pr jaanao @yaa hO ik maOM ]sa pr naaraja, nahIM hao patI hMU bailk ek pulakmaya isahrna mahsaUsa krtI hMU. saca¸ saMjaya ko maMuh sao eosaa vaa@ya saunanao kao maora mana trsata rhta hO¸ pr ]sanao kBaI eosaI baat nahIM kI. ipClao Z,a[- saala sao maOM saMjaya ko saaqa rh rhI hMU. raoja, hI Saama kao hma GaUmanao jaato hOM. iktnaI hI baar maOMnao EaMRgaar ikyaa¸ AcCo kpD,o phnao¸ pr p`SaMsaa ka ek Sabd BaI ]sako maMuh sao nahIM saunaa. [na baataoM pr ]saka Qyaana hI nahIM jaata yah doKkr BaI jaOsao yah saba nahIM doK pata. [sa vaa@ya kao saunanao ko ilae trsata huAa maora mana jaOsao rsa sao naha jaata hO. pr inaSaIqa nao yah baat @yaaoM khIÆ ]sao @yaa AiQakar hOÆ

@yaa sacamauca hI ]sao AiQakar nahIM hOÆ nahIM hOÆ

jaanao kOsaI majabaUrI hO¸ kOsaI ivavaSata hO ik maOM [sa baat ka javaaba nahIM do patI hMU. inaScayaa%mak dRZ,ta sao nahIM kh patI ik saaqa calato [sa vyai> kao sacamauca hI maoro ivaYaya maoM eosaI AvaaMiCt baat khnao ka kao[- AiQakar nahIM hO.

hma daonaaoM TO@saI maoM baOzto hOM. maOM saaocatI hMU¸ Aaja maOM [sao saMjaya kI baat bata dMUgaI.
"ska[-–$maÑ" inaSaIqa TO@saIvaalao kao AadoSa dota hO.

'Tuna' kI GaMTI ko saaqa maITr Da]na haota hO AaOr TO@saI hvaa sao baatoM krnao lagatI hO. inaSaIqa bahut satk-ta sao kaonao maoM baOza hO¸ baIca maoM [tnaI jagah CaoD,kr ik yaid ihcakaolaa Kakr BaI TO@saI $ko¸ tao hmaara spSa- na hao. hvaa ko JaaoMko sao maorI roSamaI saaD,I ka pllaU ]sako samaUcao badna kao spSa- krta huAa ]sakI gaaodI maoM pD,kr frfrata hO. vah ]sao hTata nahIM hO. mauJao lagata hO¸ yah roSamaI¸ sauvaaisat pllaU ]sako tna–mana kao rsa sao iBagaao rha hO¸ yah spSa- ]sao pulaikt kr rha hO¸ maOM ivajaya ko AkqanaIya Aa*laad sao Bar jaatI hMU.

Aaja BaI maOM saMjaya kI baat nahIM kh patI. caahkr BaI nahIM kh patI. ApnaI [sa ivavaSata pr mauJao KIja BaI AatI hO¸ pr maora maMuh hO ik Kulata hI nahIM. mauJao lagata hO ik maOM jaOsao kao[- bahut baD,a ApraQa kr rhI hao}MÂ pr ifr BaI maOM kuC nahIM kh sakI.

yah inaSaIqa kuC baaolata @yaaoM nahIMÆ ]saka yaaoM kaonao maoM dubakkr inaiva-kar Baava sao baOzo rhnaa mauJao kt[- AcCa nahIM lagata. ekaek hI mauJao saMjaya kI yaad Aanao lagatI hO. [sa samaya vah yahaM haota tao ]saka haqa maorI kmar maoM ilapTa haotaÑ yaaoM saD,k pr eosaI hrktoM mauJao svayaM psand nahIMÂ pr jaanao @yaaoM¸ iksaI kI baahaoM kI lapoT ko ilae maora mana lalak ]zta hO. maOM jaanatI hMU ik jaba inaSaIqa bagala maoM baOza hao¸ ]sa samaya eosaI [cCa krnaa¸

yaa eosaI baat saaocanaa BaI iktnaa Anauicat hO. pr maOM @yaa k$MÆ ijatnaI d`utgait sao TO@saI calaI jaa rhI hO¸ mauJao lagata hO¸ ]tnaI hI d`utgait sao maOM BaI bahI jaa rhI hMU¸ Anauicat¸ AvaaMiCt idSaaAaoM kI Aaor.

TO@saI JaTka Kakr $ktI hO tao maorI caotnaa laaOTtI hO. maOM jaldI sao daihnaI Aaor ka faTk Kaolakr kuC [sa hD,baD,I sao naIcao ]tr pD,tI hMUÂ maanaao Andr inaSaIqa maoro saaqa kao[- badtmaIjaI kr rha hao.

