KT–KT–KT , , ,vahI piricat pd–QvainaÑ tao Aa gayaa saMjaya. maOM barbasa hI Apnaa saara Qyaana pustk maoM koiMnd`t kr laotI hMU. rjanaIganQaa ko Zor–saaro fUla ilae saMjaya mauskurata–saa drvaaja,o pr KD,a hO. maOM doKtI hMU¸ pr mauskurakr svaagat nahIM krtI. hMsata huAa vah Aagao baZ,ta hO AaOr fUlaaoM kao maoja pr pTkkr¸ pICo sao maoro daonaaoM knQao dbaata huAa pUCta hO¸ "bahut naaraja, haoÆ"

rjanaIganQaa kI mahk sao jaOsao saara kmara mahknao lagata hO.

"mauJao @yaa krnaa hO naaraja, haokrÆ" $Ka[- sao maOM khtI hMU. vah kusaI- saiht mauJao Gaumaakr Apnao saamanao kr laota hO¸ AaOr baD,o dulaar ko saaqa zaoD,I ]zakr khta¸ "tumhIM bataAao @yaa krtaÆ @vaailaTI maoM daostaoM ko baIca fMsaa qaa. bahut kaoiSaSa krko BaI ]z nahIM payaa. sabakao naaraja, krko Aanaa AcCa BaI nahIM lagata."

[cCa haotI hO¸ kh dMU– "tumhoM daostaoM ka Kyaala hO¸ ]nako baura maananao kI icanta hO¸ basa maorI hI nahIMÑ" pr kuC kh nahIM patI¸ ekTk ]sako caohro kI Aaor doKtI rhtI hMU , , ,]sako saaMvalao caohro pr psaInao kI baMUdoM camak rhI hOM. kao[- AaOr samaya haota tao maOMnao Apnao AaMcala sao [nhoM paoMC idyaa haota¸ pr Aaja nahIM. vah mand–mand mauskura rha hO¸ ]sakI AaMKoM xamaa–yaacanaa kr rhI hOM¸ pr maOM @yaa k$MÆ tBaI vah ApnaI Aadt ko Anausaar kusaI- ko h%qao pr baOzkr maoro gaala sahlaanao lagata hO. mauJao ]sakI [saI baat pr gaussaa Aata hO. hmaoSaa [saI trh krogaa AaOr ifr duinayaa–Bar ka laaD,–dulaar idKlaaegaa. vah jaanata jaao hO ik [sako Aagao maora ËaoQa iTk nahIM pata. ifr ]zkr vah fUladana ko puranao fUla foMk dota hO¸ AaOr nae fUla lagaata hO. fUla sajaanao maoM vah iktnaa kuSala hOÑ ek baar maOMnao yaaoM hI kh idyaa qaa ik mauJao rjanaIganQaa ko fUla baD,o psand hOM¸ tao ]sanao inayama hI banaa ilayaa ik hr caaOqao idna Zor–saaro fUla laakr maoro kmaro maoM lagaa dota hO. AaOr Aba tao mauJao BaI eosaI Aadt hao ga[- hO ik ek idna BaI kmaro maoM fUla na rhoM tao na pZ,nao maoM mana lagata hO¸ na saaonao maoM. yao fUla jaOsao saMjaya kI ]pisqait ka AaBaasa doto rhto hOM.

qaaoD,I dor baad hma GaUmanao inakla jaato hOM. ekaek hI mauJao [ra ko p~ kI baat yaad AatI hO. jaao baat saunanao ko ilae maoM savaoro sao hI Aatur qaI¸ [sa gaussaobaaja,I maoM jaanao kOsao ]sao hI BaUla ga[-Ñ

"saunaao¸ [ra nao ilaKa hO ik iksaI idna BaI maoro pasa [MTrvyaU ka baulaavaa Aa sakta hO¸ mauJao tOyaar rhnaa caaihe."
"khaM¸ klak%ta saoÆ" kuC yaad krto hue saMjaya pUCta hO¸ AaOr ifr ekaek hI ]Cla pD,ta hO¸ "yaid tumhoM vah jaa^ba imala jaae tao maja,a Aa jaae¸ dIpa¸ maja,a Aa jaaeÑ"

