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laoikna
tba jagat ko tanao kanaaoM kao CIlato qao AaOr ipGalao hue [spat kI trh
kanaaoM maoM ]trto qao magar jaba ihndustana kao CaoD,nao kI rat Aa phuMcaI
tao ekbaar sacamauca yah lagaa ik vaapsa kanapur laaOT calaUM. kao[- ja,$rt
nahIM ivadoSa jaanao kI. vah BaI eosao doSa maoM ijasako baaro maoM saOkD,aoM
baatoM vahaM phuMcanao ko phlao hI saunaa[- jaa caukI qaIM. ]nhIM
idnaaoM Saarja,ah maoM iksaI kao p%qar maar–maar kr maar Dalanao kI saja,a
pr Amala BaI hao gayaa qaa. yah Kbar AK,baaraoM kI hoD laa[na banaI hu[- qaI
mana iksaI makama pr zhrta hI nahIM qaa. yaid maOM rajaoSvar ko Gar
kI baja,aya iksaI laa^ja maoM zhra haota tao Saayad }hapaoh kI Avasqaa maoM
Gar vaapsa jaanao ka fOsalaa kr laota Balao hI vah Apmaanajanak haota.
rajaoSvar kI Aaor sao hmaoSaa maora ]%saah hI baZ,ayaa gayaa. ]namaoM mauJao
ek koyairMga baD,o Baa[-–saa vyai@t%va idKa.yah ]nako FlaOT maoM ibata[-
AaiKrI rat kao Kulakr ]jaagar huAa.
lambaI
yaa~`aAaoM ko phlao maOM pUrI trh blaOMk hao jaata hUM
.kuC pta nahIM haota ik jaa khaM rha hUM. yaa~a sao phlao kao[-
Plaa^na BaI nahIM banaata ik yaa~a saugama hao. lao–dokr ek AarxaNa hI
haota hO maoro pasa. kBaI–kBaI tao vah BaI nahIM. jaba kBaI iksaI Apiricat
gaMtvya pr phlaIbaar jaa rha haota hUM tba tao AaOr BaI ivaica~ Avasqaa
haotI hO. maOM lagaBaga KamaaoSa hao jaata hUM. yah tao phlaI hvaa[- yaa~a
AaOr phlaI ivadoSa yaa~a qaI. [sa yaa~a maoM pya-Tk yaa p~kar banakr jaanaa
AaOr GaUma–Gaamakr yaa Asaa[namaoNT pUra krko ek saIimat samaya maoM
laaOTnaa nahIM qaa bailk ek AQyaapk kI naaOkrI krnaI qaI AaOr jaanao kba
laaOTnaa qaa , , ,
maOMnao
Saama kao rostraM ko maOnaojar kao Qanyavaad doto hue ivada lao laI qaI. vah
bahut sadaSaya vyai@t qaa. ]sanao mauJasao kha¸ “pOsaaoM kI kmaI hao tao , , ,maOM
dota hUM , , ,baad maoM Baojanaa , , ,” maOMnao ]sako [sa vyavahar pr Kud
kao BaItr tk BaIgaa huAa payaa. ]sao ivanama`tapUva-k manaa krto hue yaid
kuC saaocaa tao isaÔ- yah ik yaid [-Svar mauJao kubaor ka Kja,anaa BaI do
do tao vah BaI kma pD, jaaegaa. [sailae nahIM ik vah saba maOM Kud pr ]D,a
dUMgaa. bailk [sailae ik pasa maoM pOsao haoto hue maOM AavaSyaktaAaoM kao
AQaUra nahIM CaoD, sakta. [sa baat sao fk- nahIM pD,ta ik AavaSyakta ApnaI
hO¸ ,daost kI hO¸ duSmana kI hO yaa iksaI Anajaana kI hO. duinayaa tao AaiK,r
[nhIM sao banatI hO tao Qana iksapr Kca- hao , , ,rostraM ko maOnaojar sao
Alaga haoto hue maOM Baavauk hao ]za qaa. vaOsao hI jaOsao kanapur CaoD,to
hue ima~aoM sao , , ,pirvaar sao Alaga haoto hue hao ]za qaa. saaocaa qaa ik
jaba BaI baambao Aa}Mgaa maOnaojar sao AvaSya imalaUMgaa. laoikna vah
saaocaa huAa Aajatk pUra khaM huAaÆ kao[- inataMt Apiricat BaI maora Apnaa
@yaaoM hao ]zta hO yah Abatk AnasaulaJaI gau%qaI hO AaOr kao[- bahut pasa
haoto hue BaI inataMt Apiricat banaa rhta hO , , ,@yaaoMÆ yah BaI ek
AnasaulaJaI gau%qaI hO , , ,KOr , , ,baat tao ]sa rat kI hao rhI hO jaao
Apnao Aap maoM yaadgaar banaI hu[- hO , , ,
ApnaI
AavaSyakta Bar ka pOsaa maoro pasa qaa. rajaoSvar ko FlaOT pr laaOTnao pr
ekbaar ifr kOifyat donaI pD,I ik idna–Bar khaM rha , , ,rat ka Kanaa Kanao
ko baad maOnaoM Apnaa saamaana saUTkosa maoM rKnao kI kaoiSaSa Sau$ kI.
