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hr caaOKanao ko baIca saImaoMT ek dUsaro
ko baIca kI dUrI kao BartI tao hO ifr BaI vao daonaaoM Alaga–Alaga hI banao
rhto hOM. Saayad yahI [sa doSa kI phcaana hO¸ Saayad yahI [sa doSa kI
saMskRit hO¸ Saayad yahI [sa doSa kI K,UbasaUrtI hO. pr [sa K,UbasaUrtI kao
jaananao ko ilae AjanabaIpna ko ijasa [Md`jaala kao taoD,naa pD,ta hO
]sao taoD,nao ka samaya AaOr ihmmat yahaM bahut kma laaogaaoM ko pasa
hOM. naImaa ko pasa BaI nahIM. naImaa nao maak- kao kBaI nahIM batayaa ik vah BaI
Saarjaah maoM hI rhtI hO. ]sanao Apnao '[nÔao' maoM Baart ka pta Bara huAa
qaa. kuC JaUz kBaI–kBaI iktnao sauivaQaajanak rhto hOMŃ
pIlaI
pi+yaaoM vaalaI saD,k par krnao kI jagah Aa ga[- qaI. naImaa nao [Qar
]Qar zIk sao doKa AaOr saD,k par kr ko dUsarI Aaor Aa ga[-. [sa trÔ ÔuTpaqa ko caaOKanao Aayatakar hOM. vagaa-kar caaOKanao ek kdma maoM
K,%ma
hao jaato hOM pr Aayatakar caaOKanao dao kdma tk saaqa rhto hOM. hr dUrI
zIk–zIk naapI hu[- hO naImaa ko kdmaaoM nao AaOr yah BaI ik kMPyaUTr kI
daostI [na ÔuTpaqa ko caaOKanaaoM kI trh ek yaa dao kdmaaoM maoM hI K,%ma
hao jaatI hO. maak- kI daostI BaI kba K,%ma hao ga[- naImaa kao pta nahIM
calaa qaa.
yaaoM
tao raoja,–raoja, ek saa kama krto hue }ba saI haonao lagatI hO pr ek idna
yahaM Thlanao
na Aae tao naImaa kao yah jagah yaad Aanao lagatI hO. yah caaOKanaaoM sao jaD,a
saaÔ
sauqara ÔSa- ijasapr vah Thla rhI hO¸ ËIk pr dUr tk fOlaI hu[- narma
Gaasa ka kalaIna¸ laa[na sao jaD,o kalao saunahro laOMp paosTaoM kI
daohrI ktaroM¸ ]nasao ibaKrto dUiQayaa p`kaSa ko Gaoro¸ jahaM thaM
iTkIM Aa[sËIma kI gaaiD,yaaM¸ dUr–dUr pr banao CaoTo–CaoTo ÔasT ÔUD ko
ros~aM¸ ra^T Aayarna kI kalaI baoMcaoM AaOr dUr pr p%qaraoM kI maohraba. maohraba ko par rot¸ rot pr baD,o–baD,o kalao p%qaraoM ka Zor
AaOr ]sapr lahroM maarta samaMdr , , , samaMdr ko iknaaro basaa Ajamaana
kOMpoMskI haoTla AaOr [Qar ]Qar Thlato ]sako saOlaanaI saba kuC ]sakI
SaamaaoM ka ihssaa bana cauko hOM. saBaI kuC Apnaa saa hO.
AjaIba saI baat yah hO ik yah ihssaa
iktnaa ]saka hO iktnaa nahIM¸ [sakI kao[- phcaana nahIM. daonaaoM ko
baIca kao[- saMvaad nahIM¸ isaÔ- ek caup saI hO , , , ek AjaIba
saa maaOna , , ,yahI ek maaOna daonaaoM ko saMbaMQaaoM ka AaQaar
hO.
isaÔ-
[maartoM yaa p`kRit hI nahIM , , , tmaama saaro laaoga jaao yahaM naImaa kI trh Saama
ibatanao Aato hOM naImaa ko jaIvana ka ihssaa bana cauko hOM. eosaa
Acaanak nahIM hao gayaa hO ek saala sao jyaada samaya lagaa hO naImaa kao
[nhoM Apnaanao maoM. eosaa BaI nahIM hO ik [sa ek saala maoM kuC badlaa
nahIM¸ laaoga badlao hOM¸ ]sako doKto–doKto yah jagah rMgaao raogana sao
sajaI–QajaI jagamaga hao ga[- hO. cahla
phla BaI kaÔI baZ, ga[- hO.