hma saD,k pr hOM¸ nahIM tao AvaSya hI ]sanao AavaoSa maoM Aakr kao[- hrkt kr DalaI haotI. jaanao @yaaoM¸ mauJao ]saka [sa p`kar p`sanna haonaa AcCa nahIM lagata. @yaa vah caahta hO ik maOM klak%ta calaI jaa}M¸ ]sasao dUrÆ
tBaI saunaa[- dota hO¸ "tumhoM yah jaa^ba imala jaae tao maOM BaI Apnaa tbaadlaa klak%ta hI krvaa laMU¸ hoD, Aa^ifsa maoM. yahaM kI raoja, kI ikca–ikca sao tao maora mana }ba gayaa hO. iktnaI hI baar saaocaa ik tbaadlao kI kaoiSaSa k$M¸ pr tumharo Kyaala nao hmaoSaa mauJao baaMQa ilayaa. Aa^ifsa maoM Saaint hao jaaegaI¸ pr maorI SaamaoM iktnaI vaIrana hao jaaeMgaIÑ"

]sako svar kI Aad`-ta nao mauJao CU ilayaa. ekaek hI mauJao laganao lagaa ik rat baD,I sauhavanaI hao calaI hO.

hma dUr inaklakr ApnaI ip`ya TokrI pr jaakr baOz jaato hOM. dUr–dUr tk hlkI–saI caaMdnaI fOlaI hu[- hO AaOr Sahr kI trh yahaM ka vaatavarNa QaueM sao Bara huAa nahIM hO. vah daonaaoM pOr fOlaakr baOz jaata hO AaOr GaMTaoM mauJao Apnao Aa^ifsa ko JagaD,o kI baat saunaata hO AaOr ifr klak%ta jaakr saaqa jaIvana ibatanao kI yaaojanaaeM banaata hO. maOM kuC nahIM baaolatI¸ basa ekTk ]sao doKtI hMU¸ doKtI rhtI hMU.

jaba vah caup hao jaata hO tao baaolatI hMU¸ "mauJao tao [MTrvyaU maoM jaato hue baD,a Dr lagata hO. pta nahIM¸ kOsao–@yaa pUCto haoMgaoÑ maoro ilae tao yah phlaa hI maaOka hO."

vah iKlaiKlaakr hMsa pD,ta hO.

"tuma BaI ek hI maUK- haoÑ Gar sao dUr¸ yahaM kmara laokr AkolaI rhtI hao¸ irsaca- kr rhI hao¸ duinayaa–Bar maoM GaUmatI–ifrtI hao AaOr [MTrvyaU ko naama sao Dr lagata hO. @yaaoMÆ" AaOr gaala pr hlkI–saI capt jamaa dota hO. ifr samaJaata huAa khta hO¸ "AaOr doKao¸ Aajakla yao [MTrvyaU Aaid tao saba idKavaa–maa~ haoto hOM. vahaM iksaI jaana–phcaana vaalao sao [nFlaueMsa Dlavaanaa jaakrÑ"
"pr klak%ta tao maoro ilae ekdma na[- jagah hO. vahaM [ra kao CaoD,kr maOM iksaI kao jaanatI BaI nahIM. Aba ]na laaogaaoM kI kao[- jaana–phcaana hao tao baat dUsarI hO¸" Asahaya–saI maOM khtI hMU.
"AaOr iksaI kao nahIM jaanatIMÆ" ifr maoro caohro pr naja,roM gaD,akr pUCta hO¸ "inaSaIqa BaI tao vahIM hOÆ"
"haogaa¸ mauJao @yaa krnaa hO ]sasaoÆ" maOM ekdma hI Bannaakr javaaba dotI hMU. pta nahIM @yaaoM¸ mauJao laga hI rha qaa ik Aba vah yahI baat khogaa.
"kuC nahIM krnaaÆ" vah CoD,nao ko lahjao maoM khta hO.
AaOr maOM BaBak pD,tI hMU¸ "doKao saMjaya¸ maOM hja,ar baar tumasao kh caukI hMU ik ]sao laokr mauJasao maja,ak mat ikyaa kraoÑ mauJao [sa trh ka maja,ak ja,ra BaI psand nahIM hOÑ"

vah iKlaiKlaakr hMsa pD,ta hO¸ pr maora tao maUD, hI Kraba hao jaata hO.
hma laaOT pD,to hOM. vah mauJao KuSa krnao ko [rado sao maoro knQao pr haqa rK dota hO. maOM JapTkr haqa hTa dotI hMU¸ "@yaa kr rho haoÆ kao[- doK laogaa tao @yaa khogaaÆ"
"kaOna hO yahaM jaao doK laogaaÆ AaOr doK laogaa tao doK lao¸ Aap hI kuZ,ogaa."
"nahIM¸ hmaoM psand nahIM hOM yah baoSamaI-Ñ" AaOr saca hI mauJao rasto maoM eosaI hrktoM psand nahIM hOM caaho rasta inaja-na hI @yaaoM na hao pr hO tao rasta hI ifr kanapur jaOsaI jagah.

