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jabasao
isai@kma
maoM naaOkrI lagaI qaI tBaI sao hr yaa~a maoM vahaM phuMcanao ko baad tar
donaa Aadt hao ga[- qaI. paMca vaYaao-M maoM lagaBaga pnd`h–saaolah
yaa~aeM tao maOMnao kI hI qaIM. ]na yaa~aAaoM maoM p`ayaÁ saubaIr dasa
saaqa haota qaa. isalaIgauD,I sao vah jaaorqaaMk jaata AaOr maOM gaOMgaTaok.
daonaaoM Apnao–Apnao izkanao pr phuMcakr phlaa kama kanapur tar donao ka
krto. baOMk Aaf^ baD,aOda sao baambao vaI
, TI , sToSana vaaikMga iDsToMsa pr qaa. vahaM tk jaanao maoM saD,k pr
Aasa–pasa ko fuTpaqaaoM sao
haokr jaanaa haota qaa ijanapr pOdla calanao kI jagah dUkanaaoM nao Gaor rKI
qaI. kMGaI¸ $maala¸ talao¸ pIlaI iktabaoM AaOr TI–SaT- ko Alaavaa
jaIMsa pOMT baoMcatI dUkanaaoM pr kuC KrIdtI BaID, qaI yaa ]nako pasa sao
gauja,rnao vaalaaoM kI saM#yaa BaID,–saI lagatI qaI¸ khnaa kizna qaa.
]sa BaID, maoM nayao laaoga¸ baahrI laaoga¸ phcaana ilae jaato qao. ]nako
pICo icapkU dlaala pD, jaato qao¸ "maMgata Æ"
"@yaa
, , ,Æ" maOMnao pUCa. ‘maMgata’ Sabd ko AaMcailak Aqa- kI caaoT
sao maOM ]bar cauka qaa.
"mahaBaart
, , , ramaayana , , ,."
"
nahIM , , ,maOM [tnaa baD,a Qaaima-k nahIM hUM , , ,."
"
lao , , ,naa , , ,sasto maoM
dogaa , , ,"
"gaIta
p`osa gaaorKpur sao sasta tao nahIM hI daogao , , ,Æ"
"gaIta
p`osa , , ,. @yaa hO , , ,yao doKogaa tao iT/pla e@sa BaUla jaaegaa , , ,"
samaJa maoM Aayaa ik vah blaU iflmaoM baoMca rha hO. maOMnao ]sasao iksaI
trh ipND CuD,ayaa. ibajanaosa BaI @yaa caIja hO. laaoga AvataraoM ka naama
BaI nahIM CaoD,to. caaho gaNaoSa baID,I hao yaa gada Cap sautI-.
daophr
hao caukI qaI. maOMnao vaapsaI ko
ilae TO@saI pkD, laI. tya ikyaa ik rajaoSvar ko Gar ko pasa iksaI rostraM
maoM laMca laUMgaa AaOr ifr kuC samaya Aasa–pasa GaUmanao ko baad Saama
haonao sao phlao kmaro pr phuMca jaa}Mgaa. caaOraho pr hmaoSaa kuC j,yaada
hI BaID, haotI qaI. ]saka karNa vahaM tIna isanaomaaGaraoM ka haonaa BaI qaa.
saaqa hI ek TO@saI sTOND BaI qaa jahaM hrdma cahla–phla rhtI qaI.vahIM
]trkr maOMnao saD,k ko dUsarI Aaor k[- rostraM qao. maOM ijasamaoM Gausaa
]samao baar BaI qaa. mauJao pta nahIM ik Aasa–pasa ko Anya rostraM maoM
yah sauivaQaa qaI yaa nahIM. rostraM ko ka]NTr pr KD,a vyai@t knaa-Tk ka
rhnao vaalaa qaa. maOMnao ]sao batayaa ik ihndI AK,baar maoM kama krta hUM.
ek hF,to baad AbaUQaabaI jaa rha hUM.
yah va@,t jaao Acaanak zhr gayaa hO¸ maOM ]sao [sa rostraM maoM
kaTnaa caahta hUM. vah mauJasao p`Baaivat huAa ik maoro halaat pr ]samaoM
k$Naa ]pjaI¸ kuC kh nahIM sakta. maOMnao ]sao raja,I kr ilayaa ik vah
mauJao daophr sao phlao AaOr daophr ko baad ek–ek ibayar ko saaqa va@,t
ibatanao do. maOMnao ihsaaba lagaayaa ik laMca ko saaqa lagaBaga caalaIsa
$pyao raoja ka K,ca- Aaegaa. ibayar kI ek baaotla baarh $pyao kI qaI.
kanapur
maoM vamaa-jaI nao mauJasao kha qaa ik bamba[- maoM Saraba sastI hO. ibayar
BaI. kanapur maoM jaao ba`aND saaolah $pyao ka imalata qaa vah bamba[- maoM
baarh ka qaa. Alaga–Alaga p`doSaaoM kI e@saa[ja, D\yaUTI Alaga–Alaga
haonao ko karNa kImataoM maoM fk- haota hO.
