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"yaar¸ maOM p~kar
bananaa caahta hMU AaOr kuC , , ,"
"p~kar banakr tuma @yaa ]KaD, laaogaoĆ"
"@yaa matlaba hO tumharaĆ"
"doKao AK,baaraoM ko maailak saoz hOM yaa eosao ga`up
hOM jaao iksaI ivacaarQaara ko AMtga-t banaae gae hOM. yaa
banao hOM jaOsao 'haora[ja,na' Aaid."
"tumhara matlaba hO jaao p~kar ijasakI Kata hO ]sakI
bajaata hOĆ"
"ibalkula , , ,tuma CuTpuT kr laao , , ,laoikna yahaM
rhto hue saaoivayat yaUinayana yaa saI ,pI ,Aa[- ,ko
ivaÉw kao[- sTOMD laokr nahIM cala sakto."
"haM¸ yao tao hO."
"yah pUra tao nahIM laoikna baD,I hd tk Ba`ma hO ik
p~karaoM kao svatM~ta hO. vao jaao caaho ilaK sakto hOM.
eosaa kuC nahIM hO. Aba tuma ApnaI jaana jaaoiKma maoM
Dalakr yahaM matlaba [sa poSao maoM Aa hI gae AaOr tumhoM
baad maoM pta calaa ik tuma ijasa karNa Aae hao ]saka
kao[- AaQaar hI nahIM hO tao tumhara sahara p`osa @laba ka
'baar' hI haogaa. pOsaa [sa poSao maoM KUba hO. AMQaa
pOsaa hO yaid tuma kmaanaa caahao , , ,bahutsao
[-maanadar hOM pr ]sasao @yaa Ôk- pD,ta hO , , ,[na
laaogaaoM nao¸ p~karaoM nao Apnao Aapkao maihmaamaMiDt
ikyaa huAa hO taik AK,baaraoM kI saaK bacaI rho , , ,]naka
sammaana haota rho , , ,AaOr gaaD,I calatI rho."
"caayavaalao laaOMDo kao doKta hMU , , ,Agar hao tao
caaya pI jaae."
"haM¸ doKao."
maOM ]zkr gayaa tao doKa¸ caayavaalaa jaa cauka hO.
vaapsa Aa gayaa.
"yah bataAao gaaMva maoM tumharo maatašipta rhto
hOM."
"nahIM¸ vao Sahr maoM rhto hOM."
"gaaMva maoM Gar tao haogaa."
"haM¸ kaÔI baD,a Gar hO."
"tao vahaM Aarama sao rh sakto hao."
"haM @yaaoM nahIMĆ"
"saaocaao yaar saaocaao , , ,@yaaoM Baaga rho hao
Apnao gaaMva yaa Apnao Sahr saoĆ @yaaoMĆ ek JaUzI
p`itYza ko ca@kr maoMĆ tumharo saaqa vah id@kt BaI nahIM
hO jaao maoro saaqa qaI. maoro pasa gaaMva maoM isavaaya
kja,- ko kuC nahIM qaa. maOM vahaM sao na Baagata tao mar
jaata , , ,samaJaoĆ , , ,doKao¸ na kovala tuma Kud hI
jaaAao bailk daošcaar Apnao jaOsaaoM kao yahaM sao AaOr
lao jaaAao , , ,."
baabaa ko karNa nahIM
bailk lagaBaga dsa mahInao ko K+ošmaIzo AnauBavaaoM ko
karNa mauJao yah AcCI trh pta cala gayaa qaa ik p~kairta
kao maOM jaao samaJata qaa AaOr ijasa trh kI AaSaaeM
qaIM¸ vao baD,I hd tk zIk nahIM hOM. yahaM BaI lagaBaga
vahI saba kuC hO jaao dUsarI naaOkiryaaoM maoM hO.
'glaOmar' tao AvaSya hO. pr @yaa maOM vahI caahta hMUĆ
pOsaa BaI hOĆ
tao @yaa maOM pOsao ko
ilae yahaM Aanaa caahta hMU. pOsaa tao KotI maoM bahut hO.