kmaro maoM laaOTkr maOM ]sao baOznao kao khtI hMUÂ pr vah baOzta nahIMÂ basa¸ baaMhaoM maoM Barkr ek baar caUma laota hO. yah BaI jaOsao ]saka raoja, ka inayama hO.

vah calaa jaata hO. maOM baahr baalaknaI maoM inaklakr ]sao doKtI rhtI hMU. ]saka Aakar CaoTa haoto–haoto saD,k ko maaoD, pr jaakr lauPt hao jaata hO. maOM ]Qar hI doKtI rhtI hMU – ina$_oSya–saI Kao[-–Kao[-–saI. ifr Aakr pZ,nao baOz jaatI hMU.

rat maoM saaotI hMU tao dor tk maorI AaMKoM maoja, pr lagao rjanaIganQaa ko fUlaaoM kao hI inahartI rhtI hOM. jaanao @yaaoM¸ A@sar mauJao Ba`ma hao jaata hO ik yao fUla nahIM hOM¸ maanaao saMjaya kI Anaokanaok AaMKoM hOM¸ jaao mauJao doK rhI hOM¸ sahlaa rhI hOM¸ dulara rhI hOM. AaOr Apnao kao yaaoM AsaM#ya AaMKaoM sao inarntr doKo jaanao kI klpnaa sao hI maOM lajaa jaatI hMU.

maOMnao saMjaya kao BaI ek baar yah baat bata[- qaI¸ tao vah KUba hMsaa qaa AaOr ifr maoro gaalaaoM kao sahlaato hue ]sanao kha qaa ik maOM pagala hMU¸ inarI maUKa- hMUÑ

kaOna jaanao¸ Saayad ]saka khnaa hI zIk hao¸ Saayad maOM pagala hI hao}MÑ

kanapur

maOM jaanatI hMU¸ saMjaya ka mana inaSaIqa kao laokr jaba–tba saSaMikt hao ]zta hOÂ pr maOM ]sao kOsao ivaSvaasa idlaa}M ik maOM inaSaIqa sao nafrt krtI hMU¸ ]sakI yaad–maa~ sao maora mana GaRNaa sao Bar ]zta hO. ifr Azarh vaYa- kI Aayau maoM ikyaa huAa Pyaar BaI kao[- Pyaar haota hO BalaaÑ inara bacapna haota hO¸ mahja pagalapnaÑ ]samaoM AavaoSa rhta hO pr sqaaiya%va nahIM¸ gait rhtI hO pr gahra[- nahIM. ijasa vaoga sao vah AarmBa haota hO¸ ja,ra–saa JaTka laganao pr ]saI vaoga sao TUT BaI jaata hO. AaOr ]sako baad AahaoM¸ AaMsauAaoM AaOr isasaikyaaoM ka ek daOr¸ saarI duinayaa kI inassaarta AaOr Aa%mah%yaa krnao ko Anaokanaok saMklp AaOr ifr ek tIKI GaRNaa. jaOsao hI jaIvana kao dUsara AaQaar imala jaata hO¸ ]na sabakao BaUlanao maoM ek idna BaI nahIM lagata. ifr tao vah saba eosaI baovakUfI lagatI hO¸ ijasa pr baOzkr GaMTaoM hMsanao kI tbaIyat haotI hO. tba ekaek hI [sa baat ka Ahsaasa haota hO ik yao saaro AaMsaUM¸ yao saarI AahoM ]sa p`omaI ko ilae nahIM qaIM¸ varna\ jaIvana kI ]sa ir>ta AaOr SaUnyata ko ilae qaIM¸ ijasanao jaIvana kao naIrsa banaakr baaoiJala kr idyaa qaa.

tBaI tao saMjaya kao pato hI maOM inaSaIqa kao BaUla ga[-. maoro AaMsaU hMsaI maoM badla gae AaOr AahaoM kI jagah iklakairyaaM gaMUjanao lagaIM. pr saMjaya hO ik jaba–tba inaSaIqa kI baat kao laokr vyaqa- hI iKnna–saa hao ]zta hO. maoro kuC khnao pr vah iKlaiKlaa AvaSya pD,ta hOÂ pr maOM jaanatI hMU¸ vah pUNa- $p sao AaSvast nahIM hO.

