- dIdI, Aap Apnao Sau$AatI lao#ana ko
ivaYaya maoM kuC bata[e.
- jaao Sau$Aat kI baat hO tao maoro iptajaI
ihndI,¸ saMskRt AaOr AMga`oj,aI maoM emaºeº qao AaOr bahut ivaWana qao.
vao pZ,nao maoM $ica r#ato qao. TolaonToD [tnao ik iptajaI pZ,to tao
AMga`ojaI qao AaOr hma baccaaoM kao ihndI maoM batato jaato qao. hmaaro
iptajaI AaSau kiva qao. pZ,nao AaOr ila#anao ko vaatavarNa ka mauJa pr
Asar pD,a. vao p~ BaI kivata ko $p maoM ila#ato qao. mauJao skUlaI
jaIvana sao hI pZ,nao–ila#anao kI Aadt pD, ga[-. bacapna kI
gaitivaiQayaaM hI Aagao calakr ]nnat hu[-. [saI ko saaqa–saaqa p`qama
EaoNaI maoM psa BaI haotI ga[-. BaartI jaI ko saaqa mauMba[- Aanao pr
lao#ana kI idSaa badla ga[-. Qama-yauga maoM raomaaMcak sa%ya kqaaAaoM
kI Sau$Aat maOnao kI. maora naama mau@ta rajao r#aa gayaa. maOnao sa%ya
kqaa¸ puTpqa, puranao popr Aaid sao kiTMga krko ila#anaa Sau$ ikyaa.
Qama-yauga maoM [na sa%ya kqaaAaoM kI p`isaiw ka Aalama yah qaa ik
baD,o–baD,o laaogaaoM ko p~ Aato qao AaOr ka^mana AadmaI BaI pZ,ta
qaa. [na sa%ya kqaaAaoM kao baMgalaa maoM¸ knnaD, maoM AaOr dixaNa maoM
#aUba p`isaiw imalaI tqaa maora lao#ana yahIM tk isamaT kr rh gayaa.
[saI Ëma maoM mauJao cao#ava kI ek iktaba imalaI AaOr vahIM sao pZ,nao
ka caska lagaa. BaartI jaI maorI $ica ka bahut Qyaana r#ato qao AaOr
iktabaaoM ka Zor lagaa doto qao.
svaamaInaarayaNa saMp`daya ko laaoga mauJao
laMdna lao gae. [sa trh yaa~a–ivavarNa ila#anaa Sau$ ikyaa. maOnao
saaoinayaa gaaMQaI ka [MTrvyaU ilayaa AaOr vah bahut baD,a skUp hao gayaa
qaa. Baart sarkar ko AnauraoQa pr rajaIva gaaMQaI ko saaqa ivaSva yaa~a kI
AaOr TI•vaI• pr mauJao [Migat krko batayaa jaata qaa ik [sa maihlaa nao
saaoinayaa gaaMQaI ka [MTrvyaU ilayaa qaa. [sa trh lao#ana baZ,ta gayaa.
maOnao Eama¸ p`yaasa yaa Plaana nahIM ikyaa. basa¸ saba haota gayaa.
maOnao vaoMkTrmaNana jaI ³raYT/pit´ ka [MTrvyaU ilayaa. vao [tnaa #auSa
hue ik Apnao psa-nala p`yaaoga ko ilae [sa [MTrvyaU ka AMga`ojaI Anauvaad
krvaayaa AaOr Apnao ima~aoM kao baMTvaayaa. maOnao baccaaoM ko ilayao
einamaoSana iflma tk ila#aI ijasao [MTrnaoSanala purskar imalaa AaOr
raYT/pit nao purskRt ikyaa. [sa trh jaIvana maoM laaoga imalato calao gae
AaOr jana-ilasT kI idSaa kao BaartI jaI nao caonalaa[ja kr idyaa AaOr vah
haota hI calaa gayaa. "&anaaodya" maoM Sard dovaD,a nao
samaIxaaeM bahut krvaa[-M. bahut maj,aa Aata qaa. saca khUM tao maOnao #aud
ko lao#ana kao bahut mah<va nahIM idyaa. maOM isatar bahut AcCa bajaatI
qaI pr saba CUT gayaa. haM¸ AcCI iktabaoM pZ,nao ka bahut SaaOk hO.