Saama
haonao tk ka samaya maOMnao rostraM maoM ibatayaa. vahaM sao rajaoSvar ka Gar
bahut pasa qaa. vao Saama Ch bajao tk Aa^ifsa sao laaOT Aato qao. maOMnao
]nako vaapsa Aanao ka [Mtja,ar saD,k ko ]sa maaoD, pr ikyaa jahaM sao ek galaI imalana–Qaara ibailDMga kao jaatI
qaI. baccaaoM
ko ilae maOMnao qaaoD,o–sao fla KrIdo qao. jaba rajaoSvar ka [Mtja,ar kuC j,yaada
hI hao gayaa tao maOM ]nako FlaOT kI Aaor cala pD,a.
maOM
jaba Gar maoM Gausaa tao icar–piricat dRSya qaa. SatrMja kI ibasaat ibaCI
hu[- qaI. baccao Apnao puranao AMdaja, maoM maaM–baap kI Aaor qao. maOMnao
Tobala pr fla rKo tao caaOMka. jaao kpD,o maOM saubah ]tarkr KUMTI pr TaMgao
qao vao Qaulao AaOr p`osa krko rKo qao. maoro ilae yah BaItr tk ibaMQa
jaanao vaalaI baat qaI. yah @yaa baat hu[- ik maOM iksaI sao eosaI saovaa
laUMÆ maOMnao mana hI mana saaocaa ik kla sao eosaa maaOka hI nahIM dUMgaa
ik kao[- maoro kpD,o pa BaI sako. maOM ]sao Kud hI laaND/I maoM do dUMgaa.yah
saba saaoca hI rha qaa ik rajaoSvar nao pUCa¸ "khaM–khaM GaUma Aae , , ,Æ"
maOMnao ]nhoM idna–Bar kI GaTnaaeM bata[-M magar eyar [iNDyaa ko Aa^ifsa
maoM hu[- Aip`ya GaTnaa AaOr rostraM maoM baOznao kI baat nahIM bata[-. jaba
maOMnao kha ik Agar pta haota ik Flaa^[T hF,to Bar baad hO tao maOM
pnd`h–saaolah kao Aayaa haota tao ]nhaoMnao kha¸ "BaIMga rho hao @yaa , , ,Æ
bamba[- GaUmaao , , ,proSaana haonao kI @yaa baat hO , , ,Æ AaOr ]sa
pOkoT maoM @yaa laae hao Æ"
"kuC
nahIM , , ,qaaoD,o–sao fla hOM , , ,"
"fa^rmaoilaTI
kI kao[- ja,$rt nahIM hO , , ,kla sao yah
saba na laanaa , , ,samaJao " ]nhaoMnao Kola maoM DUbao hue hI kha. Kola
badstUr calata rha. ]nakI baoTI maoro saamanao caaya ka Pyaalaa rK ga[-.
maOM
]nhoM @yaa batata ik proSaana haonao kI baat @yaaoM hO. kao[- maoro kpD,o
saaf kro. kao[- caaya banaakr laae. kao[- maoro jaUzo bartna maaMjao. vah BaI
ek idna nahIM¸ ek hF,to. [sa isqait maoM kao[- AhdI hI KuSa rh sakta hO.
Kanaa Kato hue maOMnao rajaoSvar sao pUCa¸ " AbaUQaabaI eyarpaoT- sao skUla ko pto pr jaanao ko ilae mauJao kao[- na
kao[- savaarI krnaI haogaI , , ,]sao Baugatana krnao ko ilae pOsao donao
haoMgao tao @yaa maoro $pyao kama AaeMgao , , ,Æ"
"kla
saubah qaa^masa kuk ko pasa calao jaaAao , , ,vaIja,a kI faoTaoka^pI idKakr
ijatnaI ja,$rt hao ]tnao lao laao , , ,pa^sapaoT- BaI idKanaa haogaa , , ,]sa
pr eNT/I haotI hO , , ,"
"khaM
jaanaa haogaa, , ,.Æ"
"saoMT
yaaosaF, skUla ko pasa , , ,"
"
maOM saaocata hUM ik jaba samaya imala gayaa hO tao Qama-vaIr BaartI sao BaI
imala laUM , , ,."
"zIk
saaoca rho hao , , ," ]nhaoMnao Ta[msa Aa^f [iNDyaa ko kayaa-laya ka pta
samaJaato hue kha ik baambao
vaI ,TI ,ko pasa hI jaanaa pD,ogaa. vahaM sao pOdla BaI jaayaa jaa sakta hO.