]sao kOsao bata}M ik maoro Pyaar ka¸ maorI kaomala BaavanaaAaoM ka¸ BaivaYya kI maorI Anaokanaok yaaojanaaAaoM ka ekmaa~ kond` saMjaya hI hO. yah baat dUsarI hO ik caaMdnaI rat maoM¸ iksaI inaja-na sqaana maoM¸ poD,–tlao baOzkr BaI maOM ApnaI qaIisasa kI baat krtI hMU yaa vah Apnao Aa^ifsa kI¸ ima~aoM kI baatoM krta hO¸ yaa hma iksaI AaOr ivaYaya pr baat krnao lagato hOM , , ,pr [sa sabaka yah matlaba tao nahIM ik hma p`oma nahIM krtoÑ vah @yaaoM nahIM samaJata ik Aaja hmaarI Baavaukta yaqaaqa- maoM badla ga[- hOM¸ sapnaaoM kI jagah hma vaastivakta maoM jaIto hOMÑ hmaaro p`oma kao pirp@vata imala ga[- hOM¸ ijasaka AaQaar pakr vah AiQak gahra hao gayaa hO¸ sqaayaI hao gayaa hO.

pr saMjaya kao kOsao samaJaa}M yah sabaÆ kOsao ]sao samaJaa}M ik inaSaIqa nao maora Apmaana ikyaa hO¸ eosaa Apmaana¸ ijasakI kcaaoT sao maOM Aaja BaI itlaimalaa jaatI hMU. sambanQa taoD,nao sao phlao ek baar tao ]sanao mauJao batayaa haota ik AaiKr maOMnao eosaa kaOna–saa ApraQa kr Dalaa qaa¸ ijasako karNa ]sanao mauJao [tnaa kzaor dMD do DalaaÆ saarI duinayaa kI Ba%sa-naa¸ itrskar¸ pirhasa AaOr dyaa ka ivaYa mauJao pInaa pD,a. ivaSvaasaGaatIÑ naIca khIM kaÑ AaOr saMjaya saaocata hO ik Aaja BaI maoro mana maoM ]sako ilae kao[- kaomala sqaana hOÑ iC:Ñ maOM ]sasao nafrt krtI hMUÑ AaOr saca pUCao tao Apnao kao BaagyaSaailanaI samaJatI hMU ik maOM ek eosao vyai> ko caMgaula maoM fMsanao sao baca ga[-¸ ijasako ilae p`oma mahja ek iKlavaaD, hO.

saMjaya¸ yah tao saaocaao ik yaid eosaI kao[- BaI baat haotI¸ tao @yaa maOM tumharo Aagao¸ tumharI hr ]icat–Anauicat caoYTa ko Aagao¸ yaaoM Aa%masamap-Na krtIÆ tumharo caumbanaaoM AaOr AailaMganaaoM maoM Apnao kao yaaoM ibaKrnao dotIÆ jaanato hao¸ ivavaah sao phlao kao[- BaI laD,kI iksaI kao [na sabaka AiQakar nahIM dotI. pr maOMnao idyaa. @yaa kovala [saIilae nahIM ik maOM tumhoM Pyaar krtI hMU¸ bahut–bahut Pyaar krtI hMUÆ ivaSvaasa krao saMjaya¸ tumhara–maora Pyaar hI saca hO. inaSaIqa ka Pyaar tao maa~ Cla qaa¸ Ba`ma qaa¸ JaUz qaa.

kanapur

prsaaoM mauJao klak%ta jaanaa hO. baD,a Dr laga rha hO. kOsao @yaa haogaaÆ maana laao¸ [MTrvyaU maoM bahut nava-sa hao ga[-¸ taoÆ saMjaya kao kh rhI hMU ik vah BaI saaqa calao pr ]sao Aa^ifsa sao Cu+I nahIM imala saktI. ek tao nayaa Sahr¸ ifr [MTrvyaUÑ Apnaa kao[- saaqa haota tao baD,a sahara imala jaata. maOM kmara laokr AkolaI rhtI hMU yaaoM AkolaI GaUma–ifr BaI laotI hMU tao saMjaya saaocata hO¸ mauJamaoM baD,I ihmmat hO¸ pr saca¸ baD,a Dr laga rha hO.

baar–baar maOM yah maana laotI hMU ik mauJao naaOkrI imala ga[- hO AaOr maOM saMjaya ko saaqa vahaM rhnao lagaI hMU. iktnaI saundr klpnaa hO¸ iktnaI maadkÑ pr [MTrvyaU ka Baya maadkta sao Baro [sa svaPnajaala kao iCnna–iBanna kr dota hO , , ,.

