laahaOr
5 janavarI 1968

gaaopala Baa[- jaana kao taihra ka salaama.

AmmaI ko naama ilaKa Aap ka K,t imala gayaa. vaao BaI ApnaI maja,I- ko iKlaaf hI gaujarat sao laahaOr jaanao vaalaI gaaD,I maoM caZ,I qaI. magar ]trI kBaI nahIM.
ja,aihda K,alaa AaOr maOM K,Oiryat sao hOM. maOMnao [saI saala baI•e• ikyaa hO.
K,alaa jaana Aap sabakI salaamatI kI duAa ko saaqa Apnaa salaama khtI hO.

K,t ka javaaba Aanao maoM mauiSkla sao ek mahInaa BaI nahIM lagaa.

idllaI
10 frvarI 1968

taihra baIbaI¸
Apnao Baa[- jaana kao ilaKa tumhara K,t pZ, kr hmaoM iktnaI KuSaI hu[- hO¸ [saka Saayad hI tuma AMdaja, lagaa sakao.

hmaarI baoTI ica~a¸ tumharo Baa[- jaana AaOr maOM jald sao jald tumhoM AaOr ja,aihda kao imalanaa caahto hOM. ica~a [saI saala AaT- ihsTrI maoM ema•e• krnao laMdna calaI jaaegaI. iktnaa hI AcCa hao Agar ]sako jaanao sao phlao Aap daonaaoM kuC idna hma saba ko saaqa hmaaro pasa rhao.

ica~a ko jaanao maoM ABaI dao tIna mahInao hOM. vaao tumhoM imalanao kao bahut ]tavalaI hao rhI hO. tumhara K,t Aato hI tumharo yahaM Aanao ka [Mtja,ama tumharo Baa[- jaana kr doMgao. ja,aihda kao ja,$r saaqa laanaa. AaOr hma saba ka salaama khnaa.
tumharo Baa[- jaana yahaM maOijasT/oT hOM. maOM maaotIlaala naoh$ kalaoja maoM ihsTrI pZ,atI hMU.
tumharo K,t ko [Mtja,ar maoM baD,o Pyaar sao¸
tumharI BaaBaI
maalatI

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maaotIlaala naoh$ kalaoja maoM maalatI ko klaIga AaOr [MiglaSa ivaBaaga ko hOD Da@Tr iSavanaaqa jau%SaI Apnao BatIjao krna kao ica~a sao imalavaanaa caahto qao. jammaU kSmaIr yauinavaisa-TI sao paoilaiTkla saa[-Msa maoM ema•e•krnao ko baad vaao ek saala ko ilae ka^manavaolqa folaaoiSap laokr laMdna jaanao vaalaa qaa.

maaotIbaaga maoM gaaopala mailak ko ga`a]MDF,laaoAr vaalao F,laOT maoM ]sa idna saubah sao hI Aanaa–jaanaa lagaa qaa. Cu+I ka idna qaa. imalanao vaalao ica~a kao laMdna jaanao kI baQaa[- donao Aato¸ AaOr taihra kao imala kr jaato. Saama kao krna jaba Apnao caacaa ko saaqa phMucaa tba BaI caar paMca laaoga gaaopala AaOr taihra kao Gaoro baOzo qao. nae Aanao vaalaaoM ka svaagat krnao ko ilae gaaopala kao ]zto doK¸ krna nao daonaaoM haqa jaaoD, kr Apnaa maaqaa CuAa AaOr ifr ek sarsarI naja,r Aasa pasa daOD,a kr kha¸

"mauJao Kud hI Aap daonaaoM kao phcaana laonao ka maaOka dIijae¸ sar. Aap maOijasT/oT gaaopala mailak hOM¸ AaOr jaao Aap ko baayaoM haqa baOzI hOM¸ vah AapkI baoTI ica~a hO."

gaaopala ]sa sao haqa imalaanao ko ilae Aagao baZ,o hI qao ik krna nao ]nhoM baD,o hI naaTkIya trIko sao faOjaI salaama zaoka.

"maOM pUrI [maanadarI sao ksama Ka kr khta hMU¸ sar maOMnao baap–baoTI kI eosaI KUbasaUrt hmaSakla jauD,vaaM jaaoD,I nahIM doKIM."

gaaopala mauskra ide. krna ko kMQao pr Apnaa haqa rK kr pUCa¸ "tuma krna hao naÑ tumhoM tao Apnao caaraoM trf KUbasaUrtI doKnao kI Aadt haonaI caaihe Ba[-. kSmaIr kI vaadI tao KUbasaUrtI kI jannat hO."
"kSmaIr kI vaadI na sarÑ magar maOM tao idllaI kI baat kr rha hMU. ipClao ek mahInao maoM knaaT Plaosa ko k[- ca@kr lagaa cauka hMU. lagata hO AcCI saUrtoM maaotIbaaga sao baahr nahIM inaklatI Aajakla."

gaaopala Aba hMsa ide. taihra ko isar pr Apnaa haqa rKa AaOr kha¸
"yah taihra hO. maorI CaoTI baihna."
"taihraÆ" krna nao duhrayaa.
"haM¸ prsaaoM hI laahaOr sao Aa[- hO." gaaopala kuC $k kr baaolao¸ "baMTvaaro maoM gauma ga[- qaI. Aba imalaI hO."

