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janaad-na ko
Gar tao kaohrama hI maca gayaa qaa. AaOraoM kao raota doKkr
janaad-na kI AaMKoM BaI Barnao lagaIM. lailata nao BaI
GaiD,yaalaI AaMsaU inakalanaa Sau$ kr idyaa ik khIM kao[-
yah na saaocao ik bahU Andr–hI–Andr KuSa hao rhI hO
laoikna vaastivakta tao yah qaI ik vah puratnapMqaI
sasaurala sao maui@t panao kI baat saaocakr bahut pulaikt
qaI.
janaad-na kI maataEaI
gaMgaajala laokr Aa[- va daonaaoM pr iCD,ka AaOr baudbauda[-¸
"ho Bagavaana¸ [nhoM AQama- sao bacaanaa."
p`aofosar saahba daonaaoM kao laokr idllaI gae evaM palama
hvaa[- AD\Do sao ]nhoM ivada[- dI. tarIK qaI 10 frvarI¸
1972.
pccaIsa vaYa- baIt gae hOM.
gaMgaa maoM tba sao bahut panaI bah cauka hO¸ prntu
janaad-na imaEa ibalakula BaI nahIM badlao hOM. badlao hOM
tao kOlaoMDr kI tarIK evaM rhnao ka sqaana. saana Íainsaskao
mahanagar ko pasa sanaIvaola maoM ek baD,o sao Bavya Gar
maoM rhto hOM evaM ]nakI Da^@TrI ka paMiD%ya dUr–dUr tk
fOlaa huAa hO. haM yah baat Alaga hO ik ]nakI AaQauinaka
p%naI Aba A%yaaQauinak bana ga[- hOM evaM ]nakI [klaaOtI
saMtana rInaa 'icaPsa klcar' maoM plakr SahrI BaaYaa maoM
svasqa va dohatI BaaYaa maoM BaOMsa laganao lagaI hO. basa¸
vaNa- Syaama nahIM hOM.
janaad-na ABaI BaI saUya-
kao AGya- ide ibanaa idnacayaa- AarMBa nahIM krto. maaMsa
maClaI tao @yaa¸ AMDo tk kao haqa nahIM lagaato. laoikna ek
ivakT samasyaa Aana pD,I hO. baoTI caaObaIsa kI hao rhI hO
AaOr ]sakI SaadI kI icanta maoM janaad-na [khro sao AaQao
hue jaa rho hOM. ]nhoM icanta hO ik khIM ]ma` ko jaaoSa maoM
rInaa kao[- galat jaIvanasaaqaI na ZMUZ, lao. vaOsao [sa
samasyaa ko samaaQaana ko p`yaasa maoM tao ]nhoM lailata ka
BaI pUNa- sahyaaoga p`aPt hO.
Aajakla ]nakI Saama ka
samaya ba`a*maNa laD,ko Kaojanao maoM laga jaata hO. jaba
iksaI ivavaah yaaogya laD,ko ka pta calata hO¸ vao turnt
]sasao imalanao phMuca jaato hOM evaM ApnaI Da^@TrI AaMKaoM
sao ]sakI jaaMca–pD,tala krnao lagato hOM.
"lailataÑ ek laD,ko ka
pta calaa hO. kmPyaUTr [MjaIinayar hO. ABaI dao vaYa- phlao
Baart sao Aayaa hO. [laahabaad ka hO¸ saryaUparINa hI hO.
ek CaoTI kmpnaI maoM kama krta hO. maOM tao ]sasao imala
Aayaa hMU¸ mauJao psaMd hO. @yaaoM na tuma rInaa sao baat
krao. vah tOyaar hao jaae tao baD,a AcCa hO¸"
janaad-na nao lailata sao kha.
"rInaa sao baat krnaa tao iballaI ko galao maoM GaMTI
baaMQanao jaOsaa hO. ifr BaI maOM p`ya%na kÉMgaI."
"@yaa rInaa–rInaa hao rha hO¸" rInaa saIZ,I
]trto hue baaolaI.
"baoTa¸ tumharo baaro maoM hI baat kr rho qao. ek
laD,ka hO¸ sauQaakr. mauJao bahut psaMd hO. Agar tuma
]sasao baat kr laao tao , , ,." [sako Aagao baaolanao
kI ihmmat nahIM hu[- janaad-na kI.