"AjaI¸ [Qar sao ]trnaa caaihe kBaIÆ" TO@saIvaalaa khta hO mauJao ApnaI galatI ka Baana haota hO. ]Qar inaSaIqa KD,a hO¸ [Qar maOM¸ baIca maoM TO@saIÑ

pOsao laokr TO@saI calaI jaatI hO tao hma daonaaoM ek–dUsaro ko Aamanao–saamanao hao jaato hOM. ekaek hI mauJao Kyaala Aata hO ik TO@saI ko pOsao tao mauJao hI donao caaihe qao. pr Aba @yaa hao sakta qaaÑ caupcaap hma daonaaoM Andr jaato hOM. Aasa–pasa bahut kuC hO¸ cahla–phla¸ raOSanaI¸ raOnak. pr maoro ilae jaOsao sabaka Aist%va hI imaT jaata hO. maOM Apnao kao sabakI naja,raoM sao eosao bacaakr calatI hMU¸ maanaao maOMnao kao[- ApraQa kr Dalaa hao¸ AaOr kao[- mauJao pkD, na lao.

@yaa sacamauca hI mauJasao kao[- ApraQa hao gayaa hOÆ

Aamanao–saamanao hma daonaaoM baOz jaato hOM. maOM haosT hMU¸ ifr BaI ]saka paT- vahI Ada kr rha hO. vahI Aa^D-r dota hO. baahr kI hlacala AaOr ]sasao AiQak mana kI hlacala maoM maOM Apnao kao Kaoyaa–Kaoyaa–saa mahsaUsa krtI hMU.

hma daonaaoM ko saamanao baOra kaolD–ka^fI ko igalaasa AaOr Kanao ka kuC saamaana rK jaata hO. mauJao baar–baar lagata hO ik inaSaIqa kuC khnaa caah rha hO. maOM ]sako haoMzaoM kI QaD,kna tk mahsaUsa krtI hMU. vah jaldI sao ka^fI ka sT/a^ maMuh sao lagaa laota hO.

maUK- khIM kaÑ vah saaocata hO¸ maOM baovakUf hMU. maOM AcCI trh jaanatI hMU ik [sa samaya vah @yaa saaoca rha hO.

tIna idna saaqa rhkr BaI hmanao ]sa p`saMga kao nahIM CoD,a. Saayad naaOkrI kI baat hI hmaaro idmaagaaoM pr Ca[- hu[- qaI. pr Aaja , , ,Aaja AvaSya hI vah baat AaegaIÑ na Aae¸ yah iktnaa AsvaaBaaivak hOÑ pr nahIM¸ svaaBaaivak Saayad yahI hO. tIna saala phlao jaao AQyaaya sada ko ilae band hao gayaa¸ ]sao ]laTkr doKnao ka saahsa Saayad hma daonaaoM maoM sao iksaI maoM nahIM hO. jaao sambanQa TUT gae¸ TUT gae. Aba ]na pr kaOna baat kroÆ maOM tao kBaI nahIM k$MgaI. pr ]sao tao krnaa caaihe. taoD,a ]sanao qaa¸ baat BaI vahI AarmBa kro. maOM @yaaoM k$M¸ AaOr mauJao @yaa pD,I hOÆ maOM tao jaldI hI saMjaya sao ivavaah krnaovaalaI hMU. @yaaoM nahIM maOM [sao ABaI saMjaya kI baat bata dotIÆ pr jaanao kOsaI ivavaSata hO¸ jaanao kOsaa maaoh hO ik maOM maMuh nahIM Kaola patI. ekaek mauJao lagata hO jaOsao ]sanao kuC kha , , ,
"Aapnao kuC khaÆ"
"nahIM taoÑ"
maOM iKisayaa jaatI hMU.
ifr vahI maaOnaÑ Kanao maoM maora ja,ra BaI mana nahIM laga rha hOÂ pr yan~cailat–saI maOM Ka rhI hMU. Saayad vah BaI eosao hI Ka rha hO. mauJao ifr lagata hO ik ]sako haoMz fD,k rho hOM¸ AaOr sT/a^ pkD,o hue ]MgailayaaM kaMp rhI hOM. maOM jaanatI hMU¸ vah pUCnaa caahta hO¸ "dIpa¸ tumanao mauJao maaf tao kr idyaa naÆ

vah pUC hI @yaaoM nahIM laotaÆ maana laao¸ yaid pUC hI lao¸ tao @yaa maOM kh sakMUgaI ik maOM tumhoM ij,andgaI–Bar maaf nahIM kr saktI¸ maOM tumasao nafrt krtI hMU¸ maOM tumharo saaqa GaUma–ifr laI¸ yaa ka^fI pI laI¸ tao yah mat samaJaao ik maOM tumharo ivaSvaasaGaat kI baat kao BaUla ga[- hMUÆ

AaOr ekaek hI ipClaa saba kuC maorI AaMKaoM ko Aagao tOrnao lagata hO. pr yah @yaaÆ Asa*ya Apmaanajainat pID,a¸ ËaoQa AaOr kTuta @yaaoM nahIM yaad AatIÆ maoro saamanao tao pTnaa maoM gaujaarI sauhanaI sanQyaaAaoM AaOr caaMdnaI rataoM ko vao ica~ ]Barkr Aato hOM¸ jaba GaMTaoM samaIp baOz¸ maaOna Baava sao hma ek–dUsaro kao inahara krto qao. ibanaa spSa- ike BaI jaanao kOsaI maadkta tna–mana kao ivaBaaor ike rhtI qaI¸ jaanao kOsaI tnmayata maoM hma DUbao rhto qao , , ,ek ivaica~–saI¸ svaiPnala duinayaa maoMÑ maOM kuC baaolanaa BaI caahtI tao vah maoro maMuh pr ]MgalaI rKkr khta¸ "Aa%maIyata ko yao xaNa Anakho hI rhnao dao¸ dIpaÑ"