Agar maOM AalaU AaOr Gau[yaaM kI KotI krnao lagaUM tao
laKptI bana jaa}Mgaa. AaOr yahaM kI tulanaa maoM maora
jaIvana baD,a AcCa haogaa. tao ja,aihr hO maOM pOsao ko
ilae yahaM nahIM Aayaa hUM. tao AadSa- hI pUro na haoMgao
AaOr ]tnaa pOsaa BaI na imalaogaa ijatnaa bahut AasaanaI
sao gaaMva maoM imala sakta hO. tao maOM yahaM @yaa k$MĆ
marnao ko ilaeĆ 'glaOmar' ko ilaeĆ pr vah mauJao nahIM
caaihe , , ,AaOr yao Sahr hOĆ laanat hO [sa pr , ,
,laanat hO.
basaaoM maoM laaoga [sa
kdr Bar jaato hOM ik baccao kucala jaato hOM¸ AaOrtaoM ko
caaoToM laga jaatI hOM¸ baU,Zo ja,#maI hao jaato hOM AaOr
iksaI ko kana pr jaMU tk nahIM roMgatI. vaah baabauAaoM ko
Sahr vaah , , ,saunaa hO yah klak<ao maoM nahIM hao
sakta , , ,baMba[- maoM BaI nahIM hao sakta , , ,laoikna
rajaQaanaI maoM hao sakta hO , , ,AaOr ApmaanaĆ dF,tr ko
capraisayaaoM sao laokr hr rah calata AadmaI basa dUsaro
ka Apmaana krnaa caahta hO. vah Aapko kpD,o doKta hO AaOr
AapkI dao Tko kI [j,ja,t kao phcaana laota hO¸ AaOr
Apmaana kr dota hO. baat 'tU' sao Sau$ haotI hO AaOr
maarpIT tk Aa jaatI hO. kao[- iksaI ko pcaD,o maoM nahIM
pD,naa caahta AaOr taktvar hmaoSaa kmaja,aor pr JapTta hO.
kmaja,aoraoM ka nark hO yah Sahr , , ,laanat hO [sa pr , ,
,yaar yahaM kaOna laaoga basato hOM¸ samaJa maoM nahIM
Aata. iksaI kao iksaI sao¸ Apnao Alaavaa¸ na laonaa hO
na donaa hO. na iksaI kao Sahr sao lagaava hO na maaohllao
sao Pyaar hO. maOM yahaM @yaaoM hMUĆ AaOr @yaa kr rha
hMUĆ laanat hO [sa saba pr @yaaoMik jaba poT AaOr jaoba
daonaaoM¸ KalaI haoto hOM tao caaMd tk raoTI naja,r Aanao
lagata hO. rat maoM KalaI poT panaI pIkr saaonao kI klaa
Aba tk nahIM Aa sakI hO halaaMik laaoga batato hOM ik
mauiSkla nahIM hO.
baabaa baovakU,ÔI AaOr
samaJadarI kI AcCI caTnaI hO. saalaa kBaIškBaI bahut
daoTUk AaOr KrI baat khta hOš "dao haqa¸ yaid
Aaidma trIko sao hI ja,maIna maoM KotI kroM tao [tnaa Anna
pOda kr sakto hOM ik ]sao Akolaa AadmaI pUrI trh Ka nahIM
sakta. tao yah p`Ěit ka inayama hO ik ek manauYya ApnaI
AavaSyakta sao AiQak ]%padna kr sakta hO. tao yah saba
jaao hmaaro caaraoM Aaor mahana cauityaapa hao rha hO¸
yah p`Ěit ko inayamaaoM ko ivaÉw hO. p`Ěit BaUKa nahIM
maartI. BaUKa tao hma hI ek dUsaro kao maarto hOM.
kraoD,aoM ho@Tr ja,maIna baokar pD,I hO. tumhoM maalaUma
hO iva&ana nao yah isaw kr idyaa hO ik hr trh kI
ja,maIna pr KotI hao saktI hO. tao kraoD,aoM ho@Tr
ja,maIna pr kama krnao ko ilae kraoD,aoM haqa BaI ]plabQa
hOM tao ifr ja,maIna baokar @yaaoM pD,I hO AaOr kraoD,aoM
poT KalaI @yaaoM hOMĆ bataAaoĆ"
"yaar tuma AfImacaI na haoto tao AadmaI qao kama
ko."