- Aapko lao#ana kao Aapko pirvaar maoM iksa $p maoM do#aa gayaaÆ
- maoro iptajaI ka naama pM• rGaunaMdna p`saad Samaa- qaa. ]nhaoMnao
mauJao bahut isar caZ,ayaa qaa. vao ek–ek Sabd pZ,to qao AaOr
TIka–iTPpNaI krto qao. maoro lao#ana kao sarahto BaI qao. maoro Baa[-
ivaYNau ba`*macaarI bahut baD,o sant hOM. vao bahut pZ,to hOM. ]nhaoMnao
AaOr iptajaI nao mauJao bahut maana idyaa. mauJao pZ,nao maoM na[- idSaa
AaOr saUJa imalatI qaI. maaM jyaada pZ,I ila#aI nahIM qaI laoikna Baa[-
]nhoM saa[ikla pr prIxaa idlaanao ko ilae lao jaata qaa. vao ramacairt
maanasa kI bahut SaaOkIna qaI. #aanaa banaato–banaato caaOp[yaaM baaolatI
jaatI qaIM. hmaara Gar dIvaanaaoM ka Gar qaa. hmaara maayaka bahut hI Pyaara
qaa. iptajaI p`yaaogaQamaa- vyai@t qao. maoro ta}jaI baccaaoM kao #aUba
khainayaaM saunaato qao. maOnao baccaaoM ko ilae ek saMklana %aOyaar ikyaa
AaOr Apnao ta}jaI ka AaBaar p`kT ikyaa hO. khanaI khnao kI klaa bacapna ko
saMskaraoM sao imalaI.
- Da^• Qama-vaIr BaartI sao jaba Aapka pircaya huAa qaa tba tk Aapka
lao#ana iksa maukama tk phuMca cauka qaaÆ
- lao#ana hmaara ]saI str ka haota qaa¸ jaOsao ka^laoja, skUla kI
p`ityaaoigataAaoM maoM ila#anaa. mauJao khanaI p`ityaaoigata ka SaaOk qaa.
ek p`ityaaoigata maoM mauJao tRtIya purskar imalaa AaOr mauJao qaaoD,I
tklaIf hu[-. kanapur maoM Aayaaoijat ek
p`ityaaoigata maoM [laahabaad ka p`itinaiQa%va ikyaa AaOr p`qama purskar
p`aPt ikyaa. maOnao
irsaca- kI "isaw AaOr naaqa ka tulanaa%mak AQyayana." phlao tao
BaartI jaI gaa[D krnao ko ilayao tOyaar nahIM hue. j,aaor donao pr
]nhaoMnao mauJasao kama Sau$ krnao ko ilae kha. jaba ]nhaoMnao maoro
isanaa^pisasa do#ao tao QaraSaa[-. tba ]nhaoMnao pUrI idlacaspI sao maora
maaga- dSa-na ikyaa. maO pZ,nao maoM gaMBaIr hao saktI hUM tBaI ]nhaoMnao
jaanaa AaOr vao p`Baaivat haoto calao gae.
- Aama taOr pr yah maanaa jaata hO ik pit–p%naI kao ek hI vyavasaaya
maoM kBaI nahIM haonaa caaihe. ]na daonaaoM ko Ahma Tkrato hOM. eosao maoM
pit jaba Da^• Qama-vaIr BaartI jaOsaa #yaaitp`aPt lao#ak¸ kiva¸ saMpdk
AaOr baohd AnauSaasanabaw vyai@t hao AaOr p%naI kI BaI saaih%ya maoM ApnaI
jagah hao tao eosao maoM puYp BaartI @yaa mahsaUsa krtI rhIMÆ
- BaartI jaI maoro lao#ana ko ivaYaya maoM khto qao ik maoro psa baohtr
BaaYaa hO AaOr maO [sao ]nako p`oma ka Aitrok maanatI hUM. ek baar
Qama-yauga maoM maa^rISasa ka ivaSaoYaaMk inaklaa qaa. ]samaoM hma daonaaoM
ko lao#a qao. ivaSvaasa maanaao maoro lao#a pr ek baaorI Barkr p~ Aae AaOr
yah p`maaNa ]nhaoMnao mauJao id#aayaa. maO saaih%ya maoM ]nako pOr ko
naa#aUna ko barabar BaI nahIM hUM. vao maora bahut Aadr krto qao. ijatnaa
hma nahIM qao vao ]sasao baohtr batato qao. vao maorI Éica ka #yaala r#ato
qao. maorI psand kI iktabaaoM ko Zor lagaa doto qao. maOnao ]nhoM ijandgaI
Bar gau$ maanaa tao Tkrava ka savaala hI pOda nahIM haota.
