ik gauja,ro hue barsaaoM kao
tumharo Aagao ibaCa doM taik tuma kuC dor tao ]na pr
cala sakao.
pr –
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]sa
Saama AakaSa inama-la qaa. inaqara huAa. [tnaa SauBa
Qaulaa huAa ik saagar kI Jalak do. hma tumharo
TOrosa pr sao saUyaa-st doK rho qao. rMgaaoM kI
inaralaI iCD,kna. GaaTI pr Ca[- Zlato saUrja kI
laailamaa phaD,I vaOBava maoM iCtrI hu[-. sToSana kI
Aaor lagao jaMgala ko saaqa–saaqa pD,o gamalaaoM
maoM [tratI nanhIM ktrIlaI pi%tyaaM. iksa nao [na
naukIlaI hrI–hrI AakRityaaoM kao saMvaara haogaaÑ
AaMKaoM ko Aagao kuC eosaa ApUva- GaT rha qaa jaao
hma saba ko haonao sao baD,a qaa. Bavya qaa.
tuma
AMdr gae AaOr kmara lao kr laaOTo. [sa Saama kao
]tar tuma [sao smaRit kI iDibayaa maoM saMjaao rho
qao. jaanao @yaaoM yah gaMBaIr xaNa hma maoM sao hr
iksaI kao caupko–sao kh rha hao ik eosaI saMJaIlaI
saaoMQaI SaamaoM GaiTt haotI rhoMgaI. AaMKoM [nhoM
doK–doK sauK patI rhoMgaI. pr [sa Saama kao ek
saaqa inaharto hue hma kBaI smaRit kI icalamana ko
baahr kBaI AMdrÑ baD,o ivaSaala laOMDskop maoM
samarihla ka sToSana ek iTmaka BarÑ saamanao dIK
rhI hO ek laMbaI saurMga kI gaaolaa[-. mauK War ]na
saurMgaI AMQaoraoM ka jaao isaÔ- saurMga maoM isqat
haoto hOM. jaya¸ ]sa Saama tumharo AitiqayaaoM nao
jaao BaI saaocaa hao – yah AaBaasa tao iksaI kao
nahIM qaa ik jaba hma dubaara laaOT kr iSamalaa
jaaeMgao tao tumhoM vahaM nahIM paeMgao.
pr
jayadova lagata hO tuma khIM gae nahIM hao.
tuma hao @yaaoMik maOM tumhoM ilaK rhI hMU. bahut
kma Arsao maoM¸ Apnao dUr–pasa ko saIimat
kaoNaaoM maoM sao ijatnaa–Bar doK sakI tumhoM –
]sao hI daohranao kI yah kaoiSaSa–Bar hO.
kBaI–na–kBaI eosaI kao[- saiva-sa ja,$r caalaU
haogaI ijasako Wara gae huAaoM kao ilaiKt phMuca
sako.
jaya¸ maorI DayarI maoM dja- tumhara Ôaona naMbar
JaaMk rha hO. tuma ApnaI jagah maaOjaUd rhaogao.
naMbar imalaanao pr tuma nahIM¸ saraoja baaolaoMgaI
yaa Anau yaa AtulaÑ ]nakI Aavaaja,aoM maoM
GaulaI–imalaI Aavaaja, kuC–kuC tumharI BaI
haogaI hI.
tuma khIM gauma nahIM hue hao jayadovaÑ tumharo
hstaxar khIM na khIM sao dor tk JaaMkto rhoMgao.
Agar iSamalaa phMucaI tao tumhoM ifr samarihla ko
sToSana pr hI tlaaSa k$MgaI.
gauD–baa[Ñ
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