Agalaa
idna : tuma BaI gaja,ba hao
sabasao
phlao maOMnao iksaI laaMND/I maoM ipClao idna ko phnao kpD,o donao kI baat
saaocaI. kpD,aoM kao ek pOkoT maoM rKkr maOM rajaoSvar ko FlaOT sao [sa trh
inaklanaa caahta qaa ik EaImatI gaMgavaar kao pta hI na calao ik
@yaa laokr baahr jaa rha hUM magar ]nhoM Saayad AaBaasa hao gayaa qaa
ik maOM kpD,aoM ko Qaulanao ko maamalao maoM Aagao @yaa k$Mgaa. ]nhaoMnao
saIQao pUCa¸ " yao kpD,o khaM jaa rho hOM , , ,Æ"
"kpD,o
, , ,kpD,o khaM jaa sakto hOM , , ,." maOM hklaayaa.
"maalaUma
hO , , ,kpD,aoM ko paMva nahIM haoto , , ,magar pta tao calao ik yao khaM
lao jaae jaa rho hOM Æ"
"gaMdo
hao gae hOM , , ,Qaulanao kao donaa hO , , ,"
"[nhoM
Gar maoM hI CaoD, doM , , ,Qaula jaaeMgao , , ,"
"PlaIja,¸
eosaa mat kroM , , ,nark maoM BaI jagah nahIM imalaogaI mauJao , , ,jaao Aap
laaogaaoM nao ikyaa hO vahI khaM kma hO , , ,"
maora kao[- BaI tk- EaImatI gaMgavaar ko
saamanao kama nahIM Aayaa. kpD,aoM ka pOkoT CaoD,naa pD,a. iksaI kao [tnao
AcCo laaoga imala jaato hOM tao duinayaa ko p`it ]saka ivaSvaasa iktnaa
p`bala hao jaata hO¸ iksaI kao iksaI
eosaI maihlaa ka sadya vyavahar imala jaata hO tao vah jaIvana Bar [sa baat
kao Baulaa nahIM pata.
maOM
TO@saI sao saoMT yaaosauf skUla phuMcakr Aa^ifsa ko pasa phuMcaa. ek baaoD-
lagaa qaa¸ "baOMk kmsa TU
skUla"
maOM
ka]NTr pr KD,a qaa AaOr ]sako saamanao ek CaoTo–sao Cod AaOr iKD,kI pr
lagaI jaalaI ko pICo kOiSayar
qaa. maOMnao ]sasao pUCa¸ "Aap
imasTr qaa^masa hOM , , ,Æ"
"naao
, , ,"
"sauinae
, , ,."
"esa,
, ,"
"PlaIja
, , ,mauJao kuC fa^rona kroMsaI caaihe , , ,maOM AbaUQaabaI jaa rha
hUM , , ,"
"tao¸
maOM @yaa k$M , , ,Æ"
"mauJao
vahaM kI kuC kroMsaI do doM , , ,"
"yahaM
fa^rona kroMsaI nahIM imalatI , , ,"
"PlaIja
, , ,maorI ja,$rt kao samaiJae , , ,"
"Aap
@yaa kh rho hOM , , ,Æ"
"maOM
jaanata hUM ik fa^rona kroMsaI ka laona–dona ga,lat hO , , ,magar Aap
maorI madd kroM , , ,"
"maOM
khaM sao dUM fa^rona kroMsaI , , , Æ"
"Aap
qaa^masa kuk nahIM hOMÆ"
"nahIM
, , ,"
"yah
baaoiD-Mga skUla hO na Æ"
"esa
, , ,."
"tao¸
[samaoM ha^sTola BaI haogaa , , ,Æ"
"hO
, , ,"
"]samaoM
kao[- Kanaa banaanao vaalaa kuk BaI haogaa , , ,@yaa pta vahI qaa^masa kuk
hao , , ,maOM ]sao kuC pOsao
j,yaada do dUMgaa , , , kuC Aap BaI
lao laIijae , , ,Aa[ naao [T [ja, [llaIgala ,
, ,magar mauJao fa^rona kroMsaI caaihe , , ,"
"Aar
yaU gaa^na maOD , , ,yahaM kao[- qaa^masa kuk nahIM hO , , ,PlaIja , ,
,laIva d ka]NTr , , ,dUsaro laaoga laa[na maoM KD,o hOM , , ,]nhoM fIsa
ja,maa krnaI hO , , ,."