Aaja BaI tao hma maaOna hI hOM¸ ek–dUsaro ko inakT hI hOM. @yaa Aaja BaI hma Aa%maIyata ko ]nhIM xaNaaoM maoM gauja,r rho hOMÆ maOM ApnaI saarI Sai> lagaakr caIK pD,naa caahtI hMU¸ nahIÑ , , ,nahIMÑ , , ,nahIMÑ , , ,pr ka^fI isap krnao ko Aitir> maOM kuC nahIM kr patI. maora yah ivaraoQa )dya kI na jaanao kaOna–saI Atla gahra[yaaoM maoM DUba jaata hOÑ

inaSaIqa mauJao ibala nahIM donao dota. ek ivaica~–saI Baavanaa maoro mana maoM ]ztI hO ik CInaa–JapTI maoM iksaI trh maora haqa [sako haqa sao CU jaaeÑ maOM Apnao spSa- sao ]sako mana ko taraoM kao JanaJanaa donaa caahtI hMU. pr vaOsaa Avasar nahIM Aata. ibala vahI dota hO¸ mauJasao tao ivaraoQa BaI nahIM ikyaa jaata.

mana maoM p`caMD tUfanaÑ pr ifr BaI inaiva-kar Baava sao maOM TO@saI maoM Aakr baOztI hMU , , ,ifr vahI maaOna¸ vahI dUrI. pr jaanao @yaa hO ik mauJao lagata hO ik inaSaIqa maoro bahut inakT Aa gayaa hO¸ bahut hI inakTÑ baar–baar maora mana krta hO ik @yaaoM nahIM inaSaIqa maora haqa pkD, laota¸ @yaaoM nahIM maoro knQao pr haqa rK dotaÆ maOM ja,ra BaI baura nahIM maanaMUgaI¸ ja,ra BaI nahIMÑ pr vah kuC BaI nahIM krta.

saaoto samaya raoja, kI trh maOM Aaja BaI saMjaya ka Qyaana krto hue hI saaonaa caahtI hMU¸ pr inaSaIqa hO ik baar–baar saMjaya kI AakRit kao hTakr svayaM Aa KD,a haota hO , , ,

klak%ta

ApnaI maja,baUrI pr KIja–KIja jaatI hMU. Aaja iktnaa AcCa maaOka qaa saarI baat bata donao kaÑ pr maOM jaanao khaM BaTkI qaI ik kuC BaI nahIM bata pa[-.

Saama kao mauJao inaSaIqa Apnao saaqa 'laok' lao gayaa. panaI ko iknaaro hma Gaasa pr baOz gae. kuC dUr pr kafI BaID,–BaaD, AaOr cahla–phla qaI¸ pr yah sqaana ApoxaakRt Saant qaa. saamanao laok ko panaI maoM CaoTI–CaoTI lahroM ]z rhI qaIM. caaraoM Aaor ko vaatavarNa ka kuC ivaica~–saa Baava mana pr pD, rha qaa.

"Aba tao tuma yahaM Aa jaaAaogaIÑ" maorI Aaor doKkr ]sanao kha.
"haMÑ"
"naaOkrI ko baad @yaa [rada hOÆ"
maOMnao doKa¸ ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM kuC jaananao kI Aaturta fOlatI jaa rhI hO¸ Saayad kuC khnao kI BaI. mauJasao kuC jaanakr vah ApnaI baat khogaa.
"kuC nahIMÑ" jaanao @yaaoM maOM yah kh ga[-. kao[- hO jaao mauJao kcaaoTo Dala rha hO. @yaaoM nahIM maOM bata dotI ik naaOkrI ko baad maOM saMjaya sao ivavaah k$MgaI¸ maOM saMjaya sao p`oma krtI hMU¸ vah mauJasao p`oma krta hOÆ vah bahut AcCa hO¸ bahut hIÑ vah mauJao tumharI trh QaaoKa nahIM dogaa pr maOM kuC BaI tao nahIM kh patI. ApnaI [sa baobasaI pr maorI AaMKoM ClaClaa AatI hOM. maOM dUsarI Aaor maMuh for laotI hMU.