pOikMga kI maorI kaoiSaSa naakama doKto hue rajaoSvar nao kha¸ “tuma CaoD,ao , , ,maOM
rKta hUM , , ,kpD,o BaI zIk sao rKnaa nahIM Aata , , ,pta nahIM tuma vahaM
kOsao rhaogao , , ,”
jaao
kuC ]sa caTk laala rMga ko CaoTo saUTkosa maoM nahIM Aa rha qaa vao iktabaoM
AaOr pi~kaeM qaIM ijanhoM maOMnao baambao maoM KrIda laoikna pZ,a nahIM qaa.
pZ, ilayaa haota tao ]nhoM CaoD,naa Aasaana qaa. kuC iktabaoM rajaoSvar nao
BaI dI qaIM.maoro kpD,o AaOr SaOxaiNak –p`maaNa–p~ tao baZ,nao sao rho
qao.
rajaoSvar
maora saUTkosa zIk kr rho qao. maOM ]nhoM [sa maamalao maoM @yaa khta.
pirvaar maoM baD,a laD,ka haokr janma laonaa jahaM bahut–saI baataoM kI ija,mmaodarI
isaKa dota hO vahIM bahut–saI CaoTI–CaoTI baataoM kao saIKnao sao bahut
dUr kr dota hO , , ,
saUTkosa
maoM kpD,aoM AaOr p`maaNa–p~aoM ko saaqa iktabaaoM –pi~kaAaoM kao BaI
rKnao ko baad ]nhaoMnao maora pa^sapaoT-¸ vaIja,a kI faoTaoka^pI pI TI e
qaa^masa kuk sao laI hu[- yaU e [- kI kroMsaI ek CaoTo–sao baOga maoM rKto
hue kha¸ “ yao ja,$rI popr hOM. hvaa[- yaa~a ko daOrana [nhoM saMBaalakr
rKnaa haota hO. yah baOga hmaoSaa haqa maoM rho. ekbaar saamaana sao Bara
saUTkosa khIM CUT jaae yaa caaorI hao jaae tao vah saba saamaana ifr hao
jaaegaa , , ,laoikna Agar pa^sapaoT- Kao gayaa tao samaJaao ik mahInaaoM kI ja,hmat
BaugatnaI pD,ogaI , , ,bahut sao lafD,aoM sao gauja,rnaa haogaa tba khIM
jaakr mauiSkla hla haogaI , , ,jaao Aaiqa-k nauksaana haogaa , , ,vah tao
haogaa hI , , ,” CaoTo sao ]sa vaIAa[-pI maoM rajaoSvar nao maorI duinayaa
baD,o kayado sao samaao dI ijasao laokr mauJao na[- duinayaa ko rasto pr baZ,naa
qaa. jaao kama ]nhaoMnao baD,I sahjata sao kr idyaa vahI mauJasao [sailae
nahIM hao pa rha qaa ik maOM svayaM maoM Asahja qaa. pa^sapaoT- Aaid
saMBaalakr rKnao kI ]nakI ihdayat pr maOMnao svaIkRit maoM isar ihlaa tao
idyaa magar ]nako kho SabdaoM kI k`Urtma sacaa[- ka AnauBava tba huAa jaba
Apnao ek sahyaaogaI ka pa^sapaoT- Kao jaanao pr ]sakI yaatnaa kao Baugatnao
ko ehsaasa kao saunaa yah kafI baad kI GaTnaa hO ijasaka ija,k` maOM samaya
Aanao pr k$Mgaa. jaba hr trh sao inaiScaMt haokr rajaoSvar saaonao ko ilae
Apnao kmaro maoM jaanao lagao tao ]nako saaqa baccao BaI ]zo maOMnao ]nako
baccaaoM sao haqa imalaato hue kha¸ “saubah jaba tuma laaoga saaokr
]zaogao ]sasao phlao maOM calaa jaa}Mgaa , , ,” eosaa khto hue galaa Bar
Aayaa AaOr ]sa maaoh ka ehsaasa huAa jaao Apnao baccaaoM sao Alaga haoto hue
iksaI maaM–baap kao haota hO. AaMKoM pinayaa ga[-M. rajaoSvar nao isqait
saMBaalaI. “yao saba tumhoM jaato hue BaI imalaoMgao.Aba saao jaaAao.