mauJao
vahaM sao hTnaa pD,a. idmaaga cakra gayaa qaa. [sa trh ko pOsao–kaOD,I ko
laona–dona maoM maOM phlao kBaI pD,a nahIM qaa At: samaJa maoM hI nahIM Aa
rha qaa ik @yaa k$M. AbaUQaabaI kI kroMsaI Agar pasa maoM nahIM haogaI tao
vahaM iksa trh sao inapTUMgaa. tmaama savaala qao jaao ]maD, rho qao. AaOr¸
maOM saoMT yaaosauf skUla sao baahr inakla rha qaa. maOMnao ekbaar saaocaa
ik Qama-vaIr BaartI sao hI imala laUM. ifr na jaanao @yaaoM mana hI badla
gayaa. maOMnao TO@saI laI AaOr saIQao rostraM ka pta batayaa. jaba vahaM
phuMcaa tao vah lagaBaga KalaI qaa. vaOsao BaI gyaarh bajao iksaI rostraM
maoM BaID, nahIM haotI. khIM BaI. maOMnao ek ibayar laI. va@,t kaTa. laMca
ilayaa AaOr ifr ]sako Aasa–pasa GaUmanao ko baad vaapsa ]saI rostraM maoM
baOz gayaa. ek na[- ibayar baaotla ko saaqa , , ,
kanapur
sao calato samaya kuC pi~kaeM laI qaIM. kuC maOMnao baambao maoM KrId laIM.
maorI va@,tkTI ijatnaI AcCI iktabaaoM ko saaqa gauja,rtI hO ]tnaI AcCI iksaI
Anya ko saaqa nahIM. laoikna kBaI–kBaI eosaa BaI haota hO ik maOM iktabaoM
AaOr pi~kaeM isaF,- KrIdta jaata hUM ik jahaM jaa rha hUM vahaM phuMcakr
pZUMgaa. ifr maOM ]nhoM Kaolata tk nahIM. rostraM maoM BaI pi~kaeM saaqa
qaIM magar maOM kovala baItto samaya AaOr Aanao vaalao samaya maoM hI ]laJaa
rha. jaba rostraM sao baahr inaklaa tao baairSa hao rhI qaI. yah BaI maoro
ilae Ap`%yaaiSat qaa. vaa[na¸ vaUmana AaOr vaodr , , ,qa`I DblyaUsa kI
Anaip`Doi@TibailaTI kI khavat idmaaga maoM ]BarI. phlao BaI saunaa qaa.
isai@kma
maoM BaI. AaOr baambao maoM BaI doKa hI nahIM Baugata BaI. phlao kBaI
klak%ta ko baaro maoM saunaa qaa ik saubah–saubah QaaotI–kuta- phnao
AaOr haqa maoM Cata ilae idKa[- pD,o taoo jaana laao ik T\yaUSainayaa maasTr
hO jaao caaya ko Pyaalao AaOr dao ibaiskTaoM ko ilae toja, calaa jaa rha hO.
baambao maoM BaI laaoga Cata laokr Gar sao
inaklato hOM¸ [sa baat kI tsadIk hao ga[-. saD,k pr Cato hI Cato qao
ijanako baIca BaIganao sao bacanao kI kaoiSaSa maoM isar iCpo qao , , ,.
rajaoSvar kI ihdayat kao Anasaunaa krto hue
maOMnao irmaiJama baairSa maoM ifr kuC fla KrIdo AaOr ]nako FlaOT pr
phuMcaa. vahaM ka maahaOla vahI qaa jaao Apoixat qaa. caosa ko saaqa ]laJaa
pirvaar. Saayad ]saI maoM ]nako saulaJanao kI gaui%qayaaM inaiht qaIM.
jaba maOMnao ]nhoM saoMT yaaosauf skUla kI
GaTnaa bata[- tao rajaoSvar baaolao¸ " tuma BaI gaja,ba AadmaI hao , ,
,, , ,qaa^masa kuk ek ma^naI e@sacaoMja ejaoMsaI
ka naama hO yaar , , ,khaM calao gae qao , , ,tuma , , ,Æ"
ihndustana maoM iktnao laaoga Aaja BaI qaa^masa
kuk ko baaro maoM jaanato hOM Æ AK,baar maoM kama krnao ko baad BaI maOM
yaa mauJa jaOsao bahut sao p~kar tk tao [sa baaro maoM SaUnya qao ifr
saamaanya laaogaaoM ka saamaanya &ana iktnaa hao sakta hO Æ
kaSa
ik maOM [Mtja,ar kr laota , , ,.