"tumharo yahaM Aanao sao maOM bahut KuSa hMUÑ"

maorI saaMsa jahaM–kI–thaM $k jaatI hO Aagao ko Sabd saunanao ko ilae pr Sabd nahIM Aato. baD,I katr¸ k$Na AaOr yaacanaa–BarI dRiYT sao maOM ]sao doKtI hMU¸ maanaao kh rhI hao}M ik tuma kh @yaaoM nahIM doto inaSaIqa¸ ik Aaja BaI tuma mauJao Pyaar krto hao¸ tuma mauJao sada Apnao pasa rKnaa caahto hao¸ jaao kuC hao gayaa hO¸ ]sao BaUlakr tuma mauJasao ivavaah krnaa caahto haoÆ kh dao¸ inaSaIqa¸ kh daoÑ , , ,yah saunanao ko ilae maora mana Akulaa rha hO¸ CTpTa rha hOÑ maOM baura nahIM maanaMUgaI¸ ja,ra BaI baura nahIM maaMnaMUgaI. maana hI kOsao saktI hMU inaSaIqaÑ [tnaa saba hao jaanao ko baad BaI Saayad maOM tumhoM Pyaar krtI hMU – Saayad nahIM¸ sacamauca hI maOM tumhoM Pyaar krtI hMUÑ

maOM jaanatI hMU–tuma kuC nahIM khaogao¸ sada ko hI imatBaaYaI jaao hao. ifr BaI kuC saunanao kI Aaturta ilayao maOM tumharI trf doKtI rhtI hMU. pr tumharI naja,r tao laok ko panaI pr jamaI hu[- hO , , ,Saant¸ maaOnaÑ

Aa%maIyata ko yao xaNa Anakho Balao hI rh jaaeM pr AnabaUJao nahIM rh sakto. tuma caaho na khao¸ pr maOM jaanatI hMU¸ tuma Aaja BaI mauJao Pyaar krto hao¸ bahut Pyaar krto haoÑ maoro klak%ta Aa jaanao ko baad [sa TUTo sambanQa kao ifr sao jaaoD,nao kI baat hI tuma [sa samaya saaoca rho hao. tuma Aaja BaI mauJao Apnaa hI samaJato hao¸ tuma jaanato hao¸ Aaja BaI dIpa tumharI hOÑ , , ,AaOr maOMÆ

lagata hO¸ [sa p`Sna ka ]%tr donao ka saahsa mauJamaoM nahIM hO. mauJao Dr hO ik ijasa AaQaar pr maOM tumasao nafrt krtI qaI¸ ]saI AaQaar pr khIM mauJao Apnao sao nafrt na krnaI pD,o.
lagata hO¸ rat AaQaI sao BaI AiQak Zla ga[- hO.

kanapur

mana maoM ]%kT AiBalaaYaa haoto hue BaI inaSaIqa kI AavaSyak maIiTMga kI baat saunakr maOMnao kh idyaa qaa ik tuma sToSana mat Aanaa. [ra Aa[- qaIÂ pr gaaD,I pr ibazakr hI calaI ga[-¸ yaa khMU ik maOMnao jabad-stI hI ]sao Baoja idyaa. maOM jaanatI qaI ik laaK manaa krnao pr BaI inaSaIqa Aaegaa AaOr ivada ko ]na Aintma xaNaaoM maoM maOM ]sako saaqa AkolaI hI rhnaa caahtI qaI. mana maoM ek dbaI–saI AaSaa qaI ik calato samaya hI Saayad vah kuC kh do.

gaaD,I calanao maoM jaba dsa imanaT rh gae tao doKa¸ baD,I vyaga`ta sao iDbbaaoM maoM JaaMkta–JaaMkta inaSaIqa Aa rha qaa. , , ,pagalaÑ ]sao [tnaa tao samaJanaa caaihe ik ]sakI p`tIxaa maoM maOM yahaM baahr KD,I hMUÑ

maOM daOD,kr ]sako pasa jaatI hMU¸ "Aap @yaaoM AaeÆ" pr mauJao ]saka Aanaa baD,a AcCa lagata hOÑ  vah bahut qaka huAa laga rha hO. Saayad saara idna bahut vyast rha AaOr daOD,ta–daOD,ta mauJao saI–Aa^f krnao yahaM Aa phMucaa. mana krta hO kuC eosaa k$M¸ ijasasao [sakI saarI qakana dUr hao jaae. pr @yaa k$MÆ hma iDbbao ko pasa Aa jaato hOM.
"jagah AcCI imala ga[-Æ" vah Andr JaaMkto hue pUCta hO.
"haMÑ"
"panaI–vaanaI tao hOÆ"
"hO."
"ibastr fOlaa ilayaaÆ"
maOM KIja pD,tI hMU. vah Saayad samaJa jaata hO¸ saao caup hao jaata hO. hma daonaaoM ek xaNa kao ek–dUsaro kI Aaor doKto hOM. maOM ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM ivaica~–saI CayaaeM doKtI hMUÂ maanaao kuC hO¸ jaao ]sako mana maoM GauT rha hO¸ ]sao maqa rha hO¸ pr vah kh nahIM pa rha hO. vah @yaaoM nahIM kh dotaÆ @yaaoM nahIM Apnao mana kI [sa GauTna kao hlka kr laotaÆ

"Aaja BaID, ivaSaoYa nahIM hO¸" caaraoM Aaor naja,r Dalakr vah khta hO.
maOM BaI ek baar caaraoM Aaor doK laotI hMU¸ pr naja,r maorI baar–baar GaD,I pr hI jaa rhI hO. jaOsao–jaOsao samaya sark rha hO¸ maora mana iksaI gahro Avasaad maoM DUba rha hO. mauJao kBaI ]sa pr dyaa AatI hO tao kBaI KIja. gaaD,I calanao maoM kovala tIna imanaT baakI rh gae hOM. ek baar ifr hmaarI naja,roM imalatI hOM.