"AcCa¸ tao maorI SaadI kI baat hOÑ mauJao nahIM krnaI
ABaI SaadI–vaadI¸" rInaa nao ]%tr idyaa.
lailata ko bahut
samaJaanao–bauJaanao pr rInaa sauQaakr sao imalanao kao
tOyaar hao ga[-. Sainavaar Aato hI rInaa¸ lailata evaM
janaad-na sauQaakr ko Gar phMucao.
"namastoÑ Aap laaogaaoM ka hI rasta doK rha qaa."
sauQaakr nao iSaYTacaar pUva-k kha.
"sauQaakr¸ yah hO maorI pu~I rInaa evaM maorI p%naI
lailata." janaad-na nao pircaya krayaa. sauQaakr nao
saaocaa ik AcCa huAa ik bata idyaa varnaa ]sao tao lagaa qaa
ik dao pui~yaaoM ko saaqa Aae hOM.
rInaa nao kmaro ka AcCo ZMga
sao mauAayanaa ikyaa. saamanao hI ek p`aOZ, jaaoD,o kI
faoTao lagaI qaI. hao–na–hao yah tsvaIr sauQaakr ko
maata–ipta kI haogaI. janaad-na kao icanta qaI ik rInaa
kma–sao–kma iSaYTacaarpUNa- vyavahar kro. rInaa nao
sauQaakr sao ek–dao savaala pUCo tqaa ek–dao savaalaaoM
ka zIk–zak–saa ]%tr idyaa. janaad-na nao tao jaOsao
sauQaakr kI caar pIiZ,yaaoM ka Aagaa–pICa pUC Dalaa. iksaI
trh baatoM samaaPt hu[- AaOr ]na laaogaaoM nao ivada laI.
kar maoM baOzto hI lailata
baaolaI¸ "sacamauca¸ baD,a AcCa laD,ka hO¸ @yaaoM
rInaaÆ"
"zIk hI hO. laoikna Gar maoM Gausato hI ]sako
maata–ipta kI baD,I–saI tsvaIr lagaI hO evaM baat–baat
maoM mammaI–papa baaolata rhta hO. yah tao mauJao hr vaYa-
jaaD,o kI Cui+yaaoM maoM Baart lao jaaegaa¸ macCraoM sao
kTvaanao. ifr maOM skI[Mga kba kÉMgaI."
janaad-na va lailata caup
rho. prntu janaad-na BaI kao[- har maananao vaalao qaaoD,o
hI qao. maMUCoM tao AmarIka Aato hI kTvaa laI qaIM ifr tava
iksa pr dotoÑ pr janao} pr AvaSya haqa forto hue saaocanao
lagao 'carOvaOit carOvaOit'.
"lailata¸ maoro bacapna ko ima~ caUD,amaiNa i~vaodI ka
laD,ka yahaM Aa rha hO. ]sakao vaIsaa imala gayaa hO. ilaKa
hO ik ]saka Qyaana rKnaa¸ "janaad-na p`sannatapUva-k
ica{I pZ,to hue baaolao.
lailata nao mana–hI–mana
saaocaa ik bakra svayaM SaornaI ko saamanao Aa rha hO. Aba
maata–ipta sao baZ,kr kaOna ApnaI santana kao samaJa sakta
hO.
Antt: vah idna BaI Aa gayaa¸ jaba janaad-na saaOrBa kao
saOna haojao hvaa[- AD\Do sao Apnao Gar lao Aae. rInaa baahr
ga[- hu[- qaI. ]sako laaOTto hI janaad-na nao saaOrBa ka
]sasao pircaya krvaayaa.
rInaa nao mana–hI–mana
kha ik papa ka yah nayaa maaohra hO.
"kba Aae AapÆ" rInaa nao saaOrBa sao pUCa.
"ABaI–ABaI Aayaa hMU. Baart sao laasa eMijalsa AaOr
ifr saOna jaaosa¸" saaOrBa nao ba%tIsaI idKato hue
kha.