- Aap AajaIvana Da^• BaartI kI p`orNaa¸ hmasaayaa¸ hmakdma¸ saMgaI¸
saaqaI¸ sa#aI AaOr saba kuC banaI rhIM¸ vao Aapko ilayao @yaa qaoÆ
- tuma knauip`yaa kI kivata yaad kr laao. jaba maOnao ]nasao pUCa ik Aap
maoro kaOna hO tao BaartI jaI nao ]<ar maoM "tuma maoro kaOna
hao" kivata ila#aI. vao maoro gau$¸ ipta AaOr Baa[- qao. pit tao bahut
baad maoM qao. vah tao gaaONa irSta hO. vao maoro saba kuC qao. sabasao
baZ,kr vao maoro baccao qao. mauJamaoM ]nhoM ApnaI maaM id#atI qaI. hma
daonaaoM nao ek–dUsaro kao pa ilayaa ifr AaOr khIM naj,ar jaanao ka
savaala hI nahIM ]zta. yah Apnao–Aap maoM saMpUNa- Pyaar qaa.
- Aapnao saaih%ya kI saBaI ivaQaaAaoM maoM kama ikyaa hO¸ Aapnao ivadoSaI
lao#akaoM ko bahut saundr AaOr AakYa-k maaonaaoga`ama ila#ao hOM. Aapko Wara
ilae gae saaxaa%kar Aaja BaI Baulaae nahIM BaUlato tao lao#akaoM sao [tnaa
AcCa tada%mya kOsao jaaoD, laotI hOMÆ
- ]na lao#akaoM maoM svayaM kao patI qaI. [saIilae vao maaima-k bana pD,o
hOM jaao mana kao CUto hOM. ]sako Alaavaa maO jaao caahtI rhI hUM AaOr nahIM
pa sakI ]sao [na cair~aoM maoM pa kr nae sapnao bauna jaato qao. [saIilae
]na lao#aaoM maoM jaana hO. Aap r<aI ijannaa ka lao#a doi#ae. phlao tao
vao mauJasao imalanao kao %aOyaar hI nahIM qao. pr baad maoM mauJasao
imalao. ]nhaoMnao ijasa caava sao ma#amala ko laala kpD,o maoM sahojakr r#ao
gae¸ p~ id#aae¸ ]fÑ do#akr klaojaa mauMh kao Aa gayaa. yao cair~
mauJamaoM kuC eosaa pato qao ik #aud kao #aaolakr r#a doto qao. maO Apnao
ivaYaya maoM yahI kh saktI hUM ik mauJao jahaM saccaa Pyaar imalata hO¸
ibak jaatI hUM.
- Aap lao#ana, lao#akIya duinayaa AaOr lao#ak pirvaar sao na jauD,I haotI
tao Æ
- maO klpnaa hI nahIM kr saktI. ipta
saaro baccaaoM kao pZ,nao–pZ,anao maoM lagaae r#ato qao. maO saaoca hI
nahIM saktI. yaid [tnao baD,o lao#ak sao SaadI na BaI haotI tao Aama
AadmaI ko saaqa rhkr BaI pZ,naa–ila#anaa na CUTta. ivanaya kumaar
AvasqaI nao BaUdana–AaMdaolana maoM bahut kama ikyaa. maO laayaba`orI
kI iktabaoM pZ,kr dao idna baad hI vaapsa kr laotI qaI. ivanaya jaI kao
lagaa ik maO #aalaI [mp`osa krnao ko ilae iktabaoM jaldI–jaldI
laaOTatI hUM. ek baar ]nhaoMnao jaba maoro Wara pZ,I ga[- iktabaaoM ko
ivaYaya maoM pUCa tao mauJasao ]<ar pakr ivaSvaasa hao gayaa ik maO
sacamauca pZ,tI hUM. baad maoM vao #aud mauJao iktabaoM sajaosT krto
qao. vao caikt qao ik ek yaMga laD,kI [tnaa kOsao pZ, saktI hO. tao
saahba, pZ,naa kBaI BaI nahIM CUTta.