"cauityaapa na krao , , ,baat ka javaaba dao."
"javaaba hao tao dUM , , ,. tumharI baatoM laajavaaba
hOM."
"tao tuma yahIM marto rhaogaoĆ [saI Sahr
maoMĆ"
"Aba yaar , , ,doKao , , ,"
"maorI baat maanaao , , , duAaeM daogao. maoro saaqa
ko laD,kaoM maoM jaao gaaMva maoM rh gae hOM Aarama sao
hOM. Aro yaar¸ ek BaOMsa hI pala laao , , ,ifr doKao , ,
,"
"saunaa hO mauiSkla kama hOĆ"
"ÍIlaaMiMsaga sao mauiSkla tao nahIM hO."
hma daonaaoM hMsanao lagao.
"doKao ijasaka kao[- sahara na hao , , ,matlaba Sahr
Aakr saMGaYa- krko jaIivat rh panaa Akolaa rasta hao , ,
,vah zIk hO Aae AaOr yahaM laoikna tuma @yaaoM vah saba
krao¸ marao¸ jabaik tumharo pasa rasta hO."
baabaa sao Ôursat ko
va@,t eosaI baatoM saunanao maoM maja,a Aata hO ik AcCo
sapnao doKo jaa sakto hOM. eosaa jaIvana hO jahaM Kanao kI
kmaI nahIM hO. AMDošmau,gaI- AaOr dUQa¸ dhI kI kmaI
nahIM hO. kD,I SaarIirk maohnat hO tao ]saka pUra
mauAavaja,a BaI imalata hO. Aaja,adI hO AaOr saba kama
ApnaI maja,I- sao ikyaa jaata hO. baabaa sao baatoM ek
AjaIba trh ko nayao jaIvana ko saunahro QaagaaoM kao
Kaolanao lagatI hOM. vah khta hO š tuma SaadI BaI kr
laonaa , , ,iksaI AcCI AaOsat djao- kI pZ,IšilaKI¸
sauMdr AaOr sauSaIla laD,kI sao jaao gaaMva maoM tumharo
saaqa rho. ]sao T/O@Tr calaanaa isaKa donaa. vah tumharo
Kot jaaot idyaa krogaI. tumharo ilae KUba gaaZ,o dhI kI
lassaI banaaegaI AaOr rat maoM tumharo ibastr kao [tnaa
ga,ma- kr dogaI ik janavarI kI ratoM bahut Pyaar sao kT
jaaeMgaI. AaOr ifr tumharo pasa pOsaa haogaa. fsala kTnao
ko baad daoštIna hF,to ko ilae tuma ApnaI p%naI ko saaqa
jahaM caahao jaa sakto hao. kBaI dixaNa Baart maoM samaud`
tT pr¸ kBaI kSmaIr AaOr kBaI yahaM BaI Aa sakto hao.
pOsaa hao tao @yaa nahIM hao sakta. [MpIiryala haoTla maoM
rh sakto hao. TOi@sayaaoM maoM GaUma sakto hao. tba idllaI
ka maja,a Aaegaa. yao DI ,TI ,saI ,kI basaaoM maoM laTkto
hue¸ jaana hqaolaI pr ilae basaaoM kI yaa~a sao pICa
CUTogaa.