Agalao
idna maOM e@sacaoMja saoMTr pr
qaa. vahaM sao pcaasa idrhma ilae. maorI ja,oba AaQaI sao j,yaada KalaI hao
ga[-. yah BaI pta cala gayaa ik saaO $pyao AaOr bacaakr rKnao haoMgao jaao
eyarpaoT- TO@sa donaa haogaa.
paOnao paMca $pyao ko ihsaaba sao pcaasa idrhma KrIdnao AaOr saaO $pyao
eyarpaoT- TO@sa donao ko baad kI isqait ko baad gauNaa–Baaga krnao ko baad
jaao rk,ma maoro pasa bacaI vah ksaI–kusaa iksaI trh idna inakalanao
laayak qaI. maOMnao Aasamaana kI Aaor doKa. jaanao @yaaoM maoro Alaavaa BaI
laaoga eosao xaNaaoM maoM Aasamaana kI Aaor doKto hOM. @yaa vahaM kao[-
ivapit–ivanaaSak baOza huAa hO. pta nahIM , , ,
maOMMnao tya
ikyaa ik Aaja ka idna maOM Qama-vaIr BaartI sao imalanao kI kaoiSaSa maoM
gauja,a$Mgaa. maOMnao saunaa ja,$r qaa ik BaartIjaI bahut AirsT/aokoT Ta[p
ko AadmaI hOM. bahut AnauSaaisat hOM AaOr saamanaovaalao ko saamanao Kulato
nahIM. jabaik rajaond` rava ko Anausaar vao SaalaIna AaOr saa^FT hOM¸ eosaa
k[- baar kha gayaa qaa. maOMnao tbatk rvaInd` kailayaa ka ‘kalaa rija,sTr’
AaOr kaMta BaartI ka ]pnyaasa ‘rot kI maClaI’
pZ,a nahIM qaa. cacaa- bahut saunaI qaI AaOr ]sa cacaa- sao jaao Civa
banaI qaI vah ek bahut saOiDsT AadmaI kI qaI. khIM yah BaI pZ,a qaa ik
Qama-yauga ko dF,tr ko laaoga ]nako kD,o rvaOyao sao baImaar tk hao jaato
qao. [sa maamalao maoM knhOyaalaala ‘naMdna’ ka naama ilayaa jaata qaa.
maOM BaartIjaI kao na ko barabar jaanata qaa. ]nhaoMnao mauJao Qama-yauga
maoM Capa qaa. evarosT ivajaota saaonama vaaMgyaala ko AiBayaana kI khanaI
kao tao ]nhaoMnao ‘kvar sTaorI’ banaakr Capa.
]nako ilaKo tIna p~ maoro pasa qao. saMixaPt p~. barsaaoM tk vao p~
maOM p`maaNa p~aoM kI trh rKo rha. ]nhIM p~aoM ko saaqa kmalaoSvarjaI ka BaI
ek p~ qaa. dao–tIna vaYa- hue
ek idna na jaanao iksa JaaoMk maoM maOMnao bahut sao kaga,ja, faD,kr foMk
idyao. Aba pScaatap haota hO ik maOMnao vaOsaa @yaaoM ikyaa.KOr¸
jaba Ta[msa Aa^f [iNDyaa ko Aa^ifsa maoM jaanao ko ilae maOM ]sa ibailDMga
maoM Gausaa tao pta calaa ik ilaFT sao jaanaa haogaa. mauJao Acaanak
vamaa-jaI kI yaad Aa ga[- , , ,
kanapur maoM vamaa-jaI hI eosao qao jaao maoro
sabasao AiQak krIba qao. maOMnao kBaI ]nasao ja,$r pUCa rha haogaa ik jahaja
maoM yaa~a krnao ka AnauBava kOsaa hao sakta hO. jahaja jaba ]zta hO¸
ja,maIna CaoD,ta hO tao kOsaa lagata haogaaÆ eosaa Saayad [sailae ik
]nhaoMnao ek baar klak%ta sao pTnaa kI hvaa[- yaa~a kI qaI. ]sa yaa~a maoM
EaImatI [indra gaaMQaI BaI ]saI Flaa^[T maoM qaI. yah ]na idnaaoM kI baat hO
jaba EaImatI gaaMQaI emarjaoMsaI ko baad hue caunaava maoM harkr pOdla hao
ga[- qaIM. vamaa-jaI nao EaImatI gaaMQaI sao kuC baatoM BaI kI qaIM.
halaaMik vao kaMga`osa ko sapaoT-r kBaI nahIM rho magar EaImatI gaaMQaI ko
saaqa hu[- ]sa Ap`%yaaiSat maulaakat kao ApnaI yaadaoM maoM saMBaalakr
hmaoSaa jaIto rho.
vamaa-jaI
nao batayaa qaa ik jahaja jaba ja,maIna CaoD,ta hO tao idla maoM Qak sao
vaOsao hI haota hO jaOsao ilaFT cala pD,nao pr haota hO , , ,.