"AcCa–AcCa¸ saOna jaaosa sao Aae hOM saana ÍaMisaskao
sao nahIM¸" rInaa kao hMsaI Aa rhI qaI. spOinaSa
BaaYaa maoM "ja" kao "h" baaolaa jaata
hO¸ yah baocaaro saaOrBa kao pta nahIM qaa. ³maoi@sakao kI
saImaa sao lagao haonao ko karNa kOilafaoina-yaa maoM
spOinaSa BaaYaa ka bahut p`Baava hO´
rInaa Gaumaa–ifrakr
saaOrBa ko maMuh sao saOna jaaosa saunatI evaM hMsatI.
janaad-na kao rInaa ko [sa AiSaYT vyavahar pr ËaoQa Aa rha
qaa evaM saaOrBa 'naa samaJaI–ek vardana' ko isawaMt pr
calata jaa rha qaa.
ekant haoto hI janaad-na naIcaI Aavaaja maoM rInaa sao
baaolao¸ "baoTI rInaa¸ eosao iksaI ka majaak nahIM
]D,ato."
"maOMnao iksaI ka majaak nahIM ]D,ayaa hO¸" rInaa
ka ]%tr qaa.
"iktnaa saIQaa–saaQaa hO¸ tumharo ilae ibalkula zIk
rhogaa." janaad-na nao saaocaa ik jaMgala maoM ek hI
Saor kafI hO.
"yah marigallaaÑ [sasao tao lagata hO kBaI vyaayaama
nahIM ikyaa hO. yah @yaa SaadI krogaa."
"iktnaI maohnat sao pZ,a[- kI hO¸ jaba kmaaegaa tao
badna Apnao–Aap hI bana jaaegaa. Aba [tnaI CaoTI baat pr
tao manaa mat krao." janaad-na nao Anaunaya kI.
"mauJao daostaoM maoM hMsaI nahIM ]D,vaanaI ik khaM sao
yao 'skoyar Ëao' ³KotaoM maoM lagaa putlaa´ lao Aa[- haoÆ"
rInaa baaolato hue }pr calaI ga[-.
janaad-na isar pkD,kr baOz
gae. saaocanao lagao ik Bagavaana rInaa kao sad\bauiw do.
janaad-na Aba svayaM hI laD,kaoM kI jaaMca–pD,tala AcCo
ZMga sao krnao lagao ik rInaa kuC kmaI na inakala sako.
AMt maoM ]nhoM ek bahut AcCa laD,ka imalaa. qaa tao
kanyakubja pr baD,I kmpnaI maoM kaya-rt qaa. Baart maoM
]saka pirvaar BaI kafI naamaI qaa. janaad-na nao maanata
maanaI ik yaid yahaM baat bana ga[- tao maMidr kI
dana–poiTka maoM saaO Da^lar AvaSya DalaoMgao. Aba saaO
Da^lar tao bahut haoto hOM na Bagavaana.
iksaI trh ihmmat baaMQakr
janaad-na evaM lailata nao rInaa ko sammauK p`stava rKa.
"Aba maOM [sa JaaMsao mao nahIM Aanao vaalaI. maora Apnaa
jaIvana¸ AcCI naaOkrI hO. mauJao jaba jaao ]icat lagaogaa¸
vahIM k$MgaI. Aap laaogaaoM ko [sa vyavahar sao maOM bahut
ivacailat hao jaatI hMU."
"baoTI¸ basa [sako Gar calaI calaao¸ ifr nahIM
khoMgao¸" janaad-na nao hiqayaar Dalato hue kha.
"zIk hO¸ pr yah Aintma baar haogaa¸" rInaa nao
Sat- rKI.
janaad-na¸ lailata va rInaa idvaakr ko Gar phMucao.
"DOD¸ yah tao epaT-maoMT ka^mPlao@sa hO¸" rInaa
caaOMkkr baaolaI.
"tao @yaa huAa¸" janaad-na nao kha.
rInaa nao naak–BaaOM
caZ,ato hue AMdr p`vaoSa ikyaa. qaaoD,I dor baad hI ]sao
vahaM GauTna haonao lagaI. vaaiSaMga maSaIna¸ kUD,adana –
saBaI kuC tao dUr–dUr hOM AaOr saaJao ko hOM.
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