yaar yahaM kao[- iksaI kao ]zata tk nahIM. kla ek
AQaoD,šsaa AadmaI basa pr caZ,nao kI kaoiSaSa maoM
ifsalakr igar gayaa. ]sako pICo jaao AadmaI qao vao ]sakI
pIz pr pOr rKkr toja,I sao basa maoM caZ, gae. [sa saalao
Sahr kao @yaa khaogao jahaM AadmaI ko ilae dUsaro AadmaI
ko idla maoM kao[- jagah nahIM hO. yah tao saalaa Sahr BaI
nahIM hO. ek hramaI AaOlaad hO , , ,jaao CaoTo Sahr AaOr
mahanagar ko AnaOitk 'Ëasa' sao pOda hu[- hO. yah GaaoD,o
AaOr gaQao ko maola sao banaa Kccar BaI nahIM hO @yaaoMik
Kccar ]pyaaogaI hO. yah imaza[- AaOr namakIna sao imalakr
banaa eosaa Kanaa hO ik ijasao tuma ja,baana pr BaI nahIM
rK sakto. yahaM rhto rhaogao tao ek idna tuma BaI KMUKar
jaanavar bana jaaAaogao. idllaI ka [ithasa doKao , , ,kBaI
yah Sahr idllaI rha haogaa. Aba tao yah Ba`YT dlaalaaoM ,
, ,maOM rajanaIit&aoM kao dlaala hI maanata hMU , ,
,ka Sahr hO. BaD,vaaoM¸ rMiDAaoM AaOr YaD\yaM~kairyaaoM
ka Sahr hO. rhsyaaoM AaOr baojaaoD, itkD,maaoM ka Sahr hO.
[saka kao[- 'klcar' nahIM hO¸ jaao puranaa 'klcar' qaa
vah puranaI idllaI maoM kOd hao gayaa hO. baahr sao jaao
laaoga Aae hOM yaa Aato hOM ]nako ilae idllaI prdoSa hO
AaOr idllaI ko ilae ]nako mana maoM kuC nahIM hO. jaOsao
ËUr AadmaI ko mana maoM vaoSyaa ko ilae kuC nahIM haota.
yah Sahr iksaka hOĆ matlaba Aaja jaao idllaI hO¸ [samaoM
baabaU hOM¸ [samaoM paikstana sao Aae SarNaaqaI- hOM¸
[samaoM hiryaaNaa sao Aae jaaT basa kMD@Tr AaOr D/a[var
hOM. [samaoM piScamaI ]<ar p`doSa sao Aae CaoTošmaaoTo
kma-caarI yaa dukanadar hOM. [na sabaka idllaI 'Gar' nahIM
hO. idllaI [naka doSa nahIM hO. maora nahIM hO. tumhara
nahIM hO.
idllaI iksaI ka doSa hO tao puranaI idllaI kI
gailayaaoM¸ gaMdI gailayaaoM¸ ]poixat maaohllaaoM maoM
rhnaovaalaaoM ka hO¸ caaMdnaI caaOk ko puranao
mahajanaaoM¸ dukanadaraoM ka hO¸ laoikna ]nakI idllaI
yah idllaI nahIM hO ijasamaoM Aaja hma AaOr tuma rhto hOM.
yah idllaI tao iksaI kI nahIM hO. yahI vajah hO ik laaoga
inama-ma hOM. ËUrta AaOr Apmaana AaOr svaaqa- AaOr GaRNaa
AaOr itrskar AaOr Ba`YTacaar AaOr AnaOitk trIko sao vah
saba p`aPt krnaa jaao caaiheš[sa Sahr ka bauinayaadI
cair~ hO. rajanaIitk sa<aa AaOr ]sakI SatrMjaI caalaaoM
nao BaI [sa Sahr kao ek cair~ idyaa hO , , ,tao tuma yahaM
rhkr p~kairta krnaa caahto haoĆ svaagat hO tumhara pr [sa
Sahr maoM kuC BaI krnao sao phlao janasaMpkao-M ka
tanaašbaanaa banaanaa haogaa¸ saflata ko ilae 'gaa^D
fadr' caaihe haoMgao. ]nako pOr caaTnao haoMgao , , ,tuma
bahut baD,o p~kar hao sakto hao. maOM yah nahIM khta ik
yahaM jaao BaI safla huAa hO [sa trh huAa hO. laoikna yah
AvaSya kh sakta hMU ik yahaM saflata p`aPt krnao ka kao[-
'raja,' hO tao yahI hO. p~kairta maoM¸ rajanaIit maoM¸
vyaapar maoMšiksaI BaI xao~ maoM phlao ek 'gaa^D fadr'
banaaAao , , ,kaMga`osa ko iksaI maM~I kao jaanato haoĆ
[MidrajaI ko drbaar tk phuMca hOĆ nahIM hO. jaba hI tao
ipClao , , ,. iktnaoĆ gyaarh mahInao sao jaUto iGasa rho
hao , , ,.
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