yahIM
ek idna iqalaaoka imalaI qaI ]sao. naImaa ËIk pr ibaCI ek baoMca pr
sausta rhI qaI. Acaanak iksaI EaIlaMkna saI idKnao vaalaI laD,kI nao pasa
baOzto hue pUCa qaa ik @yaa ]sao Gar ko kama ko ilae iksaI 'maoD' kI ja,$rt
hOĆ
ek pla kao naImaa iJaJakI qaI. pta
nahIM kaOna hOĆ kOsaI hOĆ khIM yah iksaI caaor
]ca@kaoM ko gaOMga sao tao nahIM Ć ifr lagaa yahaM pr eosao laaogaaoM ko
iK,laaÔ kD,o kanaUna hOM. naImaa khIM baahr kama nahIM krtI hO vah [sa pr inagaah rK saktI
hO AaOr
saca pUCao tao naImaa BaI ABaI BaartIya taOr trIkaoM sao mau@t nahIM hao
pa[- hO. Kanaa pkanao ko baad bat-naaoM ka Zor ]sao kaTnao kao daOD,ta
hO¸ ifr [sa ivalaa ka JaaD,U–paoMCa ]sakI ihmmat sao baahr kI baat hO.
kuC
qaaoD,I saI baatoM kr ko naImaa nao ]sao Apnao
Gar ka pta va Ôaona nambar do idyaa. 'maoD' nao Apnaa naama ilalaI
batayaa qaa AaOr vah ApnaI trh kI AMga`oja,I baaolatI qaI.
Agalao idna zIk samaya sao ilalaI Aa
ga[-
qaI. Gar kI kaOna saI caIja, iksa trh saaÔ krnaI hO¸ iksa caIja, kao saaÔ
krnao maoM iksa saabauna ka [stomaala krnaa hO¸ iksa ba`aMD ko paoCo AcCo
haoto hOM AaOr kaOna sao ilai@vaD sao 'krI' ko daga AcCI trh saaÔ hao
jaato hOM [sa sabako ivaYaya maoM ]sakI jaanakarI ka kao[- javaaba nahIM
qaa. dao GaMTao maoM hI ]sanao eosao–eosao nausK,o cauTikyaaoM maoM
qamaa ide qao ijana pr SaaoQa krto hue naImaa saala Bar maoM BaI parMgat
nahIM hao pa[- qaI. ]sakI saÔa[- AaOr dmaK,,ma doK kr naImaa prma p`sanna
qaI.
[tnao maoM drvaaja,o kI GaMTI bajaI.
naImaa nao doKa kao[- tIsa barsa kI ]ma` ka
AadmaI saamanao KD,a qaa. ]sakI kar maoM dao isaMhlaI laD,ikyaaM pICo
AaOr ek saamanao phlao sao qaIM. maorI p`Snavaacak saMdohaspd maud`a doK
kr ]sanao ihndI maoM pUCa¸ "SakIlaa hOĆ"
"SakIlaa kaOnaĆ" maOnao AaScaya- sao pUCa.
ilalaI daOD, kr baahr Aa ga[-. Apnao saOMDlsa phnato hue isMahlaI maoM
]sa AadmaI sao baatoM krnao lagaI. kar maoM baOzI laD,ikyaaoM nao
]sao haqa ihlaayaa AaOr ifr Sau$ hao ga[- ]nakI Tpr–Tpr ApnaI BaaYaa
maoM. pICo vaalaI laD,ikyaaoM nao iKsak kr ilalaI ko ilae jagah banaa[-
AaOr vah JaT sao baOz kr fur- hao ga[-.
naImaa kao lagaa ik yao saba zIk laaoga nahIM. drvaaja,a baMd ikyaa AaOr saaoca ilayaa ik
ilalaI jaba AgalaI baar AaegaI ]sakao drvaaja,o sao hI laaOTa donaa hO¸
iksaI ' holp' kI ]sao ja,$rt nahIM. saaÔ sauqara camacamaata huAa
Gar mauMh icaZ,anao lagaa qaa pr caaObaIsa GaMTo baItto na baItto naImaa ka gaussaa
SaaMt hao gayaa. saaocanao lagaI¸ ekdma sao BaavauktapUNa- inaNa-ya
laonaa zIk nahIM. @yaaoM na QaOya- ko saaqa pUCa jaaya. ilalaI ko Gar
ka pta lao lao AaOr pasapaoT- ko baaro maoM pUC lao ik ]sako pasa hO yaa
nahIM. [tnaI jaanakarI hI kaÔI haogaI yah pta krnao ko ilae ik vah kaOna
hO @yaa krtI hO.