kaSa¸ saMjaya BaI iksaI trh maoro saaqa cala pataÑ

klak%ta

gaaD,I jaba havaD,a sToSana ko PlaoTfa^ma- pr p`vaoSa krtI hO tao jaanao kOsaI ivaica~ AaSaMka¸ ivaica~–sao Baya sao maora mana Bar jaata hO. PlaoTfa^ma- pr KD,o AsaM#ya nar–naairyaaoM maoM maOM [ra kao ZMUZ,tI hMU. vah khIM idKa[- nahIM dotI. naIcao ]trnao ko bajaaya iKD,kI maoM sao hI dUr–dUr tk naja,roM daOD,atI hMU. AaiKr ek kulaI kao baulaakr¸ Apnaa CaoTa–saa saUTkosa AaOr ibastr ]tarnao ka AadoSa do¸ maOM naIcao ]tr pD,tI hMU. ]sa BaID, kao doKkr maorI dhSat jaOsao AaOr baZ, jaatI hO. tBaI iksaI ko haqa ko spSa- sao maOM baurI trh caaOMk jaatI hMU. pICo doKtI hMU tao [ra KD,I hO.

$maala sao caohro ka psaInaa paoMCto hue khtI hMU¸ "AaofÑ tuJao na doKkr maOM Gabara rhI qaI ik tumharo Gar BaI kOsao phMucaUMgaIÑ"

baahr Aakr hma TO@saI maoM baOzto hOM. ABaI tk maOM svasqa nahIM hao pa[- hMU. jaOsao hI havaD,a–pula pr gaaD,I phMucatI hO¸ hugalaI ko jala kao spSa- krtI hu[- zMDI hvaaeM tna–mana kao ek taja,gaI sao Bar dotI hOM. [ra mauJao [sa pula kI ivaSaoYata batatI hO AaOr maOM ivaismat–saI ]sa pula kao doKtI hMU¸ dUr–dUr tk fOlao hugalaI ko ivastar kao doKtI hMU¸ ]sakI CatI pr KD,I AaOr ivahar krtI Anaok naaOkaAaoM kao doKtI hMU¸ baD,o–baD,o jahajaaoM kao doKtI hMU , , ,

]sako baad bahut hI BaID,–BarI saD,kaoM pr hmaarI TO@saI $ktI–$ktI calatI hO. }McaI–}McaI [maartaoM AaOr caaraoM Aaor ko vaatavarNa sao kuC ivaica~–saI ivaraTta ka AaBaasa haota hO¸ AaOr [sa sabako baIca jaOsao maOM Apnao kao baD,a Kaoyaa–Kaoyaa–saa mahsaUsa krtI hMU. khaM pTnaa AaOr kanapur AaOr khaM yah klak%taÑ maOMnao tao Aaja tk kBaI bahut baD,o Sahr doKo hI nahIMÑ

saarI BaID, kao caIrkr hma rOD raoD pr Aa jaato hOM. caaOD,I Saant saD,k. maoro daonaaoM Aaor lambao–caaOD,o Kulao maOdana.

"@yaaoM [ra¸ kaOna–kaOna laaoga haoMgao [MTrvyaU maoMÆ mauJao tao baD,a Dr laga rha hO."
"Aro¸ saba zIk hao jaaegaaÑ tU AaOr DrÆ hma jaOsao DroM tao kao[- baat BaI hO. ijasanao Apnaa saara kOiryar Apnao–Aap banaayaa¸ vah Balaa [MTrvyaU maoM DroÑ ifr kuC dor zhrkr khtI hO¸ "AcCa¸ BaOyaa–BaaBaI tao pTnaa hI haoMgaoÆ jaatI hO kBaI ]nako pasa BaI yaa nahIMÆ"
"kanapur Aanao ko baad ek baar ga[- qaI. kBaI–kBaI yaaoM hI p~ ilaK dotI hMU."
"Ba[- kmaala ko laaoga hOMÑ bahna kao BaI nahIM inaBaa sakoÑ"

mauJao yah p`saMga kt[- psand nahIM. maOM nahIM caahtI ik kao[- [sa ivaYaya pr baat kro. maOM maaOna hI rhtI hMU.