"}pr caZ, jaaAao¸ Aba gaaD,I calanaovaalaI hO."
baD,I Asahaya–saI naja,r sao maOM ]sao doKtI hMUÂ maanaao kh rhI hao}M¸ tumhIM caZ,a dao. , , ,AaOr ifr QaIro–QaIro caZ, jaatI hMU. drvaaja,o pr maOM KD,I hMU AaOr vah naIcao PlaoTfa^ma- pr.
"jaakr phMucanao kI Kbar donaa. jaOsao hI mauJao [Qar kuC inaiScat $p sao maalaUma haogaa¸ tumhoM saUcanaa dMUgaa."

maOM kuC baaolatI nahIM¸ basa ]sao doKtI rhtI hMU , , ,
saITI , , ,hrI JaMDI , , ,ifr saITI. maorI AaMKoM ClaClaa AatI hOM.

gaaD,I ek hlko–sao JaTko ko saaqa sarknao lagatI hO. vah gaaD,I ko saaqa kdma Aagao baZ,ata hO AaOr maoro haqa pr QaIro–sao Apnaa haqa rK dota hO. maora raoma–raoma isahr ]zta hO. mana krta hO icallaa pDMU–maOM saba samaJa ga[-¸ inaSaIqa¸ saba samaJa ga[-Ñ jaao kuC tuma [na caar idnaaoM maoM nahIM kh pae¸ vah tumharo [sa xaiNak spSa- nao kh idyaa. ivaSvaasa krao¸ yaid tuma maoro hao tao maOM BaI tumharI hMUÂ kovala tumharI¸ ekmaa~ tumharIÑ , , ,pr maOM kuC kh nahIM patI. basa¸ saaqa calato inaSaIqa kao doKtI–Bar rhtI hMU. gaaD,I ko gait pkD,to hI vah haqa kao ja,ra–saa dbaakr CaoD, dota hO. maorI ClaClaa[- AaMKoM maMud jaatI hOM. mauJao lagata hO¸ yah spSa-¸ yah sauK¸ yah xaNa hI sa%ya hO¸ baakI saba JaUz hOÂ Apnao kao BaUlanao ka¸ Barmaanao ka¸ Clanao ka Asafla p`yaasa hO.

AaMsaU–BarI AaMKaoM sao maOM PlaoTfa^ma- kao pICo CUTta huAa doKtI hMU. saarI AakRityaaM QaMuQalaI–saI idKa[- dotI hOM. AsaM#ya ihlato hue haqaaoM ko baIca inaSaIqa ko haqa kao¸ ]sa haqa kao¸ ijasanao maora haqa pkD,a qaa¸ ZMUZ,nao ka Asafla–saa p`yaasa krtI hMU. gaaD,I PlaoTfa^ma- kao par kr jaatI hO¸ AaOr dUr–dUr tk klak%ta kI jagamagaatI bai%tyaaM idKa[- dotI hOM. QaIro–QaIro vao saba dUr hao jaatI hOM¸ pICo CUTtI jaatI hOM. mauJao lagata hO¸ yah dO%yaakar T/ona mauJao maoro Gar sao khIM dUr lao jaa rhI hO – AnadoKI¸ AnajaanaI rahaoM maoM gaumarah krnao ko ilae¸ BaTkanao ko ilaeÑ

baaoiJala mana sao maOM Apnao fOlaae hue ibastr pr laoT jaatI hMU. AaMKoM band krto hI sabasao phlao maoro saamanao saMjaya ka ica~ ]Barta hO , , ,kanapur jaakr maOM ]sao @yaa khMUgaIÆ [tnao idnaaoM tk ]sao ClatI Aa[-¸ Apnao kao ClatI Aa[-¸ pr Aba nahIM. maOM ]sao saarI baat samaJaa dMUgaI. khMUgaI¸ saMjaya ijasa sambanQa kao TUTa huAa jaanakr maOM BaUla caukI qaI¸ ]sakI jaD,oM )dya kI ikna Atla gahra[yaaoM maoM jamaI hu[- qaIM¸ [saka Ahsaasa klak%ta maoM inaSaIqa sao imalakr huAa. yaad Aata hO¸ tuma inaSaIqa kao laokr sadOva hI saMidgQa rhto qao pr tba maOM tumhoM [-Yyaa-lau samaJatI qaI Aaja svaIkar krtI hMU ik tuma jaIto¸ maOM harIÑ

saca maananaa saMjaya¸ Z,a[- saala maOM svayaM Ba`ma maoM qaI AaOr tumhoM BaI Ba`ma maoM Dala rKa qaa pr Aaja Ba`ma ko¸ Clanaa ko saaro hI jaala iCnna–iBanna hao gae hOM. maOM Aaja BaI inaSaIqa kao Pyaar krtI hMU. AaOr yah jaananao ko baad¸ ek idna BaI tumharo saaqa AaOr Cla krnao ka dussaahsa kOsao k$MÆ Aaja phlaI baar maOMnao Apnao sambanQaaoM ka ivaSlaoYaNa ikyaa¸ tao jaOsao saba kuC hI spYT hao gayaa AaOr jaba maoro saamanao saba kuC spYT hao gayaa¸ tao tumasao kuC BaI nahIM iCpa}MgaI¸ tumharo saamanao maOM caahMU tao BaI JaUz nahIM baaola saktI.