maoro
pasa ilaFT maoM calanao ka BaI kovala ek hI AnauBava qaa. ]na idnaaoM
kanapur maoM nagar mahapailaka kI ibailDMga hI eosaI qaI ijasamaoM ilaFT
qaI. hao sakta hO ik AaOr BaI ibailDMgaaoM maoM yaa ik AcCo haoTolaaoM maoM
ilaFT rhI hao magar vahaM tk na tao ApnaI samaa[- qaI AaOr na kBaI kao[-
kama pD,a qaa. nagar mahapailaka ibailDMga maoM hI janagaNanaa kayaa-laya
qaa ijasamaoM gaaMva ko irSto sao maoro maamaa jagannaaqa dubao kama krto
qao. ]naka Aa^ifsa maoro Gar sao krIba Ch iklaaomaITr pr qaa. k[- baar maOM
]nasao imalanao ]nako Aa^ifsa jaa cauka qaa. tIsarI maMija,la pr ]nako
Aa^ifsa maoM maOM saIiZ,yaaoM sao jaata qaa. laoikna ijasa idna ilaFT maoM
calanao ka AnauBava huAa vah yaadgaar bana gayaa. [sailae nahIM ik ilaFT
maoM calanao ka AnauBava huAa bailk iksaI dUsaro karNa sao , , ,
maoro
ek ima~ p`dIp isaMh ³Aaja p`dIp isaMh kaMga`osa ko baD,o naota hOM. p`doSa
kaMga`osa maoM BaI ]nakI hOisayat kafI Asardar hO´ kao ]saI idna ]sako
iptajaI nao na[- saayaikla dI qaI. Aaja Saayad iksaI kao yah hasyaaspd lagao
magar 1974–75 maoM iksaI ko ilae BaI yah bahut baD,I igaFT qaI. saayaikla
laokr p`dIp jaba maoro pasa Aayaa tao maOMnao ]sako saamanao maamaa ko
Aa^ifsa calanao ka p`stava rKa. ]%saah maoM vah BaI maana gayaa. hma
daonaaoM nayaI saayaikla pr gae. hmanao mahapailaka ko dF,tr maoM
saIiZ,yaaoM ko naIcao saayaikla KD,I kI AaOr }pr calao gae. saayaikla maoM
talaa BaI nahIM lagaayaa. maOM hrdma ApnaI saayaikla vahIM KD,I krta qaa.
maamaa ko Aa^ifsa maoM maOM lagaBaga ek GaNTo tk rha. jaba vaapsa calanao
kao huAa tao vao Kud CaoD,nao ko ilae naIcao tk Aae. p`dIp nao ]nhoM ApnaI
nayaI saayaikla idKa[-. maamaa nao jaba saayaikla maoM talaa haoto hue BaI
na lagaa doKa tao kaOMcao¸ "talaa tao lagaakr jaanaa qaa }pr , , ,tuma
laaoga BaI laaONDo–lapaD,I hI hao , , ," p`dIp nao turMt talaa lagaa
idyaa. vah BaI tba jabaik hma laaogaaoM kao Gar vaapsa laaOTnaa qaa. ]sako
talaa lagaato hI maamaa baaolao¸ "kBaI ilaFT sao }pr gae hao , , ,Æ"
"nahIM
, , ," maOMnao kha. maamaa baaolao¸ " AaAao }pr calato hOM , ,
,ilaFT sao , , ,[saI sao naIcao ]tr AaeMgao , , , , , ,dao imanaT lagaogaa ,
, ,"
maamaa
Saayad yah idKanaa caahto qao ik ijasa ibailDMga maoM ]naka kayaa-laya hO
]samaoM ilaFT BaI hO. hma Saayad ilaFT maoM calanao kI ]%saukta sao piricat
haonaa caahto qao. hmanao hamaI Bar dI. ilaFT ko saamanao KD,o hue tao
caOnaola gaoT jaOsaa faTk Kulaa. ]samaoM sTUla pr ek A@KD, AadmaI
baID,I pIto hue baOza qaa jaao AadmaI kma tanaaSaah j,yaada lagata qaa.