[ra ka CaoTa–saa Gar hO¸ saundr ZMga sao sajaayaa huAa. ]sako pit ko daOro pr jaanao kI baat saunakr phlao tao mauJao Afsaaosa huAa qaa vao haoto tao kuC madd hI krtoÑ pr ifr ekaek lagaa ik ]nakI Anaupisqait maoM maOM Saayad AiQak svatn~ta ka AnauBava kr sakMU. ]naka baccaa BaI baD,a Pyaara hO.

Saama kao [ra mauJao ka^fI–ha]sa lao jaatI hO. Acaanak mauJao vahaM inaSaIqa idKa[- dota hO. maOM sakpkakr naja,r Gaumaa laotI hMU. pr vah hmaarI maoja, pr hI Aa phMucata hO. ivavaSa haokr mauJao ]Qar doKnaa pD,ta hO¸ namaskar BaI krnaa pD,ta hOÂ [ra ka pircaya BaI krvaanaa pD,ta hO. [ra pasa kI kusaI- pr baOznao ka inaman~Na do dotI hO. mauJao lagata hO¸ maorI saaMsa $k jaaegaI.
"kba Aa[-MÆ"
"Aaja savaoro hI."
"ABaI zhraogaIÆ zhrI khaM haoÆ"

javaaba [ra dotI hO. maOM doK rhI hMU¸ inaSaIqa bahut badla gayaa hO. ]sanao kivayaaoM kI trh baala baZ,a ilae hOM. yah @yaa SaaOk cara-yaaÆ ]saka rMga syaah pD, gayaa hO. vah dubalaa BaI hao gayaa hO.

ivaSaoYa baatcaIt nahIM haotI AaOr hma laaoga ]z pD,to hOM. [ra kao maunnaU kI icanta sata rhI qaI¸ AaOr maOM svayaM BaI Gar phMucanao kao ]tavalaI hao rhI qaI. ka^fI–ha]sa sao Qama-tllaa tk vah pOdla calata huAa hmaaro saaqa Aata hO. [ra ]sasao baat kr rhI hO¸ maanaao vah [ra ka hI ima~ haoÑ [ra Apnaa pta samaJaa dotI hO AaOr vah dUsaro idna naaO bajao Aanao ka vaayada krko calaa jaata hO.

pUro tIna saala baad inaSaIqa ka yaaoM imalanaaÑ na caahkr BaI jaOsao saara AtIt AaMKaoM ko saamanao Kula jaata hO. bahut dubalaa hao gayaa hO inaSaIqaÑ lagata hO¸ jaOsao mana maoM khIM kao[- gahrI pID,a iCpae baOza hO.

mauJasao Alaga haonao ka du:K tao nahIM saala rha hO [saoÆ

klpnaa caaho iktnaI BaI maQaur @yaaoM na hao¸ ek tRiPt–yau> Aanand donaovaalaI @yaaoM na hao pr maOM jaanatI hMU¸ yah JaUz hO. yaid eosaa hI qaa tao kaOna ]sao khnao gayaa qaa ik tuma [sa sambanQa kao taoD, daoÆ ]sanao ApnaI [cCa sao hI tao yah saba ikyaa qaa.

ekaek hI maora mana kTu hao ]zta hO. yahI tao hO vah vyai> ijasanao mauJao Apmaainat krko saarI duinayaa ko saamanao CaoD, idyaa qaa¸ mahja ]phasa ka pa~ banaakrÑ Aaoh¸ @yaaoM nahIM maOMnao ]sao phcaananao sao [nakar kr idyaaÆ jaba vah maoja, ko pasa Aakr KD,a huAa¸ tao @yaaoM nahIM maOMnao kh idyaa ik maaf kIijae¸ maOM Aapkao phcaanatI nahIMÆ ja,ra ]saka iKisayaanaa tao doKtIÑ vah kla BaI Aaegaa. mauJao ]sao saaf–saaf manaa kr donaa caaihe qaa ik maOM ]sakI saUrt BaI nahIM doKnaa caahtI¸ maOM ]sasao nafrt krtI hMUÑ

AcCa hO¸ Aae klaÑ maOM ]sao bata dMUgaI ik jaldI hI maOM saMjaya sao ivavaah krnaovaalaI hMU. yah BaI bata dMUgaI ik maOM ipClaa saba kuC BaUla caukI hMU. yah BaI bata dMUgaI ik maOM ]sasao GaRNaa krtI hMU AaOr ]sao ijandgaI maoM kBaI maaf nahIM kr saktI , , ,

yah saba saaocanao ko saaqa–saaqa jaanao @yaaoM¸ maoro mana maoM yah baat BaI ]z rhI qaI ik tIna saala hao gae¸ ABaI tk inaSaIqa nao ivavaah @yaaoM nahIM ikyaaÆ kro na kro¸ mauJao @yaa , , ,Æ