tumhoM jaldI ]znaa BaI hO , , ,”
jaba
maOMnao balba ka isvaca Aa^f ikyaa tao rat ko ]sa Akolaopna maoM isaf- maOM
AaOr AMQaora ek saaqa rh gae. yaid ]sa AMQaoro kao maa[nasa ilaivaMga
baI[Mga maana ilayaa jaae tao Apnao ivagat ko saaqa , , ,yaadaoM ko saaqa ek
tnha [Msaana ibastr pr laoTo Ct kao KulaI AaMKaoM Aplak doKto hue saao rha
qaa , , ,
AadmaI
ApnaI yaadaoM ko saaqa iktnaa QanaI AaOr iktnaa kMgaala haota hO. [saka pta
eosao hI plaaoM maoM calata hO , , ,
baIto
saPtah maoM jaao kuC gauja,ra vah hr trh sao maoro ilae nayaa qaa magar jaao
kuC ija,ndgaI maoM phlao GaT cauka qaa ]sasao BaI Alaga hao panaa Aasaana
khaM qaa. ek isaro sao Gar–pirvaar¸ daost–duSmana saBaI yaad Aa rho qao.
khnaa kizna hO magar svaIkarnaa ]sasao BaI kizna ik duSmana BaI daostaoM sao
baZ,kr yaad Aae. malaala–saa huAa
ik ÔanaI–saI ija,ndgaanaI maoM duSmanaI iksa ilaeÆ yah khnaa khIM sao
BaI jaga–hMsaa[- nahIM haogaI ik baIvaI AaOr baoTo kI yaad nao ek eosaI
hlacala idla maoM macaa dI ik Aagao jaanao ko K,yaala sao hI dhSat ka Aalama
Bar ]za qaa. maOMnao saaocaa ik duSmana kao BaI [-Svar Gar sao baoGar na kro.
ApnaaoM sao Alaga na kro , , ,ApnaaoM sao ibaCD,kr kuC imalata nahIM. AaOr¸
jaao imalata hO vah Kao cauko kI barabarI kBaI nahIM kr pata , , , Aaja
lagaBaga dao dSak baad jaba [sao ilaK rha hUM tao yah khnao maoM kao[-
saMkaoca nahIM ik [na vaYaao-M maoM maOMnao Kaoyaa hI Kaoyaa hO. payaa kuC
BaI nahIM. na navajaat baccaaoM kao gaaod maoM lao saka AaOr na duinayaa CaoD,
jaanao vaalaaoM kao kMQaa do saka. AadmaI
kI ija,ndgaI @yaa [tnaI–saI hI hO Æ @yaa ]saka haonaa isaÔ- [saIilae hO
ik vah Akolao jaI lao. sauK ko saaqa , , ,Apnao duK ko saaqaÆ @yaa
kao[- jaI sakta hO Apnao sauKaoM AaOr duKaoM ko saaqaÆ AkolaoÆ
maOM
hmaoSaa rat kI yaa~a caahta hUM.
[sako pICo maa~ yahI karNa hO ik saubah–saubah jaba calanaa haota hO tao
mauJao saarI rat naIMd nahIM AatI. yahaM Alla–saubah yaanaI ik saubah caar
bajao hI Gar sao inaklanaa qaa tba khIM tIna GaNTo pUva- sahar eyarpaoT- pr
ApnaI ]pisqait dja-, kra pata. maOMnao saaocaa qaa ik saubah samaya sao
tOyaar haonao ko baad TO@saI sTOND jaakr TO@saI lao Aa}Mgaa.
rat
ko sarkto hue ek–ek pla [sa baat kI gavaahI do rho qao ik Apnao maulk sao
maaohbbat AadmaI kI pOda[Sa ko saaqa hI ]sasao hmaoSaa ko ilae jauD, jaatI
hO. ]sasao Alaga haoto hue samaya ]sao ek Ainavaca-naIya vaodnaa haotI hO.kuC
eosaI baocaOnaI haotI hO ik ijasamaoM rat nahIM kTtI. mauJao ek maSahUr Saor
yaad Aayaa :
ek hUk–saI idla maoM ]ztI hO ek dd- ijagar maoM haota hO
maOM rat kao ]zkr raota
hUM jaba saara Aalama saaota
hUM..
kuC
vaOsaI hI hUk ]ztI AaOr maOM ibastr pr baOz jaata. mauJao lagaa
ik laoTkr saaonao kI kaoiSaSa maoM yaadoM caOna nahIM laonao doMgaI.
laoTnao sao tao AaMKaoM ko Aagao ek rIla hI GaUmanao lagatI hO.