- AamataOr pr kha jaata hO ik lao#ana AaOraoM ka Balaa kro na kro pr
hmaoM #aud kao ek baohtr [nsaana banaata hO. Aapka [sa baaro maoM @yaa
maananaa hOÆ
- yah SabdSa: sa%ya hO. iktaba ka Ëa[TIiryaa hI yah hO ik ijasao
pZ,kr maO baohtr bana sakUM. vah iktaba¸ vah saMgaIt jaao mauJao sau#a
phuMcaayao¸ vah maoro ilae sava-EaoYz hO¸ ijasa vastu maoM mauJao
vyaapk ixaitja imalao¸ vah maoro ilae sava-EaoYz hO.
- Aajakla Aap BaartI jaI ko rcanaa–saMsaar kao ek~ krnao¸ saMpidt
krnao AaOr sahojanao kI mauihma maoM jauTI hOM¸ eosao maoM Aapko
baccaaoM ka yaaogadana AaOr @yaa É#a hOÆ
- baccao hmaoSaa sao yah jaanato hOM ik hma daonaaoM ek–dUsaro kao
iktnaa Pyaar krto hOM. [sailae jaba maO vyast rhtI hUM tao CoD,to nahIM.
]nhoM pta hO ik mauJao sau#a donaa hO tao mauJao BaartI jaI maoM DUbaa
rhnao doM. baoTI vyaavahairk $p sao maorI madd krtI hO, mauJao mau@t
r#atI hO ik maO kama kr sakUM. baccaaoM kao pta hO ik maorI baat maoM
ipta AaOr pit ja$r AaeMgao. phlao BaartI jaI mauJao saunato qao¸ Aba
maorI baoTI p`&a hO jaao mauJao saunatI hO. maO yah saaoca kr kama
nahIM kr rhI ik BaartI jaI ko ilae kr rhI hUM. yah maoro jaInao ka
sababa hO. BaartI jaI kao poD,aoM sao bahut lagaava qaa¸ ]nakI maR%yau
ko baad hmaaro Gar ko kdMba ko poD,aoM nao fUla donaa band kr idyaa hO.
haM¸ ABaI rcanaa–saMsaar kao kao[- nahIM do#a rha¸ pr ]nakI
iktabaaoM ka AsalaI maUlyaaMkna Aagao haogaa. ABaI tao [-Yyaa-–WoYa
cala rha hO. maO kaOna haotI hUM. maO samaud` maoM baUMd ko barabar hUM.
- ]ma` ko [sa daOr maoM BaI AapkI saiËyata do#ato banatI hO tao [sa
saiËyata ko pICo kaOnasaI p`orNaa–Sai> kama kr rhI hOÆ
- inaiScat $p sao BaartI jaI ka Pyaar kama kr rha hO. maOnao ]nhoM pit
samaJaa hI nahIM. dUsaro¸ maOnao kBaI iksaI ka Aiht nahIM caaha¸
ijasanao ikyaa ]saka BaI nahIM. laoikna Aba ]ma` qakanao lagaI hO. jaba
kama jyaada qaa tao qakana BaI nahIM haotI qaI. kama kma haonao ko saaqa
hI Sai> BaI cauknao lagaI hO. maO Aba BaI ]nako saaqa hI jaI rhI hUM.
maO imasa hI nahIM krtI ]nakao.
- Aap saMbaMQaaoM kao iksa trh pirBaaiYat krtI hOM AaOr
saMvaodnaSaIlata kao ij,andgaI maoM iktnaa mah<vapUNa- maanatI hOMÆ
- maO saMbaMQaaoM kao #aUna ko naato sao nahIM jaaoD,tI. mauMba[-
prp`ant hO. Aaja pUrI duinayaa badlaI–badlaI najar AatI hO. jaba
saMbaMQa banaanao calao tao saaro irSto–naato yahaM ko samaaja maoM hI
imala gae. banaayao gae irStaoM maoM donao ka sau#a imalata hO. #aUna ko
irSto maoM ApoxaaeM haotI hOM. [sailae banao–banaae irSto AcCo lagato
hOM. irStodar yah do#ato hOM ik hmanao ]nako ilae @yaa ikyaa¸ jaba ik
banaayao gae irStaoM maoM maQaurta haotI hO. maO naato–irStodaraoM kI
Avaholanaa kI baat nahIM kr rhI¸ pr fk- saaf naj,ar Aata hO. mauJao
yaad Aata hO rahI maasaUma rjaa ka vaa@ya – ]nhaoMnao ek baar kha ik
Aap hI kovala maorI BaaBaI hao. maOnao kha ik tumharI AaOr BaI tao
BaaBaI hO. vao baaolao ik AaOr saba tao BaaBaI jaI hOM¸ kovala Aap
maorI BaaBaI hao. tao kOsao BaUla saktI hUM [sa baat kaoÆ iktnaI baarIk
baat kh gae vao. mauJao mauMba[- maoM saaro irSto imala gae.