Aaja laga rha hO¸ tumharo p`it maoro mana maoM jaao BaI Baavanaa hO vah Pyaar kI nahIM¸ kovala kRt&ta kI hO. tumanao mauJao ]sa samaya sahara idyaa qaa¸ jaba Apnao ipta AaOr inaSaIqa kao Kaokr maOM caUr–caUr hao caukI qaI. saara saMsaar mauJao vaIrana naja,r Aanao lagaa qaa¸ ]sa samaya tumanao Apnao snaoihla spSa- sao mauJao ijalaa idyaa maora maurJaayaa¸ mara mana hra hao ]za maOM kRtkR%ya hao ]zI¸ AaOr samaJanao lagaI ik maOM tumasao Pyaar krtI hMU. pr Pyaar kI baosauQa GaiD,yaaM¸ vao ivaBaaor xaNa¸ tnmayata ko vao pla¸ jahaM Sabd cauk jaato hOM¸ hmaaro jaIvana maoM kBaI nahIM Aae. tumhIM bataAao¸ Aae kBaIÆ tumharo AsaM#ya AailaMganaaoM AaOr caumbanaaoM ko baIca BaI¸ ek xaNa ko ilae BaI tao maOMnao kBaI tna–mana kI sauQa ibasara donaovaalaI pulak yaa maadkta ka AnauBava nahIM ikyaa.

saaocatI hMU¸ inaSaIqa ko calao jaanao ko baad maoro jaIvana maoM ek ivaraT SaUnyata Aa ga[- qaI¸ ek KaoKlaapna Aa gayaa qaa¸ tumanao ]sakI pUit- kI. tuma pUrk qao¸ maOM galatI sao tumhoM ip`yatma samaJa baOzI.

mauJao xamaa kr dao saMjaya AaOr laaOT jaaAao. tumhoM mauJa jaOsaI Anaok dIpaeM imala jaaeMgaI¸ jaao sacamauca hI tumhoM ip`yatma kI trh Pyaar kroMgaI. Aaja ek baat AcCI trh jaana ga[- hMU ik p`qama p`oma hI saccaa p`oma haota hOÂ baad maoM ikyaa huAa p`oma tao Apnao kao BaUlanao ka¸ Barmaanao ka p`yaasa–maa~ haota hO , , ,

[saI trh kI AsaM#ya baatoM maoro idmaaga maoM AatI hOM¸ jaao maOM saMjaya sao khMUgaI. kh sakMUgaI yah sabaÆ laoikna khnaa tao haogaa hI. ]sako saaqa Aba ek idna BaI Cla nahIM kr saktI. mana sao iksaI AaOr kI AaraQanaa krko tna sao ]sakI haonao ka AiBanaya krtI rhMUÆ CI:Ñ nahIM jaanatI¸ yahI saba saaocato–saaocato mauJao kba naIMd Aa ga[-.

laaOTkr Apnaa kmara KaolatI hMU¸ tao doKtI hMU¸ saba kuC jyaaoM–ka–%yaaoM hO¸ isaf- fUladana kao rjanaIganQaa maurJaa gae hOM. kuC fUla Jarkr ja,maIna pr [Qar–]Qar BaI ibaKr gae hOM.

Aagao baZ,tI hMU tao ja,maIna pr pD,a ek ilafafa idKa[- dota hO. saMjaya kI ilaKa[- hO¸ Kaolaa tao CaoTa–saa p~ qaa:

dIpa¸
tumanao jaao klak%ta jaakr kao[- saUcanaa hI nahIM dI. maOM Aaja Aa^ifsa ko kama sao kTk jaa rha hMU. paMca–C: idna maoM laaOT Aa}Mgaa. tba tk tuma Aa hI jaaAaogaI. jaananao kao ]%sauk hMU ik klak%ta maoM @yaa huAaÆ

tumhara
saMjaya

ek lambaa ina:Svaasa inakla jaata hO. lagata hO¸ ek baD,a baaoJa hT gayaa. [sa AvaiQa maoM tao maOM Apnao kao AcCI trh tOyaar kr laMUgaI.

naha–Qaaokr sabasao phlao maoM inaSaIqa kao p~ ilaKtI hMU. ]sakI ]pisqait sao jaao ihcak maoro haoMz band ike hue qaI¸ dUr rhkr vah Apnao–Aap hI TUT jaatI hOM. maOM spYT SabdaoM maoM ilaK dotI hMU ik caaho ]sanao kuC nahIM kha¸ ifr BaI maOM saba kuC samaJa ga[- hMU. saaqa hI yah BaI ilaK dotI hMU ik maOM ]sakI ]sa hrkt sao bahut duKI qaI¸ bahut naaraja, BaIÂ pr ]sao doKto hI jaOsao saara ËaoQa bah gayaa. [sa Apna%va maoM ËaoQa Balaa iTk BaI kOsao pataÆ laaOTI hMU¸ tba sao na jaanao kOsaI rMgaInaI AaOr maadkta maorI AaMKaoM ko Aagao Ca[- hO , , ,Ñ

ek KUbasaUrt–sao ilafafo maoM ]sao band krko maOM svayaM paosT krnao jaatI hMU.
rat maoM saaotI hMU tao Anaayaasa hI maorI naja,r saUnao fUladana pr jaatI hO. maOM krvaT badlakr saao jaatI hMU.