drvaaja,o baMd haoto tao Dr lagata. dma GauTta. hma tInaaoM }pr gae AaOr
]saI ilaFT sao ibanaa baahr inaklao naIcao ]tro. hmaarI saayaikla gaayaba
qaI. jaao saayaikla ibanaa talao ko krIba ek GaNTo tk ilaFT ko pasa
saIiZ,yaaoM ko naIcao saurixat pD,I rhI vahI talaa lagaanao ko baad dao
imanaT sao BaI kma samaya maoM caaorI hao ga[- , , ,
AaScaya-
kI baat qaI. halaaMik ]samaoM AaScaya- kuC BaI na qaa , , ,kao[- saayaikla
kao taD, rha qaa magar ]sao yah Dr BaI qaa ik hao sakta hO [saka maailak
Aasa–pasa hI hao laoikna jaba ]sanao jaana ilayaa ik yao laaoga ilaFT sao
}pr jaakr laaOToMgao tao ]sanao ]nhIM dao imanaTaoM maoM saayaikla par kr dI
naIcao Aanao pr saayaikla na pakr hmanao bahut baavaolaa ikyaa magar kuC
huAa nahIM. Aaja barsaaoM baad jaba maOM [sa GaTnaa kao ilaK rha hUM tao
Aapkao ek raya donaa caahta hUM , , ,. Baart maoM eosaI iksaI GaTnaa pr
Aak`aoSa na jataeM. ]sa qaanao ko [Mcaaja,- ko saamanao ApnaI ja,oba Kaola
doM. AapkI caIja, imala jaaegaI. laoikna Agar Aapnao maha%maa gaaMQaI
bananao ka saMklp lao ilayaa hO tao Aapkao mauMh kI KanaI pD,ogaI @yaaoMik
maha%maa gaaMQaI Aaja Kud hI Ap`asaMigak hao gae hOM , , ,
P`adIp isaMh kI saayaikla na imalanaI qaI AaOr
na imalaI. ]sa ca@kr maoM ilaFT ka AnauBava tao kafUr hao hI jaanaa qaa. hao
BaI gayaa qaa , , ,.
baambao maoM Ta[msa Aa^f [iNDyaa ko dF,tr maoM
jaato hue jaba ilaFT maoM Gausanaa pD,a tao vamaa-jaI kI khI hu[- baat ifr
Qyaana maoM Aa[-. kanapur nagar mahapailaka kI ilaFT ka AnauBava tao basa
ek AnacaahI yaad kI trh na jaanao kbaka ibasar cauka qaa.ilaFT ko
Acaanak }pr kI Aaor cala pD,nao pr ek pla ko ilae vaOsaa hI lagaa jaOsao }pr
jaanao vaalaa JaUlaa cala pD,a hao , , ,
Qama-yauga
ko dF,tr maoM jahaM BaartIjaI ka kmara qaa ]sako saamanao ivaija,Tr\sa ko
baOznao ko ilae kuisa-yaaM AaOr saaofo qao. maaQaurI ko laaoga BaI baahr
ApnaI–ApnaI Dosk pr qao. mauJao yaad nahIM ik iksasao pUCa¸ "maOM
BaartIjaI sao imalanaa caahta hUM , , ,"
"icaT
iBajavaa doM , , ,"
ek
icaT pr : kRYNa ibaharI¸ isai@kma ilaKkr
maOMnao AMdr iBajavaa idyaa AaOr ]nako kmaro ko baahr baOzkr p`tIxaa Sau$ kr
dI. maOM krIba DoZ, GaNTo p`tIxaa krta rha. ]nako kmaro sao na tao kao[-
baahr inaklaa AaOr na kao[- BaItr gayaa. Saayad vao k[- laaogaaoM ko saaqa
ja,$rI maIiTMga kr rho qao. jaba maOM lagaBaga }ba gayaa tao Qama-yauga ko
Aa^ifsa sao inakla kr saD,k pr Aa gayaa. maOMnao saaocaa ik iksaI dUsaro
idna ifr Aa jaa}Mgaa¸ ABaI tao yahaM caar idna rhnaa hO.
maora
vaOsaa saaocanaa hI ga,lat hao gayaa. maOM BaartIjaI sao kBaI nahIM imala
payaa. kaSa ]sa idna kao maOMnao BaartIjaI ko naama kr idyaa haota. p~–pi~kaAaoM
maoM Cpto AaOr ek laoKk bananao ka sapnaa palao hue BaI maOM Apnao
pUva-vatI- p`isaw laoKkaoM sao vyai@tgat $p sao piricat nahIM qaa. kanapur
maoM rajaond` rava¸ igairraja ikSaaor¸ ]d\Ba`aMt sao pircaya qaa. rava
saahba sao inakTta qaI. balarama sahpazI rh cauko qao. bahut ilaKto qao AaOr
CaoTI–baD,I saBaI pi~kaAaoM maoM ilaKto qao. ]naka doSa ko bahut–sao
rcanaakaraoM sao pircaya BaI qaa. ek baar ]nako hI maaQyama sao maOMnao
kmalaoSvar¸ sao ,ra ,yaa~I¸ ihmaaMSau jaaoSaI kao kanapur maoM saunaa.
rajaond` yaadva ka ek [NTrvyaU sana\ 1985 maoM Aa[- ,Aa[- ,TI , kanapur maoM
ikyaa qaa. CaoTI–saI maulaakat hu[- qaI. kiva Qama-pala AvasqaI maoro
AQyaapk rh cauko qao. ]nhaoMnao mauJao dsavaIM tk saMskRt pZ,a[- qaI.
ramacand` naomaI SaahjahaMpur sao kanapur Aa^D-naoMsa fO@T/I maoM T/aMsafr
pr Aae qao vaIr rsa kI kivataeM ilaKto qao AaOr bahut Aaoja maoM pZ,to qao.