rhI baat saMvaodnaSaIlata kI tao yah [tnaI naajauk haotI hO ik [sa
pr Aasapasa ko pirvaoSa kI saMvaodnaSaIlata Asar DalatI hO. pr Aama
saMvaodnaSaIlata #a%ma haotI jaa rhI hO. hma ire@T BaI nahIM krto.
hmaaro samaaja ka ZaMcaa [sa trh banata jaa rha hO ik ijatnaa samaaja
bacaa lao jaaeM tao bahut hO. jahaM tk saMvaodnaSaIlata kI baat hO tao
yaad Aata hO vah vaa@yaa jaba BaartI jaI¸ maOM AaOr baccao laaoTsa sao
iflma do#a kr Aa rho qao AaOr rasto maoM 3–4 laaogaaoM Wara ek AadmaI
kao ipTta do#akr ]sao do#anao jaanao lagao tao maOnao ]nhoM manaa krko
Gar calanao ko ilae kha. #aOr – Gar Aakr ]nhaoMnao #aud kao kmaro maoM
band kr ilayaa AaOr qaaoD,I dor maoM fUT–fUTkr raonao kI Aavaaja Aanao
lagaI. maO Gabara kr ga[- AaOr pUCa tao baaolao Aaja Aapnao maorI
saMvaodnaSaIlata pr AMkuSa lagaa idyaa. maO AadmaI sao ipTnao ka karNa
BaI nahIM jaana payaa. mauJao baD,I kaoFt hu[-.
dUsaro idna mahalaxmaI ko ]sa eiryaa maoM bahut sao laaogaaoM sao pUCnao
ko baad pta calaa ik ipTnao vaalao AadmaI nao pITnao vaalao kI p%naI ko
saaqa gaBaa-vasqaa maoM balaa%kar ikyaa qaa. pITnao vaalao laaoga ]sa
maihlaa ko ipta¸ pit AaOr Baa[- Bao. maO bahut #auSa hu[-. Aakr BaartI
jaI kao batayaa tao vao baaolao yah tao galat hO. ek Akolao AadmaI kao
caar AadmaI pIToM. maanaa galat huAa¸ pr hmaaro yahaM kanaUna hO¸
puilasa hO¸ vahaM jaa sakto qao. tao yah tao maa~ ek ]dahrNa hO
saMvaodnaSaIlata ka.