kanapur

Aaja inaSaIqa kao p~ ilaKo paMcavaaM idna hO. maOM tao kla hI ]sako p~ kI rah doK rhI qaI. pr Aaja kI BaI daonaaoM DakoM inakla ga[-M. jaanao kOsaa saUnaa–saUnaa¸ Anamanaa–Anamanaa lagata rha saara idnaÑ iksaI BaI tao kama maoM jaI nahIM lagata. @yaaoM nahIM laaOTtI Dak sao hI ]%tr do idyaa ]sanaoÆ samaJa maoM nahIM Aata¸ kOsao samaya gaujaa$MÑ

maOM baahr baalaknaI maoM jaakr KD,I hao jaatI hMU. ekaek Kyaala Aata hO¸ ipClao Za[- saalaaoM sao krIba [saI samaya¸ yahIM KD,o haokr maOMnao saMjaya kI p`tIxaa kI hO. @yaa Aaja maOM saMjaya kI p`tIxaa kr rhI hMUÆ yaa maOM inaSaIqa ko p~ kI p`tIxaa kr rhI hMUÆ Saayad iksaI kI nahIM¸ @yaaoMik jaanatI hMU ik daonaaoM maoM sao kao[- BaI nahIM Aaegaa. ifrÆ

ina$_oSya–saI kmaro maoM laaOT pD,tI hMU. Saama ka samaya mauJasao Gar maoM nahIM kaTa jaata. raoja, hI tao saMjaya ko saaqa GaUmanao inakla jaayaa krtI qaI. lagata hOÂ yahIM baOzI rhI tao dma hI GauT jaaegaa. kmara band krko maOM Apnao kao QakolatI–saI saD,k pr lao AatI hMU. Saama ka QauMQalaka mana ko baaoJa kao AaOr BaI baZ,a dota hO. khaM jaa}MÆ lagata hO¸ jaOsao maorI rahoM BaTk ga[- hOM¸ maMija,la Kao ga[- hO. maOM svayaM nahIM jaanatI¸ AaiKr mauJao jaanaa khaM hO. ifr BaI ina$_oSya–saI calatI rhtI hMU. pr AaiKr kba tk yaMU BaTktI rhMUÆ harkr laaOT pD,tI hMU.

Aato hI maohta saahba kI baccaI tar ka ek ilafafa dotI hO.
QaD,kto idla sao maOM ]sao KaolatI hMU. [ra ka tar qaa.
'inayaui> hao ga[- hO. baQaa[-Ñ'

[tnaI baD,I KuSaKbarI pakr BaI jaanao @yaa hO ik KuSa nahIM hao patI. yah Kbar tao inaSaIqa Baojanaovaalaa qaa. ekaek hI ek ivacaar mana maoM Aata hO : @yaa jaao kuC maOM saaoca ga[-¸ vah inara Ba`ma hI qaa¸ maa~ maorI klpnaa¸ maora AnaumaanaÆ nahIM–nahIMÑ ]sa spSa- kao maOM Ba`ma kOsao maana laMU¸ ijasanao maoro tna–mana kao Dubaao idyaa qaa¸ ijasako Wara ]sako )dya kI ek–ek prt maoro saamanao Kula ga[- qaIÆ laok pr ibatae ]na maQaur xaNaaoM kao Ba`ma kOsao maana laMU¸ jahaM ]saka maaOna hI mauKirt haokr saba kuC kh gayaa qaaÆ Aa%maIyata ko vao Anakho xaNaÑ tao ifr ]sanao p~ @yaaoM nahIM ilaKaÆ @yaa kla ]saka p~ AaegaaÆ @yaa Aaja BaI ]sao vahI ihcak raoko hue hOÆ

tBaI saamanao kI GaD,I Tna\–Tna\ krko naaO bajaatI hO. maOM ]sao doKtI hMU. yah saMjaya kI laa[- hu[- hO. lagata hO¸ jaOsao yah GaD,I GaMTo saunaa–saunaakr mauJao saMjaya kI yaad idlaa rhI hO. fhrato yao hro pdo-¸ yah hrI bauk–rOk¸ yah Tobala¸ yah fUladana¸ saBaI tao saMjaya ko hI laae hue hOM. maoja, pr rKa yah pona ]sanao mauJao saala–igarh pr laakr idyaa qaa.