kiva sammaolanaaoM maoM jaato qao. Amaa-pur maoM phlaa kiva sammaolana
Aa^D-naoMsa fO@T/I [NTr ka^laoja maoM Qama-palajaI nao krayaa qaa. baad maoM
vahaM ‘pirmala’ saMsqaa banaa[- ga[-. maOM ]saka saMsqaapk qaa AaOr
naomaI saok`oTrI. yah 1977 kI baat hO.
maOM
sana\ 79 sao kanapur sao baahr rha. laoikna saMsqaa kao naomaIjaI calaae jaa
rho hOM. kanapur ko sqaanaIya kivayaaoM sao maora pircaya naomaIjaI ko
maaQyama sao huAa. kuC gaaoiYzyaaoM maoM maOMnao kivata paz BaI ikyaa qaa
magar jald hI jaana gayaa qaa ik maorI AsalaI ja,maIna kivata nahIM¸ gaV ka
xao~ hO. kanapur sao baahr ko saaih%yakaraoM sao maora pircaya tbatk
lagaBaga SaUnya qaa. laaogaaoM kao maOM naama sao jaanata qaa. laaoga BaI
mauJao naama sao jaanato qao. hmaaro baIca naama phcaana qaa. ipClao pcaIsa
vaYaao-M sao ihndI BaaYaI xao~aoM sao dUr AaOr ivadoSa maoM rhnaa BaI
rcanaakaraoM sao inakT ka pircaya na banaa panao ka p`mauK karNa rha hO.
kBaI–kBaI saaocata hUM ik dUrI ko karNa¸ krIba sao Apiricat rh jaanao ko
karNa hI khIM bahut–sao samakalaInaaoM sao pICo CUT gayaa. AaOr¸ kBaI–kBaI
saaocata hUM ik Apircaya AaOr dUrI ko karNa hI KUba ilaK saka AaOr bahutaoM
sao Aagao inakla gayaa. ihndustana maoM rhto hue Apnao saamaaijak AacarNa ko
calato Saayad maOM kuC AaOr tao ja,$r kr pata pr ilaKnaa CUT jaata yaa kma
hao jaata. Aaja isqait dUsarI hO. ipClao dsa vaYaao-M maoM Apnao p`ya%naaoM
sao maOMnao ek dayara banaayaa hO ijasamao ihndI ko rcanaakaraoM ko krIba
huAa hUM. laoikna yah inakTta maoro
laoKna ko karNa hu[- hO. ibanaa ilaKo bahut–sao rcanaakar cacaa- maoM hOM
magar maOM ilaKnao ko karNa cacaa- maoM hUM , , ,.
maOM rostraM phuMcakr ifr naIma AMQaoraoM maoM
Kao gayaa. ek saukUna imalata qaa vahaM. Saayad mauJao AbaUQaabaI jaanao sao
Dr–saa laganao lagaa qaa. Akolao haoto jaanao ka Dr. rostraM maorI
SarNagaah bana gayaa qaa.
krIba GaNTo Bar maOM rostraM maoM baOza. ek
ibayar pI. saada Kanaa Kayaa. saado Kanao maoM qaalaI qaI. ]samaoM capatI¸
dala–caavala¸ dao saibja,yaaM¸ rayata AaOr papD, [tnaa haota qaa jaao
maoro ilae pyaa-Pt sao AiQak haota qaa. maOM BaUK Bar Kata hUM. Apnao saaqa
j,yaadtI nahIM krta. eosaa BaI haota hO ik BaUK bacaI rho tBaI maOM Kanaa
baMd kr dota hUM. iksaI gaoT–Tugaodr
maoM maoro pasa baOzkr Kanaovaalaa kBaI–kBaI Saima-ndgaI ka iSakar hao
jaata hO. yaa tao vah BarpoT Ka nahIM pata yaa ifr yah saaocakr Kata hO ik
j,yaada Ka rha hO. halaaMik maOM ]sako Kanao kI Aaor doKta tk nahIM , , ,
rostraM
sao inaklakr maOM Aasa–pasa inarqa-k GaUmata huAa samaya kaTta rha. Saama
tIna bajao maOM ifr vaapsa rostraM maoM hI Aa gayaa. Ajaba hala qaa ik
ijasamaoM rostraM maoM daophr huyaI ]saI maoM Saama hao rhI qaI. maOMnao tya
ikyaa ik kla sahar eyarpaoT- AaOr jauhU baIca doKUMgaa , , ,idnaaoM kao
gauja,arnaa qaa AaOr Kud kao ]nhIM ko hvaalao CaoD, donao maoM hI baocaOnaI
sao inajaat imalanaI qaI.}prI hI sahI , , ,
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