krna nao taihra kao ]pr sao naIcao tk baD,o gaaOr sao doKa. qaaoD,I dor caup rha AaOr ifr baD,o hI tpak sao baaolaa.
"yah gauma kOsao hao saktI hO sarÆ [nhoM doKkr tao doKnao vaalaaoM ko haoSa–hvaasa gauma hao sakto hOM. ek baar idKa[- do jaaeM tao dubaara doKnao kI ]mmaId maoM BaUK–Pyaasa gauma hao saktI hO."

kmaro maoM baOzo hue saBaI laaoga ApnaI baatcaIt CaoD, kr krna AaOr gaaopala kao hI doK rho qao. ek purja,aor zhako kI Aavaaja, hu[-¸ ijasamaoM Da@Tr iSavanaaqa jau%SaI BaI Saaimala qao. Aba khIM jaakr ]nhoM gaaopala sao haqa imalaanao ka maaOka imalaa.

"baD,a haija,rjavaaba AaOr KuSa imaja,aja hO Aapka BatIjaa¸ jau%SaI saaihba." gaaopala nao kha¸ "Ôo,laaoiSap ka Ta^ipk jaao BaI hao¸ [sako haqa laga kr idlacasp hao jaaegaa."
"khta tao hO ik paila-yaamaoMT\rI p`NaailayaaoM AaOr prMpraAaoM kI jaanakarI haisala kr ko iksaI paolaIiTkla paTI- maoM Saaimala hao jaa}Mgaa." Da^• jau%SaI baaolao.
"yahaM yaa vahaMÆ" gaaopala nao krna kao ja,ra CoD, kr kha.
"[sa ka fOsalaa tao maaOka–maahaOla doKkr hI

haogaa na sar. [sa va> tao basa yahI tya ikyaa hO ik laMdna maoM rh kr AMga`oja,I baaolanaa saIKMUgaa."
"@yaaoM baK-urdarÆ AMga`oja,I tao tuma Aba BaI AcCI K,asaI baaolato hao. ]sako ilae laMdna jaanaaÆ baat kuC banaI nahIM." gaaopala kao krna sao cauhla saI krnao maoM lau%f Aa rha qaa.

"baat hI tao banatI hO sar. kao[- maamaUlaI saI baat BaI Agar iba`iTSa e@saoMT maoM AMga`oja,I baaola kr khoM¸ tao ]samaoM kafI vaja,na Aa jaata hO." krna nao kha AaOr ifr inahayat saMjaIdgaI sao baI baI saI vaalao e@saoMT kI baKUbaI nakla krto hue baaolaa¸

"Aa[- kOna naaOT sao [T ivad ebsaaolyaUT sarToinaTI Fra^ma idsa iDsToMsa baT [T Aipyasa- dOT ivajaya hja,aro [ja, gaao[Mga Tu baI iD@laoyaD- ela baI DblyaU."

kmaro maoM ifr ek Kulaa huAa zhaka ]za. gaaopala nao hMsato hue krna kI pIz zaokIM AaOr baaolao¸

"bahut KUbaÑ" ifr D/a[Mga$ma ko AMdr kI trf Kulato hue drvaaja,o kI Aaor baZ,to hue kha¸
"maOM ica~a kao baulaakr laata hMU. tuma ]sasao imalanaa caahto qao naÆ"
krna nao gaaopala ka rasta raok ilayaa.
"ek imanaT $k jaa[e sar¸ mauJao Aapsao kuC pUCnaa hO."

gaaopala nao isar ihlaakr hamaI Bar dI. krna Aba taihra kI trf baZ,a¸ ifr ijasa kursaI pr vaao baOzI qaI¸ ]sako pasa KD,a hao gayaa.

"maOM pUCnaa caahta hMU sar ik AapkI baihna baaola tao laotI hO naÆ"

gaaopala drvaaja,o kI trf jaato jaato mauD, Aae.
"taihra¸ Agar tuma khao tao [sa baatUnaI ko ilae tumharI trf sao maOM kuC kh dMUÆ"
"kihe na Baa[- jaana." taihra baD,o Adba sao baaolaI AaOr kusaI- sao ]z kr gaaopala ko pasa KD,I hao ga[-.
"tumharI AmmaI kBaI kBaI ek gaja,la gaunagaunaayaa krtI qaI. ]saI ka ek Saor yaad Aa rha hO¸" gaaopala nao taihra kI pIz pr Apnaa haqa rK kr kha AaOr krna kI trf doKa.
"PlaIja, sar [nakI trf sao kihe tao kuC BaI kh dIijae¸" krna baaolaa. "maOM hI nahIM¸ yahaM baOzo saBaI laaoga saunanaa caahoMgao."
"AcCI baat hO. sauinae¸ Saor ga,ailaba ka hO. taihra kI AmmaI ]nakI ga,ja,laoM A@sar Apnao roiDAao p`aoga`ama maoM gaatI qaIM." vah baaolato baaolato $k gae jaOsao kuC AaOr yaad Aa gayaa hao.
"hmaaro saaqa rhnaa Sau$ ikyaa tao gaanaa CaoD, idyaa pr gaunagaunaa dotI qaI kBaI kBaI."

kmaro maoM ekdma K,amaaoSaI Ca ga[-. gaaopala nao Saor kha¸
"hO kuC eosaI hI baat ik caup hMU
varnaa @yaa baat kr nahIM AatI."