ApnaI caotnaa ko [na ibaKro saU~aoM kao samaoTkr maOM ifr pZ,nao ka p`yaasa krtI hMU¸ pr pZ, nahIM patI. harkr maOM plaMga pr laoT jaatI hMU.

saamanao ko fUladana ka saUnaapna maoro mana ko saUnaopna kao AaOr AiQak baZ,a dota hO. maOM ksakr AaMKoM maMUd laotI hMU. ek baar ifr maorI AaMKaoM ko Aagao laok ka svacC¸ naIlaa jala ]Bar Aata hO¸ ijasamaoM CaoTI–CaoTI lahroM ]z rhI qaIM. ]sa jala kI Aaor doKto hue inaSaIqa kI AakRit ]Barkr AatI hO. vah laaK jala kI Aaor doKo pr caohro pr AMikt ]sako mana kI hlacala kao maOM Aaja BaI¸ [tnaI dUr rhkr BaI mahsaUsa krtI hMU. kuC na kh panao kI majabaUrI¸ ]sakI ivavaSata¸ ]sakI GauTna Aaja BaI maoro saamanao saakar hao ]ztI hO. QaIro–QaIro laok ko panaI ka ivastar isamaTta jaata hO¸ AaOr ek CaoTI–saI ra[iTMga Tobala maoM badla jaata hO¸ AaOr maOM doKtI hMU ik ek haqa maoM pona ilae AaOr dUsaro haqa kI ]MgailayaaoM kao baalaaoM maoM ]laJaae inaSaIqa baOza hO , , ,vahI majabaUrI¸ vahI ivavaSata¸ vahI GauTna ilae. vah caahta hO pr jaOsao ilaK nahIM pata. vah kaoiSaSa krta hO¸ pr ]saka haqa basa kaMpkr rh jaata hO. AaohÑ lagata hO¸ ]sakI GauTna maora dma GaaoMTkr rK dogaI. maOM ekaek hI AaMKoM Kaola dotI hMU. vahI fUladana¸ pdo-¸ maoja,¸ GaD,I , , ,Ñ

AaiKr Aaja inaSaIqa ka p~ Aa gayaa. QaD,kto idla sao maOMnao ]sao Kaolaa. [tnaa CaoTa–saa p~Ñ

ip`ya dIpa¸
tuma AcCI trh phMuca ga[-¸ yah jaanakr p`sannata hu[-.
tumhoM ApnaI inayaui> ka tar tao imala hI gayaa haogaa. maOMnao kla hI [rajaI kao faona krko saUcanaa do dI qaI¸ AaOr ]nhaoMnao batayaa qaa ik tar do doMgaI. Aa^ifsa kI Aaor sao BaI saUcanaa imala jaaegaI.
[sa saflata ko ilae maorI Aaor sao haid-k baQaa[- svaIkar krnaa. saca¸ maOM bahut KuSa hMU ik tumhoM yah kama imala gayaaÑ maohnat safla hao ga[-. SaoYa ifr.
SauBaocCu¸
inaSaIqa

basaÆ QaIro–QaIro p~ ko saaro Sabd AaMKaoM ko Aagao lauPt hao jaato hOM¸ rh jaata hO kovala¸ "SaoYa ifrÑ"

tao ABaI ]sako pasa 'kuC' ilaKnao kao SaoYa hOÆ @yaaoM nahIM ilaK idyaa ]sanao ABaIÆ @yaa ilaKogaa vahÆ
"dIpÑ"

maOM mauD,kr drvaaja,o kI Aaor doKtI hMU. rjanaIganQaa ko Zor saaro fUla ilae mauskurata–saa saMjaya KD,a hO. ek xaNa maOM saM&a–SaUnya–saI ]sao [sa trh doKtI hMU¸ maanaao phcaananao kI kaoiSaSa kr rhI hMU. vah Aagao baZ,ta hO¸ tao maorI Kao[- hu[- caotnaa laaOTtI hO¸ AaOr ivaixaPt–saI daOD,kr ]sasao ilapT jaatI hMU.
"@yaa hao gayaa hO tumhoM¸ pagala hao ga[- hao @yaaÆ"
"tuma khaM calao gae qao saMjayaÆ" AaOr maora svar TUT jaata hO. Anaayaasa hI AaMKaoM sao AaMsaU bah calato hOM.
"@yaa hao gayaaÆ klak%ta ka kama nahIM imalaa @yaaÆ maarao BaI gaaolaI kama kao. tuma [tnaI proSaana @yaaoM hao rhI hao ]sako ilaeÆ"

pr mauJasao kuC nahIM baaolaa jaata. basa¸ maorI baaMhaoM kI jakD, ksatI jaatI hO¸ ksatI jaatI hO. rjanaIganQaa kI mahk QaIro–QaIro maoro tna–mana pr Ca jaatI hO. tBaI maOM Apnao Baala pr saMjaya ko AQaraoM ka spSa- mahsaUsa krtI hMU¸ AaOr mauJao lagata hO¸ yah spSa-¸ yah sauK¸ yah xaNa hI sa%ya hO¸ vah saba JaUz qaa¸ imaqyaa qaa¸ Ba`ma qaa , , ,.

AaOr hma daonaaoM ek–dUsaro ko AailaMgana maoM baMQao rhto hOM– cauimbat¸ p`it–cauimbatÑ

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