@yaa vah Aaja BaI mauJasao kuC ]mmaId rKta hOÆ hMUÑ maUK- khIM kaÑ

saMjayaÑ maOMnao tumasao iktnaa kha qaa ik tuma maoro saaqa calaao pr tuma nahIM Aae. [sa samaya jabaik mauJao tumharI [tnaI–[tnaI yaad Aa rhI hO¸ bataAao¸ maOM @yaa k$MÆ

klak%ta

naaOkrI panaa [tnaa mauiSkla hO¸ [saka mauJao gaumaana tk nahIM qaa. [ra khtI hO ik DoZ, saaO kI naaOkrI ko ilae Kud imainasTr tk isafairSa krnao phMuca jaato hOM¸ ifr yah tao tIna saaO ka jaa^ba hO. inaSaIqa savaoro sao Saama tk [saI ca@kr maoM BaTka hO¸ yahaM tk ik ]sanao Apnao Aa^ifsa sao BaI Cu+I lao laI hO. vah @yaaoM maoro kama maoM [tnaI idlacaspI lao rha hOÆ ]saka pircaya baD,o–baD,o laaogaaoM sao hO AaOr vah khta hO ik jaOsao BaI haogaa¸ vah kama mauJao idlaakr hI maanaogaa. pr AaiKr @yaaoMÆ

kla maOMnao saaocaa qaa ik Apnao vyavahar kI $Ka[- sao maOM spYT kr dMUgaI ik Aba vah maoro pasa na Aae. paOnao naaO bajao ko krIba¸ jaba maOM Apnao TUTo hue baala foMknao iKD,kI pr ga[-¸ tao doKa¸ Gar sao qaaoD,I dUr pr inaSaIqa Thla rha hO. vahI lambao baala¸ kurta–pajaamaa. tao vah samaya sao phlao hI Aa gayaaÑ saMjaya haota tao gyaarh ko phlao nahIM phMucata¸ samaya pr phMucanaa tao vah jaanata hI nahIM.

]sao yaaoM ca@kr kaTto doK maora mana jaanao kOsaa hao Aayaa. AaOr jaba vah Aayaa tao maOM caahkr BaI kTu nahIM hao sakI. maOMnao ]sao klak%ta Aanao ka maksad batayaa¸ tao lagaa ik vah baD,a p`sanna huAa. vahIM baOzo–baOzo faona krko ]sanao [sa naaOkrI ko sambanQa maoM saarI jaanakarI p`aPt kr laI¸ kOsao @yaa krnaa haogaa¸ ]sakI yaaojanaa BaI banaa DalaIÂ baOzo–baOzo faona sao Aa^ifsa kao saUcanaa BaI do dI ik Aaja vah Aa^ifsa nahIM Aaegaa.

ivaiva~ isqait maorI hao rhI qaI. ]sako [sa Apna%va–Baro vyavahar kao maOM svaIkar BaI nahIM kr patI qaI¸ nakar BaI nahIM patI qaI. saara idna maOM ]sako saaqa GaUmatI rhIÂ pr kama kI baat ko Aitir> ]sanao ek BaI baat nahIM kI. maOMnao k[- baar caaha ik saMjaya kI baat bata dMUÂ

pr bata nahIM sakI. saaocaa¸ khIM vah saunakr yah idlacaspI laonaa kma na kr do. ]sako Aaja–Bar ko p`ya%naaoM sao hI mauJao kafI ]mmaId hao calaI qaI. yah naaOkrI maoro ilae iktnaI AavaSyak hO¸ imala jaae tao saMjaya iktnaa p`sanna haogaa¸ hmaaro ivavaaiht jaIvana ko AarimBak idna iktnao sauK maoM baItoMgaoÑ

Saama kao hma Gar laaOTto hOM. maOM ]sao baOznao kao khtI hMUÂ pr vah baOzta nahIM¸ basa KD,a hI rhta hO. ]sako caaOD,o lalaaT pr psaInao kI baMUdoM camak rhI hOM. ekaek hI mauJao lagata hO¸ [sa samaya saMjaya haota¸ taoÆ maOM Apnao AaMcala sao ]saka psaInaa paoMC dotI¸ AaOr vah , , ,@yaa ibanaa baahaoM maoM Baro¸ ibanaa Pyaar ike yaaoM hI calaa jaataÆ
"AcCa¸ tao calata hMU."