- AapkI Aavaaja maoM Apnaapna¸ iksaI baat pr Aapka AaËamak tovar¸
Aapko baaolanao maoM gaj,aba ka Aa%maivaSvaasa¸ yah jajbaa Aapnao khaM
sao payaaÆ
- jaIvana maoM saaOBaagya [sa trh ka rha ik hmaaro pirvaar maoM
Cla–Cd\ma nahIM calata qaa. maOnao Apnao pirvaar maoM imala–jaulakr
rhnaa do#aa hO. hma Baa[- bahnaaoM nao JapTa maarkr nahIM¸ bailk
imalajaula kr #aayaa. saaro baccao barabarI ko str pr plao gae. hmaaro
Gar maoM Baaolaapna bahut qaa. Apnaapna [saIilae Aayaa ik Gar ka
vaatavarNa vaOsaa hI qaa. rhI baat Aa%maivaSvaasa kI tao maoro iptajaI
bahut AcCo va>a qao. ]nhaoMnao gaur batayaa ik iDbaoT maoM ivaraoQa
maoM baaolaa jaae tao baaolanao maoM j,aaor Aata hO. yah krto–krto
mauJamaoM Aa%maivaSvaasa Aata gayaa. maocyaaor haonao pr yah dRZ
inaScaya ikyaa ik JaUz nahIM baaolaUMgaI AaOr dao caohro nahIM
lagaa}MgaI. JaUz na baaolanao ka, mau#aaOTa na lagaanao ka kaOla ilayaa
qaa. kuC BaI hao jaae¸ pr [-maanadar banaI rhUM. basa¸ yahI caIj,a
ij,andgaI maoM Aa%maivaSvaasa do dotI hO. haM¸ yaad Aayaa ik phlao ek
"SanaIcarI" pi~ka inaklatI qaI AaOr ]sa samaya mannaU BaMDarI
ka baaolabaalaa qaa. maoro lao#a BaI Cp rho qao AaOr [sa pi~ka maoM
ila#aa gayaa ik puYp ko Aanao sao mannaU BaMDarI ka isaMhasana Daola
gayaa. tao maora #aud pr ivaSvaasa baZ,naa hI qaa. maO Apnao lao#ana ko
ivaYaya maoM kuC khtI tao kanta nao ivaSvaasa idlaayaa ik tuma AcCa
ila#atI hao tBaI tao tarIf patI hao. ]sanao iktnaI PyaarI baat khI qaI
jaao maora ivaSvaasa baZ,anao ko ilayao kafI qaa. dUsaro¸ yaid Apnao
kama ko p`it lagaava hO tao Aapkao Pyaar imalaogaa hI. mauJao Apnao
ivaVaiqa-yaaoM sao jaao Pyaar imalaa ]sanao maoro jaIvana kao Pyaar maoM
labaabar Bar idyaa. Balaa [tnaa Pyaar pakr iksamaoM ka^infDonsa nahIM
AaegaaÆ
- samakalaIna lao#ana ko baaro maoM kuC khnaa caahoMgaIÆ
- hmaaro yahaÐ p`itBaa kI kao[- kmaI nahIM hO pr kimaTmaoMT kI kmaI
hO Aaja ko lao#ana maoM. p`itbawtaeM ijasa trh baMTtI jaa rhI hOM¸ gauT
banato jaa rho hOM. isqait SaaocanaIya hO. Aba gauT–ivaSaoYa ka ila#aa
pZ,a jaata hO¸ ]nhIM pr cacaa- haotI hO. [sako isavaa kuC nahIM dI#ata.
Aaja lao#akaoM kI p`itBaa ka sahI ]pyaaoga nahIM hao pa rha. saaOmanasya
kI Baavanaa hI nahIM hO. "pirmala" ko samaya maoM BaI
ivaraoiQayaaoM ka #aomaa qaa¸ pr saba ek dUsaro ka saaih%ya pZ,to qao¸
sarahto qao¸ Anaadr nahIM krto qao. Aaja idSaahInata kI isqait hO.
laalaca hOM¸ ijanhaoMnao ]nhoM idSaahInata dI hO. caaraoM trf
vaatavarNa maoM purskar¸ ivadoSa yaa~aAaoM ko laalaca hO tao Qyaana
vahaM jaata hO¸ lao#ana pr ]naka Qyaana jaa hI nahIM pta. Aba )dya kI
Apoxaa bauiw havaI hao ga[- hO. ivavaok AaOr )dya ko saamaMjasya maoM
saaih%ya banata hO. Aajakla lao#ak maa[nD kao isTmyaUlaoT krnaa caahta
hO¸ )dya kao nahIM. ABaI jaao maQauimata kaMD cala rha hO¸
imanaT–imanaT pr bayaana badlao jaa rho hOM. saba caup hOM. maO tao
khUMgaI ik yah samaya saaih%ya kI ksaaOTI ka samaya hO. samaaja ka
Anaacaar jaba }pr Aata hO tba lao#ak ka kama hO ApnaI klama sao AMkuSa
krnaa. prntu Aaja eosaa nahIM hO. TolaonT jyaada hO¸ pr saba
Apnao–Apnao maoM vyast hO. #aomaobaaijayaaM hOM AaOr [nako jaao
mazaQaISa hO, ]nakI ApnaI–ApnaI saImaaeM hOM. ]nako pasa kRit%va ko
naama pr Apnaa kuC nahIM hO. haM¸ mazaQaISa banao hue hOM.
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