naa^na–sTa^p.bahut sao laaogaaoM kao yah baat kuC AjaIba–saI lagaogaI ik
ivadoSa jaanao ko saunahro maaOko kao BaI maOMnao baokar ko Baavauk xaNaaoM
kI BaoMT caZ,a idyaa. laoikna vahIM yah baat BaI Qyaana maoM rKnaI haogaI ik
yah GaTnaa k`ma maoro jaIvana ka ihssaa hO AaOr Gar–pirvaar AaOr
daostaoM– duSmanaaoM tqaa doSa sao ivalaga haoto hue Aapko irSto ]nasao
kOsao hOM. maOMnao eosao BaI BaartIyaaoM kao Aagao doKa ijanako BaItr idla
nahIM¸ maaMsa ko laaoqaD,o kI jagah p%qar ka TukD,a hO. vao Baart maoM
ApnaI CuiT\TyaaM bagaOr maaM–baap AaOr daostaoM sao imalao iksaI fa[va
sTar haoTola maoM gauja,arkr laaOT Aato hOM AaOr¸ baD,o gava- sao saaqa ko
laaogaaoM kao batato nahIM qakto ik iksa KuMdsa kao inakalanao ko ca@kr maoM
vao Apnao GarvaalaaoM sao ibanaa imalao hI calao Aae. duinayaa hO. laaoga
hOM. cair~ hOM. laoikna yah Asaamaaijakta jaao pirvaar sao Sau$ hao caukI hO
[sa duinayaa kao iksa mak,ama pr lao jaaegaI , , ,
saubah savaa tIna bajao ibastr CaoD, idyaa
maOMnao. laa[T jalaa[-. rajaoSvar kmaro maoM Aae¸ “jaga gaeÆ”
“haM , , ,”
“caaya
banaakr baccaaoM kao jagaata hUM , , ,”
“[tnaI
saubah ]nhoM mat jagaaeM , , ,”
“@yaa
baat kr rho haoÆ ibanaa imalao hI calao jaaAaogao, , ,.Æ”
“nahIM
, , ,eosaI baat nahIM , , ,maOM tao ]nakI $TIna na iDsTba- hao [sailae , , ,”
jabatk
rajaoSvar nao caaya banaa[- tbatk baccao BaI jaga gae. ]sa saubah sabanao
saaqa caaya pI.
tOyaar
haokr jaba maOM TO@saI laonao ko ilae
inaklanao kao huAa tao rajaoSvar BaI saaqa hao ilae. hma daonaaoM caup–sao
sTOND kI Aaor baZ, rho qao. laaOTto samaya TO@saI
maoM rajaoSvar baaolao¸ “ maoro Gar maoM Agar kao[- tklaIÔ hu[-
hao tao ]sao hmaoSaa ko ilae BaUla jaanaa , , ,”
“yah
tao kao[- baat nahIM hu[- , , ,AaOr Agar khnaa ja,$rI hI hao tao mauJao
khnaa caaihe ik maorI vaja,h sao lagaBaga ek saPtah Aap saBaI
baMQao–baMQao rho , , ,laoikna kRt&ta &aipt krko ]pkar kao CaoTa
AaOr Kud kao ehsaana framaaoSa saaibat krnaa nahIM caahta , , ,maOM samaJata
hUM ik [sa ivaYaya pr hmaoM baat hI nahIM krnaI caaihe , , ,”
hma
ifr caup hao gae. TO@saI ibailDMga ko naIcao Aa lagaI. dao imanaT sao BaI
kma samaya maoM maya–saamaana maOM TO@saI maoM qaa. ihlato haqaaoM nao
jaao ivada[- dI vah iktnaI lambaI hao ga[-. Azarh saala haonao kao Aa rho
hOM dubaara BaoMT hI nahIM hu[-. rajaoSvar irTayar haonao vaalao haoMgao.
lagaBaga pMd`h saala kI ibaiTyaa qaI. Aba tOMtIsa ko Aasa pasa haogaI.
sabakuC samaya sao huAa haogaa tao rajaoSvar ko baccao Aba baccao vaalao hao
cauko haoMgao AaOr rajaoSvar dada–naanaa bana cauko haoMgao. [-Svar kro ik
saba kuC samaya sao AaOr zIk huAa hao. maora ivaSvaasa hO ik eosao laaogaaoM
ko saaqa sabakuC zIk hI haota hO. zIk haonaa hI caaihe. saubah haonao na
haonao ko baIca TO@saI eyarpaoT- kI Aaor Baaga rhI qaI AaOr maora mana T^ga
Aa^f vaar ko baIca iKMca rha qaa. daonaaoM trÔ kBaI pICo ka isara iKMca
]zta tao kBaI Aagao ka. ek Aaor AtIt qaa AaOr dUsarI Aaor pUrI trh
Anajaanaa¸ AspYT¸ AnaBaugata hr ek pla , , ,
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