ek idna baad jaba ilalaI nao GaMTI bajaa[-
naImaa nao drvaaja,a Kaolaa AaOr QaIro sao kha¸ "ilalaI¸ tumharo
iktnao naama hOMĆ
"Aaoh maODma mauJao lagaa qaa ik ]sa idna Aap hOrana hao ga[-
haoMgaI. maMO batatI hUM Aapkao saarI baat¸ Aap tao samaJadar lagatI hOM ,
, , lagata hO Aap paikstanaI hOM , , ,Agar kao[- iËiScayana
Aapko Gar maoM kama kro tao Aapkao eotraja, tao nahIMĆ" ]sanao pUCa.
"nahIM ihndU¸ mauislama yaa iËiScayana sao mauJao kuC Ôrk nahIM pD,ta
pr maOM paikstanaI nahIM ihndustanaI hUM."
"Aap ihndustanaI hOĆ , , , ]sanao AaScaya- sao pUCa "Aap
paikstainayaaoM kI trh ]dU- baaolatI hOM¸ ibandI BaI nahIM lagaatIM AaOr
Aap malayaalama BaI nahIM samaJatIMĆ"
"maOM ibandI lagaatI hMU pr maOMnao kao[- kD,o inayama nahIM banaa
rKo hOM [sa baaro maoM. kBaI BaUla ga[- tao nahIM BaI lagaa[- AaOr
malayaalama dixaNa BaartIya BaaYaa hO jaao mauJao nahIM AatI. maOM ]%tr
BaartIya hUM. ]%tr Baart maoM yahI BaaYaa baaolaI jaatI hO." lagata qaa ijatnaa saMdoh mauJao ]sako
baaro maoM qaa ]sasao khIM jyaada saMdoh ]sao maoro baaro maoM maoro
phnaavao AaOr rhna sahna kao laokr qaa.
"AcCa AcCa"¸ ]sanao mauskrato hue kha lagata qaa ]sao baat
samaJa maoM Aa rhI hO AaOr ifr vah Apnao baaro maoM batanao lagaI¸
"maora naama iqalaaoka hO. maoro pasapaoT- maoM BaI yahI
naama hO. maoro maata ipta baaOw qao baad maoM Qama- pirvat-na kr ko
iËiScayana hao gae. Aba hma [saI Qama- ka palana krto hOM pr Qama- Alaga–Alaga haonao sao
@yaa haota hOĆ AaiK,r hr Qama- ek hI baat tao isaKata hO. yahaM ek AjaIba saa irvaaja, hO.
iksaIkao Apnao doSa kI 'maoD' caaihe iksaI kaoo Apnao Qama- kIo. jaba
maMOnao Aapkao ËIk pr doKa tao Aap
pOMT kaoT phnao qaIM.
mauJao lagaa ik Aap iËiScayana haoMgaI [sailae maOnao Apnaa naama
ilalaI bata idyaa AaOr AMga`oja,I maoM baat kI.
"jaao ]sa idna kar D/a[va kr rha qaa
vah maoro pit ka
CaoTa Baa[- hO. ]sanao Aapkao salavaar kuto- maoMo doKa tao samaJaa ik Aap
paikstanaI hOM [sailae ]sanao maora naama SakIlaa batayaa AaOr ]dU- maoM
baat kI. hma k[- irStodar yahaM hOM. hmamaoM sao jaao BaI baokar haota hO
vaao hma sabako ilae D/a[ivaMga kr laota hO. maOM ipClao baIsa saalaaoM sao Saarjaah maoM
hUM. [tnao idnaaoM
maoM ]dU-¸ [MgailaSa¸ ArbaI¸ malayaalama AaOr isaMhlaI BaaYaaeM
baaolanao lagaI hUM. jaba maOM
paikstanaI GaraoM maoM kama krtI hUM tao Apnaa naama SakIlaa rK laotI hUM. ihndustanaI GaraoM maoM i~laaoka bata dotI
hUM. mauJao ArbaI GaraoM
maoM kama krnaa AcCa nahIM lagata. vahaM kama bahut haota hO AaOr kBaI K,%ma nahIM haota."