yan~cailat–sao maoro haqa jauD, jaato hOM¸ vah laaOT pD,ta hO AaOr maOM zgaI–saI doKtI rhtI hMU.

saaoto samaya maorI Aadt hO ik saMjaya ko laae hue fUlaaoM kao inahartI rhtI hMU. yahaM vao fUla nahIM hOM tao baD,a saUnaa–saUnaa saa laga rha hO.

pta nahIM saMjaya¸ tuma [sa samaya @yaa kr rho haoÑ tIna idna hao gae¸ iksaI nao baaMhaoM maoM Barkr Pyaar tk nahIM ikyaa.

klak%ta

Aaja savaoro maora [MTrvyaU hao gayaa hO. maOM Saayad bahut nava-sa hao ga[- qaI AaOr jaOsao ]%tr mauJao donao caaihe¸ vaOsao nahIM do pa[-. pr inaSaIqa nao Aakr batayaa ik maora caunaa jaanaa krIba–krIba tya hao gayaa hO. maOM jaanatI hMU¸ yah saba inaSaIqa kI vajah sao hI huAa.

Zlato saUrja kI QaUp inaSaIqa ko baaeM gaala pr pD, rhI qaI AaOr saamanao baOza inaSaIqa [tnao idna baad ek baar ifr mauJao baD,a Pyaara–saa lagaa.

maOMnao doKa¸ mauJasao jyaada vah p`sanna hO. vah kBaI iksaI ka Ahsaana nahIM laota pr maorI Kaitr ]sanao na jaanao iktnao laaogaaoM kao Ahsaana ilayaa. AaiKr @yaaoMÆ @yaa vah caahta hO ik maOM klak%ta Aakr rhMU ]sako saaqa¸ ]sako pasaÆ ek AjaIba–saI pulak sao maora tna–mana isahr ]zta hO. vah eosaa @yaaoM caahta hOÆ ]saka eosaa caahnaa bahut galat hO¸ bahut Anauicat hOÑ maOM Apnao mana kao samaJaatI hMU¸ eosaI kao[- baat nahIM hO¸ Saayad vah kovala maoro p`it ike gae Anyaaya ka p`itkar krnao ko ilae yah saba kr rha hOÑ pr @yaa vah samaJata hO ik ]sakI madd sao naaOkrI pakr maOM ]sao xamaa kr dMUgaI¸ yaa jaao kuC ]sanao ikyaa hO¸ ]sao BaUla jaa}MgaIÆ AsamBavaÑ maOM kla hI ]sao saMjaya kI baat bata dMUgaI.
"Aaja tao [sa KuSaI maoM paTI- hao jaaeÑ"
kama kI baat ko Alaavaa yah phlaa vaa@ya maOM ]sako maMuh sao saunatI hMU¸ maOM [ra kI Aaor doKtI hMU. vah p`stava ka samaqa-na krko BaI maunnaU kI tbaIyat ka bahanaa laokr Apnao kao kaT laotI hO. Akolao jaanaa mauJao kuC ATpTa–saa lagata hO. ABaI tk tao kama ka bahanaa laokr GaUma rhI qaI¸ pr AbaÆ ifr BaI maOM manaa nahIM kr patI. Andr jaakr tOyaar haotI hMU. mauJao yaad Aata hO¸ inaSaIqa kao naIlaa rMga bahut psand qaa¸ maOM naIlaI saaD,I hI phnatI hMU. baD,o caava AaOr satk-ta sao Apnaa p`saaQana krtI hMU¸ AaOr baar–baar Apnao kao TaoktI jaatI hMU – iksakao irJaanao ko ilae yah saba hao rha hOÆ @yaa yah inara pagalapna nahIM hOÆ

saIiZ,yaaoM pr inaSaIqa hlkI–saI mauskurahT ko saaqa khta hO¸ "[sa saaD,I maoM tuma bahut saundr laga rhI hao."

maora caohra tmatmaa jaata hOÂ knapiTyaaM sauK- hao jaatI hOM. maOM caupcaap hI [sa vaa@ya ko ilae tOyaar nahIM qaI. yah sada caup rhnaovaalaa inaSaIqa baaolaa BaI tao eosaI baat.

mauJao eosaI baatoM saunanao kI ja,ra BaI Aadt nahIM hO. saMjaya na kBaI maoro kpD,aoM pr Qyaana dota hO¸ na eosaI baatoM krta hO¸ jaba ik ]sao pUra AiQakar hO. AaOr yah ibanaa AiQakar eosaI baatoM kroÆ

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