iktnao saaro caaOKanaaoM ko baaro maoM
jaanatI hO iqalaaoka¸ naImaa nao saaocaa qaa. [tnao saaro caaOKanaaoM sao
gauja,rto hue [sa duinayaa ko samaMdr ko iktnao jvaar BaaTo Jaolao
haoMgao [sanao. iksa trh ApnaI maohrabaoM banaa[- haoMgaI [sanao. iksa
trh saImaoMT jamaa[- haogaI Apnao caaraoM Aaor fOlao hr caaOKanao
ko Anausaar Apnao kao samaayaaoijat krto hue.
Aagao
ko maaoD, pr baD,o naIlao vaalao baaoD- sao naImaa kao Apnao Gar kI Aaor
mauD,naa qaa. basa dao imanaT ka samaya AaOr , , , naImaa nao saaocaa. ]sako
baad dsa imanaT lagato hOM naImaa kao Gar tk phuMcanao maoM. Aaz
bajao tk vah Gar maoM haogaI. yah samaya samaIr ko Aanao ka hO. Aaz sao
dsa tk yaa tao TIvaI doKogaI yaa ifr rat ko Kanao ko ilae kuC pka
laogaI. Thlanao ko ilae inaklanao ko phlao samaIr ka Ôaona Aayaa qaa. saat
bajao ]sakI maIiTMga hO AaOr baad maoM iDnar. Saayad laaOTnao maoM dor
haogaI. maIiTMga K,tma krnao ko baad Aaz sao saaZ,o Aaz ko baIca Ôaona
krnao kao kha qaa ]sanao. "mauD,
mauD, ko na doK mauD, mauD, ko , , ," pICo AatI kar ka sTIiryaao kaÔI
toja, Aavaaja, maoM baja rha qaa. iksaI BaartIya kI kar haogaI naImaa nao
saaocaa. Acaanak toja, hana- AaOr ba`ok kI Aavaaja, ko saaqa kar bagala
maoM Aakr ÉkI tao naImaa caaOMk saI ga[-. plaT kr doKa¸ samaIr
qaa.
"ho[ maana gaeĆ
@yaa pkD,a hOĆ samaIr @laasa CaoD, kr Baagao hue ivaVaqaI- ko maUD
maoM qaa¸ "calaao ' idllaI drbaar' maoM malaa[- kaoFto¸ baTr icakna
AaOr gaaila-k naana Kato hOM." Kanaa samaIr kI sabasao baD,I
kmaja,aorI hO. K,asataOr sao maugala[-.
"Aaja [tnaI jaldIĆ AaOr Aaja tao tumhara iDnar qaa naĆ" naImaa
nao AaScaya- sao pUCa haMlaaMik yah ja,bardst T/IT qaI ]sako ilae BaI.
ipClao ek mahInao sao daonaao khIM baahr Kanao nahIM gae.
"haM¸ Aaja mana nahIM huAa iDnar tk $knao ka. Saayad
raoja,–raoja, ko ikbbaoh¸ tbaUlaoh AaOr hmaUsa vagaOrh–vagaOrh ek
hja,ar iDSaoja, sao maora idla Bar gayaa Aaja pudInao kI caTnaI yaad Aa
rhI hO imacaI- vaalaI."
samaIr ka jaInao ka Apnaa trIka hO vah hja,araoM caaOKanao par kr ko
vaapsa laaOT Aata hO Apnao caaOKanao pr. Saayad hr BaartIya ka yahI trIka
hO vao yaa tao Apnao caaOKanao par nahIM krto¸ yaa hja,araoM caaOKanao
par krto hue Apnao caaOKanaaoM pr vaapsa laaOT Aato hOM. Saayad [saIilae
duinayaa maoM khIM BaI rhoM¸ caaOKanaaoM kI BaID, maoM vao Kaoto nahIM.
hr baar maona raoD pr imala jaato hOM , , ,ija,Mdga,I maoM BaI. naImaa
nao mauskura kr kar ka drvaaja,a Kaolaa AaOr AMdr baOz ga[-. samaIr nao
vaalyaUma QaImaa kr idyaa. AMdr maMd saMgaIt jaarI qaa mauD, mauD, ko na
doK mauD, mauD, ko , , ,¸ baahr ÔuTpaqa ko caaOKanao toja,I sao
pICo CUTto jaa rho qao.
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